[18 May 2022] after playing the game, i have gained the great misfortune of having Ren haunt my every waking moment. i simply saw pink boy on itch.io and thought "wowie" and then proceeded to cry when i found out that he actually looks like an e-boy and all I could think was "WOWOW HE SO NICE TO LOOK AT AYO???? 😳😳" either way, i actually wanted to ask if Ren could dance? and if so, does he have any preference? that and even if he couldn't, is he okay with MC just randomly grabbing him to dance with them in the apartment because they just like bonding with him like that? (honestly speaking all thoughts i have of this e-boy dweebus are domestic fluff bits, so while he has questionable hobbies, i would like for him to know he's lovely and that i wanna hold him gently like hamborgor 😔)
JFAFKSAFKA PLEASE "I HAVE GAINED THE GREAT MISFORTUNE OF HAVING REN HAUNT MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT" SENT ME 💀
But omg?? If you took his hand and just pulled him into some kind of dance, then he'd probably just crumble on the spot. Physically? he's chill and here dancing with you underneath the glow of your refrigerator light. Mentally? He's in another plain of existence just screaming into the void because "oh my god they're touching me?? we're dancing together???? they're so close????? i don't want to step on their feet???????? they smell so good??? im—"
there's this one photo I've seen floating around a few times with the words "I wish we could've met as kids, you would've loved the softer me" and I think about it every now and then
🐹 You're just a squishy! ❤️ You're always super lovely on here and your content is often more cute or funny than I'd expect for a murder oc blog!
🐹 - You? Intimidating? Hell no
Owhhh you sweetie! You gotta admit that you're a lil bit biased Oakie cause we have known each other for like, forever hehe :P I'm really happy that you like my silly content, it's a lot of fun making it for everybody to see and having a laugh with it!
Last year I lost a loved one to su*cide and another to c*ncer and I'm so so careful when I speak of them because I don't want to hurt anyone more than they're already hurting. I know (I know!!!) why the words themselves set people off. I'm subjected to ads about c*ncer drugs and depression treatments everyday and I can hardly stomach it I want to cower under my bed until it's over but it's never over. And tiptoeing around their causes of death makes grief even more isolating. I NEED to talk about how our brains and bodies can turn against us and how quickly our energy sharpens and aims inward and the threats born within remissions and how the tendrils of those particular poisons stretch out after the people die and we have to bop around with bodies and brains and bear it and keep bearing it
90% of my current mutuals have nothing to do with h.aikyuu, so i apologize for the amount of brain rot you’re all going to have to see but also this is what you get for following a multi fandom multimuse :’ )
Sai i need to know. Did he even read the book angel gave them. I know he wasn’t reading it when angel texted them if we chose to not invite him over but did he read even the few pages they looked at
or was he just… buying time to think of things/wanted to look like he was interested in the book when they really weren’t
TRUST ME this is VERY important knowledge and no matter what you say i will only like him more 🫶
✦゜ANSWERED: He did not T_T lmaooooo
Realistically, he probably put it back on the shelf the moment Elanor arrived ^^; Part of me wants to say that he hid it somewhere amongst the shelves (because Angel touched this book... Their hands and eyes graced the cover... No one else deserves the luxury of touching it as well...), but I think he'd be too overwhelmed with Angel finally noticing him to give it much thought.
Ren had no interest in reading the book either, but he did pick a "flora" theme for a very specific reason — as opposed to stalling/trying to buy time..... >:3c
Without spoiling too much, it's the same reason why he sometimes comes across as clumsy (with his words) during conversations, talks a lot about AoG, lives in a stupidly expensive and gaudy apartment, stole another person's nickname and made it his own, sometimes comes across as pushy, mimicked another character's exact line, gave Angel a high-end luxury gift, and why the "X I V" clips in his hair correlate to specific letters in the— *I am forcefully removed from the stage*