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badasserywomen · 5 months
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Shal and skadi
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scoobydoodean · 3 months
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Something fun for you to ponder. When Sam was soulless, Bobby thought there was a chance that, "This is just Sam." I think it's because Sam tends to perform empathy somewhat selectively, at times more cognitively than emotionally. Do I personally think it's a neurodivergent trait? Yes, I do. BUT. It's hilarious to me that Bobby looked at soulless Sam and thought, "Hmm. There's a good chance that's just Sam." No?
Ho ho! Very interesting.
From 6.06 "You Can't Handle the Truth":
DEAN I don't know how much longer I can do this, Bobby. You got to figure out what the hell he is and fast. BOBBY I'm trying. But, Dean, there's a worst-case scenario. DEAN What, Satan's my co-pilot? Yeah, I know. BOBBY Well, that'd be the other worst case. DEAN Well, then what? BOBBY Maybe it's just Sam
Notably: This happens before anyone knows Sam is soulless and before Sam has admitted that he doesn't feel anything, but after Sam has let Dean get attacked and turned by a vampire.
I don't think that Bobby disagrees with Dean that Sam is acting different from before (I think that's why he calls it a worst case scenario). Sam has been putting everybody on edge, not just Dean (Samuel says that Sam scares him in 6.07). I think what Bobby is considering is that Sam simply isn't the same person after The Cage—that Sam compartmentalized his emotions to deal with the trauma—turned himself into a stone cold killing machine as a coping tool—and now Sam doesn't know how to warm back up to feeling anymore or caring about anyone or anything (or maybe can't because it's still too raw). Bobby's considering the idea that Sam may have simply cracked open and spilled his emotions out on the floor somewhere and left them behind... which ironically, is pretty much what happened?
Bobby is aware of similar (though less extreme) behavior from Sam in the past in coping with trauma. In fact, he arguably knows this side of Sam better than Dean does. Sam ghosted Bobby while Dean was in hell (and for months in 3.11 "Mystery Spot", though Bobby doesn't remember that). It wasn't that Sam stopped feeling (he was full of anguish and rage), but he did push Bobby away and focus obsessively on revenge, hunting like a machine. Sam pushed away the potential to talk through Dean's death with someone else who loved Dean and understood a lot of the grief Sam was feeling because it opened him up to a dangerous amount of vulnerability.
This is very John-coded behavior from Sam and it doesn't represent a lack of emotion as much as it represents "I feel so much that I cannot stand the idea of touching that emotion or I will break". It's a refusal to engage with and feel certain emotions, because if he did, he wouldn't be able to get up. Anger is fuel that burns hot and keeps you moving, but grief and fear can rip the life from you.
Consider even John's way of dealing with the worry he perpetually felt about Sam. Yelling and telling Sam never to come back when Sam wanted to go to school, making the fight all about betrayal and responsibility when deep down the entire time, John was just scared that Sam would get hurt (1.08, 1.20). Griping at Sam as a kid for wanting to play soccer (1.08), but without Sam's knowledge, quietly placing Sam's soccer trophy in a storage unit because John couldn't bear to throw it away even though there was no room for it on the road (3.03). John buried certain representations of affection and love because they were fraught with so much terror. Being open about how much he cared exposed him to feeling so much fear he couldn't cope with it, and John feels emotions incredibly deeply like Dean does. When the crying starts he cannot stop. It isn't macho bullshit—it isn't "I'm a man so this is unacceptable"—it's "If I feel this emotion right now at this exact moment then I will shatter into a million pieces".
Sam does the same thing when Dean is dead. Bobby represents vulnerability, family, and love—talking about how much Dean meant to both of them. The rage is easier. Being a hunting machine in 3.11 is easier. Focusing on murdering demon and training to kill Lilith is easier.
When the people Dean loves are in pain, Dean talks to them—he tells them how much he cares about them. He lets himself be vulnerable with it. Sam wants something to do and he needs to take charge. We see this is in 5.07 after Bobby reveals that he's having suicidal thoughts. Dean is distraught, and Sam is too (we see how much Bobby's opinion of him matters to Sam in 5.01)—but Sam just tells Bobby he isn't going to let him sacrifice himself, then jumps into action and focuses on the mission, while Dean lingers at Bobby's side. Then at the end of the episode, Dean sits down with Bobby alone and tells him how much he loves him and needs him. I don't think Sam could have that conversation at that point in his life. I genuinely don't think he could—and not because he doesn't love Bobby, but because he can't touch the distress that would surface from a discussion like that. One could argue Sam really does the same thing in 3.10, stepping outside of Bobby's house and seeking out Jeremy inside Bobby's dream while Dean goes up the stairs and finds Bobby and again—opens himself up to vulnerable emotions and expresses how much Bobby means to him—that he sees him as a father and he can't lose him. Sam focuses on finding the guy doing all of this and skirts the emotional vulnerability.
I think this is something Bobby, then, is very familiar with from Sam, so when he takes it to an extreme, where Sam is now dealing with a traumatic experience from being in The Cage, he can easily see how Sam would suppress his emotions and focus on hunting like a machine yet again, and how that could possibly reach such an extreme that Sam would stop feeling altogether and maybe not know how to or not be able to come back from that. And you know... I've never thought of this before in this exact way, but how did Sam's soul and body get separated in The Cage? Is there anything that disproves the idea that Sam himself ripped his soul from his body to cope with Lucifer's torture?
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i-write-things · 4 months
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Pen, I know New Years already went by but, how did your favorite Troupe members spent their new year days? (hcs)
Ugh, dw, I'm even later to answering this request. But I shall answer, anyway.
(None of these will be yandere)
Chrollo-
So it all depends on who he is spending it with. If he's with the troupe, he'll likely plan like a small scale heist, then go back somewhere (probably the hideout) and throw a small party. However, with Uvogin and Phinks there, it ends up much larger than he intended. Not that he cares. He sees his troupe, his people, happy. If his darling is part of the Phantom Troupe, while everyone is distracting counting down the new year, he'll sneak in a quick, new year's kiss-one of the few, rare times he'll do PDA in front of his family.
If he's by himself or just with his darling, he'll probably just spend it inside and relax. He'd read majority of the day away, unless darling has something planned. He would cook for you, u less you wanted to cook for him. He wouldn't want to eat out somewhere, because he wants it to be a quiet moment. So expect just a simple night, talking and relaxing the night away until the countdown, where he kisses you more passionately than he would have in front of the troupe.
"If fate will allow it, lets try to spend the rest of this year together, too."
Machi-
Machi, like Chrollo, is definitely more reserved. She'd prefer to stay indoors, but go on a walk at night. She'd also like to watch the countdown as well, but don't expect a kiss from her unless you've been together for some time. You'll have to be the one to initiate that.
If she's partying with the troupe, it's one of the more rare times you can see her true feelings. No pressure to do well in a hiest, none of her family is in danger, ect. She can just enjoy the moment. First thing, she'd probably ask Chrollo if he already has any plans for the new year. "So, what are you planning to do for a great new year, boss?" *She'd ever so slightly smile.
Feitan-
By far, the least of a party person here, unless it involves kidnapping or torturing. So it's not too surprising when he enjoys himself at a troupe party. He can hang out with his murder bro (Phinks) and probably play a prank or two with Shal on said murder bro. He gets into a shots battle with either Uvo or Phinks (maybe even both) to see who doesn't pass out from so many shots....or get alcohol poisoning.
If he's by himself, he does literally nothing. He doesn't see it as too different of a day. Although, of course, he does like the 'new year, new me' thing. and by that, I mean he'll try out different methods of torture. If his darling is there with them, he might slightly bring up spending time with them, but only if they're aware of his...career.
"...Hey, You....like...come torture....with me?" *Of course, that's his broken way of inviting you to torture some poor souls with him.
Shalnark-
Finally! Someone who loves to party! If he's spending time with the troupe, you can bet he's one of the main people who keep it awesome. He'll bring most of the party games. And of course, play most of the new years pranks (on anyone but Chrollo and Machi. He doesn't want to bug Machi, knowing how cold she is, and while the boss wouldn't mind, there's no way he'd be able to catch him off gaurd.) He, Paku, Shizuku, and Machi usually set up the decorations if they're feeling extra festive. Oh, and expect a bunch of selfies and pictures from the party if you're not there.
If he isn't at a troupe party, then he's probably party hopping around. He'd bring his darling with him, too. He'd get into the most bizarre and fun parties. If there is a bouncer who won't let him in, he can just stick him with an antenna. Though, he probably won't have to, considering he was preparing for this and has already hacked into most party systems to add his name, and brings you as his plus one. Expect a very sweet kiss from this boy at the countdown. You two only go home once one of you is hammered. If it's you, he laughs and comments on how much fun you had. "Haha! Looks like someone had fun!" If it's him, he'll have his arm wrapped around you and drunkenly slur, "Y'know baby, this was a great bew year...ugh, I think I'm gonna be sick.."
Uvogin-
Alcohol. Is it much of a surprise? I think not. Shalnark brings most of the games, and Uvo brings the alcohol. I'm talking beer, wine, ale, mead, whiskey, just about anything and everyone's favorite, including their favorite brand. And when I say the life of the party, I mean the life of the party. You think Shal and Fei's pranks bring the chaos? That ain't nothin' compared to our very own Uvogin's capabilities. On top of being very chaotic, he's also very loud. Probably the main reason why, if they choose to put on music, it has to be turned up so loud....he's also probably the one who puts it on in the first place after getting so drunk.
If he's not with the troupe for New Years, he's probably raiding other people's parties, but not in the way Shalnark does. Shalnark just infiltrates those places and kills maybe 3-0 people. Uvo, on the other hand, full on raids the party. (mostly for the 'good stuff') He might even hurt someone simy to see others react, though. But if that's way too much chaos for his darling, he'll keep the violence to a minimum. But expect to get very drunk. Because he'll be handing you lots of cans, and saying "Drinks on me all night!...and these other fellas, too! Hahaha!"
Phinks-
Where would Phinks be, if not with his murder bro(Feitan)? Of course, he would love to have a party with his family and it'll be a blast. Though, other than trying to best Uvo in their annual shots game, he'll mostly be chasing Shal and Fei around for the dumb pranks they pull on him. Of course, he doesn't do this the entire time. He also really likes to socialize, too! He'll just be having a casual conversation, mostly with Feitan, The boss, Shal, Uvo, or Kortopi.
If he's not partying with his gang, he'll probably stay indoors, but still throw a full on party. He doesn't have to have 70 people at a party to have fun. Though, he does have a tradition of New Years Giving, where people give things to him...and by that, I mean he walks around every night and just takes what he wants while everyone is distracted. Of course, he won't always do this. If his darling asks him to stay inside, he will. He can still have a nice New Years with just the two of you!
"Mm, ok. I won't go stealin' or raiding anything, tonight. But, only on the condition you spend the rest of the year with me." He chuckles, delivering a very cheesey kiss after a very cheesey line.
Pakunoda-
She likes to bring in all the games. Pakunoda has always been, other than Chrollo and Shalnark, the adhesive of the group. Could they all get along just fine without them? Of course. They've known each other since forever. But those three still really help keep the peace. So it's not surprising she, along with Shal, likes to bring in all the games. Mostly the fun, team bonding ones. Though majority of them never get played, it's still fun. She also usually brings most of the food. She's actually quite the cook. Her, Machi, and Chrollo make most of the food. Sometimes, the others will order a couple of items and pick them up, back that's about it. At these parties, she loves to casually socialize and just watch her family do what they do. Create chaos, play pranks and games, argue, laugh, ect.
If there is no party with them, she actually probably just plays a couple of games with her s/o, cooks something nice, and has some nice champagne. Pretty much the stereotypical couple's night on New Years.
Shizuku-
If there's a party, it takes her a bit to arrive. She either gets lost, or forgets where she's going. She's supposed to bring some snacks or games or decorations, but she forgot them at home. So she'll probably just...get everyone some coffee? Yeah, people like coffee, why not on New Years? Oh, a member doesn't like coffee? Oh yeahhhh....Oh well, too late now. She'll try better next year. She likes to watch everyone play games, but also has a blast playing them herself. She also updates everyone how much more time is left until the new year....but forgets to check the last second. So it usually ends up being Machi, Chrollo, or Shalnark that let's everyone know its the last minute of the year.
If she's not at that party, she doesn't do anything. She honestly doesn't care too much. Unless her s/o has something planned, or asks her to do something, then she'll go. But other than that, she doesn't care much. In fact, she doesn't care too much about the countdown, and will just go to bed. She might refuse to get up, even if her s/o asks her to. The best way to get her to get up is to tell her there's fireworks outside. She likes watching those.
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microbihon · 1 year
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Bless yous Boyfriend Check out our Advent Calendar event here: www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/865711
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masakuterarr · 1 year
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I drew Uvo and Shal today and someone asked me if they're gay so i just proudly said "YES!"
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lumendelmari · 10 months
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Shal, duergar consort and advisor to Deepking Horgar Steelshadow V, from 'The Grey Warriors,' a retelling of a completed Out of the Abyss (Dungeons and Dragons) campaign.
Read the story here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35100307/chapters/87436915
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sc0tland4evermember · 3 months
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Sorry to break it to you but
SHARKS ARE FISH
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la-squadra1234 · 1 year
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I can’t believe I forgot the drawing 😭
Lmaoooo
It’s all good its no problem at all
Full credit to la-squadra1234
Uvogins daughter-
Would be a brat, but wouldn’t be at the same time
She would definitely be very nosey
She would be a girl who lives for drama, and needs to know all of the tea
If anybody talk shit to her, she will beat the living hell out of them
She absolutely loves fighting
She is very confrontational when she wants to be
 She loves make up
She absolutely adores wearing tank tops
She is always wearing some kind of tank top
 She has a stealing addiction/problem
It’s not that she wants to steal, but it has just become a habit overtime
 She loves going swimming
 on her free time when she has nothing to do she plays video games with shalnarks daughter
She is away, is skipping school
She cringes whenever she sees her dad drinking beer because she finds beer. Disgusting
She tried beer once, and she almost threw up, it was disgusting for her 
Shalnarks daughter-
She has a video game addiction
She loves to wear skirts
Her entire wardrobe consists of skirts and dresses and high heels
She is a girly girl
 She loves very fancy jewellery
All of her jewellery is real diamonds gold silver everything is real
She is always wearing her favourite diamond necklace even to sleep
 If she does sleep, that is
She is normally up all night playing video games
She has her own TV in her room
She hates, always having to go into the living room to play her video games
She likes to do art
She is very good at colouring
She is also very good at drawing
And sketching things
She loves to play with a skipping rope when it’s summer time
She has a bunch of body sprays and perfumes and body mist
If you pronounce her perfumes, body sprays or body mist wrong, she will correct you real quick
Like, for example if you say something like oh nice perfume, but it’s a body mist she will literally glare at you and then correct you with a attitude
She is a pretty good kid
She gets pretty good grades
She doesn’t skip school with uvogins daughter
The only relatively bad thing that she does is use her phone to either play video games during school or to text uvogins daughter
 Franklin’s daughter-
She has a very unhealthy obsession with energy drinks
She is always drinking some kind of energy drink, whether it’s monster, Red Bull, rockstar, bang energy
It doesn’t matter she just loves it
She gets a perfect amount of sleep, but she always looks super tired
She is very quiet for the most part
She doesn’t talk very often, but if she has spoken to, then she will talk
She likes to write poetry
And she also likes to read poetry
She has a bunch of posters in her room
She likes old school bands like the Beatles and AC/DC
 she gets very scared easily
She is not confrontational at all
She doesn’t start fights with people
And she hates having to fight anybody it just scares her so normally one of her friends end up fighting for her even though she doesn’t ask her friends to her friends are just nice enough to do it for her because her friends understand
She wears glasses and has a bunch of them
And I mean a BUNCH of them
 She has a bunch of hair ties and she leaves them all over the house because she forgets about them
But the moment that she doesn’t have her favourite purple one
It’s game over for everybody
She will literally get so sad and emotional over it for no apparent reason nobody knows why, but it just happens so make sure that she doesn’t lose her purple hair tie 
That’s it for today everybody I hope everybody enjoyed as much I did writing this. This was really fun. I honestly love doing headcannons because it’s one of the easiest things to do in my opinion and I can just write anything that comes to my mind down immediately!
Thank you so much for the request
I will see everybody in the next Post bye now!
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hadraws-11 · 2 years
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Shalnark wants to order 😳💕 and Uvo don’t complain ‘bout that.
(Version 99′ and 2011 because I love them so much in a lot of different ways!)
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maidoftheday · 2 years
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Today’s Maid of the Day: Shal from Drapeko!: Onedari Dragon to Oppai Yuusha
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gg-4draws-stuff · 1 year
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Shit posting OCs
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badasserywomen · 10 months
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The hot girls are here
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scoobydoodean · 11 months
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Hey, I really liked your post on Dean + building walls. It helped me look at season 14-15 with some renewed sense of perspective. The whole Michael thing. Like the Hell trauma, Dean never really got a chance to breathe... Directly after Michael escapes his head, Dean's being run absolutely ragged by Sam re: the AU hunter deaths (Peace of Mind). Cas has to step in to co-parent Sam, JUST SO DEAN CAN SLEEP.
(Arguably, Sam doesn't have to have a hunting buddy. No one is making Dean and Sam support him, but they're trying to provide a loving familial support system the best way they know how, and it seems like Sam is so deep in his grief that he can't look up to see how it's affecting Dean or Cas or Jack. Dean (and Cas) are so busy taking care of Jack and Sam that there's really no time for Dean.
I'll be honest—it's been a while since I watched season 14, so I'm having trouble remembering these notes to it, but this is really interesting! I'll be looking out!
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wally-b-feed · 1 year
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Anthony Fineran (B 1981), Shal Iran Bata, 2023
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masakuterarr · 1 year
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Head empty. Just Uvonark
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lumendelmari · 10 months
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Chapter Thirty-Six
The Hold of the Deepking  
1485 DR / Day 41 
The Blade Bazaar, Gracklstugh
A cloud of unease and doubt hung over the companions’ heads as they slipped through the streets of Gracklstugh in the late afternoon. After their separate shopping excursions that morning, they spent the rest of their time gathered in Fraeya and Sarith’s chambers, essentially twiddling their thumbs while awaiting a call to arms—but no longer. The time had come. Captain Blackskull’s summons came via sending stone not ten minutes prior. The party was to immediately make their way to Clan Ironhead’s stronghold on the far western side of the Darklake District, due south of The Shattered Spire. And so, the companions had donned their gear, double-checked their supplies, and spent a few final moments with their myconid companions. Rumpadump and Stool would remain behind in their lodgings at Ghohlbrorn’s Lair. As the establishment was tucked away in caverns beneath the surface level of the city, it was the safest place for them. Because no matter how fiercely Stool argued for it, war was no place for a sprout.
“Do not leave this room unless one of us, Vanum or Lizva, calls for you. Do you understand?” Kazimir had told the sprouts.
Rumpadump nodded in agreement, but Stool had turned away like a stubborn child. That action still bothered Kazimir, though he knew Rumpadump and Stool were far safer being left behind. The party had no idea what they would be walking into…
. . .
Read more: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35100307/chapters/120975274
or
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13962836/36/The-Grey-Warriors
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