#seccond life

[ryderdire]

Ever feel your own heart beat or blood rushing in your veins and remember that you are Infact alive

#idk man I often feel like I’m experiencing life seccond hand and then occasionally get reminded that holy shit I am alive my body is a #living ecosystem woah #ryders rambles

[proud-cloud]

Me btw if u even care (artblock seriously needs to stop 💀)

#Why have i not been able to draw since novermber like #just whyyy like its only today ive actually been able to doodle anything #THERES ONLY ONE OTHER THING I HAVENT WANTED TO IMMEDIATELY KILL WITH FIRE #anyways this guys silly cause he only took 2 secconds ro give life to #im gonna name him jeff #my art #shitpost #digital art #art

[pastadoughie]

i am literally begging you all to be more fucking original because it is genuinely not fun for me to have to deletye 30 repeat asks a day. i have done a cat in a hat, yes, including the hat youre thinking of, i have done a cat being booped, mutiple times, i have done a cat with long legs, multiple times, i have done a transgender cat, mutliple times, in fact its an entire animatic, i am begging you to before you send an ask, scroll through my blog for like 5 secconds because i stg if you ask something that i answered literally 3 posts ago im going to start getting violent

and, if i *havent* done it before, consider : your idea is not that good/ is too elaborate for me to feel like doing. please do not send it multiple times, and also please do not send fandom asks, any times. i dont know any fandoms except undertale (and ive drawn ENOUGH undertale in my life) and im not comfortable drawing things when i dont know their context. please dont expect me to understand references or even the names of whatever white boy u are talking about

i love and appreciate asks but its not fun when its just, the same ask, 7 times. within the last 3 days.

also, regarding asks, if you send me fanart through my asks its wayy harder for me to see it and get to it i really REALLY prefer you just post it on your own blog and then tag me in it, also tag it as "rowencatfanart"

#the beast speaks #the beast is angry at you people

[wishmaster]

새로운 나 new me

I was tired of my life, I wanted a change, maybe become an attractive woman or a twink submissive. I was honestly up for anything so when I tossed my coin in the fountain I was excited for the results. I wished I could experience leather in a different body.

Within secconds my body fell to the ground, when I got up my wish had been granted.

I had been transformed into a sexy Korean leather stud. My new body definitely knew how to wear the clothes. My mind felt foggy, different, as if English wasn't my first language anymore. I knew Korean fluently, English I was still learning. I was also younger than before. It didn't matter to me went I looked into the eyes of my new self I was excited for what the future would bring.

#body transformation #male transformation #racial change

[void-of-nonsense]

Opening tumblr is like

-The most god awful thing you've seen in your life that makes you want to never open the internet again.

-Fandom Post!!

-Post where you learn cool things.

-The most wrong person ever having opinions (if ur smart you block them)

-Fandom post!

-Big naturals.

-World news via destial post

-Cat!

-Trans people!

-Interesting discussion about a thing.

-a net zero gain information post (you learn a thing. You learn that thing is wrong)

-Fandom post! (Mutual subjecting you to a thing you know nothing about edition).

-Gay sex

-Mutual's cool post

-the most god awful thing you've seen on the internet on ur dash a seccond time

-something wholesome that restores your faith in humanity

-A different god awful thing

-Gay sex

#meta post #meta #tumblr #196

[f0point5]

when a bunch of people were getting pissed at y/n for not changing her life for some dude™️ that she'd been on like 2 dates with, I was annoyed that people weren't being compassionate and nuanced about it, like guys you have to consider her perspective...

now that elliot just said "YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR BEHAVIOUR"....

KILL HIM RIP HIM TO PIECES RUN HIM OVER WITH YOUR (MAX'S) CARRRRRR

the way I genuinely felt my heart rate go up the seccond I read that -

I'll probably process it enough to be normal about him by the next update but my god am I not normal about him right now

like intellectually I get (sort of. vaguely. tangentially.) where he's coming from, but I am going to need 3-5 business days to want him dead before I can go back to feeling neutral about him lmao

AMAZING writing though, the real time updates are so neat and the way you characterise/psychoanalyse everyone is so fascinating omg. I've been so invested, my fun little morning AND night routine is just scrolling through updates and asks with more details, it's fabulous :))

He has a point but didn’t he just express it like a slimy lil shit. He really had her apologising there for a minute…

Look, tbf to Elliot he’s dealing with all this social media mob for the first time, I’m sure this is stressful and embarrassing for him.

I think in 3-5 business days he will also have processed it and be ready for a mature conversation. But Monday is less than three business days away…

[lavender-at-heart]

Can I request ahsoka x reader with severe angst but happy ending??? If not it’s absolutely fine, don’t worry. hope you have a good day 😊

✵ᗩT ᒪᗩՏT✵

Pairing: Ahsoka Tano x gn!reader

Warnings: angst, death, minor(as in opposite of major, not underage person) violence, crying, fainting.

Notes: ok tysm for the request!!! I've never written angst so this might be rlly cringey and bad. Also it's pretty short and im sorry if this was not angsty enough. Feedback is welcome and appreciated, requests are open and thank you for reading!

~ with love, cc♡

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"Sorry [nickname]...but I'm not coming back"

I stand still staring back at her, mouth slightly agape. I'm not sure what to say, jedi training has never taught me how to handle a situation like this before. I try and think of what master Obi-wan would do, but nothing comes. I try and say anything, some touching words of parting, some fleeting phrase of condolence- yet nothing seems good enough to say.

"Ahsoka..." that's all I manage to spit out, I can feel tears briming my eyes and I tell myself that this is the one time I'll ever allow them to fall.

"Goodbye [____]. You'll make a great jedi knight."

Her sorrowful face turns away from me and towards the setting sun. The Padawan braid I used to pull on is missing. Her walk is missing the brightness it usually has as she walks away. She, Ahsoha, my Ahsoka walks away from me, never to return. Will anything ever be the same?

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I passed my trials, I became a jedi knight, just like she said I would. And to everyone else life went on, but I still felt stuck in that moment, unable to let go.

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The blaster shots seem to be coming from every direction, I don't understand what's happening and for a seccond time in my life, I am left unable to think. This isn't supposed to be happening, where is everyone? Where is Anakin, is he making sure padme is safe? Is Obi-wan OK? Is this happening to all the clones? Is there a reason to this? Or have I just been targeted by all my closest friends for no reason?

Even though I can't think my body can still move, I run and run faster than I'd ever dream I'd be able of. My lugs burn, my eyes sting and my ears ring. There is a blaster shot on my arm but I keep running. My vision becomes hazier but I keep running. I can hear something screaming, are those younglings? Turn back, something tells me. But I can't I know I must keep runing. Another shot- my abdomen this time.

I make it out of the temple, how? I don't know. I see a street sign, it's the one that leads to the undercity, I follow it. There's still shouting behind me but it's less jaring than before. But is the shouting fading because there's less people chasing me or is my hearing going? Come to think of it my vision is starting to blur. My breaths become shallow and the world around me seems to spin uncontrollably. I try and reach for something to hold onto but my balance gives out and I fall to the ground. On my hands and knees my life flashes before my eyes- or rather in my haze I manage to conjure up Ahsokas beautiful face so that I might see her one last time before I die.

I fade in. I fade out. I fade in. I fade out.

In, out, in, out, in, out. Out.

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When I waken, I know I'm not at the temple. I have a feeling I'm supposed to be dead but can't place why. I'm nowhere I should be and I can't seem to recognize my surroundings. The panels on the ceilings tell me I'm on a ship and the blinding lights make me close my eyes again. There's shuffling from behind me but the pain in me is too strong to get me to turn. A warm cloth is placed on my head. Suddenly I realize the events that put me in this situation. The screaming, the fighting, the death. It all comes rushing back and my mind starts to sink.

Tears are falling down my face, they sting my eyes. My head starts pounding even more than before. I feel a searing hot pain in my chest and my heart feels like it has been drowned in a ocean of screams. Through the force I can feel them, all of them crying for help, lost souls with their purpose being ripped from them. I let out a small whimper and pray for all of it to end. Free me of my suffering I scream in my mind.

"Lie still, it will be ok." Her voice like honey, pulling me out of my dark ocean of thoughts, Ahsoka, my Ahsoka has returned to me, at last. My tears go on flowing but from a sweet sense of relief and serendipity instead of hate and anguish. My smile knows no bounds as her gentle kiss on my forehead seems to dull any pain remaining in my body. She places another couple kisses on my face to dry my tears. My thoughts seem to flow endlessly so many things I mean to tell her: apologies, gentle phrases, and words of praise, but nothing seems good enough to say.

"Ahsoka..." is all I manage to spill out, and I finally allow myself to just let go; our thoughts becoming one as we both start to cry.

#ahsoka x reader #star wars #i love ahsoka #clone wars ahsoka #ahsoka tano #ahsoka tano x reader #ahsoka x gn!reader

[rosieuv]

Another awkward memory that I'm going to remember for the rest of my life

There's this new cookie bakery that I pass when I walk home and yesterday I went in out of curiosity to see what the cookies were like. I looked on the menu and I noticed they sold ice-cream sandwiches. There weren't any chocolate chip (both single and double) but they had ciniamon cookies that looked tasty so I ordered 2 of them with chocolate ice-cream. When the sandwich was constructed, I took out my wallet to pay in cash, only for the cashier to calmy say that they only take card or contactless (keep in mind there weren't any signs saying this so this was the first time I was informed). I don't have a debit card, just coins and paper (more like plastic) money so I aploigised and left promptly.

I haven't fully recovered from that interaction as I keep thinking on what they did with the sandwich. The ice-cream would melt if it was kept out and it was a customised order so unless someone walked in the next 5 minuites and ordered the exact same thing then I guess they just had to throw it away as the cookies would still have bits of ice-cream on if the ice-cream was scooped off. I feel really bad as it was the last ciniamon cookies too.

This was the seccond time I've not been able to buy something because the shop doesn't support cash anymore and it's making me worried as my parents won't get me a debit card and children of the future certainly aren't going to be trusted with cards either. Luckily the costa about half a kilometre away still takes cash so I got a ciniamon roll there and ate it inside.

#cookie #cookies #ice cream #ice cream sandwich #cinnamon #cinnamon roll #costa #cafe #bakery #shop #shops #cash

[sowearecleariamhere]

My disorganised thoughts on Extraordinary Attorney Woo episode 9

"I like you so much that it feels like I'm sick inside."

AND I LOVE THE TWO OF THEM SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE I'M SICK INSIDE AAAAHSDGAKDJHE

i never doubted that jun ho was extremely serious about young woo, but still the pay off was so ... I don't have words, "amazing" seems too little to express how I feel

I'm not even mad at the cliffhanger at all because they DELIVERED this episode. Never knew I needed jealous junho in my life.

Please, the eyelash scene, they are so gone over each other it gives me life ♡♡♡

Young woo is literally so sweet and I love the dynamic of one person trying to seduce the other, and the seducee just not getting the hint at all while the seducer is like, "Yes. This is going swimmingly 😀" 🐳

Also. There they go again doing a switcheroo on us with tropes (sooyeon seeming like she was going to be the bitchy seccond female lead and young woos rival and minwoo seeming pretty indifferent to and okay with anyone unless they hinder him, and then completely flipping it with minwoo being the bitchy one and soohyeon a wonderful friend), and young woo is doing acts of service that are typically performed by men towards women (as per trope). And not jun ho almost fighting young woo for her side on the sidewalk, both wanting the other to be in the safer spot 🥺💕 I had to stop and take a few deep breaths because they are so cute

And them basically having a couple look going on when he finally confesses to her, still being out of breath after sprinting to her??? 💕💕💕

#extraordinary attorney woo #extraordinary attorney woo episode 9 #like how dare he #how dare she?! #how dare they?!?!! #just... how dare in general

[cannibalcaprine]

Cult names: deaths rebels, gods marionettes, gods light, the saviors of death, seccond life sinners.

i feel like i should emphasize that it's for a game that looks like this

[summerlovingbaby]

Silly Little Domestic Things

Bakugou never saw him as the type that would ever be in a relationship, yeah he had crushes when he was a teenager, but none of the goals he set for , seemed to allow him to be in a relationship, and h e was fine with that, until he met her.

She was sweet, and cute and very kind. He saw her for about 3 secconds and she imprinted on his mind. And he hated the fact that he couldn’t stop thinking about her. He couldn’t stop thinking about her hair and her bouncing ponytail, and the fact that her hair smelled like strawberry and coconuts, and it bothered him with the way that she looked at him.

She worked in the enginneering department, designig tech for most of the heros. Only 20 and worked hand in hand with the pro’s. She was good, good at her jib, good at being cute, good at drawing him in like he was a moth and she was the only light in the room.

To him, she was.

She looked at him like she would light the world on fire and watch it burn from outer space. She had so much passion, in one glance.

He hated it.

He hated her.

He hated evrything about her, exept for that smile that could light up a room. And he hated the fact that he found himself trying to be around her, and trying to get her to laugh at him dumb jokes that he found on the internet. Just to see that smile, and hear that laugh.

It didn’t matter how bad his day was, if he heard that laugh it would make it so much better. And when they started dating that laugh brought him home. And when he became a pro, and they moved in together, that smile and her laugh gave him a reason to come home. 

It gave him a reason to train harder, to get stronger, to fight harder. Everyday so he could come home, to his girlfreind, which he was pretty sure that she was the love of his life, and he couldn’t even admit it to himself.

He never saw himself as the type of guy who would be domestic, when he was a kid and watched movies, he never saw himself as the type to do bathe with someone, or wash clothes that weren’t his, or pack someone’s lunch.

But when they moved in together, he found himslef doing all the things that he saw in movies and hated.

He hated packing her lunch . and had to cut jumbo grapes in half, because if he didn’t she would probaby choke on them from eating too fast.,and he hated the fact that he had to close the toilet seat after he took a piss and he hated the fact that he was picking out long hair that was in the drain, and he hated the fact that he was washing clothes that wasn’t his own. And he hated the fact that he now had to cook for two.

And he hated that little silly domestic stuff that he promised that he would never do. He nevr thought of cutting a apple before eating it, but he did it for her because she prefrered her apples in slices not in chunks. And cutting up her grapes because she sometimes forgot to chew and always would choke on them.

He hated it. All of it.

At least that was what he said to himself, every time it happed. Because he really loved it. He didn’t mind cutting up her fruit and he didn’t mind doing things. And he found himself putting all her mugs on the top shelf, way out of her reach so she can ask him from help, becayuse she loves it when they ask for help, because she almost never does.

And he kind of liked it in the morining when they were in the bathroom getting ready in the morning at the same time, and he liked kissing her on the cheek because of the way he blushed.

After 4 years of dating she still blushed when they were together, and that made him smile. She made him smile, she made all those silly little domestic things worth it.So he didn’t mind mating socks that weren’t his and he didn’t mind cooking for two sometimes instead of one. 

Because she made all those silly little domestic things worth it.

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[traumabrainz]

Being dead would be easier than being like this Nothing is safe I should want to be alone I fucking hope you die time adntime again I let this shit slide I'm tired of being me I'm tired of being here I wish you where dead I wish all the heartless braindead mother fuckers like u were dead I wish I didn't sickly crave a close relationship just a friendship so bad that I letthis keep happening I hope you all feel this I hope you bare the weight of it I hope it holds u don't so far underwater u truly never get back up I hope u fall so deep into your affliction that u never find air u never find the air of hope ever again I hope u sit at the bottom of the pool and rot there I hope the water ur in becomes clear for mere secconds of your life only to plunge u back down to the depths of your dispair only then will u be able to ever know the consequences of ur actions I hope u drown I hope it's painful and unforgiving as unforgiving as u on on the innocents and the people that do u no harm

[bloodiedrubies]

A fondness for the creative arts, kindness towards the commonfolk, and a hunger to inherit the Iron Throne in the proper fashion all princes should aspire to  —  no one could say he was void of any of these qualities, even overflowing with such, however his deficit was a strong grasp on intuition. Rhaella carried intuition but was void of paranoia. Aerys, seccond of his name, was dominated by paranoia though no real intuition. The union of the two produced a son who took everything at face value and was overall very trusting. All Targaryens and all those of high birth was raised with a small degree of paranoia and rightly so. A common criminal would take their life for the goal of greed as easily as a rival house or army would hold a random over their head. Beside this somewhat normal weariness of strangers, Rhaegar was not paranoid. Beside the writings of the promised prince, everything he believed in and felt was based from reason and from fact ( if all that was written could be taken for fact ) read and heard. Rhaegar never thought ‘ I have a bad feeling about such person ‘, no, instead he gathered historical knowledge ( or personal interactions ) to form theories about if and why a person would wish violent things upon him. Believing in the prophecy and his lack of intuition aided in his downfall. 

In the timelines following Robert’s Rebellion, he has not gained the extra sense of intuition, yet.. he does make an attempt to not look at things and interactions so black-and-white.

           brought to fruition by @uncrvwned​

#— ♔ ᴄɪᴛᴀᴅᴇʟ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢs ‚ STUDY. 〉 #. thank you for these . #uncrvwned

[hydrasquadd]

Inktober day 2

Scurry

Featured: @dreamingofbeans, @sixhundredandsixtysix

HSS spoilers below

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So this one is a fun little story

Short version:

Around 1-2 years ago (I forgor💀) was when we gained a new funny little child.

Six from little nightmares II. Specifically the seccond one.

But this wasn't just the normal deal. No.

The story goes, one night an alter in headspace (they're depicted as Codi in this drawing, but I also forgor who it really was) suddenly ran into Six. But instead of a normal interaction Six literally booked it into a God damn vent. Here's where the funny shit comes in. Because this was relatively soon after the big war (tm), alters where still wary and getting used to murder child (Kris) wandering around.

(The war is like, an incredibly complicated thing that happened for most of our life up to like a few years ago. It's also the plot of the comic HSS which is in my pinned post if you haven't read it. It's actually insane you can't make this shit up. But the easy version is Kris was a blind fuck in a sys that had no idea they where a sys so they just murdered alters for years while an entire resistance fought them.)

So here in this casual night, the halls are dark and people are tierd. So when a kid with crazy hair in a sweater fucking jumps into a vent, apparently nobody thought to question if this was a new alter and immediately came to the conclusion that this was obviously Kris.

And it just casually took a few days for people to realize, wait a minute, that's not right

And that's how Six was introduced into the system.

The end.

#inktober 2022 #digital art #the gang #six #codi #artists on tumblr #system #alters #plural #did system

[norts-trolls]

Nikola ancestor?

The Tempbeat, known also as the universal father and Seccond Moon. He was in charge of most brooding caverns and introduced the family tree program to hopefully help curious youth learn of their pasts without empire interference when they're older. However he lived a life of pining and solitude. His heart beat while being a sign of life for him was the death of others.

The older he got the more accidents happened within brooding caverns and unknown to him the entire universe. The empire deemed him detrimental to the planet and ordered his execution. Following through with the plan he was revived as a rainbow drinker by The Unknown. Special living threads were weaved into his body ultimately keeping his heart from beating normally if at all. Any natural disasters that within the planet are always due to one of his heart beats.

His part in The Calamity War was not to fight but to aid The Second Sun in the destruction and sealing of The Calamity. The Tempbeat is now known only to live underground accessible only doing solar eclipses no longer under the watchful gaze of The Second Sun. However those who wish to leave the world behind for a second chance of life it's said the Tempbeat's music can lead them to him.

#Tempbeat #ancestor asks #tysm

[mortcannibalism]

I refuse to believe you’re feeling cannibalistic 24/7. That’s like feeling horny 24/7 or happy 24/7. There must be moments where you occasionally do not feel homicidal. The reality check you experienced, did you reflect on it all? You’re interesting. You just existing is making me want to get a masters in psychology. Fuck you Mort that degree is notoriously hard! >:(

I'm interested in cannibalism and homicide 24/7 in the same way a singer is interested in music 24/7 or a painter is interested in art 24/7. It's just a hobby/interest of mine. Cannibalism has nothing to do with emotion so it doesn't make sense to compare it do being happy or horny. I'm casually homicidal in the same way I'm casually suicidal. The urge is ALWAYS there but it's sometimes stronger than usual. I'm always with rage and anger at the world so why wouldn't I be homicidal? The brief reality checks made me realize that a) I don't have to live a life of misery and b) humans don't like homicide and cannibalism. However niether of these reality checks made me anti-cannibalism or anti-homicide. I went back to my old thought patterns no less than 120 secconds later. I do not have a normal brain and I am a freak. I do not have normal thought processes and a typical moral compass. I will never understand the world the way you people do. I'm glad you're so fascinated with me fhjhfdhf <3

#asks