scopOphilic_micromessaging_724 - scopOphilic1997 presents a new micro-messaging series: small, subtle, and often unintentional messages we send and receive verbally and non-verbally.
Wow, so okay, it was pre-pandemic era since I posted on this account. It's so odd to look back on posts I have created and see all the wonderful comments. I miss this page but it's so weird to come back to it without touching it for so long. I created this account in high school (when I was 17 and am now 26) when I had time to sit down, crack open a can of coke (original ofc) and watch my favourite anime. I'd have to say that 'Say I Love You' is still one of my all-time favourites. Not because it brings back memories of nostalgia but because the themes themselves kind of tie into and fit perfectly with my situation in life.
As a young teen, I struggled to fit in and find my place in the world. Got rejected a lot and avoided people to save myself the heartache of losing relationships and getting hurt. Much like how Mei was at the beginning of the anime. As I've moved forward in life, not because I wanted to but like most people get pushed into the harsh reality of adulthood, I've realised that you will naturally find your place. You will find new things that excite you, like anime or video games, and the people that like the same things will want to naturally form a bond with you because they want to. See, I never realised but most of the people in high school were 'friends by default' because I was essentially trapped in a prison cell for 7 hours, and like most prison cell situations (not that I would know but from watching a lot of 'Prison Break') you don't want to be the odd one left out. Survival of the fittest and such. Don't get me wrong, high school wasn't all bad, some of the friends I made I still keep in touch with today. I guess like most things there is a life lesson to learn. Growing up can be daunting but if you surround yourself with the people that you truly love and give you that same affection back, then it makes life a little easier to bear.
So, if you are going through something tough right now, hold on. Don't give up and always reach out for help. Or you can slump into your comfy bean bag with a sode pop and binge-watch your fav series. Whatever works.
Don't know if I am going to keep posting 'Say I love You' content but I'll keep the page open for now. If anyone cares or follows this page anymore, here's a question for you...'What has been your biggest fear you have had to overcome?" Are you still trying to overcome it?'
Wow what a catch, this new release by #jjadams is going to be a big hit. Just launched today in a choice of black or white frame and only £595 framed and delivered oh, and did we mention a complimentary bottle of Sparkling Wine from our local vineyard, English oak Vineyard. An award winning treat 🥂♥️🥂 . . . . @jjadamsart #tattoos #urban #icon #instaart #friday #cupid #stvalentine #loveart #graffiti #graffitiart #englishoakvineyard #sayiloveyou #artfromtheheart (at United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn6zfAXotRK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Two hearts 💕 bangle is back in stock. The first one I made sold almost immediately. Don't let this one get away. Store link is in my profile @sleepycatjewelry this fits a medium-sized wrist. #sleepycatjewelry #valentinegift #valentinesday #twohearts #mixedmetals #silverandcopper #iloveyou #giftforher #opthandmade #handcrafted #artisanjewelry #hammeredtexture #hammeredsilver #sayiloveyou #sendagiftoflove #sterlingsilver #silversmith #metalsmith #jewelryartist #njartist #bangle #banglebracelet #silverbracelet #makersmovement #makersgonnamake #rusticjewelry #organicstyle (at Medford, New Jersey) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKUwiGghMaL/?igshid=1keubrhyce7zz
Mientras estoy parado en esta esquina viendo estos dos caminos unirse, de pronto me siento en paz. Tal vez sea porque a mis pies yace la intersección de dos caminos distintos uniéndose en un punto de vulnerabilidad. Tal vez sea porque es un recordatorio de tu y yo y el lazo de felicidad que una vez compartimos. Sin una preocupación en el mundo mis brazos envueltos alrededor de tu cuerpo para protegerte del frío. Dos almas calentándose por la compañía del otro. Dos corazones bailando en la lluvia alegremente. Dos mentes con lo mismo en mente. Tú querías que fuera tuyo y... yo quería que tu fueras mía. No lo sé, tal vez estoy loco. Tal vez el tiempo me ha jugado una mala pasada. Tal vez dejé de ver la belleza en las pequeñas cosas. Tal vez dejé de apreciar los regalos de la vida. Tal vez esto me supera. O tal vez extraño el contorno familiar de tu cuerpo debajo de las blancas sábanas de mi cama. No lo sé, tal vez esto es normal. Tal vez dejé de ser yo mismo después de que te fuiste. Tal vez esto es una prueba. Tal vez fallé y no pude arreglar el desastre. Tal vez es por eso que la lluvia se siente más fría sobre mi piel. Tal vez es por eso que cada vez que intento disculparme no sé por donde comenzar o por donde terminar. Y todas estas cosas que escribo en mi mente y te las quiero decir, simplemente no puedo convencerme a apretar "enviar". Tal vez lo arruiné y no lo admito. Tal vez soy un cobarde. Parece como si tuviera todo el tiempo del mundo, tal vez debería hacer algo al respecto. Cada minuto sin ti se siente como una hora. Tal vez soy un tonto por distanciarme de ti. Tal vez es por eso que no pude admitir que te amaba porque por algún motivo no podía aceptar que tal vez, solo tal vez, tu podrías haberme amado también...
Love and #honor your #Fathers. They are the gardeners who found just the right garden to PLANT the #SEED 2 bring forth #You, that you may bless the world with that which only you could bring to the world!