#rent everything and be happy

[awesomecooperlove]

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#coronavirus #opening ceremony of the 2012 olimpics #predictive programming #organised crimes #organised scandemic #planned confinements #restrictions #compliance #dirty politics #one world order #you will own nothing #rent everything and be happy #the deep state’s plan to destroy life on eart #enslaving humanity #crimes against humanity #these people are evil #speaktruth #fight for justice #standup #speak up #truth #please share #wwg1wga

[thevulturesquadron]

Have a doe’eyed Munson before I throw ‘im in the sketch pile

#eddie munson #stranger things #more sketches for the evening #getting there #i’ll probably still make a mess of his face once I start drawing without reference #🥲 #steddie #cause I’ll probably tag everything as such #yhere’s no eddie without steve in my head #and no steve without eddie #i’m happy they still live rent free in my head #myhandslipped

[spielzeugkaiser]

[MASTERPOST]

Milek has high expectations how that talk should go, but also many many fears. And he does talk shit about Jaskier all the time, but I think their relationship wouldn't recover for a long time (maybe never) if Geralt said something wrong or nasty about Jaskier, because Milek is a loyal boy.

#the witcher #geraskier lovechild #ciri #cirilla fiona elen riannon #artists on tumblr #Milek and Ciri start to have a sibling relationship! #he starts to confine in her!! #he is a very scared boy at the core who wants to be loved by his father #he has high expectations but also high fears #he wants Geralt to be 100% happy and accepting immediately but he also knows that realistically it's a shock but he also #the worst case scenario also lives rent free in his head #but the most important thing is that they find Jaskier!!! so everything has to wait

[8bit-mau5]

Update

Hey guys I didnt mean to disappear the way I did this month, but especially in the more recent weeks. I've been in an UNBEARABLE amount of pain with migraines almost every day for over a week and I may very well have a sinus infection (': Like I WAS diagnosed with chronic sinusitis last year iirc but this is unbearable. My throat hurts, my teeth hurt, my face hurts, I can't breathe out my nose. I feel miserable tbh.

Another reason for absence and being so slow on work is because I came really close to calling the cops on my mother in the middle of a fight not too long ago. I'm certain it would've gotten physical if Popo hadn't walked through the front door when he did. Thankfully things DIDN'T get physical, but I'm still very shaken up about it. I'm in no danger, but I'm getting around to making an official post for my [GoFundMe] that's been successfully published now. That was the last straw I just cannot handle how my cats and I are treated. It's seriously affected my workflow for far too long.

Anyway I could really use some positivity and distraction. I missed this place and I missed you guys, home life has just been.. a lot. And I'm exhausted.

#abuse #abuse tw #animal abuse #animal abuse tw #i think thats everything? #okay to reblog #since it has my GFM link? #i had to call my shitty hardly-present in my life father to calm me down but like. the way he talks to me aint great either #the treatment ive gotten from mom has gotten exponentially worse since my sister moved out just like we all expected tbh #ive NEEDED to move out for ages but now i have like. a plan #i just need to make the money for it now #honestly id be happy to even reach 7k. the deadline is just in a few months so.. i'll be keeping it up for rent and move costs. but id like #to raise a bit to properly PAY popo for driving me up there and back. so $ for gas. food. hotel stays. etc. and paying for a rental truck #8bit beeps #god i wish i just had a friend i could move in with RIGHT NOW just to weather out the storm and work on raising more money #to go to chicago w/my boyfriend

[anichibicore]

unfading sin

#fullmetal alchemist #fma #edward elric #anichibi draws #yeah. that one shot from 03's first ending has been living rent free in my head for the past few days #and it made me wanna draw so. i did. lmao #also shoutout to this post i saw on twitter a while back that was like. if you wanna do lineart do a rough sketch and put the finer details #in the lines. cuz i took that advice to heart with this and i am so fuckin happy with the result #so. yeah. #also last note i'm putting here the red in the bg did not look that saturated on my laptop but surprisingly everything else? perfect #aniposts

[hella1975]

my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

[kittydoremi]

Me, knowing the ending of 06:

"UH THAT'S GONNA BE A PROBLEM, SONIC-"

#sonic the hedgehog #princess elise #sonelise #sonic 06 #aaaaaa the ending makes me cry everytime #aaaaaaaa i love them so much #they deserve all the happiness #they deserve to be happy together #emotional damage #sonic next gen #they mean literally everything to me #they live rent free in my mind #if you know you know

[soldier-poet-king]

Anyway I'm eating a chocolate bar for breakfast

#the duality of fran #this is a new low #i dont even feel low tho i feel good and kinda happy #i just really wanted a chocolate bar. i rarely indulge this much and for breakfast no less #but im just. yeah! im gonna eat chocolate for breakfast #normally i have breakfast on break at work and its super healthy #today. i deserve a lil treat #for no other reason than i am glad to be alive this morning #catsitting all next week which means being out of my parents house #and downtown and close to THINGS AND PEOPLE #i can just have a casual coffee in a cafe a weekend morning. go shopping. wander around the thrift markets #The possibilities are endless when u are within walking distance of things #im SO excited over this little thing. it shouldnt be a big deal. but my heart is so happy #even if the living out of my suitcase in another person's living space is anxiety inducing for me #bc routines and all that #GOD if rent wasnt insane in the city i would be so happy to move into a community #where everything is accessible by walking or. a short subway trip #I MISS THAT KIND OF LIFE SO BAD OK

[neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies]

The worst part about being self-destructive is that you are in charge and you choose to fuck up.

You want to fuck up. I don't know about others but I can't let myself have nice habits because screwing up everything that could potentially make my life worth living sounds so palpitable to my head and I'm tired if admitting it doesn't.

It's telling yourself that you don't have control but you do but you're too comfortable with despising your life and existence to make an effort to fix your condition.

And I really have no idea what it's like for other people but all my life ( including childhood ) I've been chasing this profound sadness and it has brought me nothing but anguish and dysthymia.

I play the victim in my head, I whine and bitch about to myself but I'm self aware enough to know that I love it. I want to turn my life around but I get dopamine from hating myself.

It's so pathetic and hopeless.

I just want to know why I like it. How do I make my life better when I'm rooting for myself to fail. How to become happier when you hate the entire concept of not being abused by yourself.

How to not be an unlovable lost case who wants to believe they've given up hope of ever having a fulfilling life experience.

#rant #self destructive behavior #self sabotage #im just tired #self awareness #its so frustrating #its like living with that one friend who is addicted to sadness #and takes everything as a sign that the world and its residents are conspiring against them #except you are that friend #the only thing i like about it is that o've never bothered anotger irl person about it #because i know its not easy to understand #atleast it shouldn't be #i hope it isnt understandable #because its pathetic to live in such a life #self hate #i want to want the want to turn my life around #i want the desire to be happy #the desire to live deliberately #guys sorry for this long as rent #time to be pathetic on the internet! #help

[softandwildx]

Think I've decided that this year, if I'm a good girl and pay all my bills and keep on top of things, my Christmas gift to myself will be a new tattoo 👀

#i know this is a long ways away #but it feels like a good commitment to me #i feel really happy and stable in my job #i'm not earning as much as i'd like. but it's keeping me sustained for noe #and that's huge #there's a lot we need to work on with the house and everything #but i feel like if i stay on top of my payments and stay disciplined #i will deserve a lil treat 😌 #sponsored by a good friend giving me a tattoo idea that is now living in my head rent-free

[leondaltons]

I have been extremely M.I.A lately because life is overwhelming and work is eating me alive, but in the good news side: i might be moving, for the first time, to my own apartment on September 🥺🧡🥳

#been dreaming about this for years and it might actually happen.... #nothing too big or anything but i truly need the independence of living on my own #and i honestly didn't think it would happen because the economical crisis keeps getting worse #and we have presidential elections on October so everything might go to hell #but RIGHT NOW an amazing opportunity appeared #and i think that sometimes you have to take opportunities when they appear #and this is one #anyways i had to pause all my extra and not life necessary spending at least until October #but it's gonna be worth it #you guys have no idea how happy i will be if this becomes official #i haven't sign the contract for rent yet but this is 99% happening! #okay that's all 💜 #flor stuff #text #to delete

[neofelis----nebulosa]

against my better i ended up seeing some of the clips people are posting from kfp 4 and i actually really like it

#id have to actually watch the movie to form a proper opinion #but based on what ive seen they made a lot of choices i dont love but i love what they did with the direction they took #and everything they did with the effects on the chameleon are just so cool #i feel like its worth watching based on that alone #and ik a lot of people are not happy about zhen but she actually looks like a pretty interesting character #i wish they had hired someone other than awkwafina to play her but you win some you lose some #all and all it looks like it works well as an epilogue to the original triology #like the trilogy is pos journey with body mind and spirit #and the 4th is what happens after that arc is complete #but i hope they stop the main series after this one #but i would love a furious 5 spinoff movie #or just more short films set in this universe #like secrets of the scroll and secrets of the furious 5 #wow the people who make these movies really like the word secret #but yeah i can see why a lot of people feel let down by the movie but from what ive seen it has a lot of merit in its own right #but as i said havent actually watched it yet #so whos to say #ill probably wait until i can rent it or it goes to streaming bc i dont know anyone who would watch it with me who would actually want to #like i have people who would be willing to but i dont think they would actively want to and i dont want my experience watching it to have.. #...to be me forcing someone else to watch it with me #and i dont want to go alone bc that would be embarassing #(unless another secret option presents itself before its available to rent or stream #which dreamworks if youre reading this that was totally a joke i would never watch your movies in a way you would not profit from)

[yappacadaver]

im really in my doomer shit today like damn. no hope no future huh. damn.

#like i swear to god i told so many adult authority figures that i didn't understand working i dont want a job i'll never be happy with a job #and every single one of those stupid motherfuckers told me i'd grow out of it and everything would be fine and fake it till you make it hah #well i faked it into several suicide attempts multiple breakdowns and a handful of addictions #and like 10 different jobs yea but all of them felt like literal actual torture #like im either miserable and want to die because i have no money (no food medicine rent or u know anything else that brings enrichment.) #or im miserable and want to die because i have no time and my body is being broken tf down and im constantly stressed and triggered tf out

[malewifeph1lza]

every day I think about ghostbur does anyone else miss ghostbur

#THAT ONE SEQUENCE WHERE FRIEND SHOWS UP IN THE TRAIN STATION. RENT FREEEEEEE #melting in the rain the little songs he played for cphil #‘I sowed the seeds of peace yet im the one that pays for war’ #the memory book #the fact he remembered both phil protecting him and killing him (these were happy memories) #the ‘hello son’ sign #THE WAY HE ASKED TOMMY AND PHIL TO BRING HIM BACK TO LIFE AND WHEN HE WAS IN THE PRISON HE BEGGED TO STAY AS IS #GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHH #HE WAS EVERYTHING #colt posts

[bitchfendi]

man ive GOT to make something!!!!

#thinking about all the stories i wanna tell but dont start bc im scared of being cringe #SOMEONE TELL ME TO STOP BEING A PUSSY AND WRITE/DRAW IT BAD!!! #AS LONG AS IT MAKES ME HAPPY IT SHOULD BE FINE BUT IT DOESNT MAKE ME HAPPY BC ITS NOT PERFECT🙃🙃🙃 #BUT NOTHINGS PERFECT EVERYTHINGS SUBJECTIVE #BUT ALSO THE WHAT IF IM CRINGE 😭 #im fine. im fine with being cringe. im fine with being cringe it is ok to be cringe #hrrrrrrrrgggggggghh #sorry wverypony 🥲 #i think i just need to move out tbh #BUT I HAVE NO MONEY. yet #and even then i have student loans n i need to learn how to drive bc this place is NOT walkable #my goal is to move out sometime in or after the fall. i dont think its gonna happen this year but ill keep on trying #anway if u read through my whole tag ramble you lost the game #hrrrgh #but rents so expensive here… its so complicated :( #well see what happens… #I HAGE BEING AN ADULT :(

[you-are-constance]

Can it be? Can it be Christine? Bravo! Long ago, it seems so long ago How young and innocent we were She may not remember me But I remember her

Lucy St Louis and Rhys Whitfield as Christine and Raoul in The Phantom of the Opera

#phantom of the opera #the phantom of the opera #poto #poto west end #lucy st louis #rhys whitfield #christine daae #raoul #raoul de chagny #raoulstine #THEY HAVE BEEN LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE SINCE I SAW IT LAST WEEK #I LOVED THEM SO MUCH #but also just. i am so proud of this art. like its one of my most favorite things I've drawn ever #i dont do lineless stuff that often but the image i had in my head for this one was lineless #so i was like. why not #and it turns out like THIS im so happy #i did a VERY rough sketch like one night #then everything else was during my flight home #usually i use refs for poses and that sort of thing but this was pretty much out of my own head #i used refs for christine's skirt bc i didnt remember the details #but the refs i had access to were not great/incomplete so it still isn't very accurate #also just raouls part in think of me has been playing in my head on repeat #rotating them around in my mind like a microwave burrito #probably gonna pin this post bc i am so proud of it