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crewcarter · 10 months

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I Am Not A Monster

I am nothing like a normal teenager. I have a secret and due to society's oppression I have to be careful who I share this secret with, or else I could be hurt or publicly judged. My secret is that I have a lesser version of D.I.D or in other words I am on the spectrum of D.I.D. This means that I have different personalities living in my head. These personalities are completely different people with different names, genders, ages, memories and mannerisms. What differentiates what I have with D.I.D is as the host, I can sometimes hear my other personalities talking to me and I can remember some things that happen when they come out on their own. People with full D.I.D cannot remember what happens when their personalities come out and they cannot talk to them in their head. D.I.D occurs when the host; the person you see on the outside, goes through a trauma and the brain wants to protect the host from the trauma. The brain protects the host by creating another personality to suppress the trauma so the host does not need to deal with the trauma. A host can have an unlimited amount of personalities, for myself I have five that I know of. Many people on the spectrum of D.I.D do not know all of their personalities as the personalities may decide not to come out and show themselves or that they are not ready to do so yet. Personalities come out by triggers. Personalities can be triggered by positive or negative things, for example a younger personality can be triggered by pretty lights or a children's movie, another personality can be triggered by their favorite things like their favorite person or movie and a protector personality can be triggered by a fight with a loved one or a past abuser. Protector personalities are created by the brain to protect the host and watch the host in their day to day life to wait for any trigger so they can come in and protect the host so they don't need to deal with the triggering event. Younger personalities come out to enjoy life, as well as any other personality one has. One can see here personalities do not have evil intentions and are not created to do harm but are created to protect the host and live their individual life to the fullest.

Being on the spectrum of D.I.D has caused me to have many challenges in my family relationships, friendships and romantic relationships. Only one of my parents respects my diagnosis and believes that I have this diagnosis, only a select few of my friends know about me being on the spectrum and my ex partner knew of my disorder but found it very hard to manage. From this knowledge, one can see that it is really hard for someone with D.I.D to go through life as they are scared with every new person who enters their life. I am always scared someone is going to tell others and have my secret aired all around, that people who I love are going to see me as crazy or a monster, that I will never truly find love due to the complexity of my disorder and that I will not get the job I want or go where I want in my life due to my disorder.

When the movie “Split” came out January 27th 2017, everything changed. Any hope I had for my future and for D.I.D’s future of being accepted in society was obliterated. In the movie “Split” the screen writer and director M Night Shayamalan brought to life his prejudices and horrific view of D.I.D, as the main character Kevin who has D.I.D kidnapped three girls to sacrafice to his beast. He keeps the girls locked in a room while the beast is being created from his personalities changing his body chemistry to create the beast. This movie solidifies in viewers' minds that people with D.I.D are evil, scary and outcasts.The fact of the matter is, people on the spectrum of D.I.D are not monsters but are just scared people with a complex disorder. Just because someone is on the spectrum of D.I.D does not mean that they are evil or are going to do harm, we are just like any other group of people in society, with most of us would never do harm and a few who would.People on the spectrum of D.I.D are not monsters but multiple people in one body trying to maneuver this cruel world.We are the ones who should be scared of society. We are the ones who can be harmed just due to being who we are because people beleive we are evil. People beleive they don't even need to get to know us to decide if we are bad because they have all the evidence they need from the movie “Split” to know that we are bad or evil. We are more vulnerable to being hurt than others as society's view on us as well as we have young personalities in us and if they come out at the wrong time they can be very hurt or much worse. People with D.I.D just want to be loved, cared for and live life to the fullest like anyone else, we are just a bit different. We just want to be left alone, accepted and we want to be able to live our life as ourselves without the fear of being hurt emotionally or physically for just being ourselves.

The opinion ingrained in society's mind can change. This change can occur if people speak up and show the truth about people with D.I.D. If people in the D.I.D community spread their story and their opinion on the movie they can show people they are not monsters and show people how much effect this movie can have on someone. If real psychologists explain the disorder and traits of people with the disorder, society will see that people with D.I.D are not monsters but are just different. We need to start the movement to gain the acceptance that people with D.I.D deserve so we can be one step closer to being accepted in society and not being feared due to our differences. Society needs to stop fearing difference and realize the beauty in it and accept it into society. Society must realize that every difference brings new ideas and abilities to the table of growing and building a better society for everyone.

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deanandcastrash · 7 years

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This is such a fun idea! My sentence for a Destiel fic: "Where are you going?"

“Where are you going?” Sam asked.

Dean was angrily stuffing the green duffel bag with weapons.

“We know where the thing is! I’m going to kill it, Sam.”

“We just got back, can’t you wait a second?”

“No, Sam, no, I can’t wait a second cause the damn thing is walking around with my face. It’s a little personal.”

Cas walked over to the door. “Dean is right, Sam. We know where the shapeshifter is, we should go now.”

Sam sighed. They’d only just gotten back from a fight. “Alright.”

Next thing you know, Sam, Dean, and Cas are all tied up, and the shape shifter is pacing infront of them, waving a knife around as he speaks.

“You know, Dean, I’ve been getting your memorys and thoughts and stuff all day, and man. Must I say, you’re one complicated guy.”

“What can I say, I live a complicated life.” Dean spat.

“That you do. So many arguments with Sam. Cas, too. So many fights, and weapons. So many friends killed.” The shapeshifter stopped and looked right at Dean. “But most of all; so many feelings.”

Dean was too busy trying to untie the bindings that he couldn’t think of a smart response.

“There’s anger, and guilt, and doubt, sure. But there are some unique ones too. Like want, and lust.” The shapeshifter paused and walked closer to Dean. He kneeled down, getting right up in his face.

Dean had to admit, it was a lot like looking into a mirror.

“Love.”

Sam looked over at Dean, wide eyes and all.

“What can I say?” Dean asked. “I love me some pie.”

The shapeshifter smirked and stood up. “Yeah, I know, believe me, I know, but there’s something else, isn’t there? Or someone?”

“What? You talkin’ about me and Sammy? Sorry, but we ain’t like that.” Dean resumed untying his wrists as the shapeshifter walked away from him.

“Dean, you’re in love. And you’re too damn afraid to tell anyone. Even Sam.”

‘Yeah, okay buddy, whatever you say.” Dean rolled his eyes.

“I think you’re forgetting that I have all of your memories, Dean. I know how you feel.”

“Yeah, and I’m sure you know how to lie.”

“Oh, but I’m not lying. You know I’m not lying.”

Dean frowned at the shapeshifter.

“Let’s talk about how from the moment you met-oh, we should use a fake name, huh? I guess there is a reason they don’t know…okay, let’s use the name Faith.” The shifter turned the knife around in his hand. “From the moment you met, Faith could read you like a book. Knew exactly what you were thinking. As time went on and you realized how … oh how do I put this so it isn’t obvious? You realized Faith’s situation. And you knew it wasn’t a good one, and you wanted Faith out for your benefit and Faith’s.”

Dean finnally had his hands free. Now all he had to do was wait for the perfect time.

“So Faith got out of the situation, for you. And there were consiquences. That’s when you started to really consider Faith your friend. As time went on, more sacrafices were made. More battles were fought. More lessons were taught. You saw and remembered how programmed Faith was and how you changed everything. You taught Faith to think for themself, and most of the time whenever Faith did, they were also thinking of you.” The shapeshifter smiled and pointed the blade at Sam and Cas. “You boys got any guesses? It really isn’t that hard.”

Dean looked over at Sam, who had wiggled his way out of the rope, too. Dean gave the slightest look to Sam, telling him he was ready to jump out at the sonofabitch whenever he was.

Then he looked over at Cas. Castiel, who was already looking at Dean. Who was listening to everyword the shapeshifter was saying, not even trying to untie the knots around his wrists.

He had this look on his face like he wanted Dean to tell him, but Dean just gave a stern look back and turned to face the shifter.

“Oh, come on, you gotta at least be curious right? You don’t have any guesses?” When nobody answered, the shifter smiled. “Well, that’s alright. I can give you a hint. Okay, are you ready?”

“Come on man,” Dean pleaded. He wanted the shifter to come closer so he could grab the knife from him, but he also wanted to shut the dude up. This was his personal thoughts he was reading out loud!

“They deserve to know, Dean. Okay, here’s your hint: Dean refers to them as he, but really, they have no gender.”

Dean closed his eyes. He didn’t look at Sam or Cas of the shifter or anything.

“Still no guesses, umm, okay, here’s another hint: they met when Bobby was alive. Hell, Bobby was there when they met! If you don’t know now, I don’t really know what to say, he’s the only friend you guys have that you knew when Bobby was alive that you still talk to, or is alive today.”

Dean tried to tone everything out. He tried not to feel anything at all, but it was so incredibly difficult.

He could feel the shapeshifter walking closer towards him. He felt the tip of the blade of the knife touch his nose. “Open your eyes, Dean. Are you embarassed? Is the one you’re inlove with in this room? Wow! Too bad Castiel will have to watch you die.”

Dean opened his eyes. “Really? Cause I thhink he’s actually going to watch you die.”

And in one swift movement Dean took the silver knife from the shifter, Sam jumped up and pinned him down while Dean stabbed him through the heart.

Sam dropped the body and went to untie Cas, and before anyone could say or do anything, Dean walked away to the car.

Dean didn’t leave them, though he really wanted to. By the time Sam and Cas caught up, Dean had the radio turned up loud, purley to avoid any and all conversation.

When they got back to the bunker, Sam walked in first and instead of letting them in he said, “You guys need to talk,” and locked them out of the bunker.

“Really, Sam?” Dean yelled. He sighed and put his hands on his hips, looking down at the ground.

“Dean.” Cas said, standing behind him. When Dean didn’t respond, Cas said his name again. “Dean, we do need to talk. Look at me.”

Dean turned around to look at Cas for the first time since the shifter had them tied up. “Listen, Cas-”

“No, Dean. You’re not going to make an excuse. You aren’t going to wiggle your way out of this.”

Dean looked at the ground.

“Dean…you could have just told me.”

“No, Cas, I coudn’t. There were so many times when I was going to, or when I thought you were going to tell me, but I realized that this, what I feel for you, not only is it the most embarassing thing ever, but it would never work.”

“Why would it never work, Dean?”

“Because, well, for one you’re an angel, but mosly because you don’t feel the same way.” Dean was getting teary-eyed.

“How could you say that, Dean? How could you know? You don’t, because you are wrong. I never wanted to scare you or make you feel awkward. I thought you loved me like a brother, like you love Sam. Not like…that.”

“I’m sorry about that, Cas. I think mostly I was trying to convince myself.” Dean took a step closer towards Cas. “I don’t have to do that anymore?”

“No.” Castiel smiled. “Nor do I want you to.”

Dean took another step closer to Cas. “Well then great. That kinda works out then, huh?”

“Who would’ve thought I’d be thankful that a shapshifter tied us up and read your mind?” Castiel lowwered his voice, soft and breathy. He stepped closer to Dean. Their noses were grazing.

All those feelings the shapeshifter was talking about? The want, the lust, the love. All of it came out in that kiss. Not only in Dean, but in Cas too.

Because when that shifter was telling the story of them, he could’ve been reading Castiel’s mind instead and hardly a single detail would be different.

Because Cas fell in love with Dean long ago, too, and they were both too scared to do anything about it.

Send me a sentence and I’ll turn it into the first line of a destiel fic.

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misskelseyis · 5 years

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jiyukun · 5 years

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lunyxlove-blog · 7 years

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Life After Death

Chapter 2: Explanation

"You keep me waiting long enough Your Highness." A familiar voice called out, making Luna turn around and gasp softly, her hand flying to cover her mouth as she peered out before her.

The brave glaive that protected her here in Insomnia while she was still alive, stood before her, smirk spread across her lips. "I know, I was quite shocked too once I woke up here after dying. Seems the Lucian Kings and Gods wanted to give us some form of, payment, if you will, for our sacrafice for the greater good. A, 'Thank you for dying so the rest of the world could live in peacefulness and lightness.'" Nyx grinned, chuckling as Luna stood frozen, still taking everything in before her.

Realizing she probably wouldn't be saying much until she accepted what she had been given, Nyx placed his hand on the small of her back, leading her towards a small table with a couple of chairs for them to sit in. "Whenever you're ready Your Highness, we got a lifetime to wait." He said, emphasis on lifetime.

Here they were, two people, who had given their lives for the cause. Something both of them had believed in wholeheartedly. Luna knew what was coming for her, and Nyx, Nyx he, just jumped in on it, selflessly giving his life so that Lunafreya could escape the crumbling city to be able to play her role in all of this. And somehow, someway, that earned them a chance at another life, or whatever you would like to call this, since theirs had been taken away.

"So, esentially," Luna finally began, her voice just above a whisper, "We've been given another chance at this life, a seperate universe esentially while the rest of the world goes on, to live how we wanted to?" She asked, not waiting for an answer to speak again, "Clearly my dog is here, but is anybody else here? The castle was empty when I woke up, King Regis was no where in sight when I was running through the citidel to come here."

Nyx grinned at her, nodding his head, "Yes, His Majesty is here as well." Nyx stated before he raised his hand before she protested, "But he's not in the city right now. He's off fishing, something he told me he was going to be spending a lot of time doing since he no longer has the stress of ruling keeping him from doing the things that he loves." He said before he got up, offering his hand for her to take, "I know it's a lot to take in all at once, but, all I can say is, just enjoy it, you don't have to be that brave princess I met once upon a time ago. You're free to do whatever it is you desire. Don't take this chance for granted." He said, pulling her up before he led her towards the elevator.

"Sending me off already?" Luna scoffed at him, a pout crossing her face.

Nyx chuckled and shook his head, "No princess. I know I made you leave me once before, and that was for your protection, but this time around.." he paused, his eyes locking his eyes with hers, "You're not getting rid of me, I'm not going anywhere." Nyx watched as Luna nodded, allowing him to now lead her inside the elevator and bring them back down towards the lobby.

"So Your Highness-" Nyx was quickly cut off by Luna, demanding that he now call her by her first name, such formalities were no longer necessary. "Alright- So, Luna," He began again, walking out of the hotel with her, "What would you like to do first for your first day of freedom?" He asked, before he greeted Pryna, who barked happily at both of them. "Thank you for leading her to me, appreciated." He said before he reached into his pocket, "As promised." He chuckled, handing her a couple of treats.

Luna smiled warmly as she watched the scene before her eyes, her heart warming from the touching bond between the two. "You took a while to come around.." Nyx began, "Pryna came and found me, and we made fast friends. Promised her some treats if she could help you find me." He said as he patted the dog once more, "So any idea what you'd like to do?" He asked her again, waiting patiently now for an answer.

"So..if we're back in Insomnia, and everything is how it was before, your home is still intact, no?" She asked, smiling while he nodded, "I'd like to see where you live, and what you would do with your friends when you weren't assisting in the Kingsglaive.”

"You want to see my home?" Nyx asked, half shocked, "Well, it's nothing compared to the castle here or in Tenebrae, but it'll be my honor to do so." He smirked a bit at her as he walked her down along the streets, watching all the people pass them by as if they were anybody else. "Does it feel nice not being stopped by every single person and being asked for anything from people you don't know?"

Luna mulled the thought over in her head, staying quiet for what seemed like a very long time. After a few minutes she gave a shrug as she wrapped both her arms around his own as she followed him through town. "Yes and no." She stated simply before continuing, "It's nice to be able to enjoy some sense of quiet and really being able to take in the city and sights, but also no because, well, I did enjoy my work. Helping and healing those who needed it, gave me a sense of purpose. Now that, I do not need my powers or abilities, I fear for having no purpose. If I'm not to help others, what am I to do?" She pondered, looking up at Nyx, hoping he could shed some light on the topic.

"Well, your purpose is yourself." He said, Luna raising an eyebrow at him, "What I mean is. Your purpose is to enjoy yourself. Take pleasure in the little things that life has to offer," He began, "Learn to play an instrument, learn to cook, learn to hunt, learn something that you've always wanted to do, but, we're unable to due to the duty you had to do." He told her, leading her down a step of stairs that would bring them closer to his home. "You could always travel to. I can't imagine traveling with the empire was ever fun, if they ever let you out of whatever room you were locked in," He paused, looking pained at the thought, "I'm sorry they did that to you, but now you're able to enjoy life like you were unable to before."

Luna nodded her head and thanked the glaive she was holding onto, having shed the light she needed to be able to start to appreciate this new chance she was given just that much more. She was dragged out of her thoughts as they approached an apartment building, Nyx releasing her to open the door, allowing her to step through first.

"Hope you don't mind the walk up, this building never got an elevator put in it, guess they just never got around to it?" Nyx shrugged, "It's only three flights up, not really too bad." He offered, beginning the hike up the stairs. Only taking about five minutes to get up them, Nyx produced a key from his pocket, putting it in the lock and turning, "Uh, like I said, it's really not that much..just a place to hang my hat at night." He said, and Luna could've sworn his cheeks starting to turn pink as she walked in and inspected his home.

"It's perfect. Very home-y." Luna said simply, walking up to the board on his desk that had many photos pinned to it. "Who are they?" She pointed towards the picture with two women in it, looking back at Nyx, waiting for an answer. "If you're uncomfortable telling me, you can say so...you can tell me when you're ready."

Nyx shook his head, letting out a sigh, "That's my mother and my sister..." He started, pain once again showing in his face. "They were both killed when the empire invaded Galahd...my mother was killed quickly, I tried to save my sister, but, I couldn't save her either..I was too late, and I've always blamed myself for it. Something I learned to live with." He sighed, "They both deserved so much more than what they got. They deserved to see something like this." He said, looking down as he sat in one of his chairs.

Luna shook her head, quickly kneeling beside him, "No, you can't beat yourself up over that, not after all this time. They would have been so proud of you. You could have run off, you could have become one of the glaives that turned on the rest of the squadron. But you, you willingly sacrificed your life for everyone else, to save me, so I could do my part as well. They would be so, so proud of you Nyx Ulric." She smiled, placing her hands on top of his, "I know that I am."

"Thank you, Princess." Nyx said, giving her hands a gentle squeeze after turning his hand up to do so. "That's why I have all these tattoos...it's a way to represent them, a tradition if you will, every time one of your family member, or friends die, you get a tattoo that they had to honor them. I just hope one day I can travel to Galahd to see them again, maybe they were brought back too, seeing on how Insomnia was filled with people to give it that real feeling."

Luna kept her eyes on him, studying the tattoos he had while he spoke, her fingers tracing over the ones he had on his fingers, her head picking up when he mentioned traveling home. "Maybe you can go, I would like to come with you, see where you come from. See new places." That earned her hand another squeeze, Nyx looking over at her, a small laugh spilling from his lips, "What's so funny? I'm being serious." Her lips firmed into a thin line as Nyx shook his head.

"I told you, you weren't getting rid of me this time. Of course if I go home, I'm dragging you with me. Can't get rid of me that easily." He said, running his fingers over her knuckles, "You were the first person, that treated me normally, I mean, royalty wise, you didn't look down on me, or speak down to me. You gave me respect, and you were one of the first to talk back, to not listen, to face danger head on, that's where you remind me of myself." He said, getting up to stretch, "When I was apart of the kingsglaive and was given orders, I didn't listen, I saved Libertus from Cerberus, I completely went against every order I was given from my Captain when it came to you. I was told not to look, not to listen, not to think, and yet....here we are. I'm a real rule breaker, but the heroes always do." He winked at her playfully.

"Well I'm glad that you didn't listen. You listened with your heart and that's what matters." She left it at that and rested her head on top of their hands, closing her eyes. She sighed happily, finally feeling calm and content now that she was back.

Sitting there for what felt like hours, Nyx turned down to face her, or well, the top of her head. "Do you want to go downtown? I can show where I usually eat? Get something to drink as well maybe?" He suggested, waiting to see if Luna would respond or not. She did, to which she nodded her head to, allowing herself to rise back onto her feet. This time she reached her hands out and pulled him up, or well tried to. Once up they made their way back out of the apartment building, arms linked together once more. He led her down a few busy streets, filled with small stores and pop up food stands. Nyx had led her over towards one in the corner, pulling out a seat for her before going to grab them some food. "Now, it might not taste like what you usually get-" He began before she raised a hand to cut him off.

"Shh. It's my time to learn new things, even taste new things, correct?" She waited until Nyx nodded his head, "Well, this is one of those times, I'm sure it's great. I want to try as many new things now that I'm here. Now that we're back." She smiled before she raised the meat skewer to her mouth, taking a bite from the stick. She looked up at him and nodded her head, "It's good, now quiet and eat before it gets cold." She laughed softly and shook her head, "I just sounded like a mom right then.." She managed to say through her laugh, "I apologize for that." She said, reaching forward to take a sip of the beer Nyx had gotten her. She inspected the bottle and shrugged, taking a large sip of it, raising her eyebrow. "Drinking was never really allowed, maybe a glass of champagne every now and then, but beer? Or any other type of alcohol? Mm, that was meant for anyone else other than the precious princess." She rolled her eyes before she glanced at Nyx, who was calmly watching her, his beer in his own hands, "I'm talking to much, aren't i?" She wondered, sitting up in her chair, now fidgeting nervously.

He had shaken his head before he spoke, a smile still spread on his face. "No, not at all. It's nice, just to be able to...talk? To be able to be normal for once. Our first meeting, our first couple of nights together, well. They were far from normal, and we didn't get to talk like this, get to know each other. It's still something I'm getting used to myself."

"Way to invite me, hero!" Came a female voice that was familiar to Nyx, but a new one to Lunafreya.

"Crowe?" Nyx got up immediately from his chair, quickly embracing the woman in his arms. "When? How? You passed away before all of us." He said, looking back at Lunafreya, "Luna, this is Crowe, she was the glaive that was supposed to come and pick you up, the one who had the hairpin for you. She's been family since as long as I can remember."

Luna rose from her chair, enveloping the woman in her arms. Crowe froze at the gesture, "Thank you Crowe. I told Nyx when we had the first chance to speak, that I wanted to thank the brave glaive who was to come and pick me up." She grinned, looking at the brunette before her. She was maybe a few inches shorter than Luna, but she could sense Crowe was not someone you wanted on your bad side, no matter the size difference, nothing could make her back down from a challenge.

"I don't know how you're putting up with our 'hero'. He usually chases off anyone new that's outside our group of friends. You have to tell me your secrets." Crowe winked, walking over to the table with Luna, whispering and chatting away with her.

Nyx shook his head, two against one, great odds. He rolled his eyes as he joined them back at the table, "Well, I don't know, I think he's quite charming." Luna had spoken up, smiling over towards her glaive. "Maybe a bit cocky sometimes, but charming."

Crowe shook her head in disbelief. "Nyx Ulric? Charming?" She laughed loudly, "Are you sure we got the same guy?" She scoffed, leaning over to elbow Nyx in the side, "No offense Ulric. You just never struck me as 'charming'. What kind of spell do you have this woman under?" Nyx threw his hands up in defense, choosing to remain silent while the women continued their conversation.

"Nyx saved me on multiple occasions, when he could have chosen to leave Insomnia all together. He wanted to at first, but threw that plan out the window for me." Luna smiled, playing with the now empty bottle in her hands. "I wouldn't have made it as far as I did without him. And on the plus side, he was deemed worthy by the Lucian Kings to use their powers. So in my books, Nyx Ulric is extremely charming." She said, glancing over at Nyx, who had made his way over to the railing, nursing another bottle of beer.

"That's our hero for you. And to answer your question about why I'm here Nyx, I wish I could tell you. I don't know. Maybe because I was roped into this 'destiny' or 'fate' you both are talking about, maybe that's why I'm here. Or maybe, because these Lucian Kings that you impressed, think that you deserved better, and are trying to give you that." She said as she got up from the table, patting her friend on the back. "And don't screw things up with her, I like her, you balance each other out already; don't ask me how I know. All i'll say is it's a woman's thing, that and I know my brother." She said to him in a whispered voice. "I'm going home though, it's going to be nice to see my place again. Maybe travel back to Galahd, now that the empire can't control it anymore."

"Luna and I were planning to visit sometime next week. Gives her time to settle into this new life. A lot to take in, even I'm still not sure about some things. But give us a week, and we'll make that journey with you. Don't know how long we'll stay. Princess wants to see her homeland as well as some new places. Places she was unable to see before." Nyx said, turning around to toss his bottle out. "Goodnight Crowe, I'm glad you found us. I needed to see you."

"I'm glad too. Don't go getting too wild tonight Ulric. You treat her right." That earned a famous eye roll from Nyx who chuckled a bit, saying something about how he couldn't promise anything. "Goodnight Lunafreya, keep an eye on him for me? Wouldn't want our hero to go and overdue it. Watch over him for us, alright? Maybe soon you can meet the rest of our group if they're here too. Goodnight." With that said she turned and made her way out of sight, off to find her home after so long.

"I like her." Luna simply stated, getting up to join Nyx over by the railing. She bit her lip as she leaned over the rails slightly to look below them before glancing back his way. "Come stay in the castle tonight? I don't want to be alone. You can sleep in another room if it makes you comfortable, I just-" She said, looking down slightly before Nyx cut her off.

"Your wish is my command." He bowed before her, Luna slapping his shoulder softly, "What?" He laughed with her, letting her loop her arms through his own as he began to walk with her back towards the citidel. "As nice as it would be, I hope I don't see too many of my friends in the coming days." He shook his head as Luna glanced up at him confused, "I would like to see them, but I want to know some made it out and are living good lives, or are still fighting the good fight. I know I'm bound to run into at least Pelna. He was the man who found you locked up in the Niff's ship. He was really good with any tech issues. He's the one who also located your exact location, he's a good guy. Deserved a better fate."

"Well have to wait and see. I'm sure Pryna will alert me if anybody else we know is around. That way we can find them and explain to them what you explained to me. We'll give each other better fates." She smiled, remaining silent afterwards the duration of their walk.

Opening the entrance to the castle for Luna to step through, he led her back through the hallway of bedrooms. Stopping at the one she woke up in, she glanced back at Nyx, "Do...do you want to stay in my room with me? Or do you want to stay in your own?" She asked cautiously, drumming her fingers against her sides as nerves quickly set in.

"We're both adults, I believe sharing a room is in our capabilities. I wouldn't do anything you didn't ask of me Princess." He grinned as he followed her inside her bedroom, sitting down on her bed while she walked into the closet, changing into a shirt and pair of pajama shorts. When she came back out, he was shirtless, and his boots had come off, and he was already under the covers waiting on her. "Come on, you need to get some rest." He pulled the blankets back, covering her once she laid down. She laid on her side to face him, and he turned his head to face her as well. "Goodnight Princess, rest well." He smiled, waiting for sleep to take her before allowing it to take him itself.

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mrstarkidontfeelsogood1603 · 3 years

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Soulstone part 2

Suddenly the pain came, so much more painful than normaly. It felt like everything that had happend on Titan, he needed to experienced again. As Peter looked at his hands, he realized it in fact happend again. But why? Why was he forced to feel all the pain all over again? Now he felt kind of duzzy and closed his eyes. Even if he fighted to stay awake, he just couldnt keept his eyes open.

He was shaken awake by a Wizard. Peter realized that he wanst in this strange world anymore, He reconized this place as Titan. ''Its been five years, come on! They need our help!''What? Five years? Who needed their help?

Before Peter could respond, Dr. Strange opened a portal and Peter could see a lot of people at the other side. The Wizard was already going thru it and Peter quickly swung to the other side. There he saw so many people! It was amazing! In front of them all stood Captain America and was holding..Thors HAMMER?? Wow! He missed a lot of things. Peter couldnt understand what Steve Rogers was saying, but suddenly everyone started running towards Thanos and his army.

As soon as he spotted the Ironman suit, Peter was running in his direction. He helped Mr.Stak get up again and started rambling about what had happend. That he must passed out, that he awoke at Titan and that Dr. Strange was also there. Peter was stopped by Mr. Stark hugging him. It was unexpected and Peter wasnt sure how to react, until he hugged his mentor back. Mr. Stark grapped thighter on him and Peter finally felt safe again. He knew that what happend wouldnt repesd again and that everything was getting better, now he was with Tony.

They both started fighting along each others side. Without prepearing for it, Peter was passed the Gauntlet and tried to get away from a whole Army. He thougt that all of this was much to big for just the friendly neighbourhood Spiderman, but it was defenitly as much as important like how big it felt. This fight was not about helping an old lady crossing the street, or stopping a rubber. This was about the whole world, no! The whole universe!

Peter wasnt sure what they did wrong, but suddently Thanos was wearing the Gauntlet again. He was about to snap again and Peter prepeared to feel all of his pain all over again. He closed his eyes, knewing what would happen next, but nothing happend. He opened his eyes again, he reconized that the stones where missing. At the same time Thanos also did. Peter looked to the side and wanted do scream. He felt tears burning in his eyes, when he saw Mr. Stark kneeling on the ground, the Infinity stones on his hand building his own gauntlet. Everyone was silent, or so it seemed, when Mr. Stark started to speak. This time Peter could understand everything perfectly and he wished it was different. He wished he would be still in his strange world, without seeing his mentor, no, his dad sacrifice himself. Yes, now he realized that he never thought different of Mr. Stark. He was always like a father-figure to Peter. Mr. Stark started speaking, ''And I..Am...Ironan.''and everything started to shine.

Slowly Thanos and his army dissapeard. Peter jumped to the side of Ironman and started to tell him that they won, thanks to him. He started crying, no respond from Tony. He even called him by his first name, something Mr. Stark always wished for. He felt someone, he doesnt reconized the person, taking him away so that Ms. Potts could get to him. Later he found out that Tony and Pepper married and that they fot a kid. A real one, which made Tony a real dad. Pepper talked to Tony, when his Arc Reactor was going dark and stopped shining.

A few months had passed and Peter was still very confuesd. A lot of people he knew where now five years older than him. But kind of luckily, Ned, MJ and Aunt May where also blipped, as well as Flash. Yeah blipped, thats what the people called the disappereance of half of the world population. The Blip. As already mentioned, Peter found out about Tonys marriage and his kid. Morgan was her name. He still didnt got to know her, but was told by Happy a lot about her wish to get to know her big brother as soon as possible. Peter couldnt bring it over himself to meet her.

One day when he got out of school, Peter saw Happy standing at his car, waiting for someone. Him. This time, there was no excuse. He would finally meet Tonys new family...and would see Tony himself again. Peter wasnt ready for it. He doubt being ever and maybe that was the reason Happy was suprising him today, all of them knew he never would be. Peter got into the car and Happy started driving. It almost felt like five years ago, when it was Labtime with Tony.

Soon they got to a cabin at a lake. When the car stopped, Happy opened the door and brought Peter to the house. At the front door, there was Pepper. She smiled at him, friendly. ''Its so nice that you decided to came today. When I told Morgan she couldnt wait till now.'' Peter nodded and got into the house. In the living room you could see a black mess of her on the couch. As soon as Morgan heard someone coming in, she turned around and smiled bright. ''Petey!'' she screamed and tackeld Peter in a big hug. Theboy just could smile at her and hugged her back. Pepper came into the room, after she said goodbye to Happy and thanked him for bringing Peter to them. She smiled at the to kids and turned to Peter. ''He is waiting for you since he came back to consciousness. You seem to be the only one who wasnt here already and I dont judge you for it. I understand you, really. But he misses you Peter. He wants to see his son.'' HIs son? Peter wasnt sure what to think about that. Sure he also thought of Tony that way, but never expected that it was the same on his side.

Pepper led him to another room, when Morgan finally let go of him. She nodded supporting to him and left. Peter knocked at the door and opened it slowly. He got into Tonys room and saw him lying in a bed, doing something on a Starkpad. Tony looked up when he heard the knock and smiled at the sight of Peter in his room. Finally he could hug his son again, talk with him, just have him back. His smile disappeard as soon as saw the tears in Peters eyes. Tony didnt looked so bad, he thought. Sure the sacrafice leaved his marks, but it was just like a burning mark. A permanent one, but he still got his arm.

Tony opened his arms to signale Peter to come to him. The boy, still standing in the room, wisphered a little ''Dad'' and trow himself int the billionares arms. His tears wouldnt stop and his sobbing became badder, but Peter doesnt cared. He was hugging his dad, after five years again. Tony was scraching his head truth his curls to relax him. ''Im sorry I scared you Pete. It wont happen again.'' This caused Peter to sob again.

Later he lied next to Tony in his bed, half asleep when he heard Tony saying ''I heard you calling me Tony on the Battlefield, and I tought I couldnt be happier. Even in the situation I was. But as soon as you called me Dad later, and trust me I heard you clearly, I was much, much more happier than I ever thought I could be.'' ''But Mr. Stark, you have your own kid now. You dont need me to call you that. I know it is stupid anyways so..'' ''Okay stop it Underoos. Your still my kid! I dont know how you could think any different. I thought it was clear alredy, but now I see I must tell you that as long zou okay with it, I would love to be your Dad.'' Peter was kind of shoked. But much more, he was happy.

''Okay, dad. Goodnight''

''Night kid.''

#peter parker #tony stark #avangers #fanfic #irondad #spiderson #ironman #spiderman #spidersonandirondad #iron dad and spider son

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reflectionsof99 · 5 years

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leap of faith... 5/23/19

I´m at this point in my life... where change isa coming... like im about ready to quit my job on a leap of faith that thereś so much more the world has instore for me & to offer me, im just not sure exactly what. Facing this approaching lease up soon the door of opportunity is wide open, in ever way.. like everything is gonna change, just how? When i´ve been thinking about the up coming year I keep thinking of staying in virginia for my familys sake, bc i dont wanna be so far from them & i want to be here if they need me, im starting to wonder if its not only that but the guilt I feel for how abrubtly I left. Its not like my family calls often or that I ever even get to visit them as much as Id like, but its still a close proximity & i sometimes see them over the weekends.. but how often do they call me? It might as well be like were states away now. If i stay for them will I feel full of regret or highly unappreciated? Best case scenerio i stay in the area & i can be there for them when they need me, build better relationships with all of my siblings & be supportive at majority of their upcoming events. It dissapoints me since ive moved i havnt even been able to visit as many of their events as I would like to.... but beyond that I dont see much in virginia beyond the same bullshit im experiencing now. before i left mechanicsville over the summer i wanted to do something else, be someone else, go somewhere else.. fr fr somewhere like costa rica off the grid hyped on the possibillites a youtube family showed me, straight into the depths of my own soverignty.... it didnt happen clearly, but now im in the city of my childhood feeling so out of place. thereś a drought of actually decent paying jobs & besided the millitary or college enthusiast there seems to be a lack of successful people or opportunities. now i know its not inherently the city itself its how i choose to carry myself but regaurdless of if i move out of state or not im damn sure not staying in norfolk... even these next few months seem like theyre gonna be long, but thriving on the hope that iĺl spend quality time with my family. everybody just seems to be out trynna live a life of their own... ive invested majority of my money into this home & as lovely as its been.. all i can think about is where im going from here & will it lead me to success...im thinking about moving out of state again.,, even tho its indias senior year & djs freshman year in highschool & lailas last year in elementary,, it all seems so pivotal & i wanna be there to help shape them beyond their own limiting beliefs.. i want to be a supportive big sister,, but i also dont wanna sacrafice my life for the sake of theirs. before i moved out i was their biggest support system & although i love my siblings sometimes it feels like we;re all strangers.. the world really & the biggest stranger of all has been myself... trying not to fall into temptaion trying to feel worthy & reprogram my subcon mind... idk this was a little rant cause it seems as tho everything will be faith & when i leave this place that will determine the seeds i planted while here..... especially w. my job carrer/ my spirituality / my overall attitude & just being happy.....

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debracoleman30 · 7 years

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I say a prayer every night Whatever I do, I'll get it right With no regret, no guilt or shame this time (no not this time) Once I surrender, I won't dare look back 'Cause if I do, I'll get off track Move ahead in faith And patiently await your answer What will it be Sight beyond what I see You know what's best for me Prepare my mind, prepare my heart For whatever comes, I'm gone' be ready Strength to pass any test I feel like I'm so blessed With you in control, I can't go wrong 'Cause I always know I'm gonna be ready I was free to do what I wanted to Lost everything, but I still had you You showed me your grace Now my life's renewed and I thank you (yes.. I thank you) So I'll tell anyone who'll listen, I'll testify About how good you were to me when so call freinds passed me by The fact that you would show somebode so broke down So much mercy... Sight beyond what I see You know what's best for me Prepare my mind, prepare my heart For whatever comes, I'm gone' be ready Strength to pass any test I feel like I'm so blessed With you in control, I can't go wrong 'Cause I always know I'm gonna be ready So use me as you will I'll pay the price 'Cause made the ultimate sacrafice It's all because of you that I even have life And I'll give my love as a tribute to how great you are... Sight beyond what I see You know what's best for me Prepare my mind, prepare my heart For whatever comes, I'm gone' be ready Strength to pass any test I feel like I'm so blessed With you in control, I can't go wrong 'Cause I always know I'm gonna be ready

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cur10uscr0w · 7 years

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Is all of the Gatewatch a feasible thing to ask for the character thing? If it isn't, Liliana, Jace, Ral, Ajani, Nissa, and Chandra.

This is going to be a looooong answer, so I’m putting it under a cut~ Thank you!

Ajani

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Cares so much, wants to help everyoneworst quality: Can’t catch a break, not getting enough hugsship them with: Garruk… It started at crack—and then a fic idea came to me about Ajani spending a few months helping cure Garruk of the curse and just soldiering on through the really bad days as cursed!Garruk yells vivid death threats at him and clearly doesn’t appreciate his sacrafice, until he slowly becomes less cursed and starts to appreciate everything Ajani is doing for him. He still has bad days where the curse is winning, but Ajani sticks to it and helps him anyways until they both can be happy together………. ^^; I might write this ficbrotp them with: GIDEON!! They can help each other through loss™, as well as Chandra; he and Elspeth are going to get to be BFFs again, I have decided, Wizarsds ;.;needs to stay away from: Nicol Bolas unless he can take him out, Same for Heliodmisc. thoughts: I just really love Ajani’s character and how he’s perservered through so much and is now so kind and gentle while accepting he’s going to have to go through more shit to make sure less pain comes to less people across the Multiverse.

Chandra

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Always ready to fight, especially for people’s freedoms; adorkableworst quality: Always comparing her worth to others, especially Jaya; too hard on herselfship them with: Nissa, sometimes Lilianabrotp them with: Jace, Gideon, Ajani; If she ever meets up with Ral, I think they would hit it offneeds to stay away from: Dovin Baan, basically anyone who was a part of the Consulatemisc. thoughts: I would really love for her and Gideon to come up against the Order of Heliod/Heliud, and come to a firm decision on if it’s good or bad. I would really like for it to be a mono-white evil they have to take out. That story would focus on them and how it would strain their friendship until they overcame obstacles and took out the Order/reformed it. They are even better pals afterwards.

Gideon

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: His steadfast will to protect those who need it; his compassion and belief in everyone; his surprising wit (people think he’s a dumb block of muscle, but he smart enough to trick a Cosi fanboy); his luscious locksworst quality: Feels his mistakes can never be wiped clean, haunted by his failuresship them with: Jace, I could be persuaded to Ajanibrotp them with: Chandra, Jace, Tazri, p much anyone, he has so much love and support to giveneeds to stay away from: Erebos, Heliod, misc. thoughts: I really look forward to the lore creating some character growth for him, maybe giving him closure and letting him fully heal from the death of his Irregulars. The BFZ story where he thought of the Zendikari as his Irregulars and then half of them died was heart breaking.

Jace

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang | MAYBE, WHO KNOWS, HE USES ILLUSIONS SO MUCH | a sweaty gremlin who forgets to shower for two weeks straighthogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Genuinely wants the best for people, will to sacrifice himself for others (both in battle, and mental health-wise), has a cool cloak with fake arcane markings ‘cause he thinks it looks prettyworst quality: CAN’T KEEP HIS DAMN MEMORIES INTACT; often fueled more by arrogance and curiosity than good intentions until he actually gets to know the people he’s affecting; has a history of being weak willed in standing up for himself and lets others suffer for itship them with: Ral Zarek, Gideon, MAYBE Lili if she can own up to how she abused him, Kallistbrotp them with: Emmara (can we please stop forgetting she is the friend he’s had the longest and the only surviving friend he has from his Infinite Consortium and before times?), Chandra, Gideon, Lavinia, Kallist Jori En, anyone willing to give him a much needed hug and some coffeeneeds to stay away from: Tezzeret, Nicol Bolas, Lili for a while, himselfmisc. thoughts: He is often hated by many for being the fandom favorite and Wizard’s cash cow, but when you actually read his story and examine his character, he’s so interesting and compelling. He’s not really a pretentious OP mage who can walk into any situation and come out unscathed; he fails a lot and learns from his mistakes, and he only presents himself as pretentious and powerful because of his insecurities that he can’t shake. That the lore has pretty much ignored all of the training Kallist gave him and the months of muscle memory he should have of being a badass that has no problem wielding a bastard sword is unforgivable.

Liliana

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Sexy and she knows it; super smart and connivingworst quality: Sexy and she knows it; super smart and connivingship them with: Gideon, Chandra sometimesbrotp them with: CHANDRA, Jace if they can actually settle the past properlyneeds to stay away from: Jace until they can have a healthy dialogue about how they can progress from here, Nicol Bolas, Tezzeretmisc. thoughts: I love her character so much. She is a horrible person, but I think Gids and Jace could bring out the good in her if she’s willing to change

Nissa

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Passionate; self-sacrificing; would planeswalk to the edge of the Multiverse for her friends even though she’s so homesickworst quality: Her character is only starting to be fleshed out, we don’t have enough content yet (Kaladesh more than doubled her character complexity imho)ship them with: Chandrabrotp them with: Ashaya and…… I wish I had something more for this box… Like I can see her brotp’ing with Jace or Gids, but we just don’t have much context for how she relates with anyone other than Chandraneeds to stay away from: Innistrad’s moon, Sorin… again, we need more context for how she feels about things other than the Eldrazi and Zendikarmisc. thoughts: I am so, so, so very, very glad that they retconned her to not be racist. Now they just have to give us character development

Ral

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang | YUM I need me some more Izzet fashionhogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: Inquisitive; isn’t afraid to disregard a 10,000 year old dragon’s orders; fashionable and he knows itworst quality: mURDERS MELEK AND ALMOST COMPELTELY FORGIVEN BY THE FANDOM; is down with murder; tried to destroy Jace’s only surviving friendship; petty; probably rather xenophobic and elitistship them with: Jacebrotp them with: Jace… Once Jace gets him to actually open up to other living beings: Lavinia, Emmara, Teysa, and hopefully the Gatewatch (I think he and Chandra would get along too well XD)needs to stay away from: We don’t really know. Most of his character fan conjecture at this point. He’s only appeared in a shot novella series and two lore articles and has had next to no character development yetmisc. thoughts: He just has so much potential as a character. I love him. I love Izzet. I want him to join the Gatewatch solely in order to assure the Guildpact isn’t getting himself killed, and then finding he begins to give a damn about the Multiverse and people he’s never met. He would be so uncomfortable with these altruistic feelings and would probably blame Jace like it’s a bad thing to want to defend the helpless

#mtg #pokedex answers #anon #thank you!#ask box meme

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