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Nightmares
This can't be real. Peter thought. No, he knows it. He is standing in that warehouse again with the Birdguy. He is talking to him and everything is happening like the last time. The guy is sending his wings towards Spiderman, but also not really to him. The problem is that Peter realized this just a few seconds to late. He knows what's about to happen next, but instead of changing something it all happens the same again. The problem is that Peter then realized he can't move. He just can't move his legs to run away, when the warehouse is falling on him. It feels ten times badder than the last time and so real. He can smell the dust and need to chough a few times. 'Why is it happening again?' Peter asked himself. He still can't move under the building and this time didn't bring the strength to even lift it. He was stuck. He also couldn't breath, there was to much dust around him. He just couldn't.
Suddenly the location switches and Peter is on Titan again. And again there is the dust, this time not only in his lungs. He also can feel himself turn to it. But this time he is alone. Mr. Stark isn't by his side. He is in fact also there but standing a bit away and watching the boy angry. 'I told you not to come!' He yells. 'Why can't you just act this one time like an adult? Huh? Oh wait I forgot because you're just a kid. It was wrong bringing you to the Avengers. I mean look at you! You're just a dumb kid!' Peter could feel the tears burning in his eyes and falling down his dry skin.' Oh wow, now he is crying... What are you? Four? Do you want to run to your mommy? Oh wait.. I forgot.. ' He looks the Spiderling dead into the eyes.'She's dead. Like your dad and uncle. Because of YOU' Peter couldn't help it anymore. Now he is crying and sobbing like a litte kid. He still can feel the building, that wasn't even there anymore, on top of him, as well as himself turning to dust. Slowly and painful this time.
He can't breath anymore. It all felt so real. He can't handle it anymore. He was right, Mr. Stark thought about him as a failure. As a mistake to take him in.
'' Boss, it seem Mr. Parker ist experience a panic attack as well as a nightmare. His heartbeat is way over the normal and he is struggling breathing. I would suggest you go checking him. ''
Tony, of course, was already on his way to the boys room. Worrying about his kid.
When he came to his door and opened it, Tony could see Peter wimmering in his sleep and crying. He was also breathing very fast, like he couldn't get enough air and at the same time like there was no in his room.
Tony hated to see his kid like this and sat beside him on his bed. Peter just cried more and more and Tony wished he would knew what caused the boy so much trouble sleeping. He gently touched Peters shoulder and started shaking it. '' Hey, Underoos. Wake up please, it's just a dream. You're safe.''
Peter suddenly jumped awake and tried to reconized his soroundings. He still felt like he couldn't breath and heard his family in his ear. Still whispering what kind of a failure he was and that most of them where happy to be dead already. As he felt a hand touching his arm he jumped from the bed, to the corner of the other side in the room, to get away. Then he realized that it was Mr. Stark who touched him, still sitting on his bed, looking sad at Peter. '' Hey Pete, it's just me. Come here its over, nothing is going to happen to you. '' As much as he wished to crawl back into his bed and believing what his mentor said, he couldn't. Peter still would see Mr. Stark looking at him like he was dirt, a failure, a mistake to trust him, but most importantly just a kid.
Tony flinched when Peter shook his head in his corner and turned away, starting to cry again. He stands up trying to get to the boy and help him up, when said boy whispered. '' Please, I'm sorry. I know I'm just a dumb kid and you can have the suit back. I know I'm not good enough for it. I'm so sorry Mr. Stark about what a burden I am to you. '' Tony looked at Peter and couldn't believe what he just heard. What did he said? Where did that come from? '' Pete please, listen to yourself. Whatever your thinking, it isn't true! You're not a burden to me and you are definitely the only person worth it wearing this suit. More than anybody else! I beg you, please just stand up and come here to me. Let me help you. '' Peter looked at the man, tears still streaming down. This time all he could see in his eyes was sadness and confusion. He wasn't angry anymore at him. So Peter slowly stood up, leaning against the wall for support, his legs shaking from exhaustion. He tried to go to his bed but tripped because of his weak legs, but Mr. Stark catched him. '' Whoa Pete. Slow it down, come here. '' They both sat down and Tony hugged him thigtly. Peter, still unsure what to think, accepted the hug and snuggelt into his mentors T-shirt.
It smelled so much of Tony, that Peter couldn't feel different, but save. He realized that all of what had happend where just bad dreams. Nothing really real, or at least not for the moment. He started crying again, silently this time. But Tony still reconized at the wetness of his shirt. He tried to relax Peter while stocking the boys curls. '' What was it about? FRIDAY told me that you had a bad dream which also caused some kind of panic attack. Wanna tell me what happend? '' Peter nodded slowly, but he still needed time and that was what the man gave him. Enough time till he was conftable to speak. Which took like another thirty minutes.
They where lying in Peters bed now, Tony still hugging the younger one. While Peter also still tightly gripped the man's shirt. '' I had a very bad dream. '' Peter started, Tony listening. '' I was with the Vulture again, but couldn't move. The warehouse fell on me again, and I still couldn't move or even breath. Everything was so dusty and then it changed.'' Tony listened patiently at the boys story, feeling sad for him to relive that all over again. '' It suddenly changed and I was on Titan again. Turning to dust but slowly this time and much more painfully. I didn't even thought that was possible. And then... then there where you, standing in front of me.'' He breathed slowly to calm himself before he started speaking again. '' You where saying this things... '' The boy sniffed again. ''What did I say, Underoos?'' Tony asked gently. He of course already had an idea what was coming now and didn't want to force his kid, but he needed to know. '' You.. You said these things about.. about m-me. You.. you sa-aid that I was just a dum.. dumb kid and that it was a.. a mistake taking me to the avengers.'' He sniffed again, and tears started falling again silently. How could someone cry so much in such a short time? Tony thought. He was so sorry for his kid, but also felt like that this wasn't all. '' Did I said something else to you Pete? '' The Spider boy needed a moment but then started again. '' You also said, after I started crying, if.. if.. I wanted.. to-.. to go run.. to my.. my mommy... and then you talked.. about all... all of them being happy.. not needing to live at my side.. anymore.. '' Oh dammit. that where horrible things Peter's mind was showing him. The boillionare couldn't belive it. '' Oh Pete. That is so horrible. I'm so, so sorry for you. But I hope that you know that all of it was just a dream, right? I would never say such mean things towards my favourite kid. You know that right? '' Peter nodded again. '' Yeah, I know. ''
After a little while longer Peter was finally totally calmed down and half alseep, when Tony wanted to go back to the labs. The man slowly tried to stand up, without interrupting Peter to much when he heard the boy saying. '' Please stay. Just tonight.'' He tought about it, when Peter again whispered. ''Please dad. I need you.'' Okay now he was definitely staying. ''Sure thing kid. Just move a bit to the side for me yeah?'' He did as told and snuggled again at Tonys chest. Before exhaustion could knock both of them out, Tony mumbled. ''Night kid, love you.'' As a response he just heard the boy snoring and then fell asleep himself.
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by spidersonandirondad
I tried fanart?
Words: 20, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker, Tony Stark
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: parkner, I Will Go Down With This Ship, Fanart, I don’t even know
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I read “no question, no competition, I love you more“ by MagicaLyss And I got inspiration
Words: 7, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: Fanart
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by spidersonandirondad
I read “no question, no competition, I love you more“ by MagicaLyss And I got inspiration
Words: 7, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: Fanart
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Soulstone part 2
Suddenly the pain came, so much more painful than normaly. It felt like everything that had happend on Titan, he needed to experienced again. As Peter looked at his hands, he realized it in fact happend again. But why? Why was he forced to feel all the pain all over again? Now he felt kind of duzzy and closed his eyes. Even if he fighted to stay awake, he just couldnt keept his eyes open.
He was shaken awake by a Wizard. Peter realized that he wanst in this strange world anymore, He reconized this place as Titan. ''Its been five years, come on! They need our help!''What? Five years? Who needed their help?
Before Peter could respond, Dr. Strange opened a portal and Peter could see a lot of people at the other side. The Wizard was already going thru it and Peter quickly swung to the other side. There he saw so many people! It was amazing! In front of them all stood Captain America and was holding..Thors HAMMER?? Wow! He missed a lot of things. Peter couldnt understand what Steve Rogers was saying, but suddenly everyone started running towards Thanos and his army.
As soon as he spotted the Ironman suit, Peter was running in his direction. He helped Mr.Stak get up again and started rambling about what had happend. That he must passed out, that he awoke at Titan and that Dr. Strange was also there. Peter was stopped by Mr. Stark hugging him. It was unexpected and Peter wasnt sure how to react, until he hugged his mentor back. Mr. Stark grapped thighter on him and Peter finally felt safe again. He knew that what happend wouldnt repesd again and that everything was getting better, now he was with Tony.
They both started fighting along each others side. Without prepearing for it, Peter was passed the Gauntlet and tried to get away from a whole Army. He thougt that all of this was much to big for just the friendly neighbourhood Spiderman, but it was defenitly as much as important like how big it felt. This fight was not about helping an old lady crossing the street, or stopping a rubber. This was about the whole world, no! The whole universe!
Peter wasnt sure what they did wrong, but suddently Thanos was wearing the Gauntlet again. He was about to snap again and Peter prepeared to feel all of his pain all over again. He closed his eyes, knewing what would happen next, but nothing happend. He opened his eyes again, he reconized that the stones where missing. At the same time Thanos also did. Peter looked to the side and wanted do scream. He felt tears burning in his eyes, when he saw Mr. Stark kneeling on the ground, the Infinity stones on his hand building his own gauntlet. Everyone was silent, or so it seemed, when Mr. Stark started to speak. This time Peter could understand everything perfectly and he wished it was different. He wished he would be still in his strange world, without seeing his mentor, no, his dad sacrifice himself. Yes, now he realized that he never thought different of Mr. Stark. He was always like a father-figure to Peter. Mr. Stark started speaking, ''And I..Am...Ironan.''and everything started to shine.
Slowly Thanos and his army dissapeard. Peter jumped to the side of Ironman and started to tell him that they won, thanks to him. He started crying, no respond from Tony. He even called him by his first name, something Mr. Stark always wished for. He felt someone, he doesnt reconized the person, taking him away so that Ms. Potts could get to him. Later he found out that Tony and Pepper married and that they fot a kid. A real one, which made Tony a real dad. Pepper talked to Tony, when his Arc Reactor was going dark and stopped shining.
A few months had passed and Peter was still very confuesd. A lot of people he knew where now five years older than him. But kind of luckily, Ned, MJ and Aunt May where also blipped, as well as Flash. Yeah blipped, thats what the people called the disappereance of half of the world population. The Blip. As already mentioned, Peter found out about Tonys marriage and his kid. Morgan was her name. He still didnt got to know her, but was told by Happy a lot about her wish to get to know her big brother as soon as possible. Peter couldnt bring it over himself to meet her.
One day when he got out of school, Peter saw Happy standing at his car, waiting for someone. Him. This time, there was no excuse. He would finally meet Tonys new family...and would see Tony himself again. Peter wasnt ready for it. He doubt being ever and maybe that was the reason Happy was suprising him today, all of them knew he never would be. Peter got into the car and Happy started driving. It almost felt like five years ago, when it was Labtime with Tony.
Soon they got to a cabin at a lake. When the car stopped, Happy opened the door and brought Peter to the house. At the front door, there was Pepper. She smiled at him, friendly. ''Its so nice that you decided to came today. When I told Morgan she couldnt wait till now.'' Peter nodded and got into the house. In the living room you could see a black mess of her on the couch. As soon as Morgan heard someone coming in, she turned around and smiled bright. ''Petey!'' she screamed and tackeld Peter in a big hug. Theboy just could smile at her and hugged her back. Pepper came into the room, after she said goodbye to Happy and thanked him for bringing Peter to them. She smiled at the to kids and turned to Peter. ''He is waiting for you since he came back to consciousness. You seem to be the only one who wasnt here already and I dont judge you for it. I understand you, really. But he misses you Peter. He wants to see his son.'' HIs son? Peter wasnt sure what to think about that. Sure he also thought of Tony that way, but never expected that it was the same on his side.
Pepper led him to another room, when Morgan finally let go of him. She nodded supporting to him and left. Peter knocked at the door and opened it slowly. He got into Tonys room and saw him lying in a bed, doing something on a Starkpad. Tony looked up when he heard the knock and smiled at the sight of Peter in his room. Finally he could hug his son again, talk with him, just have him back. His smile disappeard as soon as saw the tears in Peters eyes. Tony didnt looked so bad, he thought. Sure the sacrafice leaved his marks, but it was just like a burning mark. A permanent one, but he still got his arm.
Tony opened his arms to signale Peter to come to him. The boy, still standing in the room, wisphered a little ''Dad'' and trow himself int the billionares arms. His tears wouldnt stop and his sobbing became badder, but Peter doesnt cared. He was hugging his dad, after five years again. Tony was scraching his head truth his curls to relax him. ''Im sorry I scared you Pete. It wont happen again.'' This caused Peter to sob again.
Later he lied next to Tony in his bed, half asleep when he heard Tony saying ''I heard you calling me Tony on the Battlefield, and I tought I couldnt be happier. Even in the situation I was. But as soon as you called me Dad later, and trust me I heard you clearly, I was much, much more happier than I ever thought I could be.'' ''But Mr. Stark, you have your own kid now. You dont need me to call you that. I know it is stupid anyways so..'' ''Okay stop it Underoos. Your still my kid! I dont know how you could think any different. I thought it was clear alredy, but now I see I must tell you that as long zou okay with it, I would love to be your Dad.'' Peter was kind of shoked. But much more, he was happy.
''Okay, dad. Goodnight''
''Night kid.''
#peter parker#tony stark#avangers#fanfic#irondad#spiderson#ironman#spiderman#spidersonandirondad#iron dad and spider son
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Soulstone
The sky was yellow, the ground some sort of orange. That was all Peter could see. But what he could feel was so much more. His Body still felt like it was torn apart, slowly, cruel painful. But when he looked at himself, he looked normaly. It was just the memory of what had happend to him on Titan, it still felt like it was happening right now.
He was dressed in his new, awesome suit Mr. Stark gave him, what felt like just hours ago. But who could tell.. He doesnt got a feeling of time anymore. Since what had happend to him could have passed hours, days, seconds or years. He wasnt sure anymore. He doesnt cared anymore. All he knew was the feeling of pain, the yellow sky and orange ground..and... Mr. Stark.. He flinched at the memory of Mr. Starks face. When he hold Peter in his arms, while he died. Peter was absolutly sure that he died. What else could have happend? Even when he thought of heaven in a kind of different way, but it also couldnt be hell...but with the pain and everything, who knows?
Anyways, he was so sorry for Mr. Stark, because Peter knew that he would blame himself for his dead. Thats the reason why he said sorry to him. He dont want Mr. Stark to feel guilty about him. It was Peters very own decision to go on that spaceship, even when he was told to not do it. It was Peters decision, he wanted to help. He couldnt help it. He doesnt really thought about the consequences his actions could have. Later he blamed the adrenaline and lost of air he experienced. Bur defenitly not Mr. Stark. That was the last thing he thought of.
He was all alone was the first thing he thought when he, lets say, arrived. But the more he regained consciousness, he heard other people speaking. Some where skreaming, other crying. He doesnt said a word since then. He reconized that this place got mor and more silent over the time. The only things that sometimes still can be heard by Peter, was the cry of frustation or pain of other people. He guessed.
Peter dont know how much longer he would stay here or how long he stayed til now. Maybe he must listen to this sounds and see this orange and yellow forever now. But how long was forever? At this place he couldnt help the people, like he wanted. He couldnt reach them. It was useless to run towards these sounds, nothing would appear except emptiness he was trapped in. He could close his eyes, but sleep was also useless here..and he would always see Mr. Starks face. And the more he thought of him, the sadder he got. Peter just hoped he was doing fine, but also missed him so much. He needed someone to talk to or to hug. He kind of wished he would be here with Peter, but at the same time wished the opposite. That Mr. Stark would stay wherever he was. Save. And if that meant not to be with Peter, he would accept his fate to be alone for the rest of forever.
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That is it :)
Not my best work, but my first one. Still I hope you like it.
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by spidersonandirondad
I read “no question, no competition, I love you more“ by MagicaLyss And I got inspiration
Words: 7, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: Fanart
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by spidersonandirondad
I tried fanart?
Words: 20, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker, Tony Stark
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: parkner, I Will Go Down With This Ship, Fanart, I don’t even know
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by spidersonandirondad
I tried fanart?
Words: 20, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker, Tony Stark
Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker
Additional Tags: parkner, I Will Go Down With This Ship, Fanart, I don’t even know
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