An artwork I made for school that’s a redraw of a scene from the manga “Girl from the Other Side Vol 1”
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I miss the slightly more intimate moments we shared before she came along. Back when you had on-and-off girlfriends and I was a constant in your life…maybe as a student, but a constant: I was someone who actually cared about you and gave you my undivided attention, always. You’d look at me like I was special. Treat me so carefully, so kindly. Allow yourself to talk to me casually.
Now, those moments only come once in a blue moon, only within the moments that she’s gone. But she’s almost never gone…. because she follows you around like a lost puppy. Literally. Always lingers awkwardly when you’re occupied, just to swoop by you again when you’re alone. And you let her.
You recently shared a hotel room. You always share the same car on the rides to school. You always sit next to each other. You’re always talking. Smiling. Laughing. Joking. Relaxed posture. Similar characteristics. Standing in such a close proximity, sometimes leaning closer to the other’s face just to hear them mutter— it’s all so sickening. I’m unbelievably jealous. She’s HOPELESS. I’m hopeless.
She has no clue how lucky she is… and yet she still has the gall to glare at me when I walk over to him and she’s nearby. It ticks me off. Like, there’s NO reason you should be mad at a junior for approaching her DIRECTOR. You can NOT be mad about me wasting your time with him when you literally have THE WHOLE DAY!!! You follow him so much you might as well have a string attached to him. Constant, constant, constant interactions. Maybe he’ll get sick of it. God knows how long he can handle someone emotionally dependent like she seems to be.
She’s so dependent on him always and it makes my blood boil. I wish he’d one, admit to our class that they’re dating and just go ahead and break my heart, two, admit to me that her clinginess annoys him and he doesn’t want anything to do with her romantically, or three…. just BREAK IT OFF! Stop hanging out! Get away from her! Make some boundaries! ANYTHING to get her away from you!!! I just can’t stand it!!!!
ugh
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Ramble post about sys//course incoming (but it's mostly a meta post about how we don't care)
With the people coming in from that first post I do want to make it clear that we don't really pay attention to anyone's stance on sys//course. So if you decide to follow keep in mind we interact with people on both sides of the whole thing freely.
We're friends with people who have either opinion/experience, but do get along more with people who keep an open mind to other people's experiences and don't instantly start a flamewar over someone saying they experience/believe x y or z. This goes both ways.
We used to hang out in endo inclusive spaces a lot, fwiw. You'll never see us outright dismissing someone. We did end up mostly leaving system/plural spaces altogether, save for the couple we actually enjoyed hanging out in. Because MAN a lot of them sucked. Ironically the spaces we stayed in also tend to be more nuanced/mixed, even if they're heavily leaning one way or the other!
I wonder if that's just a side effect of getting older? I know a lot of my friends also had the experience of feeling very heavily one way or another as a (younger) teenager, then becoming less and less interested in that.
Idk lol, I guess you could call us an endo supporter but we really don't feel like the discourse applies to us at all anymore. We judge people individually based on how they treat us and others. Not based on where they fall on some argument that's been going in circles for years. Both sides have some points we agree with and some that we don't.
Bottom line. I love my friends and wouldn't be friends with a lot of them if I had adhered to my DNIs from years ago. As long as we're both comfortable with some minor disagreements, we get along great. I'd rather have someone who doesn't think exactly like me, than someone who does but will get angry the instant I dare to bring up a counterpoint.
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you said anyone so hear me out okay-
what if rain were to tie trans masc dew down? his arms bound from his elbows to his wrist above his head? his ankles tied to his thighs to keep his legs bent, rain teasing and edging as long as he’d like. dew doenst know how long rain has had his head between his legs, can’t even keep track of how many times rains had to tug on the ropes on the outside of his thighs to keep his legs from forcing rain away.
It felt like it had been hours, hours since Rain first buried his face between the thin but soft thighs of the fire ghoul. It felt like he had been on the precipice of climax for even longer, but it’s hard to keep track of time when that cool wet tounge kept diving into the soaked and burning cunt.
A high keen is pulled from Dew as he finally thinks this is it, finally Rain has chosen to listen to his pathetic cries and pleads for mercy. Those smooth beautiful lips were wrapped around his swollen cock, sucking on it with fervor, and oh lucifer below, don’t let dew get started on the way Rains tounge flicked over the sensitive tip.
If his tail wasnt tied down like the rest of him it would of been thrashing wildly in the uncontrollable throes of pleasure. Similar to how Dews thighs were spasming and instinctively closing around Rain, until they weren’t. A low growl rumbled from between the fire ghouls legs as cold claws dug into his ashen skin.
“I thought I told you to keep your legs open.”
It wasn’t just a statement, it was a threat. Dew sobbed as his head rolled back, another orgasm ruined and fading away as Rain drank in the sight the same way he drank Dews slick. It was going to be a very long night.
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i feel like the popular image of paranoia is looking out a window peeking through the blinds like hmmm thats suspicious and while it certainly can look like that i feel like that doesnt really capture the thoughts or the mindset or the reasoning of it, to the point that it took me kind of a long time to recognize my own experience of paranoia. for me its like everyone is being very hostile to you and i just accept it as reality without question. the looking out the window seems very passive and observational whereas when im paranoid im actively defending myself. im fighting back and being confrontational and accusing people of trying to harm me. and its hard to even notice im doing it sometimes
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mains updated. , as per those who liked my mains call.
raheta can be found at @gildedthrns
lorn can be found at @dreadspvwn
ivy can be found at @herspawn
maheen can be found at @lastborne
dakara can be found at @gloomedhands
astarion can be found at @thepalelfe
sylvn can be found at @wrlckd
sanderrac can be found at @fragilesilk
my mains are defined as individuals who do not need my permission to send asks (prompted or otherwise), write starters (plotted or otherwise), or involve me/nesta in their headcanons, metas, or other works.
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