#rahim is my baby

[armagedandrogynous]

ranking Victor's love interests ( from the show "Love, Victor" )

1. Benji (they're soulmates and I love them despite all the troubles and chaos)

2. Rahim (he's so precious but I see them more as friends I must admit)

3. Nick (hate hate hate that boy!!!)

#love victor #love simon #ranking ships #venji 4 life #rahim is my baby #i hated nick so much!!!!

[peachesandhunii]

Gonna slowly post random fics as time goes on some maybe nsfw and some maybe just cute shit 😊✨️

I got some ibrahim shit cookin 😋

#Love my baby rahim so much

[busdriver]

I know the show is called love victor but I don't love victor

#I mean I don't even dislike him and he's so stinkin cute #I just thought the whole love hexagon was BORING and both benji and rahim were more interesting in their non-victor-centric scenes #baby needs to learn to be single for 2 seconds #my feelings on this season mostly boil down to 'meh but I love lake passionately' #am I just too old for this kind of high school drama?? I probably am #love victor

[genadelikesships1233]

Motaz posted a picture of a little girl.

She couldn't have been more than 10 years old.

She had a her scalp open, her arm was blown off and she had ash all over her face.

Her eyes were so empty and seeing this little baby, thinking about, if her mother was still alive, was she the only one left in her family, what was her favourite colour, who was her friends? Are they still alive?

Sometimes i wish i was ignorant. To the horror that truly happens to people.

I wish that i could snap my fingers and stop it.

But i cant. What i can only do now, is try and do my part, saving Gaza.

Saving them and everyone else.

I will pray that it works, i will pray that it does something.

There are thousands of stories i cant tell about the horrific deaths of children in Gaza.

I cant bare to tell you all of them but all i cant share is their names.

Thats the least i can do for them.

0 years old

Didn't reach their first birthday

Abd al-Jawad Mizar Jamal Hoso (0 years old)

Abdel Khaleq Fadi Khaled Al Baba (0 years old)

Abdel Rahim Ahmed Abdel Rahim Awad (0 years old)

Abdel Rahman Ahmed Essam Salah (0 years old)

Abdel Rahman Samir Salama Saad (0 years old)

Abdel Raouf Ibrahim Abdel Raouf Al-Farra (0 years old)

Abdul Karim Abdullah Omar Shehab (0 years old)

Abdul Karim Kamel Zidane Al-Hawajri (0 years old)

Abdullah Ahmed Khalil Zorob (0 years old)

Abdullah Amir Abdullah Al Khor (0 years old)

Abdullah Muhammad Abdul Hamid Muhanna (0 years old)

Adam Magdy Jaber Al-Dahdouh (0 years old)

Adam Muhammad Fouad Al Agha (0 years old)

Adam Muhammad Samir Abu Ajwa (0 years old)

Ahmed Moamen Ahmed Daloul (0 years old)

Ahmed Mohamed Amin Nofal (0 years old)

Ahmed Muhammad Yasser Dardouna (0 years old)

Ahmed Saeed Ahmed Fouda (0 years old)

Ahmed Shadi Talal Al-Haddad (0 years old)

Ahmed Talaat Ali Barhoum (0 years old)

Aisha Jihad Jalal Shaheen (0 years old)

Alia Abdel Nour Sami Al-Souri (0 years old)

Alma Adnan Jamal Al-Qatrawi (0 years old)

Alma Moamen Muhammad Hamdan (0 years old)

Alma Qais Abdul Karim Al-Zahrani (0 years old)

Alyan Abdul Rahman Alyan Al-Ashqar (0 years old)

Amal Mahmoud Mohamed Saleha (0 years old)

Amal Muhammad Ahmed Al-Bayouk (0 years old)

Amir Mahmoud Zuhdi Al-Masry (0 years old)

Anas Abdul Aziz Muhammad Zahir (0 years old)

Anas Abdullah Bahaa Al-Din Sukayk (0 years old)

Anas Tariq Muhammad Al-Hasanat (0 years old)

Anisa Mahmoud Ahmed Ali (0 years old)

Anwar Muhammad Ahmed Al Hindi (0 years old)

Aseed Hussein Muhammad Abu Hamad (0 years old)

Aseel Amir Ali Al-Ashi (0 years old)

Aseel Muhammad Jumah Dhair (0 years old)

Aws Muhammad Hussein Al-Aleel (0 years old)

Ayat Abdul Aziz Omar Farwaneh (0 years old)

Ayla Uday Abdel Jawad Abu Ras (0 years old)

Badr Yasser Rafiq Abu Habib (0 years old)

Bahaa Mustafa Jamal Musa (0 years old)

Basil Muhammad Hossam Abu Jasser (0 years old)

Bilal Khaled Muhammad Sobh (0 years old)

Bilal Muhammad Kamal Hamdan (0 years old)

Celine Abdel Hadi Adel Daher (0 years old)

Celine Ihab Ayman Al-Bahtiti (0 years old)

Daughter of Dina Abdel Hakim Ayoub Natat (0 years old)

Daughter of Zainab Muhammad Al-Abd Nawas (0 years old)

Diaa Ahmed Abdel Ati Saleh Musa (0 years old)

Diaa Majed Ahmed Kishko (0 years old)

Elena Momen Riad Al-Rifi (0 years old)

Eliana Muhammad Nabil Mekheimer (0 years old)

Ella Muhammad Salem Al-Drimli (0 years old)

Essam Mohammed Essam Farag (0 years old)

Etaf Hassan Riyadh (0 years old)

Ezzat Asaad Ezzat Saq Allah (0 years old)

Fadl Maysara Muhammad Abu Hasira (0 years old)

Fahd Uday Imad Al-Ajez (0 years old)

Farah Hammam Youssef Bahr (0 years old)

Farah Hossam Abdel Karim Hanoun (0 years old)

Farah Suleiman Raed Abu Shabab (0 years old)

Fatima Louay, Rafiq Al-Sultan (0 years old)

Fatima Moatasem Amin Nofal (0 years old)

Fatima Muhammad Rizq Al-Wawi (0 years old)

Fatima Saleh Yasser Al-Hout (0 years old)

Fayrouz Fadi Hamada Abu Salima (0 years old)

Firas Muhammad Abdel Aziz Tamraz (0 years old)

George Sobhi George Al-Souri (0 years old)

Ghaith Khattab Omar Al-Bahloul (0 years old)

Ghaith Yasser Nabil Nofal (0 years old)

Ghazal Asaad Maher Abu Lashin (0 years old)

Ghazal Mahmoud Saeed Al-Haddad (0 years old)

Hala Yasser Hamed Al-Sanwar (0 years old)

Hamza Muhammad Abdel Hamid Ashour (0 years old)

Hassan Hamza Hassan Al-Amsi (0 years old)

Hassan Muhammad Hassan Abu Daqqa (0 years old)

Haya Sharif Bakr Al-Batniji (0 years old)

Hind Khaled Ahmed Jahjouh (0 years old)

Hoda Mustafa Hatem Abu Seif (0 years old)

Hoor Muhammad Ibrahim Al-Mamlouk (0 years old)

Hoor Omar Mahmoud Al-Azaib (0 years old)

Hoor Rashad Saeed Habib (0 years old)

Hoor Yassin Ahmed Sheikh Al-Eid (0 years old)

Ibrahim Ahmed Nasser Shaqura (0 years old)

Ibrahim Al-Muatasem Walid Al-Quqa (0 years old)

Ibrahim Ammar Saad Al-Qara (0 years old)

Iman Muhammad Abdel Fattah Al-Hinnawi (0 years old)

Ismail Ahmed Ismail Farhat (0 years old)

Issa Mahmoud Muhammad Qarmout (0 years old)

Iyad Abdel Rahman Jihad Muheisen (0 years old)

Jamal Muhammad Jamal Al-Maghari (0 years old)

Jannah Hisham Muhammad Hamouda (0 years old)

Jannat Naji Abdel Rahman Abu Hammad (0 years old)

Jihad Muhammad Raafat Al-Dalis (0 years old)

Joan Ali Nasr Amer (0 years old)

Joel Atallah Ibrahim Al-Amsh (0 years old)

Joud Bahaa Al-Din Haider Al-Nadim (0 years old)

Juri Ammar Ibrahim Al-Jarousha (0 years old)

Juri Ayed Ismail Al-Najjar (0 years old)

Juri Darwish Hamed Abu Khatla (0 years old)

Juri Ramadan Muhammad Miqdad (0 years old)

Karim Muhammad Fayez Al-Madhoun (0 years old)

Karima Muhammad Majid Al-Ghoul (0 years old)

Kenan Amin Marwan Abu Shakyan (0 years old)

Khaled Bilal Muhammad Abu Al-Amrain (0 years old)

Khaled Fadi Khaled Al Baba (0 years old)

Lana Yasser Nassif Hegazy (0 years old)

Lana Youssef Emad Loulou (0 years old)

Layan Muhammad Youssef Hussein (0 years old)

Layan Rami Anwar Faisal (0 years old)

Louay Mahmoud Saleh Al-Ajrami (0 years old)

Maha Fadi Khaled Al Baba (0 years old)

Mahmoud Eid Muhammad Nabhan (0 years old)

Mahmoud Fadi Khaled Al-Baba (0 years old)

Mahmoud Youssef Muhammad Abu Shawish (0 years old)

Mai Hatem Asaad Qita (0 years old)

Malak Abdul Rahman Ayesh Darwish (0 years old)

Malak Abdul Salam Ali Abu Saif (0 years old)

Malak Mahmoud Atef Halawa (0 years old)

Malik Mahdi Ahmed Shalouf (0 years old)

Malik Muhammad Shafiq Abu Al-Kass (0 years old)

Malik Sami Mohamed Maghari (0 years old)

Manal Moamen Majed Abu Al-Awf (0 years old)

Marah Hammam Youssef Bahr (0 years old)

Maria Ahmed Salah Kurdieh (0 years old)

Maria Khaled Zakaria Al-Shanti (0 years old)

Maria Yasser Kamal Al-Masry (0 years old)

Maryam Ahmed Mahmoud Saidam (0 years old)

Maryam Ahmed Ziad Ashour (0 years old)

Maryam Noureddine Wael Daban (0 years old)

Masa Jalal Moin Al-Harkali (0 years old)

Masa Muhammad Youssef Nasr (0 years old)

Maymouna Saher Saeed Al-Sayed (0 years old)

Mecca Ahmed Eid Abu Sharkh (0 years old)

Mian Yahya Yusuf Al-Astal (0 years old)

Mira Abdel Rahman Fathi Radwan (0 years old)

Moamen Ahmed Mahfouz Salah (0 years old)

Moamen Essam Hussein Saleha (0 years old)

Moamen Ibrahim Sabry Abu Shamas (0 years old)

Moatasem Billah Moaz Hammad Hammad (0 years old)

Moatasem Kanaan Farid El Gamal (0 years old)

Moaz Abdel Fattah Khaled Al-Zuhairi (0 years old)

Moaz Hani Muhammad Al-Aidi (0 years old)

Moaz Muhammad Jawad Al-Wadiya (0 years old)

Muhammad Abdel Samad Maher Mohsen (0 years old)

Muhammad Ahmed Salem Al-Qanou (0 years old)

Muhammad Al-Jabari Saed Misbah Al-Khor (0 years old)

Muhammad Amr Muhammad Maghari (0 years old)

Muhammad Basil Mahmoud Al-Khayyat (0 years old)

Muhammad Fadi Jihad Radwan (0 years old)

Muhammad Hamed Nidal Aliwa (0 years old)

Muhammad Hani Muhammad Al-Zahar (0 years old)

Muhammad Hussein Muhammad Abu Hamad (0 years old)

Muhammad Ihab El-Din Khaled Awaida (0 years old)

Muhammad Mahmoud Dhifallah Al-Nadaiyat (0 years old)

Muhammad Mamdouh Muhammad Abu Jazar (0 years old)

Muhammad Mustafa Khalil Tammos (0 years old)

Muhammad Nidal Hisham Atallah (0 years old)

Muhammad Nour al-Din Yahya al-Akkad (0 years old)

Muhammad Omar Mustafa Shehab (0 years old)

Muhammad Saeed Adel Abu Al-Rous (0 years old)

Muhammad Saleh Mahmoud Al-Dairi (0 years old)

Muhammad Taher Ahmed Abu Younis (0 years old)

Muhammad Tamer Musleh Al-Qanou (0 years old)

Murad Eid Youssef Abu Saifan (0 years old)

Musk Abdul Hay Sami Al-Halabi (0 years old)

Musk Mahmoud Ibrahim Hegazy (0 years old)

Musk Muhammad Khalil Gouda (0 years old)

Mustafa Hani Essam Saqallah (0 years old)

Nabil Bilal Nabil Al-Aidi (0 years old)

Najwa Ahmed Fathi Radwan (0 years old)

Najwa Mahmoud Fathi Radwan (0 years old)

Nasr Alaa Nasr Jarghoun (0 years old)

Nasr Yahya Nasr Al-Rakhawy (0 years old)

Nisreen Muhammad Muhammad Al-Najjar (0 years old)

Nour Ahmed Zakaria Al-Derini (0 years old)

Nour Youssef Bassam Abu Hasira (0 years old)

Nourz Ahmed Shaaban Halasa (0 years old)

Obaida Bilal Youssef Abu Muailiq (0 years old)

Omar Ahmed Abdel Nasser Shamlakh (0 years old)

Omar Ismail Omar Sharaf (0 years old)

Omar Jihad Omar Al-Bahtini (0 years old)

Omar Youssef Salah al-Din Abu Jadallah (0 years old)

Osama Muhammad Adeeb Aslim (0 years old)

Qais Ali Nabil Al-Aidi (0 years old)

Qais Muhammad Ramadan Abaid (0 years old)

Raafat Ibrahim Raafat Al-Azami (0 years old)

Raafat Khalil Raafat Anan (0 years old)

Raed Ihab Raed Salman Alai (0 years old)

Raed Khaled Raed Rajab (0 years old)

Rafif Mahmoud Aref Al-Faqawi (0 years old)

Rafif Walid Sabri Al-Nabahin (0 years old)

Raghad Ahmed Odeh Abu Khattab (0 years old)

Rakan Hossam Hussein Musa (0 years old)

Ratel Yasser Jumaa Abu Al-Fitah (0 years old)

Rayan Abdel Rahim Jamal Al-Qatrawi (0 years old)

Rayan Abdullah Zakaria Al-Astal (0 years old)

Retal Khalil Yahya Al-Batsh (0 years old)

Rima Muhammad Sabry Al-Buraim (0 years old)

Rose Abdul Aziz Muhammad Al-Ghoul (0 years old)

Saba Ahmed Ali Al-Qazzaz (0 years old)

Saba Muhammad Imad Shalaq (0 years old)

Salam Wael Ahmed Al-Astal (0 years old)

Salama Muhammad Marwan Abu Atiwi (0 years old)

Salma Amr Abdullah Nassar (0 years old)

Salma Ibrahim in the name of Shaaban (0 years old)

Sama Ibrahim Majid Al-Wadiya (0 years old)

Samira Osama Youssef Al-Zahhar (0 years old)

Sanad Ahmed Mahmoud Abu Al-Omrain (0 years old)

Sanad Bilal Nabil Amara (0 years old)

Sanad Yassin Mustafa Al-Zinati (0 years old)

Sarah Abdel Rahman Mohamed Hammad (0 years old)

Sarah Fathi Abdel Karim Al-Farra (0 years old)

Sarah Mahmoud Fayez Ahl (0 years old)

September Omar Kamel Abu Rahma (0 years old)

Sewar Khaled Saber Abu Qashlan (0 years old)

Sewar Mounir Harb Dawas (0 years old)

Sewar Suleiman Daoud Halas (0 years old)

Shaima Saeed Nabil Al-Laham (0 years old)

Sham Ahmed Fawzi Al-Qufaidi (0 years old)

Sham Muhammad Saleh Al-Sawalha (0 years old)

Sham Raif Mahmoud Khalil (0 years old)

Sila Muhammad Suleiman Abu Amsha (0 years old)

Sobhi Hamdan Sobhi Hassouna (0 years old)

Sobhi Ramzi Subhi Al-Ajl (0 years old)

Son of Anwar Ahmed Muhammad Darwish (0 years old)

Son of Israa Jamal Salem Abu Mathkur (0 years old)

Son of Nabila Nasr Muhammad Nofal (0 years old)

Son of Rahima Saadi Muhammad Shaheen (0 years old)

Sondos Muhammad Hammad Abu Baraka (0 years old)

Sondos Muhammad Subhi Samara (0 years old)

Suzan Iyad Muhammad Al-Ashi (0 years old)

Tahani Ezz El-Din Ahmed Zoroub (0 years old)

Tala Muhammad Rafiq Abu Ghali (0 years old)

Tariq Ziyad Humaidan Abu Omra (0 years old)

Tasneem Ramzi Odeh Qaraman (0 years old)

Tayem Samer Suleiman Jaarour (0 years old)

Tia Mamdouh Muhammad Abu Jazar (0 years old)

Toleen Ibrahim Jihad Al-Maghari (0 years old)

Toleen Muhammad Tawfiq Al-Taaban (0 years old)

Tuqa Musa Khalil Abu Nuseira (0 years old)

Uday Muhammad Rafiq Al-Sultan (0 years old)

Uday Muhammad Saadi Abu Hamada (0 years old)

Watan Muhammad Abd al-Rahim al-Madhoun (0 years old)

Watin Ahmed Khaled Al-Saidi (0 years old)

Watin Baraa Abd al-Rahman al-Hawar (0 years old)

Watin Yahya Khaled Abu Hilal (0 years old)

Yasmine Ramez Abdel Razzaq El Masry (0 years old)

Yassin Adel Musa Zanoun (0 years old)

Youmna Omar Riad Al-Rifi (0 years old)

Younis Wissam Abdullah Afaneh (0 years old)

Youssef Ahmed Jamal Musa (0 years old)

Youssef Haitham Youssef Abu Mahdi (0 years old)

Zaid Khaled Juma Al-Bahbahani (0 years old)

Zein al-Din Suleiman Moin al-Najjar (0 years old)

Zein Amer Ibrahim Al-Jarousha (0 years old)

Zeina Ahmed Mohamed Shatat (0 years old)

1 year old

Killed before they could take their first steps

Abdel Rahman Iyad Abdel Rahman Abu Jalal (1 year old)

Abdul Rahman Abdul Aziz Yahya Al Balawi (1 year old)

Abdullah Ibrahim Khaled Al-Dali (1 year old)

Abdullah Khalil Abdullah Abu Hayya (1 year old)

Abeer Ibrahim Khalil Meema (1 year old)

Adam Bakr Nasr Al-Sarhi (1 year old)

Adam Ezzat Muhammad Warsh Agha (1 year old)

Adam Shawkat Mahmoud Al-Rantisi (1 year old)

Adi Adam Jamal Abu Al-Naga (1 year old)

Ahmed Amin Ahmed Abdel-Al Muharram (1 year old)

Ahmed Mahmoud Ayman Al-Jayeh (1 year old)

Ahmed Mohammed Mohammed Khalifa (1 year old)

Ahmed Mustafa Ahmed Sheikh Al-Eid (1 year old)

Ahmed Nazir Shawqi Shaaban (1 year old)

Ahmed Thaer Sobhi Ghareeb (1 year old)

Ahmed Yasser Ahmed Abu Halhoul (1 year old)

Akram Muhammad Moin Al-Harkali (1 year old)

Al-Baraa Muhammad Samir Abu Taima (1 year old)

Ali Tariq Mahmoud Radwan (1 year old)

Alma Khaled Kamal Rashwan (1 year old)

Alyan Muhammad Alyan Al-Bayouk (1 year old)

Amir Iyad Saeed Al-Naffar (1 year old)

Amir Muhammad Mustafa Othman (1 year old)

Amir Omar Zakaria Al-Astal (1 year old)

Amir Rifaat Omar Abu Shab (1 year old)

Amira Ibrahim Salah Abu Awad (1 year old)

Amira Muhammad Samir Abu Ajwa (1 year old)

Amna Shawqi Rajab Iqdih (1 year old)

Anas Muhammad Mahmoud Al-Derawi (1 year old)

Aseel Ahmed Mahmoud Radwan (1 year old)

Aseel Iyad Nabil Omran (1 year old)

Aseel Muhannad Amin Al Agha (1 year old)

Asia Hassan Hamdi Al-Hinnawi (1 year old)

Atef Mohamed Atef Muammar (1 year old)

Atta Mohieddin Atta Darwish (1 year old)

Aya Ahmed Nawaf Al-Najjar (1 year old)

Aya Muhammad Hussein Ashour (1 year old)

Ayla Ahmed Ali Obaid (1 year old)

Ayla Saeed Saleh Abuelaish (1 year old)

Ayman Ahmed Ramadan Al-Masry (1 year old)

Ayman Muhannad Ayman Ismail (1 year old)

Badr al-Din Badr Muhammad al-Amrain (1 year old)

Baraa Mahmoud Nasser Shehadeh (1 year old)

Baraa of Muhammad Walid Abu Shuaib (1 year old)

Basma Muhammad Ibrahim Abu Sharia (1 year old)

Bilsan Noman Suleiman Haboush (1 year old)

Carmel Hamid Khaled Al-Bayaa (1 year old)

Celine Ismail Muhammad Al-Mutawq (1 year old)

Celine Saed Hassan Al Khatib (1 year old)

Dahab Muhammad Zaki Al-Akhras (1 year old)

Dana Muhammad Tayseer Abu Shammala (1 year old)

Daniel Abdullah Dunian Mansour (1 year old)

Dilla Jihad Hamada Al-Bakri (1 year old)

Dima Muhammad Khaled Ghanem (1 year old)

Eileen Maher Asaad Al-Akhras (1 year old)

Elaf Khalil Yahya Al-Batsh (1 year old)

Elaine Muhammad Sami Abu Naja (1 year old)

Ezz Abdel Aziz Ezz Hegazy (1 year old)

Ezz El-Din Suhaib Ezz El-Din Al-Haddad (1 year old)

Fatima Hamza Subhi Al-Ajl (1 year old)

Fawaz Ibrahim Fawaz Musleh (1 year old)

Firas Adel Nabil Al-Qishawi (1 year old)

Ghaith Iyad Muhammad Abu Draiqa (1 year old)

Ghana Omar Hassan Abu Jazar (1 year old)

Habiba Shehdeh Hassan Dhahir (1 year old)

Habiba Suleiman Sami Abu Naja (1 year old)

Hala Ahmed Atef Al Badrasawy (1 year old)

Hala Hossam Jamil Al-Zaanin (1 year old)

Hamsa Bilal Khalil Zoroub (1 year old)

Hamza Alaa Ibrahim Abu Zuhair (1 year old)

Hamza Ihab Jamil Al-Baz (1 year old)

Hamza Muhammad Zaki Awaida (1 year old)

Hamza Omar Hatem Al-Sadoudi (1 year old)

Hassan Hossam Hassan Al-Ghafir (1 year old)

Hazem Rajab Hazem Abu Saif (1 year old)

Heidi Mohamed Alaa El-Din Ahmed (1 year old)

Hoda Ahmed Jamal Jarad (1 year old)

Hoda Muhammad Ali Al-Louh (1 year old)

Hoor Abdul Shafi Muslim Mahani (1 year old)

Hoor Mustafa Muhammad Al-Naqib (1 year old)

Hossam Ismail Jumah Abu Zari’an (1 year old)

Ibrahim Abdullah Musa Zorob (1 year old)

Ibrahim Mahmoud Ibrahim Salem (1 year old)

Imad Abdel Qader Imad Al-Bayouk (1 year old)

Imad Iyad Imad Al-Arair (1 year old)

Iman Muhammad Ishaq Al-Sayyid Ahmed (1 year old)

Ismail Ali Ismail Hamad (1 year old)

Jamil Ali Jamil Eid (1 year old)

Jihad Abdul Rahman Jihad Muhaisen (1 year old)

Jinan Hamed Nasser Al-Astal (1 year old)

Joud Alaa Muhammad Al-Hassi (1 year old)

Joud Saleh Khamis Nasrallah (1 year old)

Julia Fawzi Saeed Al-Kurd (1 year old)

Juliet Sobhi George Al-Souri (1 year old)

Jumana Nabil Saeed Al-Qanfud (1 year old)

Juri Muhammad Mansour Abdel Gawad (1 year old)

Karam Ibrahim Muhammad Al-Souri (1 year old)

Karim Mahmoud Jamil Al-Dahdouh (1 year old)

Kenan Ibrahim Rami Al-Naji (1 year old)

Kenan Saqr Nasr Al-Sarhi (1 year old)

Kenan Tamer Khalil Ghariz (1 year old)

Kenzi Fadi Salem Al Nabih (1 year old)

Khaled Omar Sami Miqdad (1 year old)

Khalil Ibrahim Fawzi Al-Nafar (1 year old)

Khalil Musab Khalil Al-Ashqar (1 year old)

Khamis Hassan Khamis Abu Tahoun (1 year old)

Lama Mahmoud Muhammad Muslim (1 year old)

Lana Ezz El-Din Ahmed Zoroub (1 year old)

Lana Tariq Ziad Al-Hour (1 year old)

Layan Mohamed Ismail Salah (1 year old)

Lian Muhammad Abdel Jawad Abu Ras (1 year old)

Louay Ihab Subhi Al-Ajl (1 year old)

Mahmoud Basil Mahmoud Al-Khayyat (1 year old)

Mahmoud Basil Ramadan Abed (1 year old)

Mahmoud Mohieddin Mahmoud Al-Sebaei (1 year old)

Mahmoud Muhammad Ahmed Abu Oreiban (1 year old)

Majd Ahmed Salem Al-Qanou (1 year old)

Majd Muhammad Amin Al-Dahdouh (1 year old)

Majid Amjad Majid Al-Ghoul (1 year old)

Maria Ahmed Ali Bustan (1 year old)

Maria Moataz Mazen Aslan (1 year old)

Maria Zaid Nafez Abu Taima (1 year old)

Marwa Hamza Nasser Al-Astal (1 year old)

Marwan Radwan Marwan Al-Masry (1 year old)

Maryam Alaa Abdel Qader Abu Joudeh (1 year old)

Maryam Muhammad Kamel Mohsen (1 year old)

Masa Abdullah Mufid Hegazy (1 year old)

Masa Ayman Samir Moussa (1 year old)

Masa Marwan Mahmoud Hamad (1 year old)

Masa Muhammad Adnan Al-Habashi (1 year old)

Masa Muhammad Hassan Ashour (1 year old)

Mayar Musab Muhammad Daloul (1 year old)

Mayas Moaz Amin Nofal (1 year old)

Mays Bahaa El-Din Khaled Aweida (1 year old)

Mecca Imad Tawfiq Al-Farra (1 year old)

Menat Allah Mahmoud Nayef Abu Shammala (1 year old)

Menat Allah Mattar Ahmed Aliwa (1 year old)

Menna Mahmoud Ismail Hamad (1 year old)

Mian Muhammad Riad Abu Haddayd (1 year old)

Mihraman Suleiman Moin Al-Najjar (1 year old)

Mira Youssef Ibrahim Musleh (1 year old)

Moamen Ihab Saadallah Al-Helou (1 year old)

Mohamed Hossam Mahmoud Hamad (1 year old)

Muhammad Abdullah Yaqoub Al-Hawar (1 year old)

Muhammad Ahmed Ibrahim Al-Jarousha (1 year old)

Muhammad Ahmed Suhail Al-Kahlot (1 year old)

Muhammad Fathi Suleiman Al-Jarjawi (1 year old)

Muhammad Iyad Ziyad Abu Mohsen (1 year old)

Muhammad Mansour Nasr al-Din Abu Nimah (1 year old)

Muhammad Muhammad Talal Al-Gharabli (1 year old)

Muhammad Omar Salem Al-Shawi (1 year old)

Muhammad Shadi Samir Qarqaz (1 year old)

Muhannad Hani Khaled Abu Al-Naga (1 year old)

Munir Fadi Munir Shabat (1 year old)

Musa Ahmed Musa El-Zanati (1 year old)

Musk Ahmed Abdullah Yassin (1 year old)

Musk Ali Hassan Al-Rantisi (1 year old)

Mustafa Musa Azmi Al-Jamal (1 year old)

Najwa Sameh Hani Al-Madhoun (1 year old)

Naya Attia Awad Muslim (1 year old)

Neema Abdullah Castro Abu Ashayba (1 year old)

Nevin Khaled Saleh Hassouna (1 year old)

Nevin Muhammad Yahya Al-Akkad (1 year old)

Nisreen Muhammad Shaaban Afana (1 year old)

Noman Salamah Noman Mushtaha (1 year old)

Nour Hamdan Muhammad Al-Buhaisi (1 year old)

Noura Saeed Atallah Al-Ajili (1 year old)

Nusayba Samer Salem Salem (1 year old)

Obaida Mahmoud Abdel Karim Haniyeh (1 year old)

Omar Hossam Hassan Al-Ghafir (1 year old)

Osama Mahmoud Muhammad Labad (1 year old)

Owais Amer Yahya Al-Balaawi (1 year old)

Qusay Muhammad Hamza Abu Hilal (1 year old)

Ramez Muhammad Ramez Awad (1 year old)

Rana Majd Ramzi Almuqayad (1 year old)

Revan Ezz El-Din Ahmed Al-Saeeda (1 year old)

Rima Hamed Kamal Abu Aoun (1 year old)

Rivana Walid Sabri Al-Nabahin (1 year old)

Rizq Muhammad Gharib Gharib (1 year old)

Rosa Khalil Ibrahim Khader (1 year old)

Rowad Bashir Jamil Abu Saeed (1 year old)

Saad Mahmoud Ayman Labad (1 year old)

Sabreen Fahd Mahmoud Bashir (1 year old)

Saeed Sameh Muhammad Abu Khousa (1 year old)

Saeed Zaid Saeed Zaqoul (1 year old)

Safa Suleiman Salman Al-Najjar (1 year old)

Sahar Ahmed Omar Abu Sultan (1 year old)

Saja Moayed Subhi Samara (1 year old)

Saja Musa Muhammad Al-Aidi (1 year old)

Sajid Ismail Hamdan Totah (1 year old)

Salah al-Din Osama Khalil Abu Laila (1 year old)

Sally Hassan Marzouk Al-Kahlot (1 year old)

Salma Hisham Mahmoud Joyfel (1 year old)

Salma Muhammad Muhammad Ali (1 year old)

Samar Majid Suhail Al-Nahhal (1 year old)

Sanad Muhammad Fathi Abu Ajwa (1 year old)

Sanad Shadi Sharif Al-Sarhi (1 year old)

Sarah Khaled Jihad Abu Jabbara (1 year old)

Sarah Mahmoud Samir Akl (1 year old)

Sarah Majd Abdel Latif Al-Hajj (1 year old)

Sarah Muhammad Yahya Jabr (1 year old)

Sarah Musa Hamdi Akhil (1 year old)

Sawsan Mustafa Mahmoud Barbakh (1 year old)

Sewar Ehab Ahmed Arif (1 year old)

Sewar Fouad Mahmoud Tabasi (1 year old)

Sewar Ibrahim Abdel Raouf Al-Farra (1 year old)

Sewar Rami Muhammad Fadl Hassouna (1 year old)

Shaaban Khaled Shaaban Ziadeh (1 year old)

Sham Abdul Karim Ibrahim Al-Hato (1 year old)

Sham Ahmed Isbitan Abu Sido (1 year old)

Sham Muhammad Ziyad Abu Namous (1 year old)

Sham Tamer Hosni Azzam (1 year old)

Sharif Muhammad Sharif Ghazal (1 year old)

Sidra Muhammad Saadi Qashta (1 year old)

Siham Ibrahim Abdel Karim Al-Kahlot (1 year old)

Sila Ahmed Hussein Madi (1 year old)

Sila Dhafer Ahmed Abu Younis (1 year old)

Siraj Abdullah Ayesh Darwish (1 year old)

Siraj Mahdi Jawad Ali (1 year old)

Taim Allah Muhammad Abdul Karim Jumah (1 year old)

Tamim Nidal Ismail Abu Ajami (1 year old)

Tayem Ahmed Samir Al-Fasih (1 year old)

Tuqa Salem Muhammad Abu Maarouf (1 year old)

Uday Mahmoud Fouad Hana (1 year old)

Waad Ahmed Ibrahim Al-Masaraei (1 year old)

Wadih Ahmed Wadih Hamdan (1 year old)

Wateen Muhammad Khurshid Saeed Saq Allah (1 year old)

Yahya Gohar Yahya Al-Balaawi (1 year old)

Yamen Sami Saber Abu Wadi (1 year old)

Yaqin Badr Eid Abu Jabal (1 year old)

Yaqut Anas Hassan Dhahir (1 year old)

Yara Muhammad Fayez Al-Hassani (1 year old)

Yasser Saleh Yasser Al-Hout (1 year old)

Yazan Ahmed Ibrahim Bardawil (1 year old)

Youmna Moeen Abdel Mohsen Al-Hasanat (1 year old)

Youssef Ayman Marzouk Sammour (1 year old)

Youssef Saleh Ibrahim Aslim (1 year old)

Zaher Adi Hamada Al-Bakri (1 year old)

Zakaria Ahmed Muhammad Abu Jahjouh (1 year old)

Zeina Hazem Abdel Hamid Muhanna (1 year old)

Zuhair Ramadan Mahmoud Al-Dahouk (1 year old)

2 years old

Weren't able to voice their first words

Abd al-Rahman Baraa Abd al-Rahman al-Hawar (2 years old)

Abdel Hamid Mohamed Abdel Hamid Ashour (2 years old)

Abdel Nasser Ahmed Abdel Nasser Shamlakh (2 years old)

Abdel Nour Amin Marwan Abu Shakyan (2 years old)

Abdel Rahman Abdel Nasser Daoud Al-Halisi (2 years old)

Abdel Rahman Ahmed Fathi Radwan (2 years old)

Abdul Aziz Amr Abdul Aziz Abu Amr (2 years old)

Abdul Aziz Kamal Mansour Sobh (2 years old)

Abdul Rahman Alaa Imad Al-Ajl (2 years old)

Abdul Rahman Ayman Sabry Barhoum (2 years old)

Abdullah Nour El-Din Shaker Abdel-Al (2 years old)

Abdullah Rami Suleiman Hamdan (2 years old)

Adam Abdel Karim Kamel Abu Rahma (2 years old)

Adam Hossam Amin Hassouna (2 years old)

Ahmed Abdel Rahman Abdel Nasser Awad (2 years old)

Ahmed Ahmed Musa Sheikh Al-Eid (2 years old)

Ahmed Ezz El-Din Ibrahim Abu Amer (2 years old)

Ahmed Imad Farag Al-Zatma (2 years old)

Ahmed Mamdouh Salem Hajji (2 years old)

Ahmed Muhammad Saleh Abu Wardah (2 years old)

Ahmed Odeh Muhammad Hussein (2 years old)

Akram Saleh Saeed Abu Shamalah (2 years old)

Al-Moataz Ahmed Karam Muhammad Al-Ghaleed (2 years old)

Al-Shaima Ali Hisham Al-Qarinawi (2 years old)

Ali Ahmed Mahmoud Al-Ran (2 years old)

Alina Khaled Saeed Al-Ramlawi (2 years old)

Amal Hamada Othman Al-Najjar (2 years old)

Amal Muhammad Iyad Badawi (2 years old)

Amani Omar Imad Al-Arair (2 years old)

Amer Bilal Hassan Al Tatar (2 years old)

Amer Salem Sami Al-Adini (2 years old)

Amina Muhammad Salem Al Nabih (2 years old)

Amir Ahmed Abdel Jawad Abu Ras (2 years old)

Amir Ahmed Khader Qanan (2 years old)

Amir Saeed Atta Abu Safra (2 years old)

Anas Hamed Fayez Ahl (2 years old)

Anas Hatem Hussein Al-Khatib (2 years old)

Anas Muhammad Fahmy Al-Najjar (2 years old)

Anas Osama Nafez Al-Maghari (2 years old)

Anya Ahmed Zakaria Barakat (2 years old)

Aseel Muhammad Khader Abu Touha (2 years old)

Ayatollah Salem Odeh Abu Rawida (2 years old)

Baraa Iyad Ibrahim Zorob (2 years old)

Baraa Muhammad Adeeb Aslim (2 years old)

Basma Saadi Muhammad Abu Hamada (2 years old)

Batoul Abdel Fattah Khaled Al-Zuhairi (2 years old)

Batoul Ismail Ibrahim Abu Zuhair (2 years old)

Bilsan Ahmed Fawzi Abu Nimah (2 years old)

Canada Naji Hatem El Nadeem (2 years old)

Eileen Jihad Hamada Al-Bakri (2 years old)

Elaf Hussein Ahmed Al-Astal (2 years old)

Elaine Muhammad Fayez Abu Odeh (2 years old)

Essam Ihab Muhammad Abu Youssef (2 years old)

Ezz El-Din Abdel-Rahman Fathi Radwan (2 years old)

Fadl Muhammad Fadl Al-Agha (2 years old)

Farah Muhammad Jumah Abu Deeb (2 years old)

Faryal Muhammad Ahmed Musa (2 years old)

Fatima Muhammad Abdel Hakim Asfour (2 years old)

Fatima Numan Suleiman Haboush (2 years old)

Fayrouza Mahdi Ahmed Shalouf (2 years old)

Quds Fouad Mustafa Allawh (2 years old)

Ghaith Khaled Radwan Shabat (2 years old)

Ghanem Mahmoud Ghanem Abu Kamil (2 years old)

Hala Abdul Rahman Muhammad Al Khalidi (2 years old)

Hammad Muhammad Hammad Abu Baraka (2 years old)

Hani Ahmed Rabhi Netil (2 years old)

Hanzada Ahmed Mahmoud Al-Masry (2 years old)

Hatem Ahmed Hatem Al-Hassi (2 years old)

Haya Fadi Ayman Abu Ghalioun (2 years old)

Hisham Abdo Fayez Al-Banna (2 years old)

Hoor Hossam Fawzi Al-Bawab (2 years old)

Imad al-Din Hazem Muhammad al-Bardawil (2 years old)

Imad Saleh Maher Farwaneh (2 years old)

Iman Khalil Ahmed Shaheen (2 years old)

Iman Muhammad Ali Abu Nada (2 years old)

Iman Muhammad Farid Qandil (2 years old)

Islam Hazem Khalil Zaqout (2 years old)

Islam Ihsan Osama Al-Gazzar (2 years old)

Islam Rami Zuhair Arafat (2 years old)

Ismail Hassan Nayef Abu Shammala (2 years old)

Iyad Muhammad Hassan Maarouf (2 years old)

Iyad Muhammad Shaaban Abu Sharifa (2 years old)

Izz al-Din Muhannad Izz Afaneh (2 years old)

Jaber Abdul Jaber Nimr Abu Khousa (2 years old)

Jad Youssef Awad Shaaban (2 years old)

Jana Hassan Mahmoud Al-Najjar (2 years old)

Jihad Ibrahim Jihad Al-Maghari (2 years old)

Jihad Khaled Jihad Abu Amer (2 years old)

Jinan Ibrahim Kamal Rashwan (2 years old)

Judy Abdullah Dunian Mansour (2 years old)

Judy Hussein Fayek Abu Eida (2 years old)

Julia Abdel Rahim Saadi Mansour (2 years old)

Julia Amjad Jamil Abu Hussein (2 years old)

Julia Muhammad Mahmoud Abu Assi (2 years old)

Jumana Naji Abdel Rahman Abu Hammad (2 years old)

Juri Muhammad Arif Shalayil (2 years old)

Karam Ahmed Mahmoud Al-Riyati (2 years old)

Karam Hossam Musa Abu Ishaq (2 years old)

Karam Muhammad Abd al-Rahim al-Madhoun (2 years old)

Karam Mustafa Jamil Eid (2 years old)

Karim Mahmoud Majed Mushtaha (2 years old)

Karim Mahmoud Moeen Ayyash (2 years old)

Kenan Dia Munther Hassan (2 years old)

Kenan Khalil Ibrahim Khadr (2 years old)

Kenan Muhammad Mahmoud Farhat (2 years old)

Kenzi Muhammad Samir Al-Bahnasawy (2 years old)

Khaled Ahmed Bashir Shamlakh (2 years old)

Khalil Moaz Khalil Ayyash (2 years old)

Kinda Ahmed Mahmoud Al-Riyati (2 years old)

Kinda Khamis Nasser Al-Tahrawi (2 years old)

Laila Muhammad Hisham Thari (2 years old)

Lama Bilal Abdul Rahman Al-Hawar (2 years old)

Lamar Ali Mahmoud Qeshta (2 years old)

Lana Omar Kamel Jundi (2 years old)

Lara Ayoub Zafer Al-Helou (2 years old)

Layan Muhammad Sayed Al-Aker (2 years old)

Linda Musab Taher Al-Suwerki (2 years old)

Lyar Jamal Al-Din Khaled Abu Saeed (2 years old)

Lynn Ghassan Mahmoud Al-Qanou (2 years old)

Mahmoud Muhammad Awad Al-Araj (2 years old)

Mai Taher Ahmed Abu Younis (2 years old)

Malak Abdul Rahman Muhammad Hammad (2 years old)

Malak Gomaa Abdel Fattah El Shaarawy (2 years old)

Malak Mahmoud Ibrahim Salem (2 years old)

Malak Moses Nahed Al-Fasih (2 years old)

Malak Muhammad Majid Al-Daqs (2 years old)

Malak Muhammad Youssef Al-Saidi (2 years old)

Malik Aqeel Nazmi Qalja (2 years old)

Malik Karam Rafiq Hamdouna (2 years old)

Malik Mahmoud Atef Halawa (2 years old)

Malik Muhammad Mahmoud Abu Ayada (2 years old)

Marah Ahmed Ramzi Attouh (2 years old)

Maria Muhammad Kamel Abu Hujair (2 years old)

Maria Muhammad Sabri Al-Braym (2 years old)

Maryam Khaled Raed Rajab (2 years old)

Maryam Tamer Fathi Al-Nabahin (2 years old)

Masa Louay Ibrahim Khader (2 years old)

Masa Thaer Wael Al-Majayda (2 years old)

Mila Muhammad Rafiq Abu Ghali (2 years old)

Mira Abdullah Mounir Ghabayen (2 years old)

Moatasem Billah Youssef Fathi Akl (2 years old)

Moataz Radwan Marwan Al-Masry (2 years old)

Moaz Walid Abdel Haq Al Mahlawi (2 years old)

Mona Ahmed Mahmoud Kashko (2 years old)

Muhammad Ahmed Jabr Abu Musa (2 years old)

Muhammad Ahmed Shukri Hammad (2 years old)

Muhammad Fadi Dhiyab Musa (2 years old)

Muhammad Hamdan Ibrahim Al-Maqadma (2 years old)

Muhammad Hassan Muhammad Al-Akhras (2 years old)

Muhammad Ihab Awad Al-Muqayd (2 years old)

Muhammad Lafi Muhammad Abu Malih (2 years old)

Muhammad Mahmoud Youssef Al-Hassi (2 years old)

Muhammad Mahmoud Youssef Hussein (2 years old)

Muhammad Munir Harb Dawas (2 years old)

Muhammad Rajab Muhammad Al-Naqib (2 years old)

Muhammad Ramzi Sobhi Al-Ajl (2 years old)

Muhammad Yassin Ahmed Sheikh Al-Eid (2 years old)

Muhannad Zaki Musa Asalia (2 years old)

Musk Abdel Karim Mounir Ghabayen (2 years old)

Mustafa Islam Ali Abu Singer (2 years old)

Mustafa Mohamed Omar Jalambo (2 years old)

Nabil Iyad Nabil Omran (2 years old)

Nabil Yasser Nabil Nofal (2 years old)

Nadine Muhammad Amin Matar (2 years old)

Naji Imad Jamil Abu Assi (2 years old)

Neema Issam Farag Al-Fafsous (2 years old)

Negma Saher Saeed Al-Sayed (2 years old)

Nesma Anwar Abdel Latif Fayyad (2 years old)

Nesma Mahmoud Abdel Karim Salman (2 years old)

Nesma Samer Maher Al-Muqayed (2 years old)

Nevin Muhammad Raed Al-Saati (2 years old)

Nour Amr Muhammad Maghari (2 years old)

Nour Asim Nabil Abu Shammala (2 years old)

Obaida Raafat Alaa El-Din Ahmed (2 years old)

Omar Ahmed Ziad Ashour (2 years old)

Omar Ali Muhammad Qazi (2 years old)

Omar Bashir Ahmed Abu Sharia (2 years old)

Omar Thaer Munther Al-Hanafi (2 years old)

Omneya Yahya Khaled Al-Wakhiri (2 years old)

Osama Abdel Aziz Ahmed Salem Daoud (2 years old)

Qusay Mansour Adham Al-Falouji (2 years old)

Rafif Mazen Muhammad Maarouf (2 years old)

Rafifan Nouri Rafifan Tanboura (2 years old)

Rafiq Muhammad Rafiq Al-Sultan (2 years old)

Raghad Hani Khaled Abu Al-Naga (2 years old)

Rajab Ahmed Hatem Al-Hassi (2 years old)

Rakan Shadi Atallah Al-Aidi (2 years old)

Ramadan musk Abdul Karim Al-Ashi (2 years old)

Razan Alaa Muhammad Jasser Al-Qatati (2 years old)

Rehab Essam Hussein Saleha (2 years old)

Retal Ahmed Essam Salah (2 years old)

Rima Imad Abdel Majeed Aslim (2 years old)

Roaa Salim Yassin Al-Astal (2 years old)

Sabah Abdul Latif Youssef Abu Saad (2 years old)

Safa Bilal Muhammad Al-Ramlawi (2 years old)

Salah Ezz El-Din Al-Qassam Musa Ashour (2 years old)

Saleh Mahmoud Youssef Abu Nasser (2 years old)

Salim Youssef Nabil Abu Saif (2 years old)

Salma Hassan Khaled Abu Shuqair (2 years old)

Salma Muhammad Khader Al-Azaib (2 years old)

Salma Muhammad Khalil Abu Al-Ala (2 years old)

Sama Muhammad Zuhair Al-Sharafa (2 years old)

Samira Sultan Naeem Al Qaraan (2 years old)

Sarah Abdullah Atta Al-Hamayda (2 years old)

Sarah Muhammad Jamal Al-Maghari (2 years old)

Selina Ibrahim Muhammad Al-Nouri (2 years old)

Sham Ahmed Shamekh Jarad (2 years old)

Sham Muhammad Abdel Nasser Al-Masry (2 years old)

Sham Rabie Jumah Abu Jazar (2 years old)

Siham Nidal Ismail Abu Ajami (2 years old)

Sila Mahmoud Hassan Al Khawaja (2 years old)

Siraj Muhammad Fathi Akl (2 years old)

Sondos Ramez Nabil Shaqoura (2 years old)

Suhaib Saeed Misbah Madi (2 years old)

Suleiman Abdullah Shaaban Eid (2 years old)

Tala Ahmed Hassan Al-Khatib (2 years old)

Talal Osama Talal Al-Shafi’i (2 years old)

Talin Muhannad Amin Al-Agha (2 years old)

Tayem Samed Muhammad Al-Akkad (2 years old)

Tia Mustafa Muhammad Al-Hanafi (2 years old)

Toleen Ahmed Zaki Al-Sharafa (2 years old)

Toleen Muhammad Khaled Al-Bayaa (2 years old)

Wafa Karam Muhammad Bakr (2 years old)

Walid Khaled Juma Al-Behbahani (2 years old)

Ward Ahmed Fawzi Al-Qufaidi (2 years old)

Ward Hamto Ahmed Al-Satri (2 years old)

Ward Muhammad Hussein Al-Aal (2 years old)

Waseem Mohamed Ramadan Eid (2 years old)

Watin Ahmed Ibrahim Samaan (2 years old)

Watin Muhammad Salem Al-Hashash (2 years old)

Yacoub Ahmed Yacoub Ayyash (2 years old)

Yara Muhammad Ezzat Abdel Latif (2 years old)

Yazid Ahmed Atef Al-Kurd (2 years old)

Yousry Muhammad Abdel Qader Al-Siksek (2 years old)

Youssef Abdullah Muhammad Abdul Hadi (2 years old)

Youssef Muhammad Jibril Jibril (2 years old)

Zaid Hilal Muhammad Abu Al-Amrain (2 years old)

Zain Muhammad Ziyad Al-Hur (2 years old)

Zain Ziyad Ahmed Al-Muqayd (2 years old)

Zakaria Abdullah Zakaria Al-Astal (2 years old)

Zakaria Ezzedine Suleiman Haboush (2 years old)

Zein al-Din Muhammad Maher al-Kahlot (2 years old)

Zeina Ahmed Nizar Shehadeh (2 years old)

Zeina Ashraf Essam Eid (2 years old)

Zeina Muhammad Mahmoud Hamad (2 years old)

Zeina Ziad Adel Nashbat (2 years old)

Zuhair Abdel Fattah Zuhair Al-Kurd (2 years old)

#not even half of the names. and my phone is already glitching. #genocide in palestine #free free palestine #free palestine #i stand with palestine #occupied palestine #palestine #palestine genocide #palestine will be free #palestinian genocide #palestinian lives matter #pray for palestine #pro palestine #save palestine #support palestine #we stand with palestine #free gaza #gaza #gaza genocide #children of gaza

[wardingoffevil]

Bobby McKenzie as a Dad

Omg this is one of my favorites! Bobby as a dad gives me brain rot. Fatherhood was meant for Bobby. I wanted to save him for last but I couldn’t wait. I finally finished this

Note: Please don’t attack me if we have differing opinions. Be respectful or don’t interact.

🧁 It was a rollercoaster ride for Bobby when his kids were born. He definitely tried to get the mom, nurses, and doctors to laugh while putting on the gown, gloves, mask, and wrapping a stethoscope around his neck. He may have tried to lighten the mood but inside he was a nervous wreck. Bobby’s a crier. He sobbed for each birth. Full on ugly crying.

🧁 Bobby wants a lot of kids, I’d say about 3-4, if not more than that. It doesn’t matter if they’re all girls, all boys, even number of both, odd number of both, he’s happy regardless. A baby around his chest, a toddler wrapped around his left leg, a seven year old putting icing on the fresh cupcakes out of the oven—that sort of chaos is Bobby’s bliss.

🧁 All of Bobby’s kids inherited his pretty freckles.

🧁 There’s no Bobby as a girl dad or a boy dad—he’s the same dad to all his kids: energetic, lovable, silly, and supportive. He’s just happy to be a dad. Period.

🧁 Bobby is the child-at-heart type of father. The type of father that loves to see his kids use their imagination, their creativity. The type of father that doesn’t see “weird” or “eccentric” kids. He sees children being children. He may be an adult, but his childlike sense of wonder and curiosity still flows through his veins.

🧁 Bobby’s eldest daughter’s named Paisley.

🧁 Chelsea designed the nurseries. Bobby helped a lot with ideas and quirks. They’re an amazing interior design team and Bobby thinks he may have a future in it if his bakery fails (it won’t).

🧁 Bobby has no problem at all checking on the baby during the night. He knows the drill. Even if he gets home late, even if he has to be up in three hours. He’s making sure his children are alright.

🧁 He named cupcakes after his children at his bakery.

🧁 Nap time isn’t just for kids in the McKenzie house. Bobby likes to join in because it gives him an excuse to watch cartoons and nap.

🧁 Bobby calls Gary a lot asking him for advice, telling him what curse word he taught his toddler to say, planning their next “dad’s day”, etc. They were best mates in the villa and it remained the same outside the villa. If they’re not texting, they’re FaceTiming.

🧁 You’re insane if you think each of his kids don’t get their own unique boops from him, complete with sounds.

🧁 Bobby makes all the kids’ lunches every day before school. Something different every day, too. Complete with a cupcake/cookie and a smiley face Post-It note from dad.

🧁 There’s always some kind of music playing in this house at all times, the genre varies from day to day.

🧁 Bobby sings “You Are My Sunshine” to his kids. With a guitar or without.

🧁 Bedtime stories are reserved only for Bobby. Sometimes he’ll read their favorite books, sometimes he makes the story up on the spot. But his favorite story to tell is “The Adventures of LongBob Cupcake.” He tells the kids that it’s based on true events.

🧁 The McKenzie’s (including his parents and sister) do go to Jamaica, once a year, to visit Bobby’s nan. Everyone looks forward to it.

🧁 Bobby never gets mad at his kids for throwing parties while he’s gone. All he cares about is the kitchen not getting trashed.

🧁 Bobby’s another loud and proud dad that attends every single activity for his kids. Definitely can hear him shouting over all the other dads, and he’s always front row center when taking videos. His social media accounts are flooded with his kids’ things.

🧁 Gary, Rahim, and Noah still hang out with Bobby. Bobby loves when everyone comes to visit because it gives him an excuse to bake and to try new recipes out on them. Gary eats anything, so really he tests the recipes on Rahim and Noah.

🧁 Bobby is the father that every kid dreams of having. He’s so loving, so accepting, so supportive of his children. He is never NOT proud of them.

There are so many Bobby pages on here that are amazing, but one in particular sticks out the most: @ravenadottir (currently on hiatus), and it can be found here. There’s all sorts of information/route guides/headcanons for Bobby. She even has an amazing fic for him as well (Paisley Cuddle is a must-read if you haven’t yet). 🖤

#litg #love island the game #fusebox #fusebox games #litg s2 #litg bobby #bobby mckenzie #bobby as a dad #dads #fatherhood moodboard #fatherhood #moodboards #bobby headcanons #headcanons #wholsesome #wholesome content #litg eitv

[cxdemistake]

—Time slips away!

Burn out, don’t fade!

Dance on my grave!

I will never be them!—

Indie multimuse, multifandom blog.

Canon and OC muses present

Currently mobile-only

Semi-selective, semi-active

Open to asks and messages

More info (link to OCs, list of canon muses, writer info, and rules) under the cut.

OC Links

*Note: A few characters’ appearances/voices have changed, so make sure to check out the tags on the blog. OCs are tagged with “; (name)”— for example, my character Myarel is tagged with “; myarel” (no quotations).*

Canon Muses

*Note: Many of these muses aren’t listed on my muse page due to being unable to update said page from my phone. Muse tags vary. Some are tagged with fancy tags but I may switch between those and regular tags. They’re listed here in alphabetical order by fandom.*

**Edit: I’ve also marked which fandoms/muses are most active. Very active fandoms will be bolded, semi-active italic, and dormant/needing some time before interaction are regular text. I’ll also put an asterisk after new muses/muses I haven’t played yet. I beg that if a fandom isn’t bolded or italicized that you discuss it with me before sending something in or making a starter— I have a lot of muses and it takes time to get into the swing of new ones when I’m not in the right mindset!**

The Arcana: Asra Alnazar*, Julian Devorak, Portia Devorak*, Faust

American Gods: Mad Sweeney

Assassin’s Creed: Ezio Auditore da Firenze*, Aveline de Grandpré

Avatar: The Last Airbender: Zuko*

Back 4 Blood: Karlee*, Evangelo*

Baldur’s Gate 3: Astarion*

Boondock Saints: Murphy MacManus*

Call of Duty: Simon “Ghost” Riley*, Johnny “Soap” MacTavish*

Chappie: Chappie*

Columbo: Lt. Frank Columbo*

Dead Island/Riptide: Sam B, John Morgan*

Detroit: Become Human: Connor, Markus*

Dirty Bomb: Vassili*

Disturbed (band): The Guy*

Dream Daddy: Damien Bloodmarch*, Robert Small*

Dying Light: Kyle Crane*, Rahim*, Karim*

FNAF: Cupcake

Hazbin Hotel: Alastor, Angel Dust, Charlie, Husk, Lucifer

Homestuck: Gamzee, Calsprite

I, Frankenstein: Adam

Into the Badlands: Baron Quinn*

Jet Set Radio Future: Yoyo*

Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure: Jonathan Joestar*, Joseph Joestar, Jotaro Kujo*, Josuke Higashikata*, Giorno Giovanna*, Jolyne Cujoh*, Caesar Zeppeli

Kingdom Hearts: Axel

Left 4 Dead 2: Ellis, Nick

Marvel: Nightcrawler*, Moon Knight*, Eddie Brock/Venom*

Monster High: River Styxx*, Operetta*, Frankie Stein*

The Nightmare Before Christmas: Jack Skellington*

Obey Me!: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo

Onmyoji: Yasha*, Hiromasa*, Susabi*

Pirates of the Caribbean: Captain Jack Sparrow*

Portal: GLaDOS

Red Dead Redemption: John Marston*, Arthur Morgan*

Rise of the Guardians: Jack Frost*

Skullgirls: Valentine

Stardew Valley: Shane*

Steven Universe: Garnet*, Ruby*, Sapphire*, Sunstone*, Sardonyx*, Rainbow Quartz 2.0*

Spiritfarer: Gwen*

Suicide Squad: Diablo

Undertale/Deltarune: Papyrus, Sans, Susie*

Until Dawn: Chris*

The Village: Ivy Walker

Walking Dead/Fear: Negan Smith, Daryl Dixon, Morgan Jones, Shiva, Victor Strand*, Qaletaqa Walker*, Crazy Dog*

Warframe: Excalibur Umbra*

Warm Bodies: R, M

What We Do In The Shadows: Nandor the Relentless*, Viago*, Vladislav*

Info About The Writer

Hi! I’m Alistair— you can call me that, or you can use my username for pretty much everywhere else, TheetyPie/Theety. I don’t mind either way.

I’m a trans guy, I use he/they pronouns. I’m panromantic/asexual, and I’m 27 years old.

I have 3 cats, they’re my babies. I also (as you can tell from above) have a lot of OCs, and the number is still growing. I want to turn my ideas into a bigger creation someday, still not sure exactly where I want to go with it.

I do more than write. I do art, I like video games, music, and just collecting stuff. Current obsessions are Monster High, Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure, makeup, crystals, and jewelry.

Rules

The most important: I do not RP smut. In the past I’ve used the fade-to-black method, but I’m not entirely comfortable with that with most of my muses.

In the same vein, DO NOT FORCE SHIPS. I love ships as much as the next guy, but I would prefer to discuss it first, or for us to agree on it. It’s cool if your muse has a crush, totally fine— mine get crushes all the time! But make sure if you want to ship, we discuss it first.

In a similar vein to that one as well, no god-modding/powerplaying. If your character is strong, an immortal being, or whatever, cool! I have some of those too. But there should always be a limit. Don’t say your character is moving mine unless we’ve talked about that. Attempt to move them. Usually I follow along as long as boundaries aren’t pushed.

Don’t kill or seriously injure my muse without permission. Fights happen, of course, but again: discussion. I’m up for threads where my canon muses are injured or killed, but not where it happens to my OCs, unless we’re getting into a backstory and another OC that’s already deceased dies. Non-serious injuries are alright to come out of nowhere with, but if it’s a first meeting, I’d prefer to plot it out.

I’m semi-selective. I’m kind of particular about who I follow and who I thread with. I prefer us to be mutuals to thread, but you don’t have to be mutuals to send me things.

I’m very bad at keeping up with people. If you message me and I don’t respond, it’s usually bc I’m shy, I forgot, or I’m busy with work. It’s not you, I promise. Usually I don’t message first bc I’m nervous.

Back to shipping: I’m also multiship. Usually my ships are in different universes, unless discussed with all parties beforehand. The exception is a few of my OCs that are partnered together— ask about their availability. I love random ships, just talk to me about them!

I love duplicates of my muses. Whether it’s “x meets self” or I find someone I share a muse with, I love RPing with just about everyone. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if we have a muse in common!

One of my other most important statements, not really considered a rule, but it’s still important: if you want to know something about any muse, canon or OC, please tell me— ask or message me! I haven’t been able to write down a lot of info about any of them because I’m on mobile, but I will infodump for you if you need/want to know something. I love talking about my children, they’re precious to me.

If you send something in or make something for me when we haven’t even spoken, I might not feel comfortable responding. I’m very shy and nervous about not having any discussion beforehand. 😭

If there’s anything I left out or you need to know, just ask!

#cxdemistake #fjsjfjf this took a while #also look at all the muses #this is what happens when I consume tons of media on a break #I cling to 20000 fictional characters and need to write them #fhdjfj #also consider this my promo #pls reblog to help me find more active peeps #thx! #; promo

[13leaguestories]

Hi-hi, hope you're well!

I just had a crazy thought about an OOC Rahim and Zillah being a couple 🤣 Basically Zillah was just a demanding sugar baby and Rahim relished providing him with luxury goods.

So, my ask is: Do you have any OOC ships across any of your works?

... lmfao. Like, I can see that but damn like, they would have to be in a whole other scenario because no way could they stand each other otherwise.

Let's see ... Sydero and Chris because I just can't help but love what they could have if they didn't want to choke each other (kinda like Rahim and Zillah). Zarik and Ozara, period. PERIOD. Fight me. And then you'll find there's another in Horizon/Sea of Stars but you don't know those characters yet so I'll keep that one to myself.

Thanks for the ask, Anon!

#general asks

[sparxaf]

5, 7, 11, 24, and 29. I'll stop there even though I'm oh-so-tempted to keep going!

Dear Sweet Baby Zeus, Sarah! Why are you so mean to me? Did I piss on a maple leaf? Kick a bunny in front of you? Why do you enjoy my pain? I could do an entire post just on #5 alone 😆. Maaaaan, this is gonna be so freakin' long…

5. How many wips do you have? What fandoms/pairings are they for?

I have a lot. Several of them are fully written, but not edited. I'm only gonna count ones where I wrote at least a paragraph and not the ones that have extensive notes or complicated outlines but no actual story yet. So lemme see... That'd be... 17. JFC.

LITG S1 AU: Levi vs Jake x MC

LITG S3 Villa: Nicky x MC

LITG S1-S2 AU: Levi + Lucas

LITG S2 Royal Werewolf AU #1: Bobby + MC

LITG S2 TSIME AU: Noah x Lili

LITG S2 Royal AU: Lucas x Arjun

LITG S2 Royal Werewolf AU #2: Bobby x MC

LITG S2 College AU: Lucas vs Noah vs Bobby x MC

LITG S2 Villa: Bobby x Marisol--it's cursed I know

LITG S2 Post Villa: Lucas x MC x Bobby

LITG S2 Villa & Post Villa: Lucas x MC

LITG S2 AU: Arjun x MC

LITG S5 Post Villa: Suresh (non romance)

LITG S2 Post Villa Divorce: Bobby x MC

LITG S3 Therapy AU: Seb x MC

LITG S2 College AU: Rahim (non romance)

LITG S6 Villa: Marshall x Lewie x Ozzy x MC

I might have to let go of some of these S2 ones. Ain't nobody reading S2 anymore. Sigh.

7. Post a snippet from a wip.

She laughed, the tension in her releasing. “Do you want to get my heart racing, Lewie?” His own soft chuckle faded and he stepped closer to her and lowered his voice. “I really do.” And just like that, the tension, the ache, returned two-fold. What was this man doing to her? He reached over and stroked her jaw. “Do you want me to get your blood pumping?” She found herself quivering beneath his touch. “Maybe.” “Just maybe?”  “I’m receptive to it.” He grinned and pulled her closer. “I’d prefer you to be keen. Maybe even enthused.” The bright blue of his eyes dazed her like a midday summer sky. “I can offer you amenable," she said. “Damned with faint interest." He picked her up and put her on the counter, letting his hands rest on her hips. God she loved when he did that. “I fear I need to give you something to make you a little more enthusiastic.” “You might have to,” she whispered. 

11. Do you write scenes in order, or do you jump around?

This is a good question! I don't usually think much about it. I rarely write dual POV for fanfic, because it's time consuming and I'm lazy. So when I know the premise, I generally know who's POV it'll be in. Like, in one of my wips, I decided that Levi is just discovering that he's bisexual and the story will follow him going from closeted to out so he can be with Lucas (who is already out and resents being shoved back in). Since Levi is the one who is going to grow and change, the story was always gonna be in his POV in my head.

With TSIME I DID plan to write Beach Hut Confessionals from Lili's point of view and scatter them throughout the story, but after the first one I realized that I liked it better when we only saw things through Bobby's lens.

29. What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of?

I'm proud of writing small moments that foreshadow the big emotional impacts to come. Most people never even notice them, so they're kind of just something for me. TSIME has a fuck ton of them.

**WARNING: THE SUN IN MY EYES SPOILERS AHEAD)** Bobby and Lili share a cup of tea and Lili turns the mug so her lips touch the same spot his do, foreshadowing the first kiss she'll instigate many chapters later (though she'll forever say that Bobby instigated it). Lili tells Bobby early on that "people leave." And there are numerous scenes of him watching her walk away from him. All of it foreshadowing what happens after CA. Bobby tells Lili she should fall madly in love with him and she says it's a bad idea and he quotes a line from Thirty Rock, telling her there are no bad ideas. Only good ideas that go horribly wrong. Foreshadowing their relationship in the villa as a whole.

My favorite is when Noah grabbed Lili, threw her over his shoulder and walked off with her, saying, "Sorry Bobby, I'm stealing your girl," foreshadowing the disaster recoupling and something that happened later after the show between Lili and Noah. FYI I have a one shot for that one as soon as I post the last chapter of TSIME. It's both distressing and sexy. Thanks for the interrogation, Sarah 😝 You jerk.

#ask game #sparx answers asks #litg fanfic #love island the game #litg fanfic writer #tsime #ask me questions #just writer stuff

[spiritofwhitefire]

Eris stares, stunned. “Then you- Katarina told me that her father was Astraelan, but she did not say that her father was the Rahim of the tribe.” “I doubt that she knew.” “She said she had never met you.” “She is wrong,” The Rahim says with a smile, this was less serene and more fond, more human. “I met he when she was born. What father would not be there to see their child as a baby? And I am a father. Above my God, above my duty, I am a father, and that is powerful.”

An excerpt from my writing

#writeblr #quotes #my writing #writing #Black Fire #Back at it!

[ravenadottir]

we don't talk about the boys in a platonic scenario enough, so i'm just gonna throw it out there: bobby and henrik are not afraid to cuddle their buddies, ok? they love back hugs and placing their chin on the boys' shoulders while they cook or just hang out together. this is how each of the others react.

gary. always asking for a cuddle from mc and i don't believe he rejects the boys. welcoming of both, more so of bobby though.

"no homo." / "why the fuck not? come here." you figure out who says what.

ibrahim. awkwardly pets their back when he reacts at all. often uncomfortable and doesn't know how to receive a hug unless there's a pair of boobs involved. the boys make fun of him because of that as well, but he's warming up to it as time goes by. he's slowly letting go of the idea that boys can't hug or show affection towards other boys.

noah. inviting and warm about it, even giving out a smile. he's used to having this with his siblings so he's got no problem with it. bobby more than henrik but he doesn't reject puppy boy if he approaches.

lucas (to be fair only henrik tries because i believe bobby is a little afraid of lucas in a general sense):

in henrik's head x reality:

but lucas likes to "scare" henrik sometimes.

in summon, they both cling on to people they trust, and even though i believe bobby and priya were close, they weren't this close. same goes for his relationship with marisol, chelsea and lottie. i do believe he cuddles hope sometimes, especially if she's feeling some type of way, like insecure or missing her family, and that's why she sees him as a baby when she mentions it during that challenge.

henrik only goes to gary, noah, lucas and mc because he doesn't have that type of intimacy with the other girls. rahim is not as open but rik tries anyway, especially after they came up with adventure golf together.

honorable mention: chelsea and hope cling on to mc all the time and that makes me soft. i love the idea of the girls just being warm towards mc, even though she might not be the type that's huggable, they do it anyway.

it's just a coincidence that all the gif's happen to be from stray kids, it's not my fault they're adorable and hug each other all the time.

#litg #litg bobby #litg henrik #litg gary #litg ibrahim #litg lucas #litg noah #love island the game #litg s2 #litg season 2 #queue

[calla-lilly]

Any chance you could do Rahim? I think he’s just the most beautiful man ever and my poor baby gets so much hate even though he’s 1000x better than any s5 LI! 🥺

rahim the dream !

#sorry abt the lack of braids >< #tried to do the technique i did with bobby where i just cut out the og's hair and pasted it but i couldnt make it look clean on rahim D: #litg #litg s2 #litg ibrahim #artbreeder

[keeneschoices]

not like anyone cares, but since I already did my review on the characters of Love, Victor s3, here it goes for the couples:

Victor/Benji, Victor/Rahim, Victor/Nick: I honestly couldn't care less. I'm sorry, I really tried to be interested in ANY of them but I couldn't. The love triangle (turned quadruple this season) annoyed me so much I just didn't give a shit. It's not like I even hate any of these ships, I'm just indifferent and was rooting for Victor to end up single.

Pilar/Felix: MY BABIES!! WHY DID THEY TAKE MY BABIES AWAY FROM ME??? Like seriously, the entire season they were paralleling Lake and Lucy non-stop and THE ONLY DIFFERENCE? Lake and Lucy end up together while these two soulmates don't. I am sooooo mad at their ending, like so so so mad. The writers fucked up big time and I don't care what anyone else has to say. They deserved better, should've been endgame and will get back together in the future no matter what (my heart says so, okay?)

Lake/Lucy: OH MY GODD, I'M ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH THEM. THEIR DEVELOPMENT, THE WAY THEY TALK TO EACH OTHER, THE WAY THEY ACT WITH EACH OTHER, LAKE ASKING HER MOM TO LET LUCY STAY AT THEIR SPARE APARTMENT SO LUCY DOESN'T HAVE TO MOVE??? WONDERFUL. I just- I just love them so much. They were one of the only things season 3 did right and I'm soo glad they were endgame.

Andrew/Mia: Despite the fact that Andrew was willing to drop his whole life for this relationship when he didn’t even know If they would end up together or not, they were incredibly cute and I do love them. I wasn’t that invested in the relationship itself, but I can say that If they didn't end up together, something would feel weird.

Armando/Isabel: Cute, super adorable, I really liked their dynamic with each other this season. They felt like they were finally understanding of each other and I like that a lot.

Rahim/Connor: Just added this one here to say that I love them, mostly because Rahim got the happy ending he deserved with a really nice guy that wasn't involved in any drama from the Creekwood crew and I think that’s neat.

#love victor #victor salazar #pilar salazar #felix weston #pilix #lake meriwether #lucy love victor #andrew spencer #mia brooks

[classic-caldwell-moment]

In honour of pride month being in around. 8 minutes here, here are some goofy ass LGBTQIA (plus waltz.) headcanons for the Dying Light characters I actually care about.

A warning, I wrote this as it ticked down to pride here in the UK lol, so, you'll see me losing my shit slowly.

Number 1, Aiden Blank Stare PTSD disaster Caldwell: Bisexual, 100%, no questions asked, he does not understand not everyone likes both genders, also Demi Romantic and Demi Sexual because I say so and you don't need my dramatic analysis of this boy.

Number 2, Lawan Shooty Crossbow Ex Boyfriend Killer Insert Last Name Here: Bisexual, again, trust me you'll see this a lot and its totally not projection I swear, she has a lean towards women but finds herself being dragged in with stupid men, yet another Demi sexual-Demi Romantic headcanon here too folks, take a shot.

Number 3, Hakon Go To Jail Stabby In The Back Mcstabberson Betrayal Slut Supreme: Pansexual, we're spicing it up with this Bi4Pan4Bi polycule here, if you look me dead in the eyes and say Hakon isn't fruity I will stab you to death on the floor, right now, he is gay.

Number 4, Mia. Just Mia. Mia...Waltz: Bisexual, we don't know much about Mia, but I feel like Bisexuality is contagious (/j).

Number 5, god this is long and it's nearly 3 minutes to pride, Kyle Wide Ass Angry Sounding Father Figure Of The Year Crane: Bisexual with a preference for men, he never talks about it, you don't know he's queer until it's pride month, he is a pride dad and he's cringe about it, bisexuals for the win, he knows how to roll his trousers up.

Number 6, Rahim Dies In A Train Aldemir: Gay Trans Man, look me in the eyes okay, look at me, he is all flavours of fruity and fucked up, dysphoria to the nines, homosexuality to the nines, if being straight was a crime, he's a law abiding citizen.

Number 7, its pride month baby, Jade Also Dies But This Time In A Museum Aldemir: Mean Lesbian stereotype, this woman is so fucking done with everyone, she flirted with one girl at a bar once and has never dated anyone since, demi sexual has come back with a vengeance, take another shot.

Number 8, the final character I care about in this entire fucking franchise, and that's Waltz, Vincent Bastard Ass Ugly Fucking Waltz: He's straight, and he's not even an ally, he's homophobic, okay, he knew somebody who was gay and they said horses sucked okay, you have to understand (/j).

#postinginsilence #dying light #dying light 2 #dl2 #dying light fandom #i am not tagging each character by name holy shit #dl1 #pride headcanons #plus waltz #pride #bisexual #demisexual #demiromantic #pansexual #lesbian #gay #so gay #queer #transgender #trangenner #me #🌼him.txt

[larasatidena]

35. A story after giving birth my first baby

Tidak pernah mudah untuk menjadi a stay-at-home-mom atau working-mom. Apalagi saat harus memulai peran masing-masing. Transisi menjadi “ibu” dari masa kehamilan memasuki pasca persalinan dan masa-masa mengurus newborn berganti secepat kilat seperti jentikan jari. Menghadapi tubuh yang seketika ambruk baik itu setelah persalinan pervaginaan ataupun persalinan cesar saja sudah mencengangkan: tubuh kita yang selama ini sangat kooperatif menjalankan tugas harian bahkan sambil membawa janin yang membesar hari demi hari, seketika saja harus tidak berdaya untuk mengerjakan hal remeh temeh kebutuhan pribadi.

Pada pengalamanku, saat jatah cuti melahirkan tinggal menghitung hari hingga habis, aku menyediakan waktu untuk menjalani peran sebagai fully a stay at home mom, tentunya juga karena kami memilih untuk mandiri mengurus baby tanpa ada dukungan dari keluarga besar dalam waktu yang terlampau lama. Tentunya situasi yang kuhadapi saat itu sangat klasik dan bisa dibayangkan: pekerjaan domestik yang terbengkalai, meja makan yang seringkali kosong karena tak sempat mempersiapkannya, dan 24/7 kuprioritaskan untuk alokasi menjaga baby dengan segala keperluan yang ia butuhkan. Tulisan semacam ini bukan dibuat untuk mengeluhkan pengalaman yang terjadi, pada kenyataannya, setelah semua itu dijalani dengan antusias dan berlalu beberapa bulan kemudian, ada perasaan syukur dan bangga karena kami semua bisa melalui ini dengan baik, namun sekali lagi, hari-hari awal tentu sangat melelahkan, karena semua orang beradaptasi.

Baby tentu menghadapi proses adaptasi yang sangat menantang karena lingkungan di dalam rahim ibu yang aman dan hangat sangat berbeda dengan di luarnya yang penuh dengan stimulasi yang bisa saja sangat mengganggu: suara bising, cahaya, kedinginan/ kepanasan, pampers yang basah, dan lainnya... Dan semua itu Allah titipkan solusinya melalui tubuh sang ibu. Tubuh ibu menjadi “shelter” bagi baby untuk berlindung dari berbagai perasaan tidak nyaman, detak jantung, aroma, dan dekapan ibu adalah “lingkungan” yang sudah dikenali baby, tempat di mana tubuh mereka semula saling terhubung dan berbagi sumber daya, seperti aliran darah.

Sementara itu meskipun tubuh ibu membutuhkan recovery yang cukup berat setelah meregang nyawa, bahkan hingga rasa nyeri yang masih muncul meskipun ada treatment obat pereda nyeri, namun kedekatan dan intimasi bersama baby tidak pernah membuat lebih lelah, itu semua justru mengobati tubuh ibu, memberikan semangat dan ketenangan hati. Mohon maaf - seringkali kebutuhan ibu dan baby untuk saling berdekatan justru terhalangi oleh euforia keluarga besar yang seakan ingin “berebut” mengurus baby. Pengalaman buruk seperti itu tentu iritatif bagi ibu, belum lagi bila ditambah perawatan baby di RS untuk kondisi tertentu yang mengharuskan baby dirawat dipisah dari ibu. Aku bisa sangat memahami bahwa di hari-hari awal menjadi ibu, perasaan tidak nyaman tidak bisa mudah diidentifikasi penyebabnya. Saat itu sel tubuh kita bertahan menyembuhkan rasa sakit, ditambah perasaan harus waspada mencukupi kebutuhan baby. Percayalah - Tuhan tidak menciptakan situasi ini tanpa solusi : tubuh ibu dan baby hanya perlu saling berdekatan, mereka akan menemukan solusi satu sama lain. 

Perlu tak kurang dari 5 bulan sampai aku sendiri memahami bahwa tangis, teriakan, dan konflik yang kuhadapi saat kembalinya dari RS adalah pengalaman traumatis yang membayangkannya saja mengerikan apalagi bila harus diulangi. Judgement dari anggota keluarga bahwa ASI-ku sedikit, dorongan untuk terus mencekoki baby-ku minum susu formula bahkan hingga tersedak, dan sikap mengecilkanku yang saat itu masih awam mengurus baby, sungguh membuat luka yang tak mudah kusadari bahwa itu traumatis. Prinsipnya di masa kritis yaitu beberapa hari pascapersalinan, seorang Ibu baru dan newborn baby tidak membutuhkan asistensi orang lain yang berakibat pada pemisahan keduanya. Kalau ingin membantu Ibu, pastikan agar setiap saat ibu selalu punya kesempatan untuk memeluk dan bertemu bayinya. Bukan berarti semua keperluan bayi seperti menyusu, berganti pampers, dan mandi diambil alih orang lain. Perawat atau doula ibu hanya berperan dalam membantu, again, MEMBANTU, bukan mengambil alih tugas ibu apalagi sampai memisahkan atau mengambil paksa bayi yang sedang dipeluk ibu, tidak mengarang cerita, sayangnya hal itu yang kualami pascakembali ke rumah. Bila ditindaklanjuti serius mungkin hal ini bisa masuk ke dalam tindak pidana karena menghalangi ibu memberi ASI eksklusif pada bayinya melawan undang-undang -again, maaf aku tidak mengada-ngada, sungguh negara melindungi itu.

Meskipun berganti hari dan bulan, ternyata memaafkan anggota keluarga yang menghadirkan pengalaman traumatis di saat-saat kritisku tidak mudah kulakukan. Dalam diam aku mencoba memberikan kesempatan kepada waktu, barangkali by the time marahku pudar dan beliau menyadari kesalahannya. Namun yang kuterima justru perlindungan dari suami kepadanya, tanpa memilih memihakku dan melihat situasi bahwa aku baru melalui operasi besar, ataupun secara objektif melihat bahwa ibu dan newborn seharusnya tidak boleh dipisahkan - tidak ada support semacam itu yang kuterima justru dari orang yang kuharapkan menjamin perlindungan kepadaku. Sakelar flight or fight tentu secara otomatis menyala di kepalaku.

At the end of the story, aku ada di sini bersama Dita. Alhamdulillah tumbuh kembangnya dijaga Allah sehingga semua baik. aku, tak kurang dari yang kalian kenal, tetap berkeras kepala (kalau mau dianggap negatif) a.k.a. berpendirian (versi positifnya) untuk mendorong tubuhku mampu memproduksi ASI yang cukup untuk Dita. hingga saat ini alhamdulillah Allah memudahkan sehingga aku mampu memberikannya ASI eksklusif tanpa susu formula, yang mana ingin sekali aku agar anggota keluarga yang menyepelekanku justru melihat ini sebagai bahan introspeksinya dan mengakui kesalahannya padaku. Aku harap semua ibu di luar sana mampu memperjuangkan kasih sayangnya pada anaknya. Memiliki keberanian untuk berbuat dan memberikan yang terbaik, bahkan saat begitu banyak orang atau situasi yang membuat hatimu kecil, Ibu pasti bisa, menjadi pahlawan bagi anakmu!

[luckyqueenreign]

Oh my, I just remembered that Rahim and Noah were friends during the Villa, so it makes it even more evil to dump Rahim for Noah. Couples or friendships, literally nothing can survive from S2 MC's wrath if you really know how to unlock it 🤣.

Not only were Rahim and Noah besties but you usually get the option to HELP Rahim with Noah to ask Jo out!!! So imagine knowing that u helped him and then u steal him the next day! to then break up with him for his best friend SAVAGE!! I wonder if this will affect their friendships into CMM...like does Rahim remember I coupled up with him and stole his money 🫣😬 because I want him to remember!!! Noah and I are married in CMM and we announce were trying for a baby! need him to know all about our life updates LOLOL

#litg s2 #litg ask #litg anon

[ghoulsmuses]

💘👣

💘 Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? Who was your first? Who is it now presently?

100% dsjkfjkdf i thiiiink my first like..real crush that i can remember was shego from kim possible LMAO

right now though? that's a tough one because i think i have a few from different fandoms sdfgdsfjk kojiro, kishibe, aki, gojo, dabi...the list is longer but i'll just go with those right now.

👣 How many OCs do you have? Which one is your favorite and why?

I have a lot more than is mentioned on this blog but for the sake of brevity, i'll just go with who's here. so, that number is thirty. 16 of those are d&d ocs, 14 of those are fandom ocs.

this gets long so i'll put my favourites under a cut.

of the fandom ocs, i think my favourites are:

naoyuki fujimura - he was the first OC i made for sk8 and i really adore him. i don't get to use him a whole lot but his personality and vibes are something i'm really proud of

hiromi tanaka - my chainsaw man OC. i still haven't finished her carrd yet but i put a lot of work into her so i'm excited to have her fully fleshed out eventually and hopefully get to use her more!

takashi shindo - my absolute BABY BOY i love the way he's developed and i think he's just a very neat character. there's so much about him that i still need to get out in headcanons posts but aaaaa my boy

kaede chinen - bastard boy. bastard. but god i love him sfdgdjsfjkdg he's so snarky and he toes the line of arrogance at times but he's just unapologetically himself and he doesn't allow anyone to change him drastically.

katsumi kyan - she's a menace but she's so cute and i love her so much. she's going to be the reason reki gets his grey hairs early fkjfdsjk but she's so fun and she's just a little spitfire

for d&d ocs:

mihai keove - my half elf light cleric of lathander. she's been through so so much in her backstory but she's kept her kindness and her heart. a lot of her can sort of be summed up by the saying "there's bravery in being soft". she's never lost that desire to wake up every day and be kind and take care of people. even with the loss she's experienced, she's never once let it turn her bitter. she's an incredibly strong woman and she's absolutely my favourite d&d character.

lark grey - lark is...so much fun fgjksfdjkg they're my exhausted enby human death warlock who can be summed up by "god won't let me die" except it's not god, it's death. basically, in the world lark is originally from, death works sort of like a corporation. you line up, meet death and he sends you through the big ol' doors to the afterlife unless you can bribe him to come back. lark, in life, worked for a coporation as well LMAO and so when he got his turn with death, death (aka harold) was like "ayo? i like your resume? how about you work for me instead?" and lark was like "if it means i don't have to die then yeah."

reno laedridal - screaming crying foaming at the mouth because i can never shut up about reno. reno is the first d&d character i ever made. my half elf brute fighter who can be summed up by "*smacks arm* this bad boy can fit so much trauma into him". he's morally grey, from the undercity and worked as a bouncer for a crime lord. he has some attachment issues and is a bit emotionally stunted but by god he's got a good heart under all the walls.

zikri suhaila - THE ULTIMATE BABY BOY. my half demon archfey warlock entertainer. he gets mistaken for a bard a lot because of his vibes and it absolutely frustrates him to no end but he can't be too mad about it because he definitely gets it. his mom is a former musician turned music teacher and his father is a retired adventurer which is where he got his desire to start adventuring from. he has a little brother named rahim. zikri is very charming and flirty.

#[ creature hours | ooc ]