#paraself

[bloodyrose222]

Uh, paracosm update; my parame is getting married on new years eve.... yeah... ♤

#madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #paracosm #paraportal #hyperphantasia #id #para #parame #paraself

[head-of-fumes]

Shifting never worked for me, I pretty much no longer believe it is real at all because of how many "its super easy listen to my subliminal and you'll shift first try" posts I've seen that have absolutely not worked for me despite me putting all my hope into trying.

My paracosm was unreachable in this way.

However, the lucid dreaming techniques did work. Counting my fingers, checking for things that seemed unreal (although I can guarantee you that I personally can read and write in dreams, but I can't read a clock so... I suppose it is a bit different for everyone), and most of all documenting and re-reading my past dreams.

Today, after more than a year of trying to reach my paracosm through lucid dreams, I was finally able to see my paraself for a few seconds. She was a bit like an apparition, translucent and floaty. But I saw her. With my own two eyes I was her.

Don't give up.

#unreality #madd #paracosm #daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #para #paraself #parame #lucid dreams #lucid dreaming #shifting #multiverse

[leemillion]

Bwa-?

and so I realize that my main ocs aren’t my ocs at all but a strange little figure called a paraself??

I’m losing my mind. Why didn’t anyone tell me what Madd was that would explain a lot 😭

legit used to pace my room and act out my fictional stories when I was supposed to be sleeping

can’t do that anymore out of fear of getting caught 😭 (and also I need sleep-)

oml

ladies, gentlemen, neither, ors, and in betweens I have concluded that I am a maladaptive daydreamer :,D

#As if I couldn’t get any more mentally ill #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #actually maladaptive #maladaptive coping #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive problems #actually madd #why didn’t anyone tell me?? #Wtf #paraself #paracosm #daydreaming apparently #Shit #😭 #I have gacha versions if anyone wants to see them :’D

[the-indigo-cosm]

MADD + Plurality?

Hello,

I have struggled with MADD all my life and have very vivid memories of using daydreaming to cope with isolation and verbal abuse since the age of 5. However I've noticed over the past few months as my depression worsened, my parames/paraselves have gotten much more vivid, complex, and harder to 'shake off' when I need to get back to focusing on the real world. I'm sure that dissociation plays into the mix. I've also been feeling like instead of me controlling the parames through creating storylines and planning reactions from them, they just...do stuff on their own I guess? They react to stuff both within the paracosm and in the real world without any forethought from me. Usually it's independent thoughts or emotions that they're having, so my IRL day isn't disrupted, but on two occasions I've felt as if they were controlling my body's reactions to things and that I was not the one moving my muscles. I just...idk. I'm definitely not looking for a diagnosis and don't want to appropriate terms from the DID and OSDD communities. But lately I've felt like I fall somewhere sloppily in the middle of MADD and a dissociative disorder, and I'm scared. And if anyone could offer support, clarity, or their 2 cents on it all, I would really appreciate it.

#maladaptive daydreaming #MADD #maladaptive daydreamer #plurality #dissociation #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #paracosm #parame #paraself

[madmadder]

Okay, I know I've asked this before, but I still don't get it

There's a para that's you or a version of you that you like better

And there's the people who you know see the whole paracosm like with a first-person narrative

And there's paraself and parame

Right

Do these two words match these two things? Or is everything an anarchic mess and I can just use either?

I only have another me, but for me it's all a third-person narrative thing, Right? I'M SO CONFUSED TUMBLR I'M BEGGING YA I'VE KNOWN ABOUT THIS COMMUNITY FOR A WHILE NOW I STILL CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT

#help lmao #parame #paraself #madd #maladaptive daydreamer #maladaptive daydream #maladaptive daydreaming

[dramaticlikethemoon]

When your paraself is cringe

Moodboard at 3 am

#paraself #madd paras #moodboard #aesthetic #paraself moodboard #photography #madd #madd things #paracosm #maladaptive daydreaming #amber eyes #wavy hair #sea #90s Mercedes-Benz #red car #cafe racer #movies #vision board #basic bish #fleabag #glitch #rockabilly #britpop #3 am nonsense #3 am things #unless you don't relate to this post. in which case. have a nice day! carry on.

[maladaptive-daydreaming-aphant]

fun question for my fellow super over-powered parame/paraself-havers, is yours more of a:

A. "fuck u!! i do what i want!!" *fixes the world's issues with their unparalleled powers while everyone else (fearfully?) basks in their glory*

or

B. "i am but a damsel in distress uwu" *wields benevolent eldritch horrors beyond your wildest imagination while no one is looking*

or

C. "oh god oh no everything hurts" *somehow manages to endure unbelievable amounts of pain and trauma in order to save others*

kind of character

#personally mine tend to be B and sometimes A #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #daydreaming #para #paraself #rivulette's thoughts

[mindmojis]

< - - !! - - > ​ PARA- MOJIS ! - - > paracosm - - > para - - > parame - - > paraself ​ < - - !! - - >

#paracosm #para #parame #paraself #!! emoji #emoji #emojis #custom emojis #mojis #custom emoji #discord emoji #discord emote #custom emote #emoji blog #mad #mad pride #mad pride emoji #mad pride emote #custom discord emoji #custom discord emote

[empyrangel]

Made a moodboard for my paraself, Dione. Definitely more than one distinctive mood going on there, though.

#my condition is i’m always in my head ✨ #moodboard #mood board #outer space #dagger #magic #fire #space aesthetic #knive #magic aesthetic #fire aesthetic #madd #actually madd #paraself #paracosm

[stinkykittypet]

I ain't got existential dread, I got people in my head

#i'm aware they aren't real #actually madd #madd things #madd problems #madd #maladaptive coping #maladaptive behaviors #actually maladaptive #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #paracosm #para #parame #paraself

[spiders-portal]

moodboard for my paraself Caden <33

#inspired by para-doxicality #paraself #para #madd aesthetic #madd paras #madd para #primpara #actually madd #maladaptive daydreamer #maladaptive daydreaming #moodboard #immersive daydreaming #immersive daydreamer #paracosm #paraportal #spiders-portal: kumo (paracosm) #spiders-portal: caden (para)

[themadd-hatter]

Mood board of my last 3 minute daydream 😆

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #paracosm #madd things #maladaptive daydreamer #para #paraportal #parame #paraself #thoughts #idd #daydreaming #daydreamer #carnival aesthetic #neon

[ozziecore]

old thing i forgor to post. wanted oz to look spooky

#oz.art #oz tag #oc: oz miller #Oz Miller #monster oz #parame #paraself #persona #was trying to practice drawing his fur/mane thingy #and make some of the fur look like feathers

[nonamenotitles]

Heyyyyy maladptive guys.

Have you ever daydreamed your paraself in a sad story and you get feels but you can not NOT think about this scenario.

Why? Why are we like this?

I know I'm on my period so I am more sensitive.

But God

#anxiety #maladaptive daydreaming #paraself

[kailutopia]

My Paraself - The Freakish Five: Part 1

╔════════ Basics ════════ ╠ Name: Kai Wanderwitt ╠ Earthly Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius ╠ Gender: genderqueer ╠ Gender presentation: very fluid ╠ Pronouns: he/they ╠ Orientation: demisexual, panromantic, polyamorous

╠═══════ Appearance ════ ╠ Height: Short king (like 1m58) ╠ Body Mods: sometimes they dye their hair; they've got magic-infused tattoos, one for each adventure; they've got a nose piercing as well as an angel fangs piercing (and their ears) ╠ Other: plenty of scars, one around the chest, one on the hip, and multiple littler ones; black crow wings; purple-ish eyes ╠═══════ Personality ═════ ╠ Briefly: a chaotic bard ╠ Green Flags: remembers little details about people they love; very in tune with animals ╠ Beige Flags: stims a lot; loves performance arts ╠ Negative traits: a plan? what plan?; impulsive; self-sacrificing ╠ MBTI: ENP(-T) - Campaigner ╠ Enneagram: Type 4w5 ╠═══════ Tastes ════════ ╠ Favourite food: everything tea, coffee,... ╠ Most hated food: red meat ╠═══════ Quirks ════════ ╠ Quirkiness: sensory issues; hates ticking sounds; hyperactive ╠═══════ Magic ════════ ╠ Species: human ╠ Magic's Origin: got magic by experiments when they were a toddler; communed with the Void ╠ Magic: illusion, light reality bending, bardic inspiration (influence emotions and the world with music/performance) ╠═══════ In World ═══════ ╠ Role in the Sanctuary: part of the Freakish five; gardens, teaches some magic to kids, cooks ╚═════════════════════

Picrew

#kai's world #the freakish five #the fruity five #kai's paraself #p!kai #paraself #para #immersive daydreaming #madd #actually madd #in the gremlin den #in kaigweny's den

[imstilldaydreaming]

Parame Intro: Elizabeth Bell

Full Name: Mary Elizabeth Holland Bell

Species: Human

General description: I am a researcher who is documenting the phenomena in our world.

Research Goal: The main goal of my journey is to find the truth behind what turned the world into its current state.

Disclaimer: As you probably have already noticed, the para intros of this paracosm will have a part written from the pov of elizabeth. just like if she was writing in her own journal! Now for some notes that wouldn't be featured on a research journal:

- Gender + Pronouns: She/they demigirl

- MBTI + Enneagram: INTJ 5w4

- Nicknames: Ms. Researcher (Martin) [more to be added]

- Songs I associate with her: Evidence (daisy x daisy); I Giorni (Ludovico Einaudi); The Gentle Zephyr (Michael Shen); baroque music in general

Picrew credits: [left one] and [right one]

#parame #para intro #para #madd paras #paraportal #paracosm #immersive daydreamer #paraself #neuronarrator #my paracosms #immersive daydreaming #idd #my paras #paracosm: a diary of research #parame: elizabeth bell