#otherwise i will combust

[mugwot]

what i look like in my friends's (?) dms right now

#welcome home update #welcome home original character #if somebody knows how to saw this safe open please do tell me i am so dumb #i have tried character's rotary phone numbers backwards and forwards i have tried their numbers from the number pad in different versions #tried even just the first letters of their names #this close to just hunting for out of place letters again or smth or maybe i misinterpreted the clue and the questions are somehow the key #and not the answers #at least there is a limit of characters otherwise i would have spontaneously combusted leaving only the ashes of smoldering felt #anyway yeah big fan of the update the voices are great #actually? to hell with it #get main tagged idiot #welcome home

[witching-by-the-willow]

This scene invented love, actually.

#also the song is called Tum Se Hi and it's one of my favourite songs ever #like. I'll never not be insane about that song. #and this scene. #I swear if I don't have someone do this with me I will combust #like what's even the point otherwise? #me and who? #yearning hours #music #desi culture #jab we met

[latenightsundayblues]

You never really truly know how tribalistic misoginy feels until two guys corner and shit on you for finding Game of Thrones boring as fuck at the same time

#broooooo i felt like i was gettin SENTENCED😭😭😭straight 2 the electric chair for me #“oh but it gets good after this particular episode” I DONTNGIVE A FUCK BROTHER #its all so dark and cold and grimy looking and theres a lot of incest and so much dialogue and i dont wanna be here anymore #i'm a simple creature. give me a shitty slasher and ill be happy. i cant be fed overcomplicated media otherwise my body will just. combust

[sherrymagic]

we (alpha enthusiasts) are eating so well this week finallyy <3

this ep had SO MUCH Alpha i was honestly taken aback, Sasa how is it that we've been winning so much recently? is this a dream? is it the power of love? did we give away so much we finally get to receive? whatever it is hope it never ends, our girl got so much screentime and proper depth and some actual backstory on what her hopes and dreams and plans for the future are, i feel blessed AAAAAAAAAA

#as a eldest sister myself can i just say i relate to this character so much and i love her so much words can't really explain it #the big sis energy is there and it's so rare for me to feel it in a world where big sis characters usually feel like they've been written- #-either by an only child or a younger sibling idk how to say #also trust me when i say you wouldn't believe the amount of screencaps i took for this ep and how heavy they are gb wise #let's just say thank god i own an external hard drive otherwise my computer would have combusted #my eyes burn from all the capping and now i'll have to watch msi in the morning instead of tonight but for beloved alpha it was so worth it #💌 answered

[jakejeffreyperalta]

do you guys think that everyone else on tumglr wonders why the pjo fandom randomly starts trending every 3 months

#i do #every 3-4 months we HAVE to make percy jackson trend otherwise all of us will spontaneously combust #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the heroes of olympus #hoo

[icelectricspyro]

surprise hug!

#my art #had an urge #otherwise I would've combusted in my sleep #zhongli #venti #genshin impact #genshin impact zhongli #genshin impact Venti #zhongli and venti #Venti and zhongli #morax #rex lapis #barbatos

[moonknightproductions]

Not me literally getting a notepad document up to comment on this fic I'm reading

#I have Thoughts™ (positive) and I need to tell them to the author otherwise I'll combust

[moved-to-satoruswaifu]

OH NO I LOOKED AT HIM FOR TOO LONG— *clutches chest and falls*

#i cant look at him for longer than a second honestly #otherwise i just spontaneous combust on the spot /pos #my hhhheaaarrrttttt #HOW DARE HE !!! #(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) — sera goes insane over her hubby #self ship

[palavapeite]

Ok but why no armpit hair on Archie??? is my only actual complaint (tm)

#is it because I would have combusted otherwise #is it because that’ll be part of her character arc #ofmd #ofmd season 2 #ofmd s2 spoilers

[idkfitememate]

lol I just said this but I was a wee bit scared to post about OC, but this isn’t OC this is my own personal project that I like to call “Cotton Candy AU”’s.

All it is is me taking one of my favorite medias and going “Hmmm… how can I make it worse?~”, worse in the sense of how much more trauma can I give the characters?

(It started with me looking at Mori from BSD and going “now you were pastels, like big bows and fluffy stuff, consume disgusting amounts of candy and like big dogs!” And it spiraled from there-)

I’m an angst lover, so they dive into some… topics and the most developed one in currently BSD Cotton Candy, but I’ll explain with KNY CC because I think the changes are more interesting:

The main changes are that Tanjiro & Nezuko are both demons, and instead it’s their mother, Kie who goes on the adventure to fix her last two remaining kids. No telling who, but one of them dies at some point hehe. One of the reasons I picked Kie is due to the fact that she knows where the Blue Spider Lilies are (canon and confirmed), and it’s said that Tanjiro got his hard head from her side of the family, which implies that she’s strong in her own right! More people die, demon backstories are going to be darker than what they were and slayers are going to lose. A lot.

I already have little a little bit of BSD CC written, though it’s in a totally different style than that of my usual fics, but if anyone would like to know more I’m free to questions! I might post it as well because I need to share it otherwise I’m gonna pop-

I’m so fucking tired.. would anyone want to hear about my OC’s? I’m scared to post about them because I’m a people pleaser and firmly believe I’m gonna loose all my followers if I doooooo-

#someone please tell me that this is my blog I should post what I want #otherwise I’m not gonna #and I’m gonna pop from all these ideas #just combust #I sound like I’m begging that’s kinda pathetic- #damn-

[kingspuppet]

I think for the sake of my sanity I need to clean up my drafts/inbox stuff. I'm also thinking about possibly dropping some things (threads, inbox stuff, starter calls, etc.). If I do that I don't think it'll be a whole lot, but it'll just be for if I don't have the muse for it. I'm also very tempted to start utilizing the queue again to help clear out my drafts for both replies and miscellaneous stuff alike. Regardless of what I end up doing though, I gotta clean up things. I'm so behind with replies of every sort IC and OOC that it's practically put me in a place of stasis with how overwhelmed I feel. So I'm gonna do my best to work on that over the next few days alongside hopefully (and I'm desperately crossing my fingers here) having my mental battery charged enough to accomplish replies. But I hope that you've all been well! Remember to drink some water, have a snack, and take some time to rest because you deserve it!! 💙

#; OOC || Bri ♟️ #//Life would be so much easier for me if I didn't let my perfectionism get in the way. #//I get caught in such an all or nothing helltrap constantly and it's so draining. #//And I know that being super slow with responses and all that jazz doesn't make me a bad friend or RP partner. #//But damn is it hard to convince myself otherwise. #//So I've just gotta take it slow to try and lessen this overwhelming feeling or I will combust. 🫠 #//So seriously. Thank you guys for always being so patient and understanding. It truly means so much to me. #//Have a good rest of your day/night friends. 💙

[starkaroo]

was finally able to watch suzume in theatres and... what a movie. daijin made me really sad, he was just guiding them to the doors and not opening them (still unsure about that part) and he just wanted to be accepted and loved by suzume, since she apparently “saved” her. made me think that maybe he (and sadaijin too) was made a keystone against his will, just like souta, and this is like a very ridiculous theory but perhaps the keystones develop more advanced abilities to stop the worms and protect the doors over time, souta's grandfather mentioned that he will be a keystone for decades and souta was already able to somewhat stop the worms without any keystone experience (?). it's just that. sadaijin probably was more responsible and accepting about his situation. but daijin's reaction and his willingness to still help suzume even if he was gonna turn into a keystone again, just to gain her love/appreciation. i wanna cry. i absolutely hate it when animals are shown in such situations it makes me extremely sad argh

#this probably doesn't make any sense but i just wanted to vent it out otherwise i will combust #suzume #i miss daijin #the visuals cinematography musical excellence is obviously top tier unbeatable #each yime the doors closed.... goosebumps ohmygod #the theatre seats were rumbling with the sound effect it was such a delight #absolutely loved it

[artistfingers]

me: i'm just- i'm just gonna peak at mammals. just a little peak to assess where it falls in the timeline.

the summary: alex is in JAIL and he thinks that he's DEAD and yassen just made this HIS problem.

also it takes place after "scorpia rising"

me: *breathing intensifies* *looks at book 9 intensely* ... yassen pov my beloved

*heavy breathing* hey. hi. hey. i really really need you to read scorpia rising and russian roulette and also mammals. i'm so normal about all of these things. like sooooo normal sosososooso normal not weird about them at all

#abrielarnold #alex rider #ask #ttb kind of started because i was frothing at the mouth about mammals and i needed people to be doing that with me #the crossover idea that came to be ttb was a roundabout way of doing that tbqh hasgkfashjd #ok no but seriously i REALLY am going to need to hear your thoughts on mammals too i think i will combust otherwise #'what will make my friends take an interest in this absolutely unrelated spy teen novel series? ah it is creature danny of course.' #'what do you mean the surface level of these canons are completely unrelated? just look past that. shhhhh'

[queerstudiesnatural]

ok well. just went to see a neuropsychologist and all she asked me were the standard questions you find in every internet autism test. which i KNOW don't apply to me ("do you find it difficult to infer people's intentions", "do you find it difficult to read between the lines" etc) and like she was literally reading off of her computer and asking me to pick one of the options between "strongly agree" and "strongly disagree" and it's like girl i could have done that at home. sure hope she's not stopping there and that she's not gonna just look at what i said but at the way i said it. idk it irked me that she just pulled up the old (as in outdated and reductive) standardised test on her computer and acted as if those questions would make me question myself like girl i've done this test fifteen times. not only is it not going to tell you anything about me but it's not going to tell you anything about most people. and most autistics. and she did suggest i come back for a more formal and global assessment, but she also kept using the words "cognitive deficit" to describe autism. which i realise is a commonly used term, but it feels reductive idk. so overall i'm not overjoyed with how this went lol.

#i'm sure she was reading between the lines etc #but the mere fact that she used that test (which is like 5 questions long and only applies to a small portion of autistic people) #rubbed me the wrong way #ok ok i need to tell myself that she knows what she's doing and she didn't stop at the questions #because i pretty much gave the neurotypical answer to all of her questions in terms of which button to click #but then i was like yeah i can read between the lines i've been analysing people my entire life it's my favourite hobby #ok yeah she probably knows what she's doing and isn't stopping at the stupid questions #i have to believe that otherwise i just threw 60€ down the drain #oh also she kept asking why i wanna know i was like girl idk i just do!!! #if i don't know for sure what the fuck is wrong with me soon i'm gonna die i think i'm going to spontaneously combust #she asked me three times. like but WHY do you wanna know?? what is it going to accomplish?? my peace of fucking mind that's what #idk why people are always like why do you wanna know why do you have to put a label on everything #ummm this isn't a fucking aesthetic ok we're talking about knowing the reason why i can't fucking function yeah i wanna know!!! #and if it's not autism (which i'm not sure i trust this woman to tell me) then it's something else bc there's no way i'm just normal lol #i need a diagnosis i just do it's not going to accomplish anything tangible i just need to understand things and most of all my own brain #oof i need to calm down i'm getting worked up

[samgiddings]

STARBUCKS MAKE CANNED ENERGY DRINKS???? im sorry abt ur car at 5am I'd literally combust on the spot but I'm reeling from this detail. that sounds rancid

LOL it’s just a canned iced coffee p much i think they just put vitamin b in it 😢 it’s not the best but it’s better than a lot of other canned coffee drinks I’ve tried LOL

#med mumbles #my car actually broke down on my way to get like an actual iced coffee #before going to work #also yeah I pretty much did combust on the spot I was lucky it was early as hell and I was right next to a culdesac I could pull into bc uh #yeah definitely would’ve gotten into an accident otherwise 😀

[t-obobi]

i just wanna give my thanks to my one mutual @yooloofamm who always likes every single stupid shit i reblog despite the fact that i have never talked to them and they have never talked to me !!

#pls talk to me if you'd like i can't talk first otherwise i will spontaneously combust #excuse me if this is weird to post if it is tell me IM SORRY