#or I'll just end up more insane

[multifanbrainrot]

ah dead boy detectives and the idea/theme of being good, of choosing to do good regardless who you are or were and despite what you've been through

#something something ppl change and are more than just what people say or think abt them #something something we are shaped by the ppl around us and our environment #idek if these make sense but i just really love the themes of this show and the arcs of the characters #i have so much to say abt this show but id just end up rambling and not making sense #i just need more of this show pls !! give me s2 now !! #or I'll just end up more insane #dead boy detectives #dbd

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

Ignore all logistical considerations of "would they ever meet each other under these circumstances". If you don't think Jules Bashir would have chosen to join Starfleet, imagine he is on the station for some other reason, or they meet in some other location.

I wanted to make this poll because I've seen various fics where Garak reassures Julian that far from being upset over him being augmented, Garak is grateful for it, either explicitly because (he thinks) they wouldn't be able to have their usual conversations if it weren't for the augmentations, or simply because he likes Julian "just the way he is" and wouldn't want him to be "different". I disagree that Garak would think like this (or at the very least, I think Julian would react negatively if he did, rather than be reassured), so I wanted to hear everyone else's thoughts.

#garashir #Star Trek: Deep Space 9 #this is not just a shipping question btw so please answer whether you view them platonically/romantically/whatever! #Julian Bashir #polls #Starky's original posts #I'll admit. to me there is a very clear right and wrong answer here. #again not in terms of Garak's characterization so much as in terms of JULIAN'S. #I would be fine if Garak said this and Julian felt at least somewhat conflicted about it but I've never seen even that........ #I've wanted to make this post for SO LONG but it's a very common thing in a lot of fics that I otherwise REALLY LIKE #from authors that I REALLY LOVE AND ADMIRE #and I have no idea if I'm just being completely insane and oversensitive OTL #but I just read yet another fic where Garak was like ''I have no choice but to be grateful you were genetically enhanced #because Jules would never have joined Starfleet so we never would have met.'' #and I just want to yell WHY DO YOU ALL ASSUME THAT #like not even getting into assuming that Jules would be permanently significantly intellectually disabled #based on limited information about his early childhood developmental delays #but more importantly assuming he wouldn't (read: couldn't. because I KNOW that's what you mean.) end up on the station #You! Star Trek fan! Do you think people with intellectual or learning disabilities are allowed in Starfleet? Answer quickly! :) #sorry I told you I've held onto this for too long. and now I'm a deranged bitch about it :|

[stormyoceans]

i've abandoned anonymity

but this scene is also gonna happen right. HOW DO WE PLAN TO RECOVER?

HI FRIEND HELLO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY BUT I NEEDED AT LEAST 3 DAYS TO RECOVER FROM EPISODE 5 BEFORE EVEN STARTING TO CONTEMPLATE WHAT AWAITS US IN EPISODE 6 BECAUSE BOY OH BOY WE’RE GONNA BE IN FOR A RIDE SO WE ALL BETTER BUCKLE UP

the way they’re gonna go from outright flirting with each other and being absolutely fond smitten delighted idiot fools in love ready to finally go on an actual dinner date to pain suffering torment agony anguish sadness despair?????

AND I HAVE A HUNCH ON WHO’S TO BLAME FOR THIS [GETS SLIPPER READY] (i don’t wanna reveal too much because while it’s not exactly a spoiler, since it’s a hint from the bts pictures that were shared during filming, i still don’t wanna ruin anyone’s fun)

but then again i’ve been moving like a clown all this time thinking this was gonna be episode 11 WHEN IT’S ACTUALLY EPISODE 6 (INSANITY) so. i could definitely be reading this wrong ;;;;;;;; that picture does seems to be pretty heavy and gloomy and sad BUT WHAT IF IT'S JUST VERY DECEPTIVE AND WE'RE GETTING A CONFESSION INSTEAD

THE POINT IS. IM AFRAID NO AMOUNT OF THERAPY IS GONNA HELP US RECOVER FROM THIS EPISODE OR THIS SHOW IN GENERAL WE SIMPLY HAVE TO ACCEPT OUR FATE

#jimmy said 'i'll be surprised if anyone can guess the plot' AND HE WAS NOT KIDDING #also sorry again for the late reply and if i was all-over the place with it but #WHEN I TELL YOU I LOOK LIKE AN INSANE PERSON TRYING TO PIECE EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND GUESS WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN #but at the same time i don't want to accidentally reveal too much so i just end up sounding even more insane #ANYWAY. help. i need help #BUT HI AGAIN!!!!!!!!! thank you for sending me this!!!!! #hope we'll get to enjoy the show together from now on and in the mean time have a wonderful day!!!!! #last twilight the series #alien-ally #m: ask

[svtskneecaps]

friends and fiends if this truly spells the Over for the qsmp i may let the brainworms that have been festering in me for MONTHS--A YEAR, EVEN--win.

i may summarize the goddamn fucking lore.

#i CANNOT make an 8 hour summary i CAN'T i SHOULD NOT that is SO MUCH CONTENT #and i still only speak like 2/4 qsmp languages MAYBE 2.5/4 if we're REALLY stretching it #but GODDAMNIT I'M DOING SOME CURSORY RESEARCH ANYWAY BC I WANNA WRITE THAT FUCKING TIME LOOP #qsmp #maybe just the fed lore. haha. eye twitches. maybe just the iverall server lore. maybe i'll even bother caring about the qsmp livestreams. #haha. eye twitch. fucking. eye twitch. #solo lore is B E Y O N D me but MAYBE shit that affected Most or All lore i could do #like code lore and shit. obv it knots in with other lore but FUCK IT WHATEVER #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not even gonna worry about it #yknow what. not even gonna worry about it. i gotta do the research first 🤪 whatever bro #if the research gets done i'll think about alllllllllllll the rest of this but this is a YEAR OF CONTENT #mother FUCKER dude it's not possible there's no way #this is a year with like 80 hours of streams per DAYYY at peak who could do this #who could. no wonder no one could keep up. no wonder i had to LIVE in the tag to keep up #good lord GOD i shouldn't do this. i'm not committing. god i want to though. god i shouldn't. #shut up vic #block game brainrot #HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #WHATEVER HAHAHAHA WHATEVER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #i will beat this storyline into SUBMISSION i will beat it to DEATH i will FORCE IT TO MAKE SENSE #I WILL PRUNE IT LIKE THE WORLDS WORST BONSAI I SWEAR TO GOD #i'm unhinged i can't i have so wanted to do this but i swore to myself i wouldn't #bc i know i'll go insane and i know it will take FUCKING YEARS and there is no fucking way i'll see it to the end #but goddddddddddddddd i want to i SO FUCKING WANT TO #listen. if there's no more lore. i may summarize the fucking lore. someone will beat me to it 100% bc i take fucking a million years #but people are suckers for long video essays and summaries IT'S ME I'M PEOPLE #anyway if you got this far and have the screenshot of mariana messaging slime to tell him their daughter is dead please send it #i can't find it via google and i don't have twitter and i know it was posted there at some point :( #i want it :( i want to throw it back in slime's face in the time loop because repetition is fun and heartbreaking >:D

[hell-is-a-supermall]

Dandy and Dwi's first meeting

Each image has a description if it's hard to read or look at at all!

You could technically count this as a prologue to the story if we ever end up doing anything with it! And if not... well, it's a fun little comic. XD

Reblogs would be super appreciated to help get this blog rolling!

#dandelion #dwi #jake #comic #artwork #prologue #hell is a supermall #angel #demon #devil #drako art #thanks to Lex who did part of the writing on this! #I just finished it up and made it more comic friendly #if we do end up making this into a story/comic #I'll probably revisit this and make it look all nice #the messiness kills me but it's 11 pages and I made it in 2 days!! #that is not an exaggeration #I went insane

[theflyingfeeling]

fanfic rambling in the tags, nothing interesting really, just me talking to myself lol, okay to ignore or read as you please ✨

#so i've found the perfect prompt list for an olli/allu fic advent calendar sorta thing #but i'm too intimidated by my own expectations and ridiculously high standards to even start writing any of them 😭 #honestly these prompts are so insanely cute and fit olli/allu PERFECTLY #like. i'm actually having trouble deciding which ones to use because i want to write them all 🥺💞 #but i'm so so scared that i'll just end up writing the same (boring) story over again for 24 times 😔 #i wish i could just write without thinking and trying so hard to write a literary masterpiece #when i KNOW it's alright if it's just a silly little story about my blorbos #that's perfectly enough and i know this but my brain's just not having it 😩 #also if i were to write 24 independent fics i'd have to keep them short and simple but. that's not how i do fics. unfortunately (for me) #to overcome this i guess one option would be to write just one longer piece with 24 chapters #and somehow try to include the prompt of the day in each chapter 🤔 #but i don't want to make this even more complicated to myself lol especially because i'm planning to write AUs for a couple of the prompts #i REALLY want to do prompts (of any kind!!) but i'm just so scared of stressing myself out to another months-long writer's block 😭 #fair enough the last time that happened (last winter/spring) i was in a shitty place mentally anyway #and so far i've been happy to be writing on random bursts of inspiration. that's how it's the easiest for me. the words just...flow out #i'm so insanely jealous of anyone who can just create stuff when given any prompt 😭 #y'all are super humans to me how do you do it pls spill your secrets #and anyone tempted to comfort me by saying i shouldn't stress myself over this and that i don't have to write anything i don't wanna write: #i knoooooowwww and i appreactiate the sentiment but the thing is i actually DO want to write these prompts 😭 #in theory at least. because they really are cute as fuck wth 🥺 #the problem is that i can't /force/ myself to write something at the snap of my fingers without a clear idea besides the prompt #and also because i know it can take me days to finish even one story let alone 24 💀 #so to even START on this project is a little intimidating 🫣 #i just fear i won't have the patience :( #and when i realise i won't be able to finish the project i'll become frustrated with myself #if only i knew how to write shorter one-scenes in order to not tire myself out #but often i find those kind of fics somehow...unsatisfying :( #i'm just a sucker for crafting the context/background for stories. a little flesh around the bones if you will 🤧 #okay that's all now i'm gonna go stare at a wall while doing nothing useful for the rest of the weekend byeeee #if you read this far i hope you're having a nice saturday

[the-insanity-of-mojiru]

 ʙʟᴏᴏᴍ, ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀꜱ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ! 咲かせよ華を　無名世界は刹那   !  

Happy 3rd year Anniversary to the Anonymous World! And thank you for sticking with me all this time!

#I'll post the individual collection later but boy was this the biggest thing I've ever drawn #I want to do Hanami too why am I like this? #Anyways this really took months for me to do because coloring is so unmotivating for me sometimes #And I ended up doing other ideas so I wanted to have this done before NaNoWriMo but it ended up happening after #I was thinking about drawing them all in their human forms but I realized I get more variety if I do it in their OG forms #I'm just glad I got it done in time for the anniversary! #This is so old that the draft is saved as the Legacy format LOLOL #Insanity Draws #Insanity of Mojiru #透明な無名世界

[witchwhaat]

guys... would you still love me if i dropped out of that degree i was whining about for the last 3 months🥲

#i have not decided YET but. SIGH #i know it's only been 4 weeks but it's not what i expected it to be :( #and it requires MUCH more work from me bc of that and i simply don't have enough time #the way this degree works is kind of insane #and just looking at it realistically the most reasonable decision for me at this point is to drop it #and i know it may seem rushed bc it's only been a month but i kinda have to make a decision asap #and on one hand i want to stay delusional and tell myself i can do this but let's be real😭 #there's no way i'll be able to survive there til the end of semester #i'm ALREADY not passing after 4 weeks of classes 😶 #and i'm barely catching up with my master's degree which is a priority for me so. #god damn i hate it here i hate having to decide things like this #might delete later bc alsjdhajfjjd yall don't need my Dilemma and Complaining here #agnes talking

[emdotcom]

Hisuian Zoroark is one of the sickest designs in pokemon, but the model on that bloke is FUCKED. It's really bad. If they bother to port her over to other games, you know they ain't changing that model, either, 'cept to make the textures paler & duller.

I continue to despise pokemon, despite being a pokemon fan, I fucken guess. At this point, I gotta go all in on summat else, like Cassette beasts.

#gale chatter #i have MINOR problems with the beasts but they are nothing + I ain't abt to be negative abt it online #it's a good game made by good people my complaints are so tiny you NEED to play it #if you like me wish pokemon would do more fun interesting things or miss spritework in ur pokemon #u need to try cassette beasts. I'll admit i haven't beaten it but what I've seen in the story is INSANE #also i generally try not to talk smack about indie games it just ain't right. biggest ip on the planet‚ however‚ #i can talk shit about pokemon all damn day. #the fucking way they keep using the same models the most minimal of animations & the pokemon keep getting pale as shit #to the point that pokemon like pichu are fucken impossible to tell from their shiny (slightly paler pichu) #the way that the designs are done in 2D & designed in it but then when it comes time to model they just. lose all charm #you get designs that were obviously not intended to have full 360 turnabouts (h. zoroark & emboar) #then you get deisgns that lose all their charm when modeled. in example -- look at the boltund model next to the art. #it's. bad. those are different animals. i feel NOTHING for the boltund model. it has no heart nor care in it just a means to an end #the gameplay never changes the sories have ALWAYS been lackluster they introduce cool ideas every other gen & ABANDON THEM #SO YOU HAVE A REASON TO BUY THE NEXT ONE BC IT HAS A NEW IDEA. MEGA EVOS WHAT'S THAT? DYNAMAX NOW. #the way they slice up the games to have exclusives SPECIFICALLY to piecemeal them back to you in 2 different games #so you either need to buy both (THAT IS 120 DOLLARS) or pay for online + have a friend. it has always been predatory. #it's. BAD. #& let's not pretend that 1/2 the lazy work is because the workers HAVE to be lazy. they pump these games out so fast that #nobody has time to write & revise & rewrite the stories which is fucking GLARING when you play sword or violet #in violet it is blatantly obvious they had the end planned first & then made up the rest as they went but had a hard time #connecting it back to the end so there's a noteable rush in the game & it sucks also if you call that game nonlinear i will attack you #IT ISN'T. IT IS DESIGNED SO THAT YOU NEED. TO GO IN A SPECIFIC ORDER. BECAUSE OF THE LEVELS #otherwise you'll hit a lvl 60 gym at lvl 40 then have to go back to fight the lvl 40 gym at lvl 70 #the studio rushes their workers & it results in sloppy implimentation of halfbaked mechanics & poor deisgns & writing #i pray that if there is a god that nintendo actually does slow down on these shits i would like the games my little cousins play #to not be such fucken rushed & undercooked hot garbage. fuck you

[fchsadfa]

And so I said "the crabapple blossom and primrose patterns are so boring and basic, I wanna crochet something fun!" And behold: a daffodil

I'll weave in those ends in the morning, actually making the flower took longer than I expected

#I'll restrain my bitching and complaining to the tags and let the post itself stay proud #tight tension was working for making a violet but this was more complicated and the white was driving me blind trying to see my stitches #also it wasn't really working. the tight tension. I'll end up snapping the hook if I keep going that way #p sure I messed up the pattern on at least one petal and also it's the wrong side of the crochet fabric imo #but this is just the test #the pre-test #the real test will be how many I can churn out before I go insane #crochet

[emrys-rusts]

Going to sleep like a normal, well adjusted person❌

Pulling an all nighter to draw your gay little characters who provide you brain chemicals that make you happy✅

#being up at night is so much more peaceful istg #I tried to do this during the school week and it didnt end well for me so I'm exclusibly gonna do this during the weekends only no worries #and I'll probably fall asleep at about 4-5 am so it's fine really #I just dont get to spend hours upon hours drawing during the day and it eh #kinda sucks #dont do this kids Im just insane

[orcelito]

god i love him so much it's unreal

#speculation nation #fanny reads trigun #doing some scanning of earlier chapters to try to piece together location stuff #augusta was a good choice for the location in my last chapter. sets me up nicely for the next thing im about to do #but theres more i need to figure out. other location stuff. they have the 7 cities but they keep dropping other names too #and either way im enjoying seeing the earlier vash stuff. he's fucking Insane. #seeing him act like this has me more certain than ever that im writing him right #that cheeky smile as he holds the gun. 'MUCH too loud. You have to learn to knock more Quietly!' like yes yup that is vash #trying to piece together locations is hard lskjdfklsdjf there are a Lot of inferences im trying to make #in the end im just kinda doing. whatever. i'll make it work. #itnl shit #tagging bc there is relevant discussion lol

[yotd2009]

it's soooo fucked to think about how everything that's ever happened in your life is connected, no matter how mundane. what do you Mean my 5th grade teacher's seating arrangement is the reason i lived past the age of 13

#it goes. have to sit next to the girl who's really into animal jam > get REALLY into animal jam bc of her > discover wattpad through animal #jam youtuber fanfic > spend all my time on it > discover those marysue appraisals that used to be so popular > read all of them > run out #of generalized ones and end up stumbling across one specifically for kuroshitsuji ocs which is titled in a way where i don't think it's #media-specific until i'm already reading it > find it really funny > go to the library the next day > figure 'what the hell. i'll check the #dvds of this show out.' > the dvds are checked out > 'well in japan the adaptations better match the source material' (<<< no idea where i #got that from but it's HILARIOUS that i tried to apply it to kuroshitsuji of all franchises) > take out the entirety of the manga > go #insane over it to the point where i had brought like. 5 volumes to school and started fr Crying over the fact that i finished reading them #and still had hours to go before i could go home and start a new one > make a tumblr account bc i'd been possessed w a love of 2 characters #from the weston arc and no one on wattpad was making content that wasn't centered around the anime or musicals > my phone breaks in 7th #grade and it gets replaced w a new one which works better and thus i can't get around parental controls which means no more wattpad > #tumblr works wayyyy better on my recently acquired school ipad than on my phone so i start using it more > summer between 7th & 8th grade i #consider throwing myself out of a third story window > 'wait. who will tell my tumblr mutuals that i'm not ghosting them. i just died. #no one knows my password and i don't want to be rude' > i close the window > i'm still alive to this day #romeo.txt

[dootznbootz]

You have to go through two layers of genuine sweetness before you get to the gooey insane center :)

#I just realized that in order to release my insane shit. you have to dig through the sweet shit :P #I literally just gave someone a genuine reply when they asked a question. They responded with something silly. #Then I said the most out of pocket batshit insane response back. #I need permission to let the insanity out🙃 #understand that anyone responding is my permission👀 #...should I be more batshit??? I just worry that if I let loose too much I'll end up with no filter :P #Mad rambles

[the-kipsabian]

i will legitimately be thinking about this game for years to come

#i know ive missed at least a few pages and some tv clips. i'll have to look those up at some point #but just. the story. the ending. the new ending. the new story the new stuff acknowledging that this is a spiral im #i cant. there are no words to accurately describe how fucking brilliant this game is #just the story and characters themselves #but also all the batshit insane stuff in here. theres a 20 minute musical number AND a 20 minute short film inside this masterpiece #alongside everything else #im also really happy ng+ gave me more zane. i love him so much and him and his casual thirsting over darling?? PLEASE #just. the ending is perfect. 10/10 very content i feel happy yet asking some questions but ultimately no notes #cant wait for the dlc. i dont know when thats happening but very much actually looking forward to both of them. night springs especially #im just.. 13 years guys. still my game of the year 2023. a love letter to video games cinema and mixed media #please experience alan wake 2 its SO fucking worth it 💜 #i need to sleep now my head hurts and its way too late/early but. yeah. this definitely brought me the content feeling i needed today #alan wake #aw2 spoilers #i guess lol #night is an absolute mess on main

[hella1975]

Oh Hella your DM sounds like a good one! Hope you have fun and that coin is amazing should we add practice the coin trick to your schedule? /gen

ACTUALLY YEAH PLEASE

#my dm is such an angel i was a bit worried at first bc he's the one that was flirting with me #but he's cooled off and even so i can tell it's more the harmless kind than anything i'll actually have to set boundaries on #and we had our first session last night and it was genuinely insane like he's SUCH a good dm #i was so so immersed the entire time like he had this one NPC and he puts so much LIFE into his ocs like accents and mannerisms #not just backstory/set-up and this npc stayed with us the ENTIRE 4+ hour session #and at the very end he KILLED HIM and it was done so well that one of the players literally teared up #and the rest of us were just sat there in gobsmacked silence #and it's a SUPER wild group too like it's hard for the dm to wrangle them all at times bc jokes tend to domino and get rowdy #so to have us all like that and on the first session no less was INSANE #he also introduced a dragon and i said to him afterwards 'im getting that dragon' bc i mentioned another time that im DESPERATE #to get a pet dragon or even just a dragon i have some dodgy deal with ill take ANYTHING #and he just very casually went 'oh you'll get a dragon' HELLO??? FUCK YEAH #like he listens to his players and he keeps us on track without being too strict and gets super enthusiastic about our ideas #and the rest of the group are all so cool like they're all either queer or neurodivergent or both #i just feel for the first time in maybe my entire life that im in a completely non-judgemental place for my interests #like in the nicest way possible they're all just a bit weird and it would be very hard for me to be the weirdest one there #and there's something SO cathartic about that like literally go ham bc they're not gonna be scared off yk? #like even if i had an interest totally out of left field that none of them shared i just know they'd be so welcoming of it regardless #idk. they're neat. i think this campaign is gonna be really fucking cool #ask #hella goes to uni