#on the contrary. it all makes me wanna scream "I DON'T FUCKING WANNA BE DOING THIS AS A JOB THIS IS A HOBBY TO ME''

[airenyah]

should i just. study theater- film- und medienwissenschaft

#it will keep me stuck here even longer but #i am so tempted #i don't even have to graduate from that like. what if i just signed up and took the courses i'm interested in #go sit in the lectures without taking the exams in the end #it's not like i need the title anyway i already have one BA #who cares if i finish a 2nd one or not #it would be purely for personal interest #airenyah plappert #yeah it's one of those nights where i'm having a crisis about my future career #i need to go work in theater and/or film so fucking bad #that's the only thing so far that has felt SO RIGHT #like dgmw i have fun working with adobe programs and i have a huge passion for language and culture #but neither graphic design as a job #not what we've been doing in my translation classes #has really called out to me as a career #on the contrary. it all makes me wanna scream "I DON'T FUCKING WANNA BE DOING THIS AS A JOB THIS IS A HOBBY TO ME'' #but when i'm at rehearsals? even when i'm super overwhelmed bc i'm doing the shitty assistant director's job as a fucking hospitantin #it just doesn't feel like work to me at all like. i constantly have to remind myself that i have to say things like ''i'm at work'' #or ''i can't i have to work'' bc i keep forgetting that it is in fact work #i have so much fun making sure everything is in order and i love taking care of my actors #and i'm GOOD at it. it's easy for me #god can june just fucking come around i just wanna start rehearsals already #screaming into the void

[whorediaries-09]

Heyyy I don't know if your requests are still open but I have really missed your writing, imo you are one of the best fanfic writers out there<333

Anyways if your requests are still open I desperately need a rockstar!sirius x reader smutty prompt. Maybe after a show drinking in a pub with friends or sth and not being able to hold themselves and going outside of the pub. Whatever inspires you really, I trust your writing. I've been really feeling the british alt rock, grunge vibe lately. As for the fic, no particular kink preference just no daddy kink pls.

It's okay if you don't feel like it. I hope you are doing great

hi love, thank you so much for your kind words. just for future preference, my requests are open most of the time unless i have written the contrary on my pinned post :)

i hope you like what i've written, and i'm sorry i took so long to get around it, i've had a few tough days.

also i'm the biggest hater of daddy kink.

do i wanna know?

pairing- rockstar!sirius black x reader warning(s)- 18+ content. (let me know if i should add more) a/n- lawd have mercy i'm bout to bust 🧎‍♂️

the slut club

cause there's this tune i found, that makes me think of you somehow an' i play it on repeat,

you're not sure how you end up here. from making eye contact with sirius black on stage, to being pushed up against the wall of an unknown alley, his tongue shoved down your throat. his lips taste like an addiction that craves for you. it's like it's chasing for you and solemnly be yours. his knee crawls between the flesh of your thighs, his lips travelling south to your neck.

'you taste so fucking good,' he hums against the hot skin of your neck. you leave a breathless moan. his hand slides under your top, the metal of his rings cold against your hot skin. your hips rut against his jeans, as you search for friction on your clit.

'i want to fuck you so badly.' he murmurs. you feel your wetness seeping through your underwear. even though he's pressed against your body, it's like he can't get close enough to you.

'please do,' you whisper, your finger curling into his silky raven locks. his fingers work on the button of your skirt, while yours work on his.

'i fucking will, i promise you.'

you free his cock, and your eyes widen at his size. it was no hushed rumor the man was walking sex, and everyone who got into the bed with him would like the way he grinds. anyone would bet he could make people scream raw all night if he wanted to.

he smirks, noticing your expression. his finger circles around your sensitive clit, and you line his cock against your wet folds.

'gonna fuck your pretty pussy so good,' he says, thrusting his hips, as you wrap your legs around his waist. you hum, brushing your lips with his,

'i wouldn't put my money on it, player,' you tease. he laughs, his finger circling your clit. he raises his eyebrow, as if questioning you. he pushes your back against the concrete, and you feel the roughness scratching your back.

your mouth slacks open once he picks up his pace. he's got the perfect rhythm, you think. your eyes widen, your toes curling against the soles of your boots when his breathe fans over your skin. you slap a palm over your mouth to prevent being caught in such a promiscuous place, your legs spread open while his cock rutted into you. he moves your palm from your mouth,

'nuh uh, i want to hear your pretty sounds,' he groans. your walls flutter around his cock, your stomach rumbling with ecstasy. it was a fantasy, like playing with fire. it was loving his touch, not his feeling.

'come on, player, i know you do better than that,' you whisper, biting on his earlobe. he looks at you, his gray eyes suddenly devoid of the playfulness but full of a darkness that consumes your lust. his pupils dilate and under the moonlight, you think it makes him look like a beast of prey. tonight, you were his prey.

'oh yeah? i'm sure.' he says, increasing his pace. his fingers dig into your waist, and when the tip of his cock hits your sweet spot, you scream. he laughs, his hand landing on your cheek. he grabs your face, his tongue rolling over your squished lips,

'like it honey?'

you're too breathless to answer his question against the force with which he rams into you. you feel your thighs shake, the coil of your orgasm bubbling inside you. fresh tears roll down your mascara stained cheeks. your walls flutter around his cock, eyes roll to the back of your head when you let go, your orgasm rippling through you with every inch of your body.

sirius bites your shoulder, fucking into you, chasing for his own release. you kiss him fervently, while he empties himself inside you, his hot seed spilling into you. your thighs shake with the intensity of your orgasm and his cum painting your guts.

a bright flashlight almost blinds you. it's followed by a click of a camera. he smiles, turning his phone to show you the picture he took. you're exhausted, with clampy mascara stuck on your eyelashes. your cheeks are stained with makeup and sweat, yet you look satisfied.

'i'll make this the cover for my next album,' he grins.

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[catmelonwriting]

Arguing with Mori

Warnings: Mori in general, hitting, he's a lil possessive yk, age gap (reader is 18/19, Mori is 40), he's a bitch, not proofread, kinda unhealthy relationship

Characters: Mori Ougai

A/N: this is the only thing I can bring myself to write bc I've been obsessed with Mori recently. Sue me. This is heavily inspired by a scene in Lolita 1997 because that movie is fucking relatable and it's all I can think about recently.

"Alright, that's it."

The car screeched noisily as Mori pulled over, thankful for the relatively empty roads making it an easy task. You two had been fighting over something stupid - but you made it just a little too serious with that last comment.

"You want to disrespect me in my own car? Then get out. You can walk home yourself. I don't care." He hissed.

It was pouring out, and there was even some thunder. It was about 3 miles till you got home, not too long in the car but to walk? It would be terrible. "Are you fucking kidding me?" You scoff, staring at him with disbelief in your eyes. "It's 9pm, pouring rain, and you're gonna make a teenage girl walk home alone? Are you trying to get me killed you dickhead?!"

"I'm not making you do anything. All I want is a simple apology and we can drive home normally, and pretend this didn't happen." He leans back in the driver's seat, taking his hands off the steering wheel.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" You screamed. "Like actually, what is wrong with you?! You say you love me then all you wanna do is fuck! And when we have a normal argument, like a normal couple, you lose your shit and do things like this!" You were going to continue, but you were cut off by the most menacing look you'd ever seen him direct at you. You'd seen that face before, of course, directed at nosy subordinates or people who were doing him wrong, but never at you. Never at you.

You stop talking and move to unbuckle your seatbelt, ready to leave the car, but Mori stops you by wrapping a single hand around both your wrists, pulling them towards him before you could even unbuckle. "I thought you wanted me to leave." You snarled.

"Quite the contrary, dear. I would love for you to stay, but if you're going to keep acting like a little brat I might just shove you out of the car myself." He says smoothly, his voice dripping with condescension.

"Oh, so now you're holding me captive? You're a kidnapper and a creep? I mean seriously, what forty year old man dates-" you're cut off by a harsh slap on your cheek and a stinging sensation as he lets go of your wrists and sighs heavily, resting his elbow on the center console and his forehead in the palm of his hand. "God, you make it so difficult to love you sometimes."

You can't help it. Your lip starts to quiver and you start wailing as you turn around and shove the car door open, pushing yourself out of the car and onto the sidewalk. You begin to run away, you're not sure where you're going but you need to get away. Away from him. You're followed by the sounds of him calling your name and the door of his car opening and closing.

You don't look behind you but you know he's running after you, you can hear his footsteps and the heavy breathing until he finally catches up to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you against him from behind. By now you're both absolutely soaked in rain water, your clothes sticking to your skin and against his as he holds you there.

You turn around so you can sob into his chest, choking and coughing out apologies into his wet jacket. Eventually he leads you back to the car, opening your door for you and buckling your seatbelt.

Once you're both buckled and in the car you're silent. Neither of you can bring yourselves to say anything. You know he's not going to apologize for hitting you no matter how guilty he may or may not feel. He never apologizes, he just brings you designer purses and beautiful makeup the next day and it's enough to get you to forgive him. It always is.

#bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #Mori x reader #Mori Ougai x reader #ougai x reader #Mori Ougai

[chainpilled]

You asked for some chainshipping asks, and I will ask. (Includes coffinshipping and shotgunshipping, but you don't have enough to answer those if you don't want.)

What movies do they watch on movie monday?

Out of three card games (uno, go fish, and crazy eight), how would they spend their Tuesday card game night?

How do they spend Wednesday evenings?

Do they annoy Mark(while he's staying at Peter's) on a Thursday so they can have some fun?

Do they spend Friday eating dinner and Amanda and Lynn's because we all know Lynn is a great cook?

Do they spend the whole weekend at the park and cuddle when they get home???

I like to think adams rlly into weird art films or psychological horror and he’d force Lawrence to watch the most random shit evr. Lawrence is a loser old man who only watches bill Murray movies or like… nature documentaries but occasionally he’ll show Adam something and rlly impress him with how good it is

apprentice game night where they all go fucking NUTTY over uno. Amanda WILL bite you, mark WILL scream, Lawrence WILL quit halfway thru, and Adam WILL shove cards up his sleeve

i like to think after the bathroom Lawrence would have split weeks where sometimes he works at home and sometimes at the hospital (idk if that’s actually how things work but I am also delusional! So Whateva) so Lawrence always takes wednesdays at home to chill. CONTRARY TO POPULAR BEILIEF!! I think Adam can actually cook somethings, so they’ll have a silly little time making dinner together before having a quiet night in :3

ABSOLUTLY!!!!! Adam and Amanda would fuck with him mostly while Lawrence made sure they didn’t get too crazy, but occasionally he’ll join in if mark pissed him off that week. Mandy and adam are kind of astounded at how good he his at coming up with plans to annoy the shit out of him and he’s become a valuable member of their team

I HEART THE HOMOS!!!! Adam and Amanda and their personal chefs i love them. Tbh tho I think Lawrence could probably cook rlly good but Lynn can FUCK UPPPP some baking, she just gives me that vibe

ABSOLUTLY THEY DO!!! I kinda wanna write a fic about this someday but I have a personal little hc that Adam used to read tons but eventually stopped cuz of how expensive books could be, but picked it back up once he moved in with Lawrence. I cold totally imagine them at the park on a date or with Diana reading to eachother

#chainshipping #adam faulkner stanheight #lawrence gordon #saw 2004 #Sorry if the grammar/spelling is bad #It’s late and I’m too lazy to go over and make sure it’s good

[pearldog30]

Johnny (soap) Mctavish head Cannon

I know, I said this was going to be out a lot sooner. butttt I got distracted so here we are with our soapy boy, and I hope y'all enjoy! As always this is going to be realistic as possible! (Also let me know if you would like to see some NSFW head cannons and I might put those in the works soon 👀)

Other works 👉Master list

Warnings| PTSD, and alcohol.

This is soaps love song cannot convince me otherwise. (Okay I was actually reading a soap fanfic. and this song came on, and I'm like it's perfect. anyways if the thing doesn't work it's I wanna be yours by Arctic monkeys slow)

I am going to start this off by saying. THE SASS THIS MAN HAS. I MEAN JUST LOOK AT THE GIFT HE SCREAMS SASSY! Oh and don't get me started. when he's trying to give attitude. He has the kind of sass that gives a drag queen, a run for their money. I LOVE IT

Contrary to what everybody might think of him, he's actually really fuckin smart. HE'S A SAS DEMOLITION SNIPER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW SMART YOU HAVE TO BE, ESPECIALLY WITH MATH FOR THAT SHIT! So yeah he's not a dumbass to say the least.

BUT! With that being said he's low key oblivious as fuck, when it comes to day to day life. like yeah he may be able to do math perfectly, plan out war plans, be able to tell an enemy in a room within a second, but for the love of God. do not leave this man alone to clean the house without adult supervision. something's bound to end up broken/all disorganized on how you had it, it's going to be a new house when you come back.

He is the definition of doesn't follow instructions. Sooo unless if you want to be spending money on takeout, don't let him cook without your supervision. He cannot cook to save his life. (I said what I said)

This may not come as a surprise at all, but he is observant as fuck. it's the sniper in him, when you have the job he has you have to be always on guard. so a lot like ghost even when you guys are home/go out as civilians, he's always going to be on guard, observing every situation. but this man knows how to cover it up, and make it seem like he's not, it's concerning.

Since he is observant as hell, he notices every. single. little. detail. about yourself. Oh you got new lipstick, he'll be the first to say you look stunning. and to kiss that pretty lip color (he says he's just testing it. But we all know it's an excuse cuz he wants to kiss you) got some new jeans/leggings he'll definitely notice and be staring. So yeah he notices everything. even the stuff you do to the house, when he comes back home from deployment. This man is the definition of photographic memory!

and with the observant topic. if y'all are at a bar. and you're trying to make him jealous. don't, just don't, you're going to lose. this man does not get jealous, if anything he'll take it as a challenge. knowing you're trying to get him jealous, it ends up in you getting jealous. (he's a little shit and it's annoying)

I'm probably going to be the first to say this. and it's going to burst a lot of y'all's bubbles. but he does not, AND I MEAN DOES NOT, HAVE ADHD! (I'm pretty sure if you have ADHD, you actually can't do a lot of the stuff that he does. from what I've been told. so no he does not have it)

And if y'all ever somehow go on a road trip together. He doesn't know how to shut the fuck up. He's either cracking jokes or screaming music (more than likely it's Barbie girl or some other ridiculous song he uses to bother ghost with) bonus points if you join in with him, safe to say it's never a boring car ride with him.

Now when y'all have fights. It doesn't matter how they start, what they are about, what it was. this man always comes back to apologize first. It often has you questioning why, even if you knew you were in the wrong, you still wonder why he's apologizing to you, when you should be apologizing to him. and he'll never let you apologize, almost never!

Since he has this job. he does he struggles a lot with PTSD. Out of all the men he's definitely the most emotional, but not at the same time, it's weird. With his mental health he often bottles everything up, he never had a good experience with talking about it. and in his past either people looked at him like he's some crazy monster, or they just pushed him away. so this often brings him to he either drinks it away, and then forgets about it the next day. or has a complete breakdown.

Now I'm not saying he's an alcoholic, no. but he can't help it, when he comes home and those dark thoughts won't leave, and it goes to dark places. To where he sometimes (a lot of times let's be honest. That was before you came into the picture) turn to alcohol. Mainly it's just to forget about the fact he felt like he let his team down. cuz someone died on a rough mission he had no control over, and it kills him every time. Every time that does happen he wishes it was him.

But if he doesn't, then he'll often just lock himself in his office/shower. he'll silent cry to himself, and have a panic attack, rocking back and forth on the floor/on the shower floor. and you have caught him like that more than once. each time you did, he tried telling you he was okay, ushering you away from him. but you wouldn't budge, you would just hold him and let him cry it out/talk it out if he wanted. you really are his safe place in those situations.

So he often goes through one of those two scenarios, every time he comes home from a mission. and each time you see him like that it takes a little piece away from you, killing you a little, as it does for him. And it does kind of scare him to death that you see him like that. So he worries that you'll leave him, because he is going through such a hard time. so you have to reassure him a lot.

He's actually probably one of the only guys that doesn't really get night terrors/nightmares. Too often, I mean yeah he'll get them every once, in awhile but nowhere near as bad as the rest. he is the definition of heavy sleeper, unless of course he's on the field.

He's also the definition of clingy. You and Alejandro's partner, once had a competition, to see who was more clinger. and soap won that by an inch.

✨Middle child vibes✨ that's all I'm going to say.

Love language. Physical touch, quality time, words of affirmation.

All right that's going to be the it for this. I hope you all enjoyed it! and wherever you are in the world I hope you're having a good day/night reblogs and comments are always appreciated! 🖤

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[watching-pictures-move]

Put On Your Raincoats | Ghostlusters (Seven, 1990)

Contrary to what its title may lead you to believe, Bruce Seven's Ghostlusters is not a pornographic parody of Ivan Reitman's Ghostbusters. There are ghosts, sure, but no team of paranormal contractors employed to deal with paranormal nuisances. There's no Reaganite deregulation message, no obnoxious bureaucrats, no Ray Parker, Jr. theme song and accompanying montage, no special effects extravaganza climax. There is however at least one connection between the movies, albeit a tenuous one. Fans of Reitman will remember that during the aforementioned montage, there's a brief scene where one of the Ghostbusters, played by Dan Aykroyd, is implied to receive fellatio from an attractive lady ghost. There is no fellatio in Ghostlusters, which has an all-female cast, but the movie is otherwise a feature-length elaboration on that idea. What if we could have sex with an attractive lady ghost?

The plot concerns a porn director played by Bionca who comes to a creepy abandoned studio to shoot her lesbian porno. Her star and collaborator Victoria Paris is upset and doesn't want to shoot in this location because it's supposed to be haunted. Lo and behold, Tianna appears in a flapper costume, waves and briefly flashes her breasts before disappearing. (Victoria Paris, fearfully: "See, I told you. She's showing you she doesn't have big tits.") The rest of the movie falls into a pattern of lesbian sex scenes, mostly between the cast and crew (the roles are not divided so cleanly, as it seems to be an all-hands-on-deck operation). Eventually the ghost inserts herself into the proceedings, with intriguing (read: sexy) results.

The meatiest roles are played by Bionca and Tianna, who have an exchange that suggests further mystery regarding the latter's past, without divulging any clear answers.

"Hey Casper, you wanna be in my movie?"

"Oh, I dunno, I wasn't a very good actress. I fucked my way into the movies. They were silent, you know? I didn't have to speak."

"This is a sex movie. You don't have to talk either. All you have to do is eat pussy and fool around."

"Really? That's what I was doing when the virgin statue fell on me: eatin' the star's pussy."

"I'm surprised the statue didn't kill her too."

"Oh, the statue didn't kill me. It did hit me kinda hard though. I guess I bit the leading lady's snatch. She screamed and cracked a champagne bottle over my head. That's what did me in!"

"Are you serious?"

"Maybe, maybe not."

"You're a trip."

"I am."

This sequence is enjoyable not just for the narrative importance, but for their contrasting demeanours, Tianna all peppy and Bionca cool and understated, almost Seagalian. Aside from these two, Victoria Paris does some heroic line readings where she has to act afraid of Tianna. Tianna returns the favour when she clutches her pearls literally while she watches Victoria Paris jam some beads... somewhere (I won't say where, it wouldn't be gentlemanly).

Now, as a horror-porn hybrid, this does not lean very heavily in the direction of the former. There are a few cobwebs, and the sporadic spooky camera angle (there's an effective high angle shot during a masturbation scene with Tianna), but otherwise most of the atmospheric heavily lifting is done by the vaguely spooky new age soundtrack. (It eventually shifts to electro and drops any pretense of horror movie scoring. The soundtrack also frequently overpowers the dialogue thanks to the subpar sound mix.) There are candles, but their context is less spooky than sexy, and the movie does not attempt consistency in its mise en scene. (This supposed old movie studio has a room with exercise bikes, pinup posters, and a rig on the ceiling for leg cuffs. I assume this was the storage room at the production company office. I also spotted a poster for Surf Nazis Must Die! in another room, as well as an American flag, which potentially makes this Fourth of July viewing material.) And it must be noted that characterizations don't stay consistent between the plot scenes and the sex scenes, and that Tianna is much less convincing as a deceased silent movie starlet in the latter. (During one particularly heated scene, she remarks: "I've been a bad spirit!" So I suppose she still stayed in character.)

One of the things you notice when you move from the golden age to the video era is the drastic change in visual style, with any gestures towards artistic effect dropped in favour of getting the best angle on the action. This certainly holds true here, but I don't know how much I can hold that against the movie, given the prurient integrity at work here. To paraphrase the late, great Roger Ebert, one should judge a movie based not on its aims but how well it achieves them, and I must concede that as a porno, this is pretty hot stuff. The girls look great and bring ample enthusiasm, and the sex is energetic and varied enough so as not to become repetitive. While I did feel a faint whiff of embarrassment trying to watch this like an actual movie (it finally happened, folks), I have to give credit where credit is due. Now let us never speak of this again.

#film #put on your raincoats #movie review #ghostlusters #bruce seven

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[dadddyyzawasblog]

Want To Bet?

~ You want a good girl that does bad things to you ~

:)

Anon Request; Gabi you are a fucking G! Could you do one where Eddie and Y\N tease each other until one of them breaks down and ends up fucking the other? You choose babe

AUTHOR NOTE: Extreme dirty talk!

I hope this first chapter isn't disappointing :D

Eddie fucking Munson or rather fucking Eddie Munson?

Hearing sweet seductive words are alluring statements attributed to an attractive person in particular. Eddie's voice alone was as intimate as the rustle of sheets, his voice was so melodic and so sugary, you were practically melting into it.

" Let's make a deal, sweetheart. Everything is allowed except touching. "

" Not even touching ourselves, Eddie? "  you giggled.

" Especially ourselves baby."

...

Eddie was busy playing with his guitar while you suddenly walked in with a bath robe, you smirked once you heard what he was actually playing, " Eds, could you play that song where the lyrics goes " Here I come, my mind is set. Get ready for love mmh, you're my ten second pet. Touch my gun but don't pull my trigger.."  you sat on his bed and as you put your lips close enough to his ear without touching, " Let's make history in the elevator or lock the door. Shine my pistol some more. Here ah- Here I come, just mph ten..seconds..more."  You moaned into his ear. " You know that song. Play it, Eds." 

Eddie adjusted his sitting while holding the guitar on his lap, seeing that he was so turned on but couldn't do anything about it gave you the biggest satisfaction. " Yeah, the one that goes: Reach down low, slide it in real slow, I wanna hear your engine roar. You feel so good, do you want more. Is that the one, baby? ", " Fuck, yes! " you groaned into his ear again, your warm breath tickling his ear. " I'll do anything for you, Y\N. ", " Anything? ", " Anything."

You smiled mischievously, " You have to hide your boner better than that. I can practically see your length, just the right kind of sausage I would want in my mouth, if you will feed me that is. " 

" I could feed you my sausage but only if somewhere other than your stomach gets stuffed too." Eddie chuckled sheepishly when he saw your your expression. Dilated pupils, lips apart, hitched breath, biting your lips, you were definitely getting turned on, " You can stuff me anytime, anyhow, anywhere you want although I want some milk with my breakfast, would that be alright? ", " It's a fucking three course meal, sweetheart. I bet you like the way the milk slides down your pretty throat, don't you? How warm it feels while traveling all over your body, milk is a sticky substance after all."  Eddie laughed at his own metaphor and reached for his glass of water while you pursed your lips, applying just the right pressure on them. " You know how good I am with digesting sticky substances, Eddie."  Eddie almost choked on his water hearing this come from you but you didn't stop there. " My favorite thing about them is the sweet taste that comes with them, the faster you drink it, the more you get." 

" Y\N.."  Eddie whispered as if like he was in pain, " And if you drink it fast enough, you can get a second or a third round if you act nice about it. Luckily my source isn't mean, on the contrary I cannot stop drinking the milk, it's just too generous. ", " I have quite a lot of milk, sweetheart. You just have to put it in your mouth like a straw, I bet it will taste better than your preferred one. Want a taste? ", "  You are so kind baby. How could I say no? "

" Thank fuck! "  Eddie whispered as he opened his zipper, you licked your lips and took his dick in your mouth just like he said, you sucked the top a bit to taste the waters, he was already moaning quietly. You hollowed your cheeks a bit and gave the shaft a clean lick, " I don't think neither of us lost this baby! Fuck! ", You smiled as your hands got occupied with his trimmed, soft balls. " C'mon, c'mon. Baby. Fuck! Please, please suck it harder! "  Eddie screamed as you obeyed after a good five minutes he came into your mouth and you showed him his masterpiece before shallowing it.

" Stuff me, hot stuff? " , Eddie kissed you with hunger, he was feeling so touched starved for a couple of days, he simply felt like he couldn't get enough touching you. He nibbled on your neck as he threw your panties behind him, he kissed your breasts a couple of times and planted love bites on your belly, he quickly found a condom and rolled it as he finally entered you, a loud moan erupted from your lips. Eddie was practically shaking with his thrust speed, he needed you, all of you. Eddie was panting your ear as he was thrusting harder within each time, hitting that G spot perfectly as if he knew it like the back of his hand. " Eddie! "  You moaned into his neck and bit it, " Never stop this feeling, I don't want it to end! "  he reassured you of how good you were feeling. 

" Eds, baby? I'm coming! " 

" On three okay? One, two, three. "

Eddie liberated himself before you and soon after him you did too. " I bet this was the best sex we've ever had?", you poked his nose as he smiled into it. " No more bets! "  you smirked as you kissed him sweetly. 

" Want to bet? ", 

" Shut up! "

#eddie munson smut #eddie munson #fanfiction #stranger things smut #smut fic #chrissy this is for you #chrissy wake up

[hanymatsuo]

You know that feeling of when everything is to much and you just wanna shout or cry or run in zig zag, because everything is to much and there is something making you unquiet, but you can't do It cause you don't live alone, and you have been building the image of "the normal one", "the carbon copy of your parent" , "the Voice of reason" , "The one who is way more mature for their age" , "The Happy One" so you feel like you can't act It out because If you do people will call you a cynical, and a Two face person.

And It makes you feel even more like screaming cause It feels like you don't have anyone in your live you can truly rely on, without being judged for showing your ugly side more than once in a life time.

And the only one you could rely on is just to young for ALL this shit.

The Younger one rely on the Older one, not the fucking contrary. Bur How can the Older on be reliable when they can't put their shit together, and is feeling like their skin is fucking burning from the inside out.

And you just think god why can't i Just stop time for one moment, and be just me for once without having to be always on guard ALL the FUCKING DAMN TIME.

[baekhvuns]

Godddd I'm glad they wore their previous fits to Daegu, because I would simply not survive another new and ILLEGAL outfit from Seonghwa.

EXACTLY MMMH COVER JUSEYO or better a mash up of Move and Mmmh I'm just saying I have a vision okay. I saw Mingi destroyed people it's not the first time and I'm not surprised because Mingi I'M LOOOOOKING 👁👁

Lmao your scenario, as long as he doesn't ditch me or scream into my ear we can hang out. And what are we talking about?

Makes me wanna rewatch TVD tbh lol. To me it was a perfect mixnbetween Twilight and True Blood - have you seen it? Twilight was very PG despite everything and their vamps were laughable, TB went all in and it was explicit. TVD had both, teenage angst, love triangles, angst, but more sex and blood just like TB.

SPOILER ALERT: Okay so you mean who was "A" in PLL? MULTIPLE FUCKING PEOPLE worked on the A team, but the main baddie was - brace yourself - Spencer's BR'I'SH LOST EVIL TWIN?!?! I thought the ending to Gossip Girl was ridiculous and out of pocket, but this reveal was much worse, so anticlimactic. But the show was crazy like seriously killing people left and right and in the weirdest way? Kidnapping, torturing, assaulting

It's Seonghwa affecting me, I'm going crazy, he's cringy amd cheesy and so am I now, that's why we're #married.

The Bad Prosecutor is on my looooooong watch list, how do you like it?

When Seonghwa mentioned they crossed paths with Taemin and greeted each other... we will never see it. At least they stood next to Minho on camera!

Yes yes SM THIS RIGHT HERE!!! Go full spooky please. Some of the photos reminded me of Wuthering Heights, when she was in that white dress, the potential was so biiiiiig. The apple, she's like the Snow White villain

I know that Jongho recommended Tomorrow on his PM, so 👀 seriously lol, but the hips didn't lure me instantly, on the contrary I got into Hwa because of his softness 😩💝

I know there are a lot of pairings in your villain fic and I don't mind it, I love a slow burn! But there's only ONE TRUE PAIRING REMEMBER THAT. Ooof yeah I'm bracing yourself for so many funerals...

More sinister songs with a sick beat, please! I love when they start slow, almost seductive but then explode, Taste's dance break is gonna slap sooooo hard. Reminds me of Sunmi's Heroine, her voice at the beginning 😳 and then we go dancing

BAEK FANSITE ERA PLSSSSS l. You

My friends said TMA was a shitshow and I could even tell from the screen, but it was nice to see everyone. Daegu was cool though! Friends were so overwhelmed I can't blame them, so many pretty people to look at

Us Also I live for the I.N sign next to it uwu

WHY SO FCUKEN CUTE WHEN LOOKING LIKE THAT - and a praying circle for Cyberpunk Halloween performance. Also I'm obsessed with this and I need to give him a smooch I'm afraid... - DV 💖

hi hello!!! this is so late i was busy liking wooyoung’s biting tweets <3

Godddd I'm glad they wore their previous fits to Daegu, because I would simply not survive another new and ILLEGAL outfit from Seonghwa.

no bc they looked so good 😭😭 NO SERIOUSLY IF HE WORE SOMETHING ELSE I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED 😭😭😭🔫

EXACTLY MMMH COVER JUSEYO or better a mash up of Move and Mmmh I'm just saying I have a vision okay. I saw Mingi destroyed people it's not the first time and I'm not surprised because Mingi I'M LOOOOOKING 👁👁

EXACTLY WHEN ARE WE GETTING IT PARK SEONGHWA U GOM WE NEED THE MMMH OR PEACHES COVER RIGHT NOW,,, omg him covering move or want, mmmh or nothing on me (with ribbons <3) OMF PLS SONG MINGI IS A MAN OF ART IM FHQKDJWK EVERY STAGE THIS MAN IS A WHORE MY EYES WIDE OPEN FOR HIM WE ARE L O O K I N G he rly had it all 😭😭😭😭

Lmao your scenario, as long as he doesn't ditch me or scream into my ear we can hang out. And what are we talking about?

LMFAOOOO FQMDBALBFAM i would like to believe u guys were talking about how to escape the house but he walked too close and u did the squint and asked him to “dont walk too close to me u coward” fbwndbns

Makes me wanna rewatch TVD tbh lol. To me it was a perfect mixnbetween Twilight and True Blood - have you seen it? Twilight was very PG despite everything and their vamps were laughable, TB went all in and it was explicit. TVD had both, teenage angst, love triangles, angst, but more sex and blood just like TB.

ive only watched the first twilight movie i could not make it past the first 😭😭😭 AND NO I HAVENT I LOOKED IT UP ITS QUITE A OLDER ONE,,, pls twilight was def so laughable but carlisle cullen 👁👁 I CANT FIND THE EDIT I WANTED I TRIED FOR AN HOUR ISGABGSKS IT WAS THE BEST ONE BUT I WILL FIND IT but tvd,,, this edit made me want to watch it bc how is he so pretty fbsndsn

SPOILER ALERT: Okay so you mean who was "A" in PLL? MULTIPLE FUCKING PEOPLE worked on the A team, but the main baddie was - brace yourself - Spencer's BR'I'SH LOST EVIL TWIN?!?! I thought the ending to Gossip Girl was ridiculous and out of pocket, but this reveal was much worse, so anticlimactic. But the show was crazy like seriously killing people left and right and in the weirdest way? Kidnapping, torturing, assaulting

A OR X WHATEVER IT WAS,, A WHOLE TEAM?????????? STOPPPP WHAT THE FUCK IM SORRY I JUST WATCHED THE ENDING AND DBWNBDWK WHAT JUST HAPPENED 😭😭😭😭😭😭 KILLING SM PEOPLE HOW WAS THIS ALLOWED ON A SHOW BACK IN THE DAY FHWJDHWK STOP ITS SO FUN BUT SO CHAOTICALLY WEIRD 😭😭😭

It's Seonghwa affecting me, I'm going crazy, he's cringy amd cheesy and so am I now, that's why we're #married.

AMEN TO THIS !!!! AMEN !!!!

The Bad Prosecutor is on my looooooong watch list, how do you like it?

it’s actually better than what i expected, i watched ep 3 and i thought that was big but then i watched ep4 aNd WENT WILD FOR A LITTLE WHILE THE ACTING OF EVERYONES REALLY REALLY GOOD SOLID 9/10 ATM FOR ME

When Seonghwa mentioned they crossed paths with Taemin and greeted each other... we will never see it. At least they stood next to Minho on camera!

Yes yes SM THIS RIGHT HERE!!! Go full spooky please. Some of the photos reminded me of Wuthering Heights, when she was in that white dress, the potential was so biiiiiig. The apple, she's like the Snow White villain

EXACTLY THAT SM PLS HIRE ME AS UR MV DIRECTOR 😭😭😭 WILL MAKE BIG BANK AND HAVE SOLID CB’S GUARANTEED,,, omg no bc the concept photos are better than the mv itself,,, the art behind it was so so stunning only if we saw that same energy being put into the mv,,, NO UR SO RIGHT HER AND SHE COULD EASILY PLAY THE PSYCHO MALEFICENT

I know that Jongho recommended Tomorrow on his PM, so 👀 seriously lol, but the hips didn't lure me instantly, on the contrary I got into Hwa because of his softness 😩💝

jongho is a soohyuk stan idc idc this man has TASTE seonghwa’s shakira hips didn’t WORK on u BUT IT DID DURING DV HUH 🔫🔫🔫

I know there are a lot of pairings in your villain fic and I don't mind it, I love a slow burn! But there's only ONE TRUE PAIRING REMEMBER THAT. Ooof yeah I'm bracing yourself for so many funerals...

bestie the pairings u would not expect bdwnbdkw just know seonghwa is getting married to someone when he meets y/n <3 y/n was exiled <3 soohyuk as his father <3 dark magic <3 its reallt cute bc y/n always wears black and has a huge hat that covers her face and then theres hwa and his family who participate in activities whole theres that looming darkness in the bacK FHWKFHWKD ONE TRUE PAIRING WBFKWB I TRULY WONDER WHO THAT IS FHENFJN a lot of funerals, flashbacks, the pain 🤌🏼😮‍💨

here is a little spoiler 🤲🏼

“i do not trust anyone in this palace, not you, not me.”

“and why is that?“ you hear his shoes clack against the wood.

“…because i’ve seen lies change….i’ve seen truths change.” you pause to lean back, eyes on the glamorous chandelier that twinkled as the wind it grazed it gently. “…i’ve seen god change.”

“but if you changed,” you whisper, eyes stuck on that one teardrop diamond that twinkled at you. “i would cease to exist, your majesty.”

More sinister songs with a sick beat, please! I love when they start slow, almost seductive but then explode, Taste's dance break is gonna slap sooooo hard. Reminds me of Sunmi's Heroine, her voice at the beginning 😳 and then we go dancing

EXACTLY!!!!!!! ALL OF THAT !!!!! WHEN ITS SLOW AND TRANSITIONS INTO SEXY AND THEN BOOM VILLAIN 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 MORE OF THAT PLS omg do u remember history’s might just die 😮‍💨🤲🏼 WHEN WILL THOSE DAYS COME BACK omg sunmi’s heroine is so nostalgic,,, her vocals were truly the best there idk if she’ll ever come back to that but truly the best era,,, if u have any good those type of song recs 🤲🏼🤲🏼 i would say! imagine dragon’s bad liar relates to our villain fic!!

BAEK FANSITE ERA PLSSSSS l. You

BRMQBDKQDHKW I WILL TAKE MY DSLR AND I WILL BECOME AN FANSITE IM NOT EVEN GONNA LIE IM GONNA ZOOM IN EXCESSIVELY JUST TO GET THE HIP THRUSTS FOR U

My friends said TMA was a shitshow and I could even tell from the screen, but it was nice to see everyone. Daegu was cool though! Friends were so overwhelmed I can't blame them, so many pretty people to look at

it honestly looked like 😭😭 i heard a lot ppl said and even in the performances the camera work was absolutely shitty, they didn’t even capture the transitions for songs for so many groups properly and zoomed out in the best times 😭😭😭 RHWNDBSM DAEGU FESTIVAL SEEMED TO MUCH FUN FROM THE KAI PURPLE ERA TO WOOYOUNGS CLAP BACK FBFBFH LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT IT BUT????? MF ATEEZ ALREADY WERE ON THEIR WAY HOME WE NEVER GOT THE END STAGE WHERE THEY COULD HAVE HELD KAIS HAND I WOULD LOST MY SHIT WHEKQJDKQ

Us Also I live for the I.N sign next to it uwu

hwa i.n interactions WHEN

WHY SO FCUKEN CUTE WHEN LOOKING LIKE THAT - and a praying circle for Cyberpunk Halloween performance. Also I'm obsessed with this and I need to give him a smooch I'm afraid... - DV 💖

nO BC HOW DARE THIS MAN,, this man is so embarrassing i want

I WOULD like to side line hwa for a second BC SONG MINGI IS 😭😭😭😭

AND THIS???? THIS ATINY DESERVES EVERYTHING

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

[jxngh]

Hey! It's me again with another request. 😅

What about a Hoseok that everyone underestimate and think that just because he's so adorable, a true gentleman and even cheesy that they don't think he can be good at bed.

So, some girls make a bet (idk let's pretend their work colleagues or they're in college, what suits you better) what they don't know is, that Hoseok somehow, actually finds out about this bet, but he's not bother at all, on the contrary, he's beyond thrilled since he's been wanted to fuck hard OC, so this is his chance to prove her how wrong she actually is.

The player will be end up being played.

A good boy with a little a very dirty secret behind doors. What do you think? 👀

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your sweet boss is made a party for the ones who freshly started work with you. you didn't expect anything less from a gentleman as him. he was always disciplined but never not supportive and adorable. sometimes even cheesy.

you and your work colleagues were in the party. and after some food and drinks - and not seeing him around - they basically started gossipping. you were trying to be friends with the new colleagues but you all were in the same conversation so you kinda had to be in it.

"soo... what do you guys think about your new boss?" asked one of your close colleagues. she loved gossipping and stuff like that, was so fun all the time.

"he's super sweet...i don't know if it's because we're new to be honest." said the new girl. and the new boy added "i feel like he's a gentleman but...we don't know how is he in bed right?" he made a funny voice. you all laughed.

"bet he's not good at bed, seems too soft." your fun friend said while she's taking another bite from the food. and she turned to you before asking. "what do you think, __?"

"i don't know..." you looked at her, then the others. "he seems vanilla but i can't really say if he's bad."

they talked about it a little then the conversation changed.

you were still thinking about it tho. the thing you didn't know was that he heard your talk while he's getting another drink from a table closer to you guys.

after a week from the party, to check your work, he came to your room. at least that was what you thought. you thought that you did something wrong and he was here to show you how to fix it. as he did multiple times before.

but no, here he was showing you the plans of the new design of the office from the computer, too close to your face while he's behind the chair you're sitting at. you couldn't focus on the screen because of him.

and you couldn't decide if it's smell that is making your mind dizzy or the tone of his voice. there was definitely something different today.

"are you even listening __?" he asked and that was when you really started listening. your attention was on his side profile which is looking like he's a painting.

"oh uhm yes. sorry, i got distracted." you confessed.

that put a grin to his face. he came closer to you, leaving a deep breath. you felt small tingles on your neck.

"you're one of my best workers and you always listen carefully what i say, __. is something wrong?" he asked you, eyes traveling to your lips for a millisecond. the gap between you two was so small, you could feel his capturing smell making your mind dumb.

"n-nothing." you stuttered, trying too hard to look at him in the eyes. your mind was screaming at you that you should get back but you just stayed still.

he took a deep breath and tilted his head.

"is this vanilla?"

wha- what was he talking about? why did he just highlight the word? did he hear you talking? shit. you were going to be fired if he did. plus you didn't want him to hear those words, you just said it. ugh.

your eyes widened but you tried to act like he's talking about something else.

"what is?" you looked up at him, his breathtaking features. the grey suit was covering his body so well. damn, you thought.

he looked at you and talked before slightly smirking.

"the colour, __. what else could it be?"

you looked down and gulped before looking at him again.

"i d-don't know sir." you felt your cheeks getting hotter, shit. what was happening to you? you weren't exactly a shy type of woman but the sudden hint made you flustered.

he held the armrests of your chair and turned you to face him, then he gently nipped your chin and made you look up.

"why are you getting red? tell me what's on your mind, baby." he said staying still and leaving only few centimeters between your faces.

him calling you that sent a flutter to your heart. what happened to the sweetest boss you had? and more importantly, why did you want him so bad with just a word?

"thought you were thinking that i'm vanilla, but here you are getting even more red with a 'baby'..."

fuck. he knew. he knew what you've said. you wanted to speak and tell him that he misunderstood or something, at least try to fix this someway. but you couldn't, not when you were that close. you opened your mouth but no words came out. and your brain focused on his breath brushing your lips, he was looking amazing.

"i can prove you wrong baby. bet you'll only think and talk about me." he said before brushing his lips to yours for a second. you closed your eyes. then he watched your face with lust filled gaze of his.

your hand found his neck and pulled him close to a kiss. it was intense, wasn't so slow but not fast either. you felt his hands coming down and holding your waist, then down and grabbing your ass while he sucked your bottom lip. after that he lifted you and made you sat on your table.

he started to give your ass hard squeezes while groaning into your mouth.

"mmmh " he said before spreading your legs and rolling his hips against yours.

he was so hard and you were sure your panties were wet after that kiss. and now he was sucking marks to your neck to collarbone. you loved the feeling of getting marked by him. the way he touched you were mind-numbing.

"mmph, please." you moaned, not able to opening your eyes from the feeling.

he smirked and held your waist tightly. then rolled his hips to yours, it was harder this time.

"name it baby. please what?" he asked leaving a peck to the sweet spot under your ear. it sent tingles to your body, you held his head and pulled him closer. now you were face to face, his eyes were half lidded and full with lust, looking deeply into your ones.

"please sir, prove me wrong." you said breathily.

he smiled for a second, then kissed your lips hungrily. then with a low moan he sent his tongue to meet yours. and yeah,he was so good at it. it was like his tongue is dancing on yours. you couldn't help but whimper.

you felt his hands getting under your dress, playing with the thin waistband while he leaves low grunts to your mouth. the vibration was making you feel some type of way. your whimpers were telling the same thing.

your hands found his belt and unbuckled it without breaking the intense kiss you've having with him. he slid your panties aside and started to rub his hand to your wetness.

"fuck." he breathed havily. "all of this is for me? fuck baby, you make me wanna ruin you."

you smiled and palmed his erection, getting low curses from him. you could feel him twitching.

"i'm ready sir." you said, looking at his hungry expression. your hands were resting on the waistband of his underwear. you slowly pulled it down.

he was long and pretty. and definitely ready to fuck. the gray suit he wore was looking so rich, and the fact that he still had it on was a turn on to you.

he didn't waste anymore time and pushed himself to you in one thrust. your moans and his grunts mixed. he was holding your waist and sucking your neck.

"ah sir, move. please."after checking your face he continued his movement slowly. you could feel every inch of him, he was so deep and filling you so well.

he started to move faster, making you jolt with every push of his hips. you needed to get support from your hands, holding the table tightly.

"such a pretty baby, spreading herself for me on her table, crying under me." he said pulling himself back almost fully. "still thinking i'm vanilla?" he said and pushed himself harder, finding the spot easily. and now he was fucking you rough.

"n-no sir, ohh yes." you replied and felt your high coming, by the way his dick twitches inside of you after every moan of yours you could tell he's close too.

he kept his pace, made you lose control of your moans while he leaves low grunts to your neck, whispers dirty stuff to your ear.

"come as i say pretty." he said and gave deep thrusts, getting faster and going slower and deeper again. your pussy started to clench like crazy. if you weren't being held by him you'd probably fall because how hard he fucks.

"come." he said and you both came, you were a moaning mess.

he pulled himself out and fixed your dress after fixing his suit, getting ready to leave.

"guess i proved it all wrong, huh?" he said, watching your not so out of bliss face. it was a strong high.

"i can't believe i thought that sir." you said looking at his lips involuntarily. you were still between your desk and him. he moved closer and kissed you slowly. then his hands found the marks he left on your skin.

"everybody will know who left these marks on you baby. you can cover it up... or you can keep it and i can take you a proper date tonight. cause this wasn't just sex for me. what'd you say?"

his words made your heart flutter. you couldn't help but smile.

"of course."

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[kokichixreaderthings]

TW: Rant and swearing

Hi, first of all, I wanna apologize in advance for what I am going to say. You are a huge comfort blog for me, especially when it comes to one of my biggest comfort characters (Kokichi), but I just wanna let this all out. I saw something today that really bothered me, and I just want to feel like I'm talking to someone that shares the same opinion and view as me. Whether or not you respond or even delete this is up to you, after all, this is your blog and you have the right to post whatever you want. So I apologize if I take up your time with my vent:

I was on reddit and I came across a HUGE thread and reasons why "Kokichi would be a toxic partner" and why "Saiouma is a toxic relationship". It made me so angry, I tried to reason with everyone else, but they harassed me to the point where I had to deactivate my account. If they don't ship Saiouma, that is fine. It is there opinion. But I do not stand ignorance that "Kokichi is a toxic partner" and they twist canon to make it seem like he is a purely evil person and therefore doesn't deserve love. I was just reading what they said, questioning if we even played the same fucking game!

They totally misunderstood Kokichi's actions in chapter 5 and said "He wanted Shuichi, Kiibo, Maki, and Himiko to commit mass suicide" which wasn't even his plan! It was quite the opposite--to fucking save everyone and get them the hell outta that goddamn killing game! That was his plan, if anyone was even paying attention--to end and ruin the killing game! They were also giving him a lot of crap about him and manipulating 'uwu the precious cinnamon roll that did no wrong' Gonta into killing Miu. OMG! SWALLOW THESE GODDAMN PILLS! GONTA MADE HIS OWN DECISION, HE IS A BIG BOY! Even Alter Ego Gonta said that he made his own choice to kill her! Literally, all Kokichi did was lead Gonta to the flashback light!

You might as well say Sonia was responsible for Hiyoko's death by telling her there is a mirror in the music venue and 'luring' her to her death!

Because of his actions, in a fucking killing game, everyone started to rant about how toxic Kokichi would be. Someone said he would be physically and mentally abusive, which I just can't imagine Kokichi being! He would never EVER harm his SO! During his FTE (if anyone even had the heart to play it and understand Kokichi), he made sure Shuichi wasn't hurt with the games he played! Kokichi even took the harm himself, if it meant Shuichi wouldn't be hurt! Hell, read his fucking wiki page! It's even stated that he dislikes general violence!

And him mentally and emotionally abusing his partner? Look, I know Kokichi can be an annoying shithead that lies a lot, but I can't imagine him degrading and belittling his partner! Not only is it very OOC, but to the person he, on layman terms "loves"?! I'm pretty sure Kokichi isn't that goddamn stupid to not realize that his words can seriously harm is SO! He may be inexperienced with the romance department, but even he knows that there is a fine line between 'teasing' and 'bullying'. Contrary to popular belief, Kokichi knows his boundaries (look at his LSE) and will definitely tone down his teasing and pranks if his SO is uncomfortable. Teasing his partner, definitely! But what would make people think that Kokichi is THAT stupid and downright bully them?!

Look at his Salmon Mode and UTDP events! He doesn't even manipulate people! In his Salmon mode, his 'dates' with Shuichi are purely wholesome and hilarious! Kokichi, the embodiment of a lie, even said "If I wanna get closer to Shuichi maybe I shouldn't lie to so much"

HE WAS WILLING TO BETTER HIMSELF FOR SHUICHI!

If that doesn't scream "A good partner" Idk what does, bestie!

Even in his UTDP events, nothing bad, really! There was an event with him and Kaito, they were just talking about family. I guess you can nitpick that he was bothering Kiibo again for being a robot, but really--nothing bad! He was even kind to Mikan and Nagito (who are both outcasted in school). He called Mikan 'kind' and even distracted her from Hiyoko when she wanted to bother Mikan

KOKICHI IS A GOOD GUY! He just needs to get his shit together and be treated with a little bit more kindness

There was this Kokichi ask blog I was scrolling down and 'Kokichi' was really nice to everyone that sent him asks. On of the questions said "Kokichi, you are really nice to everyone here. Where did the 'evil, ultimate supreme leader go?'" and Kokichi responded "Well, everyone has been so nice to me here! I don't have a reason to be disrespectful, now do I?" Which basically just proves if Kokichi was treated with a bit more kindness (Which I believe his SO would be able to give to him), he wouldn't be an asshole! He would be an amazing boyfriend!

TDLR: If you don't like Kokichi, that is fine. If you don't ship Saiouma, that is fine. But for the love is god: DO NOT TWIST CANON!

(Again, I'm really sorry for dumping his rant on you. I just wanted to feel like I was speaking to someone that shared the same opinion as me. If you read all this, thank you)

YOURE SO RIGHT !!!

this is so true!! you said exactly what i always think when i see stuff like that!!!

he’s not an evil, toxic person, he was in a killing game and he was struggling! he just needs help! there’s also like plenty of signs in the game that he’s suffering from depression too (signs that i even see in myself) which can really mess up your brain and convince you you deserve to be a bad person, which adds to how he so “easily” made himself out to be evil in the game

but he was only ever “evil” because of the way he made himself look to other people in the game, that’s literally the only evidence, but who he really is isnt evil at all! there’s plenty of evidence, like you said, that he’s actually a good person!!

i would literally ramble on forever about this, but you said most of it anyway :) also i don’t know if what i said made much sense but i hope it did

(also dont be sorry :) )

[lydiaphantom]

Imagine: Theo Raeken And Banana Bread

Summary: Theo Raeken just knew that today is going to be a day to remember

Paring: Theo Raeken x Reader

Warnings: Some bad words?

(Sorry! Bad Grammar!)

Theo Raeken woke up this morning with the feeling that today is going to be one hell of the day. He couldn't really express this in words, but this strange sensation in his stomach practically was screaming to him that something was about to happen. Something that most likely will make him uncomfortable, and during the years Theo learned in a hard way to trust his guts.

So this uncommon feeling, Theo knew pretty well that had nothing to do with his girlfriend's cooking last night. Even though he had his guessing that you decided to improvise while preparing the dinner, he really didn't think that this was it. Memories from last evening and your late slightly burned dinner brought a smile on Theo's face so he turned to your side only to find an empty spot next to him.

A little confused Theo immediately started searching for your heartbeat, only relaxing when it was heard in the bathroom along with running water and some pop song which you were singing. With a relieved sigh, Theo allowed a small smile to return to his face. You were fine.

As you were in the shower, Theo made a decision to prepare breakfast. He was pouring an apple juice into your glasses when you entered the kitchen. Thanks to his werewolf abilities Theo heard you coming and turned just in time to leave a slow morning kiss on your lips. And the smile that he felt during the kiss was all he cared about. Your hair was still really messy after a shower, you were in his t-shirt with Spiderman and short shorts, absolutely no makeup, and, God, even though Theo was an atheist, you looked absolutely stunning for him.

"Morning, Princess," he whispered close to your lips and then stoled another kiss.

"Morning," you whispered too. "Oh my God, you made pancakes?!" you then exclaimed as you looked at the table with this light in your eyes turning to your boyfriend to left another kiss on his soft lips. "You are the best!"

"Yeah, I decided to make breakfast today, since you have been cooking yesterday. Not a big deal," Theo shrugged with this shy smile as you two were sitting not too far away from each other.

It took you a moment to respond since you already have started eating. Still not fully swallowed the first pancake you started to speak.

"Not a big deal? Theo, your pancakes are literally the best I have ever had and trust this girl," you then pointed at yourself scoffing. "I have eaten enough pancakes to know what I'm talking about," with that you put more blubbery pancakes into your mouth ending the discussion.

Not like Theo was going to argue with you, he knew better than this. He just chuckled and continued with his own breakfast occasionally glancing at you still not sure how after everything he ended up this lucky with someone like you.

Despite the contrary belief, Theo Raeken could be sweet, he may not has a big desire to show this to the world and especially the pack but there were people who have seen the soft side of Theo Raeken, and deep down he knew that all this thanks to you. And he loves you so much for it, just to have those quiet mornings with you. This daily routine as someone can say, Theo is living for it.

"Banana bread!" You shouted suddenly making Theo chokes on his apple juice.

But for moments like this? Theo is willing to die for.

This pure excitement in your eyes that he is able to see. Yep, you definitely have Theo Raeken wrapped around your little finger. And the most unbelievable thing? Theo couldn't care less about it.

"Banana bread?" he asked raising an eyebrow. When you just nod, he continued. "Willing to elaborate?"

You sighed dramatically and rolled your eyes.

"Today, we are going to bake banana bread!" You said as excited as the first time. "Look, that can't be that hard," showing Theo your phone with the receipt you shrugged.

"Uh-huh," was all he responded but you already had taken your phone away and looked at him with pleading eyes.

And Theo? He knew that you didn't even have to ask.

That why three hours later he found himself in the middle of the kitchen, which was completely covered in white flour, eggshells, and lots of banana peels, trying to measure the exact right proportion of left ingredients.

"Aaand... done!" he announced putting two-measure cups away and turning to you.

"Great!" you responded taking the third measure cup from your boyfriend's hands and adding all the content into the form. "And now we are baking it!" you said excitedly opening the oven and putting your banana bread inside. When you were done you turned to Theo with a big smile on your face only to catch him looking at you with adoration. "What?" you asked a bit confused narrowing your eyes.

"Nothing," he shrugged coming closer to you and putting his strong hands on your waist pulling you even more closer. "I just really love you," he added slowly drawing lazy circles with his thumbs on your hips.

"Yeah?" you responded turning your head a little and wrapping your hands around his neck.

"Uh-huh," he then leaned a little closer to your lips. "So much."

With the big smile on your face, you met Theo's lips in a slow passionate kiss. After some moments you two broke apart.

"There is banana in your hair," you said with a chuckle, eyes still dreamy after kiss as you tried to put the fruit away from his dark strands of hair.

"There is banana in your hair too," Theo said but instead of letting go of you he just leaned for another kiss. "Looking hot, Princess," he then added before kissing you again, not that you complained.

You made a surprised noise when the kiss started heating up and your back was suddenly pressed to the kitchen wall, but you were far away from caring.

What you were caring about were the magnificent little kisses with which your gorgeous boyfriend was peppering your neck.

You also were concerned about the fact that the front door of your house was suddenly opened and the whole McCall's pack just entered the kitchen with no one other than Stiles Stilinski leading them. Guessing by how much Theo froze in place and more unconsciously tensed so much so his hands on your hips started causing a little discomfort, he was too distracted to know they were coming.

"We caught you!" Stiles shouted and only then looked at you two, with you sandwiched between the wall and Theo, both with wide eyes completely covered in flour and bananas, breathing a little too hard for normal in the very messy kitchen. Confused, Stiles took a look around and so did the others. That was the moment when Theo found his voice again.

"What the actual fuck, Stilinski!?" he asked furiously moving from you but not too far, with his back to you he moved a little, trying to protect you from the pack's now curious glances. "Liam, what the hell?"

"Believe me, I tried to stop them," Liam started coming closer to you two. Theo just raised an eyebrow and crossed his arms waiting for him to continue. "But Stiles got this ridiculous idea," he specifically emphasized the word while looking at sheriff's son. "That you are plotting something, so word after word and here we are," Liam explained gesturing around. "But I really tried to stop them, guys," he then added in apologies.

That only made Theo throw his head back with a low groan. He was so tired of all this, you knew this better than somebody else. So you put a comforting hand on his shoulder trying to calm him down. That was your first interaction with the pack, apart from Liam who spends every other weekend with you two and with who you are practically best friends now, but regarding the pack, you honestly hope it is also your last time with them.

"Okay, are we gonna ignore hamster in the room?" Malia said clearly looking at you and your boyfriend.

"What?" Scott, who until now was staring at you with opened mouth, finally said something.

"Malia, it is elephant in the room, dear," Lydia responded moving closer to the pack.

"Who cares?!" she asked annoyed and pointed at you. "Who is she? Who are you?" Malia demanded and came fastly to you. With supernatural speed, Theo moved closer to you trying to protect, but that was the moment when enough was enough for you.

"Y/N, but that should not be your concern," you said with clear anger in your voice as you stepped aside from Theo to stand in front of the girl and others with your arms crossed no hint of fun on your face. "What should be your concern, that the fact that you all broke into my house with some ridiculous assumptions and still had something to say! Who does such a thing!?"

"We were just worrying that this," Stiles started and pointed at Theo.

"He's got a name, asshole," you interrupted.

Stiles rolled his eyes.

"That Theo was plotting something, so we decided to check," he responded with a shrug.

That was your turn to roll your eyes, but what you didn't see was that Theo did the same.

"So you thought it is completely okay to break into someone's house, just to check your stupid theory," Theo concluded coming to stand next to you.

"Well, we may or may not knew that you were staying there for the last couple of months so..." Scott started awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck.

"Oh my gosh!" you groaned hiding your face in your hands. "So you actually stalked him," you said not even surprised anymore.

"I wouldn't call this stalking," Stiles objected uncomfortably moving from one food to another.

"I would!" You, Theo, and Liam responded at the same time.

"This is ridiculous," you muttered shaking your head.

"We were worrying," Scott started but you didn't see the point in listening.

"No, nada, you stop right here," you started pointing at him and by the look on your face, everyone got a pretty good idea how done you actually was. "I don't wanna hear it. Out." you then pointed at the front door which was still open. When nobody moved you raised your voice. "Out! Now!"

That got everyone in action and soon the kitchen was free from unwelcome guests with Liam, who spend every moment apologizing. When everybody finally left, you felt Theo's sneaky hand on your waist as he moved you closer to him.

"That was one hell of the show," he concluded.

"That is an understatement," you responded still looking at the front door.

"But you looked so hot protecting me," he then added leaving a small kiss on your neck.

"Yeah?" you asked turning your head a little to glace at him.

"Uh-huh," he responded while continuing with kissing. "So what now?" he asked innocently.

That was the moment when the oven made a noise.

That brought a sly smile on your face.

"And now BANANA BREAD!" you shouted excitedly throwing you arms up and with a quick kiss run to the oven to examine your creation.

And Theo? Theo couldn't help but look at you with even more adoration.

That was one hell of the day, and it was only 4.46 p.m. But with you in his life, Theo Raeken was ready for anything, even if his guts right now was incredibly concerned about the thick slice of bread you were holding in your hands for him to take.

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[tteokdoroki]

please jus' gimme a smooch..? i miss your kisses :( my voice turns soft as my breath is taken away by you, "do y- ah- does mommy not want anyone else knowing...? i don't mind, people should know just how perfectly our bodies fit together, how your hands are the only ones allowed to touch me like this... any day, anywhere mommy wants to claim her good lil boy, right..?" i hum when i feel your teeth and move lower, tilting my head a bit to give you easier access and anyone else i meet a better view. hey, i think you might've missed a spot...?

"not my fault you like to tease me...! feels like it doesn't matter how sensitive i am, still can't get enough of my mommy..." i really can't get enough of you, i can't count how many times i've seen you like this but every time still sends shivers down my spine and blood rushing south. i groan out, already set on completely returning the favor. "mommy's pussy is already so warm... so wet too, can feel it dripping already... did you want it as badly as i did..?" i languidly grind against your warmth, stroking your clit and teasing your entrance with the tip barely pushing in on every stroke, while my gaze remains heated and trained on your figure.

"i wanna touch you already... could you please uncuff me..? pleaaaaase? i've been so good, haven't i...? been on my best behavior, a-and i'll keep it up, i swear!" i throw in the puppy dog eyes and the pitiful pout to sweeten the deal. i dunno, maybe it's just fun to see that even you can't resist me. 💕

🍗 (i'm way more than up for it! so please, please, please? i'll get on my knees again! even whine a lil! maybe.... scream your name too..? i-if you want! i completely understand if not!)

hello i missed u

“oh, on the contrary baby,” i snarl into your neck after listening to your words, possession over you striking me right in the chest. licking over several of your bruises, my tongue draws a stripe from the base of your throat to your pulse point just under your ear— sucking on it slightly. “i mark you up because I want everyone to know. your fans, your colleagues.. want them to know that you’re taken. you’re mine and no one else can love you and make love to you the way i do.” my voice becomes hushed when my lips finally reach yours again, giving into your pouty face and indulging you in a sweet kiss. “you’re my everything baby, my good boy...”

“don’t...don’t act like you don’t like to be teased keigo,” i sigh, pulling back to admire the blues and purples that blossom against your skin. you’re so beautiful, you always have been and only god knows what the breathless look of awe on your face does to me. no matter the mood, the way you look up at me always makes me feel shy. biting my lip as my eyes flutter, i can’t help but pout at how you only brush against my wetness— neediness for more making me fish over you as you grind into me. “always want you baby, never get this wet thinkin’ of anyone else—only you, so wet for you...”

squeezing my entrance around your tip, i succumb to those darn puppy dog eyes of yours...reaching to undo the cuffs and set your hands free. you have been on your best behaviour after all. “fuck your mommy keigo, show me what a good boy can do.”

( happy now? you know i can’t say no to you when you give me the puppy dog face >:( just don’t get any ideas about flipping this on me now that you’re free..unless...👀 )

#wew horn knee #aaliyah lewds.exe #hawks anon 🍗 #you’ve got mail 💌

[sebs-anxiety-and-insanity]

TW: Implied self harm, implied suicide, c!thomas is a sad mess, cussing

Viewer discretion is advised

Here is the song by city and colour

The way it used to be/ ThVi (its sad)

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This is the story of a man

Thomas sat on his couch, scrolling through Twitter, replying to mentions here and there, just sitting. He felt Virgil lay down on his lap, going seemingly limp against him. Thomas put down his phone to turn his attention to his boyfriend. "You good there, Virge?" He nodded, smiling. "Having anxiety is just exhausting." Thomas sighed. "Why didn't you come get me?" Virgil shook his head. "Didn't wanna bother you, and besides, it wasn't even that bad. Now I am here with you." He turned on his side wrapping his arms around Thomas's waist. Thomas sighed in content. He knew this would be the rest of his life and he was completely happy with it.

Who took for granted everything he had

"I- I'm sorry okay? Please calm down!" Virgil said harshly not wanting to scream anymore than Thomas already had. "NO! WHAT THE HELL?!!! YOU KNEW THAT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME!!! THAT COULD'VE BEEN MY BREAK!!" Virgil shrunk back a bit. "I- I know, but-but I can't help it! Its literally my job!" Thomas huffed. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ANXIETY!!!!" Virgil flinched. He called him anxiety instead of his name.... Right as Thomas began to opened his mouth again, Virgil teleported to his room, locking the door.

And how he let it all just slip away

From then on, Virgil didn't act the same, flinching away from touches, hardly speaking and never wanted to be touched really. And a few months after a few more fights and awkward encounters he finally came out of his room he only grabbed a book, one Thomas had never seen before, and left. Returning hours later to say quietly that it would never happen again. And he left. Thomas would've gone after him but he had to go somewhere, and he would always be here when he gets back. Waiting for him since there isn't no where else to go.

Never to return again

He arrived back home sad? He hadn't had any anxiety which was unusual since he was surrounded by a bunch of people, bombarding him with a bunch of questions. He decided now was the time to go check on Virgil, say he is sorry and figure out why everything seemed gloomy. He went into the mind palace, and even the living room which was a neutral space was sad, not as much as everything else but still sad. He walked up the stairs, immediately noticing the bright blue door that had dogs and cats with a couple of frogs, was deepened and cracked, similar things done to the other doors. He walked down closer to Virgil's room, when he heard sobbing. Panic seeping in he ran to Virgils room only to stop dead in his tracks. Patton was crying, and was being cradled by Logan. Janus was in tears on Virgils bed, cradling a piece of fabric. He looked in the bathroom and his blood ran cold. Roman had tears steaming down while harshly talking with Remus, who was in the same state. He couldn't make out what they were saying since they were not audible from where he was. And a single limp arm dangled from the bathtub, red streaks streaming down said arm. Rushing in Roman immediately tried to stop him from seeing, but it was too late. He already saw Virgils lifeless body in a bathtub of red from his bleeding wrists. Tears streaming down his face. He faught against Roman to get to his boyfriends lifeless body. Why did this happen?

Now twenty years have come and gone

"Yeah, well fuck you! You shouldn't still be mourning him! And even if you weren't you still can't pretend I am him!" Anxietys distorted voice rang throughout the room. Thomas flinched. It's been twenty fucking years and they still didnt know anxietys name. And he still looked like Virgil which didnt help shit. He looked up to notice that Anxiety had disappeared. He sighed sitting back down on the couch, head in his hands. god what happened?

And still he wonders what he did so wrong

The next week he stayed in his room, refusing to do anything. Yeah it was twenty years ago but seeing anxiety made it yesterday. He soon created a sick little world in his head, where Virgil never died. And they just broke up. But Thomas knew there was hope of getting Virgil to get back together.

And how that he can win back *his* heart

Anxiety was now scared to be anxiety. Patton always trying to be happy, but failing from time to time, but still always vowing to protect him from such awkward encounters with their host. Anxiety would walk down to get a snack and Thomas would have a date set up for the both of them. Always calling him 'Virgil' and ignoring him saying that he wasnt this 'Virgil' he kept speaking of. And even though he failed, Thomas would always try again. He just had to win Virgils heart back. Ignoring Logan who was trying to get him to stop this behavior.

And finally step outside of the dark

Thomas sniffed the Roses he had bought which was purple, contrary to Anxietys black clothing. Satisfied with the purchase he left, waving goodbye to the owner of the shop, who had remembered his name and a few things about him, since he was in there every day.

He buys fresh roses every day

He offered the flowers to Anxiety once again, who awkwardly pushed them away and teleported out of the situation. He felt horrible, only being known for the past him, and not- ... well, him! Who even said he liked roses.

His favorite flower- so he used to say

It was the middle of the night, and Thomas was sobbing into the covers. The only time he wasn't stuck in his fake world since he was on medication which often made him forget his fake world for the night. He was sobbing, going through various memories of Virgil wearing roses in his hair. He reached over to take another swig of liquor, the all too familiar taste calming him a bit. And anxiety had to watch, since he never slept.

And now the memories are all that he has left

His drinking got more prominent, and even Remus was worried, usually his sticking thoughts and jokes would be there no matter what, but he was drained and focused on his host, not knowing what to do, but watch as this got sickening, even for him. Anxiety was on the same page as Remus, just at a lower volume. But he was the one who had to watch it 24/7 and he couldnt bare to look at his host like this.

I'm afraid he'll drink himself to death

While Thomas kinda creeped him out, Anxiety still felt bad for him, and it was still his job to protect his host. He decided to tell Logan about the rising intake of alcohol each night, slowly turning into spiked coffee, and other things. He really needed to stop...

This is the story of a man

Patton set Anxiety down, preparing himself. "Hey kiddo... I know you know that Virgil, our previous anxiety and friend, has passed... away. But I don't think, we ever told you how.... And for you to fully understand why Thomas is the way he is now, you need to hear the story, and I'm forced to tell it as Roman and Logan have been losing their minds, you know because of Thomas pretending that Virgil is still alive..." tears gathered in his eyes as he continued, telling the story as best he could.

Who took for granted everything he had

Anxiety felt bad for his past self and everyone else... he completely understood what Virgil was going through. But hearing it from his father figure made it twice as hard to pretend to be unphased by the information. This is one sad and frustrating story...

And how he let it all slip away

Anxiety didn't know how to feel for his host, anger? Or pity? He really tried to understand what had happened, but the relationship between Virgil and his host was really confusing, how could it not be? Especially towards the end...

Never to return again

Tears were now forming in Anxietys eyes as it became harder to understand Patton who was sobbing. He had lost his 'son' after all... And Anxiety felt like he lost a brother.

It's clear he moved on long ago

Thomas spiraled even further as he realized that his efforts to get Virgil back with him were futile. And he hated it. He hated it so much. He took another sip of his spiked coffee. Hoping to calm his nerves however he could. But always no matter what, when his meds arent making him somewhat sober minded, he always goes back to believing that he could somehow still win Virgils heart...

But still he clings on to the distant hope

He never slept now, even before he got atleast two hours of sleep. But that didnt happen anymore.. Thomas just stared at the ceiling as flashes of them together played through his mind. They looked so happy... Virgil looked happy...

That he'll come back and make a happy home

Everyone was spiraling as Thomas did, but it took more time for some of them. And Anxiety couldn't help because that would hurt his host even more. Anxiety decided to stop watching his host at night. Staring at the ceiling. He felt utterly useless, and he hated it. He sighed sitting up, the TV turned off, so it was playing footage of what Thomas was doing, and unsurprisingly he was still drinking and crying softly...

And now its him and the bottle all alone

As he spiraled he seemed to remember that his world was fake. And this made him unpredictable, and the others were spiraling with him, anxiety was spiraling the slowest. Which forced him to be the one always watching him. Sometimes he would look over at the TV to check on him and see him under a cherry blossom tree that had a swing hang on it. It was there he seemed the most sane. And numb, which kinda made it terrifying.

Sometimes you'll see him in the yard

You could tell by just looking at him sitting in the swing he was broken. Tears falling slowly, smiling to himself while he mumbles things to himself, something about how beautiful the imagination was. Clutching what seemed to be a purple hoodie.

A wounded man with a desperate heart

It seemed to be all he ever was, anxiety sighed sadly watching as Thomas pulled weeds from purple roses in the imagination. It seemed to be more of a calming thing, but it was still sad to watch.

He kept his Roses (hedges) trimmed nice and neat

Janus was watching Thomas with anxiety one day. Sadly noting that Thomas had replaced the area around the cherry blossom tree to replicate the way it looked when they first got together.

To keep them the way that they used to be

Thomas sat there in the swing admiring his work.

This is the story of a man

He sighed swinging back and forth a bit.

Who took for granted everything he had

After that day he seemed to be getting better, going to see a doctor about his spiraling.

And he let it all just slip away

Thomas was in fact getting better. He had stopped drink as much as he did, but it was a work in progress, and he even got a bit more comfortable around anxiety.

Never to return again

Thomas hung up the purple hoodie on his bathroom door. Just... admiring it sadly.

A single dress hangs on it's own

He would often would often smell the hoodie, it still smelled like him...

A scent of perfume all he has to hold

He remembers fading to his final sleep that night, clinging to the hoodie...

A wasted life waiting on a dream

As he closed his eyes one final time he saw him and Virgil sitting on the swing. Having fun and talking, just enjoying the others presence.

Hoping for things the way they used to be

He was happy, finally. Gone from the world he knew as pain. And he smiled.

This is the story of a man, who took for granted everything he had. And how he let it all just slip away, never to return again...

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Not really proofread so sorry for any mistakes!!!

But uh yeah hope you enjoyed!!

#sander sides #virgil sanders #Anxiety sanders #sandersides #c!thomas #song fic #sadness #Youtube

[ilchohand]

Ichidai San vs Seidou: Koshien Aftereffects

@ Anon-san, here's the essay haha!

I've officially watched the Ichidai San vs Seidou match for the fourth time last night. My adrenaline was so high, I couldn't sleep until 3am that I ended up wanting to unleash all these feelings for this show.

Daiya, Act II ep 13

And I kid you not. I'm writing 'bout everyone in Seidou.

Coach Kataoka & Ochiai

Let's start with Boss. I'd like to reiterate that he always had high hopes for Eijun.

Daiya, Act I ep 5

He placed Eijun in the first string even when the boy was still shit with his form, his control, and zero baseball knowledge. Even Osaka Kiryuu's coach implied that it's actually Eijun who is Kataoka's secret weapon.

I remember him even letting Eijun pitch against Raichi during the batter's next at-bat against Eijun. That was cleary a sign that he was starting to trust Eijun. But clearly Eijun wasn't still good enough back then. Kataoka knew of Eijun's potential, it's just that he didn't expect him to grow soooo fast. Eijun was bound to get there someday, but not this soon. However, seeing Furuya's pitching in Koshien, he too was blinded by it since he was desperate for a real ace with an impact. Of course you'd wanna parade your pitcher like that. This is where Ochiai enters the picture. (If you've ever felt personally victimized by Ochiai, please raise your hand! ✋) Kidding. Ochiai was shit during his introduction. It took a long time to warm up to him, but he was an essential addition to the coaching staff. Kataoka, although tough is more of a feeling kind of coach. While Ochiai takes information at face value. Clearly in the Ichidai game, Ochiai was the one who was practical even suggesting that Eijun's pitching is more effective (even though he likes Furuya as a pitcher more). Kataoka was blind, and it was glaring. Why? You see the other teams were watching. And every single coach of the teams Seidou played against with is wary of Sawamura- even Inashiro's Coach Kunitomo. Eijun is the kid who rallied Seidou to one out away into reaching Summer Koshien- during his first freaking year.

This is why I really like it when Ochiai said Kataoka is human afterall. I guess Kataoka also has some growing up to do.

I'd like to add that these two coaches were blinded by the Koshien performance that they didn't even notice that Furuya's form was crumbling. Quoting these reddit posts, the coaching staff was purely after results. If it's not broken, don't try to fix it. We all gotta say thank you to baseball jesus, Chris-senpai, for we won't be having this problem with Eijun.

Furuya

Contrary to people saying Furuya became selfish, I feel like he actually knew what his role is and the expectations from him. He never once lost the goal to win Nationals. It's just that, he didn't know how to actually do it. He was chasing his best performance. He didn't want to be Japan's #1 pitcher for the title you know. He wanted to be the top pitcher to bring his team to the top.

Let's accept it. Despite being a monster rookie, he shouldered the ace number prematurely. Of course the weight of it would one day catch up to him. This is why the phrase 'There are no shortcuts.' keeps being reiterated in the story. I felt bad for Furuya so much. This phase of his baseball life is pretty parallel to Eijun's yips arc.

Eijun

How do I even start with our ball of sunshine? He really puts relief in 'relief pitching'. Such a refreshing player. Woah, like Sanada Shunpei. Yes we know that an ace carries the whole team, we know that an ace saves the team during a pinch, and an ace uplifts the overall mood. Already sounds like Eijun right? We know the role of an ace and how an ace should perform towards the team. What the Ichidai San match highlighted is how a team, in response, acts towards the ace. Trust. It really slapped me in the face the same way it frustrated Eijun. The extreme difference in trust given to an ace versus a relief pitcher.

This was the turning point for Eijun. Probably why I love rewatching it despite the angst. (For a more painful experience, try rewatching the episode before the Ichidai San match 🤭🔪🦝) Anyway, during that scene where Kataoka was dumbstruck with Eijun's top tier pitching I kept remembering that one quote from HQ by the U19 coach--

"We don't look for them, but that doesn't matter. They come to us with solid, undeniable strength and they make us choose them."

Literally screams SAWAMURA EIJUN!!!

Miyuki Kazuya

Where should I stab him? (Ya'll stop taking me seriously when I say stab okay?) I've been saying this all the time but our personality is the same. It's nasty. I love him and hate him at the same time okay?

Anyway, I hope we're all aware and agree that Miyuki also saw Eijun's potential from day 1. Sakuhin shit right there. Miyuki likes interesting people or happenings. This guy played catch with noob Eijun during his day-off! Offered, in fact. (Act 1, ep 5 during that intra squad game of 2nd/3rd yrs vs 1st yrs).

May I also add! Chris didn't like Eijun in the beginning. It was Miyuki who ended up covincing Chris to look at Eijun clearly and say "to a catcher, he's the most interesting kind of pitcher". However, this boy has his first string duties so it was understandable that he focused on Furuya for a while. But what's unacceptable is, during Ichidai's game, he was guilty of prioritizing Furuya over the game. This is 99% on Kataoka but 1% on Miyuki. Bitch you were losing and you couldn't even send distress signals to the coach. He trusted Furuya because of the Koshien performance and the ace number when a whole ass Sawamura Eijun exists. That's why he was quite guilty when Eijun dropped the 'trust' word on him during the switch.

And while I like that Eijun's performance during the Ichidai San match was eye opening to the catcher, I still haven't forgiven Miyuki for the day before the game when he 'ditched' or put Ei on the back burner. No, no. I'm not simply being a bitch about it because we know Miyuki's POV at that point. He needed to figure out what's wrong with Furuya and a match was looming. He didn't throw Eijun away, he just put him off a few hours. What I'm angry about is the way he put it to Eijun.

We all know Eijun is dying for some Miyuki acknowledgement. I'm pretty sure Miyuki is so unaware of this fact. Which brings me to the point. Miyuki is unaware of how his words come across to Eijun. How it impacts the little pitcher. That a simple jab to Eijun like "ace-sama wants to pitch" is a big sore spot. We see this later at night when Eijun keeps repeating, "Since I'm already put at the back burner!". Miyuki was being sarcastic about the ace-sama thing. But you see, Eijun is a big idiot. He takes everything at face value. Miyuki even brushes it off as they practice catch, "You're still angry about that?" he jokes.

And whooosh, everything's okay! Or is it?

You may say I'm being dramatic about it. But no. Here's why. During the Ichidai match, Eijun flashes back to two things. One, while on the bullpen frustrated that Furuya's messing up, he recalls the day before when Miyuki chose to catch for Furuya even though he promised to Eijun. (The other one, at his at-bat, he remembers when Kataoka didn't let him pitch the last inning.) So what seems to be a simple nasty joke to Miyuki is a sore spot to Eijun. I have observed this time and time again, but Eijun is quick to under value himself, and these jokes Miyuki pulls aren't helping. Recall that crippled Sawamura self deprecating joke he did, and him saying he was put in the back burner.

(Well anyway, Miyuki was praising Eijun in his mind the night before so I'm appeased. This is one of those TJ inconsistencies I hate, but okay, that's another post. ☹️)

Everything got better after the Ichidai game. Because as Eijun made Kataoka look at him properly. He also did the same to Miyuki. Eijun's performance just screamed, "I'm here. I'm ready!" It lit a fire to everyone in Seidou.

Fielders/Batters

I want to end my long ass post with a good one. I wanna highlight the team's performance during the Ichidai game.

While Furuya was pitching, I could go as far as say the fielder's were baby-ing him. They were so soft and encouraging because they knew Furuya when he is at his best and that it was off day during that time. The fielders were playing primarily to relieve Furuya's pressure.

In contrast, when Eijun was playing on the mound do you guys know how the batters felt? Kanemaru? Kuramochi? Utter frustration and hopelessness. And I was giddy as fuck when that happened. Because Eijun was performing his best, but they couldn't get any runs in response to his amazing pitching. It mothafuckin felt so good watching them feel powerless.

Don't you love this whole match? Obviously I do haha! If you guys ended up reading everything, then thank you! I really wrote this for myself because I was overwhelmed while rewatching it. 😅

#I PRINTED THE DRAFT OF THIS ON PAPER #THE THINGS I DO FOR DAIYA #I LOVE MY SUNSHINE BOI EIJUN SO MUCH #MIYUKI LOOKED SO TURNED ON DURING EIJUN'S FIRST PITCH DURING THE ICHIDAI GAME. DON'T LIE. #daiya no ace #sawamura eijun #miyuki kazuya #furuya satoru #kataoka #coach ochiai

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i would definitely recommend trying out the uncharted series !! the 4th game and lost legacy are really my favorite but that's cuz Sam Drake is in them and i love him jshsjdhd,, öh man working for your dad sounds really rough i cant imagine how awkward that is. PLEASE YOURE PLAYING AGAIN AND GOT SCAREDNDNDFJDN honestly i don't blame you that jump scare fREAKED me out too tlou2 really knows how to make you feel including fear my lord,, n yes tis i!! im brave enough to not be anon 😎😎

I‘m gonna see what I can do to get the games!

I might just ask my cousin because we‘re all kinda in love with video games and I know that he has a PS4 so he might have one or two of the uncharted games idk

Okay but talking about Troy Baker and Nolan North, have you seen them play TLOU??? I‘ve only finished the first part and it‘s so adorable?? Like Troy just explaining things to Nolan and Troy and Hana ugh I love it.

Working with my father is.... interesting to say the least. We‘re cleaning office rooms and we have our routines so he does his things, I do mine, but it’s just... idk sad. I don’t like it. When I first started working with him, I hoped that it might make things easier between him and I. Y‘know we got to spend time together but it’s strictly limited so it’s not going to get awkward but really, the contrary happened. And now we‘re here and I spend my nights crying to wayfaring stranger by Troy Baker and Ashley Johnson because I really am that fucking sad.

THIS GAME IS INTENSE, OKAY?! 😂

I was also making weird noise while running from the infected in that one passage with Abby when you get to meet Joel and Tommy and I just couldn’t help myself going BFIDNSNSLLFNFNDKKDKSND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING THINGS

(I turned the game off though when I came to.... that passage..... i am not ready for another breakdown lmao)

The game is so incredibly atmospheric??? Like the hospital thing with Abby??? I was fucking shaking. Seeing the shamblers for the first time and FIGHTING THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME??? I cry. The hotel with Abby????????? I noped the fuck out and yeeted my controller outta the window. Maybe it’s just me because I am way too fucking empathetic and can easily take on those emotions but fucking hell the game was intense. And so was the first one. Especially the hotel basement always makes me wanna cry. I hate stalkers. And the bloater in those tiny fucking rooms was just cruel. Whenever I play that part I just squeal while trying to get Joel to walk through the door like bITCH HURRY THE FUCK UP I WANNA GET OUTTA HERE ALIVE I CAN HEAR THEM COMING and then the bloater usually throws spores at me and I scream and Joel finally opens the door and all is well 😂

That’s so fucking cool tho babe. I’m so proud and like hi, I can message you as well now!!!! Ugh I love you!!!

But may I ask what made you decide to get off anon?

#asks #selina replies #grace