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ham1lton · 20 days

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nepo sister?

pairing: lando norris x fellow driver’s sister!reader (no faceclaim).

summary: your sister is one of the most famous f1 drivers in history and when she suddenly has a barrage of hate and online users comparing her to a certain lando norris, you’ve gotta step in and sort it out. you couldn’t foresee the man in question being into you.

warnings: jokes about adoption but it’s lighthearted. also mentions of racism and sexism. also y/n bullying poor lando in defence of her sister.

author’s note: as i do with requests, i put my own little spin on it! hope u enjoy 💕also i used aaliyah as your sister’s faceclaim but she’s your adopted sister so y/n is still pretty much whoever you view her to be. i refer to yn’s older sis as o/s. in case you were wondering who tf that is. reminder that requests are currently still open!

edit: now part of a series ! <3

liked by oldersister, yourbffsuser and 20,873 others.

yourusername: why is my sister so dramatic? she picked me up from the airport in a FUR jacket in a LIMO? also this cat is evil. genuinely evil. cat satan. catan?

oldersister: i was at an EVENT! 😭 you’re lucky i even picked your ass up anyways 🙄🖕🏾.

-> user1: their dynamic is so funny.

user2: y/n in melbourne for the grand prix??? 😍

user4: o/s looks sooo good 😍😍😍

user3: the cat is so cute 🥺

-> yourusername: no need to lie bae ❤️

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yourusername: my sister before, during and after the race. plus our dad!! he’s new to this ig shit so be nice or i’ll bulldoze your grandma. let me start by just say something… my sister is one of the best drivers in the world. i see a lot of people cussing her out and all i’m gonna say is don’t pmo. she’s my sister but even besides that, her multiple historic accolades speak for themselves. quit playing with your misogynistic and racist shit before i drag your whole lineage.

oldersister: stop being so aggressive 🙄 but thank you. love you.

-> yourusername: posted this to cover the fact i spent $82 on fast food using your card 😘

-> oldersister: that’s it? that’s not the worst you’ve done tbf.

hater1: be real. lando is better than o/s in every shape and form. it’s just a fact.

-> yourusername: so why is o/s a two-time world champion and lando isn’t?

user1: SPEAK ON IT!!! 🗣️🔈

hater2: o/s is overrated.

-> yourusername: snore. ass take. come up with something original and not completely false.

user2: y/n said might i suggest you don’t fuck with my sis!!!

-> user6: she’s in her solange era 😭

user3: is this because someone said y/n was worse than lando?

-> yourusername: like 🤣 don’t ever compare the two. o/s is a world champion and lando is… lando.

-> landonorris: NO CAUSE WHY AM I IN THIS???? 😭

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landonorris: just woke up to my name trending on twitter. what you say fuck me for 😭😭 stop using my name to drag my fellow drivers i’m begging you.

user1: no cause if anything these haters are lando antis and not o/s antis. they set your ass up omgggg. pure insane hate.

user2: fighting for my life defending you.

user3: the three diff angles of the same george crying vid is crazy work ngl.

-> georgerussell63: no cause HE got dragged and now he’s setting ME up.

-> user3: dw king. find solace in that he either searched google purely for this photo or had them saved onto his phone. haters nowadays are fans in denial.

-> landonorris: nah i’m just a hater.

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yourusername: i met lando nowins. i guess he’s cool.

oldersister: now that’s just not right.

-> landonorris: i know!! after the four hour long convo y/n and i had, she still drags me 😔💔.

-> oldersister: i wasn’t talking about that. i’m talking about the picture she chose for me. why did she use that photo after catching me off guard??? and if you know y/n, get ready for the bullying. she does it to all her loved ones.

user2: HELPJSJSJAKA

user3: this is the content i follow you for y/n.

*liked by yourusername.*

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luveline · 2 years

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I’m obsessed with your writing omgggg and now I love that you’re writing for steve!!! all my favorite guys in one place😍 could you maybe write for Steve with a reader with body image issues or general anxiety around their appearance? and him comforting them maybe?

hi I hope this is okay! i adore soft Steve so much I'm not sure if this is exactly what you meant ♡

Steve waits in your bed for you to finish showering, a lump in his throat he can't dislodge. You have a frosted glass cutout above your bathroom door, and through it he can tell you haven't turned the light on. You're showering in the dark.

It doesn't take him long to realise why you'd do that.

It actually physically pains him to think you're insecure about your body, worse that you'd hate it so much you can't look at it in privacy. Any efforts he makes lately to call you beautiful, to show you, are dismissed. Met with revulsion or irritation or sometimes, horrifyingly, tears.

So Steve tries to be casual.

The shower turns off. He listens to you get dressed in the dark.

You don't look very well when you walk back in, like you might fall over. Steve sits up and presses his back to your headboard.

He doesn't speak and neither do you as he opens his arms. You crawl into his arms and he tugs you close, your skin flushed with heat and still a little damp. You sit in the spread of his legs and he rests his hands on your hips, your legs to one side, your arms crossed over your tummy.

He squeezes one of your elbows. "Feeling okay?" he asks quietly.

You don't break so much as crumble. Your lip trembles and you sniff, pulling away from his touch. He hates that.

"Give me your hand," he says.

You slide your palm against his and he sandwiches it in place, thumbs rubbing over your knuckles.

He looks at you and just can't believe that you'd feel this way. Even defeated, you're beautiful. And if you weren't, if Steve didn't think you were the prettiest girl he'd ever seen he'd still hate this, because someone this kind and this gentle, how can you think you're anything but beautiful?

It's cruel and it's not fair. Steve has a long list of things he thinks you deserve, and to feel as pretty as you are takes the top spot.

Your breathing is shallow as he soothes your hand. Your head drifts towards his chest and he gets his hands around you to pull you onto his thigh. You bury your face in his shoulder in response.

"Alright," he murmurs as he brings a hand up to cup the side of your face, hiding you from the world. "You're okay."

"Yeah."

He drops his head onto yours and the two of you sit in silence. Your side to his front, his arms wrapped around you tight. This is where you're meant to be, especially when you feel like this.

Steve doesn't think you're crying. Honestly, he's too scared to look. You don't sound particularly happy, a dragging sigh to each breath, but your shoulders don't shake. He strokes his palm over your shoulder blade slowly, as if dusting an old painting, trying to find what's underneath.

P, he draws. His fingertip to the soft fabric of your sleep shirt. R. E. T. T. Y. He draws each letter slowly, revelling in your shuddering.

"Tickles?" he asks into the quiet.

"What are you writing?" you ask.

"Want me to do it again?"

You nod into his chest. He writes it again. PRETTY. All caps, each letter extremely careful. A third time, his lips mouthing along silently.

"Oh," you say.

Steve scrubs his hand over your shoulder, rubbing the slate clean. It takes a little longer, but he goes for BEAUTIFUL next. Your back is stock still, your breaths coming in slow, almost like you're sleeping. B.E.A.U.

"Steve," you whisper.

T.I.F.U.L.

"What?" he asks.

"Do you really believe that?"

Seconds of heartbreak. Steve takes your shoulders into his hands and guides you away from his chest, squeezing gently until you meet his eyes.

And he could go for sarcasm, a joke, and try to make you laugh. He can't stand the wet sheen to your eyes, your lashes heavy with unshed tears.

"Yeah," he says, clearing his throat. "I believe it."

His hand is rough but loving at your throat, massaging your neck, your trap muscle.

"I wish you would believe it," he says.

"Me too."

You drop your forehead into his chin and he's more than happy to spread kisses over your hairline. In a perfect world he gives you a kiss for each strand. In this one it's not nearly so many.

"Baby," he starts.

"I'm okay."

"I don't want you to shower in the dark." Steve instantly hates himself for it. He feels selfish for starting a sentence with 'I', but you nod.

"It's easier. In the dark."

"Yeah?" he asks, petting the nape of your neck.

"Yeah."

"You know you… don't have to be perfect. I think you're perfect," he amends, "don't get me wrong. Wouldn't change a thing about you. But you don't have to be perfect. You can just be you."

"What if that isn't enough?"

"For who?"

"For me."

Steve worries his lip. "I guess you have to make it enough."

"I don't know if I can do that," you say hoarsely.

Steve pulls away from you to take your hand again, checking your face over for tears. "It's more than enough for me," he murmurs, moving his gaze to your hand. He forces his thumb under your fingers and flattens your hand. He draws a circle around your palm. "Pretty," he says. "Beautiful."

He sets his fingertip to your palm and draws a word.

"Enough."

You smile even as a fat tear curves over your cheek. "Enough," you repeat.

"You try it," he says. "Go on."

He holds your hand at either side and waits, watching with relief as you wobble the letters into your own palm. E.N.O.U.G.H.

"You can be so corny," you complain with a smile, sniffling.

He wipes your face with the back of his hand. "Right? Super corny. It's disgusting," he agrees jovially, rewarded by your bubbling laughter.

Your laughter turns to tears again quickly.

"Don't cry."

"I don't deserve you," you say.

"You want me to write it again?" he asks, only half joking. He's pleased when you offer up your hand. He'll write a thousand affirmations into your palm on the chance that one sticks.

#steve harrington x y/n #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x you #steve harrington #stranger things fic #stranger things x reader

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kafkari · 3 months

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can u do how mitsuba,tsukasa, and hanako would react to a s/o randomly coming up to him to while like sad, hugging him and randomly saying they love him? ive had this in the back of my head for a while😭 gn reader pls!

OMGGGG! YESS! Absolutely! Do not worry! TBHK was my first ever manga, and I LOVE it!

Mitsuba, Tsukasa, and Hanako having a reader hugging them when sad!

Mitsuba

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-When you come running to him, he is confused.

-I am sorry, but knowing this man, he’s gonna suck ASS at comforting😭

-He’s a bit of a tsundere, but he’ll try his best!

-He will probably tone his snarky remarks down a bit.

-He does love you! He’s just not the best at showing it.. :(

-When you say that you love him though? Oh he gets so blushy! Tease him about it! Even through the tears!

-His face gets covered in a light pink blush!🫶

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Tsukasa

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-As soon as he saw the water in your eyes, his expression goes blank and asks you if anyone hurt you.

-If you say yes, he will leave you with Sakura who makes you some tea. He might just come back covered in blood..

-If you say no however, and it’s another reason, he will hug you with a big, childish smile on his face.

-He will help you cheer up if you’re sad! What do you mean you’re going to cry? Not when he’s around!

-If you say you love him? You’re gonna be a blushing mess at the end! He will kiss all over your face, and hug you close and tight.

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Hanako

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-You come to him, tears streaming down your poor face.

-He would be worried.

-He is a bit anxious, since he’s not the best at comforting people, but he will do it just for you!

-He will hug you close, pat your head, and just allow you to sit down and breathe.

-If you tell him you’re crying cause someone bullied you, they won’t again, not when Hanako pranks scares them to the point they switch schools.

-If you say you love him? Oh he will get a blush on his cheeks! But he will so tease you!

-Aw, you love him? You’re such a sweetheart!

-Hit him, please

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A/n: I am sorry if this isn’t to your liking, but I hope you enjoy it! I did short head-cannons because I can NOT write long head-cannons unless I want to procrastinate for like 9000 years😭.

#tbhk x reader #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #hanako x reader #tsukasa yugi #tsukasa x reader #mitsuba sousuke #mitsuba x reader #tbhk #my writing

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hotpinkboots · 1 year

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~𝓐𝓷𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷 w/a Darling Who Praises Him~

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AHAHA HE'S SO CUTE I'M SOBBING AND EXPLODING WHAT DO I DO WITH MYSELF LOOK AT HOW PRETTY HE IS I *gets shot*

Note: Some of the word coloring is black to match Anakin's theme. I suggest turning on a lighter theme if you use a darker one. Note 2: NO THIS ISN'T SMUT I have to keep my blog (mostly) safe for the kiddos. But, like, it might be a bit suggestive in some places? idk have fun

~Enjoy~

Anakin's Playlist:

★★★★

𝓐𝓷𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓢𝓴𝔂𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓮𝓻

★★★★

~Oh Maker. This is all he's ever wanted.

~He isn't used to getting so shy and flustered. Usually, he likes to make you all flustered. This is new for him.

~Being a slave, he didn't have much love from anybody other than his Mother, so having somebody to motivate him and love him so much makes him almost want to cry.

~Tell him often that you love him, but tell him in different ways, so it doesn't get repetitive. Creative compliments and praise surprise him.

~You always get the cutest smile from him 🥺

~OMGGGG TOUCH HIM. LIKE. JUST HOLD HIS HAND OR EVEN BRUSH YOUR HAND AGAINST HIS

~Or just having a hand on his back, holding onto his arm, ect. Feeling a gentle loving hand on him makes him so happy.

~Knowing that you're just as in love with him as he is with you?

~Yeah he's emotional

~One of his favorite things is when you cup his cheeks between your warm hands and just stare into his eyes while talking to him.

~You totally have him all mushy now

~Little lingering kisses on his soft lips while you tell him that he did a good job in training and stuff shfjkdjfjdjf

~Hearing it from BOTH you and Obi-Wan build his confidence up. He's like

~omg

~they said i did a good job

~i must be a badass

~Careful though bc he might get annoying and egotistical at some point. He's a smug bastard 🙄

~Like I've stated before in my Anakin fanfiction thingies, hand kisses make him W E A K

~He likes when you kiss his knuckles and wrists

~STOMACH KISSES okay. okay so stfu darlings hold on it's a bit suggestive here

~He's so strong and it's obvious but he's also so SOFT you can squeeze his thighs 🤩

~You know you've gotten to him when you can see him trying to control his breathing. wtf are you doing he's supposed to be doing this to YOU

~HOW DID YOU GET ON TOP

~Anyway.

~You make him feel so special 🥺 He loves to know that you love him so much, and having such praise from someone so special gives him such a warm feeling in his chest. He's used to pampering you, so having you do the same for him leads him to understand your love for him. And really, that's all he wants. For you to love him.

~He takes everything to heart, and replays it in his mind all the time.

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I HAD TO CUT IT SHORT AGAIN DUE TO STUPID SHOULDER INJURIES >:( So just like I said with the 049 headcanons, when my shoulders are healed, I'll be writing more of this. Because I had more I wanted to go into with this but I need to rest 🙄 UGHHH BODIES ARE SO ANNOYING

just kidding sweetheart you should love and be proud of your body it's always working for you and never against you

How on earth do I get off on these little rambles

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~Love, PinkBoots

#anakin skywalker x reader #anakin #anakin x reader #star wars anakin #reader insert #star wars #star wars x reader #prequels #star wars prequels #anakin x reader fluff #I am madly in love with him

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petals2fish · 9 days

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1. Fortnight - functioning alcoholic 🥲 YOUR QUIET TREASON. All my mornings are Monday stuck in an endless February. POSTIC GENIUS. Magical move on drug YIKES. I love you you tis ruining my life. I touched you for only a fortnight but I touched you. “My husband is cheating I want to kill him.” MOOD. I love you it’s ruining my life. I’m calling ya but you won’t pick up. Went to Florida?!?! 🫡🫡🫡 thank you post Malone for your service.

2. The tortured poets department: “I’ve seen this episode but still loved the show.” Aka I THINK IVE SEEN THIS FILM BEFORE AND I DIDNT LIKE THE ENDING. “Who’s gonna love you if not me.” Lol “We’re modern idiots!!!!” JUSTICE FOR CHARLIE PUTH!!!! “A tattooed golden retriever” made me laugh out loud. “I chose this cyclone with you.” Is so Jily plz. “You’re not Dillion Thomas and I’m not patting smith.” Okay Tay. NO FUCKING BODY: 👍🏼 “Sometimes I wonder if you’ll screw this up with me.” Spoiler ‼️ he did. “Everyone we know understands why it’s meant to be.” I didn’t thanks. “Because we’re crazy.” Okay mood. HE PUT THE RING IN HER RING FINGER?!?! “CLOSEST IVE COME TO MY HEART EXPLODING?!?!” PLEASE?!?! “You left your typewriter at my apartment straight from the tortured poets department.” Five stars!!

3. My boy only breaks his favorite toys: ‘I’m queen of sandcastles he destroys.’ Jumps out at me. “Cause I knew too much.” WHAT DO YIU KNOW TAYLOR. “Should have known it was a matter of time.” Taylor is the queen of ignoring red flags. 🚩 This is a fun beat though besties. “Once I fix me, he’s gonna miss me.” YEAH. TELL EM BESTIE. “Stole my tortured heart and left all these broken parts. Told me I’m better off.” Sorry Taylor you were better off babes.

4. Down bad: NICER BEAT OKAY. “Dawn bad crying at the gym.” Mood. “Fuck it if I can’t have him I might just die.” No why is this so FUNNY. Like this is Matty we’re talking about for sure. “Everything forms out teenage petulance.” I mean yeah cause you were still developing a prefrontal cortex when you met him. “So fuck you if I can’t have us.” HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS PART. Honestly I feel you Taylor, I’ve been dumb for a dumb boy before too. It’s okay.

5. So long London: EXCISE ME OPENING WITH A CHORAl. THESE KYRICS WHATLFHAKRHS FUCKKKKK. How much sad did you think I had??? Oh the tragedy?! So long London, you’ll find some one???? “You left me at the house by the heath.” “I stopped CPR”?!?! 😿😿 “YOU LET Me give all that you for free?!?!” SHE GAVE YOU A FUCKING GRAMMY YOGURT BOY AND YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT IT. “too graves, one gun?!” Good for you baby girl. “I’ll find someone” SHUT THE FUCK UP. I’m gonna throw up. Fuck fuck fuck. Taylor 😿😿😿😿 “I DIED ON THE ALTER” ALDBSKAHDBSJSKS NOOOOO. I’m crying. My Shakespeare queen. You’ll find someone RIPS at my heart.

6. But daddy I love him: “bedroom eyes like a remedy.” Fuck how many matty songs are we getting. This reminds me so much of a faith hill song. No I will not elaborate right now. Very country narrative. This one will be fun to scream in concert just for the “I’m having his baby…no I’m not!!!” Very chaotic. 4/5 stars.

7. Fresh out of the slammer: daily disappearing just to see him smile?!?! Girlie pop you really do lie to yourself don’t you??? “He was with her in dreams” I mean it’s really joeover. This song is fun, I like it, very chaotic as well. 5/5 stars.

8. Florida!!!: Florence my queen you make this song beautiful, I need more listens to deconstruct it though:

9. Guilty as skin: girl just write self insert fanfic if you want to fuck someone this badly (can’t wait to write and read fics based off this one hahahaha) 5/5 stars 🌟

10. Who’s afraid of little old me?: shit I’m crying. Fuck fuck fuck. She truly hates most of the new fans huh. Lmaooo SHE SINGS THIS IN ALL HER REGISTERS OMGGGG. It’s all her past selves screaming at us!!! Aldhaksjdka she’s so fucking clever

11. I can fix him no really I can: AHAHA THE ENDING KF THE SONG ALDBSKAHDKAJDHAKDHW SHE REALLY SAID “OH SHIT DAMN I FUCKED UP DIDNT I” 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

12. Loml: Joe Alwyn you need witness protection

13. I can do it with a broken heart: oh god this was hurts me more than so long London because it hits home for every damn time I had to preform on stage and then go cry in the shower between shows 🥲

14. The smallest man who ever lived: 🚨🚨🚨 found at the scene of the crime: Joe Alwyn's Small Dick

15. The alchemy: AHHHHHHH!!! HOLY FUCK WE GOT A TRAVIS SONG ALDBSLAHDBSKSJDBWKEHDBAKWJD HE GOT A SONG FUCK YESSSSS

16. CLARA BOW: the outro. The OUTRO. THE FUCKING OUTRO. I’m dead. 😵

Overall: I love it. I love it. I love it SO DAMN MICH. you can tell how much time and effort she put into production and story telling. FUCK. I love this album as much as I loved Folklore the first time I heard it!!

#petals talks #taylor swift #petals liveblogs ttpd #ttpd era #ttpd spoilers

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gladdygirl18 · 5 months

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Okay okay so uhmmmm..... I feel like I'm gonna cry from how happy and loved I feel rn...... 🥹🥹🥹💖💖 (blue me, pink GF)

So yesterday night, my GF, our 2 friends, and I were watching Fairy Tail (the GMGs specifically), and I started teasing my GF about something that's gonna happen later on in the show (lovingly, ofc). When I got back from getting something to drink, I walked up to my GF and smiled, being a brat. She scoffed and held out her hand (does this whenever she wants me to sit next to her or on her lap). I took her hand and she yanked me onto her lap. A few seconds passed and she started poking my sides before she really started tickling, scribbling across my sides and kissing my neck (I was so happy 🥰😊💖)

When all was said and done, the match between Mirajane and Jenny started and ngl..... I got a bit jealous cuz IK how much my GF loves Mirajane as well as a lot of other women in Fairy Tail..... and it kinda got under my skin. When I told her this before we went to bed, she started teasing me about it, saying "Karma" before tickling me AGAIN 😳💖 (it made me feel better)

Later on that night, I randomly asked my GF, "How do you do it?" She replied with "WDYM?" "I know we're together and normally asking for things or expressing our concerns helps better our communication skills, but..... it's hard for me, y'know?" "Asking for what... in what regard? You mean when I~....?" (Rated R stuff I won't get into) "Not just that, it's...."

Bro when I tell you this conversation was so flustering omgggg 😳🤭🫣 but it has a good ending

"Often times when I'm sad or upset, I.... sometimes want to ask you to.... tickle me cuz it'll cheer me up but.... it's really hard to do that...." My GF turned over and said, AND I QUOTE, "Well, why don't we come up with a word or phrase to tell me you want that, even if there are... prying eyes...."

BROOOOO WTFFF 😳😳😳 I SWEAR TO FUCK I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING WHEN SHE SAID THAT!!!! 🫣🥰🥹💖I AM LITERALLY LIVING OUT MULTIPLE TICKLE FANFICS RN WTFFFF💖💖💖💖

After some thinking, we settled on the phrase "necesito sonreir" which means "I need to smile." Simple yet effective

I swear to fuck I have never been more happy in my life rn, omggggg.💖🫶🏾🥰 Now whenever I want tickles (whether I'm in a good mood or bad mood) I just say that phrase and I get tickles. Omgggg I'm legit tearing up rn, broooo🥹🥹🥹

Yeah so that's my little TT (tickle tea) for the week. I'll probably post more if anything happens after this. Might make a series off this who knows, I'll start tagging these as #tickle tea stories

Tagging the fwends: @giggly-squiggily @cutesmokes @burningablaze @lovelymessybubbly @otomiyaa @sunstone-smiles

#tickle story #irl story #tickle tea stories

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purrplegyuu · 4 months

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Cold | Choi Beomgyu

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Chapter six

Warnings: poorly proofreaded, refill chapter, mentions of sex, cursing.

Word count: 1.4k

Taglist: @arianap23e, @haatohwa

Trashy chapter. So sorry, just needed this chapter to connect what happens on next chapters so...

I also apologize for uploading it so late, I was at SEVENTEEN's concert and I was very busy (it was amazing omgggg T.T)

I'm not an english native speaker, so let me know if there's any mistake. Also let me know if you wanna be added to the tag list.

After three days of our usual routine once again, I find myself locked in my room, thinking about why it feels so different. We have never been really close. I mean, we do have sex, however, we do not talk a lot, we do not even talk to each other every single day. I can easily think about many times where we didn’t talk to each other for more than a week.

But something feels different in these three days.

He doesn’t look at me, while I do look at him. He ignores me when I try to talk to him. He even avoids me when we’re out of the house. This awkward aura every time we are in the same place is something really heavy, and I cannot deal with it the moment our parents forced us to go to a restaurant to eat dinner with them due to their mesiversy number 10.

I do not like it to feel invisible. And that’s exactly how he makes me feel.

“Honey, let’s dance” My dad says. After some cups of whine, his voice is starting to sound way softer and more dazed than usual.

He takes Gaeum’s hand with a shiny smile, walking towards the place all the couples are dancing. I look at her almost disgusted, expecting Beomgyu to do the same. However, he just looks at his phone, like he's been doing the whole time we’ve been here.

“I can’t deal with it” I say highly. He looks up, surprised by my voice tone. “I don’t like it” My voice sounds offended.

“What?”

“This, you, the way you treat me” I say, looking directly at him. “I hate it, and I’m starting to hate you” He hums, looking like he doesn’ care at all. “You might not believe it,” I laugh ironically. “but I’d love to be loved”

“What do you want me to do? You want me to kiss you?”

“Maybe. Maybe it would be fine if you would kiss me more times than you fuck me” His laugh making me almost explode. However, I know our parents are close and I should be more silent than I am now.

“Why-?” He tries to talk, but I interrupt him.

“Because I love you” He looks at me shocked. My voice breaks when I try to talk, but I keep talking. “I love you. And I know I shouldn’t because of our parents, but I do… and everything I can see about your feelings is hate. Fucking hate” He doesn’t bother looking around if someone is listening to us, not even our parents. I do not care either.

We keep quiet for a few minutes, just looking at each other. I try to calm myself because I don’t want to cry.

“Beomgyu… do you hate me?” There’s some seconds of silent while everything happening around us is not even important. We don’t look around when the waitress asks if she can bring the dessert now, we don’t look around when a couple kisses in front of everyone–which makes everyone look at them like they have just made something horrible, except for us–, we don’t look around even when our parents are walking back towards us.

“Yes” His voice never sounded so dark, his words never hurted so much, and I never felt that stupid before.

I stand up, walking out of the restaurant while dad looks at me confused, asking what happened to me. But I don’t let him see how bad I’m crying right now.

[…]

“And I was actually thinking about packing the other one since it was way prettier, but Sunoo said I looked comfier on this one, right?” Everytime Jiwoo talks about the clothes she made herself, the excitement on her face makes her shine even more than usual.

Sunoo, on her side, just nods, slightly smiling at her.

“Both of them are pretty” I say. She smiles looking at me.

“‘But…’” She knows I always have a second thought of everything.

“But I like the green one the most” I saw it before, when she invited me to her room some weeks ago. “I think that one was more artistic and, I don’t really know why, but I think this makes you look sexy” She laughs nervously.

“But she doesn’t need to look sexy. She just needs to be comfortable” Sunno’s annoyed voice tone, faking sympathy towards me like he’s always done it before.

He doesn’t like me, I don’t really know why- However, he puts up with me just because my only friend is his best friend.

I look confused at him, then look at Jiwoo before nodding. “Y-yeah. Guess that’s right” He looks at me like I have just made it worse than before−even if I did anything−, and then looks down to his phone. “I’m going to the restroom” I say, standing up and running away from this awkward moment.

Soobin joins me on my way to the restroom, walking silently by my side.

I look up at him asking “What?” I’ve never been really nice to no one since some time ago, but I’m sometimes especially mean to him; the sleeve of Beomgyu, or at least that’s what he looks like.

“Nothing, I’m just… going to the restroom” He says, right before we get there and I enter the girl's restroom, leaving him there alone.

After I’ve washed my hands, I get out of there, finding him leaning against the wall beside the restrooms. “Now what?”

“Okay, I was lying, I’m sorry” He smiles gently, looking suddenly so cute, I almost feel bad for being so mean. Until he talks once again. “I’d just like to know if everything is okay between you and Beomgyu” I look at him annoyed, rolling my eyes. “He’s been acting weird lately. Sometimes he’s furious, sometimes he’s deadly quiet and… today he looks… sad? I don’t really understand how’s he feeling but he’s acting weird”

“I don’t know, Soobin, he never tells me what’s he feeling”

“Well, I thought you knew, since you’re his-” I interrupt him.

“Whore. Since I’m his whore, I should know, right?”

“His step sister” He answers, making me feel a little embarrassed. But then, I remember he knows even dirtier things about me, things Beomgyu might have told him about both of us since Soobin is his closest friend, and I just can’t feel embarrassed around him anymore.

I sigh. “I still don’t know” He looks at me like he’s scared of the way I’m treating him, and, in fact, I am treating him bad. That’s why I turn around to face him. His soft skin getting a little red as he notices me looking at him. The awkward silence making him scratch the back of his neck. “I think you’re kind and nice,” I say. “And I am sure we would get along well if the only things you say to me weren’t about Beomgyu”

He nods. “Fine, I promise not to talk about him anymore” We get to the chairs of the airport again, and he walks towards his friends while I walk towards Jiwoo.

Our fly is announced through the speakers, and we walk towards the plane, sitting on the places that were assigned to us. When Beomgyu walks through the hall by my side, he barely looks at me, walking towards his place while his friends follow him.

We hadn’t talked since that night. When they got back home after the dinner, dad knocked up at my door for hours, and I just kept saying I was fine. However, he didn’t go until I open the door for him to see me. He hugged me tightly, and told me I didn’ need to tell him what happened to him, but I could do it if I wanted to. I saw Beomgyu in his Bedroom, looking a little bit worried, but not actually, since he just closed his door when he noticed I was seeing him.

After a few minutes, Jiwoo and Sunoo sit by my side. They weren’t supposed to sit there, but Jiwoo paid to the ones who do were supposed to in order to exchange places.

“In some hours, we’re going to be in Greece” Jiwoo says. “Oh my god, I’m so excited!”

#beomgyu smut #txt smut #txt choi line smut #soobin smut #tw: noncon #toxic beomgyu #tw: dubcon #kpop #kpop smut #fanfic #txt x reader #txt imagines #Beomgyu stepbrother #beomgyu overstimulation #beomgyu hard dom #beomgyu mean dom #Cold | Beomgyu #purrplegyuu

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MERA MERA MERA!!!! I READ YOUR LAST IDOL DARLING WITH YAN AZUL POST AND THEN WENT TO WATCH HOSHI NO KO BUT THEN!!!! SPOILER ALERT FOR HOSHI NO KO!!! . .

. I FOUND OUT THAT AZUL'S VA (Atsushi Tamaru-san) IS ALSO THE VA FOR AI'S STALKER AND I AM JUST-- Oh god I can't-- His voice when he stabbed Ai-- just the fury- the betrayal-- the fear??? I can't get the image of Azul out of my head screaming at Darling for breaking his trust as a fan, the disbelief when Darling actually remembers him, the horror and sinking dread for what he'd done to Darling???

I think Azul wouldn't probably go as far as murdering Darling, but we also know he has the capability to become really violent and irrational when he gets so emotional and probably gonna do something he regrets. This was just a thought that got me screaming in my room lol, i think i need to lay down--

(Please don't mind me, Ai's death got me crying really hard and now I'm just replaying the scene over and over again to listen to Tamaru-san's voice acting sjsdkdkksk)

OMG??? OMGGGG??????????? I REWATCHED THAT SCENE AND AAAAAAA I COULD HEAR AZUL IN THE PARTS WHERE THE STALKER’S VOICE BREAKS AND HE GRADUALLY BECOMES MORE HYSTERICAL OMG………….. after all, it’s expected to be such a good voice when it comes from Tamaru-san!!! He certainly knows how to voice the most heart-wrenching scenes and emotional breakdowns with such a strong, passionate voice!!! The power in the voice is so haunting… all of that strong emotion mixed with the hatred and betrayal!! It was really a terribly shocking and sad scene, but I can’t get over the voice now that I know whose it is!! Tamaru-san is so talented!!!!! >0<

Omg oh!! But now I’m also screaming in my room! The thought of Azul doing such a thing to darling because he isn’t thinking straight and he’s so overcome with all-consuming emotions!!!! He can be very irrational when he’s caught up in his emotions; this is true as seen in his Overblot scene! Uuuwwaaa he would be such a dangerous stalker fan to have if he takes it that far… >_< it’s possible he may not resort to something so drastic as murder, but then knowing how angry and violent he can get during his breakdowns… omg scary!!!! Stay away from idol darling, Azul!!!!

He can be so terrifying in that state, so it’s likely he might do something he’ll come to later regret. Or maybe he still manages to calculate just a little and hopefully if he does hurt darling he missed a vital area. Either way, he’s too dangerously obsessed… ;;;;

(The scene really hits so much harder when you don’t know what’s coming. I had no idea the story would take such a dark turn because the way in which they advertised the anime made it seem like it would be about Ai learning to love herself and her children as they grow up with her and maybe even become idols alongside her. I was wrong when I got to that scene in the manga and then saw it in the anime. T^T)

#twisted chit chat #heyyy11 #your message is such good timing because ‘idol’ has been stuck in my head ever since it was released

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thisnerdywriter · 2 years

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I believe John Thornton of North and South (spoiler alert) is the most beautifully masculine character ever written in English literature.

Why? Here's why (caution: love ahead, may fall in)

As everyone expects him to be, he seems to be - at first- the hard, icy arrogant businessman indifferent to other's feelings and situations more importantly those below him.

Surprisingly he is damn soft hearty (like the paws of a kitten) who loves his hard tiring life of Milton (a dirty city) and *is* considerate of his workers. He meets Margaret Hale and instantly has a crush on her. He's like, 'shut up, I don't . I am NOT feeling anything like that.' But his mother knows better.

He sees her at the dinner (ahem, organize it for the sole purpose). And gawwdd, he has to stop staring at her, so he ignores her but knows where she is all the time. He flashes his rare smiles knowing she's watching him. Before anything, he is in love with her, despite knowing she's too proud to love him back.

He accepts his love for her when she throws herself in the face of danger to protect him (he's like girl!! you're badass!!) . Now there's no going back. He's grateful for her and truly appreciates her presence in his life.

Without beating around the bush, he goes and confesses (everything. Also the fact that he's never been in love and you made me). Of course she rejected, cuz she's a proud bitch. But you know what he says? This:

"Now I love and I will love. But do not be afraid of too much expression on my part."

OMG LIKE MANNN!!!

He goes away and she catches hints of tears in his eyes. Of course he cried. He did, he went to mamma and when she asks what's up? He crys on her shoulder. A GROWN MAN WHO'S RICH SUCCESSFUL AND HANDSOME CRIES ON HIS MOTHER'S SHOULDER BECAUSE THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE REJECTED HIM!!!!!

He still loves her, he promised he always will. Looks after her family, saves her from humiliation, does her father's funeral and keep in touch with her godfather to know if she's well. He also goes to her hometown to feel how she might have grown up.

The last scenes they finally get together, he presents her a pressed flower from her hometown know she terribly misses going there. Omgggg!!!!!!!! How can anyone write such a beautiful character?????

#dark academia #north and south #elizabeth gaskell #literature #jane austen #Mr. Thornton #mr. darcy #pride and predujice #jane eyre #charlotte bronte #Persuasion #english literature #book nerd #book boyfriend #books #Mr. Tinley #colonel brandon #Mary barton #bookworm

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teddybeartoji · 26 days

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he helps you put on the helmet and then gently headbutts you after putting his on.

And He clicks on the chin strap for you.

he smooths your hair after you pull the helmet off.

he takes your hand and tugs you to the lonely little food stall.

These small details are fluttering my heart. Sorry I might be crying right now. You are the bigger brained one among us. End. And the bike selection omg basic or not idfc, looks super cool <3 this made me feel so much better!.

One of the nights he'd teach you how to ride btw. I casually came across a video on yt that taught how to ride. I have a feeling, he'd play that and make you watch for some reason😭 And if you already know how to ride, he's behind hugging you close. Calls himself ur backpack. Asks you to go faster. He pulls the brake often!!! and yk why 👀. His stupid ass does the "vroom" sound. He is definitely shouting some song lyrics.

This is stupid but he might borrow https://pin.it/5lI6wsBVI from some kid while you both are out and take you some nearby.

I'M SORRRRYY THIS WENT INTO MY DRAFTS AND THEN IT KINDA GOT LOST IN THERE!!!! BUT I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE!!!!!

OMGGGG HE WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR BACKPACK THOUGH!!!!! like he would looooooooooooooooooooooooove that shit. c'mon he gets to hold you close while you're being all Sexy and shit whooowee. but srsly i think he'd have so much fun back there. he's tapping on your thighs, he's looking around and he's doing his utmost best to not point out every single thing he sees bc well... you are holding the fucking wheel yk lmao he can't be too big of a distraction.

he's trying to make you sit on the handlebars of the regular bike and then you both fall lmao and he loves it when you act all mad, hitting his shoulder and everything - we could've died, satoru! yeah, yeah, he's just laughing in your face with pink cheeks. he's such a little shit i love him

#I'M GLAD YOU LIKED MY THOUGHTS THOUGGHHHH #i really hadn't thought about him with a bike before but i do like it #i mean my no1 is still public transport satoru but yk #he has options he has the money lmao #anyway ily nonnie!!#i hope you're having a wonderful day!!#friends!!#welcome to apartment nr23 #angel boy

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Hii it's me your preggo anon 🤰🎀 I got married last week and just came back here today and sbd jk and oc have my heart i might cry!! I love them both sm and there's jk × tae × oc? They need to get their ass beaten by jock jk /j hvnnnmkkg

OMGGGG what a delight!! i’m so happy for you, sending my best regards for you and your spouse❤️ how are you and the baby? hoping you both are doing well ^^ so glad you updated me on your life it makes my day seeing these types of asks. stay well rested mama, wishing you a happy life and a safe pregnancy okay!

#preggo anonie🥹

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thatonesongyouretryingtoremember · 13 days

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developing an idea for a pretty detailed/angsty MLP royal sisters origin AU(HCs and timeline) (Luna focused) (with a happy ending ofc) omgggg!!! (32 bullet pt.s below the cut) (comment something if I should add anything or if you have questions)

They're one year apart, Celestia is 15 and Luna is almost 14 when they become alicorns and very soon afterwards get crowned rulers, and they've had their cutie marks and been raising the moon/sun for a few years at this point.

They were both the magic apprentices of Starswirl before they transformed and became princesses (That part is actually canon I think)

Their magical abilities over the sun and moon are revered across the kingdom and they get crowned as rulers far too young because of how powerful they are. If a pony lives far enough away that they might never meet the princesses, they probably don't even know how young they are.

Luna and Celestia are both under too much pressure and it is severely Getting To Them, but in different ways.

Luna can't deal with it but it is much more difficult for her to keep her feelings on the inside than it is for her sister. Luna constantly cries and has to hide, leaving Celestia to handle whatever is going on by herself. Luna sometimes feels jealous that her sister is so "strong", but usually she just wishes she didn't have to be a princess.

Celestia can't make herself do anything besides move forward, but whenever they aren't in front of someone they have to behave for, she tends to act overly angry with Luna, Starswirl, their parents, or whoever. She is incredibly ashamed and whenever she has the energy she tries to make up for it and pretend like nothing is wrong, but Luna knows she is faking.

Luna sees how obviously stressed her sister is and tries to convince Celestia to step down from being a princess. All she wants is to be a normal kid again, she might even quit magic lessons.

Celestia works so hard to act like she's fine. She yells that Luna is the one leaving her to deal with ponies all by herself all the time, and that she should go hide in the dark for a thousand years. Their argument escalates until they fight and Celestia literally sends Luna to the moon. That happens two years after they become princesses, so ages 17 and nearly 16.

Celestia didn't know that alicorns were immortal yet, so she believed she would never see Luna again. It took another thirty or so years for her to reach her full height and power level(plus floaty hair), and all she could think of was how she would never see Luna grow up like she did. Luna would wake up after a millennium and be all by herself, just like how *she* was all alone right now. Celestia never really becomes friends with anyone for a while, and her parents never hear her even speak Luna's name for the rest of their lives.

Luna had a reputation for not liking anypony because nopony knew where she went when she disappeared to cry. When she banished and no explanation given, some noble-status unicorns started a rumor that Luna had been jealous of her sister. Celestia thinks it is selfish and cruel to allow ponies to think that of her fragile little sister, but she never disputes the rumors because she can't bear to say the truth about what she did.

Those rumors eventually become a bedtime story with an evil jealous princess with dark magic, Nightmare Moon. The story sticks around long enough that most ponies don't realize Princess Luna was real or that Celestia ever had a sister to rule with.

At some point, Celestia realizes she isn't going anywhere. She has long known the date of Luna's return and even created an annual festival as a count down timer for herself. But she never puts two and two together that she will be there to see Luna's return until that year grows very close.

When Luna is on the moon, she learns to navigate the dream realm. The moon isn't so much a place as it is a stasis state, but her mind can wander wherever it pleases. Many ponies have been visited by what seems to be a helpful spirit, an alicorn princess who is simply addressed as "Luna", but in the waking world she is known as the Princess of Dreams. She helps ponies to know what to do once they awake.

it takes years before Luna learns to access the dream realm, through sheer perseverance. She cried out one night from her own dream to another's she seemed nearby and realized she could literally reach out to them using her magic and cross in between dreams.

It takes even more years before Celestia hears about this. She halfway chalks it up to another fairy tale, something parents say to foals so they won't be afraid of the dark, or impatient or anxious for the coming day. The other part of her wishes somepony would tell her what to do in her dreams. This is nonsense of course, she is the monarch of Equestria and she always knows exactly what to do, she tells herself before drifting into sleep.

Luna doesn't exactly choose what dream she ends up in, she just follows a feeling of sorts. She has never visited her sister, but she vaguely remembers visiting Starswirl once. She spends years and years only in the dream realm and the days and nights all blend together. Whenever she is eventually released, it almost feels as if no time has passed at all, but her memory has faded all the same.

When Luna is returned, she is encapsulated in a shell made of matured alicorn magic just like Celestia's. She never really grew into it because she hasn't grown up yet. This entity calls itself Nightmare Moon, based on a powerful princess it saw in a child's dream. Nightmare Moon doesn't need anypony else, she never gets scared, she has a clear plan for exactly what to do with her kingdom, and she has powerful alicorn moon magic- she is perfect.

When Luna is freed from the shell, she is not only her teenage size, but visibly weaker from not being able to physically move for so long. She regularly zones out, but forgets whatever it is she was thinking when during that.

In her dreams, Luna is a young unicorn and her parents take care of her. Sometimes she replays a memory from what the kingdom was like a thousand years prior, but sometimes her parents are reimagined to teach her how to live in the present day.

Luna often struggles to understand modern stuff. She still uses old-fashioned grammatical structures because it's polite for her, but has picked up modern ponish language during her years in the dream realm helping out modern ponies.

With the way Celestia acts in the present, it's hard to believe she was ever the same pony Luna used to know. Celestia did eventually make other friends, as well as improved her mental health and her ruling capabilities. Sometimes, Luna doubts herself. Clearly, Celestia is a very capable leader, so does that mean Luna really was jealous and convinced herself that her sister was having the same feelings about ruling that she was just to justify wanting to step down? Was she truly in the wrong and trying to undermine Celestia's rule?

It's much more difficult for Luna to remember that far back than it is for Celestia, and her short term memory is pretty bad as well. It's hard to tell if that's because of her banishment, or because Luna always had a hard time with that sort of thing. Even now, Luna could tell you how to tell the difference between two (now extinct) wild cat species native to their mountain home, and which one was the dangerous one, but she could barely remember the events of her day sometimes.

Luna is not expected by Celestia to become a ruler again just because she's a princess. After all, just because her one-thousand-sixteenth birthday is on the horizon doesn't mean she isn't still a kid. All this is fine with the citizens because the lowkey forgot about her ever ruling in the first place.

Luna lives with Celestia some of the time, but Twilight is her guardian and her magic teacher. Until the return of the crystal empire, Cadence also frequently visited the Golden Oak Library to lighten the load, telling Twi it was just one of her royal duties, as she was the princess who often traveled for any royal duties outside Canterlot.

Luna's a little bit jealous that Twilight and Cadence got to grow up with the new Celestia, but she also feels isolated because nopony has the same complicated feelings about her that she does. Spike actually feels a similar way about Twilight, because Luna and the CMCs got to know Twilight only after her constant-study days when she'd ignore what he said, and long after she was young and hadn't fully realized Spike was more similar to a foal than a cat.

Luna probably has more questions about dragon culture than the other ponies do. Back before her banishment, the dragons were known to be another society, even if they were usually at war with ponies. Nowadays, it's been so long since contact with the dragons because Torch got bored of war centuries ago, that ponie didn't really know anything about dragons and didn't realize they had their own society and technology and language. Spike appreciates that Luna was the first pony he met who didn't think he was Twilight's tiny chubby pet at first.

When Twilight becomes an alicorn and gets crowned a princess, Luna gets pretty mad at Celestia until she realizes that Twilight is only given the amount of responsibility she is capable of, but she is still always ready to defend Twilight and stand up to Celestia.

Luna eventually gets comfortable being addressed as a princess, and even with being the ranking authority in certain situations, but she never gets the same type of ruler duties as Cadence and Celestia do.

By the time Starlight moves into Twilight's castle, Luna is beginning too consider moving out. There's plenty of space, so she gets to keep her room in the castle, but there's a whole lot of Equestria out there.

She packs light and is super chill, not necessarily the adventurer type, but she visits damn near every city on the map and meets tons of ponies her own age who she remains in contact with, before-

eventually attending Twilight's school of friendship for one term and befriending some of the other students from multiple different grades.

Yona, Smolder, Pinkie, and Maude become some of her best friends out of the canon cast, but she makes other friends too. The five of them bond over being willing to eat literal rocks, and not fitting in.

#she's literally the princess ever #HERRR #princess luna #mlp luna #mlp g4 #mlp fim #mlp au #mlp au lore #mlp princess luna #princess celestia #mlp celestia #about the pony show

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