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sneeb-canons · 10 months

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mind generally feels little to no emotion except sometimes when he just explodes (usually with anger)

Headcanon #59

#i feel like since emotion is more tied to Heart he doesn't feel them as strong as Heart does #but the ones it does feel [positive or negative] he just shoves down or tries to ignore it #mainly cos he sees it as not his thing it what he's not supposed to have #but like shown by Storm and a Spring & TME he very much does have them [tho they were more negative-ish ones]#his parts in Bidding show that as well i think #its kinda like flowey from UT ig? He believes he cant feel emotion cos he lacks the capability to #and while the emotions aren't as strong as most there are still the few moments where he does shown that he has them #albeit not quite as much Heart but its like still there a bit #idk if im making sense #also yes i just compared this dude to a pissed off flower let me be #okay enough ranting now lol #one last thing lol cos i just thought of it #Storm & a Spring perfectly show that #in the beginning he tries to diss Heart by being “logistical” but unlike Be Born he's much more aggressive and accusatory #Then with TME he's MUCH more insulting and aggressive. Yelling what he thinks & feels rather than what he logically thinks #Now i rlly don't if im making sense #okay NOW I'll shut up lol #chonny jash #submission #cj mind

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cru5h-cascades · 4 months

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HOW DO WE GET THESE BORING AF PRIMARY COLORS FOR THE SPLATFEST WHILE JAPAN GETS THESE REALLY BEAUTIFUL COLORS?? MY GOD I REALLY WISH I COULD SWITCH SPLATFEST REIGONS...

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatfest #friday vs saturday vs sunday #red bean paste vs custard vs whipped cream #if any luminoghost fans out there are reading this whaddaya think?#wouldn't the friday v saturday v sunday splatfest colors be perfect for a hellbent splatfest?#oh who am i kidding there's no way a hellbent fan could be reading this there's like only 5 other hellbent fans on this site #okay i'll shut up now #lol

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spinnysocks · 3 months

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the frenemies of all time

it was so hard to find pictures of them in the same shots 😭 they're in the same scenes all the time but not the same shots- i think it's actually a purposeful choice by the animators to show they're not actually allied, which i think is cool

#i could watch an entire series JUST about these guys #idk they're so interesting #you can argue that their interactions are shallow & not thought out BUT I ARGUE DIFFERENT #they could definitely be developed 👀#rip i couldn't find a photo with reirei and mzingo. tbf the vultures aren't in all the battles #or reirei and ushari #or mzingo and ushari #but its fine #this is making me realise janja is basically the main character of the outlands lol #but yeah. they're so interesting to me #the forced bonding after jasiri's reformation of the outlands would be so funny #can i just say. the shot of mzingo and kiburi is hilarious LMAO #anyway i'll stop rambling now...#ME FORGETTING I WROTE A FIC ABOUT JUST THEM-#okay i'll actually shut up now #the lion guard #tlg #tlg outlanders #tlg leaders #scar's army #janja #mzingo #reirei #ushari #kiburi

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charlescherie · 2 years

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“charles mi hai rubato il cuore come a te hanno rubato l’orologio, all’improvviso”

“charles you stole my heart like they stole your watch, out of nowhere”

#the way he goes #charles ........🧐🧐🤨🤨🤨🤨😊☺️☺️☺️😆😆🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#and he then looks up at the fans like COME ONNNNNNN #i hate him #but whoever made that banner. i love you.#(sorry to the italians for the inaccurate translation of all'improviso...... 'suddenly' didn't feel like the right word in english lol)#HIS FACE HIS GIGGLE HIS LAUGH HIS SMILE IM INSANE #im going insane at 2:53am someone HELP #okay i'll shut up now #charles #charlie bee #charles leclerc

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deer-with-a-stick · 8 months

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okay okay okay one last league post i promise

im so biased and i won't even try to deny it but look at my boys

completely unbothered. windwall is up. they're hard at work. looking pretty as always. who cares about the 3v1 against the fed garen. just farm. i love them.

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alchemistdetective · 2 months

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((I underestimated how many people here actually played ULTRAKILL aljsghASJLHDA

I thought it's some kind of super niche game but APPARENTLY NOT aaaAAA))

#OOC #Credit where it's due I live in a cave and away from social media most of the time LOL #But while we're talking about it my favourite character is V2 #But okay I'll just shut up now before I start being annoying and spilling everything including spoilers LOL

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familyofpaladins · 4 months

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You've heard of [person/character/show/story/media/art] living rent free in your head right?

Now get ready for: that, but each is a little bird in the nest of you mind, some birds are there for a long time and some just a little while, as they come and go and theres some you feed more than others And it's not until you realize that suddenly "theres less birds here" "where'd the other babies go?" That the bird you started to feed a couple days ago is Cuckoo bird

#(Metaphor for when you have a new special interest that suddenly takes over your brain-#that you cant even focus on other things that used to live rent free in you brain because it's all [CUCKOO] now)#Sometimes theres multiple birds that get along okay (I can focus on each without distracting from the others)#with maybe a favorite of the bunch #but I switch between them fine #And often there will be a new bird that visits for a bit before flying away #And other times a new bird just comes in all of a sudden and takes over #But most of the time. I think it's just a new bird to visit for a little while #and then suddenly it's the only one in the nest #Where my other babies go? Whyd you push them out?? Yet I dont stop feeding the cuckoo. I cant. I have to feed the baby #Anyway. Tmnt is a cuckoo but there is now another cuckoo in the nest and they're fighting #We'll see if the new one manages to push tmnt out or if tmnt will regain the upper hand #The 'new' cuckoo has actually been here before. But it had been well over 4 years since it was the leader of the nest #And almost a year and half since it visited . (So it's been building strength since and came back with a vengeance lol)#I'm taking the metaphor too far #I'll shut up now #Midnight rambling #It is 2:30 am #living rent free in my head

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dawnthefluffyduck · 5 months

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Wanted to draw but didn't wanna mess with anything that had pen pressure in it just yet, so here's some ms paint doodles done while I watched a manchild play lethal company

#i know the portrait is off but it was just a doodle #going in and fixing it would require more hand movement than i need to be doing right now so loose sketch it shall be #his hair was weird and it made the whole thing visually lean to the right which sucked but oh well lmao #i made ralsei's eyes all Θ_Θ but his glasses covered it up :')#i must do another to remedy this #see i actually drew a really good picture of the girl in the top right #and right as soon as i got close to being done #my computer completely froze up and nothing worked and the speaker got stuck so it sounded really scary and i panic-hard shut down my lapto #aaaaaaaand lost all of my work #they say art is temporary but damn haha #i ran a virus scan and everything is a-okay so the next reasonable step is to exorcize my laptop #/j #i have a funny as hell story to tell here about my relationship to computers #maybe I'll make that a comic one day lol #short version is i hate them because I'm scared of them and it's a monkey's fault #alright tag babble over night night y'all #doodles #ralsei #ducks #original character #odette

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fluffy-lovely-clouds · 5 months

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Haha hi people sorry I kinda disappeared lol.

But anywayyy, I'm back and well all I can say is prepare yourselves cause I've started watching Lupin the 3rd

#BUT I HAVEN'T COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT EPIC MICKEY #Still haven't finished the gameplay for that but it's fine I'd still be very to listen to any more silly stuff on that!#But yeahhh Lupin's got a hold on me lol #I'm only on part one and honestly barely halfway through but I probably will plan to make art soon anyhow #okay i'll shut up now #Byeeee #Tickles #Fluff

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carnelianwings · 1 day

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Since I'm not sure if I'll ever get the chance to properly touch on this in a fic because it's more character analysis than something I can properly include in dialogue/exposition without it being very awkwardly out of place and telling not showing, I figured I'd just dump it here. It's something I think about a lot whenever I write for post-Seed Destiny Athrun in a fic, because in so many ways, this is actually something of a non-magical "Ideal (Fake) Reality" situation that Durandal very nearly succeeded in pulling off, but ultimately failed at because Durandal overplayed his hand and underestimated Athrun's loyalty to his friends Kira, who was pulling triple duty opposing Athrun because Kira himself didn't agree with what Athrun was doing, protecting Cagalli, and supporting Cagalli at a time when she was powerless.

It's a trope I very much love in magical/sci-fi settings because it says a lot about the character and the lengths they'll go to get what they want (the willingness and determination to take the longer, harder path to make the dream reality vs the instant gratification option even if it's fake), and also just gives me so much to work with when I write when it comes to character motivation/dialogue/actions.

I feel like a lot of this gets missed in all the memes that he's (somewhat deservedly) suddenly a part of after Seed Freedom, because while Seed Freedom Athrun is very self-assured and confident in his course of action, he definitely took a long hard road (with more downs than ups, in my opinion) between Seed and Seed Destiny to get there.

(Rest behind the cut because there's a reason Athrun Zala is my favorite Seed character, and not just because he's got a lovely voice - thank you Ishida-san for that - and is easy on the eyes.)

When Athrun re-enlists in ZAFT and "continues" his life again as himself, he's given a choice thanks to Durandal's string-pulling: Resume the life that was planned for him by his parents and PLANT (his "destined" life, if you will), or find his way back to the life that he's chosen for himself (with Cagalli and Orb).

If he chose his "old" life, he would've had it all - the glory of being a decorated war veteran, a post as a FAITH member (resuming the role he'd previously gotten thanks to his father), a "Lacus Clyne" for his fiance, and the honor of being the pilot of the Legend (while being something of a "legend" himself). Durandal saw to it Athrun would've seamlessly resumed that life to all external appearances, even if it would've been an absolute sham behind closed doors. Athrun might be a decorated war veteran, but that came with a lot of trauma and grief - trauma from having to fight and kill at such a young age, grief at being the one to survive when those he'd called friends die around him, plus all the unresolved emotional turmoil and grief of having never been able to properly resolve things with his father and his genocidal ideals (because Patrick Zala, too, was a man who never got over his grief at losing Lenore during the Bloody Valentine Incident, and only became the way he did because of that). He might've had a highly coveted position within FAITH, but that power would ultimately be in service to Durandal (a head of state Athrun alternates between wanting to agree with and being directly at odds against). Durandal needed more capable "Yes men" ace pilots like Shinn Asuka to spread and enforce his plans, not people capable of thinking for themselves like Athrun (at least, Athrun got there after Operation Angel Down). The "Lacus Clyne", is, of course, Meer under the best cosmetic surgery money could buy, but she is nothing like Lacus Athrun knows and cares for as a friend and whose cause he had once lent his power to (and would again at the end of the Second War).

And the Legend? It might fit Athrun in name only (in the sense that he's the "legendary pilot who helped end the first Earth-PLANT War) but the entire suit (even if it had an updated OS for the DRAGOON system) doesn't even play to Athrun's core strengths as a pilot. It's almost comedic how Durandal didn't even bother tailoring the Legend to Athrun - the Saviour is more Athrun's style both as a spiritual successor to the Aegis and weapons load out, yet it's coincidental that it would end up in Athrun's hands. There's no way Durandal could've known and planned for the Saviour to go to Athrun, but Durandal arguably had that time with the Legend. In the episode where both the Destiny and Legend are revealed, Durandal made a point of telling Shinn the Destiny was fine tuned to him, but neglects to tell Athrun much about the Legend beyond the DRAGOON system and the updated OS for it (the closest Athrun arguably ever came to a DRAGOON system was flying right past Kira and Rau's duel in front of Genesis at the end of Seed).

On the flip side of that, there's the life Athrun had chosen for himself after the first Earth-PLANT War. It's not an ideal life, not by any means - the fact he's essentially a powerless civilian with no means to reach for his ultimate goal chafes him to no end, especially when there's the ever-looming threat of Cagalli getting taken away from him due to circumstances neither of them want nor are able to deal with. Cagalli can't get out of the arranged marriage, Athrun as "Alex Dino" has no claim to power and as "Athrun Zala" would only invite larger scale international problems - even if Athrun himself has no political ties to PLANT, his family name says plenty. Athrun is patient, yes, but even his patience has a limit, and seemingly losing Cagalli to someone he doesn't respect and she doesn't love (in a reversal of Athrun's situation with Lacus and Kira) pushes him to action out of desperation. And while it puts him at odds with Kira and Cagalli (including lashing out at both of them when Cagalli finally breaks down and gives in and gets coerced into going through with the arranged marriage), it does also get him to realize that he's not the same person he was before the war - he's no longer capable of living that same life he had before, where he would fight where his country tells him because that's the fastest way to end the war. The easy (destined, if you will) option is no longer an acceptable choice for him, because it's not the one that ultimately leaves him fulfilled and truly happy with the one he loves in the end.

And it's this that ultimately brings him back to Cagalli and the (Infinite) Justice, metaphorically reclaiming his sense of justice (ha ha). He's always going to be looking for a cause to serve, and a just cause by his own terms, because he's dedicated far too much of his life serving in the military to just stop doing that and he's spent too much time around Lacus to just mindlessly follow whatever the higher ups say, anymore. So this leaves the only way forward: serve under a head of state whose ideals he can agree with, with the freedom of choice to act according to his own sense of justice, and to that end, there's only one choice for him - return to Orb and Cagalli.

#gundam seed destiny #athrun zala #asucaga #ish mostly because it's impossible for me to write an essay on athrun without mentioning his relationship with cagalli #i have so many thoughts about athrun #while i do find it amusing fandom perception of athrun went from indecisive chick magnet to cagalli's number 1 simp #there's more to him than that that's lost in the quagmire that is seed destiny #and it's all things i try to bring out or hint at when I write him #also the whole Durandal gives Athrun the Legend thing will never be not hilarious #dude has everything planned down to a T with the Destiny Plan and the best he can do is assign Athrun the Legend?#like talk about obvious I know you've betrayed me energy #i tried to keep this essay as focused as possible #even if i have a million thoughts running in my head like hamsters in a wheel because i've loved seed since i saw it back in 2003 #okay i'm bordering on an essay in the tags too so i'll just shut up and post this now and ramble more later lol

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that-gay-guy-from-hell · 5 months

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Semi-ranty post (it's kinda long so I put a divider lol)

Y'all ever get so unbelievably angry that you feel like ripping out your own teeth using your bare hands? Or is that just me? ... I have healthy ways of dealing with stress and anger; why do you ask? Really is times like these when I realize that I have issues displaying and conveying my emotions. Like I want to pull out my own hair (which I used to do and apparently that's not a good thing lol) and scream. ... As bad as it is to say, I wish I was normal. Seriously hate how my brain functions. (not trying to shit on the rest of the neurodivergent folks; please don't take it as that.) (Also, just in case someone asks: I can't afford therapy so venting via socials is the best I've got... Since I don't talk to my parents about how I feel either.)

#sorry just needed to vent #I'll be back to normal by like tomorrow #I've just gotten so pissed so quick lately and I hate it #I'm overwhelmed and overstimulated by everything and I am sick of it lmao #even the holiday sucked #I don't even know how I feel tbh #and I am just sick of it lol #okay ill shut up now #sorry for the rant #and random thoughts #just needed to get this out #love y'all

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illiana-mystery · 1 year

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