#oh to have a million dollars

[veearrifarrariboom]

Neon Void chapter 22 spoilers.

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AaaaAAAAA Filled another page :D um as for the chapter here’s how I feel about it:

AUIPRJJVHSIAKAJAHGHCJKLOOONVAUAIJCNBANDKNZOHHOJHHEEUEUEUODNGIDWOEEDJQBYCIFOMGRIVVJJEISKVHSHSCAACAAOHTHISBOYCRAXYCRAZYYYUQIQKAJAJAJFBEHCODLKSNXN BAJA BLAST MENTION RED MYSTIC WARRIOR MENTION OHAOJFISKQJHAJCN 💥💥💥💥 I need a new sketchbook drew too much neon void. AAAA THIS IS WHAT WEVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR BRO IT HAPPNED. BUT WHAT THE FART HAPPENS AT THE THANKSGIVING PARADE!????

Shakes you blows you up with my mind @sugarpasteltmnt

Also some doodles from before this mind boggling chapter came out

#rise of the tmnt #save rise of the tmnt #the neon void #neon void fanart #tnv fanart #rise leo #tnv chapter 22 spoilers #rise raph #rise mikey #everytime it said Raph I lost it. #ohhh ohhh ohhh aaaAJAH AHH DJAVKNS #dang this hallucination goes crazy!! #Leo this is real. #VINE BOOM #oh this boy is crazy crazy! #how are these guys supposed sit down and eat a big fat Turkey after this??? #Reading TNV is like having the most deluxe million dollar thanksgiving dinner #I love tnv so much #the authors note after all that goes crazy

[icewindandboringhorror]

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

#cats #I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol #I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh #I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day #so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the #writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird #to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in #it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something #''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way #you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj #Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future'' #things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up #with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just #stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house #in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty #that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn #There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not #even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy #birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public #ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take #anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some #things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like #2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were #playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol.. #Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my #evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas

[mxdotpng]

the progression of events in this arc is so so good and great and i love how you can just clearly see where and how each characters thoughts begin and progress throughout each chapter as it goes on. while steven was probably set in stone about his view on how to handle the situation i earnestly believe zed and zapp set out to disobey steven's request. and then they make it very easy to understand leo's point of view and why hes doing what he is - its why they show us that flashback and don't tell anyone else, and why he speaks very little after zapp threatens him - and then immediately cuts to klaus, who knows absolutely nothing about the situation currently but he can figure it out just by looking at whats in front of him. and because klaus is so unflinching when it comes to upholding what he believes is morally right he does so without anyone needing to tell him whats going on. he sees this percieved 'monster' protecting someone else and immediately goes to protect it, too. and even though a lot of them disagreed with each other at the beginning there is still the scene afterwards where they all come together to try and catch each other when they begin falling. i think nightow should pay me for what its done to my mental health

#.text #kekkai sensen #sorry this arc made me normal. #i love that panel with zed even if i cant stop laughing. hes a skater boy. SOOO funny #ddo you get it #not about skater boy zed about the other more dire thing happening in this post. FORGET about skater boy zed #im being miserable again. oh my god. kekkai sensen #i know nightow just loves to leave things as is like after it ends it ends but i wished i couldve seen the aftermath #like. what steven was thinking. what zapp and zed were thinking. klaus also he was like in prison for most of that #SOOO funny that he like. gets arrested at random unfairly. everything is pretty much fine. and then when he gets out #the city is on fire two of his coworkers are in the hospital chain is nowhere to be seen the prison has exploded #there are vampires on the loose femt is there for some reason and there is a 10 million dollar bounty on leo's head #klaus leaves for FIVE MINUTES and THIS happens #dude doesnt even like stop to think about it he immediately turns around and go. hummer. throw me as far as you can. #and then they did. #amazing. this is the best manga ever. #wow ive gotten off topic sorry. anyway #i added that giant paragraph of text after all of these tags sorry guys i know im annoying and saying things that were probably #said 5 years ago but um. im late to the party. and i dont know how to shut up. so you have to deal with it #also i included the panel with neji and riel because i think it says so much. that theyre the ones saying this. #neji doesnt even remember leo almost getting his head bashed in just in the off chance that it could save his life and still he Knows #like they know more than anyone probably how leo sacrifices everything he has for the people around him #and i like that nightow included them in something so important and so defining of his character. #they appear once. twice. so little. but theyre integral to how hes percieved by others and by us. #anyway. kkss is good. #this post happened because i'm trying to draw and needed references but my kkss folder is 900+ images #and i got distracted by these pages in there #because i couldnt resist rereading them #if i could add more than 10 images id also add the like 3 pages of them falling and trying to catch each other at the end #but. alas. woah i ran out of tags bye everyone. thanks or sorry if you read all of this

[secretagentsagainstwhatever]

so you’ve all been pirating Percy Jackson right…right ?

#i asked this in tags the other day #but i think it’s worthy of its own post #pirating tv #streaming #because #hopefully if you have morals all of you are #boycott disney #keep boycotting #i want young actors to succeed and get support #but i also want young palestinians to literally live #like oh no my multi million dollar tv show didn’t get streams #vs oh no my whole families been martyred #i know which one is more important to me #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #disney plus #fuck disney #rick riordan #free palestine #fuck israel #in case you’re wondering why we’re boycotting disney #1. they own marvel who have and are introducing into the mcu and israeli cop character #2. disney has donated millions of dollars to israel #i could keep going #but hopefully you’ve got the message #FUCKING BOYCOTT DINSEY #and pirate all their shows and movies #thank you and goodnight

[pettyprocrastination]

thinking about a super hero who was once praised by all and treated like an absolute rock star: constant groupies, interviews, sponserships, endless fans every where that is now a washed-up “has been” despite the fact he can still punch through reinforced steel and rip aliens apart with his bare hands. He has a regular human assistant who puts him in his place and is absolutely detrimental to his mental health (he is so fucked up in the head <3)

#very 'the boys' esque but i was never that into homelander #also i can't find anthony starr attractive so. im making my own thats NOT a rapist #tj talks #anyways #in the age of super heroes and brand deals #his baby brother is actually the one that 'replaces' him #he's younger and leaner and 'prettier' by demographic standards: more down-to-earth and approachable but actually a HORRIBLE human being! #but our hero just. lounges around all day while annoying his assistant as she sits in his million dollar house and does menial paperwork #he's unassumingly threatening because he's been 'dormant' for so long people don't really see him as scary #but then one day he gets back into the field for a reason and people are like oh. oh my fucking god he's terrifying #probably has a police scanner he listens to when he's having a bad night so he can find somebody bad he can beat the shit out of #without feeling like he's doing something morally incorrect/still being a hero. he fucked up!

[lexkent]

it's taking me forever but I'm making a protective Lex gifset, and he's never looked so scary, menacing, and out of control as he does when he's trying to protect the people he cares about WHY didn't they take this route to turn him darkside. I could see him crossing serious lines to save/protect his loved ones, but instead they were the first people he decided to harm?? would’ve been cool if writers tried understanding/respecting their characters idk

#don't wanna hear he decided to go darkside for Lana in Lexmas #because he had already had the Kents attacked by meteor mutants #and i know people say Lexmas is his turning point but that was like #''i was running for senator but now i'm running for senator HARDER #for LANA #in case she becomes ill in the future and the millions of dollars i already have aren't enough to get her adequate healthcare #i need even MORE money #for Lana's healthcare'' #come on #smallville lb #sv meta #smallville #*billions actually probably #Oh and i have 18 gifs made so far

[todayisafridaynight]

Mutual on Twitter was talking about Daigo instinctively feeling the need to put the pieces of Mine's ruined life back together and make him feel at ease... Is That Not The Appeal Of AraSawa As Well... like they might not know the depth of what their lives were like before in full but surely there are some details safe to share and there's very little that wouldn't sound bleak... but it's also a MineDai But To The Left sort of moment because Mine has always felt he deserves basic human decency, even if he has to earn it, but that's never been the case for Jo... [SORRY I'LL GET TO PENDING RESPONSES I'VE JUST BEEN LOST IN THE SAUCE for better or worse it feels wrong not to write in every day at this point 😭😭😭]

i remember telling my twitter mutual that arasawa was minedai but with dads and the way a light bulb seemed to go off for her was just perfect LMAO

but on the real arasawa IS a lot like minedai when it comes to some themes, and moreover they still maintain their individuality (aside from the dad aspect LMAO) in the parties involved, ESPECIALLY mine and jo

it's weird to explain, but daigo, in a sense, was an 'end goal' for mine. maybe not in THAT way, but just having his comradery was a sample of the thing he'd been striving for his whole life. ergo, mine joins the yakuza specifically due to interest in daigo, and decides to stay and commit himself to it because of daigo- and as you said, mine understands his worth and wants his efforts to be reciprocated. the problem is that he's not exactly sociable..

inversely, arakawa was, on the contrary, an accident for jo: sure, he swore up in order to be closer to his son. but now By The Fate Of The Cruel Universe jo's found himself becoming attached to arakawa too, whether he wholly admits it or not. A Cruel Fate not only in that jo undoubtedly doesn't believe he'd be deserving of something special with arakawa, but that he also shouldn't pursue something special with arakawa considering their positions in the clan (also masato would probably throw a fit and he can't be upsetting his baby boy </3)

BUT THIS IS THE SIMILARITY OF DAIGO AND ARAKAWA RIGHT so often comparing mine and jo, i never touch on how the other two relate... but of course with them, daigo and arakawa try to become closer to mine and jo (evidently we see daigo have a little more success on account of rgg refusing to let arakawa and jo be in a room together for more than five minutes). its unfortunate that we don't get to hear much of arakawa's thoughts on jo, but if it's anything like daigo and his concern over mine (i.e. worrying that mine is only concerned with money/only sees value in himself through his wealth, wanting to be closer to him and get rid of the 'stiffness' between them) i imagine he harbors similar sentiment (and being a Bonafide Father instead of a proverbial one like daigo, i wouldn't be surprised if he could be more anxious/concerned over jo, especially considering the- albeit small- age gap absent in minedai).

#long post #i made it long oopsie (╯▽╰ ) #snap chats #[deranged] and thats why they're both flavors of yuri #didnt mean for this to turn into a thesis for. minedai/arasawa???? but it's here now so.... #i ALWAYS think of the comparison between them this is now very evident....... #obviously there's a LOT more to be said about minedai/arasawa and even just mine himself BUT. we already done that LMAO #plus this long already good lord.... #it's the way they're so similar but not at the same time that's perfect #so funny though i always see my twitter mutuals talk about mine and daigo being parents #and like. not to be fandom police but mine's child-hating ass just wouldn't have it #you know who DO have kid(s) together... and is relatively the same flavor........ #gen so funny to me i talked bout this a while ago but ill say it again cause Sue Me #but although i never care too much if characters i like together have kids If They Do..... I Win A Million Dollars... #ergo if fam's really looking for that minedai-as-dads gold..... look to the left at arasawa please and thanks #OH ALSO YOU'RE GOOD ?? no need to write in every day it's ok :) #always appreciate when you do but !!! dont feel obligated please (╯▽╰ ) cant force things etc etc :]

[deadendtracks]

me, after seeing a drum circle of middle aged people in santa hats and reindeer headbands at a cafe in a town a bit farther outside from DC: oh, this is where all the normal people moved to

my friend: you mean the weirdos (affectionate)

#literally i was like “oh the normal people are here!” about something that was very not normal i guess #anyway i have been feeling increasingly alienated from my surroundings and it was like 'oh #middle class weirdos live here #this is where they all went #the artsy crafty weirdos who can't pay a millions dollars for a normal house

[soupdreamer]

our flag means death son or shadow and bone daughter

#pick a struggle slash jay #your show got cancelled and there’s a genocide going on. you raise thousands of dollars for-oh for billboards trying to convince executives #to revive the show that has a one in a million chance of working?? not to support the people suffering immensely?? #like some people do not have their priorities straight

[soldier-poet-king]

Life is actually infinitely more difficult when you're committed to living. It's so much harder. Everything feels more stuck and annoying and you don't have this secret mental backdoor to rely upon. I know that sounds incredibly fucked up and bad (it is! Def unhealthy!) but now that I want to live, really truly want it, every ache and dysfunction that drove me to die in the first time seems that much heavier because I can't pretend I'm ever going to really escape it.

#franposting #uhhh #suicide mention cw #I guess??? #im ok. i mean im upset and cranky and my family is just #its sometimes harder now #that i want to live. #than it was when i was like. oh well doesnt matter ill die before the years end anyway #where's that john darnielle bit about learning to live after wanting to kill urself for so long #u know the one #BECAUSE HE GETS IT #and im here gnawing at the walls #desperate to move out. incredibly lonely. but with no extracurriculars because im so tired #and my hip hurts constantly. and im broke. and also stuck on the shitty ass suburbs and only very rarely have car access #and no activitities or ppl i like are nearby #EOUGHHHH agonies but fully unironically #i need a vacation. but also like. a million dollars and new joints and irl friends

[macaroni-rascal]

does anyone wanna come and do my laundry ill pay you a million dollars

#i dont have a million dollars #ill pay you a hundred dollars #covid is hell on earth #and i have to do laundry #and oh my god it feel impossible #i have to walk up a set of stairs back to my apartment from them #and that EXHAUSTS me

[redbootsindoriath]

I had no idea when I decided to take this hiatus that I was going to also accidentally take a break from recreational drawing for over a month (aside from commissions and that one Pippin I did on Hobbit Day).  I guess I took the whole hiatus idea a little bit too seriously, but at least I’m not burned out anymore like I was this summer, so apparently it worked for getting rid of art block, at least.  But the drawback is that, as usual, I came back not being able to draw anything to save my life.  Last night I sat down and scribbled a bunch of really stupid stuff trying to get back in the groove, and this means that tomorrow I’ll be posting replies to two asks that I got...weeks ago...and never replied to until now...

But hey also, with all the time I had in September when I wasn’t drawing, I finally got to start watching Star Trek TOS, which I’ve been wanting to see for years.  And I’ve been itching to draw fanart for like a month now but then remembered I can’t draw real people so that they look like themselves.  So I drew this instead:

He’s standing between them so they don’t fight.

Also to be completely honest, I did actually try to draw Spock because he’s my favorite (to the surprise of no one, I’m sure), but I’m not really satisfied with how it turned out.  So I’m putting him under this cut for “ah yes that’s right, the first time I drew a Star Trek character was October 2022, I’m glad I took note of that″ reasons--and also in case I never ever post any Star Trek fanart on this blog again at least the Trekkies will have one drawing--but I don’t really want it to be visible to people who are just scrolling through my blog.

#bones #kirk #spock #million dollar writing on a five cent budget #my trash #/end classification tags #it is so exciting to have a new fandom you guys #i haven't had this since assassin's creed 3 #and dude you guys the characters are so complex #it's amazing #spock is just the hecking coolest #kirk is amazing #bones is less amazing but still cool #i can't believe they only ever made three seasons of this #(and before anyone says ''oh there's a followup series'' i am aware of that #and i'm planning on watching at least some of it #but i've become rather attached to the tos cast #so it wouldn't be quite the same

[kangaracha]

so tired so, so tired. tired. i'm tired. i'm awake but i'm tired but i would like LEISURE TIME but i am tired but i didn't even finish all my Tasks, my Learning. so tired

#delirious babe that's me #star star star star that's me #something something sacrificing dreams for other dream #s #dreamS #something something give me several million dollars so i can quit jobs forever #several million not because i'm greedy but my horse needs a place to live and that's dumb expensive #the man the myth the legend the monster #i should have just gone in keeps' inbox but we here now #man tumblr rambling i have Missed you #who have i become in the years that pass #i feel ill why are there several things so wrong with me #sat down using my bad shoulder before and realised that shit is Not Healed when will my tricep return from the war #freakin hayfever or whatever irritating the shit out of my throat and filling my stomach with crap #'you look pale' says my boss this morning yeah idk bro i might have like tonsilitus or some shit who knows #damn stomach if we're gonna be like this why don't we just throw up #what else was wrong with me #oh yeah my BASHED ankle from that one chucklehead horse this morning #stupid dumb stupid animals i love you but seriously #if i'd gotten stepped on because that stupid idiot was scared of the DRAIN IN THE BARN FLOOR #ew seven hours left to sleep #take me either backwards or forwards to the days when five hours is sustainable my body is dying #lethargy is Eating Me #anyway anyway anyway anyway

[jamestaylorswift]

ibytam is superb in every way and we should talk about it more

#the girl in your bed has a fine pedigree!! #upper-crust circles!! #the book that just saved them that I hadn’t heard of!! #silver-spoon gated community!! #mr. superior thinking!! #I don’t have to be your shrink to know that you’ll never be happy!! #the love that you’re looking for was the love that you had!! #scared not to be hip scared to get old!! #your cool indie music concerts every week!! #your house with your organic shoes and your million dollar couch!! #oh my god she’s insane she wrote a song about me!! #I bet you think about me!!!!!!!!!!!!! #rambles

[nibwhipdragon]

honestly after the devious licks trend, the trip up a jumping person trend, topper guild the food waster, the ice cream licking prank, the animal abuse, the public abuse of strangers and a whole array of idiots who don't know how mirrors work

the tiktok mixing bleach trend doesn't even surprise me

tiktok is a cesspool

Genuinely why is tiktok like this. Like I know that every platform has its bad eggs but like. Tiktok is significantly worse than the rest, I'd be fascinated by it if it wasn't so bad

And I searched up Topper Guild. Hate that guy. He wastes so much food he's only good for that one video that circles around here

#found someone trying to defend him by saying 'oh he's only spending like $50 on all this' #'and films have millions of dollars they waste on props instead of buying food and giving it away' LIKE ❓️❓️❓️❓️❓️ #COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THINGS. PLUS HE'S DEFINITELY NOT SPENDING $50 ON ALL THAT. #like with How To Basic they buy food that's gonna be thrown out by stores. i doubt it's eaten but it's not wasted that way #but THAT? EW #answered asks #anonymous asks

[craycraybluejay]

Name and shame @/jonsnowislovejonsnowislife

Block this idiot

I love how they flat out say anyone called weird or a freak deserves to be bullied. And also their seeming lack of comprehension of dramatic lit pieces. And also also the audacity to criticize either my character or work without knowing me-- despite the fact that I can promise you this person hasn't made anything creative in their life that's worth more than a kiss from mommy and a participation trophy. Maybe they wouldn't be so vehemently in favour of bullying unspecified groups they don't understand if they weren't the kind of person who mindlessly consumes corpo media and is as a whole ungrateful and uncaring towards the craft that goes into art + unable to appreciate the diverse range of human existence.

Imagine seeing a lit post about how hypocritical and scathingly conformist "normal" culture is and deciding it's about every specific group of "freaks" you think you have the right to bully and *then* going for the ad hominem on someone who spends more time creating than you ever will even using your small mind to learn more about the people and world around you. It's rude, it's pathetic, and it's truly a striking example of exactly the kind of crowd I was referring to in the post.

I don't usually make "callout" or "blocklist" style posts but please if you're a creative or are being bullied, block this person and anyone like them. No one with this much vitriol for othered groups and creative expression deserves your time of day or space in your circle.

I'm a freak? I deserve to be booed? Well. At least I'm making something, at least I'm doing something with my skills and my life. At least I don't defend the bullying of people for mental illnesses, sexualities, culture, etc. You, Tumblr stranger, should feel ashamed of yourself for being so mask off hateful.

#blocklist #'none of this would happen irl what is this lol' #have you ever heard of this really amazing thing called writing? #writerblr #anti bullying #anti censorship #if being 'normal' requires being cruel to people different from you then I don't WANT to be normal #writers on tumblr #the shit us writers go through we should be paid 1 million dollars every time This happens #writer problems #oh boo hoo you want to bully strangers tough shit get off my blog #block this person #your soul is so empty of art how do you live like that #hate comments #hate mail #you people are so obsessed with me #why? #fan behavior