#obsessing over this scene again

[m3r1m4r5u333]

Oh my. I've obsessed over the Ana-visits-the-fire-station-scene before but I hadn't even realised how much Eddie really keeps staring at Buck until today when I watched it super slow. I wanted still pictures to really showcase where Eddie is looking and how many times his gaze returns to Buck, but the picture limit makes that impossible.

Anyway, Eddie is absolutely staring and struggles to stop. There was even this one sliding shot where the frame first includes both Buck and Ravi about equally much... But then it's like Eddie's eyes just can't stop drifting more and more on Buck - so the shot that's obviously Eddie's POV just wanders more and more to the left, towards Buck, until Ravi almost disappears from the frame.

Okay, I've skipped the very beginning, Ana arriving (+ Eddie kissing her cheek like Ana's his abuelita or something) and bringing three salads to Eddie.

Buck runs up to them, calls Chris their new chief and lifts him up to hug him. It's a tight, long hug, like they haven't seen in a while and Buck has really missed him. Buck asks Christopher how he is.

Let's focus on Eddie's reactions.

(Looks like he's thinking: They're so cute together.. Buck is so good with him. 🥰)

Buck asks Chris how he is. Eddie gathers his wits, well kinda, and introduces Chris to Ravi... Eddie also forgets to introduce Ana to Ravi. Pays no attention to Ana.

Chris asks Ravi if he's a firefighter. Ravi tells Chris that he's a probationary firefighter. Chris asks him if he did something wrong. Buck (who was quite ridiculously invested in Ravi's training) quips "constantly!", then smiles. Eddie looks at Buck...

And finds that hilarious, ducks his head and smiles to himself like he's remembering something....

And then he just keeps grinning like a besotted fool, totally in a world of his own. Ana and Ravi are waiting for Eddie to introduce them to each other, it becomes awkward.

Finally Ana just goes "I'm Ana!" which startles Eddie out of his daydreams. Eddie's gaze drifts to Buck who is frowning like "wtf Eddie?"

Eddie quickly looks away.

... And then Eddie just needs to look again...

(Right then Ravi assumes that Ana is Eddie's wife and Christopher quips "not yet!" to Ravi's assumption. Ana and Eddie lose their smiles...)

(My headcanon: No, how could I marry her when I don't love her, I'd be happier with...)

Oh. Buck.

Like arranging a cherry on top of the cake Ana then says:

"So... Even in the darkness this place is amazing."

Not that we see her say it because Eddie's attention is once again on Buck, looking back at Eddie, in the dark room...

Eddie, panicking, delegates Ana's fire station tour to Ravi, then Eddie's eyes again seek Buck's and linger on Buck while Eddie mutters that he'll "put these up there" (salads Ana brought),

then Eddie, eyes flitting between Ana and Buck, rambles "I don't want these things to wilt!" and skedaddles.

...

If there's a heterosexual explanation to this all then I can't fucking find it!!

#911 buddie #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #buddie 911 #ana flores #obsessing over this scene again #obsessing over buddie again #tv: 911 #911 fox #911 on abc

[fuumiku]

Chilcille huh... ngl I was a little suspicious. like why would you do that, huh... hope youre not mischaracterizing anyone in your weird and wacky ship. a little weird. but then you said they both had flat asses and you know what? I salute you and your perfect characterization

The fact you seem to think you managed to not make this ask insulting is baffling. What the hell. Fuck off.

If you actually care to be open minded about the ship, I talk about marchil on my sideblog 24/7. Funnily enough I’m currently 4k words deep into an analysis of their character arc together in canon, but that’ll take some more days to get done. Some notable posts:

Of course without counting the analyses of Chilchuck on his own I’ve made, like my masterpost on his family situation. Or better yet you could also read my fics for them, see how weird and wacky they are here.

Wanna talk about mischaracterisation? They’re literally a comedic duo who interacts 24/7. Marchil is crazy bc ppl are like "did those shipper read with their eyes CLOSED?? They have no chemistry!" Meanwhile canon is like: "She’s obsessed with knowing everything she can about him and she reads him like a book." In her eyes he’s like that extra rare and hard and shiny unlockable dating sim character, that brooding mysterious character trope that’s thrilling to crack open and typically is at the center of the plot. The wife roleplay???? "Hey, did you know his type is blondes. Hey did you know he likes his women pretty and blonde. Hey did you know he likes her hair. Hey did you know that he teases her 24/7 and it’s one of the few things that consistently gets him grinning because he finds her reactions cute." Like a schoolyard bully pulling on the pigtails of the girl he likes.

It’s not like they have any thematic narratives or relevance. It’s not like she’ll live to 1000 and has existential dread about it while he’s logically gonna be her next friend to die at 50 and wether it’s romantic or platonic it’ll terrify her to lose him. It’s not like it’s fear of death x fear of rejection so they’re both obsessed with the thought of loss looming, past and ongoing. It’s not like it’s half-elf x half-foot and there’s an inherent journey that was and still is to dispel prejudices and truly come to see each other. It’s not like he’s painfully real and raw and flawed but still a good man, that he’s not the figure of prince charming that she’s always dreamed of while still being virtuous and worth fighting for. Or you know, her hair being golden and it being the epitome of beauty to him, and his hair turning silver and it being Marcille’s worst nightmare.

Just a weird wacky ship who means nothing but shallow things to people who have weirdo reasons for liking it. Like can you not. If you’re not imaginative enough to think of reasons why this ship may have an appealing dynamic that’s not my issue. But yes, yes, they’re both flat asses to me, thanks.

#Dungeon meshi #Ask #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Marcille donato #chilchuck tims #Marchil #You me the parking lot after i finish and post my arc analysis #Sobbing……… we’re 20 over here in the rarepair pit come on. Like do u not see how obsessed i am. Do u think they like. Mean nothing to me #Do u think it’s all incidental and i slipped and the 10 thousands of words I write for them had no thought or feelings behind them or #Their arc is so beautifuuuuul they come to see each other and her standards become more real while he allows hope and openness #Into his heart again 😭😭 not the way two of their scenes lowkey read as a proposal… #Anyways I hope this makes it clear I’ll fight to my dying breath for them. #I don’t want trouble and i imagine you don’t either so just don’t come shitting on my doorstep #In positive news my fic Grind Me Down Sweetly recently reached 100 likes and 1k hits <3 it can also be read as just platonic so if you like #Them as a duo even as friends give it a shot #Every time I see someone shitting on marchil I start making marchil content faster btw #Not art

[numbuh424]

light's face when near totally ignores him, openly accuses him of making the shinigami lie on his behalf, and then addresses the task force in the room with light saying that if they have any doubts about the Second L to give him a call later. ALL WHILE LIGHT'S THE ONE ON THE MIC. oh, they're killing me.

#death note #light yagami #nate river #near #death note light #death note near #moonriver #they're sooooooo fucking funny I can't get over it #light asks ryuk to confirm the 13 day rule is true which has worked on everyone before but near was like “ok anyways......” #near doesn't even HUMOR him at least #just straight up goes if anyone else doesn't believe this bitch here's my number get in contact #near: liarsayswhat #light: what #light: GODDAMMIT #that might as well be how that scene went #god I love them they're so horrible #I'm so obsessed with this screenshot never has there been a more perfectly captured “the audacity of this bitch” expression #elle is talking again

[crowleyanthonys]

😳 + 🤨

#goodomensedit #goodomenssource #goedit #tvedit #maria7potter #tenthrees #jameszmaguire #blakbonnet #rosettyller #mine #go gif #good omens #michael sheen #david tennant #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #i haven't made anything in over a month oof #sorry it's another small gifset again but i'm obsessed with this scene

[cat-terpillar]

drawings of dolls i have, except for the last butterfly Barbie.

I did a bit of cleaning last month and got all my old dolls together. A lot of my myscene dolls are actually still alright.

#myscene #my scene #i was so into myscene as a kid #first time i saw it was when my sister got a present of that Nolee i drew and i was enamored #my actual first myscene was chelsea so she gets designated favourite becuz if that #was actually OBSESSES with the myscene masquerade madness dress up game #and i played it over and over again like if i play it hard it enough ill actually get it or smthg #i wanted all the dolls in that line so much #but ofc i nvr did get it 😂

[milfygerard]

but fr outside of my contracted madness i absolutely refuse to give joe alwyn gold rush like how is that song at all related to their relationship the lyrics clearly spell out a relationship that either never existed or only existed in implication and fantasies and maybe-maybe nots and its so bitter and yet desperately soft in the bridge where it almost projects a sense of envy, of wanting to be them as much as you want them. It continues an interesting oft ignored lyrical trend of taylor wanting just as much to be her lover as to have them, envying their easy charisma (you were flush with the currency of cool/i was always turning out my pockets) or quiet dignity (your integrity makes me seem small) dating back to her earliest songs (the kind of flawless i wish i could be). Theres a projected self hatred and yearning to be better that twists itself into both romantic and sexual lust for her partners thats so fascinating and speaks to how all of her songs regardless of who theyre about are also an act of self reflection on who she is and who she wishes to be.

#barry.txt #taylor swift #putting this in the tags as a form of self protection but make no mistake this is a gay thing to do especially in gold rush #which through simple context clues is Obviously About A Woman or maybe even women in general #whivh is a totally seperate post on how taylor constructs and uses gender identity in her music #her girlhood and femininity are earnest but also so carefully constructed and so high effort and kind of desperate #shes a deeply self concious and obsessive person who never looks comfortable in anything ever unless shes #onstage or like. by herself in loose jeans and a tshirt #i think thats one of the things that subconsciously irritate ppl when it comes to her shes constantly and clearly putting in effort #to appear As The Celebrity Taylor Swift and struggles not to self censor or overperform in interviews (when she gives them) #especially present in pre 1989 interviews where the interviewers really didnt have to respect her or worry abt how they frame her #if they didnt want to. Like the fearless era rolling stone interview where she almost has a meltdown over her mom buying eggnog instead of #milk. That whole interview is strange looking back not just bc of the weird misogyny but also because of what it does share #taylor is....weird. She has a strange and desperate vibe and always reacts slightly too much and uses slang poorly #shes media trained and has learned how to socialize but you can feel her discomfort whenever she doesnt have a guitar in her hand #idk these tags have once again gotten so unweildy. i just find it interesting that she finally feels some level of comfortable #in sharing that construction w us in songs like mirrorball and mastermind and imo gold rush #and scene #should i write this up and put it in the swiftieism zine #i should write something and put it in the swiftieism zine

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#It’s The Way Nathan Chokes Up In These Scenes Because Same

#he came to act this season #like damn #he is playing this friends to lovers thing amazingly #give him all the awards #plays these two scenes over and over and over again #obsessed #creddie #carly x freddie #freddie x carly #carly shay #freddie benson #love #i love him #faves #i love them #nathan kress #miranda cosgrove #icarly #icarly reboot #icarly revival #gif #gifs #gifset #3x3 #3x4

[originalartblog]

[Storm Bringer]

You messed with the wrong guy, Verlaine. I know exactly how to deal with someone who can manipulate gravity. Day in and day out, I’ve spent every waking and sleeping moment thinking about how I can annoy Chuuya.

#scenes from storm bringer i'm obsessed with part something #not a shred of self-awareness in this boy #i made sure to make him extra cocky because he made such bold claims unashamedly while smirking #also verlaine yells at him not to get cocky the very next second #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bsd storm bringer #bsd stormbringer #stormbringer #bsd light novel #nawy's art #this was prompted by lilly (rinqueraa) forever ago #after i said i had a 3D train model as a reference for the previous SB drawing from that chapter and he said i should use it again #but i ended up reusing parts of that drawing instead of starting over from scratch alshdlkhfgfgh

[entsian]

That last scene from ep 11 have been stuck in my mind since I saw it, like what the fuck (<- positively) so art block be damned that shit deserved a redraw.

I would like to thank Dungeon meshi for giving me one of the single most gut wrenching frames I have ever seen. Kindly What The Fuck. And also for single handedly grabbing me by the throat and making my brain actually do art again.

Once again, What The Fuck :)

#That last scene from episode 11 have been playing over and over in my mind since i first saw it #What The Fuck #dungeon meshi #laios touden #I was lets say not prepared for that beautiful back to back of the skull and then Laios face #my art #Dungeon Meshi has literally consumed my ever waking moment #The moment i get a hold of that manga no one will every see me again #Now excuse me while i go and obsess over Dungeon meshi for the coming 2-6 buisness months #At least #I can not promise there will be more art #If the gods see fit there might be

[mazzystar24]

You know who Tommy reminds me of that it was bothering me sm that I couldn’t place it but then I remembered this scene?

Rick from Casablanca

Like Tommy says this to chimney verbatim in that one scene

He calls buck (his love interest) “kid” just like Rick does to Ilsa (his love interest)

Even personality wise something about it fits like the cool guy exterior, the struggle to be good,the sort of air of unphased energy if you get what I mean, etc

Anyways that got me thinking and if the bucktommy break up is something bittersweet like Rick and Ilsa then I would love it:

HE EVEN DOES THE MOTHERFUCKING CHIN GRAB^^^^

Like imagine this if buddie does go canon instead of Rick letting Ilsa go for the greater good of the world/politics

#my old movie obsessed ass back at it again just when you thought my reign of terror with the it’s a wonderful life references was over #911 abc #eddie diaz #911 fox #evan buck buckley #911onfox #I mention bucktommmy so do I tag that? I’m not sure someone advise 😭😭 #buddie #911 #tommy kinard #evan buckley #also just realised some people may not know the context of Casablanca or it’s famous break up scene #so ilsla is married to victor who’s a political fugitive fighting nazis but she thought he was dead at one point so she gets with Rick #she finds out victor is alive and leaves Rick #she never told Rick any of this #she shows up with victor in ricks bar victor needs to escape cos Nazi shit #that breakup scene is Rick telling her to go to victor because she’ll regret it if she doesn’t and that they’ll always have Paris (aka the #time they had together) #911 spec #911 speculation #except it’s crack and I’m pretty sure exams are rotting my brain and I’m speaking nonsense #god I love Casablanca

[lilyharvord]

I need people to understand that my hyperfixation ships are limited to one thing: a man who is usually in full control of himself meeting 1 woman and losing complete and utter control over absolutely everything he does.

I just like to watch when they go full feral for a woman who could literally chew them up and spit them out, but choses to let them stick around because I don't know, it's nice to have someone carrying their bag or whatever.

#red queen #mare did this twice over so she gets double points #this is why I adore Marecal #I am forever feral over the line: I will protect you as long as I can #AND: I thought of you in the end I saw your face in the water #THAT MAN IS RIDICULOUS FOR THAT. He did not need to go around re-inventing love #cause I mean... man was a full blood prince with “responsibilities” and he seriously fell apart over a woman who was 5'2“ #and dont even get me started On kanthony #I am unironically obsessed with the scene in the library and the line: AND IT IS NOT FAR ENOUGH #ridiculous that this man sniffed the air behind her as she walked by #like sir you are in HEAT stop it XD #and of course i could never forget about Delilah Bard and Kell Marsh #holy shit talk about a man with his life in order who met one woman and became so fucking smitten he spent a whole book low key crying #about her being gone and then getting stupidly excited over seeing her again #and then left his brother behind to go sail on a boat with her XD when she clearly only keeps him around for minimal purposes #I swear to god I went FERAL OVER “there is no where you can go” said the Antari to her prince “that I cannot follow” #SHUT UP she loves him so much😭😭😭😭😭😭 and she refused to admit it to him #a darker shade of magic #fragile threads of power

[torgawl]

what is an "i love you" compared to when dainsleif said "defeat me, command me to step aside, show me that you are worthier than i to rescue her" and "my memory has all but faded completely... but i will always remember how much she too, loved these flowers"?

#you don't get it i'm obsessed with this entire monologue/speech #he cares so much about lumine 😭 #this might be me missing my yearly dose of deinsleif because he hasn't showed up in so long #but lines of all time #i was thinking about how i will never be happy again if aether and lumine don't find each other and get to be happy together in the end #(thanks cloud retainer for bringing the saddest cut scenes into existence) #but dainsleif also deserves to reunite with lumine :') #i'm saying lumine because she's sort of officially the abyss twin right but to lumine travellers it's aether #anyways. never getting over genshin's plot being so sad actually there's so much tragedy in this game

[not-athing]

I watched /that/ scene in NPMD and had ideas.

I'm working on something.

#nerdy prudes must die #npmd #its a new obsession #im sorry #i didnt mean for it to get this far... #note: that scene is close to the end. the one i keep repeating over and over again

[ourhouseishaunted]

my brain for the past like 2 weeks

#.txt #trigun #specifically #trimax #i am rotating her in my head always she is so fascinating to me i have so many thoughts i could write a novel #shes captivating to me. as a person #tbh her and tesla and the dependant plants as like. catalysts for so many emotions in the story but we dont get real insight into #their internal lives #and rem captivates me specifically bc shes so complicated wrt her actions with tesla but also the way she talks about leaving earth #and the idea of giving up on her home planet and putting her whole fresh start into seeds and then immediately making #the worst mistake of her life (tesla) and then starting over blank Again with vash and knives and how that all turned out #like!!!! the emotions going on there for her must be insane. i think about it Literally Constantly #and how it all ties into the mangas theme of the potential to be better vs the people you hurt before getting there #im literally obsessed with her #also she dresses like a lesbian electrician and i really like that vibe for her. im not immune #rem saverem #holding her in my hands i just think shes neat #also i have a whole incoherent google doc filled with random scenes from idk iguess the rem pov novel that lives in my brain?? #maybe ill clean them up and post them one day that is a threat #also i love fat baby knives in the itty bitty manga screencap i chose. i just know hes the densest baby alive #normal looking baby who you pick up and handles like a bag of wet cement

[spectrearia]

project diva has me in a chokehold again..... got some new modded songs so now i can't stop playing >n<;;

#i took a small break for a bit #mostly because my hands were just refusing to cooperate #but the Obsession just hit me all over again like a freight train #hghhfgn i love that game/series so much it makes me so sad that sega abandoned it #and dont even care about it anymore #the modding scene is literally its life support right now but idk how long that'll last. just gonna enjoy it while i can tho #spectre says

[stinkrascal]

i try to give ppl grace when it comes to media literacy bc analyzing media is a skill you have to actively learn to sophisticate so its very understandable that ppl are at different levels w this skill. but at the same time i really do hate it when ppl say theres no such thing as a "bad way" to interpret art cuz like ok i understand our interpretations of art are shaped by our experiences in our lives but also i watched "the shining" in theaters a few days ago and it was super good so i went to watch some video essays on the movie and i saw a video about "the wendy theory" and it actually made me lose hope for media literacy way faster than literally any fandom discourse any of you buffoons have forced upon me. like im sorry but if you watched the shining and your only takeaway was well wendy was actually hallucinating the whole time cuz thats the only way the story events make sense cuz the supernatural isnt real therefore it couldnt Really Be Ghosts or whatever in this story nay this documentary where only things that can happen in real life can happen in this fictional story. it mustve been my whore wife all along. it very much gives "i really enjoyed this story, except for the parts where the story happened"

#ik this movie has been theorized 2 death but like come on #how do you watch Domestic Abuse Simulator the movie and then conclude that actually it was all in her head cuz #theres some continuity errors with the furniture in the background of the scenes where jack and wendy are talking... #which means that ACKSHULLY wendy was hallucinating her abuse the whole time and shes the real abuser! like what #wouldnt it be more fun to actually engage with the story instead of obsessing over continuity errors IDK IDK IDK weird man #its like why is all that so much easier for dudebros to get behind than the idea that kubrick just made a mistake while filming LOL #anyways ily guys i'll never ever get mad about any bad media takes u guys ever have ever again #cuz i promise none are as bad as this dogshit take