#now its gone

[dreamauri]

dearly beloved, We are gathered here today in memory of our dear colleague, charles leclerc's hair.

im srsly fucking crying rn

^ gif belongs to @countingstars-17

#charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #charles #ferrari #how dare he #cl16 #it was beautiful #it was a gift from god #now its gone #formula one #formula racing #chuck leclerc

[pinacoladamatata]

How it feels being like "i remember when we used to be able to get the helmet of grit in a chest just behind dror ragzlin. Now we gotta loot it from the szaar palace."

#that stupid little helmet used to be ESSENTIAL to my sorcerer glass canon build #now its gone #goodbye my beloved quickened spell magic missile x2 bc of gritty 😔

[tchaikovskym]

There is this part of me that wants to wallow in self-pity, that wants to believe I'm doomed forever and that there is nothing good waiting for me. But the funny thing is, it's not true. I am better than I used to be. I am healthier than I used to be. It's just tiring to always try to be better. And while it is a possibility that the doom part of me will turn out to be true, there is a possibility that it won't.

#like yeah im a little bit dead. yea im a little bit pathetic. yeah im an adult living with my mom and maybe there really is something wrong #with me regarding the fact that ive never had any romantic/sexual relationships #and maybe it is pathetic how i hide all my silly creative projects from everyone but the strangers on the internet #and maybe its miserable that im posting things like these here #but fuck it #im not 14 anymore. no one is abusing me at home. i have some interest in what im doing. i have an okay job. #im studying what im interested in. im no longer having episodes of panic where i had to lie in bed to calm down. #havent had a panic attack in crowds for years #i think im no longer weird with men. like i used to be afraid? but not like really. i just avoided them like a plague #and was weird when i had to interact with them #now its gone #i have a car!! i can leave whenever i want to !!!! #i earn enough to travel!!! no further than europe but still #and im not exactly dumb! i have a masters degree! with honors #when i was in highschool i never imagined that i would like to travel or have another degree and then another! #i never imagined that i would be okay working together with people. that i would be fine being in their company and cracking jokes with them #overall im most definetely a mess but a much lesser mess than i used to be.

[florencewellch]

They took away the Legacy editor from me

#the legacy editor was still there for me until yesterday #now its gone #🥲

[citrusitonit]

THE MOONS GONE AAAUUUHHHH THE MOONS GONE AAUUUHHGGGGG AUGHHH

#IM DEVASTATED #IVE BEEN WATCHIMG IT FOR 10 MINUTES #NOW ITS GONE #AREUGHH #AUGGHH #WHAG THE HELL MAN #AUEGH

[dingbatnix]

...hey where'd my motivation go...?

#i had been t this morning at work T^T #now its gone #bat's rambles

[d4-b1]

Ankle surgery done yeasterday, it went well even if the anesthesia hurt like shit for the 2nd shot since we think the needle touched a nerve

The doc said I shouldn't be in pain anymore after healing so I'm pretty happy

#tw surgery #ankle surgery #had a trigonal bone #now its gone #my leg is still under anesthesia so its not hurting yet #and the nurse is coming today to change the dressing and all

[chickenhuggit]

ANYONE ELSE TASTE THE SALTY SEA BRINE AIR

it's the flavor of piracy

#now to the tune of the FOB cover of #we didnt start the fire #NETFLIX #ADBLOCK #YOUTUBE #NEW PIPE #SAG AFTRA JOIN THE PICKET LINES #COMJC CON #NINTENDOS HATES A ROM #STAR TREK PRODIGY #NOW ITS GONE #okay you get it

[eatmy-customjorts]

pov me after watching trigun stampede

#what the FUCK #episode 11 i want you to burn in hell #WHY #the SECOND i start realizing i relate to a character YOU DO THIS TO HIM #gonna be processing for the next 6-8 business days #i had HOPE #now its GONE #i think if i rewatch any of it im gonna cry

[avid-idiot]

My liner actually looked half decent today :/

#now its gone #—nessa rambles💬

[crowleyanthonys]

hey tumblr, do you think your tagging system could work for once, please? 😩

#text #my gifset was in the edit tags earlier today #now its gone #this is fine....

[qiinamii]

we'll do fine.

#fionna and cake spoilers #what hits me a little is how similar fionna and simon's stories are in the case of finding nuance in their lives #when both have gone through their separate but still valid pain no matter the extent it had been #and its that they met each other they get to see how it compares and they're no less worth of the peace and fun they dreamed of #even in the form of simplicity and just being normal #“i wouldn't have met THE fionna and cake” “we wouldn't have met THE simon petrikov” #it hits me harder that after the dandelion scene would've been their last time seeing each other physically #and how assuring simon sounded when fionna didn't know what to do with the literal world in her hands #tho im sure prismo isnt that much of a rule jerk lol i still drew out the revelation anyway with this tiniest addition #also the fact fionna's world is influenced by simon's thought processes and conditions so now things are a little better for both of them #fionna the human #fionna campbell #simon petrikov #qiiarts #the lil flashback of #betty grof #fionna and cake #adventure time

[cosmic-kaden]

Im distraught. I have no PC now. I'm extremely upset. I don't have the money to fix it I don't have the money for luxuries. I have money for food and bills that's it. This was my escape and now is gone.

#im actually crying #might not be a big deal to you but for me it is #i do so much on it. #it helps me escape life #now its gone #im so upset

[tawaifeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

#zee rambles #this isn't to guilt trip anyone #but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever #and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too?? #we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it #now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people #but that doesn't mean its gone #that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it #honestly i just needed a lil rant #and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it #also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd

[pasteloctoz]

Somone kill me rn

#Its not even halfway through the school year #AND I LOST MY FAVORTIE #3 DOLLAR #PENCIL #THE FUKIN #IT WAS SO SMOOTH I LOVED IT #Now its gone #I need to stop buying the good pencils- #☠️ shitposts

[lin2ki]

my head is so light now that the bad vibes are gone (long hair)

#i went to the hairdresser today #my hair was almost at my hips in length #now its GONE #im FREE #the hairdresser was worry cause she asked me if this was the first time i cut my hair short and with bangs and i told her yes #she probably thought that i wouldn't like the change and act unreasonable #but this isn't something of the moment i was thinking of doing this since like 2 years ago #doesn't matter if i look bad i dont have to deal anymore with long hair and that's all that matters #also the hair grows so who cares