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nerin010 · 2 years
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ok. thats it. ive had enough of twitter. time to go back to the og hellsite.
i don't have enough mental energy to redo my entire old account though so i just deleted it lmao.
anyways hi. i'm nerin (name may change in the future if i find a good one). my pronouns are they/them or your choice of xenos or neos (aka anything but he/she/it). i'm not comfortable stating my age, but i am technically still a minor so 😗. i'm autistic (diagnosed) and maybe also adhd? i also have like five other mental illnesses on top of that lol
pr*sh*tters/anti-antis/🍖🌈 mfs get blocked on sight, dni. recovering proshippers are on thin fucking ice, but stay if you want to. (dni also applies to other generalized shitty people like t*rfs, r*cists, insert 3rd example, and other baseline dni criteria).
i'll make a proper intro post n shit later but uhh lmk if yall know of some good accounts for the following fandoms:
cookie run (any of the games)
paper mario (specifically super paper mario)
my singing monsters (just the first one, i just got into it a week or so ago and i only got hyperfixated on it via tiktok lol)
klonoa (any of the games)
not a fandom but if you have any recommendations for must-follow blogs, be sure to leave those too
alternatively, if you aren't in those fandoms, i'll probably also check out content from these from time to time:
nights into dreams (i specify the first game, but either game works for me)
object shows (aib is my personal fav, but all of them r cool and alsp give me *studies you under a microscope* energy ngl
a hat in time (it's been a while but i wanna see how yall are doing)
genshin impact (VERY hesitant about including this one, i'm only here to watch hell burn from the inside out on this one ngl.)
pokemon (again, hesitant about including this one, but i like to see how the fandom's doing occasionally)
animal jam (specifically classic. once again, hesitant to mention this, but nostalgia is asking me to check in on yall. have things improved since the wildworks nft situation? /genq)
not a fandom but art/writing inspiration (esp. writing prompts, color palettes, et cetera)
also not a fandom but stimboards. those things go so hard oml.
edit, 12/28/2022 - i have a gender hoard blog now. mostly because i don't want to clog up this blog's feed w/ reblogged genders haha. link is below.
ok intro over. time to watch this post collect dust for three weeks straight
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fahbev · 4 months
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Hi! Saw you jumped on the tim hate train, welcome to the club! Aplarently you're Damian fan, which is good bc hes also one of the characters who's hit by tim's..woobification? Victimization(???) while simultaneously being the bestest, most competent batfam member. You Damian fans honestly have my respect for the pure amount of shit Damian gets because of tim.
hi lmao. Thanks xD. I usually try to keep all my negativity off of the internet, but last night I was going the anti Tim drake tag bc my frustration was flaring up. At first i was collecting posts by liking them instead of rb, then I was replying, and then at some point... “Fuck it. I want this on my blog.”
(This is gonna be a ramble btw, I don’t care abt making a good post rn.)
I used to be fine with Tim! I think the whole thing was a lot less prominent in the dpxdc fandom bc DANNY was the fan favorite/community elected woobie, but then I kinda moved out and... well. It still took awhile for this issue to seep in bc those Tim fans (you know the ones) are certainly a minority, but I just don’t think you can be a Damian fan for longer than a few months without getting frustrated.
Nowadays I refuse to read anything tagged with any variation of “Tim Drake angst” that features the batfam. Timkon fics are usually just fine though.
Actually— recently? Shit’s been bothering me so bad that I don’t wanna risk reading fics that have Tim in the first relationship tag at all. He’s gotta at most be in the second one. Ship fics are again an exception, but I don’t tend to seek out ship fics much anyway.
But, like I said, I usually keep it to myself. Every time i catch myself venting in the tags I either screenshot the tags and delete, or I delete and retype them. I put them into a private notes document. I also journal in there a lot instead of posting it.
That document is pretty long.
I do wanna say that there’s nothing wrong with what tim fans are doing. It is fun to woobify your fave. It’s fun to prop them up and tear others down and make everything about your blorbo and it is harmless. I do it too (usually in my daydreams). It’s a fantasy, and that’s what fanfiction is for. People who act like it’s “problematic” are wrong. That doesn’t mean it’s not annoying. Because it is. It’s annoying as all fuck.
Also wanna mention that I once read a damian fic that like... started off with some delicious whump, but then it turned into a whole Damian pity party and it guilt tripped all his friends and family. Damian IS my blorbo and I couldn’t read that. I didn’t even know who Maps was at the time but it seemed so bizarre to throw her under the bus. Anyway I feel like that’s what a quite large portion of Tim fic is like except a bit less extreme.
I used to tell myself that “ohhh it’s just a rivalry. I’m sure Tim fans get the same shit in reverse all the time” but I literally NEVER see it in the other direction and spend the most of my time in Damian circles. The only time I see tim hate from damian fans is frustration at those particular fans in response to it or in response to favoritism of authors.
I mean i saw a good chunk of it last night, but what else can I expect from the anti tim drake tag?
It’s actually funny how most of the stuff in anti tags is polarized hate shitting on the character with a lot of bad takes, but in tims anti tag it was almost exclusively frustration from Damian and Jason fans, and usually pretty mild takes. Also people calling Tim boring.
Ngl, Idk much about Jason. I’m familiar with his fanon, but the only comic i’ve read that featured him in a major way was Gotham War. I don’t know him well, and I don’t have too much interest in him. However, I hate “Jason falls over in guilt and kisses Tim’s fingers begging for forgiveness” type posts in solidarity. It’s yucky.
Anyway, I didn’t even mean to get on this anti tim train you speak of, It just sorta leaked out of my vent doc. Don’t expect me to keep posting about it.
but also... don’t not expect it. It might happen.
Even so, my dms are absolutely open for Timothy Drake related frustration! I’m pretty tired of being nice to him.
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itsstrange · 2 years
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The Song
Fandom: Supernatural, The Boys
Relationship: Jensen Ackles x Reader
A/N: So this idea came to me right when I heard the song, I’m not joking it just came to my mind and I immediately thought about turning this into a fic. I debated on who it should be based on but Ackles was the only one I actually imagined in this so… hope y’all like it!
Also I wanna apologize in advance if this feels like it’s all over the place, I’ve never done something like this so sorry if it’s up and down, but other than that hope y’all like it!
Summary: Forgetting someone is never easy, especially when you still love them. So what’s a better way than to write a song about it.
Word Count: 2.8K
Warnings: (None) Heartbreak, Angst, Lots of It,
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He had just finished filming and had just stepped into his trailer when he found out what the whole fuss was about it. The stares and side comments began around midnight, he didn’t think much about it, but as soon as the looks came his way his phone began buzzing in his pocket. After checking to see it wasn’t an important call he ignored the notifications like usual. If it wasn’t important than it can wait after work. However, once he got off from work he noticed the notifications upon notifications from Instagram, Twitter and variety of different people tagging him were displayed in front of his screen. Now normally, he’d just brush it off, thinking it was just fans tagging him to old pictures of him and the cast, fan art, or just edited videos fans have made of him, but what caught his attention was a tweet from Twitter.
Mentioned by @DeansPudding:
@(Y/U/N)‘s new song is definitely about @JensenAckles and everyone can fight me on this but y’all agree too!
Her name alone is what made him click on the notification without any hesitation, taking him directly to her tweet that she had shared a couple hours ago. Which only had a blue link on top with a ‘Out Now’ at the bottom of the link. Just as he was seconds away from clicking on the link, Jared sends him a message, only had a link as well before another message appears on top of his screen.
Jared:
Listen.
Is all the message said. And if he was being honest..he was starting to get nervous.
With new hesitation settling in his chest, his fingers hover over the link for a good minute or so. Inhaling deeply through his nose he taps on the link the same time he exhales out his mouth. His anxiety, nerves, settled in his chest as he waits for the YouTube app to open up, and his anxiety wasn’t getting any better the longer it took to start up.
Seriously, the internet had to crash now? Out of all days, it had to do it now?
As he was anxiously cursing at the internet he finally sees the screen turn into a black and white music video. His breath gets stuck in his throat when he sees her black figure on the screen, the camera slowly making its way to where she sat on a window seat with a guitar in her hands. Then before he knows it, a smooth, soft, RB&B guitar riff starts playing through his phone, invading his ear drums and feeling the way his chest tightens when he finally hears her beautiful voice singing the first verse of her song, immediately sending him back to two weeks ago as she shares her point of view.
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‘Met your new girl at Johnny’s party.
I had to smile and say, “What Up”
They both sat on the couch with other friends, drinks in each other’s hands as they listened to Rob share some of his drunk stories when they were in Rome, and just having a good time when Jensen suddenly averts his eyes towards the kitchen when he hears people greeting each other, but what made him do a double take was her smiling and hugging Genevieve. His eyes not once leaving her frame, which catches Megan’s attention and notices the way his eyes are on her.
Now they were both staring at her greeting everyone with a smile, a smile he absolutely fell for, a smile he didn’t know he would miss even after months of being apart, but the more he stared at her, admired her smile from a distance that sinking feeling settling in his chest. Then feeling it drop down to the pit of his stomach when she finally meets his gaze.
He watches the way she stops dead in her tracks when she meets his eyes, then notices how she switches her eyes next to him, and only feeling the entire room become tense.
But knowing her too well, she does what she always does, she walks into the room with her head held high up and plastered another smile as she greets everyone in the room. After saving them for last, she finally makes her way towards them, same smile still on her face, but he can see through it, it wasn’t sincere. She hadn’t even reached him yet when he got up from the couch, dropping Megan’s hand from his lap in the process.
“Hey Jensen,” She softly greets him with that same, sad, pained smile,
One he shares as well.
“H-Hey…(Y/n),” He slightly winches from the way his voice sounds forced, but it was understandable right? He wasn’t expecting her to attend the party, from what friends told him she was supposed to be out on tour, not here, standing in front of him with the most painful smile,
Seconds felt like minutes—hours, as they silently stared at each other. Tension and awkwardness surrounding them as they stood face to face since their breakup. If it wasn’t for the music playing throughout the house, everyone in the damn house would have felt it. Luckily, she was the first to break it by averting her (E/c) eyes behind his shoulder.
“Hi, you must be Megan,” She says as she extends a respected hand for her to shake,
Even if she felt as if her skin was burning as she shakes the others hand and feeling the way that old wound begins tearing apart once again. It took everything inside of her to not break in front of them, but with the little strength she still had she fought through it and did her best to keep the smile on her face. Especially when she lets go of her hand and watches the way Megan wraps her hand on the inner part of his elbow.
Thankfully, she sees a couple more familiar faces behind them and uses that as an excuse to save her from the moment.
“Gonna go say hi. It was nice meeting you,” She widens her smile as much as she can as she stares at her then slightly drops it when she averts her gaze towards his green ones, “It was nice seeing you again Jensen,”
He slowly nods his head with a small, sad smile, “Yeah.. yeah you too,”
Smiling at them both once more she excuses herself and makes her way towards Briana and Ruth, not once looking back when she can still feel his eyes on her.
‘Then I ran my ass to the bathroom.
So I could cry about old love.
She stood in front of the mirror, hands gripping onto the sink as the tears spilled down her cheeks, staining them with eyeliner. After she had greeted the small circle of familiar people, she had excused herself, however, the moment she turned around to head towards the bathroom the tears had already started sliding down her cheeks, making her drop her face down to the floor, doing her best to avoid any looks as she quickly makes her way towards the bathroom. Not realizing how his eyes were watching her the whole way.
The moment she shut the door behind her and locked it, she couldn’t hold it in anymore. The pain that she thought she had healed from had came crashing down on her ten times harder as it did the first time and feeling the way a hand settles on her chest where the pain was. Soft broken sobs escaped from her as she leaned against the door, her other free hand reaching up to cover her mouth to prevent any other loud noises from slipping, even if music played outside the door she doesn’t know who can be walking by and catch a glimpse of a wail coming from the other side of the door. So, she covers her mouth as sobs after sobs pour out of her.
The pain in her heart was becoming unbearable to the point where she felt herself wanting to slide down the door and onto the ground, but gathering some strength she manages to push herself towards the sink, where she grips onto it and lets the tears fall down. She stays there for another minute, just letting the tears slip, letting everything she’s been holding for the past couple months out now, she needed it, until she began gathering herself. Closing her eyes she tries taking in deep breaths, but the moment she did an image of them two together flashes behind her eyes causing more pain and tears, but even then she still tries to control herself.
Inhaling deeply through her nose with eyes still closed, she exhales with a shudder. She does it a couple more times until the tears stop coming down, once she slightly controls herself she looks at herself through the mirror, observing her bloodshot eyes for a couple seconds before wiping away any makeup from underneath her eyes as she walks towards the door.
‘I came back in with makeup smudged up,
You caught me wipe it quick low-key,
And then you got this weak ass smile up on your face,
As if to say you’re sorry it couldn’t be me
Jensen was playing with the label of his beer bottle, not listening to the conversation that was around them, he was too lost in thought. He honestly couldn’t stop thinking of her, and he shouldn’t be with Megan next to him but he just couldn’t help to wonder how she was doing, if she really did move on and if he read her smile completely wrong. Because honestly, he hadn’t moved on, and that alone was bringing guilt up his chest. He didn’t know it until he actually saw her once again face to face.
As he was peeling the sticker from his bottle he glances up when Jared starts talking and adding on to the conversation, and that was when his eyes land back on her frame coming out of the restroom. His heart dropping, shattering at her state, and then having a small sad smile on his face when he watches her wipe away the smeared makeup from her under her eye.
She hasn’t moved on.
Making him feel some sort of relief but also pain to know she’s still hurting, even after all these months being apart, she was still hurting, and he honestly wished it wasn’t her who was hurting as much.
‘Wish I could be your friend,
And not hurt as so bad,
Wish I could be your friend,
And not hurt so bad, yeah
I search the room looking for solace,
You know whiskey always helps me,
Then we lock eyes as I start pouring,
Obviously, I’m not doing well,
But we can’t talk ‘cause it ain’t appropriate,
And she knows exactly who I am,
His green eyes follows her frame as she makes her through people, head slightly looking down to avoid anyones eyes, but still waves with a short smile at people who greet her. He watches her glancing around the room for couple seconds before she finally makes her way towards the kitchen. Standing behind the counter he observes her scanning the bottles in front of her, before she finally reaches out for a red cup and the Daniels bottle. Unscrewing the cap she begins pouring its brown liquid into her cup, then without meaning to she looks up, immediately locking eyes with him and feeling her body freezing when she finds him already staring at her.
She hadn’t realize it, she was too busy doing her best in keeping her red puffy eyes away from any else’s, but she didn’t realize how he has been watching her since she’s arrived. She also didn’t realize how he had already figured her out, he knew she wasn’t well, but what she didn’t know was how much it killed him that he couldn’t get up from his spot to go and speak to her, just the same she couldn’t walk up to him, it was killing them both without the other knowing.
‘She pulls you close and tells you maybe y’all should go,
And then she smiles at me,
She smiles because she can,
From the moment she had walked into the party, Megan felt the way the air around them instantly changed, and it was honestly difficult to breathe, at least that’s how she felt. Especially when she saw the way Jensen, her boyfriend of two months, couldn’t seem to avert his eyes away from her, everywhere she was, his eyes would follow, and it honestly tore at her heart, even more now when she had came out from the restroom with smudged makeup, letting her know she still hadn’t moved on and with a knowing feeling, she knew Jensen felt the same way. She didn’t want to, she really didn’t, but the way his whole expression switched and the way he couldn’t avert his eyes just made the feeling stronger.
So with a jealousy, angry heart she pulls him close to her and whispers into his ear, “We should start heading out,”
That finally made him drop his eyes from her to stare at Megan. He stared into her dark blue eyes for a couple seconds, and noticing then whatever he had felt for her was not there anymore, but with a hesitation he nods his head at her. She doesn’t say anything else, just switches her gaze to her and smiles, a smile that wasn’t real nor sincere. Then she makes her way towards everyone to give her farewells, while Jensen stood from his position, but again kept his eyes on her. Who took a big gulp from her drink before pouring another and leaving the kitchen, disappearing from his sight.
Jensen’s eyes drop to the ground, feeling that same old pain in the center of his chest when the memory of her leaving his door replayed in his mind, he should have gone after her, stopped her and should have begged her to stay, but he didn’t. He stayed back, and now he doesn’t have the privilege to go after her.
He lost it all that night.
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‘Wish I could be your friend,
And not hurt so bad,
Wish I could be your friend,
And not hurt, hurt so bad.’
Once the bridge starts coming to an end, the music video slowly starts fading into a black screen, but her raw voice humming the melody was still heard, until eventually that fades away as well. The moment it does, Jensen let’s out a breath he didn’t know he had been holding throughout the whole song, but he did notice the way it came out in a shaky way and also noticing how his hand, the one that was holding his phone was also trembling.
He honestly wasn’t expecting that. He’s heard various songs from her, has loved nearly most of them, but this… this was different. He knew she was never one to release a personal song, especially when it was intimate things like family members, or in other words, relationships, and now that she did it made him feel.. different. He honestly didn’t know what he was feeling at the moment other than… guilt, or was it pain? Was he hurting? Hurting at the fact that he knows he still fucking loves her?
Fuck. Jensen closes his eyes that have become a bit glossy, and covers his face with his hands, feeling the way the tears slowly slide down his cheeks at the knowing feeling in his heart. He still fucking loves her.
He always has, not once did he stop loving her, but it was too painful to remember their old love, so Jensen began dating again to push it aside and move on. At first it wouldn’t work, but after a while he told himself to believe it, and believe it he did. Until now, he understood it was all a lie to keep him from feeling the pain of loving her, but now that he knows she still feels something for him and hasn’t been able to move on, it gave some sort of hope, relief, and he wanted nothing more than to prove to her he still loves her the same way, but he couldn’t. He was still with Megan, or at least he thinks so, they haven’t spoken to each other for three days after some fight.
But he knew Megan wasn’t the one he’d rather have a fight with over small or big things, and in that moment he knew it was her. It was always her and with a shaky exhale, Jensen gets up from his seat and heads out his trailer with one thing in his mind.
He was going after her.
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-Hope y’all enjoyed this one! I certainly enjoyed writing this one.
-Ngl I finished this in under 2 days, so that proves that I was in the zone for this one lol.
-Anyways make sure to Turn On Post Notifications!! 🔔 For more updates!!
And Uhhhh….. Part 2???
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deathdxnces · 11 months
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— SHIPPING INFO
answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.
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WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?
i don't think i have one (1) otp but also. kayn/irelia my beloved (hi cyn 😘).
HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?
i don't really have a problem with big age gaps as long as the two characters are adults and met as adults. but honestly i'm not a fan of shipping irelia with much older characters because i feel there'd be a big maturity gap and that's an issue for me
HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFW?
hmmm it really depends on the content? honestly i just prefer to be on the safe side and tag things as nsfw even when it's mostly suggestive?
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?
more or less. i need to feel comfortable with the other writer and there's gotta be chemistry/make sense for my muse. but i'm also very open to plotting romantic relationships rather than just going with the flow, especially if we're friends, so like? not that selective? i'll be very honest i think romance is SO much fun to explore in writing, i love shipping idc i'm cringe but i'm free
WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?
sett. but also i think talon and riven could both be interesting, depending on how it's done. also akali!!! i think irelia and akali could be really good actually. could mayhaps see yone or yasuo or sona or ahri. i don't know i think there's a lot that could work with her and i'm really always open to different ships if they happen when writing and ultimately it depends a lot on how those characters are written and how well i think they'd match with how i write irelia like conceptually i think those have potential but i'm also really. kinda picky? with it actually working for me or not, it's not just bc someone is writing one of those muses that it'd work is what i mean, i guess
DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?
not necessarily, although openly suggesting you're interested in shipping is actually nice for me because even when i can see it i'm often like oh i don't wanna come across as pushing for that even if it makes sense for how this interaction is going so like. asking is not necessary, it can happen naturally, but i am 100% fine with someone asking as long as they're also fine with the possibility i'll say no, and talking about it actually makes me far less anxious
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?
to make the answer different, on top of the ones i mentioned in zed's blog... tf/graves. lb/swain/vlad. akalynn (that's han's influence tbh). j4/shyvana my beloved i could go on about it for DAYS i love them sm... senna/lucian. kalista/ledros. nidalee/neeko. there's honestly so many league ships i like
FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?
dm me nicely to talk about the dynamics you can see. or send me memes that indicate that interest when i rb those prompts about wanted dynamics. knock on my door and yell HI MEL DO YOU SEE THIS SORT OF RELATIONSHIP BC I KINDA DO! or grab me by the throat and say you wanna ship with me, that also works.
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tagged by: @seekslight ty 💕
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sillyreblogtime · 9 months
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xe/xem + they/them, young adult
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likes from @tmntism
general tags: #rb, #my post, #gif, #picture, #video, #text, #links, #art, #resources, #art reference #[fandom]
filtering tags: [fandom] spoilers, tw [trigger], [trigger] mention, flash warning, nsfw, nudity, volume warning, eyestrain
note: anything tagged as nsfw or nudity will not be pornographic, it’d just be general stuff you might want a warning for/might wanna skip past if you’re in public or around others (like artistic nudity, or more crass/explicit humor
tag list will probably update the more i reblog
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olderthannetfic · 2 years
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I'm in a very problematic fandom. The fanbase as a whole is awfully toxic in many ways in and outside of Tumblr.
I just. Feel so frustrated because I joined this fandom on here, Tumblr, expecting to simply exchange ideas, headcanons and make those rb additions in the form of artworks, funny additions etc. or even experience the 'why would you hide this in the tags' thing. The appeal of Tumblr to me was the way fans can interact with each other in such fun ways.
But then, not even a year of joining, I have to see antis, purity culture, the problematic-things discourses, which ship is bad and why (although when analyzed properly literally every ships are problematic in this fandom) and then, some people get popular and are well-received for being brave speaking about the 'problematic stuff' like all of these got soooooo bad and loud during that time and it just, went downhill from there on.
Breaks my heart every time I remember the state of my fandom because I have seen literally everyone breaking up with each other, even I myself have been cornered (although not directly mentioned, the implication is pretty obvious though) into making decisions of whom I want to stay friends/mutuals with and it's driving me insane because I've dealt with all these crap in real life -- though not as alike, but still a semblance to irl. And idk, maybe I have issues that makes me feel my experience on Tumblr is upsetting me so much... But seriously, I just can't deal with this fandom when every once in a while I would remember the cause and the divisions and the fights. And the one who started all that is not even in this fandom anymore. Personally, I sometimes think to myself, 'you came into this sandbox (fandom) inviting everyone else who follow you to throw sand at everyone else also in the sandbox and even kicking some out for not seeing/building the sandcastles as you guys believe they should be but now you choose to leave this sandbox with all the sand already everywhere?'. Sometimes I feel mad about it, sometimes I'm just, 'meh. This is life, things happen.'
Before I raise concern because of how tired I sound over being in here and in this fandom, hereby I clarify that yes xD I have a life outside of Tumblr, I am good with what I do outside of Tumblr. But God, it still just hurts to see and remember all this. I try to leave Tumblr sometimes, refusing to be active on here anymore but, there are no social platforms much like Tumblr. Where I can filter content and block and stuff I don't want. Sigh. Hellsite (affectionate).
Despite all that, I still refuse to leave this fandom. It's a huge one, I can still find a corner for myself. So at the very least, there's that... I am trying my hardest to just turn the other way whenever drama and discourse finds its way to my dash...but sometimes the urge to jump in is just so strong. I don't engage with them most of the time.
But if anything. I just wanna say these few things.
Racism is not the only issue in this world.
POCs can be racist too. Not just white people. There's no such thing as 'reverse racism' because racism is... racism. I live in a state where all of us are POCs though with different ethnicities, so I have learned to recognize extremists. These extremists would call 'racist! racism!' on literally anything without considering the whole issue/picture. And frankly, that is what I see is going on in my fandom. Maybe the other fandoms as well but I don't go to other fandoms as often.
That's all. If there are any other insights/perspectives to what this is, I'm all ears. I crave to hear other insights. And if I sound like I need help, I am working on that!
Sorry for this long rant. But thank you for allowing this (if you do). I just, have no idea how to get all this out anymore.
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zenyuu · 2 years
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Intro post time wooooooo
Name/Nicknames: Hi im zenyuu! You can call me any variation of that like zen or yuu, even if you're a mutual or not :) I also used to be pastelli/yuumi over on insta so you can call me that too!
Pronouns: I use she/her but it's ok if you end up mentioning me with different pronouns, i really don't mind!
Main Fandoms: Ensemble Stars, Love Live, Project Sekai, Selection Project, BanG Dream
Other Fandoms: Danganronpa, D4DJ, Hamefura, Genshin, Cookie Run, HeroTaru. ^^ You can talk to me abt these but im not caught up with most of them so pls forgive me if idk what you're talking abt :,)
Interaction Preferences: I'm perfectly fine with rb tags, rb comments, replies, and @ mentions so feel free to do all those! I'm also good with asks, mutual or not! Anon is also okay w me! I kinda suck at Personal Dms though. But if you wanna send one anyway it's perfectly okay!! just know that i might be a bit awkward
Tagging/Tags: If you need me to tag something like a discomfort/trigger you can tell me! My personal tags are: "zenyuu art tag" for my art "yuumi funnies" for random talks and little rambles "yuumi ocposting" for my ocs
Fandom tags are: "zen enstars posts" for ensemble stars "yuu prsk posts" for project sekai "yuuri milgram posts" for milgram "zenyuu lovelive posting" for love live "zenyuu bandori posting" for bang dream
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enden-k · 2 years
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hi youn you don't really know me but i just wanted to say your tags on that most recent reblog of the "reblog art posts you like" post are so real and i really appreciate you taking the time to write all of that. i'm a hobbyist content creator myself (i do it for myself + my close friends) but i've never really posted anything online because i worry about basically exactly that kind of thing. especially with my ocs. i don't think i'm capable of making myself not look at the notes, the one time i made a text post it somehow got like 60 likes and 5 reblogs and from that other post you reblogged that looks actually pretty generous which is horrifying to me.
anyway um thank you. as someone who regularly puts effort into running their mouth in the tags of art+writing posts (and has gotten multiple dms thanking me for doing so, actually!) and is too afraid to post on this site, i really really agree that reblogs and especially heartfelt tags make such a difference, and the situation here on tumblr is really discouraging to active creators and to new/silent creators as well. like current creators getting fed up and leaving is a big concern obviously but there is also already content being missed before it's even posted. and i would be really surprised if that weren't the case for many other young creators that just decided to keep their ideas to themselves because of all this.
i know personally when I see this happening to artists (including writers) that i really look up to what it really feels like is just that fandom is dying. like it's just a small handful of content creators here holding each other up (the majority of that handful of reblogs) and everyone else is probably on some kind of a mindless content scroll. likes to me are like a little hand wave, like a "hey I saw this thing!" marker, but reblogs are like taking a picture of it, going "hey I like this!" or "i want to see this again!" and it feels kind of weird to see swarms of people just kind of giving a little thumbs up/wave/brief nod to something they theoretically like.
sorry this got so long!!! i just really appreciated your post and i had a few thoughts and then i wrote a whole wall.. (also no pressure to post this (though it's also ok if you do)! mostly wanted to let you know that post meant a lot to me)
hi, dont apologise or worry about the length of this message! its all fine!
i forgot to mention it in the rb tags and my post earlier but YES. yes exactly, reblogs esp with tags on it, ppl gushing or talking about the creation they rb is always the best thing for a creator. this can literally make our days, i have messages and tags saved for whenever i feel unhappy about my stuff so i can look them up again! it really means a lot, so not only do you show your love and support to the creator and their work by rb, it can also make us so so happy to see you talk about it
and yes, its really really hard for new/starting creators to post here, bc of this issue. as well as for OCs!!! thats mostly why i also keep my OCs away and just do fanart bc honestly, i think this would actually sadden me so i dont want that. and knowing that many people do that too is very sad bc theres so much stuff people wanna show but dont dare bc they feel like no ones gonna look anw. so much creativity and wonderful works, kept hidden/unposted or not appreciated enough, its really saddening
anw, same thoughts honestly. thanks sm for the message!
lets keep creations, no matter if art or writing, fanwork or OCs, alive by actually reblogging it instead of just mindlessly liking it; lets give new/starting people a chance to show their work
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nopeferatu · 3 years
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I don't want to involuntarily push you into drama w/ this person by adding your tags to the post, but I did want to say you're so right king
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AHAHA I appreciate the forethought, as well as the sentiments!! 🥺
I just. Idk. I'm really passionate abt transformative fandoms (like the ones that we are used to interacting w on lj and ff.net and ao3 and tumblr) being a place where people are allowed to take established characters and have fun doing something completely different than canon with it. If thats not what you're interested in doing then like. Don't interact...in transformative fandom spaces?
#the way the post describes it its like they want a book club interaction format where they wanna discuss whats within the realm of the#stated text and like. thats fine and all buuuut thats not rly the priority of transformative fandom?#and u cant go up to transformative fandom that has this very established mode and method of being and ask it to change for you#u go look for your book club discussions of text and ill be over here taking my faves and playing w them like theyre dolls in my dollhouse#also like i mentioned in the post i made after that rb im just like. very wary of people who make these types of arguments#bc it usually goes along w people who think there are 'correct' ways to engage w text and in fandom and there are 'bad' ways of doing that#like in that og post the thing that stood out to me the most that proves this fact is the way they were like '#stop spoiling fandom experiences for others because youre engaging with it in however way you want' or whatever#and it just makes me roll my eyes lol like. block people and move on king thats how simple it is#but im not gonna cater to your personal tastes#and its unreasonable to ask that of people 🤷🏽‍♂️ is it unreasonable to ask ppl to tag their stuff? not at all!#but it is unreasonable to be like 'i dont like this. stop doing this. we need to do less of this as a whole and do more of this'#shut up theyre my dolls just as much as theyre yours and my version of play is mine and its fun and u wont get me to change it#asks
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padfootastic · 2 years
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they claim they love sirius but it *always* turns out the one they really love is remus. it kinda makes me sad many people who love sirius and tell valid things about sirius and fight for him, like you, blindly stand by tall top sirius and get tortured with no reason. haven’t you noticed your friends don’t do like or reblog your posts about how the fandom demonizes sirius and makes remus an untouchable angel? because, that’s exactly what they want. small angel remus and his rich tank servant.
anon, i say this with all the fondness in my heart, why is this so dramatic 😭😭 i am ‘freely standing’ and am not oppressed or bothered in any way, promise. no one has to rb anything i say, especially if they don’t like it, and i won’t judge because i’m the pickiest person on tumblr, i assure u. there’s people who love sirius who’ve made points about him i don’t like and i’ve unfollowed/blocked for that—i’m unreasonable as fuck and i definitely don’t expect people who like remus to even interact with me, let alone my posts. i’m very pro-curating ur own positive space.
it’s funny u mention tall top sirius bc i haven’t even mentioned top/bottom positions so far because like, i’m usually more interested in his interpersonal dynamics and i get my smut needs fulfilled elsewhere lmao (also,,,,why would i form my opinions around r/s dynamics,,,that doesn’t make sense)
re ur other ask, i can’t publish it because you’ve mentioned a couple people (who, funnily, i don’t know. if that isn’t an indication of how choosy i am 🤷‍♀️) but u made points in it that i found interesting because i’ve had a completely different experience? i definitely think sirius’ character is butchered to make others’ look good (—i am not gonna rant about tags again, i am not gonna rant about tags—) but i haven’t seen it in the way u mentioned (which could be because i’ve stopped reading wolfstar unless it’s an author i *trust*).
in fact, one of the most annoying characterisations i’ve seen (and this is a problem i have with a lot of bottom harry in drarry too) is the stereotypical typecasting of short!bottom!sirius (and the tall!top!remus who becomes everything that his best friends are stripped of). the way sirius is written as a stupid damsel or a bratty princess who’ll shriek if his hair is out of place, or small and needing protection (either emotional or physical) bc he’s weak/incapable makes me wanna pull my hair out. it’s annoying bc sexual positions are not a personality indicator, but even more so bc sirius is butchered along the way too. nothing of his character remains until he’s just an OC or a caricature made to prop someone else. it was one of the biggest reasons i stopped reading the ship. the few r/s fics i read now don’t really have any smut in them.
anyway, all of that aside, we’re all playing in a fictional sandpit with actions figures, aren’t we? everyone’s gonna move and clash them differently, u just gotta decide which one u like 🙃
#look at me: the metaphor queen.#for all i shit on certain things ultimately i’ll still stand for everyone to bend a character the way they want#i’m sure i have opinions/characterisations that are horribly unpopular or flat out wrong lol#and i expect people’s interactions w me to be based on that. i still get shocked when someone likes/rbs something i say lol#i have zero expectations here my friend#coming to s/r dynamics#like i have nothing against bottom sirius that guy deserves to get railed to filth; but also like. u don’t have to change him for it ykno?#bottoms don’t need to be physically small or feminine or delicate i promise#we are trying to let go of cishet dynamics not replicate it#u can’t use top/bottom as closed boxes of of classification like astrology or type a/b ykno?#sirius is canonically so fucking badass?? he cares not for his hair or robes or food or anything when he’s on a mission#u don’t have to strip all that away just because u want him to be fucked lol#(see how i didn’t even rag on remus this time? growth)#i’m still not sure if these asks were like. genuine or trolling.#and someone out there will definitely have a laugh at my expense if these were a joke & i took them so seriously#but hey. i am a fool regardless so what does it matter.#hope u have a good day anon. i assure u there’s a lot of well written sirius-loving fics out there#(may i suggest the prongsfoot side of the internet? 😏)#we are *very* good to our boy#pen’s asks
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sapphicpetrodactyl · 3 years
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Welcome to my blog, this post will be filled with info on me
if u don't want to read it, that's totally fine have a nice day!
General Info:
Name: Riot
Pronouns: She/He/They
Age: Minor
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My Interests:
Fandoms (see below section)
Reading
Drawing
Listening to music
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Fandoms:
MCU
Star Wars
TUA
SoC
The Hunger Games
She-Ra
LoTR
PJO
Illuminae
The Aurora cycle
B99
(there's more and i'll add them as i remember)
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More Info
I spend way to much time online for my own good
I live in Australia
I am terrible at interacting with ppl, both online and irl, so sorry about that
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Other sites
I also have a wattpad and Ao3, and sometimes i write stuff so if u wanna follow me there feel free :)
Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/sapphicpetrodactyl
Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/sapphicpetrodactyl
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Tags:
riot rambles - used on original posts
riot reblogs - should go on posts i reblog, sometimes i forget though
riot makes stuff - goes on original posts in which i make things
<insert fandom here> - goes on any posts about a specific fandom
cute stuff - usually stuff i rb, anything rlly cute
more tags:
my moots - goes on posts relating to my moots :) (each moot has a tag, which is basically just their name or url if i don't know their name)
important/very important - on posts that are important (obviously)
This is not a fully complete list, i will add any other tags i usually use as i remember them
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Asks:
Please ask me stuff, especially my moots, it makes my day when any of y'all interact with me, but there will also be some rules
1. nothing nsfw - you will be blocked - pls don't use anon to ask me nsfw stuff i will remove anon asks if this happens
2. pls don't mention r*ape, alcohol or drugs
3. if i have said something makes me uncomfortable pls don't ask me about it
Other than that, i hope you all have a fantastic time on my blog and in general
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I got the idea to make this post from seeing @fangirl2o20 make one a while ago, so credit to them <3
anyway have good day/night (what ever time it is where you are)
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thesapphicfox · 3 years
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Important things abt my blog I guess
Hi! Welcome to my blog I guess - this is just a collection of random things you might wanna know about my blog before following me (important tags, what I post, etc) so yah
Tags:
Undescribed images: #no id
Trigger warnings: #tw death (usually for real deaths especially if they're described in detail) #tw homophobia #tw racism #tw sexism #tw death mention (mostly for comments or jokes about death/killing someone) #tw trauma #tw antisemitism (pretty much anything mentioning nazis will be tagged this - dont have a tag for nazi/holocaust posts) #tw death threats (only real death threats to real people are tagged with this, not jokes or things about fictional characters) #tw fatphobia #tw suicide #tw suicide mention (same concept as with the death tw)
(if there are any things you want me to add trigger warnings to feel free to ask me that in dms or ask!)
the very rare art I post: #my art
pretty much any original posts: #my posts
when I make moodboards: #my moodboards
reblogged fanart: #fanart
reblogged non-fandom art: #art OR #oc art (only if it's about ocs or character designs)
Fandoms I post about:
(more or less in order of most to least)
Atla (Avatar the last Airbender)
Riordanverse (Percy Jackson, Heroes of Olympus, The Kane Chronicles, Magnus Chase & Trials of Apollo)
The Owl House (any season 2 content under #toh spoilers)
MCU - mostly tfatws (The Falcon and the Winter Soldier) and loki
Carmen Sandiego
Shera and the Princesses of Power
Grishaverse / Shadow and Bone
Miraculous Ladybug
Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts
We Hunt the Flame / We Free the Stars
The ships you'll see on my blog:
So I could make a list for this too but basically all you need to know is this:
I am very much a perachel stan
I post and rb lots of crit of ships (esp percabeth and kataang) but I don't hate them, and I do still rb art of ships I don't love
I love rarepairs
Just bc I share some art (or other content) of a ship doesn't necessarily mean I ship it - sometimes I just love the art
Um yeah that's basically all I can think of right now but I will update this post regularly - again if you have any requests for triggers or just things you wanna tell me my asks and dms are always open!
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malinaagenda · 3 years
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hey!! holy shit i had no idea what bidarkling said about archie!! jesus fucking christ that's disgusting. thank you for reblogging. she's problematic on the best of days--but that was outright disgusting. also--i'm wondering if there are any malina networks/safe spaces to hangout? i really like them, but I'm afraid to come out to my followers as an Archie/Mal Stan. I hope this is ok to come to you with! I love your jace and clary blog too. <3333
I’m not on twitter so thankfully I didn’t have to deal with that but just seeing the screenshots and hearing about it spikes my anxiety through the roof. Like between this and the darklina’s thinking that in this day and age, especially with what’s going on with the hate towards asians right now, that because they don’t like a SHIP, they can not only be racist and bully the actors and their children. But they can call the ship MALARIA, like. I wish I was joking it is downright vulgar.
And honestly not one darklina can be like oh that’s just a small part of the fandom you can’t tar us all with that brush because like. Where are all the posts condemning this person and others? Where’s all the “no you don’t get to make up racist ship names” posts? I’ve seen people I respected LIKE THE DAMN TWEETS, by bidarkling, or like posts attacking people standing up to them. 
I’ve seen people argue in a discord server, by invading the malina channel, that they have a right to do all this gross stuff to Archie because he’s not dark skinned enough. Archie Renaux is Desi. Y’all don’t get to be fucking racist shitbags, or excuse racism and laugh at it and like posts or tweets, and then act like not all Darklina’s are the same when I have seen literally NOT ONE, especially not one of the big ones, say shit against the stuff done to Archie. About the Malaria name etc. I’ve seen them like the posts and tweets tho!!!!  The only person i’ve seen mention anything is a multishipper. Like.
We didn’t tar y’all. Y’all literally did that TO YOURSELVES. With outing how racist y’all are.
Not on the topic of Archie though. The LENGTHS some of those shippers will go to to woobify and be all uwu aleks my babyyy. Like the next person who even breathes that Genya deserved to be sexually assualted and the darkling shouldn’t be held accountable for that OR the other thing he does. I will fight. I don’t care, y’all can fuck off invalidating abuse survivors because you like the white guy playing him. I haven’t even been here lately because recovering, and I really come back to a message I am not posting glorifying what happened to her. This is the lengths y’all go to? THIS IS YOUR GOD HUH? THIS IS THE HILL YOU ALL WILL DIE ON? RACISM AND ABUSE APOLOGISM? Staying quiet and ignoring it is the same as encouraging it! But y’all know that lbr.
I swear to god I’ll never be able to enjoy ben barnes ever again. 
Also to answer your question finally I got so sidetracked because this is the only ask imma answer bc they’re all in the same vein, but also to be like I’m the wrong person to ask because like. I’m of the opinion that if people give you shit over actors or characters you like. They’re assholes. They’re not your friends or even good people. Drop their asses. Like characters and people you like are so personal to you. And honestly? especially with all of this. Weed them out. Post about what you love and block anyone who tries to fuck with you over it. 
I’m tired of people being like oh i like mal/archie but i would never say it in front of my followers~ like bruh. MY DUDE.
For people to follow though I do have suggestions!!! I’m also sure that there’s discords out there for malina/mal fans!
@malinasource ofc bc the source blog
@malyen0retsev @alinamal @alinastarksov @jessiemeili @thetracker
also anyone in this post here and the comments/tags oh this one too 
I know I’m missing so many people i should be including rn but sick brain tired. But feel free to go through my blog for people i’ve interacted with or rb edits from (im so behind on my tracked tag too but sick) and you should find lots of lovely people to interact with!!!
Also ty!!!! That’s like my main otp of otp’s so every time it gets complimented i’m just seal clapping Good luck in your hunt for mal/archie friends! and I’m here if you need anything/wanna chat too!
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tantou · 3 years
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I feel so lame for asking this ⚰️😭 but how does one make online friends? I've been on fandoms for years but never really talked in depth with other mutuals/fans just maybe some little interactions here and there but nothing more, i realized almost everyone has online friends and it makes me realize how socially inept i am lmaoo .
Anyways i hope you have a nice day <3
you're not lame!!! making friends is hard, even online! I'll be real with you though I'm not mr. bitches or anything so I'm no expert, I can really only give you advice based on my own experiences.
I'm putting this under a read more because kdnfjd this got kinda long. I'm a gemini that never knows when to shut up ok
the most obvious answer I could give you would be to just be direct and shoot your shot - dm someone you wanna be friends with and try to strike up a conversation. but! i know that can be pretty intimidating especially if you've never talked to them before or if you're shy like I am. i like to take baby steps!! by which I mean, you can start small by liking and replying to their posts, tagging them in things they like, sending them stuff for those ask memes if they rb those, or just asking them about their day or their fav characters or interests etc. generally I feel like this is easier on twitter bc tumblr's dm/reply system makes me break out in hives. plus I love being annoying in peoples twit mentions
that being said i DO think joining discord servers helps! you can still talk to people directly but it's less intimidating than one on one convos because there's more than one person in there, but it's typically a smaller crowd so you don't feel like you're out in the open in front of hundreds of strangers. I MIGHT BE OVEREXPLAINING SHIT NOW NJNFJD really what I'm trying to say is. like. if /i/ can make friends I guarantee you can too! really you just gotta put yourself out there a bit and hit up some people you naturally gravitate toward yknow?
i hope this helps dnfjdn and thank you I hope you have a nice day too!!! I'll leave you with this picture of microorganism shisui. as a treat
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tokugou · 3 years
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Hi. First: I love your GIFs! They're pleasing to see on my dash (and sometimes gives me niggling ideas for creating GIFs of my own but almost never do it cuz procrastination and my creativity sucks haha 😅)! Please keep creating! <3
Second, genuine question (and out of curiosity): Why do you self reblog your posts often? People can see your posts on their dash, and even on the search thingy. The search thingy doesn't let people see your self-reblogs (just the original post). Even though I've kinda been on and off of Tumblr for years, I don't really get how it works, so I'm a bit confused as to why you and other bloggers self-reblog your/their own posts?
You don't have to answer if you don't want to, though! I'm just genuinely confused and I don't know who/where else to ask/search 😅. Thanks in advance! Have a nice day! <3
I honestly don't know what I did to get dragged into this discourse
Thank you for polite question, I honestly don't know if I can help you a lot and if my answer will explain it as you expect. I also was on and off tumblr for a long time and often, but I can answer it based on my own experience on this becasue it was confusing to me too when I first met with self reblogging.
Long reply under read more so to not trash other people' dash
first of all self promotion isn't a bad thing and i'm staring to think some of people here see it as a crime
compared to old one nowday t/mblr is a mess, lot of people left this site and most of them were content creators (either artists or gifmakers) and back then it seemd more welcoming to editors? People would rb your stuff no matter your popularity becasue hey it is content from my fav series i wanna see more i wanna keep it on my blog and show it to others so there was no need for people to self reblog becasue it circulated around a lot on its own.
new people who join this app are raised on i/stagram t/itter and/or f/book where LIKES means everything, you show your support by liking posts THIS NOT APPLY TO TUMBLR AND NEVER DID [you can check this amazing post about rebloging]. As nice as it is to get likes on your post becasue it is like a pat on a head - it is only a pat, doesn't mean anything on a long run. Reblog = spreading. If people don't spread it we stay unnoticed and we tend to self reblog more.
another thing that changed is: people no longer scroll from top to the last post they saw before going to sleep, cos why would they? You wake up in the morning open app while eating breakfast or drinking coffee and you sroll past ten or twenty post or an equivalent of hour or two of your absence - you dont go deeper cos it would be a waste of time - again, I say USUALLY, some ppl still do this and it is ok either way - which leads us to main point of self/reblog:
DIFFERENCE in TIME ZONE not all of our followers live in the same time-zone, when I post something in my free time it doesn't mean others have it too, most of them are probably sleeping or in working place at that hour. We self reblog so people who were absent (and we think might be interested in - becasue why not? they follow us for a reason right?) can see it when they get back on here. By reblogging ourself multiple times, that puts the post back on the follower’s dash and hopefully gives them a chance to see it.
most of people follow ton of blogs (one of my friend I met here told me they follow over 1k blogs) imagine even half of these blogs posting regulary, a few things per hour, the dash is messy and crowded OUR EDITS TEND TO GET LOST IN IT. Most of people follow a lot of blogs and might miss our posts becaue their dashes are WAY more active than these who follow five or ten blogs.
t/mblr fandoms aren't welcoming to new creators in my experience, to get notes you need to be popular/have lot of followers but you can't have lot of them if your posts aren't spread/seen and so on and so on it go in circle (a lot of ppl also only reblog popular posts and avoid these with litte of notes - don't know why it is like this, maybe they think these posts are suspicious?) so with self reblog we also give some of these fake notes to make a post more appealing, i guess? this one is just speculation.
the search function you mentioned is very rarely used tbh people don't go to search for things daily, they usually only do this when they join new series/ship/etc to check if there is something. People usually stick to what they see on their dashes. AND most importantly this option doesn't work as it should. It is some type of algoritm that promote post that are alive/active - even if your post is relativy new it might not show in search becasue it died quickly (as if it wasn't interacted with for some time). With search option it is 50/50 your thing either show there or not. ALSO REMEMBER search option is a terrible promoted thingy that doesn't show you everything so you better stick to /tagged/ thing you can enter manually while on dash if you are using web t/mblr.
people no longer go straight to specific blogs to check if they missed something, they might do it for their besties (as they call it) but other than that DASH is all people see and focus on, so the more often content creators self/reblog the higher chance followrs will see it.
we are not paid for what we do and it come to everything: edits, gifs, arts, writing, video and META POST we are not paid for it and no matter how many people say notes are just numbers these numbers are our motivational payment, the less you get the less you create because you just don't feel the point of sharing your creations if it is not received well or at all.
when I started posting I used to post new content daily even twice a day, nowdays seeing most of my edits not being well recieved in fandom I lost motivation to the point I was thinking of quiting because it didn’t give me joy anymore and I'm still considering it.
I personally never felt bothered seeing self rebbloged post, I follow a bunch of content creators, some of them sr twice a day some each hour, some more or less often. It often helped me to see something I would missed becasue I wasn't here and personally it often give me joy to see the post I remember seeing that had 2 notes when I rb it and now it is 500 or more.
to anyone who read it and still think self reblog is a bother: do not tell people to stop self reblogging. If you genuinely have a problem with self reblogging, just unfollow or block the person who does it and don’t make a fuss over it!
I hope I managed to answer you at least partly? I probably lost the point somewhere between first sentence and second but... well
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seance · 3 years
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2020 content creator tag
RULES: answer the questions and then tag 10+ other creators to answer the questions! 
finally got around to do this, terribly late i know and i’m sorry but i swear i wasn’t ignoring all the incredibly talented people who tagged me! thank you so so much for thinking of me guys ♡ probably lost some @ in the process cause my notifs are a mess. @goinesjennifer @juliesmolina @faeryglass @almondchestnut @olisgifs @andyoudoctor @yenvengerberg @iridescentides @juliesmolinas 
first creation and most recent creation of 2020: god, i already said this but giffing really became my #1 coping mechanism this year so i have a LOT of stuff just from this year. the first one is this THE WITCHER INTRO CARDS gifset and the most recent is actually my julie’s gifset from yesterday but i’m not satisfied with it so! i’m gonna say this KLAUS AND FIVE PARALLELS gifset instead.
one of your favorite creations from 2020: oof, this is super difficult because i get attached to most of my creations, even if they don’t come out as i initially hoped. i’ll go with this five gifset BIRDS HOVER THE TRAMPLED FIELD just because it’s a perfect example of a rare occurrence aka when both my inspiration and my vision and my skills align and i manage to create something exactly how i first imagined it. and also because i think there’s not better fitting poem for this man.
a creation you’re really proud of: i have a few but maybe this ODE TO NUMBER FIVE gifset just because i had a very specific vibe i wanted to give off and i think i managed alright with the colors, texture and design choices! and then i can’t not mention this YOU WERE ALWAYS GOLD TO ME gifset just because i literally poured all my heart into it. this song and these people mean so so much to me.
a new style you tried this year and a gifset that uses it: my style really evolved at the speed of light starting july and i still can’t believe the things i learned once i just let myself try. i keep having new ideas and trying really hard not to dismiss them and see if they work out, telling myself it’s okay if they don’t! i think this ALLISON HARGREEVES gifset basically has it all: the blending, the font work, the shape play. or even this JATP + BODIES OF WATER type of style, complex blending such as this one WILLEX SUPERSTAR is slowly becoming my trademark and i’m not mad about it, i love playing around with fonts like i did in this ALEXREGGIE gifset even if i know it gets really crowded and hard to read sometimes, or even with lines and block of colors like i did here JATP BORN FOR THIS, i finally got back to play around with textures JATP SCRAPBOOK and even JATP DISCOGRAPHY i also tried my hand at creating entire new “atmospheres” playing with specific visual choices like i did in the HARGREEVES AS PARANORMAL INVESTIGATORS set.
your favorite coloring: okay you guys know coloring is easily my favorite thing to do in the world and i’m usually pretty proud of every outcome because i remember how difficult it was for me, for years i thought i would never learn but i still did it, all by myself just keeping trying like a madwoman lmao basically all my the umbrella academy gifset are my pride and joy because did you see that show? how shitty the lighting is? gifmakers need a miracle every single time. so i’m gonna list a few that i still look at fondly ♥
THE SEVEN HARBINGERS OF THE APOCALYPSE
WILLIE AND CALEB 
YOU CAN SET YOURSELF FREE (HARGREEVES)
SEASON ONE FAVORITE EPISODE
ALWAYS GOLD TO ME
THE OLD GUARD + RICHARD SIKEN
a creation that took you forever: basically everything i do ahah just because one way or another i always get stuck on something for hours at end be it the fonts or the colors or the scene choices. but i’d say this STRONGER + HAGREEVES SIBLINGS gifset just because my inspiration went off and i decided i wanted to try a bunch of different techniques all at once and my brain didn’t let me rest until i did it all. to think it all started with just that “everyone will know me by a different name” line, oh my god.
your creation from 2020 that received the most notes: this VANYA + HER SIBLINGS LOVE gifset with 15.406 notes that i kinda hate because what’s up with that font? and the ugly coloring?! totally gonna remake this one because they deserve far better.
a creation you think deserved more notes: oh my god deep down i want to be selfish and say so many because that number never really match the effort i  put in most of my gifs but i’ve also learned not to get too bitter about that, few people rb it, even fewer people comment on it but those people are worth more than anyone else. if i had to chose i’d say either the ALWAYS GOLD TO ME set just because it means so much to me, this ALEXREGGIE set that was so fun to make and i love how the colors and the font work came out, this VANYA + EMPATHY set, and this SWEETIE LITTLE JEAN one.
a creation with a favorite scene/quote: i rarely do actual, canonical quotes and i never use just one scene gsjds- so i’ll go with this DIEGO + LOVE FOR HIS FAMILY one even if i don’t like the font and again ALEX&REGGIE being themselves.
a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: considering i was already the umbrella academy and the witcher obsessed i’d say the old guard (YOU KNOW ME WELL) and julie and the phantoms (FAVORITE FRIENDSHIP)
a creation you made that breaks your heart: oh, if you know me even one bit you also know i thrive on angsty feelings, they’re usually my main inspiration not gonna lie so choosing is not that simple! again, this KLAUS AND FIVE parallels gifset because of the sheer tragedy of their lives, this SWEETIE LITTLE JEAN five gifset, this KLAUS HARGREEVES one and this I WANNA BE NUMB AGAIN, this DEAR FORGIVENESS, YOUR BOOKER because this man is a walking tragedy (and this PIECES OF ME DIE ALL THE TIME too for good measure) and then this HARGREEVES SIBS + DAUGHTER gifset.
a ‘simple’ creation that you really love: i have brainworms and once i’ve learned how to do something i never manage to come back to the things i did before so i’ve rarely made “simpler” things lately. maybe this JATP + TIMES OF DAY still qualify.
a creation that was inspired by another one (add both your creation and the one that inspired it!): this FAVORITE JATP CHARACTERS with the circle text inspired by this gifset by the loml @evakant // this JATP ROLES with the triangles technique inspired by this work of art by @anya-chalotra and this WARRIOR JULIE set with the text layout inspired by a lovely gifset that now seems to be deleted :(
a favorite creation created by someone else: i love everything my mutuals make but there are some people who really pushed me to always learn more and their gifs are still my absolute favorite thing to date. for example: this THE OLD GUARD TAROTS set by @milkovivhs // this incredible HARGREEVES SIBLINGS one by @yenvengerberg // this GERALT OF RIVIA masterpiece by @anya-chalotra // this CROWLEY set by the queen of colors herself @meliorn
some of your favorite content creators from the year: really too many to count, my mutuals inspire me every single day, the keep my creativity alive and seeing their creations on my dash is always such a treat! so, all the above for sure and then: i‘m stupidly proud of @sunsetscurving i saw her grow into the giffing process with such speed and such vision, everything she does is so pretty, but all my mutuals are incredibly talented. they don’t do anything half-assed, everything they do perfectly mirrors their efforts! @captainheroism @emeraldphantoms @nora-reid @amandaseyfried @rockyblue @juliesmolina @juliesmolinas @lettersdeeplyworn @jakeperalta @kennyortegas @merceralexs @alexreggieluke @calebcovington @andyoudoctor @almondchestnut @iridescentides @number5theboy @evakant
 and for good measure, another a couple more creations of yours that you love: excluding all the above i’ll go with
JATP FAVORITE QUOTE  
HARGREEVES AS GREEK DEITIES 
YOU ARE HERE TO RISK YOUR HEART
THE JATP GEMSTONE SERIES x / x
SOBRIETY IS OVERRATED
AMOR C’HA NULLO AMATO
IF MEMORIES COULD BLEED
this took me so long that everyone else already did it before me so i don’t think i can tag anyone, if you’re reading this and feel like doing it please feel free!
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