#not rly expecting anything tho :

[sodafrog13]

*announcer voice* IN COMES MYSTERY SKULLS ANIMATED WITH THE STEEL CHAIR!!

missed these guys. take some doodles + a silly hlm au that i'm not gonna do anything with <3

#mystery skulls #mystery skulls animated #vivi yukino #lewis pepper #arthur kingsmen #lewvithur #just a tad lol #trashcan's art #for the record tho: in the hlm au mystery doesn't rlly exist. kind of #he is Some Manner Of Spirit that lives in vivi's kitsune mask which is a family heirloom #gives her inhuman strength when she wears it bc mystery's sworn to protect her and her family in any way he can #arthur doesn't have anything special going on but he Can and Will beat u to death with hammers. or wrenches. whatever he's got on hand rly #lewis's advantage is just being built like a fucking fridge LMAO #also he's a parrot :-) bc parrots can't sense capsaicin and can enjoy a spicy pepper (bc to them it's not spicy) so it seemed apt :V #also so i could mimic his little hair swooshes in the back #ik lewis's fav animal is alpacas but like. w/in a hlm context i felt alpaca mask wouldn't rlly work the way i'd like it to #that and it. looks a little dopey hfdhfd #don't expect a lot of MSA art fr me btw i'm just having a hyperfix resurgence and i don't think it'll last very long (relatively speaking)

[coredrill]

oh also headsup to everyone that i will be TRYING to see if i can’t catch the new bravern ep earlier than i usually do tomorrow so y’know. beware the Posts

#like i wont be able to focus on anything once it drops anyways so like. MIGHT AS WELL #i could barely focus on anything today tbh. LMAO #i don’t even know why i’m so anxious like i fully trust that it will be good and satisfying and i have zero expectations plotwise #i just want isami to be happy i think 😭 he and lulu #either way tho it’s been such a fun time keeping up w this show :] #like i’m rly glad to watch it while it was airing and see all the fanarts and talk abt silly theories w my friends and make Posts #and i still do think ep9 in particular maybe even elevates this to like. fav stories ever been told type of deal #like recency bias ofc but also. bravern himself is SO 😭 #anyways. LMAO #t.txt #what a special show :] #OH MY GOD WAIT I DO WANNA SAY #WHOEVER GOT THAT GIF OF MINE TO BE LIKE ONE OF THE FIRST BRAVERN GIFS IN TWITTER SEARCH #THANK YOU BUT WHY IS IT ONLY SEVEN PIXELS 😭 EVERY TIME I SEE IT I CRINGE #wait also again i lied earlier on. rip. i actually DO expect smith/bv to come back in some fashion #like i’d bet money on that. but like. i do also trust the show to make it work if he Doesn’t ykwim? #its just one of those scenarios where it’ll be like. happy ending: will make me very happy #bittersweet ending: will stay with me forever and ever and ever and ever and ever an #okay sorry for editing this post four millioj times i gotta go do chores

[dizzybizz]

EVERYONE QUICK MAKE PERSONALIZED TRAILBLAZER DESIGNS

#stelle is fine ig but caelus is lk rly boring n bland #the hair esp like ?????????????? ew u could give him smth so much more exciting but u go basic ass anime cut i am gonna explode #maybe my expectations r just too high after aethers cute braid but idfc #i feel like most of the male designs are so far tho ughhhhhhhhhh theyre all like wearing cloaks or smth idk #anyone else??? #i just want more fun variety in the designs like 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 #wheres the flavooooor i DONT TASTE ANYTHING- #except for like yanqing sampo and arlan yall r the exceptions #honkai star rail #im at least slapping a wolfcut or smth on that guy #and just yeah idk well see where i land with this #this came about bc i was like: i wanna draw some of my experiences or smth but his design is so uggo :((( what if i just made my own remix

[arolesbianism]

What a cool cat

#keese draws #oc posting #furry #furry art #furry oc #oc #ocs #oc art #first art post on the new blog babeyyyy #I’m still so sleepy tired tho a combined 13 hours of driving will do that to you fjdhfjdh #also idk if it shows but I’ve been trying a new sketching style recently! #oh ya and my family is on vacation rn so expect me to be a bit tired sounding a lot lol #I’m already soooo drained and we’ve bared done anything #but! I got to eat some REALLY good shrimp so hashtag winning #I think we’re going to eat at another place before we go home and I think they have shrimp too so I’m excited #I’m hoping they have breaded shrimp since the last shrimp was rly rly good but I’m in the mood for a good crunch #also tried some clam chowder for the first time and it was ok #I think I would have liked it more if I had smth good to dip in it #we also had lobster and it was so flavorless my dude like wow #but the stake that came with it was rly good and we also got some yummy desert #first time I’ve ever not hated a cheesecake so I’d say it was good #speaking of yummy food tonight we’re having a beef roast and I’m sooo excited it’s one of my favorite meals #I’ve been smelling it for the past several hours I’m going to destroy those potatoes yummy yum #ok enough

[szayelapowo]

i hate not knowing why im the way i am. like i know im a dog and a dragon but why? am i actually a therian/otherkin or is it my autism and/or psychosis? my therapist keeps talking about how i fit the criteria for schizophrenia but he doesnt want to officially diagnose me with anything because of the symptom overlap with autism. i did used to have a schizotypal pd diagnosis before they knew i was autistic though?

idk. im just starting to really doubt im therian/kin but it feels so impossible to know. ive had dreams about turning into a dragon since i was a toddler and im fairly sure i wasnt traumatized yet back then. but the dog identity definitely feels like a trauma thing and i have been abused my entire life. and ive literally always acted more animalish than human but that could be the autism?? i mean and i dont actually know for sure that something traumatic didnt happen when i was that young. maybe i just dont remember? fuck i hate this i hate not knowing. ive been tying to figure this shit out for over a decade but my brain is too messed up and i cant ever make sense of anything im thinking or feeling

only thing i do know is for whatever reason im not fucking human so dont refer to me as one. im still a person though. because not human ≠ not a person (i keep seeing people using those two things synonymously but theyre not okay)

anyway i want to get officially tested for schizophrenia (or whatever else) just to know but im too afraid of it being used against me if i do have it. because when i cant live with my parents anymore im gonna be put into a group home since i cant take care of myself or live alone and i have no one else i could live with but if i have any kind of schizospec or pd diagnosis they (the people running the group home) could legally abuse me and force me to take drugs which i do NOT want because i physically cannot metabolize them (mthfr gene mutation), its literally an overdose that could easily kill me

so what do i do. i dont want to call myself therian/kin if im not but i obviously dont want to go around saying im psychotic if im not either. i definitely have delusions but that alone doesnt necessarily mean anything...

sorry this post is all over the place im having trouble sorting my thoughts out (thanks unmedicated adhd). i really hope nothing i said is offensive, its not my intention at all if it is i just dont know how to word things.

#i hate this sm i just wanna know wtf is wrong with me #therian #otherkin #alterhumanity #delusions #psychosis #schizophrenia #<- using those tags to see if anyone has a similar experience and can give advice maybe?? #not rly expecting anything tho :/ #ugh #like this is legitimately so upsetting to me i just want answers :( #i feel so broken honestly #abuse mention

[murasakiyuzu]

SO this isnt something i mentioned here a lot

but i actually shipped aruani ALL THE WAY back in 2013 bc a friend got me into them (and this scene is only the first pretext many of us got lol its cool that she never gets surprised like this by anyone else)

and look i like antagonic, villain vs hero, battle of minds based ships as much as the next girl (rise my kogami/makishima from psycho pass shippers) but the thing is i NEVER expect these ships to actually become canon

so imagine my shock when we get to season 4 🤡

#and aint this just the injustice of f/m ships lol #we got so little to go on we never actually expected anything to come off it but as it turns out it did......... #prolly in great part bc its a guy and a girl lol #but im not rly salty or anything its just funny that it turned out this way lol #id be happier but im mostly a Casual aruani shipper #as opposed to how im a Professional jeanmarco shipper as u can see #at least ymir/historia is a canon as it gets........... tho its tragic lesbians as always #rewatching shingeki no kyojin #mumbling yuzu

[dmclemblems]

literally the stupidest general Three Houses take: omg how dare a military school called the Officers Academy send people to battle 😱

#people rly reachin tryin to find excuses to bash Rhea and the Church #like yeah don't sign up for a MILITARY academy if you don't want to learn MILITARY tactics or learn to fight #looking at dorothea for getting that one stupid line about having to fight at a military academy #looking at the people in the fandom who just want to use it as an excuse to hate Rhea even tho it's irrelevant to her #like ah yes Dimitri went to college to learn how to kill to get revenge right #🙄 it's a military school y'all they're there to learn to how to fight it is literally the entire PURPOSE of the school #they aren't there to go to math class or science class. they're at that school to learn how to fight #but herp derp how dare Rhea have these uwu poor children who signed up to get into this school #do anything even remotely military-like in a military school #like fr if you can't even just accept that it's a military academy then you missed the most BASIC fact of the game #and are not going to understand a hint of nuance if ya can't even understand the most basic fact of the game #it's literally FE no less like what did you expect a school game simulation 🙄 #idc if you like or dislike a character or group but like... have legit arguments and facts to back yourself up my dudes 🙄 #DCE Comments

[stonerzelda]

I love my bfs family and i am so so so grateful 2 them for everything they have done for me and i am especially honored that his sister asked me to be a bridesmaid but i am going to go freak it mode if they call me a woman one more time lol

#i have really only told my bf and my sister and. most recently was kind of outed 2 my parents lawl even tho they basically ignored it #i get it i look like a girl i dress like a girl im used to girl pronouns fine whatever but godddd damn. hard 2 explain that to me none of #that actually proves anything abt me lol #i like eyeliner and im USED to she/her i dont like wanna make a big deal abt this #but its kind of making me crazy lol just fckin. ssshhhut the hell. do not call me that LOL #how do i just casually say that and be respected for it tho i rly do not expect anyone to actually get it #anyway. rant over thanks for listening #pitbull hope everyone enjoyed it

[girlwithfish]

like i kept talking to him kind of or at least not completely cutting off contact for a bit bc i was waiting for the right closure or the right apology but i accepted it really isnt gonna come and even if he gave me the perfect apology idk if id even forgive him but I also cant really fantom him ever giving the perfect most ideal apology cuz i dont see that ever happening soo. day Idk of no contact fr now

#i did talk to him briefly a month ago kinda like very minimally cuz i stopped replying when he pissed me off and #def felt he wasnt rly listening to me even tho hed be like i wanna hear ur experience and im open uwu but #just lies and shit cuz when i did talk hed find ways to shut me down or kind of minimize everything still #all like 'did u really feel scared to disagree w me' 'i thought we both agreed xyz' like just dumb shit. Lol #liek u fr arent actually open to listening to me bc that wld require u to admit ur abusive and he wont do that or if he does its like #'i was abusive but the relationship was traumatic for both of us and we both did stuff' #Its just bullshit idk u cant expect anything from ppl who have already fucked up and done unforgivable shit

[drewsaturday]

long rambly annie appreciation post

i love my feral gremlin child annie SO much and i think something really fun about her is how she just... has no Need for relationships besides Dog?

she does seem to benefit from hanging out with charlie, and there's some potential there with irene. but she's stuck it out on her own so long she and dog can take care of themselves. she doesn't need to be nice and polite because she doesn't need anything from anyone else and even if she did she'd more realistically use force to get it lol.

and i mean, i can't even blame her because the first humans she came across in a decade shot at her best friend. besides the fact force is a solution she knows works and the fact she's been alone so long she's never HAD to consider any other solution, how can she trust any of the humans she just got thrown into these situations with?

we did see her actually develop a bit as well when she decided to stay with irene's camp, possibly showing a willingness to be open to relationships (or at least her knowing she and dog can't brave this one alone.) she had irene apologize instead of letting dog maul her. but i like that her personality didn't change all that much in the meantime.

i like that she's didn't feel pressured to start playing nice because like, she doesn't owe that to anyone. she has pretty much no reason to act nice and polite... i don't even think she knows HOW to honestly (see: her immediate "oh my god this coffee?? it's DISGUSTING" reaction in episode 1 instead of trying to pretend she's grateful for their attempt to warm her up j;lkLKJ).

and i particularly love how she didn't fall into the pitfalls of like, in stranger things having el see herself in the mirror and go "pretty o:" because... annie has no concept of society anymore. she has vague memories of a mom, she has a small child's understanding of the world she came from, but the only expectations she feels are 1) to survive and 2) to be dog's best friend.

i also loved that despite forgetting so much and adapting so hard, she DID still care that irene didn't find her for 10 years. she did love her dad. and so i have to wonder if that sense of betrayal, the impending doom of knowing someone you love will just die, is another factor in her being so Annie. she said it herself - any time someone had told her she's safe, they've died. people are weak and fragile and they're going to fail her, but she and dog are strong and invincible and that's Safe (i say, hoping dog survived that finale).

why change that now?

#skull island tag #all that to say i think if anything we've seen some development for her accepting that she and dog #can't survive this situation alone and that maybe there's some value in learning more about other people #i mean she keeps saving charlie and mike even tho dog doesn't like em all that much aj;lksdf she knows they're on her side #but that doesn't mean she's suddenly going to be nice and polite about it #she's tried playing nice a bit like admitting she doesn't rly know how friendships work and letting irene live lol #but this is a Lot for a KID who has spent most of her life in her own little world with dog and i don't #think it's fair to expect much else from her #i think honestly if anything it's cool that the show isn't forcing much else on her #OH ALSO ALSO!!! SHE CAN BE SO THOUGHTFUL like she saw everything they put kong through #and still wanted to hand him back the necklace #she didn't see him as just a means to an end despite the survivalism i've mentioned #she knows the necklace is important to him even though she has no idea why #she knows--because of dog--that these creatures can have so much heart #he helped save her and dog and she wanted to return the favor #if she were selfish she never would've stuck around on that beach

[quirkle2]

one hour until pokemon scar it and violent are released here lads how are we fuckin feeling

#im so excited but realistically i know myself #and i Know im not gonna stay until 12 to play it #and even if i do stay up until then i have this weird poor time management thing #where if i start a task i have to have like . HOURS to do it #if i start playin a new game i have to have at least like 4 hours to do Anything in it even tho u can prolly get pretty far in that time #so yeah im prolly gonna have to start tomorrow but GVIEAGIVYU IM STILL HYPED!!!!!!!!!!!! #i honestly don't think i've Ever been this hyped for a game ? at least not w most #i've never rly looked at like . countdowns of launch day to wait patiently for it #i did that for slime rancher 2 and now this :) lads..................the Depression is allowing me joy (sometimes) #my standards r still pretty damn low and i fully expect some of it to be a mediocre experience bc It's Pokemon but #i also think a fully open world is gonna be . so fuckin sick #eeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HOW WE FEELIN BOYS #also i promise this is still an lu blog do not worry i am not goin anywhere #i think about him (warriors linked universe) every day . every hour #qktalks #edit i realized i tagged this as qkdraws on accident apologies for that :(!!

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

me: watches an anime

me:

a character: speaks .5 or less of their very first line

me: KOYASU IT’S YOU AGAIN!!!

#DCB Comments #i swear this is me in like 95% of anime i watch #bc he's in like literally fucking everything even the games i play cough seteth #like man does this guy even sleep? does he eat? does he do ANYTHING but voice act?! #HOW IS IN ALMOST EVERYTHING EVER?!?!?! IS HE HUMAN?! IS HE SUPERHUMAN?! MEGAHUMAN?! #maybe he's a dragon... maybe that's why they wanted him to voice seteth and dragon dad fe4... #there is NO way it is a coincidence that he voices TWO green dragon dads right?! koyasu must be a green dragon dad!!! #he's jade in appearance but rly he's a green dragon dad #by which i mean he's jade tales of the abyss irl im sorry koyasu #but that's just the character i most heavily associate with ur voice #surprising rly! i'd expect myself to associate him with faust shaman king! bc im a shaman king simp! #but actually! no! koyasu is just green jade! green dragon dad jade!!! #BUT RLY NO I'M NOT JOKING HE'S IN LIKE ALMOST EVERY SINGLE THING I DECIDE TO WATCH OR PLAY #DOES HE TRULY REST? EVER? DOES HE THO?

[danothan]

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#okay but on that note tho i didn’t know that was a trigger for me #like charlie is one of the worst stalker characters from anything ever but he’s also my fav in always sunny #i think it’s just bc i have different ways to mentally prepare for different things #which is why i still click ‘read’ for posts i’ve blacklisted #sometimes a little heads up is all it takes! #yeah idk that rly just took me off guard in the worst way possible bc you don’t expect that in a kid’s show #like ‘clingy gf’ is a common trope and i did know abt it going in #but i think it was just hal’s reactions and the dismissive tone of it that made me switch gears #idk how to explain it was like watching a car crash happen in slow motion (hey i get that now!) #this was a weird lesson to learn in real time but at least i know now #and now i Can mentally prepare moving forward #if i had a nickel for weird trauma lessons directly involving hal i’d have 2 nickels #and boy oh boy i sure do hope it stops at 10¢ #danbles #cw stalking

[runicsorceress]

are you just deeming whether or not stories are believable or not?

I mean, keep doing it, your insight is appreciated

no.. kinda? i dont know... im just .. trying to sort things out right now. theres so much conflicting shit out there its so overwhelming sometimes... so im trying to find the fucking truth in all this. the dubious things that itd be so much easier to either just ignore or accept... ive ignored way too much for way too fucking long already.

#...sorry if im being rude but its so damn hard to trust anything on the internet #ive been burned before... #[ooc: this is rly not the direction i expected rune to go tbh!] #[cant say i dont like it tho :3] #[this is what happens when i make a relatively grounded character in the pokemon world that speaks her mind i guess lol] #[i feel like i could quote the batchlor in character as her and nobody'd blink an eye lol] #[“the truth is my shepherd. whatever happens i will find answers and justice will be restored”] #[sorry for the bunches of occ shit! :P] #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #rotumblr #pokemon rp #pokemon irl #pkmn rp #ask rune

[matoitech]

bummed thats all we got but happy for these gay guys and their guitars to sell merchandise

#i was hoping for some koyama art or smth but IG ITS BEEN LONG ENOUGH THEYRE OVER IT. maybe for the 5th anniversary #I DIDNT RLY EXPECT ANYTHING THO. I KINDA FIGURED THEY WOULDNT DRAW ANYTHING ANYMORE

[jackienautism]

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME JUSTICE SMITH WAS IN THE DND MOVIE!!!!

#mine #text #SOPHIA LILLIS TOOOO #it was nice seeing her again #i’m like. i never have done anything dnd related so i know close to nothing abt it #would ryan be a sorcerer? i have no idea but #my hs DID do she kills monster so that was fun #but my knowledge starts and ends there #i rly enjoyed it actually! wasn’t expecting to as much as i did tbh #should’ve been more animal characters tho smh