#normal people are nice ok

[kagoutiss]

pelican town, ‘72

#stardew valley #stardew valley spoilers #sdv #sdv spoilers #grandpa #mister qi #mr. qi #idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin #i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there #(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever #’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation #and was originally just a regular person #but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color #if u read tag essays tho consider this: #qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner) #wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build #a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever #but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever #and obv he doesn’t #in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will #because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever #but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf #and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever #smile. heart #sobbing

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I'm so sorry I'm pretty sure your bard au is supposed to be serious but oh my god I couldn't help but get strong Men In Tights and Monty Python and the Holy Grail vibes

Especially bc of Barnaby I would not put it past him to make a "your mom's a hamster" reference

no no it Is very silly. how can it not be when you've got the neighbors as the characters? silly central. ALSO YOU'RE SO RIGHT VERY STRONG MP&HG VIBES I FUCKING LOVE THAT MOVIE HERE'S SOME REFERENCES

but it is also real. when it's silly its silly and when it's serious!

it's serious.

#one of my favorite gags in that movie has always been the coconut halves used to make horse hoof sound effects #since they didnt have horses <3 #and barnaby doesnt have hooves so. they make do! #i also like to imagine that in this au at least barnaby and frank kinda beef sometimes #like barnaby will purposefully rile frank up but then frank will say something that hits a little too close to home #so barnabys like 'ok bet' and puts a little more bite in his bark #and before you know it they have to be separated to cool off! #and also sally still doing plays. gettin artsy with em and sometimes doing puppet shows instead of a live play #a la The Professor's history show but uh. with more budget and production value #paper puppet eddie running across the stage... #scribble salad #rambles from the bog #wh fantasy au #tw blood #just in case! there's a bit there <3 #ahhh warlock wally my beloved.... #normally he is so nice and so kind and favors a pacifist route #but sometimes he gets pushed A Little Too Much and then! well! people die! #that scribble is actually from a whole Scene and Plot i have in my mind #where - essentially - he and home get separated by cultists who want to harness home or something #and after a few months of separation they reunite! #and the cult gets their shit absolutely Wrecked! literally none of them escape alive! #wally/home: we're baaaaack! time to die while we feast on your souls!

[graciousdragon]

OH MY FUCKING GOD

I JUST WENT TO MY LOCAL HOT TOPIC THAT I'VE BEEN GOING TO FOR LIKE. 5 OR 6 YEARS NOW RIGHT??

I GOT SOME MCR STUFF BECAUSE. OF COURSE. IF YOU'VE SEEN MY RECENT POSTING HABITS YOU KNOW. THE BRAINROT IS REAL

I WAS TALKING WITH THE CASHIER ABOUT THEM BECAUSE HE WAS ALSO A FAN AND HE FUCKING SAYS "you wanna know a fun fact? this is the hot topic the lead singer used to work at! :D"

FUCKING WHAT

GERARD WAY USED TO WORK AT MY LOCAL FUCKING HOT TOPIC?!?

AND AFTER I LEFT I LOOKED IT UP TO MAKE SURE HE WASN'T FUCKING WITH ME AND YEAH. HE WAS RIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK

SORRY FOR THE ALL CAPS THIS IS LIKE. WORLD-SHATTERING INFORMATION TO ME AND HE JUST DROPPED THAT SHIT SO CASUALLY WHAT THE HELL BRO. I NEEDED TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE

#rys.txt #tw caps #caps #LIKE. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? #I KNEW THEY WORKED AT A HOT TOPIC WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER BUT I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THAT ONE #ok. its ok i'm normal now (i'm not) #on another note. why are all hot topic employees like the nicest people on this earth. at least they are at mine #they always greet you when you walk in and ask if you need help and if you don't they leave you alone which is nice #and then when you check out they're always really chill and don't rush you and if you're buying or wearing something they also like they'll #talk about it with you #like. i know you have to be nice to people for a retail/customer service job like that but it always feels really genuine from them #same thing goes for spencer's employees too they're also like that #idk its just really nice for someone like me who's scared shitless of social interaction with strangers. it makes me way less anxious 👍 #anyways. light and love everyone 💖 i'm gonna go recover from learning that information now #my chemical romance #mcr #gerard way

[thedreadvampy]

The thing is I am definitely not happy or chill in the Immediate Sense lately but I am, big picture, so fucking happy with the person I am.

It's like. My brain was made by and for consistent trauma and since that trauma stopped about 5-7 years ago, it is incredible what the amount of resilience and cleverness and flexibility and thoughtfulness I developed to survive can do when it's not being all spent on surviving. like I had a hundred ton weight on me so I had to get REALLY STRONG to stay in the same place and not get 100% crushed, and when that weight came off I found I can use the strength it used to take to stand up and I can leap tall buildings in a single bound.

I was talking to my mum the other day and she said, "you've got the 'fuck it' energy at 30 that most women don't find until their fifties at least" and I'm like yeah man. Imagine how unstoppable I'll be in 20 years.

#red said #i don't know that i can express this clearly but it's the most encouraging thing in my life #my mum's always been proud of me but just lately she seems to actually really admire me #like she's genuinely impressed. she thinks I've surpassed her. i don't necessarily agree but it's a really nice quiet joy. #anyway like this sounds super up myself and it kind of is. #but also it's part of realising just how heavy the weight I've been carrying around with me for 25 years was #like not to be ridiculous but i have realised again this week. that it isn't that everyone's been raped that much and doesn't talk about it #i just have been raped an Unusually Consistent Amount. i have spoken to a lot of people who have had much more horrifying things happen. #I'm not sure I've talked to more than a couple of people who've had a similar level of total consistency of abuse from all angles #and the one is not heavier or harder to bear that the other. but. i think i spent most of my life listening to people's awful experiences #and going ok well nothing i went through looked that bad so it's microtrauma #obviously microtraumas build up but still. #then the older i get and the more i have these conversations the more I notice that stuff which to me is a microtrauma #is a lot of people's defining trauma. and they're reacting appropriately which means i am SO SEVERELY UNDERREACTING #told my friend the other day about a time someone who i still like and respect was having sex with me when i paralocated my hip #and then just kept getting really annoyed with me for not being ready to have sex again while i was literally crying with pain #until i caved and just tried to find the last painful position #and my friend was like pal what the fuck that's horrific #and i was like i mean no that's normal I've had sex with like maybe 3 or 4 people in my life who i haven't had similar stuff with #like i am genuinely thrown when i am allowed to say no to sex and have it be the end of the conversation. and not end up having sex #out of guilt or out of physical coercion or through physical rape. and i have had sex with probably like 40 people at this stage? #and I'm not sure it's as many as 4 i haven't had that experience with tbh #so like. I'm slowly coming to terms with the idea #that i may have actually been doing a hell of a lot of heavy lifting. #like i developed a sense of self that can survive being constantly crushed and at this stage is fucking diamond.

[obstinaterixatrix]

I don’t like when love interests are kinda shitty but the narrative treats then like they’re justified, but there’s a specific dynamic I really like where it’s

main character: actually I find your shit personality super attractive <3

love interest: what… the fuck is wrong with you

#my ramblings #not a lot of romances go full force with that #but yknow #letting down the mask of perfection counts for this imo #the reason i’m thinking abt this is bc there’s a bl webtoon that’s prett new #and it seems to be Actually Committing To This Kind Of Dynamic #where the mc is a writer of bl novels #and is looking for something to inspire his next work #but he only likes writing scummy mls (he thinks nice mls are too static) #so when his friend introduces him to a handsome guy he’s like eh. he’s too nice. #but when he sees the handsome guy threatening someone in an alleyway he’s like omg… charm point #lmao. genuinely very compelled by that #bc yknow it’s less about. accepting or normalizing mistreatment #and more like oh ok lmao mc’s hyping this up full force and on purpose because he likes two-faced people. I love that #highlights and centers ‘flaws’ in an interesting way

[st4rstudent]

enough of these two sleeping im sick of it

#clemart #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #macthinker #sorry . ill draw them normal next time #people were just really nice about the swap designs and well. yknow.I also wanted to draw bugthinkr ok #drew this last night but posting now because im tiredddd snrrrkkkkk #ive drawn them sleeping like 7 times. if i do it again within the next few weeks i need you all to start yelling at me in my inbox

[localpizza-bot]

Since I’ve bothered with this idea and haven’t been able to post in like- 2 months here is the sliver you get of the bunch of stuff I’ve been doing that I can’t post yet. Sorry lmao, look forward to a random flood sometime in the next century

you only get the toad ones because fuck you blog theming baby

#Errrm what the spruce #Again no I will not be properly post again anytime soon #Lmao #For the three people still here have a nice snack #Babababa yyoyoyo #Mario shit all day every day babey #But squid games on my mind if you see a Toadinator say hi in the lobby #Anyway uhhhhhhhh #What else do I say uhhh Normal tags are boring #Me when I am a screaming mushrooom who breaks into your house and steals your pocket lint #I made a cringé todsona btw maybe you’ll see oneday #Ok bye #Piper’sPizzaria

[absurdumsid]

guess who remembered he has his crush's spotify and checked her playlists

#FUCK MAN #SHE HAS TWO (2) ROMANTIC PLAYLISTS #FRANKLY I THINK ITS THREE BUT LIKE. #FUCK #WHY DID I CHECK. #DANG IM EXPERIENCING GUTWRENCHING HEARTACHE KNOWING SHE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE GRAAAAH #SHE COULD. DANCE WITH THEM INSTEAD. FUCK. WHAT DID I DO #DANG IM SO SUTORIFJNFJFNFD #sorry for pining on main #<- at this point people HAVE to block this i swear #i am NOT the most convincing romance favourable aroace im so sorry #<- guy who has only fallen twice but fell way too hard #GRAAAAAAAH #I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE #THE SONGS ARE SO CUTE TOO #SHIT IM ADDING THEM TO MY OWN PLAYLISTS SHE HAS RLLY NICE TASTE DAMMIT #sid rambles #<- ok im normal now (added sorting tags)

[kellystar321]

.

#periodical life updates #*lays in bed solemnly with my hands clasped like a corpse to be buried* so tomorrow im going to a deaf event for my asl class. #im very nervous since i can't even get through conversations in english right so idk how i'll do with a language i only know the basics of #im still pretty terrible at receptive interpreting. i already know i can't read signs from my classmates. #i see their hands move and i can't comprehend it even when they sign it again and again. oughh. wish i didnt have forgetting disorder. #i feel like im going to forget all the vocabulary i learned. i only know about 240 words more or less. #i know the people will likely be nice and hopefully be patient and i can write things down if i need to communicate but WAUHGH. #listen. i embarrassed myself in front of a coffeeshop employee because i didn't know how to order a drink and just left immediately. #and that was IN ENGLISH. i cant have normal conversations already!! FCK!!! WAUGHH!! #oughh. it'll be ok. gonna try my best and if i fck up then i simply run away into the ocean and am never to be seen again. #VERY SCARED!! okay that is all GOODBYE.

[theguardianace]

i have this whole aroace wxs fic saga like completely planned out with various themes and experiences of being aroace and the different ways each of them would view their own identity but also i cannot for the life of me figure out the plot of any of the stories.

#minus rui ive already finished and posted that. #but emu being so secure in her identity but everyone (her family?) being really aphobic to her bc how could someone like EMU not fall in lo #(but they learn and come to accept her even if they don't really understand) #and tsukasa confidently identifying as bisexual because he doesn't really think gender has anything to do with liking someone #but then being confronted with the fact he's never actually had a crush and what he confused for attraction was admiration instead #but that bi label is something he really does value and he does think both guys and girls are nice looking even without being attracted to #so bi aroace tsukasa KING #and nene who was like “why is everyone being so weird about sex and romance im the only normal person here” #but then realizing “wait people aren't choosing to fall in love like this is a real thing that happens” and being like “ok well not me” #no internalized aphobia or anything just straight to acceptance #yeah. all these ideas. too bad i can't write.

[leieryx]

god I am so TIRED of being a model minority sometimes

#sorry for being serious on main but like #I really am tired of having to deal with all this in a calm and professional manner #block and move on. #leave the room. #laugh awkwardly. #do their jobs for them. because they’re determined to hurt people who can’t help themselves #don’t you dare stop smiling. #that’s Fighting. #They can say R***rded. #They can talk loudly about how they want you gone. #They can tell you they want you to see them naked #They can call you a bitch #They can get reported over and over and over again. and nothing changes #but god forbid you don’t sound nice anymore #god forbid you only say ‘ok’ #that’s fucking Fighting. #disagreeing makes you a bitch who ‘needs to defend themselves’ and therefore isn’t Right and doesn’t matter #and saying nothing means ‘yes’ #‘secretly you are right all along’ #go to hell. #vent post #I need to take more pride in the conservatives who are scared of me fuck them #ok I’m normal again. very

[weedle-testaburger]

this is such a surreal period for lgbtq rights because on the one hand pride is more widely recognised and respected in society than ever and there's tonnes of rep in popular media, and on the other bigoted shitbags are constantly and loudly saying how much they want us eradicated with no repercussions

#personal crap #lgbtq #i kinda thought of this bc of spiderverse and ninja turtles having trans flags in scenes pretty prominently #i always spot them and go holy shit people are treating that as a normal thing nice! #and then every fucking day there's a news story about some chode using us as acceptable targets #tw transphobia #btw if anyone's going to go on a doomer rant about how the greater recognition and rep we're getting means nothing just Don't ok? #it is meaningful. it is important. i admire everyone fighting to get it out there and so should you

[judasgot-it]

I’m still shock, how can Fyodor be dead? He wasn't my favorite character but he was charismatic. I really can’t believe it

Dude, I don't believe it cuz in the beginning episodes in the play, I saw somewhere that its probably fyodor who was hung on that cross, and Christianity is his whole THING.

Also fukuchi mentioned specifically 500 people being sacrificed?? (Which if jouno is apart of that I'm PISSED I want him back. Where is Jouno?) which might mean something specific

So I think he's going to be resurrected, quite possibly with the power of the book. If there is a "cult" around him (which I think is the case - the V is probably different than what Fukuchi was doing with his world peace thing) then they might bring him back. Also we still have sigma and nikolai - sigma can probably tell us about fyodor cause I know he isn't dead. The mystery WILL unravel around him eventually

And nikolai will either chase after him and use him to bring him back OR will do it himself. OR MAYBE !!! Nikolai will do something else. He's 100% a wild card (who should be arrested but obviously that isn't a top priority rn)

Fyodor's story isn't over just yet - even if he's dead, I think there's a lot more to be said about him story wise at the very least which means more content (I'm holding out hope at least. Like cmon no way he'd die and be thrown out like that nuh uh)

He's too integral to a lot of characters story, so he should be heard about at least !!

#lowkey this episode made me feel for him #heavy with nikolai #cause fyodor has heavy heavy trust issues and nikolai cant attach himself to anyone in a normal way #and it shows in the way that despite barely knowing each other they felt comfort with each other #fyodor liked that nikolai NEEDED him in some way even if it was obviously disturbing in many ways #and he planned to kill him because he truly did hate having people who were close to him #nikolai wanted to be what fyodor was but was really an emotional person #and wanted to express that somehow #and he did that in strange and violent disturbing ways #and for some reason fyodor could accept that #they both are really disturbed and can only be vulnerable in the disturbed #just some fyolai thoughts #but their dynamic was nice #and also i like how it shows how fyodor was scared of intimacy on many levels #dazai is ok with being hurt because he likes it but fyodor cant even comprehend realm of life i think #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd fyodor #bsd nikolai

[roimp]

SO TODAY....

(THIS IS ONLY FOR ROSE)

#ok so like we had first 2 classes free ok like literally both the teachers did not come akshsjdh #anyways so like on wednesday 2-3 people in our class were discussing himym and i also joined them because I LOVE HIMYM #(himym is the sitcom how i met your mother) #sp hands guy heard us and was like what show are yall talking about and we told him and he was like okay ill watch #and he is a binge watcher apparently so like when we met today he was like ive watched till ep16 of season1 #i was like bro????? how????? #anyways in 2nd free lecture he was like im gonna watch an episode of himym and i was like i wanna watch too #SO he gave me one of his earpods and WE WATCHED THE EPISODE TOGETHER AKSGSJDH #anyways after that hmm okay it was just like normal talking and all #but ya. TALKING.🤭 #he is just like me he is also doesnt care about tea or coffee he is a water guy #HE ALSO HAS CAT. AND HE HAS SAME OPINION AND THOUGHTS ABOUT DOGS THAT I HAVE. #and when class was over me and some friends were talking by the shops near our classes ka buliding and hands guy joined later #and then we all group talked timepass for like 30 mins and then we were like its time to go home #so apparently the others all went one direction and me and hands guy were going same direction so we walked #so usually what i do is i walk a bit ahead of my class ka building because i get auto from there #and hands guy lives nearby so he just walks home #so today we were walking and talking and i walked SO much further more than i usually do because we were talking 😄 #and thats all. today was nice. #gargi is keysmashing

[autisticlee]

contrary to my last post...how do you know if you're aromantic, or you just haven't found the mythical and elusive "THE ONE" everyone keeps going on about and promises me I will find?

every time I say i'll never date or find someone I can't stand being around or who will like me, someone always 100% of the time tells me "you have to keep looking! you will find The One™ one day! they're out there! they're real!"

i've wondered if i'm aromatic for my whole life (or at least since I learned that was a thing when I got internet as a teen) but how do you know

I feel like when I see kther aro people out there, they are so sure of themselves! they know how aro they are and aren't questioning it. it's like how I know for sure i'm asexual (being sex repulsed made that one easy lmao) but aromatic seems different and less solid.

generally, I don't care. i'm not looking for a partner and don't generally think I want one. i'm fine alone/without a relationship. it seems like tol much work and trouble. I can't even make and keep friends! why would I date?

but I feel very lonely seeing everyone in my life pair off and I have no one to rely on or lean on. I would love to have a best friend or small group of close friends, but my useless autistic ass can't even do that. but that's another rant lmao.

i always remember when someone told me once that if I want a best friend, I need to date someone. "adults don't have best friends, jnsywas they date and pair off. their partner is their best friend. you can't call another adult you aren't dating your best friends. that's only for kids."

that's so sad and lonely, yet everyone seems to believe or at least follow that dumb logic. it's times like that where I think "maybe it would be nice to have a partner," but I don't know if I just want that close relationship, or actually want a partner.

I don't know if i'm capable of being romantically attracted to someone. I know I want a really close relationship with someone where I can trust and rely on them fully. they're always there for me and I for them. we do everything together and help each other grow and live in this difficult world. but I don't want it to come with that awkward and annoying dating and romance expectation. I don't want to go on awkward first dates and have awkward "are we a thing" stage and then have the possibility of a breakup. (I can't deal with friendhips ending. a breakup would end me lmao)

I used to always say I wanted to be friends with someone first before for a while we date so I can know if I can't stand being stuck with them and them with me for a long period of time. that way I can see if if are compatible first. I think it's weird and irresponsible when people start dating before knowing who someone even is. that's just so weird (and lowkey scary) to me lmao. but I have also learned that people thinks irs wierd if you want to date after being friends because then they think you only became friends to date them and act weird about it even if it's not true. that's not the goal or reason. but no one i've been friends with passed my test anyway lmao

I remember talking about this with one friend a while back and them she suddenly a bit later accuses me of liking her and decided we can't be friends anymore. but she also didn't pass my test and wasn't the type of person I wanted. (I think she was also the person who said the quote above about adults can't have best friends)

i've never actually liked someone. when I was younger, I got aesthetic attraction mixed up with sexual attraction until I learned asexual is a thing and that's me. I also got romantic interest mixed up with admiration a d simply finding a person interesting. also both got mixed up with gender envy hahaha

but I don't even know if I could be in a relationship. I dont feel suited. I'm way too picky to like and trust anyone enough. i'm also a useless little gremlin and no one would ever like ME enough. then there's the barrier of the person would also need to be asexual because I can't deal with their sexual needs at all and would feel bad. i've met/talked to a total of like 5 asexual people in my life. we seem comparatively rare. none of them were for me obviously.

aromantic people as well. seems rare to me. I also know it's a spectrum. there's so many types. I could be somewhere in there. but I don't know if I should say i'm aromantic meaning I don't have an interest at all, or that i'm like demi and waiting for "The One ™" or whatever. where on the spectrum am I????

should I hope I find The One or try not to think about it? I don't want waiting for that mythical person to be my whole personality and life goal like most people do. that's annoying lmao. but I also don't know if i'm cursing myself to be lonely for life because I refuse to open up to the possibility...

I feel like this is some autistic black and white thinking coming in 😅 I know it doesn't matter much, but it drives me crazy whenever I do think about it.....

#usually I don't want anyone and can't stand romance anything #but there's rare times where I think “it would be nice to be cute and gay with someone right now... #whats the truth 🤨🧐 #asexual #aromantic #aroace #sexuality #lgbtq #autistic #lee rambles #my phone keeps deciding its aromatic. i bet theres a bunch of typos and bad autocorrect bht i dont wanna fix it im sorry fhdjdjksks #also why cant we normalize that some people may not ever find The One and thats ok? #teach people how to be comfortable alone maybe. stop shaming people who dont want to or have never dated. #stop making me feel broken and like im missing some big important and necessary part of life!!!! #demisexual #i supposed thats a tag i could use #feel free to comment anything and try to convince my brain to accept the free spectrum and not be so b&w