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Neil had spent all night watching his girlfriend unintentionally flirted with Jonathan, and he couldnโt stand it.
Warning(s): SMUT. Non-con/Dub-con (at the end). Both POVs. P in V. Forced breeding kink. Jealous!Neil like he is irrational. Soft!Dark!Neil. Daddy kink (so sorry). Minors, dni! Note: the reader is coquette, but only in clothing aesthetic aspect because she is shy.
Word Count: 3.2k
When the store was finally locked and the street was quiet, Neil took her hand in his, making a beeline for his house.
They barely spoke as they walked. Every few minutes, he gave a suspicious glare at Y/N, but he was trying to hold in his anger.
Finally, they got to his place, and he dragged her inside with a firm grip. He was waiting for the right time to let out all of his emotions.ย
And he might just do that tonight.
โNeil?โ She questioned him. she eluded innocence, and it was in the way of how she talked or how she acted. Always blushing and always stuttering. It was what made him attracted to her, gorgeous girl in pretty baby doll dresses and milk maid tops with skirts or cute jeans. He was rarely angry with her which was why he knew she was profoundly confused by his behavior.
Neil didn't answer her question. Instead, he slammed the door behind them, and with one swift motion, pinned her against the wall in the foyer by the stairs.
He pressed his nose almost aggressively against hers, his eyes narrowing, his lips curling into a snarl. "I saw everything," he hissed. "You were getting too close with him, weren't you?"
All his insecurities and jealousy finally bubbled to the surface, making him feel angrier than he had ever been. He had felt like Jonathan was better looking than him. "Were you guys intimate with each other?"
โNever!โ She gasped, looking into his eyes because he was so close to her face, with his nose pressing against hers. She was confused on why he would ask that. She never even had sex with anyone until she met Neil.ย
"I don't believe you," Neil snapped at her. "You spent so much time with him, and you had so much in common. How am I supposed to believe you two were never intimate with each other?" He pointed out, accusation coated his tone as he curled his fingers into his palms, gritting his teeth. "I'mย your boyfriend, not him," he spat. "And you better not forget that."
โFriends can have a lot of things in common and not be intimate!โ She argued softly, eyes widening. Realizing he took a step back, she was able to move past him, down the hallway towards his bedroom.
He knew that was true, friends can have a lot of things in common, but he was beyond rational to think straight. Especially at his thought filled with his fear of losing her.
"Don't you walk away from me!" Neil shouted at her while grabbing her wrist and pulled her towards him. As she was in front of him, he immediately latched onto her waist, refusing to let her go, โlook at me when I talk to you.โ He hissed with a warning in his gaze, waiting until she was looking at him. โI know you two wanted toย beย intimate with each other. I can tell just by looking at him and that's whatย heย wants." His grip was beginning to tighten around her waist, his icy eyes staring at her with pure rage.
Her eyes began to widen, him shouting at her with โdonโt you walk away from meโ and โlook at me when I talk to youโ had made her tremble slightly in sheer arousal and she didnโt know why it made her wet, but she wasnโt going to let him know at all. She wasnโt even afraid of him either. She didnโt say anything to him, but just staring up at him. Then she managed to slip from his grip and entered his bedroom.
Neil was taken aback when he suddenly felt her slip out of his grip. It was almost like a jolt of adrenaline because it only pissed him off more. He wasn't about to let her get away that easily.
He moved quickly, following her behind as he entered the bedroom and forcefully grabbed her by her waist, and dragged her back to face him. "Don't you ignore me," he said harshly.
His tone is making her thighs feel slightly slick as she grew aroused, it was a good thing he was too angry to see how wet she is from his actions and his tone.
โStop,โ she whispered, hoping he would calm down so she could stop feeling aroused. She did not understand why she felt aroused when he was acting like this.
"I'm not going to let this go, you hear me!?" Neilโs voice raised as if he couldnโt control himself. "You're with me, and no one else. Is that clear?"
His heart was racing, and his mind was on fire and filled with green ooze of jealousy. She was his and there was no way he would let her see other men, that included his friend.
He squeezed her waist even tighter, making her feel uncomfortable. "Look at me! Or do I need to do something to get your attention?"
โI canโt look at you,โ she huffed slightly with a soft noise in her voice, looking away from him to the side.
Neil was frustrated; she just had to make things difficult for him, didn't she? "Don't you dare look away." He grabbed her chin with his fingers and forcefully turned her to face him. "What did I tell you?ย Look at me."
Her eyes hadnโt met his which only served him with increasing rage. His face contorted into a snarl, and the veins on his neck were prominent from how enraged he was. "Look into my eyes!"
โI canโt!โ She burst out with a soft whine, refusing to look at him. In response, he settled for releasing her waist, then immediately grappling for her wrist instead.
"Why not?" He demanded, his grip on her wrist tightening even more as anger overwhelmed him. "Is it because I'm too scary and intimidating for you?โ He asked, with a tone dripping with sarcasm. "Is it because you know you're guilty of wanting to be intimate with Jonathan?" He was so angry that he wanted to tear something apart. "Stop ignoring me and look at me!"
The biggest mistake was listening to him because when she looked at him and she was purely sopping wet. With a frustrated cry, her free hand latched onto his hand that wasnโt holding her wrist and dragged his fingers under her dress and into her underwear to feel her wetness to reveal how hot and bothered she was over his behavior. As soon she pushed his fingers and felt them touching her cunt, โdaddy!โ She cried out, and it was the first time she ever called him that.
Neilโs eyes darkened; his breath got caught in his throat as soon as he heard her say the word โdaddyโ.
All of the emotions vanished in that moment, his anger and jealousy were gone. His heart was pounding, his thoughts racing. He was still holding her by the wrist, and yetโฆhe couldnโt feel any other emotion.ย
He was just stunned. All he could see was her, and all he could feel was her cunt.
She mewled and began to rut her hips onto his hand. โDaddy, please.โ She gasped, begging as her fingers tightened around his.
Neil inhaled sharply as he heard her desperate plea. It was as if he felt a switch go off in him.ย
One second, he was wanting to argue with her, and the next he was completely taken over by this primal desire with a need to claim her.ย
It was like she had activated some sort of animalistic instinct in him.ย
โDaddy? You want daddy?โ Neil asked in a breathless voice. His eyebrows were raised, his eyes darting back and forth between his wrist with the hand that disappeared into her dress and her face.
โYes,โ she nodded vigorously, eyes wide open in innocence and arousal.
Neilโs mind was clouded in lust. All of his thoughts were of this innocent and helplessly needy girl, calling himย daddy.ย
She was dripping with arousal, and all she wanted was him; the man that she loved.ย
This was a dream come true to him.
He dropped her wrist that was still bounded in his hand, and ran his hand through her hair, looking deep into her eyes. "Call me that again."
โDaddy,โ she said breathlessly.
Neil was completely consumed by desire, his mind racing, and his body trembling with excitement. He withdrew his fingers from her underwear. "Good girl."
He took her face in his hands and kissed her, pushing her against the wall and wrapping his arms around her. He was kissing her so passionately and aggressively, as if he needed a release, and she was the only one who could give it to him.ย
The feeling was unlike anything he ever felt before. He wanted to consume her entirely.
โOh,โ she moaned into his devouring mouth.
Neil kept on kissing her, his hands running through her hair. He felt intoxicated by her scent, and her taste.
Her noises sent shivers down his body, driving his desire even higher. "You're so delicious." He sighed pathetically, he needed her,ย neededย her more than anything in the entire world. He was obsessed with her.
โDaddy.โ She mumbled inaudibly, reaching for his bulge through his jeans and gripping it desperately. He gasped into her mouth, huffing aggressively as he withdrew from her lips before picking her up and throwing her onto the bed.
Neil's primal instinct took over in that moment, and he was completely consumed by this sudden, violent lust. He kissed her even more fiercely, using his slim muscles to pin her down.ย
He needed to taste her and touch her, to consume her. And she was theย onlyย one who could give him what he wanted.ย
Her moans and whimpers sent shivers up his spine, his lust growing with every movement she made.
She gasped as he dragged her dress away from her body by the straps to reveal her bra and underwear, whimpering when he started to push down, rubbing his hard on against her bare stomach.
Neil's voice was raw and full of passion as he answered her moan, his breath coming in shallow gasps. "I love you. You're my good girl."
His lips pressed against her neck, his hands running through her hair. He was so intoxicated by the smell and taste of her. "I need you, baby."
His lips returned to her mouth, his tongue touching hers in the most intense kiss he'd ever experienced. "Call me daddy again,โ he mumbled incoherently into her mouth.
โI love you too, daddy.โ
Neil felt like his body was on fire, his emotions spinning out of control, and all he could do now was take her. "Good girl."
His jaw was straining the moment his tongue pressed deeper into her mouth, his lips devouring hers like he was starved.ย
He kept on kissing her like he was trying to consume her. His hands were all over her body, caressing every single part of her skin.
He couldnโt think straight anymore. *"I need more.โ His lust was growing with every second he spent touching her. He needed her. He wanted her.
She mewled when she felt him on her stomach, rubbing his bulge against her skin once again.
Neil felt like he was going crazy. He couldnโt handle the excitement any longer.ย
He needed more.ย
So, he maneuvered himself off her body and stood up from the bed and began to remove his clothes.
"Baby," Neil murmured the endearment softly, his voice dripping in excitement. He was staring right at her and her lips, her face, everything about her that made her perfect.ย
His hands were already wrapping around her body as he returned to the bed, pulling her closer.
"Do you want me, baby?" He murmured the question as he got on top of her, straddling her hips.
She shuddered in pleasure when she felt his hot and heavy cock on top of her stomach, skin on skin. โYes.โ She moaned.
"Good girl."
That was all Neil could say at the moment. Any other words had failed him. He could think only of her, and her only.
Neil's hands ran through her hair as his body rubbed against hers, touching her in all the right places. His lips were kissing her all over, and he was taking his time in making sure she was feeling good.
He knew she loved the teasing, and he was going to give her exactly what she wanted.
She whimpered when he started grinding down on her stomach, feeling his thick cock dragging across her skin slightly as he pushed down his hips in a slight rocking motion.
Neil felt like he was in such a euphoric rush. He was completely consumed by the feeling of holding her in his arms, her body against his. She was his whole world right now, her every breath, her every heartbeat.
His kisses were gentle but firm and passionate. His hands were caressing her everywhere, but they were never too rough.
He was in love with her.
She whimpered when he touched her sensitive nipples, brushing his thumbs across them. Before releasing them so he could scoot backwards to get her dress and underwear off.
Neil's hands brushed against her body, and he was taking his time as his mouth was all over her neck, shoulders, and hands, and his hands kept running through her hair, caressing every inch of her.ย
He was enjoying this so much that he was losing track of time. He didn't want this to end. He never wanted this to end.ย
Neil was obsessed with this girl.ย His girl.
Then he finally placed himself between her legs, settling one of his arms next to her head and his other hand was sliding down between them.
Lifting her legs around his waist, โplease daddy.โ She begged quietly.
Neil's eyes widened at her words, and his breathing hitched in response. He wrapped his hand around his girth, aiming it at her pussy.
"Baby,โ he cooed softly as his body was trembling in excitement. He was ready to take her. He took a sharp inhale, and then-
Sheโd let out a wail, in pleasure when he slammed his cock into her. Her hands scrambled to find something to hold onto, but she couldnโt.
Neil's eyes were filled with passion and lust. He was in a primal state, a state in which all he could feel and hear and see was her.
He started thrusting into her roughly. She moaned, and she felt her hands being grabbed by his and she felt relief. โOh, daddy.โ She breathed, feeling his cock dragging against her walls made her whine even louder.ย
Neil huffed almost whiningly, feeling himself being consumed by lust. He couldn't hold back; he wanted her so badly. It was as if his blood was boiling with lust beyond his comprehension.
Neil's body was drenched in sweat, and his skin was flushed with a red tint. He was exhausted; exhausted from intense and relentless movements of pounding into her, feeling her tight pussy on his cock.
His heart was pounding, his lips were swollen, and his ears were ringing.
But he didn't want it to end. He wasn't done yet. He still wanted more.
He reached for her jaw with his fingers, and she gasped when he forced her mouth to open then she realized what he wanted her to do so she obeyed completely and closed her eyes in sheer pleasure when heโd spit in her mouth.
Neil was completely lost in a daze, his focus completely on her. In this moment, he felt unstoppable.ย
He felt like nothing could stand in his way when it came to her. He was going to give her everything that she wanted, and he was going to do everything in his power to make her feel good.ย
She was his, and no one was going to take her from him.
The pleasure of the climax finally washed over her, making her moan, and she could tell he was nearing his end as well due to the stuttering of his hips as his pace became irregular. Her lust-addled brain was clear when she realized he did not place a condom on his cock. โNeil, you-you need to pull out.โ She whispered stammering, trying to push his torso away.
Neil was caught off-guard when she said that, breaking him from the haze he had been feeling for so long. He pulled away slightly, his breathing shaky and heart pounding out of his chest.
He stared into her eyes, panting slightly before shaking his head. "No." That was all he could say, his voice sounding hoarse and rough. "I'mย notย pulling out."
She looked at him with wide eyes as panic filled in her irises, โIโm not on birth control! You have to pull out before you could get me pregnant.โ
"I don't care."
The words left Neilโs mouth before he even had time to think them through. He felt a sudden wave of lust and passion wash over him, and he couldnโt resist the feeling as he started slamming his hips into her, shoving his cock back and forth in her pussy.
Neil was completely and utterly lost in a daze, and all he could think about was her. He couldnโt think about consequences right now, he was just following his instincts. "I donโt care." He repeated again, his voice shaky but loud. "I'm going to give you a baby.โ
She was shaking her head, โNeil.โ She begged, trying to push his abdomen away, trying to stop him.
"No." Neil said harshly, refusing to be pushed away as he gave a brutal thrust. "You're mine, and I'm keeping you. You don't get to leave." He sounded desperate and forceful as he pushed his body back against hers. "No one is going to take you away from me."
Neil was no longer in his own control; he was consumed by his desire and lust.
She tried really hard to get him to pull out, but the battle was lost. She threw her head back as her hands were dragged above her head by him to prevent her from pushing him away. โNeil.โ She all but whined when he started adding more force behind his thrusts .
She felt him deeply as he held her against the mattress. She couldnโt even try to wiggle if she could because he had a tight grip on her, holding her down as he took her.
Neil was so lost in himself that he didn't hear her, not until it was already too late. Her voice sounded so distant to him, a faint noise in the back of his head. He couldn't hear anything but his heart beating in his ears, pumping in and out.
He felt desperate, and his movement grew more aggressive with every second. He wasn't in control anymore; he wasn't in control of himself. His only thought was to let himself go.
"No one will ever touch you again." He spat. "You'reย mine."
Neil felt like his world was collapsing, all his desires and lust being suddenly sucked away by the feeling of pleasure. Time stood still in that moment, his body moving uncontrollably in the most intense and deep release he had ever felt.ย
His voice became nothing to a hoarse, broken โfuck.โ
you should write a fic about neil cumming in his pants while eating pussy lol
โ CW: 18+, smut! What the ask says. | Word count: 600+.
โ a/n: Yeah I should. Anyways. I like answering requests lmao.
Neilโs short fingernails scrape the skin of your thighs, as he stares at your pussy with fascination. He licks his lips, darting his tongue slowly, savoring the godlike meal displayed wide open right in front of him.
โAre you gonna keep starinโ at my pussy or actually eat it?โ You ask from the top of his bed, resting your head on the one pillow he owns.
Neil nods, licking a long, lazy stripe from your wet hole to your swollen nub, circling it with the tip of his tongue. His hand squeezed your thighs as if he was afraid you were going to magically disappear from his bedโ all while his tongue was busy burying itself inside your pussy. Neil moans at the taste, loud and clear, completely delighted with your taste.
Your fingers brush his hair softly away from his forehead and his eyesโ heโs like a dream. With bright eyes, Neil stares at you with his mouth attached to your clit, sucking it gently. The uncomfortable pressure of his hard cock against his boxers makes him mewl weakly against your core. The vibrations of his raspy voice make you grind your hips against his face.
Neilโs eyes roll back as you do so, enjoying how you never hesitate to use him to pursue your own pleasure. His head nods fiercely, wordlessly begging you to use his face as a toy to rub against.
You seem to pick up his silent request, chuckling softly as your free hand reaches for your chest, rolling a perky nipple with your thumb and index finger.
โYou want me to rub my pussy on your face, pretty boy?โ You ask breathlessly, moaning when Neil hums against your clit, sucking a bit more harshly.
Complying with eagerness, you yank his hair pressing his face against your cunt tighter. You rub his nose against your clit as he laps and practically slurps your wetness, sliding his tongue inside. Neil fucks you with his tongue with a skill that wasn't proper of the man from which you took his virginity.
His hips rut against the mattress as he leans forward to shake his head side to side with his tongue flat on your pussy, savoring it as if you were his last meal. The friction of the cotton duvet makes his cock throb, causing him to sweat and be more turned on than ever. Neil tongue-fucks you as if his life depended on it, whining all the while. It felt as though he was lost in heaven when your moans got louder and louder, your body praising his actions in its rawest form.
He is properly humping the mattress now, his face red and sweaty, suffocated by your heatโ but not doing anything to stop it.
You come with a strained scream, biting your lips and closing your thighs to the best of your ability. Squeezing his head in between your legsโ Neil could die happy right there.
While the aftershocks of your orgasm make your whole body jolt and shake, Neil lets out a choked, pathetic groanโ his hips twitching and small thrusts faltering.
Panting, you raise your head from the pillow, looking at him with a frown. โNeil?โ You ask panting, brushing some sweat away from your forehead. โAre you okay?โ
โYeahโ yeah, I'mโโ He replies in between ragged breaths. He untangles from your legs slowly, standing up and covering his crotch with his hands. โI need to use the bathroomโโ
โNeil,โ you call him again, prompting yourself with your elbows. โDid youโโ Your eyes lower to his crotch, noticing the wet stain he is trying to cover. โShitโ did you come from just eating my pussy?โ
With a wild blush, your boyfriend looks to the floor embarrassed, nodding.
โFuck, that's hot.โ
The dumbfounded look in his eyes makes you laugh, a laugh that turns into a sensual purr.
โCome here, big boyโฆ I wanna clean you up with my tongue.โ
โ a/n: I would say send requests because I'm drinking but anyways, just fuck me.
Summary | You show up to work wearing something heโs never seen on you before and, because of his reaction, decide to tease him for the entire day.
Warnings | Smut, 18+, sexual content, kissing, lowkey public sex?, thigh fucking, groping, grinding, misogyny?, a tiny bit of angst, sexual tension, creampie hehe, humiliation, praise, overstimulation, orgasm delay/denial, Neil is down bad for reader lowkey (highkey).
Words | 6.1 k
Notes | idk I just like horny simp Neil.
Ao3 link | <3
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โW-what are you wearing?โ He choked out, almost dropping the stack of tapes in his arms.ย
โWhat?โ You asked. He glanced at your legs as you walked closer, then turned around as you passed him to go clock in.ย
โWhat the hell are you wearing?โ He tried again, firmer this time. You turned around, your brows furrowed in confusion, and his eyes kept going from your legs to your face.ย
โWhat? Neil, they're called shorts. Itโs literally the middle of summer.โย
โThose,โ he held the tapes in one arm and gestured wildly at your legs with the other, โare not shorts. Those are practically underwear for fucks sake.โ The door suddenly opened and you both turned to the customer walking in.ย
โHi, welcome!โ You called out, giving him a warm smile. He murmured out a response then started browsing the shelves. โWe can talk about you and your fragile masculinity later.โ You whispered to Neil, making his mouth fall open.ย
โMe being concerned about my girlfriend showing off her ass does not mean I have fragile masculinity.โ He hissed back.ย
โItโs not even out and you donโt decide what I fucking wear, Neil. Get over yourself.โ You spat.ย
โYes it is!โ He yelled, but quickly lowered his voice when the customer looked over.ย
โNo, itโs not.โ You seethed, then reached for the waistband of your jeans and pulled them up even more, giving yourself a minor wedgie just to spite him. โBut now it is!โ You said with a saccharine smile as you flipped him off and turned back around to continue what you were originally trying to do. You heard him choke behind you and you knew his whole face was red from anger and arousal. The thought made you smirk.ย
You didnโt intend for him to react this way. You just woke up late and threw on the first pair of shorts you could find. Sure these were from a few years agoโฆ but they didnโt fit that much differently. Or so you thought. But itโs more fun to tease him like this.ย
After setting down your bag and clocking in, you walked to the back to grab a box and start shelving the returned tapes. Neil manned the register, sometimes clearing his throat and stuttering if you were in his eyeline. The store was empty again and he grabbed a few tapes to start putting away. Once you knew he was about to be behind you, you bent over to put a tape on a lower shelf, then almost immediately heard a loud crash. You stood up and turned around, finding him clutching one of the racks to keep it from tipping over as the tapes in his hands laid scattered at his feet.ย
โAre you okay, Neil?โ You asked innocently, making him look at you again with a scowl. โLet me help you with those.โ You walked over and dropped to your knees in front of him, then got down on your hands to stick your ass out as you collected the tapes. You grabbed a few and leaned back up, holding them out for him, but he was frozen, staring at you with wide eyes and parted lips. His gaze wasnโt even on your face, it was on your low cut tank top that had slipped down a little and exposed the top part of your bra.ย
โIโm not going to sit here forever, do you want them or not?โ Almost as if he was in a trance, he raised his arms, letting you set the tapes in his hands. You leaned back down, sticking your ass up farther this time, and collected the rest of the tapes. You stayed on your knees as you handed them to him, but got back up once the door opened again. You greeted the person and Neil continued gawking at your body. Honestly you almost started to feel bad for him, but this was too amusing for you to stop now.ย
The day dragged on slowly. You ended up cleaning the floors and the couches a little, collecting all of the trash and pieces of popcorn lodged in the sides and between the cushions. You leaned down to look under the couch and spotted more trash, but it was too far back for you to reach it.ย
โHey, Neil?โ You called out, sticking your ass up and arching your back more. You heard a loud stomp, as if he had tripped, then he muttered curses to himself, making you smirk. You looked over your shoulder at him, still staying in that position, and his eyes were practically glued to your ass.ย
โY-yeah?โ He asked, voice cracking embarrassingly. He cleared his throat and forced his gaze to your eyes.ย
โCan you just move the couch back a little? I canโt reach the trash under here and Iโm not strong enough to move it myself.โ You are. He probably knows that. But he agreed anyway.ย
He stepped forward and pushed one arm of the couch back, then walked over to the other side to do the same thing. You shuffled closer on your knees and arched your back even more to press your chest flat on the ground so part of your shoulder could get under the couchโ You werenโt lying when you said you couldnโt reach it, but you couldโve used a broom or something.ย
โAlmost.. got itโฆโ You groaned, reaching farther. โFuckโ cโmonโฆ Iโm so close.โ You muttered, but in your bedroom voice. Your fingers brushed the trash, but you didnโt grab it yet, wanting to drag this out a little more. You let out a whine of discomfort at your position and tried to reach further under the couch. โAlmost thereโฆ so closeโ so fucking close.โ You all but moaned, wiggling your ass a bit. You were being pretty obvious by now so he had to have known what you were doing, but he still didnโt say anything.ย
Deciding to be done now, mostly because your knees were actually starting to hurt like this, you moaned quietly and pretended to reach further. Once you grabbed the trash, you let out the noise you usually make when you lay down after you finish riding himโ a mixture of a huff and a groan. You scooched back out, shaking your ass a bit as you did so, then leaned up with a heavy breath. You held up the trash with a proud smile.ย
โI got it!โ He was completely frozen, lips parted, eyes wide, entire face and neck flushed, and you could see the large bulge in the pants now. You stood up finally and placed a hand on his bicep. โWhat would I do without my big, strong boyfriend to move couches for me?โ You said teasingly, giving him unnecessary praise just to fuck with him more.ย
โIโ Youโฆ That..โย
โHm?โ You tilted your head a little, giving him a chance to try again. The door opened again and you greeted the customer before taking a step away from him.ย
โButโ youโฆโ He all but whined, giving you puppy dog eyes as you started backing away.ย
โNeil, we canโt just stand here all day. We actually have to work.โ You said with a quiet laugh and a warm smile.ย
โExcuse me?โ A man called out, so you walked over to him. โI was just wondering what action movies youโd recommend?โ You could feel Neilโs eyes on you as you walked over to that section and pointed out different films that you liked until he picked one. โWhat about comedies?โ You walked over to that section, him trailing along behind you as you started listing out different titles and descriptions.ย
The only response you were getting was โuh huhโ or โyeahโ so you turned back around just in time to see his eyes snap up to your face. You brushed it off and kept talking until he picked one.ย
โWill that be all for today?โ You asked.ย
โNoโฆ I have one more question actually. What adult films do you recommend?โ Your eyes widened as you stared at him, thinking he was joking, but he was completely serious.ย
โI-Iโm not really sure Iโm qualified to give you a good recommendation for that.โ You said awkwardly.ย
โIโm not interested in watching something a man likes. Iโm asking you so I can learn what women likeโ maybe pick up a thing or two.โ It was hard to tell whether he was smiling or smirking.ย
โOh. Then uhโฆ I guess I can help.โ You glanced at Neil, who was already watching you, then cleared your throat and led him to that section. โIf you want something that accurately portrays female pleasure, Iโd recommend this one.โ You pointed to it and the man nodded, waiting for you to continue. โThatโll probably be your best bet for learning new stuff.โ You shrugged.ย
โWhatโs your favorite though?โ Now he was definitely smirking.ย
โUmโฆโ You cleared your throat with a blush and turned toward the shelves. โIโve seen this one once or twice.โย
โThatโs not what I asked, sweetheart.โ He chuckled. You were suddenly really regretting wearing the clothes you chose today.ย
โNeed some help?โ Neil asked and you all but breathed a sigh of relief. The manโs expression dropped as he turned to face him.ย
โWhat, you donโt trust a woman to help me pick out a decent film?โ He tried turning the situation into something itโs not, but Neil didnโt budge.ย
โNot because sheโs a woman. Sheโs new, barely been here a week. As the owner, Iโm sure Iโm more than qualified to help you though.โ He gave the man a fake smile, making him scoff and roll his eyes.ย
โWhatever. This store is weird as shit and youโre a fucking tease.โ He spat, dropping the films to the floor and walking out. You quickly pulled your shorts down as far as you could and crossed your arms over your body. Godโ you felt so stupid. In what universe would dressing like this in public ever end well for you? This couldโve easily been done on a day off, spent at home where no one can see.ย
โWhat a fucking creep.โ He muttered, breathing a sigh of relief.ย
โI- I think Iโm gonna look in the back for something to change into.โ You said quietly, feeling like you were about to cry. Honestly you just wanted to go home, but itโs only you and Neil today. You canโt leave him on his own. You kept your head down as you walked past him, but he gently grabbed your wrist to stop you.ย
โHeyโ wait, baby.โ You took a deep breath and bit your trembling lip as he turned you around to face him. When he cupped your cheek, you couldnโt hold the emotions in anymore.ย
โIโm sorry, Neil. I- I didnโtโฆ I was just trying to have fun but,โ A choked sob cut you off and he shushed you as he pulled you into him, wrapping his arms around your body tightly.ย
โItโs not your fault. If it were your fault then every customer would have acted the same way. That guy was just a dick.โ He cradled the back of your head as you buried your face in his chest.ย
โIf you really want to change, Iโm not going to stop you. But if you want, Iโll give you my shirt and you can stay behind the counter for the rest of the day.โ You still.. technically wanted to continue whatever game you were playing. But you just felt so unattractive and gross and stupid and turned off. โOr you can go home, baby. Thereโs only a couple hours left and weekdays are usually slow anyway.โย
โNo. No I canโtโฆ I canโt leave you here alone.โ You croaked, lifting your head up to look at him. โI- Iโll just wear your shirt.โ Honestly you wanted to wear sweatpants and a hoodie right now, but his scent was already starting to calm you. Maybe it could calm you even more while you finished working.ย
โAre you sure?โ You nodded and stepped back, sniffling as you subconsciously covered your body again. He only hesitated for a moment before unbuttoning it and taking it off, leaving him in just a t-shirt. He helped you into it then gave you a soft kiss on your forehead, making you blush.ย
The rest of the day went by slowly. Only two other people came in, one of which was a man, but you felt safe hidden behind the counter and in his shirt. Neil finally locked the door and turned the sign to say โclosedโ while letting out a heavy breath. He walked back over to you and stood on the other side of the counter, leaning his elbows on it to get closer to you.ย
โCan I help you?โ You giggled, getting flustered by the proximity.ย
โWhy yes actually. My girlfriend had a rough day today and I want to bring home a film to cheer her up. What would you recommend?โ Despite the reminder of what had happened today, a small smile creeped up on your lips.ย
โAre you sure she wants a movie? There are plenty of other ways a guy could cheer a girl up.โ You said suggestively, trying not to laugh.ย
โReally? Well, do you have any recommendations for that?โ He continued playing along, doing much better at containing his laughter than you.ย
โShe might like a kiss. Thatโs always a good startโฆโ You said quietly as you glanced at his lips.ย
โAnd what should I do after that?โ He rasped, leaning even further across the counter.ย
โI have a few ideasโฆ but she might want you to surprise her instead.โ Your voice was getting embarrassingly breathless now.ย
โShe hates surprises.โ He whispered.ย
โNot this kind.โ You said, just as quiet. You were subconsciously leaning closer until you could feel his breath fanning your lips. Your eyes fluttered shut and your nose brushed his for only a moment before he finally connected your lips. Letting out a quiet sigh, you leaned even closer to him and brought a hand up to run through his hair. He pulled back far too soon and you whined as you tried to pull him closer by his hair, but he just let out a breathy chuckle in response.ย
โLetโs go to the couch.โย
โWe should go home, Neilโฆ People can still see inside and it feels wrong to fuck on a public couch.โ You said with a quiet laugh, even though you wanted him now.ย
โWho said anything about fucking?โ He didnโt let you get another word in before walking over and plopping down onto the couch. You followed, but he stopped you as you started to sit. โNo. Continue your little game from earlier.โ You blushed and averted your gaze, suddenly getting shy.ย
โNeilโฆโ But you didnโt know what to say.ย
โI think thereโs a tape stuck in the VHS player. Can you try getting it out?โ There was no tape, his tone made that obvious, but so did the bulge in his pantsโ he wouldnโt ever have you do something work related after hours, especially while heโs horny. โOr it can wait until tomorrow and we can head home.โ He was giving you an out, letting you stop the scene if you were uncomfortable, without feeling awkward about it.ย
โNo, Iโll give it a try.โ You smiled, then shuffled over to the tv on your knees. Putting one hand on the ground, you stuck your ass out just the slightest amount while your other hand pretended to do stuff on the device. โAny suggestions?โ You looked over your shoulder and his eyes snapped up to your face from your ass.ย
โMaybe thereโs a cord unplugged or a cable loose or something.โ He gestured to the floor, so you lowered your chest down and pretended to look at all the wires down there. โAnything?โย
โNot that I can see.โ
โTry getting a little closer maybe.โ You shuffled closer, then wiggled your hips a bit as you โsearched.โ
โIโll call someone about it then. Thank you for trying, baby.โ You leaned back up and turned to face him, still on your knees.ย
โAnything else you need me to do?โ You asked innocently, making him chuckle.ย
โIโm not gonna overwork my best employee. Come up here.โ He patted his thigh and you scrambled to your feet to go straddle him. Your hands settled on his shoulders and his grabbed your hips. โYou should wear my clothes more often. They look good on you.โ He murmured, leaning forward to trail kisses over your neck.ย
โBetter than my own clothes?โ You smirked, making him laugh breathily against you.ย
โDefinitely not.โ He kissed up to your ear, then down your jaw until his lips brushed yours. This time you leaned forward. When he squeezed your hips tighter, you moaned quietly and brought your hands up to tug on his hair. The kiss was messy and desperate, releasing hours worth of pent up sexual tension in just that one simple action.ย
His hands snaked around to your ass and he groped you almost painfully, making you gasp out a moan. He took the opportunity to slip his tongue inside your now open mouth and licked into the kiss. You were panting as much as you could while being kissed and he started pulling your hips to grind on his covered cock. You whimpered and tightened your grip on his hair, making him let out a low groan and pull back enough to speak.ย
โThese fucking shortsโฆโ He gruffed, pulling you harder against him. โWere you trying to kill me? Honestly I should have you arrested for attempted murder.โ You giggled at thatโ his humor during moments like this were your favorite. When he suddenly pulled his hand back and brought it down hard on your ass, you yelped embarrassingly in surprise. He was back to groping you, using his grip to help you grind on his bulge.ย
His hands snaked up to the waistband of your shorts and he pulled them up even further, making you whine and bury your face in the crook of his neck. The motion gave him a better view so he grabbed your ass again and tilted it up more, arching your back almost uncomfortably to get a good look. Even if you werenโt currently grinding on him, the seam of your shorts wouldโve been enough to leave you panting and moaning, desperate for more. He slid his fingers under the leg holes and pulled them up even more, then started moving your hips even faster.ย
โLet me see your tits, baby.โ He whispered, making you whine, but lift yourself up anyway. He never stopped moving your hips as you reached for the top button on his shirt and slowly worked your way down. โI canโt fucking take this anymore, please let me see.โ He whined, his hips bucking up into you now. Once his shirt was unbuttoned, you shrugged it off, letting it fall to the floor. You were practically spilling out of your bra and he removed one hand to tug down the front of your tank top and expose even more of you.ย
โFuckโฆโ He groaned, leaning forward and kissing across your chest. He started mouthing at your nipple through the bra, making you whine at the lack of real stimulation.ย
โNeilโฆโ You tried to beg.ย
โYou did this to yourself, baby. Dressing like this.. bending over for me and sticking your ass outโฆ kneeling and giving me a perfect view of your tits.โ He landed a rough smack on your ass, making you jolt. โThat was all you. Now itโs time to accept the consequences of your actions.โย
โPlease!โย
โNo. Get up.โ You pouted, but stood on shaky legs, watching him lay down. โOn my lap facing away from me.โ He ordered. You tentatively crawled onto him and straddled his hips, looking back at him over your shoulder as you waited for the next command.ย
โGive me a show, baby.โ You whined once you understood what he wanted. Placing your hands on his thighs to brace yourself, you started rocking your hips, grinding on his bulge. He groaned quietly behind you.ย
โStop.โ Your hips slowed to a stop and you waited in anticipation. โPull them up more,โ
โBut I already basically have a wedgie, Neil!โ You pouted, moaning when he slapped your ass again.ย
โUp.โ He growled. You huffed, but moved your hands to the waist and pulled them up more. โNow hold them there and keep going. Faster.โ You whined as you adjusted your position to start grinding on him without being able to steady yourself. โHigher.โ He spanked you again, forcing a whimper out of you. You lifted them even more until it was almost starting to hurt.ย
โGood girl.โ He groaned. Your thighs were starting to burn, but every time you slowed, you got another spank, each one harder than the last. After a while he huffedโ and probably rolled his eyes. โLay down.โ You finally let go of your shorts and leaned forward so you were laying between his legs. He groped your ass, pulling your cheeks apart and pushing the shorts up to expose more skin. When his thumb ran over your mound, you jolted with a startled moan.ย
โHoly fucking shit.โ He chuckled, making you stiffen. What the hell was so funny? โYou soaked through the fucking jeans!โ He laughed loudly and your whole face flushed in embarrassment. โOh my god this is priceless. Youโre really that horny?โย ย
โStop teasing me, Neil.โ You whined with a frown.ย
โIโm sorry, baby.โ You could tell by his tone that he wasnโt.ย
โYouโre being mean.โ You pouted and he rubbed over your clit a little harder now, making your hips flinch back toward the pleasure.ย
โIโm being meanโฆ Itโs not like you spent the entire day teasing meโฆโย
โIโm sorry.โ You whimpered, hips squirming. He shushed you and removed his hands from your body, making you whine quietly. When you heard his belt, you paused. โNeil?โ You asked quietly, but he ignored you. Clothes were rustling and he was shifting under you until he grabbed your thighs, pushed him together.ย
โThighs together. Feet over my shoulders.โ He demanded and you finally realized what was happening.ย
โNeil, no. Iโm sorryโ please fuck me.โ He smacked your thigh this time, making you cry out. You dropped your head onto the couch with a whine, but moved into the position he wanted. His cock was pressed firmly between both thighs and against your covered heat, and you left out a long, bratty whine to protest. It cut off into a yelp though when he slapped you again.ย
โStop it.โ You felt like a child with the way he reprimanded you. His hands settled on your hips and he lifted you a little, giving himself just enough room to thrust up into you. โSqueeze my cock, baby.โ You whined, but squeezed your legs together and he started bucking his hips, fucking your thighs.ย
When you tried to slip a hand between your bodies to rub your covered clit, he slapped your thigh again, much harder this time.ย
โHands behind your back.โ He demanded, making you whine.ย
โNeil, please! I said Iโm sorryโ please just fuck meโฆโ Your voice trailed off into a pathetic whimper toward the end of your begging.ย
โHands behind your back or Iโll come like this and weโll be done.โ He warned. You sobbed out a moan, but put your hands behind your back. โGood girl. While youโre at it, pull those shorts up more.โ With a quiet whine, you moved your hands down to grab the waistband of your shorts and pull a little. They were already up so high, there wasnโt really anywhere for them to go, but Neil wasnโt satisfied.ย
โYou wanted to parade around and show off your ass so fucking show me.โ He growled and you tried pulling again.ย
โCanโt, Neil.โ You whined.
โIf you want me to fuck you then you need to figure it out.โ You wanted to cry out and kick your feetโ throw a tantrum basically. But that wouldnโt get you what you wanted.ย
You reached down a little more and grabbed each leg hole, then pulled. The fabric was digging into your cunt in a way that was pleasurable for a while, but was quickly becoming painful with the more force you used. It was also just uncomfortable having a wedgie with something so thick.ย
โBetter.โ You knew he meant โbetter, but not good enoughโ so you pulled them up more.ย
โHurts..โ You whined with a pout.ย
โPoor baby.โ He cooed condescendingly. โIf only you hadn't been a tease all day.โ He started bucking his hips up faster and grunting quietly as he panted. It sounded like he was close and you frowned at the realization. โMore.โ He ordered breathlessly. โPull them up until your eyes get as wet as your cunt and youโre begging me for mercy.โ
You cursed under your breath and bit your lip as you pulled even harder. It was so hard doing this to yourself. If he had done it, then you probably couldโve endured the pain, but you were having a hard time doing it to yourself.ย
โI donโt hear any crying or begging.โ He hinted. With a quiet whine, you yanked the shorts hard enough to make the sound turn into a pained cry. More than half of your ass was exposed now and even though this was painful and degrading, it was making you needier. Needy for his touch, his praiseโฆ needy for him. So you kept pulling, letting out a strangled sob and burying your face in the cushion, trying not to think about the fact that this is a public couch.ย
โGood girl.โ He groaned, tightening his grip on your hips and bucking up even faster now. โGod these shorts are so fucking hotโฆโ He moaned breathlessly. โMaybe Iโll start enforcing a work uniformโฆโ You didnโt have to look at him to know he was smirking. โSince you seem to love showing off your ass so much.โ He removed one hand from your hip to spank your ass, then immediately put it back. You let out a startled moan and instinctively squeezed your thighs tighter together when your body tensed up, making him choke on a moan as his thrusts faltered.ย
โHoly shitโฆ Keep squeezing me like that, baby.โ His voice was even more breathy now. You kept your thighs firmly pressed together, even as he cursed and moaned loudly when his orgasm finally hit. Most of his come landed on your thighs but some of it covered your ass and shorts as well. His sounds quieted and he loosened his grip on your hips, letting you lay on him as you relaxed your thighs.ย
โNeilโฆโ You whined, on the verge of tears.ย
โI know, baby.โ He said through a breath as he continued panting, trying to calm down. โLean back up.โ You let go of your shorts and moved your legs forward so you were kneeling again. โIโm not done looking at your ass in those shorts and I need a minute before we can continue so ride my thigh.โย
โNeil, please.โ You sobbed out, trying to turn around but he grabbed your hips again.ย
โStop fucking complaining and just do it.โ He gruffed, making you whine.ย
โPlease! Please just fuck me alreadyโ I canโt take this!โ You cried, vision going blurry with tears.ย
โFine.โ He huffed, pushing you off of him as he sat up, but remained facing the center of the couch. He grabbed one of the pillows and threw it on the couch beside you. โRide that instead.โ Once he saw your expression, he continued. โRide it or weโre done for today.โ Your gaze shifted between him and the pillow as your bottom lip started trembling. He sighed and scooched closer to cup your cheek.ย
โI know youโre needy, baby. Youโve been such a good girl for me. Can you keep being good just a little longer? Then Iโll give you what you want.โ He said softly, making you practically melt. Hesitantly, you gave a small nod, biting your lip. โThatโs my girl.โ He whispered before leaning closer and giving you a gentle kiss. You tried not to frown when he pulled away then moved back to his position on the far end of the couch.ย
With a quiet sigh, you turned around and straddled the pillow. His come was already staining itโ youโll have to remember to take it home to wash. You closed your legs a bit to keep it in place, then slowly started grinding on it, spreading the mess. Honestly, the jeans were doing more for you than the pillow was, but you had to be good. You wanted to be good for him. He cursed under his breath, so you sped up a little, trying to put on a show for him.ย
โFuck, babyโฆโ He groaned, making you blush. You were whining now, speeding up and letting out quiet whimpers and moans each time you rocked your hips. You needed more so badly.ย
โNeil,โ You murmured, still trying to be good while vocalizing how you were feeling.ย
โIs it not enough?โ He cooed, almost sympathetically, and you shook your head with a quiet sob. โOkay, baby. Take them off now.โ You couldโve cried in relief when he finally gave you permission. You removed the shorts quickly and discarded them and the pillow on the floor. โUnderwear too.โ You complied eagerly, then you were facing him, staring at him with wide, pleading eyes.ย
โPlease fuck me.โ You whimpered.ย
โLay down.โ He said softly, moving off of the couch to give you more room. He stroked his cock a little, bringing himself back to full hardness. Once you were laying down, he crawled over you, forcing your legs open as his body settled between them.ย
โYouโre such a good girl.โ He whispered, giving you another kiss. This one was longer and a little more passionate than the last. He pulled back but kept his face close, his nose brushing yours as you both panted. When he lined his cock up with your drooling hole, your breath hitched. He pushed in slowly, forcing you to feel every inch as he filled you. โFuck youโre so wet.โ He said through a breath, closing his eyes and resting his forehead against yours. He took a moment to compose himself, only moving when you started whining and squirming. โOkay, okay. I know.โ He chuckled quietly, making you pout. But the expression left instantly when he slowly dragged out before pushing back in at the same speed.ย
โNeil,โ You gasped out, clinging to his shoulders and digging your nails into his skin as you whimpered. He hissed and his hips stuttered before he sped up a little.ย
โSo good for meโฆโ He whispered, voice barely audible. โTake my cock so fucking good.โ You whined loudly and pulled him down to bury your face in the crook of his neck, trailing sloppy kisses over it since you could barely focus. He kept the pace slow and sensual for a while, panting lightly and caressing you softly.ย
โPlease.โ You whimpered, feeling your orgasm quickly approaching. โNeil, please.โ
โI know, baby.โ He said through a breath, speeding up a little more. โYour little pussyโs just aching to come on my cock, huh?โ He snaked a hand down and started rubbing your clit. That action, along with his words, had you mewling and arching your back up into him, desperately trying to get closer to the edge.ย
โPlease,โ Was the only response you could give.ย
โBe a good girl and beg for it.โ He said teasingly, making you let out a long, bratty whine.ย
โPlease make me come, Neil. I need it.โ You whimpered, giving him puppy dog eyes. โPleaseโ it hurts.โย
โOh, it hurts? You poor thing.โ He cooed mockingly, holding back a smirk.ย
โPlease! Iโm sorry for teasing, Neil. Please let me come.โ His fingers sped up on your clit, forcing a choked moan out of you. โIโm so closeโฆ Iโm so closeโ please,โ You started babbling out senseless pleas, getting closer to the edge.ย
โOkay, baby. You can come now.โ You almost cried in relief.ย
โThank you! Fuck.. thank you,โ You moaned. By now your hips couldnโt stop moving, trying to get more pleasure out of his thrusts and his hand on your clit. He didnโt reprimand you for it though. When he leaned down and started kissing your neck, the knot of arousal in your stomach finally snapped.ย
You cried out, clinging to him desperately as hours worth of pent up arousal finally exploded. Tears were brimming in your eyes from the intensity and you could just barely hear his moans through how loud your own were.ย
โGood girl.โ He murmured, kissing your neck just below your ear. Your body trembled as he worked you through it, only moving his hand away from your clit when you finally sagged into the couch. You whined when he started thrusting faster and he shushed you. โI know, baby. I know it hurts, but just hold on for a little longer.โ He begged and you couldnโt help the strangled sob that escaped you. It was too much.ย
โNeil,โ You whimpered.ย
โYouโre okay. Just a little longer, I promise.โ His voice was getting breathier and more desperate as his thrusts became frantic, chasing his second orgasm. He pressed his lips to yours and he sped up even more somehow, making you cry out into the kiss.ย
โIt hurts,โ You sobbed quietly, making him pull away from your lips, but not stop thrusting.ย
โIโm so close, baby. Just let me comeโ let me come and I promise Iโll be done.โ Even though he was technically โaskingโ you to let him do that, you knew he wasnโt really asking. โFuckโ fuck, Iโmโฆโ He choked out, cutting off into a whine as his hips stuttered, then finally slammed all the way in. Your whimper wasnโt heard over his loud groan each time he bucked his hips, trying to go impossibly deeper. You could feel the heat of it inside you, making your clit just barely start throbbing again. His movements finally stopped and he panted against your neck as he recovered.ย
โFuckโฆโ He breathed, laughing quietly. You couldnโt help but laugh a little too. โAre you okay?โ He finally leaned up to look at you, getting concerned by the tears still in your eyes. Instead of responding, you pulled him down into a kiss, feeling his cock give a little twitch inside you. When you pulled back, there was a love-struck smile on your face.ย
โMhm.โ You hummed and he chuckled at your response.ย
โWe shouldnโt have done this here because now youโre sleepy and youโre gonna complain the whole time when I make you get up so we can go home.โ He said amusedly.ย
โI absolutely am gonna complain the whole time.โ You smirked, making him scoff teasingly. He slowly pulled out and both of you hissed because of how sensitive you were. He pushed your legs open more to watch his come trickle out of you. Letting out a low groan, he bit his lip and shook his head in disbelief.ย
โI will never fucking get tired of this sight, I swear.โ You blushed in embarrassment and looked away from him. When his fingers swiped through your folds, you jolted. He didnโt do much else other than keep his come from dripping onto the couch, but he quickly grabbed your shorts and put them back on.ย
โWaitโ Neil, I kind of need underwear.โ He was undeterred and continued until they were around your hips, making you cringe at the feeling.ย
โWeโre gonna go home and youโre gonna stay covered in my fucking come until we get there and I can give you another load.โ His voice was low and somehow still thick with arousal, making your stomach flutter.ย
โToo much of a coward to do it before we get there?โ You smirked, daring him. Itโs dark out now and there are plenty of places you could stop on the short walk home.ย
โThatโs cute.โ He deadpanned, making your smirk widen. โStand up.โ He put his length back in his pants and buckled his belt as you got to your feet. As soon as he was standing next to you, he grabbed the back of the jeans and pulled them up, making you let out an embarrassing yelp. Once a decent amount of your ass was hanging out of the bottom, he let go and put his shirt back on, leaving you in what you came in with so you couldnโt cover yourself.ย
โAfter you.โ He smirked, smacking your ass when you turned around to head for the door.ย
Summary: Neil receives a frantic call and finds you outside of Gumshoe after a date night gone wrong. Secretly habouring feelings for you ever since the two of you met, he finds you oddly irresistable in your tears and torn fishnets.
Warnings: SMUT, mutual pining, dub-con touching, dryhumping, riding, foreplay, teasing, begging (m), masturbation (m), clothed sex (semi), Neil being a wet paper towel, so just Neil being Neil, pervy Neil, switch!Neil, slight dom but mostly sub!Neil because c'mon guys it's NEIL, slight dom!reader, body worship, public sex (technically?), premature ejaculation (sort of?), angst, some fluff? by my standards anyway lol so take that with a grain of salt -- this ended up being more wholesome than I thought it would be
Inspired by this cover of I Want You To Want Me (the reader's song) and Creep (Neil's song) by Radiohead.
Huge thanks to @your-nanas-house for getting me started with a prompt for this and cheering me on!
Totally nicked the "jock boyfriend" inspo from @cillianmesoftlyyy's fic here; go check that out if you want more spicy Neil content, because it was fantastic!
And thank you and also fuck you to @rysko for dramatically beta reading this in my ear WHILE I WAS TRYING TO MAKE THE HEADER
And now that I'm done thanking every fic writer on tumblr, my parents, the Royal Society for the Prevention of Birds, and Saturn and all of its rings, enjoy your filth!
WC: 4239
He found you outside the back door of Gumshoe, huddled against the concrete step, the cool air of the spring night nipping at the wet tears that streaked your cheeks, the slight breeze stirring a shiver from one fretful limb to the next. The whites of your eyes burned red beneath the faint glow of the lanterns atop the neighbourโs picket fence. It wasnโt exactly the most incognito place to cry your eyes out, but you didnโt have a key to Neilโs store, and it was nearly three in the morning.ย
โHey, I got your call. Whatโs going on?โ A familiar voice broke the pitiful sounds of your sobbing, and the tension of your shoulders eased if only slightly at the mere sound.ย
You tried to answer past your sobs, but found that your words came only in hiccups, in broken fragments of your splintered heart, and it didnโt take long for him to sweep an arm around your shoulders, lowering himself to sit beside you on the cold step. Instinctively, you found yourself leaning into his touch, trembling against the warmth of his body.ย
Neil was never really great at these sorts of things to begin with, but it certainly didnโt help that his attention was drawn to the low-cut top where a tear streaked down the groove of your breasts, to the fishnets that youโd torn on your way out the door of your boyfriendโs, to the short skirt that rode up just enough for him to catch a glimpse of the lace hem of your panties.ย
He swallowed, his throat suddenly dry, and he tried to keep his eyes on the face you so desperately tried to hide with your trembling fingers, for you were ashamed of your unkempt appearance. You mustโve looked like a cheap whore โ a mess of one, no less. You couldnโt tell what was more embarrassing: the way you were dressed, like you were begging for attention, or the way your emotions seized you so cruelly that you could scarcely breathe.ย
โHey.โ His warm, careful touch landed on your wrist, and as you pulled your fingers from your lashes, they came away black with smudged mascara. โIโm here,โ your friend said. โTell me what happened.โ
You could still only speak in hiccups and broken vowels.
โShhh,โ Neil soothed you, fingers running up and down your spine, sending tiny shivers through each nerve as the fabric of your shirt bunched and his skin brushed yours. โShhh. Iโm here.โ
Resting your head on his shoulder, your hair spilled in sticky threads over the jacket that, judging by the slight musty scent that lingered in the weave of the corduroy, had probably missed one too many washes. But you didnโt care. Youโd come to appreciate the little imperfections about him, the details of his scent that made Neil Neil. Like the waxy tinge that seemed to always cling to his fingers after a long shift of rolling back tapes. Like the silk cream and smoke of the vanilla candle youโd gifted him last week. Like the artificial scent of cheap shaving cream and the slightest hint of blood where heโd nicked himself with the razor. The musk of his sweat and skin, buried beneath all these little things that youโd come to know almost as intimately as your own.
But there was something else, something you couldnโt quite pinpoint. And its unfamiliarity unnerved you.
His other hand came to rest on your knee, hot as fire in the cold of night. He thumbed at the tear in your fishnets and looked at you with bright, concerned eyes, but he used this as an excuse to touch you.
โDid he hurt you?โ Neil asked. His hand stayed on your knee. In a way, it felt comforting; it grounded you enough so that, finally, after lulled by the rise and fall of his shoulder and the unique blend of his scent, you could speak.
โIs that cologne?โ You wrinkled your nose and drew back to look him in the eye, your tangled hair peeling reluctantly from his corduroy jacket.
A rose blush came upon Neilโs cheeks, and he smiled nervously. Heโd been sure to spritz himself with a good helping of it before he left, despite his hurried state. He needed to impress you; ever since youโd started dating that jock from across the street, heโd been trying to find more ways to steal your attention back.
โYeah, itโs new,โ he said, a little flustered, in a way that made your stomach flutter. โI wanted to ask for your opinion on what I should get, but you โ wellโฆโ His voice cracked a bit as a hint of sadness crept into his tone. โโฆ youโve been pretty busy lately.โ
โItโs awful,โ you told him, laughing slightly, and your words seemed to cheer him up; his lips tugged into that playful grin of his again, and a deep chuckle rumbled from his throat.
And then you both fell into silence, and he looked back to your knee, still thumbing the skin where the fabric had torn.
โYou didnโt answer my question,โ Neil said.
You swallowed, another lump forming in your throat, and when you looked at him, bottom lip in your teeth, reddened eyes pouting, rimmed by your messed mascara, his heart sped in his chest in both fear and arousal. The thought of James even touching you boiled his blood, made his skin crawl and tightened a noose round his neck, but seeing you like this, baring your soul to him with those tear-brimmed eyes and mournfully upturned brows, it made him want you even more.
If heโd been the one to take you out tonight, he wouldโve brought you home to his bed, worshipped each inch of your hallowed skin and made love to you like you were the only woman in the world, splayed his fingers across your thighs and parted them like a sea, dropped to his knees and prayed with the hungered strokes of his tongue and lapped at your holy waters.
Heโd started reading poetry lately. It had felt right; it was the only thing that seemed to express just how he felt about you. Echoed the words in private like they were gospel; chanted your name from desperate lips as he palmed himself each night โ and morning โ to your photographs, to the vanilla of the candle that reminded him so much of you, to the fantasy of your sweat-slicked thighs wrapped around his waist, your walls clenched around him as he bucked his hips against your weight and finally let himself go, spilling himself inside you and hearing you moan so sweetly for him from those heavenly lips, feeling his own cum dampen his stomach as you collapsed over him. He always knew youโd be so tight, that youโd fit so perfect around him.
But sitting here, staring at your shivering, impotent form in your torn fishnets and your skimpy attire, he could barely contain the urge to tear open your knees and fuck you against the concrete. It had been so long since heโd even been this close to you; James took up all of your time nowadays, and gone were the late movie nights and stolen games of basketball on the breaks he took so liberally.
He missed you. So much.
And you knew it. You knew it, deep in your chest where the remnants of your heart twisted, still hearing the words, โYouโve been pretty busy lately.โ
You shook your head, choking out another sob as shame crept along your skin, and you shivered at its grotesque touch. โNo, he didnโt hurt meโฆ not โ not in that way.โ
You couldnโt look at him; his pearlescent blue eyes and his sun-kissed freckles and his boyish brown locks all fading into memory as you buried your face in his chest, inhaling once more the faint scent of his laundry detergent and the musk of him beneath the shirt that was flipped inside-out but still outlined the blatant logo of Back to the Future. Whether he hadnโt realised heโd put it on backwards or heโd been shy about it, you couldnโt be sure, but it lightened your heart all the same, your sobs turning to giggles.
Neil pulled you closer, his chin resting along the nape of your neck and his hand running up your thigh; you barely noticed how near his hand was to your panties as you tugged at his shirt, nails sinking past the fabric as if to keep him and never let him go.
You regretted all that time youโd spent with James, when you should have been spending it with him instead. Everything felt so much easier with him; your smiles were broader, your laughter more carefree.
But you wanted more โ selfish and lovesick, you wanted more than what he already gave you. You needed more than his attention and his friendship.
You needed him to want you.
โI thought thatโฆโ You sniffled. โโฆ I thought that James wanted me. I dressed up allโฆ niceโฆ fucking whorishโฆ and I thought tonight was finally the night and that he wouldโveโฆ that he wouldโveโฆโ
The words twisted in your throat, and you squeezed your eyes shut. Two hours ago, when you did up your makeup and clothes for your date with James, youโd felt sexy. Powerful, even.
Now, you just felt worthless.
Neil nestled his nose in the crook of your neck, brushed the silk strands of your hair aside, breathed your scent in so deeply that for a moment, the butterflies came back to the pit of your stomach.
โI just want to be wanted,โ you admitted, losing it, sobbing uncontrollably into the now-damp shirt that clung to his thin frame. โI just want to be desired. That was the only reason I was with him, Neil. The way he looked at me that day when he came into the store, Iโฆโ
With a bitter pang in his chest, Neil remembered that day. The way James had looked at you like you were a piece of meat. The way heโd asked you if had any recommendations on which sports film he should rent and Neil had practically wedged himself between the two of you and started chattering to James about every little piece of trivia he knew about Chariots of Fire and Rocky. How, despite his efforts, James had still gone home with your number as well as the tapes. How youโd come in the next morning with a hickey on your neck and Neil had just known that where James had paused one of the tapes was when your movie night was likely cut short byโฆ things heโd rather not think about ever again.
It shouldโve been his couch youโd been curled up on, shouldโve been him watching the movie with you. His mark on your neck.
And he wouldโve picked something a little more fitting for the mood, too. Something more like Casablanca or Sin City. It was as if James didnโt even have to try to get you drooling over him. What was so special about him, anyway?
I wish I was special, Neil thought.
Neilโs grip on you tightened at the memory, nails digging in to the flesh of your thigh in a way that stirred a little gasp from your lungs, huffing against his collarbone as you tilted your head up to look at him.
โY/N.โย His breath caught in his throat, and he reluctantly pulled from your neck to look you in the eye, locks of messy hair falling across his forehead and his eyes half-lidded. His fingers ghosted up your thigh, and you blinked past the sharp mint of his mouthwash โ it burned your eyes slightly, but you didnโt care. You were so close to him, your breaths became one, a few threads of his hair tickling your cheeks and his nose brushing yours.
โNeil,โ you breathed, the slightest of smiles tugging at your lip as your heart thudded between your legs, dangerously close to his fingers. Warmth spread across each fevered limb, taking you somewhere past the cold concrete and bitter chill of the wind, somewhere away from the graffiti-painted alley and the reek of broken booze bottles. Somewhere safe, and warm, and thrilling all at once.
โYouโre so fucking beautiful.โ Neilโs voice cracked around the words, a nervous laugh huffing against your fluttering lashes as his freckled cheeks darkened another shade of red. The hand that wasnโt between your legs played with a lock of your hair, twirling it in his finger but still supporting you beneath a quivering arm.
You couldnโt breathe. Couldnโt believe this was real.
He had to have been playing some sick joke, right?
But the whimper that fell from his lips was very real, as his nails dug into your flesh again and he tugged you closer, his hips arching upward against your outer thigh.
โYou look more than nice. Youโre so fucking hot in this skirt, in anything you wear. That asshole is fucking blind,โ he breathed, fingers grazing your panties and landing over your hipbone, testing the waters more and more as he tried not to rock his growing arousal too obviously against you.
But you noticed. You noticed the way his cock hardened and twitched beneath your weight; you noticed how even despite his body trembling from his attempts to resist his primal urges, his hips still gave little bucks upward, seeking friction. Seeking the heat that flared between your thighs, that ached for him so desperately that it was all you could do not to return the favour.
He couldnโt take it anymore. Staring into those gorgeous, bright eyes. Looking up at him with anything but innocence. So he scooped both hands around your ass, squeezing the flesh and lace and tugging you properly onto his lap with an alluring squeal tearing from your full lips.
โI want you, Y/N.โ His hot breath pooled at your collarbone as he trailed wet, sloppy kisses along your jaw, your neck, and your lips parted in another gasp, back arching and thighs clenching around his waist as you ground wet panties against the bulge in his trousers.
โI fucking need you,โ he whined, nipping like a needy puppy at the delicate skin of your neck. โAlways have.โ Another kiss. โEver since I first saw you. Long before James.โ A possessive growl stirred from his throat at that, the flare of dominance sending a jolt through your core.
โNeil, I โ oh my God.โ A moan broke your words as his fingers moved up your spine and his teeth grazed your collarbone, hovering over your pulse point.
โFuck, baby. Say that again. Just like that.โ His fingers began rolling your shirt up over the lip of your breasts, the sight enough to make him whine again in need. He couldnโt help himself from groping you, squeezing your breasts and rolling one nipple between his thumb and forefinger. Bending his neck to trail more sloppy kisses down your torso, they were his next destination.
โOh my โ Neil. Neil, I โ โ You had so much to tell him, so much you needed off your chest, but his hips bucked sharply against you at the sound of his name moaned so beautifully, a low groan in his throat and his cock digging slightly inside your heat, the fabric of your panties scraping almost painfully against your walls.
โPlease, Y/N, please donโt make me stop. Please let me keep touching you like this. I wanna worship you.โ His hot breath shattered against a pert nipple. โWanna fucking prove to you how much I want you.โ
For a few moments, you were rendered speechless, mind whirring like the wheels on a VHS. Everything was happening so fast, and the warmth of his touch was seeping into you like honey, inundating you in a sort of comforting flame.
He could almost smell the vanilla of the candle wick burning.
You left nail marks down his chest where you clawed at the collar of his shirt, but he didnโt care. He sucked a nipple past his teeth and moaned around the taste of you, the sound so filthy that your eyes nearly rolled back in your skull as your parted lips tipped to the heavens. His name outlined by their perfect shape.
Reality came crashing down around you as you jumped, another squeal leaving your tongue as his teeth bit at your nipple and pain shot along your nerve endings.
โIโm sorry,โ he breathed, chest heaving, looking up at you with reverent eyes. โI didnโt mean to, I โ โ
You cupped his chin in your palm and shook your head. โNo, Neil. Iโm sorry.โ A tear streaked down your cheek, beaded on your jawline. โIโm so, so sorry.โ You were beginning to sob again, and his brow furrowed in concern, thumb beginning to trace small circles along your spine. โIโm sorry I abandoned you for James, I didnโtโฆ I shouldnโt have. I didnโt know you felt this way, I โ Iโm so sorry.โ
โNothing to be sorry for,โ he told you, his words sinking into your skin like a warm tide. With one hand, he brushed the tear from your jaw and wove his fingers into your hair, pulling you closer. โJust let me keep touching you. Please.โ
When you didnโt respond for a moment, caught up in the way his blue eyes seemed to hollow with a certain hunger, the way his chest rose and fell beneath the bare flesh of your stomach, he uttered that word again:
โPlease.โ
You smiled, elated and giddy with joy, blood pounding with arousal, and kissed him, threading your own fingers into the fluffy locks of his hair.
Another tear streaked across your lips as they met his, and you tasted like salt and vanilla, slightly waxy from your chap-stick but the sweetest thing heโd tasted nonetheless. At first, he was embarrassed by the noises he made, the way heโd accidentally called you โbabyโ because heโd always wanted to do so, but he melted beneath you like butter. Nothing mattered anymore except the fact that you were finally his, that you were in his arms and grinding against his cock.
Neil broke the kiss to pull your shirt over your head, tossing it aside somewhere on the concrete โ he would buy you a new one. His hands flattened against your back and pulled you flush to his chest, taking any excuse he could to hear that little squeal you made each time.
โPlease, baby, please let me be inside you,โ he whined, biting his lip as he stared up at you with those powder-blue eyes. Nails dug into your skin. Hips bucked against yours.
Your heart soared with his words, his worship, his want; youโd never been this ecstatic in your whole life. Part of you wanted to keep teasing him, make him beg, while another part of you ached to feel him buried to the hilt inside you.
โPatience, Neil,โ you giggled, as you undid his trousers. You worked them down to his knees and your eyes widened as your hand brushed his cock, bare and springing flush against his stomach. You hadnโt expected him to not wear boxers.
Neil smiled sheepishly up at you, eyes still lidded, mouth still panting out a fevered breath. โI was in a rush getting dressed. Iโฆโ His cheeks reddened, and there was something so cute about how pathetic he looked in that moment. โYou wanna know how much I want you, Y/N? I was touching myself thinking of you when you called.โ
Creep, some voice in the back of his head hissed.
You bit your lip to suppress a moan, trying to ward off thoughts of Neil stroking himself to you, finishing to the thought of you. Oh, how you wished you could have witnessed the sight.
โDid you come?โ you asked, a devious grin pulling at your lips as you took him in your hand, massaging a bead of pre-cum into his sensitive flesh.
His eyes fluttered, and he shook his head, his words coming out as a breathy whine,
โNo, I promise. I didnโt come. Not yet.โ
โWill you?โ You dipped your head to let your words tickle his neck, your grip on him tightening.
โYes,โ he moaned. โYes, yes, oh God, I will. Fuck, baby. Fuck, gonna come if you donโt stop that, need to come inside you, please, pleaseโฆโ
His mutterings trailed off into a low hiss of a whine, and your movements stilled, dragging him to his peak and letting him teeter at the edge as you both caught your breaths, chest heaving and a cold chill racing down your sweat-slicked back, thighs trembling around him.
โYou sure you can handle this?โ you purred against his ear before pulling back once more to witness the shivering mess youโd made him, priding yourself in your accomplishment. Lining his cock up with your entrance, the fabric of your panties scraped his tip teasingly as you slotted them to the side.
Neil looked up at you like you were some kind of goddess, his breathing coming laboured, his throat stripped of words. The dazed, blissful look he gave you was all the answer you needed. But you wanted to reap him of every last praise he had.
โUse your words, Neil,โ you giggled, smirking.
โAhโฆโ His lips parted, near soundless. You watched intently as they formed the word โPleaseโ.
You almost felt bad for him.
But it wasnโt pity that brought your hips down around him, slowly, teasingly, savouring the stretch of him against your walls and the fullness in your belly, but rather, your own need.
Neilโs head rolled back against the brick wall, blood welling at his lip where he bit it to keep himself from toppling over his peak; he nearly did it to himself when he bucked his hips upward, burying himself inside you, making you whimper at the pain that blended so sordidly with the pleasure. Your fingers tugged at his hair, and your nails grazed his scalp, and every little sensation sent him into overdrive. He used these little things to ground himself, as you had his tangled scents; he focused on how smooth your stomach felt against his own, his shirt hiking up so that you were skin to skin; he focused on the noises you made, huffing and whimpering, as you began to ride him; he focused on the softness of the breast that he cupped in his hand. Tried not to think about how you felt better than heโd imagined, how you clenched so tightly around his cock that he was almost pushed out each time you elevated your hips, but were so wet for him that he slid back inside so seamlessly each time.
โNeil,โ you moaned as you fucked yourself on his cock, breast bouncing beneath his thumb, skirt fluttering around the bareness of his thighs. โNeil, fuck. Fuck.โ
โBaby, Iโm sโsorry. Iโm gonnaโฆโ
You yelped again as pain shot deep inside your core, his hips bucking against yours with a violence you hadnโt known sweet Neil from the VHS store to possess, bottoming out inside you as his nails dug into the now-abused skin of your back and pulling you close, so close you were panting over his shoulder and his breath shattered against your ear. The hand that had been cupping your breast shot up to cradle your head, petting your hair.
He held you to him so tight, you didnโt think heโd ever let go. And you couldnโt have been happier.
Warmth spilled around his cock, sticky against your thighs, painting your insides white. You shuddered around him, balling his hair into a fist and digging your own, sharper nails, against his back.
โI didnโt mean it to be over so fast,โ he mumbled into your neck. โI justโฆ youโre soโฆ fuck, Iโve been waiting for this for so long.โ
โSo have I,โ you breathed. You practically hugged each other, shivering in the night air but content in each otherโs warmth. โDonโt worry.โ Pulling away slightly, you smiled down at him, cheeks flushing bright red. โIf anything, itโฆ itโs endearing.โ
โReally?โ he chuffed out a laugh.
โItโฆโ you looked down, unable to meet that crystalline gaze. โIt makes me feel wanted.โ You pecked a quick kiss to his jaw, and couldโve sworn you saw love in his eyes when you pulled away.
โGod, youโre perfect.โ His voice broke again as his lips sought yours, and his breath hitched in his chest when the action caused you to rock your hips forward, a new sensation heโd never felt before buzzing along his skin. His mouth hung open and you laid kisses to his lips, his jaw, the Adamโs apple that bobbed along his throat. He felt his cock stiffen again inside you, already eager for Round Two.
โI should take you home,โ he murmured, hands running up and down your sides. โYou must be so cold.โ As if just realising that he still had his jacket on, Neil shrugged it off in haste and wrapped the heavy material around your shoulders. A chill ran down your spine, as the material was damp with sweat โ you smiled at how predictably forgettable he was when he had a woman on his lap, just as youโd imagined โ, but his scent soothed you.
Though you were cold, it was a small sacrifice to make to stay here, with him buried so deep inside you that you felt dizzy in the head. Depleted of your energy and sinking into his warmth, you smirked, and rested your chin on his shoulder.
โI was thinking of just staying like this a while,โ you admitted.
โWhatever makes you happy,โ he breathed, hugging you even tighter. โWhatever you want.โ
A.N. Sorry if this was a bit rough, guys. I smashed this one out the other day because I was tired of my writer's block.
I actually laid into some themes that I was planning on using for a Dark!Neil fic based on the song "Creep" which I don't know when I'll get around to writing, but let me know if you guys would like to hear more about the idea for the series or are interested.
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โ Pairing: Perv Stepbrother!Neil Lewis X stepsister!Reader
โ Warnings: smut, pervy Neil, hanjob, dub-con but not really, indifference, age gap (both off age), shitty writing, curses
โ Summary: Neil receiving a handjob on the sofa while his stepsister looks at her phone.
โ Note: Sorry for the mistakes and the English. Been working on this things since weeks now... it's shit and I'm sorry. ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ
A small snort left Neil's lips, he was getting bored for the first time while watching one of the movies he usually liked to watch.
It had been a while since he broke up with Violet and he missed a bit... that thrill mixed with adrenaline. He certainly wasn't the Neil he once was, not even in the way he wishedโ especially when he thought at his step sister.
The young woman had been such a little tease lately.
The possibilities that she was it while Neil was in the relationship were pretty high but he was always too busy to actually notice and let his body react to it.... every day. Because it kept happening every single day since his eyes took her in, waking up his cock at the mere view of bit of skin.
He blamed it mostly on the lack of sex in his life and the urge of fisting his lenght to make time and stress go away.
Y/n, his mother's new boyfriend's daughter... aka his step-sister, was being a bother even though she was just sitting right besides him, her eyes locked on the phone rather than the TV.
His baby blue eyes couldn't stop wandering around her body, taking peeks at her cleavage and her short shorts she was wearing at homeโ and he was doing it again. Luckily they were all alone that day, no-one was around, so.... he could finally get what he craved so much.
The only issue that was stopping him from doing anything was the poor plan he had in mind... how could he start it all? he wondered silently.
A short mental battle and Neil shifted slightly closer, his face turned still towards the TV to pretend that he was watching the movie playing on it, as he spread slightly his thigh to brush it against Y/n's bare a couple of time to see if he received any reaction from her.
Receiving none he continued with the plan, taking her hand and placed it down on his lap casually, sending finally the message that he was trying to give her without murmuring it explicitlyโ he was so aroused, nearly thrilled... thrilled enough to twitch at the mere warmth of her hand.
Y/n not really, she was still cursing mentally for that drunk bet she had with him and her lost which causing her to fall in that absurd situation.
'That fucking perv' she thought while starting finally to move her hand, feeling his hard cock, pressing against his pajamas pants, with her little finger.
Her hand limited to only rub his thigh for the moment as she waited for him to lower his pants and free his lenghtโ her eyes never leaving the screen of her phone.
Neil glanced at her, his breath peaking up as he bit his bottom lip in anticipation too earger to actually move... just wanting her soft groomed hand to wrap around his thick long cock and lead the way to heaven.
She didn't even needed to glance in his direction to see what to do since her stepbrother's hand moved her own to wrap it around his leaking cock, allowing that way her eyes to stay glued to the screen.
His cock was hard, his skin soft and plesant to touch while his tip was of an angry red... as it let some pre-cum drip on her fingers as soon as she moved his foreskin.
"Oh fuck" Neil curses, biting harder his bottom lip as he watched her move her hand lazily, his hips jerking desperately up to meet her movements. The young girl had been able to give it just a couple of slow pumps before the older man wrapped his own big hand around her smaller one... so to guide her better and not allow her to tease him further.
His fingers intertwined with hers, his thumb caressed the back of her hand before he moved it off his cock, so that he could lean closer and spit on it as a lubricant to ease the handjob.
"Neil! You're fucking disgusting" Y/n cursed at his action, making a face at the odd feeling of his spit on the inside of her hand. He really was so gross sometimes.
"Fuck, say my name again" he breathed out overwhelmed by the situation, his hand guiding hers back around his lenght "Remember, squeeโ" he started, cursing softly as she interrupted him with her movements.
"Yes, yes... I know how you like it, now shut up" Y/n murmured, scrolling her phone while working his cock... her hand squeezing it teasingly while his rough action kept pleasuring him, her hand hitting his bases before moving fast back up to the tip... up and down, up.. and down.
His balls where already reacting, getting pulled up by the muscles as his breath got heavier, pathetic whines leaving his mouth.
"Don't stop, don't stop, fuck, Y/n!" Neil nearly cried, arching his back while fucking her hand faster, working on his balls with his own hand to reach faster his peak.
"Fucking hell, how much longer do you need?" Y/n's voice exclaimed making him shiver and whine while her other hand, which was previously holding her phone, slapped his hands away so that she could jerk him off faster and better... already without patience.
"Fucking pathetic" the younger woman murmured, cursing when his warm seed got shot... not only dirtying her hands but her face and top as well due to the bend over position she had been in.
prompt: your best friends brother is a bit hot .. and a bit creepy (NSFW, MINORS DNI!!!)
WARNINGS: pervy/pushy neil, DUBCON/NONCON (not sure which, but be warned), forced proximity, implied age gap (just by a few years everyone is legal), oral and fingering (f receiving), unprotected sex (p in v), gaslighting (? lol?)
*not proofread*
your best friends older brother is quite .. interesting. heโs never been bad towards you, but heโs always been a little weird. throughout the entirety of your friendship, youโve never had to be alone with neil for more than a few minutes, until now.
your best friend invited you to come along to her familyโs cabin with her for the weekend. obviously, you accepted, and eagerly packed your things and headed on your way. the trip was going well, you and her discussed weekend plans until abruptly her parents came in and told her they had forgotten some vital things.
it was all sort of a blur, for some reason your best friend had to leave you behind with her brother as she and her parents go to retrieve whatever theyโve forgotten. great.
so, you sit on the couch and read a magazine. the cabins in a very secluded area so thereโs no service and thus no point in using your phone. as you read, neil leaves you alone. at least for a little while. until eventually, you see him begin to approach you in your peripheral.
he sits on the opposite side of the couch, sighing as he lounged back against the soft material. you try to ignore him, loudly flipping the page on the magazine. you can feel him staring at you, his gaze burning into you. impulsively, you glance up at him and meet his gaze. the moment you make eye contact, neil takes it as a sign to start talking.
โso they left you here with me, huh?โ
โyeah, guess so.โ you respond politely before bringing your eyes back down to the magazine.
a few moments of silence pass before neil speaks up again, โyouโre over 18 now, right?โ
you pause, why does he care? why is your age crossing his mind?
โyeah .. iโve been legal for quite some time now.โ you murmur flatly, knowing that heโs still staring you down.
โwhereโs all the time gone?โ he laughs, โi remember when you and my sister were little, playing with dolls and pretending to be mermaids. but youโre not doing that anymore, youโre a big girl now.โ
jesus, could this get any more awkward?
โuh .. heh .. yup .. all grown up.โ you chuckle, anxiously flipping through the pages. youโre not even reading the magazine at this point, youโre just keeping your gaze on it and hoping that neil will inevitably stand up and leave you alone.
โall grown up ..โ neil repeats quietly, inching closer to you. โwhatcha reading?โ
โitโs .. uh .. just some magazine i found ..โ you mumble, trying to get back into the flow of reading. itโs difficult, your brain isnโt absorbing any of the material since youโre too fixated on neil being so up close and personal.
โah ..โ he hums with a slight nod, scooting closer again. at this point, heโs not touching you, but you can feel his body heat radiating off of him. โi was kind of in the mood to bake some cookies .. and i was thinking maybe you could be my little helper.โ
you bring your gaze back up to him with a bit of a confused look on your face. โyou packed ingredients for cookies?โ
neil chuckles, โwe planned to make them as a family, but why not make them now? it could be a nice surprise, donโt you think?โ
โyeah .. i guess so ..โ you reply meekly, shutting the magazine slowly.
โand your help would be appreciated.โ neil leans in to add, โyouโre the guest, it would be the polite thing to do.โ
heโs right. it would be a nice gesture to her parents, a little โthank youโ for allowing you to come along. so, against your better judgment, you comply.
โokay, iโll help out.โ you sigh as you place the magazine on the coffee table in front of you, looking over at neil beside you. heโs smiling, โgood girl, letโs get a move on then.โ
you try your hardest to ignore his usage of โgood girl.โ if you were being honest, neil isnโt ugly. not in the slightest. and the fact that heโs praising you? you couldnโt help but get a little bit excited. but his behaviour mixed with the fact that heโs your best friends brother made it difficult for you to come to terms with the attraction.
so, without acknowledging his words, you stand up and follow him to the kitchen. neil asks for your assistance in grabbing some ingredients and utensils and you politely oblige. as you place the utensils down onto the counter, you drop a couple in the process.
you lean down to grab it but neil stops you, โi got it.โ
as neil crouches down to pick the utensil up, he peaks under your skirt, where he gets a glimpse of some lacy panties that leave little to the imagination.
โwho are you wearing these for?โ neil chuckles as he lifts the back of your skirt, exposing your ass and panties to him. you quickly swat his arm away and turn to face him. โno one!โ you defend, feeling your cheeks burn as you hold down the back of your skirt. neil rises to his feet with a cheeky grin on his face.
โyou sure? cause ..โ neil pries as he lifts up the front of your skirt, smirking at the new view heโs getting. you smack his hand away again and force your skirt down again, โstop!โ you squeak, feeling your heart race faster.
โwhatโs the harm in getting a little peak?โ neil questions, as if heโs actually confused as to why you donโt want him to look under your skirt.
โbecause .. i .. because ..โ you stutter as your cheeks flush harder, โi shouldnโt have to explain this to you!โ
neil just chuckles and creeps closer. you attempt to walk away, but you feel the edge of the countertop meet the small of your back. you feel your heart begin to pound as he essentially corners you.
โyou canโt wear panties like that and expect me to not get a little curious, baby.โ he purrs as his body becomes flush against yours while he places his face into your neck, โcome on, let me see whatโs underneath.โ
โn-no, neil, stop-โ you whine as you weakly attempt to push him away. your mind is put off by his inability to take no for an answer, but your body is becoming hot and bothered. โletโs get back to the cookies, okay?โ
neil tuts and shakes his head, letting out a small pathetic whine from within your neck. โoh, but i donโt want the cookies anymore, iโm hungry for something else now ..โ he groans as he runs his hand up your exposed thigh, giving you chills.
โneil ..โ you whimper as his hand sneaks higher and higher up your thigh, the pads of his fingers are dangerously close to your clothed cunt. they dance around your upper inner thighs as he taunts you. โplease donโt.โ
โjust let me see then we can go back to baking.โ neil pulls his head out to respond, that same stupid smirk plastered on his face. you really donโt want to, but if showing him will end this, you might as well do it.
you gulp before responding, โokay, fine, iโll show you.โ
neil licks his lips and steps back. he doesnโt give you enough room to run away, but he gives you enough space to show him your cunt. as you begin to lift the hem of your skirt, he stops you.
โwait, wait ..โ
for a moment, your heart begins to relax, maybe heโs come back to his senses.
โget up on the counter, i want a good look.โ
oh, never mind.
the anxiety sets back in since it never truly left and you hesitantly sit up on the counter, thighs pressed together as you attempt to muster up the courage to spread them for neil.
neilโs patience quickly wears thin as he loudly sighs while rolling his eyes. โdo i have to do it for you?โ
before you can respond, neil forces your thighs a part and pulls your panties to the side, immediately exposing yourself to him. you gasp at the cold air and abrupt exposure and attempt to shut your legs, but neil doesnโt give in.
โoh, baby ..โ neil nearly moans at the sight as he spreads your lips apart with his index and middle finger. you gasp loudly, he never asked to touch, he only wanted to see- or so you thought.
โneil, stop! y-you didnโt ask to touch-โ you beg as you attempt to close your legs again, neil still wonโt budge. your face is burning with embarrassment, the last thing you wanted was for him to see that his perverted little comments were getting you worked up.
โyou expected me to see this wet little cunt of yours and you thought i wouldnโt touch it? thatโs just stupid, sweet girl.โ neil chuckles as he toys with your folds, spreading your slick around in awe. you attempt to push neil away, but he just retaliates by diving between your legs, his tongue eagerly lapping you up before suckling on your clit.
you moan involuntarily and quickly snap your hand up to cover your mouth. the gesture felt good, but you repeatedly said no and pushed him away. the logical side of you still wanted him to stop, but the other half wanted him to give you more.
โaw, feels so good, huh?โ neil teases from between your legs, placing sloppy kisses against your sensitive clit. you shake your head, yes it feels good, but this is wrong, this is so fucking wrong.
โno, n-no neil, stop.โ your voice cracks as you beg, the pleasure clearly taking its toll on you. he just hums, resuming his licking and sucking. youโre shocked at how good he is at this, neil sort of gave off incel vibes, whereโd he learn how to eat pussy?
neil pulls back and huffs, spreading your lips apart again. then, almost as if on cue, you feel a string of your arousal slowly spill out from your opening and drip onto the counter.
โlook at that ..โ neil purrs, โyour cunts drooling for me, pretty girl.โ
โno, itโs not ..โ you attempt to deny despite feeling the arousal burning between your legs, you just want this to be over. neil shakes his head while smirking.
โyes, it is, baby. i bet itโs all loose for me now too, isnโt it?โ neil decides as he easily slides his middle finger inside you, groaning in approval at the sensation. you whine and grip the counter top, wondering how far is this truly going to go. what if your best friend walks in right now and sees this? what if her parents see this?
โgod .. you need some cock, baby ..โ neil claims as he lazily fucks you with the digit, you bite down on your bottom lip in attempt to silence yourself. neil notices this and clicks his tongue, โi know how much you like it, no point in trying to pretend anymore.โ
โi donโt like it!โ you plead, despite it being partially untrue, you still try to stand your ground.
โif you donโt like it ..โ neil questions as he slowly inserts a second digit, โthen why is your pussy basically begging for me to fill it up?โ
the slight stretch makes your breathing more ragged, โitโs .. itโs the bodyโs natural response ..โ
neil just scoffs as he watches you drench his fingers in your arousal, โright, was it your โbodyโs natural responseโ to wear slutty panties, too?โ
โn-no! i just-โ you start before he pulls his fingers out, leaving you feeling hollow. the peace doesnโt last for long, neil almost immediately begins to unzip his pants and pull them down. as he tugs down his boxers, his flushed cock springs free. you immediately look away, everything suddenly becoming all too real.
as you look away, you suddenly feel neilโs raw tip against your entrance. your eyes go wide and your mouth goes dry, โwait, neil, wait wait!โ you plead as neil thrusts into you with no resistance. you whine as he bottoms out, he groans in response.
โlook how easy that was, sweet girl. your cunt needed this.โ neil coos sweetly as he rolls his hips back out, just to quickly thrust them back in. with each thrust you feel the air being punched out of your lungs. you donโt want to, but you physically canโt help but moan.
โthatโs it .. good girl ..โ neil praises as he grips your hip with one of his hands. you lean back against your palms as he fucks into you, your clothed tits recoiling each time his hips meet with yours.
โwho knew youโd grow up to be such a whore.โ neil groans as he brings his free hand up to your chest, running his thumb along your hardening nipple through your shirt. your legs twitch in response. you wanted to shout, kick him away, but you couldnโt. it felt too good. too disgustingly good.
โโm .. ngh .. โm not a whore ..โ you defend, although your breathy and fucked out tone is rather unconvincing. neil removes his hand from your hip and hooks it under your knee, keeping his other hand on your chest as he fucks into you rougher.
โn-neil, please-โ you moan, you want to say โplease stopโ, but neilโs cock is unexpectedly hitting all the right places. neil chuckles as his jaw hangs slack, โmoan my name again, baby. god your pussy feels like fucking heaven.โ
โs-stop-โ you mumble as he harshly grips your tit, smacking it soon after. the smack causes you to wince and involuntarily clench around him, making neil purr.
โstop?โ he chuckles breathily, โhow am i supposed to stop when your cunts so warm, wet, โn inviting?โ
your body shivers at neilโs crude words, at this point youโve accepted that he wonโt stop, so you just hope this will end as soon as possible. as you screw your eyes shut and attempt to distract yourself from whatโs happening, you feel his thumb press up against your clit.
you whimper as your eyes open back up, glancing between your legs to see neil rubbing your sensitive nub as he continues to thrust into you. all that can be heard through the kitchen is skin slapping against skin, your opening squelching lewdly around neilโs cock, and heavy breathing.
you hate how good it feels. you hate how close you are, you hate how neil knows how much heโs impacting you.
โyouโre so much easier to manage when youโve got a cock in you.โ neil letโs out a shaky laugh, you can tell heโs getting close too. โhow long has it been since someoneโs fucked you this good?โ
you donโt respond, the last thing you want to do is give him even more satisfaction. however, neil interrupts your silence in another way.
โdonโt tell me no oneโs ever given you a good fucking before. do you not give it up easy? you treat your pretty little pussy like a prize?โ neil panted, loving the idea of being one of few that has gotten to feel your heavenly silk walls.
you still try not to respond, only whimpering as neilโs thrusts abuse that sensitive spot within you again. your arousal has continued to spill onto the counter and onto neilโs balls, you feel filthy. in any other circumstance you would love how wet youโre getting, but right now you hate how your body is feeding into neilโs ego.
โsmart girl.โ neil praises as he brings his gaze down, watching his drenched cock slide in and out of you, โdonโt let other people in .. yet you give it up to me so easily .. am i special, baby?โ
you mewl at him saying that you gave it up to him โeasilyโ, you didnโt, you just stopped fighting him.
โd-didnโt give it up .. mh!โ you whine as youโre cut off by your own moan, the combination of neilโs thrusts and his quick thumb movements have your mind reeling.
โsh sh, pretty baby, succumb to the pleasure. quit trying to fight it.โ neil purrs as he leans his body forward, placing wet kisses onto your neck. youโre painfully close to tipping over the edge, youโre trying your absolute hardest to not come for him, let alone on his cock.
โi .. shit .. neil- fuck-โ your voice breaks towards the end as your body twitches, physically incapable of holding back your orgasm at this point. suddenly, it hits. your vision goes white and for a brief moment in time, you forget where you are and whatโs happening, and all you feel is that warm euphoric sensation coursing throughout your body.
โgood fucking girl. creamed all over my fucking cock.โ neil praises through gritted teeth as his thrusts speed up, chasing after his own orgasm. after a few more harsh pumps, neil shakily pulls himself out and begins stroking himself between your legs, shooting his load onto your abused cunt and panties.
you take deep breaths, attempting to regain your composure. without the pleasure flooding your system, youโre able to look at the situation a bit clearer now. the anxiety and guilt over what just unfolded begins to simmer within you.
โthat was good, wasnโt it?โ neil huffs with a smile on his face, how can he smile after all this?
โcome on.โ he pries, โyou came all over my cock, you know it was good.โ
you almost feel sick, it did feel good, but it was all so so wrong. your mind was racing with conflicting thoughts, finding it hard to respond to neil regardless of what the topic is.
โiโll get you a wet rag and you can clean yourself up, then we can get back to those cookies, yeah?โ neil hums as he cups your face sweetly, running his thumb along your cheek.
his gentle touches felt nice, although still unprompted. you decide that maybe itโs best to deal with this newly formed baggage later and attempt to focus on the new situation at hand- cookie baking.
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last night before i went to sleep forced proximity neil popped into my brain and i just had to spill it all out of you guys. hope you like! (also, iโm making a longer version of that tommy drabble, thank you for the support!)
hey everyone!!! this is where all of my kinktober posts from this year will live (each fic will also be on my main masterlists under their respective fandom and character).
i dont have characters picked out for each prompt yet because i want to allow myself to write what im inspired about at the time
i hope you enjoy my fics and as always, please please please support writers and reblog their fics so more people can enjoy them (and it motivates us to create more content)
prompts under the cut
1. porn- neil lewis (no ship/x reader)
Bad Habits
2. anal sex- robert fischer x callgirl!reader
Special Request
3. corruption kink- college au!anakin x reader
Smoke Me Out
4. femdom- jonathan crane x batgirl!reader
Sweeten the Deal
5. piss kink- anakin x wife!reader
Wait
6. pegging - neil lewis x reader
Smile For the Camera
7. fear play- jonathan crane x reader
Better Than Revenge
8. choking - batman x scarecrow (scarebat)
High on Your Own Supply
9. hair pulling - best friend!anakin x reader
Nice Guys Finish Last
10. pet play- tommy shelby x reader
Leashed
11. threesome- oppenheimer x lawrence x reader
The Doctor is In
12. somnophilia- psycho au!jonathan crane x reader
Crane Motel
13. knife play- best friend!anakin x reader
Bad Guys Win
14. bondage- darth vader x reader
Insignificant
15. praise kink- han solo x reader
Pass the Time
16. degradation kink- tommy shelby x reader
Treat Me Wrong
17. sweat kink- lacrosse player!anakin x reader
Scent
18. cross dressing- jake "hangman" seresin x reader
i would kill for a cillian murphy as robert fischer fic or neil lewis from watching the detectives from you! ur stuff is amazing <3
This is literally so sweet tysm ml <3 Apologies for how long this took! I honestly really enjoyed writing this so im definitely open to writing more neil stuff! Based on the ending, i might do a follow up? (if you guys want that please let me know!) Anyway, hope you enjoy! :)
Light Entertainment
Neil Lewis x Fem!Reader
! Smut Warning !
Tags: Oral (F receiving), P in V, Riding, Tit Sucking, Praise
"God," Neil snorted, shifting beside you, "This is fucking terrible." His eyes loosely exploring your choice of film, one he had rather immediately deemed 'shitty.'
And truthfully, you were inclined to agree.
"Alright alright, bit extreme." You chastised, "I couldn't find anything I actually wanted to watch so I just picked something.. random."
You admitted as you studied the terrible old tape play out on screen, sighing as old-timey voices completely butchered their lines.
"You'd rather pick something you hadn't even heard of than let me pick?" Neil's head snapped round, face painted with severe offence.
"Absolutely." You chortled, beyond shameless. "I wasn't missing out on the rare occasion you agree to let me pick."
"Yeah well, remind me to never do that again." He exhaled heavily, grinning far more enthusiastically than you'd have liked.
You tossed a light, warning smack to his arm, his amusement only expanding, "Sorry, sorry!"
"Now," You huffed, pointedly making a gesture of crossing your arms across your chest, "If you don't mind, I'd like to watch this piece of cinema without your snarky, shithead blabbering. Thank you."
"Oh, would you?" Neil scoffed, "You're seriously enjoying this?"
"Yes, it's.." You struggled helplessly for a follow up, watching as the tv screen rolled more abhorrent dialogue between characters with void personalities. Honestly, you couldn't name a single one. "It's.. very entertaining."
He chuckled to himself, shifting ever so slightly nearer, "Right, right.." His warm, curious hands drifting under your woven blanket, getting dangerously closer to the heat between your thighs as he surpassed your skirt, "So you wouldn't.. prefer this?"
Your breath caught in your throat, words halted as a tender fingertip pressed against your clit.
You slipped a sweet, soft whimper as Neil began tracing supple circles round your clit through the dampening fabric of your underwear, filling your stomach with flutters. It was blatantly clear by the look on his face that his enjoyment was just as intense as yours.
It was a relief to be granted a new focus, your stubbornness to the film growing tiring. You couldn't help but revel in his touch, allowing your eyelids to flicker shut.
Your skin prickled at the familiar sound of his low chuckle, "No no, you keep those eyes open. I wouldn't want you to miss a single second."
Your eyes snapped open once more, and although they couldn't seem to find a place to stop, Neil's were unbudgingly glued to your face, his agile fingertips unrelenting beneath the blanket.
Exhaling, you felt yourself grow wetter and wetter with each passing, torturously light stroke to your cunt.
Without drawing eye contact, Neil raised from his seat beside you, gradually lowering himself between your legs.
Your arousal only steepened as both skilful hands crept to the blankets very edge, flinging it from your lap.
Purposefully slowly, you parted your thighs, skirt riding further up as you did so. A low, hoarse groan fled Neil's lips as your soaked panties met his eyeline. The lustful noise sent a shiver coursing down your spine, a little dose of smugness dizzying your head.
"Oh, just look at you.." He praised, lacking any hesitation in directing himself to the waistband of your underwear and bringing them to a pool around your ankles.
Hands splayed over your ass, he tugged you in one swift, greedy motion towards his face. Your stomach flipped with anticipation at the jolt, and suddenly his head was buried between your thighs.
His tongue licked torturously slow, teasing stripes up your bare cunt, as though savouring your taste was all he craved. A satisfied smirk etched across Neil's lips, the warmth radiating against your sensitivity. A desperate moan spilled from your throat as his mouth finally breached your folds, sucking your clit between his lips so softly.
"Fuck.." You exhaled, breath quavering, legs trapping his head amidst their heat, wetness coating your inner thighs.
"Just soaking my tongue, aren't you?" He grumbled, taunting the swell of your clit with the tip of his tongue, playing shamelessly with your sensitivity.ย
The tv blared as Neil's hunger spiked, working at a ferocious pace between your thighs, drawing endless pleasures from your mouth as your back arched, sodden cunt pressing right to his tongue.ย
"So responsive, mm?" He chuckled once more, balmy breath stroking over your sensitivity as his tongue tormented your entrance, swirling flawlessly around as you quivered against his cheeks.ย
"Neil.. I can't.." You practically whined, flooded with the desperation for his teasing to end.ย
Leaning back from between your legs, Neil's bright, glinting eyes flitted up to your own as he swept the pad of his thumb over the slick pillow of his lower lip, sporting a mock frown.ย
Slumping back against the couch, he wasted no time in adjusting you to straddle his lap, the prominence of his bulge digging into you from beneath his dark, strained jeans. With a sense of guidance, he began rocking your bared pussy against him, length twitching as the feel of you seeped through his clothes.ย
Snaking one large, kind hand to cup your jaw, he stroked with a single thumb, feeling your flushed skin melting against his palm. His lips drifted to your neck, sucking rather harshly as his vacant hand was utilised, unbuckling his jeans as his hard, aching cock sprung free. Neil's focus jumped to scouting around his pocket, almost immediately yanking out a small, flimsy packet that he tore with the ease of one tiny rip.
A sweet, breathy laugh floated from your lips, "You always have one of those?"
He shot you a playful grin, fumbling slightly as he rolled the condom down onto himself.ย
He angled the unattended, begging pulse of his tip with your drenched entrance, his eyes fluttering for just a moment as he lowered you onto him with a sharp groan. Your own eyes followed suit, lids temporarily screwing together as you revelled in the feeling of him stretching you.ย
"Let me see those pretty tits." Neil groaned, ridding you - impressively fast - of the vast inconvenience of your top, tossing your bra right afterward.
"Mine." He inhaled, bringing his face to the plush of your naked chest, each hand cupping your breasts, the soft flesh pressed impossibly close to his face. Upon an eager, somewhat abrupt buck of his hips, a strained breath slipping your mouth as his length hit inside you.ย
His sweet, plush lips engulfed one nipple, circling his tongue around the stiff peak before releasing it with a light 'pop'.ย
"Please.." You mewled as his pelvis jerked against yours, throbbing gently between your soaked, clenched folds, perfectly filling your pussy with each deeper reaching thrust.ย
"Feels good, huh baby?" He chuckled, still gently cupping your exposed breasts, a single, thin strand of hair falling before his eyes, coming looser as his fix trailed over to attend to your opposing, untouched nipple.ย
You began bouncing softly to the rhythmic bucking of Neil's hips, developing your own pace as Neil allowed your rhythms to merge. Once again, he drew your pebbled nipple between his lips, tongue flicking at the tender, stiffened peak, his low groan vibrating against your chest as the pair of you quickened.ย
"You drive me fucking crazy, you know that?" He whispered against the smooth, inflicted warmth of your breasts, giving them a greedy squeeze, his slender digits toying with your nipples, eyes wandering over your face as though nothing could compare to the sight before him. Shallow moans danced between the two of you, slick, sultry bodies rocking together against the couch cushions, "Is that such a bad thing?"
"I never said it was." Neil grinned, pulling your lips into a messy, rather impatient embrace, tongues winding against one and other with matched yearning.
Your walls contracted with each desperate bounce, feeling a hand glide from your chest to your fluttering pussy, taking zero hesitation in pressurising the drastic swell of your clit, features painted by a blatant smirk as he observed your face contorting with pleasure only he was providing.
"Oh, fuck-" You uttered, entirely overwhelmed by the combined sensations of his fingers working on both your nipples and clit, his thick cock filling you further and further with each rock of your pelvis.
A hoarse, breathy groan fell from Neil's lips as he lost himself in the feeling of you, digits stroking your arousal just a little faster as the opposing hand took a keen rest on your behind, allowing himself to better embrace the feeling of it against his skin. He offered your ass a small, restrained squeeze as the both of you grew closer and closer.ย
"That's it baby, just like that.." He praised, length quivering between your tight, eager clenches. Suddenly, your release hit with the force of a tidal wave, coursing through your aching body as the firmly-wound coil in your stomach finally snapped.
At that, Neil slipped a rather loud, ragged moan, hips jerking up scruffily as he came undone, thighs twitching as did yours, both palms slowly caressing the flushed skin of your ass.
With an amused, clearly out of breath chuckle, Neil pressed his forehead to yours with the assistance of his charming, hopelessly bashful grin, "Maybe we should make our own movie.โ
Thank you for reading and hope you enjoyed! Please feel free to use the requests/asks feature on my page - itโd be so greatly appreciated!
Summary | Neil stands behind a stranger in a crowded subway car.
Warnings | Smut, non con, 18+, sexual content, non consensual everything lol, Neil being a creep, reader is unaware, public masturbation, a lil misogyny.
Words | 1.5 k
Notes | The amount of fic ideas that Iโve gotten from watching porn isโฆ too many๐ Also I wrote this in one day so Iโm sorry if itโs bad๐ซฃ
Ao3 link | <3
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You stood in front of him, so close that he could smell your hair. His gaze trailed down your body, eyeing your exposed arms and the swell of your ass beneath the tight dress you wore. And then down your long legs, leading to your strappy heels. You must be going out. He lifted himself up on his toes a little bit and leaned forward the slightest amountโ he was already much taller than you so it didnโt take that much effort. He had to bite his lip to stifle the groan that almost escaped when he saw your tits. The dress you wore flattered them nicelyโฆ as in.. they were almost spilling out of it.ย
He leaned back and closed his eyes, trying to get a grip. He could already feel his cock fattening up in his pants. When the subway turned, you stumbled into him a little, your ass pushing into his crotch.ย
โSorry.โ You said sheepishly, turning around to give him an apologetic smile as you stepped away from him again.ย
Fuckโ your face. You were wearing makeup, but not the trashy kind that makes women look worse. This just complimented your features in a subtle but pretty way. And your lipsโฆ His cock throbbed at the thought of them wrapped around his length.ย
โNo worries..โ He chuckled awkwardly, no doubt blushing by now.ย
His breathing picked up and when he looked down, the tent in his pants was obvious. He was just glad he was hidden behind you. Reaching down, he tried to subtly adjust himself, but all that did was give him a taste of the stimulation he could have, making him even harder.ย
He cleared his throat and looked around, trying to see if anyone was watching, but everyone was either on their phone or engaged in conversation. So he hesitantly took a step forward until his cock just barely brushed your ass. It wasnโt enough pressure for you to notice it, but it was enough to make his lips part in a silent moan as his brows scrunched together. He moved his hips side to side a little, just barely touching your ass, trying to get a little more stimulation.ย
He wanted to grab it. He wanted to turn you around, take your ass in both hands, and roughly grope you, pulling you into him as he rutted against your clothed heat. But he knew he couldnโt. So he settled for this.ย
For a while, he kept teasing himself with barely there touches. But then the subway stopped and the doors opened and more people were flooding in, pushing you back into him even more. He could smell your perfume now too.ย
You cleared your throat and tried to step forward once you noticed how close you were, but there wasnโt anywhere for you to go. You were close enough that he could feel your body heat through his clothes and he could see over your shoulders without needing to raise himself up. He stared at your tits from above as he breathed heavily, trying to control himself and not buck his hips forward. He had to be subtle about this or it would end far too soon.ย
Suddenly struck with an idea, he grabbed his wallet from his pocket and โaccidentallyโ dropped it so that it landed in front of you.ย
โExcuse me?โ He rasped, voice thick with arousal. He cleared his throat and you turned your head a little to look at him. โI dropped my wallet. Could you grab it for me please? Itโs just right there.โ He pointed to the floor in front of you and you gave him a small smile.ย
โSure.โ You leaned down to pick it up and his mouth fell open when your ass pushed into his crotch because of the tight proximity. He wanted to grab your hips and grind his cock against you with abandon. With you bent over like this, he could just barely see the lace panties you were wearing under the skimpy dress. The train jerked and he used the opportunity to buck his hips forward, making you almost lose your balance. You leaned back upโ far too soonโ and let out a heavy breath of exertion as you handed it to him.ย
โHere you go.โ He took it with a shaky hand and gave you a shy smile.ย
โThanks.โ He noticed that because of you leaning down, gravity made your tits fall up, causing them to spill out of your dress even more once you stood again. He pocketed his wallet then took out his phone and โaccidentallyโ dropped it at his feet. โSuch a klutz today.โ He chuckled, trying not to sound suspicious as he squatted down to pick it up, but you didnโt even notice that he said anything.ย
He stayed down there and pretended to tie his shoe as he looked up your dress, getting a better view of your panties. He wanted to know what you smelled likeโ what you tasted like. Feeling bold, he slowly moved closer, being sure not to breathe on your leg so you stayed unaware. Once his nose was brushing your dress, he moved a tiny bit closer, then inhaled deeply, trying not to moan out loud at your scent. He didnโt want to push his luck, so he moved back and stood up again, palming his bulge.ย
Keeping his phone out, he opened the camera and took a few pictures from his point of view, showing the curve of your ass. Then he moved the phone down and pointed it under your dress, taking a few more. He hesitated for this, but looked around to make sure no one was watching, then quickly brought his phone up to his eyeline to get a picture of your tits. He lowered it quickly and looked around again, breathing a silent sigh of relief when he saw that he hadnโt been caught.ย
He looked through the pictures, his hand moving more purposefully over his bulge now. They were perfect. He took a few more under your dress, wanting to get as many angles as possible. When he cursed under his breath, you turned over your shoulder to look at him.ย ย
โDid you say something?โย
โNoโ no sorry.โ He cleared his throat again, giving you a reassuring smile, and you turned back around. He was practically jerking himself off through his clothes now, getting more and more desperate, but he paused when he got another idea.ย
Releasing his cock, he stepped closer again until it was brushing your ass, then took a few more pictures. Once he was satisfied, he quickly resumed fisting his cock, getting closer to his orgasm.ย
He wanted to come on your tits, maybe even on your face or your panties. He wanted you covered in his seedโ markedโฆ owned. Plus, youโd look so pretty wearing his own personal pearl necklace. He could feel himself getting closer just thinking about it.ย
He wanted to turn you around and shove you to your knees so that he could hold your head still and hump your face instead. Forcing you to smell his musk, feel his hardness. It was your fault anyway. He wouldnโt be doing this if you didnโt push your barely clothed ass on his cock and get him hard. He wouldnโt be doing this if your tits werenโt out.ย
If you actually wore shorts under your dress, he wouldnโt have had to take pictures. Why else would you wear such skimpy, lacy panties if you didnโt want him to do that?ย
His breathing was growing more and more ragged as he got closer to his release. He looked through the pictures of your panties, focusing on your mound under the see through fabric. He wanted to see what your bare pussy looked like. Were you wet? Would you get even wetter if you knew what he was doing? Your clit probably gets so red and swollen when youโre all needy.ย
He imagined what your cunt would look like when he was done with it. Probably red and puffy, your hole gaping as his come slowly trickled out of itโฆ
He could barely even finish the thought before he quickly freed his cock and started properly jerking himself off, closing his eyes and letting his head drop down as he finally came. White ropes of come covered your black dress and anyone who saw it would know exactly what it was. He stroked himself until his orgasm was finally finished, then cleared his throat and looked around againโ peopleโs lack of situational awareness almost amazed him.ย
Lifting his phone, he took a few pictures of him rubbing the last bead of come from the tip onto your ass, then tucked himself away. He took more pictures of your ass, getting different angles and trying not to groan when it started dripping down the fabric. He pocketed his phone, then let out a heavy sigh.ย
Before he even had the chance to consider doing more, the subway was stopping again and you were walking out the doors. He watched your come covered ass sway with each step and felt his cock twitch at the sight. But his enjoyment was cut short by the doors closing and the subway continuing on.ย