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hawnks · 2 years
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i actually hate dabi because if I saw someone who looked like that irl I would just melt I would be all stuttery blushy OOF it would be embarrassing
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evilmagician430 · 6 months
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boyfriends but awesome (and instead of a webtoon its an independent webcomic)
design notes and 3ds flipnote concept art below the cut
general notes abt their designs and what the comic would be like in my head:
>they dont have names in this version cause i think that was one of the good things they did originally. i imagine they refer to eachother as "that one" "the other guy" etc like the dhmis guys when talking about eachother.
>they are not in a defined romantic relationship with eachother because i think thats more interesting, the polyamory aspect would be kept (im not polyamorous btw so im not gonna try to write an established polycule) but its more vague in that they all kind of have a thing for eachother but also hate eachother and want to rip eachothers guts out. and theyre all roommates and bffs. if you asked them what they were the answer you would get would be "friends who are boys". they are the height of male friendship, hate, love, etc.
>instead of focusing on sexualizing them in strange ways and doing boring moe shit it would lean into the comedy aspect BUT NO MEMES OR LATE 2010S SLANG !! this was something i could not fucking stand when reading the original (if you couldnt tell by now i did used to read boyfriends. it was a regrettable time and in redesigning and overhauling them i hope to make something good out of this wasted period of my life) like even when it was current boyfriends always made memes feel.. out of place. like as soon as they said it it wasnt cool anymore. it was the unfunniest shit ever
>i wanted the characters to look less WHITE and also more distinct from eachother and also less young cause in the original its like the same twink 3 times in different haircolors and their Chad. said chad is the best character only by way of not being annoying. so yeah i'll be more specific later but none of them are white and i gave them all different eye and nose shapes and distinct physical traits and bodies etc.
>mostly i just did this cause the "nerd" and "goth" ones piss me off so bad like thats not real. thats not a nerd thats just a nondescript waify femboy with glasses. thats not a goth, thats a tiktok eboy. and i felt bad for jock being trapped in this comic. and the prep one i feel nothing towards hes the most accurate to gay preps irl because they really are that annoying. but i tried to make him a little interesting atleast. anyways
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nerd - black, brony, always aggressively corrects the others when they state an incorrect fact, really into playstation eyetoy and obscure playstation games. insanely autistic. usually pissed off if hes not indulging himself in something he likes (yaoi, games, ponies, figures, etc). i just wanted to overhaul him completely to make him almost nothing like refrainbow's nerd because nerd type characters are always the ones i tend to see myself in and are my favorites but reading the webtoon that guy just pissed me off fr.
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jock - 2nd gen chinese american, one of the things i liked in the original actually was when they sexualized the jock (probably cause hes the only one who doesnt look 14 in that comic) and his big tits. hes a very genuinely kind guy, not the brightest, has a voracious appetite, he also still bakes cause thats cute i think.
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prep - he looks different here because i was originally going to make him white but i decided to make him a light/medium skintone black guy (he just wears a blonde wig and contacts). when companies make their pride month merchandise and advertisements this is the exact person they imagine in their head who is going to buy these products. hes a million percent one of those swifties who thinks taylor swift is secretly a lesbian. trust fund kid btw obviously. his only redeeming quality is that hes good at makeup. jokes in the comic are usually made at his expense.
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goth - 1st gen latino american, specifically peruvian because i am a self serving motherfucker. hes a really big numetal fan and listens to like 2000s evil wolf amv music in addition to legitimate gothic. his face changed a little too between this and the final design. his outfit completely changed but its only because i realized everyone else was dressed for relatively warm weather so it wouldnt make sense for him to be wearing multiple layers of black. if i do cold weather outfits for them id def reuse this look for him. hes still trans but i think all of them are in my version. also they dont use labels for their sexual/rom orientation. except prep hes homosexual gay.
congratulations for reaching the end of this incomprehensible bullshit 👍 hope someone enjoys this but idrc if its just for me either
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dollwritesarchive · 1 year
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Howdy! I wanna talk to you more and get to know you but I am shitty at not being anon. Anxiety but hey lol.
I love your work and I wanna say that I hate how no one fricken knows how to reblog but whatever.. peasants xD with all the love of course. But dammit to hell man!
What stuff do you like besides writing and anime? Seems weird to ask but irregardless I asked xD idk. Like what music are you into? Or movies?
HI SWEETHEART! Thats okay, if you’d rather stay on anon I completely understand ❤️
aw I appreciate it! reblogs have always been hard to come by but I truly do adore everyone who does. BUT YOURE SO SWEET IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM
Omg I like a lot of stuff tbh 😭 video games, horror movies, DC Comics, I really wanted to get into collecting taxidermy, the list is almost endless 😂
MUSIC AHHH I love all types of music but my favorite genres are the ANGSTY lil eboys / egirls ( corpse, KAMAARA, savage ga$p, ashnikko ), country music, 60s, 70s, and 80s rock, I had quite the kpop phase and I still listen to a lot of older gen kpop/khiphop — BUT I can also listen to whatever’s on. what about you, dear??
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junetwentyninth · 1 year
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so i was thinking about this post that i reblogged earlier and also something that one of my mutuals brought up the other day (kanaan my beloved <3) and it got me thinking about fandom, specifically content creator based fandom and time relativity.
Content creator, especially youtuber and streamer-focused, fandom is an entirely different beast as opposed to book/movie/tv show based fandom in that I think it is one of the only types of fandom that thrives most on timeliness. one of the best/most active parts of the fandom comes immediately after the drop of content, that's when casual and dedicated fans are at their most equal.
so when the eboys stopped posting as much content, a lot of ccblr fans who had been casual fans dropped off because there isn't that time component to the fandom anymore (not bad, i did this). people weren't watching youtube content and immediately going to talk about it on tumblr.
but the dsmp fandom was an entirely separate beast because you HAD to keep up with everything immediately because SO MUCH of the fandom interaction and content happened immediately after because everything moved so quickly in terms of lore and content release.
however, outside of the entire dream situation (i don't wanna talk about it lol) the dsmp fandom was already semi-dying on tumblr in part to the fact that casual fans had sort of fallen off. dedicated fans were exhausted of all the content (based on personal experience) and that lack of interaction between the dedicated and the casual fans meant that a substantial amount of the fandom simply,,,,,,moved on.
and of course this doesn't mean that the dream smp fandom on tumblr completely died, lots of people still consume content from individual content creators. but there's no longer the desire to watch everything involving the lore as soon as it happens because there's not really anyone to talk about it ig
this is just my opinion, not hating on anyone, but if anyone has any other opinions or anything to add, feel free to reblog, reply, or make your own post and tag me!
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strayclown101 · 2 years
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Genre’s/concepts I wanna see groups try
Not my usual content but I was bored:/
Stayc:R&B Ik they kinda did with the bsides from young-luv.com but still I want a TT with that energy
Examples:love is sudden-mixx, my error-bvndit,call me-pixy or attention-new jeans.
Red velvet:dream pop/rock kinda like the bad boy prep remix I just feel like they could pull it off yk?.
Examples: anything by loona odd eye circle.
Twice:mature
They have technically done this before. But I want a TT like love foolish yk? Like classy mature.
Examples: Apink 2018 onwards like I’m so sick - dilemma.
Stray kids: Drill
They’re already halfway there. With doubleknot and 3RACHA yk like just commit to the bit.
Enhyphen:Pop rock/punk
Just do ittt. You already did with attention please. Fully give in and be the Kpop eboys you are.
TXT:dark fantasy/horror
Like can’t you see me but wayyy darker.
Examples: Melanie martinez & sub urban
Weeekly:Teen crush
Do not get it twisted I’m a ven para defender till I die. However I will admit the change from teen fresh to girl crush was a little sudden.
Examples: weki meki like so many of their songs would suit Weeekly so well like dazzle dazzle or oopsy.
Apink: Y2K type R&B
Ik they can almost every beside off of horn I r&b.
Examples: red velvet songs like good bad ugly, oh boy and bad boy.
The boyz:twilightcore
Listen it is borderline asinine to have a song called breaking dawn with a vampire concept and it not be related to twilight in some way.
Itzy:2nd gen GG vibes
Look as much as I hate to admit it funzy clearly isn’t working anymore. We need something different.
Examples: ah- after school,4minute,bad girl good girl-miss a,irony-wonder girls,break it-Kara and sugar free by t-ara
Loona: dreamy ballads
Look just release the la maison album please I beg.
P1harmony:bright/fresh
I’m assuming we all saw their shine cover right? Yeah that but more 4th gen boy groupy.
Examples:case 143-skz,hello future-nct dream,bad news-tempest,hello stranger-stray kids and thrill ride - the boyz.
IVE:dark pop
RELEASE DEAR CUPID RN!!!!
GWSN:late ladies code
They have similar vibes
Examples: Galaxy era all the way to set me free.
And that’s it I hoped you found this entertaining:)
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philsmeatylegss · 2 years
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feeling pretty shitty, do you have any recs for something to watch?
preferably something cute and funny or with the ability to restore my faith in humanity thx
I’m sorry my friend. Here’s some things i watch to help me feel a bit better.
-feel good tv shows/movies. Both fictional or reality shows are good. I’m the type of person where I can watch the same movie five times and if I enjoy it, I will watch it a sixth time. If you are the kind of person, find that happy tv show/movie and just keep it on loop. If you need gay feel goods, try Heartstopper, Handsome Devil, or Single All the Way. Special is another feel good, but it’s peak millennial humor and I can’t handle watching it. I haven’t seen it, but I’ve heard nothing but good things about Atypical. I watched a bit of The Good Place and it’s not for me, but it is super feel good and definitely makes you smile.
-don’t kill me, but Glee is fantastic if you need a genuine distraction from reality. You will be transported into a different dimension.
-pregnancy/adoption announcement compilations. Trust me. Just trust me. One of the best categories.
-if you have a favorite youtuber(s), just binge watch them. For me, when I’m sad I often binge Dan and Phil or the try guys or the fucking eboys (I hate it too). They’re your favorite for a reason. Enjoy them
-just like Glee, if you just need an extended period of time to just be projectiled into another dimension, Supernatural is awesome for that. It helps if you’re a super powers/christian themed/fantasy fanatic like my dumbass is. Also helps that it’s seventeen years long. Honestly, I never saw Destiel at all so it is possible to watch and not catch that.
-animal rescue videos. There’s whole channels dedicated to finding stray puppies and feeding them to health. Really any animal rescue videos are really nice.
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dirt-grub · 4 years
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so ive never had like a friend pick my outfits out for me in like a fun way and i would really love to lmao 
#like before transition it was hell and i wouldnt agree#and exes picked stuff out for me but thats wildly different#like i would love to have people over and have them bring me shit they own to try on#ive done this for a friend whos amab and wanted a safe place to wear dresses and such#but also like i just wanna do it for fun bc my trans body shouldnt like keep me from doing that#i love my body! and i love putting different things on it!#it sounds so fun like make me punk as hell! give me an 80s getup! make me an eboy! i am your canvas!#again its probably not a big deal but i havent had a lot of control in my life so like#for a solid 6 years i wore the same dreary shit so no one would pay close attention to me#and like now i have the confidence and freedom but no moneys#like. just the idea of dressing up and being seen in an all new never before seen way is making me go apeshit rn#like i wore eyeliner the other day! holy fuck!#i wouldnt be comfortable having ppl do makeup for me bc again texture (and its SO much worse with someone else doing it)#but clothes??? fuck yeah!#also i think boys should do more traditionally feminine things like makeovers bc why the fuck not#and not do it for women do it for themselves! bc its fun!#like i do miss that type of bond i had with girls pre transition where we could try stuff on and be like damn bitch u look good#i mean i never really participated but it was fun to watch!#like boys come with me 2 the thrift store and watch me put shit on and tell me im the shit#like i have girl friends i can do this with but i kind of hate the feeling of being *the guy* in the group yknow??? like the gay best friend#its always like just a little weird idk?#gender is fake for sure but also having gender solidarity feels nice and affirming sometimes#and like even with non cis girls it feels awkward sometimes like im still in the gbf zone#also sort of non related but i want to try on a himbo sweatshirt JKDASHKJ#connor talks
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i will say this once... one (1) time ... i literally want gf
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warmsol · 3 years
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Can we (I) get some random facts on (my beloved eboy), Kai 🥺🤲🏼
omg yes ;-; let’s gooooooo!
• he has an absolutely shit diet. he literally lives off coffee, cigarettes, hot cheetos and coke. (no, not the drug. he doesn’t do that anymore. 🤭) he’s kind of like a child when it comes to his food. he’s extremely picky, the type of dude to only order chicken fingers and fries at a fancy restaurant. this can drive ashton nuts! he tries so hard to get him to eat vegetables, different types of cuisines… but he just won’t!
• he hates exercise and being active. i’ve said it before but this man literally can’t walk up stairs without a heavy coughing sesh. and this isn’t just because of his poor diet, but his lungs are smoked the hell out! 😭
• kai is extremely hot-headed. though he’s been working through many of his problems, this is the one that seems to stick. he gets set off pretty easily, and it can often be hard to deal with not only for him but those around him. when these slip ups happen it tends to include a lot of loud cursing and slamming things. ;-;
• kai adores physical touch. i’d definitely say that it’s his love language. he loves when ashton runs his fingers through his hair, when he scratches his back, holds his hand. he loves mornin cuddles and goodnight kisses. he hangs all over ashton any chance he can get. he just wants to be held!
• n*sfw ahead… kai has become a huge sub in bed. he use to be pretty dominant, but then ashton came along and fucked up his whole world. literally. he use to love being in control, and now he has to fight to have that control. he has his moments where ashton gives in, of course… but usually, kai’s too busy curling his toes in pleasure to even try. 🤪 you can say they have a very active and fulfilling sex life!
• kai writes a lot of songs. and he has a lot about elia. it’s funny because while he’s so incredibly happy with ashton, it’s always been easier for him to write about the sad. so he pulls inspiration from his last relationship, and writes about how he felt, how it ended, the heaviness they shared. if elia ever saw or heard them, he’d probably die of embarrassment. 😭 he doesn’t write them because he hasn’t moved on, (obvi) it’s just his source of inspiration as an emotion fueled writer. that being said he still has so many songs about ashton. actually, in my story’s world, i like to think he wrote this song for his husband. (just imagine him playin it for ashton and cry shdkcjdksk)
• speaking of elia… kai has such a special place for her in his heart. he still loves her, in a non-romantic way. he cares for her deeply and only wants to see her happy. they have a bond that’s quite hard to describe. many people may think it’s odd to keep in contact with an ex, but for kai and elia it’s different. they met each other at some of the lowest points of their lives and impacted the other in ways that shaped and changed them forever. elia was the first person to see kai. she was the first person to listen, to try to love and help him, unconditionally. so many gave up on him, but not her. he knows if he didn’t cut it off, elia would’ve ran herself dry for him. ;-; kai thinks of elia, and knows she’s the angel makoa claims she is. that’s quite honesty the only thing him and makoa can agree on. anyways, kai and elia text quite often. they like to send updates, check in, it’s really sweet. ♥️
• ‼️tw parental trauma. kai and his parents don’t have a relationship. they were extremely neglectful and abusive when he and jasmin were children and they were often left to fend for themselves. because of this, he definitely will never let them meet arielle. they don’t know that he’s married, and they only know *of* ari, but nothing else about her. not even her name. he rather keep it this way. in his mind, they’re dead.
• remember aurora? 🤔 well, for a while he and aurora were co-parenting quite well… then ashton came into the picture. for some reason, aurora has a vendetta against ashton. it’s most likely, very obviously, jealousy in some form. kai tries VERY hard to keep things civil, but aurora has her ways of poking buttons that can lead them into arguments. (i’d also like to add that blaze ended up dumping aurora because aurora developed a bad drinking habit :// which has kai quite nervous leaving her with arielle. this will be touched on laterrrrrr in the story.)
• kai used to be a plug. he’d sell weed. and since ashton use to be uhh… a big time drug dealer…. :x they’ve had this idea of starting their own cannabis company. all completely legal, of course. they’d like to sell edibles for recreational use! this is something i’ve wanted to dive into but not quite sure how to.. show that in a sims story. but we’ll figure it out. somehow. maybe.
• kai is a night owl. he loves staying up late by himself, working on music, watching too many tiktoks, smoking on the balcony. he really uses that time alone to center himself and chill out. and sometimes, he stays up too late and falls asleep on the couch. ashton will usually be going to the bathroom and see him there, so he’ll pick him up and tuck him into bed… 🥺
• one of kai’s favorite things in the world is singing arielle to sleep. they cuddle up in bed, and she says “sing? sing?” and he softly sings her favorite lullaby… he adores watching her lil eyelids flutter and hearing her cute lil snores. he often can’t believe something so angelic is apart of him but he’s so incredibly grateful for his little girl.
i could really keep going on and on but my fingers and eyes are sleepy lmao ahdkshdks
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seravph · 3 years
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Hi, I didn't really know who to reach out for this question, but do you have any tips on how to find your own unique fashion style? I'm not really looking to hop on popular clothing trends on social media e.g. eboy/girl or cottagecore, so I'm not exactly sure where to start! I come to consult you because I've seen some of your posts and you look very well versed in fashion and you seem to know your own personal style. My wardrobe is very outdated and I would like to update it to reflect the truest expression of myself. Thank you 😊 You don't have to answer this if you don't feel like doing so btw 😅
EEEE more fashion asks i love these thank you!!!! warning this got a lil (very) long so its under the cut :^)
so first and foremost the most important part about curating your own style is to learn more about your body and what flatters/doesnt flatter it. it's learning some basic fashion 'rules' pertaining to proportions, cuts, etc. there are plenty of resources on this if you dont know where to start (kibbe body test, video, video) but keep in mind this step has nothing to do with your weight!!!! i could talk wayyy more about this but at the end of the day, some clothing is just more flattering for specific body shapes - that doesnt mean you cant wear something that isnt perfectly flattering, but knowing your body and knowing what flatters it will make you understand your own style and help guide the pieces you buy. fashion 'rules' arent necessarily meant to be followed, but just understood so that 'breaking' them is a conscious choice. (it also really helped with my insecurities???? like this step is basically recognizing that its not your body thats unflattering, its the clothing, if that makes sense???)
also remember that every 'style' works for every body type. i.e if you want to be a 60s vibe but youre too curvy for shift dresses, there are plenty of clothes in a similar style that would look great on you <3 basically, if you dont like the way a piece looks on you, you can still achieve the same vibe with a different article of clothing thats more flattering. but also umm.... you can just wear the unflattering thing if you want LOL if it makes you happy... then it becomes your own controlled decision <3 live love laugh follow your heart
okay. now that you have that out of the way. there are a million ways to develop a sense of style, and no particular order in which i recommend them. what i love doing is creating pinterest boards for the spring/summer or fall/winter seasons and just filling them with pieces i would wear in a perfect world. i dont mean like cottagecore aesthetic boards, just boards full of runway looks and clothing pngs that i like. i also love making little outfits for characters which can influence my own style. everyone thinks of their style differently; i think of my own outfits as little vignettes with narratives behind them, but other people are more concerned with just wearing things they think are pretty, other people view it as an expression of art or their identity, and other people just want to feel comfortable!!! its all up to you and what youre drawn to!!
one thing that tan france mentioned once was to go online window shopping by going onto the website for a brand you like (regardless of whether its affordable or realistic!) and just adding things to your cart that youre interested in. dont worry about how expensive they are or anything, and when youre done, remove all the items you like the least. and then keep reviewing and removing until you have just a handful of really nice items you really like, and keep doing this with other brands until you can identify common threads between the pieces you like. you dont have to buy them!! in fact maybe its better if you dont!!! and the websites dont have to be like zara or h&m ... go on balmain or chanel if you want, play pretend and have fun!!
re: the last bullet point, i think a big turn off for people in terms of fashion is the idea that you need to wear something palatable and 'appropriate.' its like looking at a runway and thinking "its nice, but i would never wear that in real life." but honestly????? in a perfect world i would be wearing full gowns to the supermarket!!!! if your ideal style is imaginative but unattainable, your style in practice will be a microcosm of it. basically... dream big... dont be afraid to 'overdress' if its what you like!! one of the best pieces of advice i ever got was from my aunt, who offered to by me a plastic tiara. i asked her when i was ever going to wear it irl, and she just looked at me and said "??? you can wear it whenever you want to!!" so true!!! wear a tutu to mcdonalds. wear a bedazzled tux to prom. who cares
accessories, nail polish, hair, jewelry, perfume and makeup goes a long way in developing style. i dont wear a ton of makeup, but just putting some color on my cheeks achieves a kind of sunkissed lovestruck vibe that i strive for. i paint my nails red because i think its chic or bright colors so they contrast with a toned down outfit. even wearing no accessories is an accessory in itself. accessorizing (or specifically not accessorizing) is like adding texture to an outfit imo
anything that advises you about 'absolutely necessary essentials everyone needs' is entirely wrong. there is no one size fits all; i.e everyone says you need one good pair of denim jeans, but i havent worn jeans in two years!!! an essential for ME is a pair of neutral wool shorts, but an essential for another person could be a thick knit sweater or for another person, a flannel. the idea that everyone needs a 'little black dress' or a 'basic white t shirt' is preposterous. YOUR essentials depend entirely on YOUR style. a pair of denim jeans is useless if you hate wearing jeans!!!!
as for my personal style, im mostly influenced by movies, books, songs, characters, feelings, colors, high fashion, and costumes. ultimately, you should worry less about what you want to be and worry more about what you already like. every piece i have kind of plays into some narrative ive constructed, or otherwise theyre all special to me :) if you want to update your wardrobe, dont feel the need to over consume fast fashion (or any fashion for that matter) to do so. if you take it slow and buy pieces you really love, every item will have a story and you'll begin to develop a more stable internal style and they'll last longer :)
let me know if you have questions or want me to talk more about any of this because i really love answering these kinds of questions!!!!!! especially the body type thing because thats such an important but long winded thing i couldnt really fit it all LOL
some more videos + resources about style and fashion i think are interesting:
deep dive into kibbe body types
pinterest aesthetics, fatphobia, and white washing
lies about clothes to unlearn in your twenties
studio ghibli: how clothing shapes identity
breakfast at tiffanys style analysis: the reinvention of onself with fashion
will the millennial aesthetic ever end?
go viral, post #spon, get canceled: how social media transformed fashion in the 2010s
analyzing the "is it a cute outfit or is she just skinny?" meme
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marueonmain · 3 years
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Sun Would Be Good ~ ImAllexx (2/2)
(part one) (part two)
Summary: Alex tries to help Y/N out during a difficult time. She is not accepting of his help after how he acted in the past.
Pairing: imallexx x reader
Warning: Language. Themes of Self-Deprecation. Depression Talk.
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Not even an hour after his girlfriend left did Alex become so overwhelmed with guilt that he was out of bed and standing in Y/N’s doorway with head in hands and a million apologies. She gauged his sincerity with brows furrowed in thought. Alex sniffled, stifling tears as he watched her watch him.
He was an absolute wreck: grease shined on his forehead, his lips were pale and cracked. Beyond the dark bags and prominent veins in his eyes, there was something else, something besides regret: deep, unsettling fear. Alex was afraid that his outburst would be it for him that Y/N would realize how pathetic and shit he was (or at least he thought himself to be); he feared she would leave.
Y/N stepped forward and placed a chaste kiss to his lips, accepting his apologies. Alex continued to spend the next two weeks, making an effort every hour of every day to do or brainstorm what he could do to regain her trust completely. Never wanting her to think he could or would go off on her again.  
Twitter - Y/Username · 202X-12-10 “I’m going off social media for a couple of days. If I survive, you will be hearing from me next week. #staysafe”
Alex read the tweet over again. It was not the most outlandish thing ever for someone to go on a break from social media's toxic environment and especially from twitter. No. It was not the most outlandish thing ever, but it was enough – the tweet, the wording, the timing – for a certain degree of concern.
When Y/N did not pick-up his call – Alex thought maybe she was in the shower. And when Y/N did not reply to his texts – he considered her phone might be on silent. And when Y/N did not respond to either in six hours – he wondered if she might want time to herself. And when Y/N had not reached out to him in eighteen hours – Alex went to her apartment.
Y/N opened her front door as if in slow motion, giving Alex time to take her all in. Apart from some baggier joggers than usual, a shirt with dye or some other dark stain around the collar, and untidied hair, she looked…well…normal. And that was good, right? He went to see her because he was worried and there she was looking fine and safe and like herself.
Alex sighed with relief. “Hi, babe.”
“Hi,” she spoke low but not timid.
Both stood for a breath in silence, looking at each other. More so, Alex felt he was looking at Y/N, and, while her eyes were meeting his, she herself was not. A thousand-yard stare, that is what people called that type of look, but Alex never thought he saw it in person until he saw it from Y/N.
He asked, “Can I come in?”
“Sure.” Y/N backed up from the door allowing her boyfriend a few steps inside.
“I got you some breakfast; it’s your favourite,” Alex forced a chipper tone into his voice as he brought the bag he was holding low to his side, up near his face, and smiled like he was posing for a deliveroo advert. “I’ll plate it for you if you want.”
“I already ate cereal this morning.” Y/N dropped her gaze and headed towards the living room; she added an apathetic, “Thanks, though.”
Alex took the food to Y/N’s kitchen and put it in the fridge. He returned to see Y/N sat on her sofa, flipping through her continue watching list on netflix; he sat down beside her.
He asked, “What are you watching?”
“I don’t know.”
“We could watch something together.” He nudged her shoulder with his. “I’ll grab a blanket, and we can cuddle – you love that. What’s that movie you wanted to show me, remember, the one we were gonna watch on your birthday but weren’t able to? You remember the name?”
Y/N sighed, not taking her eyes off the screen. “We didn’t get to watch it because something happened with that week’s eboys footage, and you were in a panic call with James and them for three hours.”
“Oh. Right, right,” Alex said more to himself.
All the lights in the room were switched off. It would have been pitch black in the space if not for the bright screen and all the window curtains being drawn, letting in the somewhat obscured natural light of the chill London morning. Alex watched as Y/N clicked through her continue watching list to the end and then started over again. Her grip on the remote was loose, and her eyes uncaring.
He said, “You seem tense. I could run you a bath, would you like that? It’d be nice and warm, relaxing. Put bubble bath or a bath bomb in there – make it smell nice.”
“No.” Y/N’s jaw became rigid as she spoke through her teeth, “Please don’t.”
“Last time you were down like this, you liked it when I ran you a bath.”
“Yeah?” Y/N spun her head to face him as her face took on an all-over wicked expression, her shoulders stiffened as if she were about to jump into a fighting stance; with a cruel curled lip, she continued, “Well, last time you were ‘like this,’ you yelled in my face telling me to fuck off.”
A small whimper escaped Alex’s mouth at the change, and for the first time that morning, it was him who dropped eye-contact. He babbled out, “I thought we were past that. I apologized; I didn’t mean it. It just happened.”
“No, it didn’t!” Y/N yelled and took to her feet. “Nothing we do ‘just happens.’ No matter how quick the decision was – you chose to shout at me. In that half-second before, you knew what you were going to do – you knew you were going to lash out – and you knew it was going to be at me. And a half-second is a hell of a long time for you to have backed out, for you to have not done it, but you did.”
Y/N moved to face out a window, away from Alex; she sighed a long sigh that ended with a hiccup. A near minute passed before she turned around, with eyes wet enough to shine even in the low light. She said, “It sucks. It sucks because we didn’t choose to be how we are, and we did nothing to deserve it. But no matter how screwed up the chemical balance in your brain is, you’re still responsible for your actions, Alex. You being here now, playing nurse or whatever, that doesn’t change what happened.”
“Neither does being cold and pushing me away.” Alex jumped to his feet as well; he stood still, gesturing with palm-open hands as he spoke. “You need support right now, even if you’re too stubborn or proud to admit it. Or maybe you feel like it would make you a burden to reach out. You’re not a burden, Y/N.”
He searched her eyes for a break in their hardness as he continued, “Just because you feel something doesn’t mean it’s true. And that sounds so simple a concept to grasp, but you and I know it’s not. I’m trying to grow and learn as well. I am. I’m not here to try and further make things up to you – I’d like to be able to, but that is not what I’m doing right now. I’m here because if I were to walk out now, knowing how upset you were, I would hate—” his voice breaks on the last word, and he starts over, “I would hate myself even more than I already do.”
“Alex, I—”
“You can hate me, Y/N.” A tear slips over his waterline. “I’d understand if you did, but that doesn’t change the fact that I’m here for you. I’m always here for you.”
Y/N crossed the room and crashed into Alex in an embrace that should have left one or the other bruised. Both clung to one another tighter than ever before. And as Y/N had her hands wrapped around him, she felt how Alex’s shoulder shook slightly. It was comforting to know that it was not just her who was struck with emotion, who was being vulnerable; it was them together. As it should be.
“You really hurt me, Alex,” Y/N said, her words muffled from how she buried her face in his shoulder.
He kissed her hair and whispered back, “I know. I’m so sorry.”
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remuscore · 3 years
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the breaking down for virgil?
One more to go. I promise I don’t hate Virgil I just have a lot to say about him as a character lol
How I feel about this character: I never liked Virgil?? And I don’t know why??? Like he’s real funny in the actual show, love him there think he’s really funny, but I just never really… liked him?? He’s a dick, but in the wrong way because he’s a hypocrite dick. Like everything he hates about the dark sides was how he acted before. He obviously sees that, but isn’t doing anything about that??? And he was real out of pocket with Remus like he was aggressive with Janus, but the worse he ever said was calling him a liar and telling him to shut up. Bitch called Remus worthless and said his role didn’t matter??? Always thinking about that bitch you might’ve distracted me with your purple eyeshadow and terrible skateboarding skills— oh god he became a gaslighting eboy.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: Once again it’s Roman and Logan. Really though, all romantic relationships with Virgil are iffy to me. They’re all queer platonic at best. Not at all saying queer platonic isn’t a real relationship or whatever, but the question isn’t phased with arospec people in mind. Anyways, the relationship he has between these two is DEFINITELY more than just a simple friendship and I cannot see it otherwise. Everything about Roman calling him brave and Logan consistently check to make sure Virgil feels like he has a choice in their discussions proves this shit I love them.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Okay this one is gonna be strange, but I am so fucking fascinated by Virgil’s and Patton’s friendship. Patton treated Virgil like everyone else, but he did not take in the fact that Virgil wasn’t used to that type of interaction and didn’t like it. Patton made an effort to change that behavior and Virgil made the effort to reassure Patton that they were cool. They are so similar. Just completely different personalities, but same morals and aliments. I’m so interested to see how this friendship continues I want to see how all this turns out.
My unpopular opinion about this character: This is most likely just a me thing, but Virgil really isn’t a very relatable character. Maybe it’s because he has anxiety and I don’t or it’s because he’s emo and I wasn’t or because he has this weird thing with control where he is way to bias to himself or something idk he’s just not relatable to me. People who do relate to him make me nervous because they either relate to the fanon Virgil who is barely even Virgil or the canon one who is a total asshole hypocrite that I feel like would call me toxic for being the wrong type of mentally ill. Either way, the purity culture of this guy ruins him for me and I’ll gladly explain more if anyone asked.
One thing I wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon: Why is he such a dick in the second season!!! Why tell me what changed to make him ten times more of an asshole to everyone than he was in the beginning of the series. Is it because Janus being introduced scared him into thinking Thomas will hate him??? Is it because of Thomas’ current battle with self image and morality that’s making him lash out from the constant anxiety??? Is it because the dark sides hurt him somehow and he thinks lashing out will keep them away God what is it I so desperately want to know.
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mirabelthemiracle · 2 years
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What fashion types do you think they wear in modern style? What cliques do yo uassociate with the characters for actor au?
OMG OK so this might be a long one cuz i’m pullin up w EXAMPLES ALRIGHT LET’S GO (not doing everyone in this post i’m sorry there’s a picture limit 😭)
starting with mariana, of course. she’s a very “girl next door” type with a bit of a tomboyish influence, but still v feminine. definitely a choir kid. she’d dress kind of like this i think
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next we have carlos. and i hate to do it to y’all but carlos would be an eboy. he just would. i’m sorry i wish it wasn’t this way but that’s just the facts. luckily he wouldn’t be like... a dick he would just dress to the aesthetic. really he’s just everyone’s bestie; a loveable goofball. wearing such things as this
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now my girl daniela, she is a fucking queen. always dressed and styled impeccably, with or without makeup, every sidewalk is her runway. she is exuberant, playful, and funny, and fits into every friend group due to the fact that she just knows how to vibe. she’s chill. she’s fun. she walks around like this
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and then there’s rafaela. rafaela is... not isabela to say the very least. she looks like a mean lesbian but really she’s a cinnamon roll who drinks too much coffee and shouldn’t be spoken to before 11 am 👀 oh and she’s a gym rat sorry about it.
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and i’m gonna end it here bc i have spent at least 45 minutes on this ask 😭😭
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mikaze-discord · 3 years
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OG Heavens: Love letters
For these Heavens posts, I had reached out to a few people who just never ended up responding. With projects like these, please at least hear them out, you don't have to do it because I know its a huge project but at least tell them you won't be doing it instead of ghosting them. But apart from that little road block, this project was really fun!!
Please enjoy under the cut!!!!
EIICHI OTORI
From @milkmateartist:
I have always leaned towards megane characters and Eiichi is no exception. However, it's not often you see idols wearing glasses, and that is something I appreciate about Eiichi's design. His color palette also intrigues me since I love deep shades of blue. His royal blue jacket is very attractive, and the way he pops the collar also makes me go "kya!".  His voice is also very sexy as well and is pleasing to the ear uwu. I love how egoistic he is too. Being incredibly ambitious he has been able to reach amazing heights that surpass other idols. The one thing that seems to make him unique though is that he really gets zealous and overly passionate when it comes to the power of music, so much that it makes him physically tremble. You could get high off that shit literally. His entire being is centered around being an idol, and all the components of him go above and beyond the requirements. It's not just a job for him or something that simply makes an earning or brings satisfaction. It's pretty much everything to him. For that reason he has made it to the top. There is also the component where he's lonely and isolated emotionally that interests me. Despite being a beloved idol, he clearly didn't get the love he needed growing up. Even though he had Eiji I feel as though his nature was more to protect Eiji and shield him from whatever terrors would arise. I admire his ability to come through all of that and pay attention to the things he really cared about. Eiichi can be himself, his strange, sexy self, but also he acknowledges the lonesome darkness within too. I think that component makes him incredibly powerful.
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While appearing to be a bad guy in the anime (at least), Eiichi seemed to be that typical bad boy idol that would steal away Haruka from the main group. The time when he approached Haruka and took her by the chin is a perfect example. How dare this new guy just think he can have his way with our protagonist!  To be honest I liked that aspect about him a bit. While I can't remember my first impression of Eiichi aside from not knowing how to feel about that, he slowly grew on me. He had the appearance of just another selfish idol, demonstrated by swiping the mic away from the announcer at one of his concerts and immediately declaring their foreseen victory. So far that looked rather bland to me, and I was still cheering for STARISH. They really made him out to look like some bad guy who would not play fair and do whatever he could to take the throne (and the girl).  It's not surprising his glasses shine adds to his 'freaky antagonist' vibe that the show seemed to try to give off, but however for me I love the glasses beam, thus having the opposite effect.
And then there is the Next Door episode. Now here's where we got to see more of Eiichi aside from when the HEAVENS Dragon demolished the entire stadium. Aside from kya-ing over the EiichiOtoya content (especially where he goes behind otoya and covers his eyes), I got to see more of him here. It surprised me that someone so cocky and confident was actually the same depressed, lonely person that Otoya was. But it was also evident to me as well that he did care about the effect it had on Otoya as well after he sort-of-well mind broke him. I like how he is ambitious but also still caring, as compared to an antagonist that would stop at nothing to achieve their goal regardless of how much pain they cause.
I also enjoy Eiichi because I feel like I can roleplay him well. Usually for me, roleplay has to achieve some kind of goal since I tend to be business oriented. I think to some degree I'm able to practice being a eboy idol through Eiichi, as I do enjoy charming the fans. It also helps that I can naturally play characters with an inflated ego who enjoy charming people.
From @/egoisticCEO on twt:
July 2019. When Eiichi was first introduced to me via his voice, I hated him from the very beginning. His singing, his appearance, his personality – everything about him made me despise him. It’s funny looking back and seeing how quickly my attitude changed towards him, realising I’d been biased against him because of a friend. Finding more about him, hate turned to interest. It seemed like his life hadn’t been the best. Maybe that was why he acted in such a way? Interest turned to liking him more. Maybe I’d misunderstood him. I’d made the mistake of taking him at surface level.
December 2019. Like was slowly turning to love. More and more, I found myself looking at him instead of my current favourites. I found myself wanting him to actually be a part of Egoistic. Once I started devouring HEAVENS Radio and unveiling his true character, it was shocking how quickly I fell. He truly acted like a father to everyone in his band. Giving them what he never received. Everything was for them to thrive.
2020. With how much I was at home, it only made sense I grew more obsessed. I found Life with Thanks’ translation. “We’re irreplaceable to him,” he tells us, and that made me certain that his heart wasn’t as evil as some people liked to believe. He’s a caretaker, someone who wants everyone to feel like they matter. Even at his own expense. Instead of selfish, he’s selfless.
I related to him more than I have to any character – it was comforting. Seeing someone have no choice but to put on a brave face, even when his confidence was at an all time low. 2020 got a lot harder for me, but when I recovered, Eiichi was like a home to go back to. Time and time again, I’d have to break away, but I’d always be invited back in by that stupid smirk and overexaggerated ego and the warmest heart you could ever find. Every scene I watched with him would make me smile. I’d tease him to myself. I still do.
2021. That brings us to now. I can’t see my love for this one of a kind man dying any time soon. I don’t want it to, either. Just looking at him makes me happy! He’s the type of character with so many facets to his personality that you can keep digging and never reach the end. So, in conclusion, I hope I never stop finding new things out about this wonderful idiot. More than anything, he deserves all the love he gives to others, and I’d love to provide it tenfold.
KIRA SUMERAGI
From Anon: 
Many have their reasons to love their favorite characters. As for me, why Kira Sumeragi is my favorite character is because there are several things about him that I can relate myself to and there are a few qualities he has that I like about him. If many do not know about Kira that much, they’d look at who he is. He may look intimidating at first and may not talk much, when in actuality, Kira is a considerate, dependable, and mindful guy. Mainly, he is the type of guy that lets his actions do the explaining. He is a hard worker, as an idol, he looks after his bandmates, HEAVENS, like family. It’s like what Eiichi said in HEAVENS Radio about Kira, “he is HEAVENS’ pride!” Although he may not say much, Kira is very observant of his surroundings and never hesitates in his decisions. The members of HEAVENS understand and acknowledge Kira, knowing that he means well.
You can even tell in his solo music! Although there are only two solo songs for Kira, if you read the lyrics carefully, Kira’s thoughts and feelings are shown. Kira always knew that if he cannot explain his feelings through words, then he’ll let his songs and his actions do it for him for you to see.  Although the anime doesn’t show much of Kira, the only way to get to know him more is through HEAVENS Radio, also drama CDs like Paradise Lost, and other media like LINE Messenger Japan. There’s still much that I’d want to know about him, but as a start, these things are what makes Kira my favorite character for HEAVENS.
From Anon: 
Aside from my huge bias towards OnoD the first thing that drew my attention to Kira was his design. Dark haired anime boys with bright eyes have such a vibe and I loved how mysterious he was set up to be in season 2. But the thing that really hooked me a lot was the found family that Heavens became over the progression of the anime.
Particularly since people in the fandom have a bunch of funky headcanons about Kira being the mom friend in the group, which is incredibly wholesome. Kira’s very quiet and reserved but clearly holds a deep caring for his group members and does what he can when needed which is one of the reasons why he became so loveable for me.
NAGI MIKADO
From @/_PXRFECTIONIST on twt: 
If I managed to stan Nagi, so will you.
Greetings. I present to you, once more, a story of how I came to love a character that I wished I threw hands with.
So.
Nagi Mikado.
The possible only utapri character that Shinomiya oshis despise. Thanks to what happened in the anime.
Truth be told, I too was one of them. Until I came to love Both Shinomiya and Nagi. Reason?
Research.
Ya see, it is universally agreed upon that the way Nagi was pushing and pulling at Shinomiya's trauma and DID was… Not okay. So I said "yeah okay what an obnoxious kid i dont think ill ever like him lol" especially since I never come to really warm up to people younger than me.
Boy was I wrong.
My heart really sways easily when I go deep into characters, and why they act the way they are. And also because I chose to roleplay as him, but let's not. Speak of that.
(its actually the main reason i like him in the first place who am i fooling)
Nagi is… Indeed obnoxious, and really has bad manners that are covered up by his cute looks and fame, especially since he's one of the original HEAVENS members, but once you get to really know him.. It makes sense why he's being such a brat. And that is sort of endearing. And knowing how his group is like family to him too, it becomes harder and harder to completely dislike him.
….
He really is a boss man.
He knows what he wants, and how to get it. He knows how to get people to like him without handing over the tiniest sliver of his weaknesses. He acts in his own way that shapes his personality to suit him, yet still manages to be caring and helpful, even if it's hard to see tenderness and good will through his aggression.
Reading his solo lyrics, listening to the drama CDs, even thinking of headcanons due to lack of lore, it all slowly comes together like a lovely parfait to suddenly make you realize..
'Wow…'
'I really do like that rat.
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laterzgators · 3 years
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How the gang would be like in modern times.
Kinda basing this off of texts I have with my friends because I get reminding everyday that my old friend group (kinda still my friend group.) are like the gang.
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Ponyboy
He would have like an iPhone 6 in 2020. And he would be so upset about it. But he wouldn’t complain cause his brother didn’t have money for him to have an iPhone 11 or something.
He uses every platform to text. He probably only texts like Johnny and sometimes Dally.
Johnny and him would FT for hours and during them be like “look what I sent you.” And then proceeded to a meme.
Still a whiny baby boy but 2020 edition
Didn’t pay attention to politics cause he isn’t voting so he has no say. :/
Would probably watch anime- but like mainstream.
Has two instagram accounts one for public people he knew and a secret one to post what he wanted cause Darry probably looked into his phone-
Tries to show Darry how to use a smartphone. Darry won’t understand it. But he tried.
Track team until COVID hit ����
Hated virtual learning. HATED IT.
Especially when Darry didn’t have work that day he would peep into Soda and Pony’s room to see him on his desk on a call.
Pony putting his arm down shooing him away. “Darry...I’m in class please shh.” “Don’t worry bout me I’m just listening. Making sure these teachers actually are teaching ya.”
Somehow went brain dumb with this type of learning some days so when a teacher would ask him to answer something he would mute and turn off the camera or leave the call.
He was happy when he did know the answer a certain day.
• Having to text Johnny or Two bit to join a class cause the teacher was doing attendance.
Johnny
Texts Ponyboy and Dally pretty evenly. Though Pony would start being whiny when he didn’t answer. Johnny also probably had an older phone like an iPhone 6 or se maybe even an LG but he wouldn’t complain. He was just fine with having a phone. At least it worked.
Has a whole Instagram account about memes. Pony probably helps manage it.
Watches anime with Pony cause he finds it interesting. Does he understand what’s going on? No not at all but if Pony likes it then it’s okay.
Does really like Naruto though-
He hates school. It’s bad enough he skipped it most days. But now ITS AT HOME SO HE HAD NO EXCUSE TO NOT DO IT!
He would usually join the zoom calls but he kept his camera off and was on mute. His parents were probably arguing-
Some days he could be with Pony at his house and did his zooms from there.
Pony spamming him to join the class.
Pony: “Johnny Mr Fullb-“
Johnny: “I’m about to join just be patient pony.”
Dally sent him a nude once and he was SCARED. Dally used social media for that purpose but we will get more into that later-
He apologized a lot btw-
FT calls were fun cause he would put his phone in a certain position and do work and Pony being high on adrenaline would run around his room and you could see it on camera. It was funny.
Dallas
Where do I even start for this man....
TAKES FREAKING A MILLION NUDES LIKE IM NOT EVEN KIDDING ITS GROSS
Poor Johnny once got sent one on accident.
He is still traumatized
Virtual women and real women double bonus for him. He would text or dm one chick and be asking a girls number physically at the same time.
Mans gotta multitask-
Bully people on the internet.
Mainly pony for some reason. He did it playfully but Pony would get upset so quickly-
Pony.boy_curtis posted a picture. Caption: Read this poem at school and I’ve been vibing with it.
Comments: @Dal_winSton: Haha THATS dumb. (And more spam of him that includes 😀 that emoji.)
People would call him an eboy and he didn’t like that. He was just edgy in his own way.
Stole a iPhone 11 Pro so that’s how he has this phone.
GC with the whole gang existence and he was like “This is dumb we see eachother everyday.”
He was a weird teen-
Sodapop
My manz always texted Ponyboy when he was to lazy to speak.
Texted a lot of people cause he was that guy. But mainly Steve, Sandy (when they were still a thing.), Darry, and Pony.
His IG was filled with nice pics of him and girls just commenting about how handsome he was. He got annoyed of it at a point and turned off the comment section.
Probably had tiktok and made Pony get it.
Had a free subscription of Spotify and my boy loved his music.
Texting pony is like.: “Hey could you tell Darry that I got the eggs he needed earlier.” Pony never told him. Darry got home with a carton of eggs and started yelling that they wasted money on extra eggs. And Pony stood there after hours of finally looking at the text and would just back up.
Random girls dming asking if he was single.
It made him uncomfortable.
But Steve would grab his phone and say random things to the girls and they’d leave him alone.
He didn’t understand Pony’s memes but liked them cause they were on his page.
He or Darry probably asked later on what it meant.
“Uh-huh.” Is the response after Pony took an hour explaining it.
Still didn’t get it.
Followed every single person he knew or liked on Instagram or any platform.
“PONY CAN I USE YOUR HOTSPOT MY INTERNET ISNT WORKING!!!”
Pony just yelled back sure.
Darry
You thought Soda was bad nah Darry is a full on Karen-
Had probably had a flip phone until 2018
Loved Karen memes. Pony would see him liking them on fb and he’d just LAUGH.
Yelling at Pony to help him with his phone.
Pressed the wrong buttons all the time.
Probably had an LG-
DIDNT get texting 🤦‍♀️
Telling Pony not to talk to strangers on the internet.
Would have Rants on Facebook.
He pays for cable even though no one in that house used the Tv except him.
Would be so confused on the GC
“IF YOU ARE GONNA GO OUT WITH JOHNNY PUT ON YOUR MASK PONY!”
In the GC: Two Bit: Calm down Jamal dont pull out the nine.
Darry: Who is Jamal and what do you mean by pull out the nine??
Pony: PFT- CHILE I-
Darry: WAIT I SEARCHED IT UP IN THE GOOGLE DO NOT SAY INAPPROPRIATE THINGS IN THIS CHAT TWO BIT MATTHEWS!!!
It’s scary seeing him in our times-
Two Bit Matthews.
MEME LORD
All the memes all the jokes he understands it.
He is an intellectual.
Was barley passing school. He was usually on his phone in class.
He probably also had tiktok.
Dmed girls all the timeeee-
Hey good looking
You have been blocked by this user
WHA-
Yeah he didn’t realize girls didn’t like that
Had a whole page dedicated to memes because obviously.
DIDNT join virtual school at allllll
He was busy playing roblox like the cool kid he was.
He is legit a 9 year old-
Hated wearing masks but he did it.
Still hung out with Pony and the gang even with Corona.
He spammed the GC at like 4 a.m when he was super sleepy but still awake and asked all kinds of questions.
“If we call an orange orange can we call orange fruit?” Confusion.
He was something else-
Steve
Texted Soda during work.
Also texted Evie during work.
Google was his new best friend.
He used google a lot he just did.
Only had Instagram cause Sodapop begged.
He got used to it after a while.
Would get Ponyboy in trouble whenever he posted something that he knew could get him in trouble
Would post pictures of Darry doing random things and say “Superman” in the caption. LOL
Used LMAO a lottt for some reason
On the GC if someone was spamming he’d just say SHUT UP. Like a lot but he would.
He never wore his mask and if he did it was on his chin.
Pictures of chocolate cake.
That’s probably it lol.
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That’s all. I hoped you liked it. Sorry I’m posting so late lol-
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sidemenyesplease · 4 years
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Since you are doing eboys requests, would you consider doing one with angry imallexx making a video reprimanding his fans after the first video he does with his girlfriend!reader gets tons of hate comments?? Like maybe after seeing the comments reader asks to take a step back from Alex and the limelight and the next day she sees the video on Alex’s channel where he’s all “your guys comments affect real people and real lives!” and shit. Sorry if that’s too specific... xx
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Type - fluff
Requested - yes, my first eboys imagine x
Warnings - none Just my terrible writing
Word count - 918 (short one)
Posted : 31.7.20
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“Babe, are you ok?” Alex asked looking into his room where I was sitting on his bed with my phone in my hands as I looked through the comments on his recent video we did together that he uploaded a hour ago
“Yeah” I lied giving him a fake smile seeing he him lean against the door folding his arms together and I quickly closed the youtube app
“Don’t lie to me” he pouted making me sigh knowing I wasn’t going to get away with it, not with him anyway
“Tell me” he pleaded and walked to the bed and seat on the edge looking at me concerned
“Just your fans” I confessed seeing his face change to confession at my words making me feel bad
“My fans?” He questioned as I nodded not knowing what else to say
“What about them?” He asked as he began to lie aside me on the bed and quickly got himself comfy
“They left comments” I mumbled as I rested my head on his shoulder and snuggled up to him seeing his face fall
“Show me” he demanded putting his hand out for me to give him my phone but I shook my head no not wanting to show him
“Hey” I commented as he grabbed my phone as I watched him go onto the YouTube app to see what I was looking at
‘She’s so ugly’
‘I feel bad for Mia for being friends with someone as ugly as her’
‘If she can get Alex anyone can’
‘She’s so ugly like her personality’
Are the ones he read as his broke into sadness and disappointment as he turned my phone off sighing as he looked over to me
“Ignore them please” he mumbled softly as he wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer
“It’s hard” I whimpered softly as he also wrapped his legs around mine to comfort me knowing how much I like cuddling with him like this
“I’ll sort it out” he mumbled kissing my cheek making me look up to weirdly
“what do you mean you will sort it out?” I questioned seeing him smile as he played with my fingers with him knowing that it helped me calm down
“Don’t worry, just you go have a girl day with Mia today” he spoke as it was only 10 am and I kept looking at him
“But I wanna cuddle with you all day” I whined making him chuckled at my at my voice of me trying to be cute
“Fine” I huffed seeing him smile and pull out his phone and texted Mia as I got my self out of the bed finally and stretched my arms
“Mia said she will be here around a hour” Alex told me as he locked his phone and stretched on the bed
I nodded my head and went to the bathroom to get ready and washed my face starting of
After having a shower to relax my mind i unwrapped my towel and started to get dressed
“Babe Mia’s here” Alex called from behind the door as I just finished fixing up my makeup to make myself feel better
“Hey” smiles Mia once she saw me and pulled me into hug making me smile
“Let’s go” she spoke grabbing my hand as we said by to Alex
Two hours later I already felt better after the day out. “Thank you for coming out today” I thanked Mia as we headed back to Alex’s house then I felt my phone starting to buzz a lot
Being confused I seat my bags down on the ground outside the house making Mia look at me and stop walking as I reached my phone out of my pocket and saw i had a lot of dm’s
Even more confused I logged in and went onto YouTube seeing that Alex posted a video half an hour ago called ‘Stop’ making me press on it to see
“Guys I just wanted to say I’ve seen all the messages you’ve send to my girlfriend and I’m really disappointed” he started of making my eyes widen and Mia looking over my shoulder to now watch with me after hearing Alex
“your guys comments affect real people and real lives, so please don’t apologise to be apologise to y/n, I won’t be posting for a couple of weeks I’m going to spend time with my girlfriend, love you guys” he finished making me shook and look back to over my shoulder who was smiling and pushed my over to the door
“BABE” I called once I got in the house after Mia left and once again set the bags down in the hallway going to find where Alex was
“UP HERE” he called back from what sounded from his room making me tiredly walk up stairs and headed to his room
Opening the door to see him lying on his bed smiling up to me knowing I have seen the video
“Why did you do that?” I asked softly as I climbed onto the bed with him to snuggle back up to him again like we where this morning before I left
“Why did I do what?” He teased as he wrapped his arms around my hips seeing him smile
“You know what” I slapped his shoulder softly resting my head on stomach
“Because I love you and don’t want to see the person I love the most hurt” he answered making me coo and kiss him
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