#mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Aah!

Cheese.

Falling everywhere.....

"are you okay?"

I just wanted a cheesestick.

#im hungr #mvchat

[sibsarerideanddie]

Person A: IM GONNA SNAP YOUR MELON STUMP

Person B: My what?

Person A: You know, your stump for your melon?

#dialogue prompt #real life banter #real talk #siblings #mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Alrighty new reblog game, tell me in the tags what your odd obsession as a child was, I'll go first.

I was curious since at least 8 years old with various forms of torture and execution, always sorely disappointed with the "kid safe" version I had access to.

#we'll see how long this goes before i turn notifs off lmao #mvchat #tag game #ask game #tumblr games #reblog game

[mysticaltigersorceress]

I have studied Irish Dance for fourteen years now. I am preparing to take the TCRG exam next year to become a certified irish dance instructor. It has been a major part of my life. It is calming and reassuring, severely repetitive, requires hard work and is so enjoyable to me. I just remembered something funny though. When I was a kid, I had a favorite video cassette tape I loved to watch. Riverdance: Live From New York. Let me tell you, it was impressive that I could watch the entire hour and a half show multiple times a day as a little ADHD kid. Even more impressive that I didn't realize until I was a teenager that the show I hyper-fixated on when I was younger was something I ended up doing later in life. And then, at the pinnacle of all of it, I got to recreate the opening choreography from that same show. Idk, i'm just having a wonderful time reminiscing as I listen to the music.

#irish dance #riverdance #tcrg wannabe #mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

REASONS WHY MONKEY D LUFFY IS ADHD AND MORE THAN JUST THE 'HYPER-ACTIVITY'

(by someone with adhd so if this post is a train wreck, it's cuz I'm flying on the adhd mood) (also it kinda changes to adhd luffy hcs by the end xD)

Okay first, poor planning? Check.

Hearing only half of what has been said?/Watching someone speak to you and hearing them talk but not processing a word of it? THE ADHD MOOD

Plowing ahead with things because there is only NOW and LATER and LATER is NOT SOON ENOUGH

Forgetting things easily? Check ✓

Forgetting names/faces or having a hard time connecting them? ✓

Making weird connotations? (Marco → pineapple is completely valid)

Okay wait that blank face he makes when he doesn't understand? Not because he stupid but because his brain has skipped from point A to point 39.6 E and he lost track of the conversation and has **nO IDeA wHAt is HAPPeNInG aNyMoRE**

Some things brain just doesn't want to process!?!? OKAY!? OKAY!!

OH SHIT WAIT WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CANT ARTICULATE YOUR THOUGHTS CUZ TOO MANY AT ONCE SO YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL?!?!?! (whenever luffy just does his thing without explaining because people can figure out what you’re doing better while you do it rather than take too much time to try to explain it)

Okay I think he probably plays with his hair/fingers/toes etc because FIDGETING WITH A FLEXIBLE RUBBERY THING? PERFECT

Perhaps slight sensory sensitivity, with the open vests/shirts and shorts more often than not? somethings just don’t sit right on your skin, and maybe temporarily can be okay, but eventually it overstimulates :/

Reading? Not stimulating enough, so no patience for it

However, loves if someone reads a cool story to him (robin or usopp probably)

Things slip his mind all the time

Technically notices lots of little details, but typically doesn't put much energy into it when unneeded so it doesn’t register/he doesn’t point it out?

his best way of wearing himself out/creating that good old dopamine is DOING LOTS OF STUFF! fighting? exploring? pirating? sailing? adventure? if he doesn’t get the proper amount in every day, he is going to be up ALL NIGHT LONG

Getting lost/bad with directions? Yeah, understandable, retention is hard sometimes, esp if it isn’t your FAVORITE THING

Happy bouncing/rocking/shaking? YES HE DOES DO THAT

Touch EVERYTHING because MUST TOUCH and FEEL IT

Does the no filter count as an adhd thing? i should check, i feel that on a spiritual level. you just,, say stuff and forget to think about how it comes across to everyone else because YOU KNEW WHAT YOU MEANT WHY WOULD IT BE INTERPRETED OTHERWISE?

Song/phrase stuck in head 24/7? It probably shifts between sea shanties and cool phrases he's heard someone say recently ("I'm gonna be king of the pirates!" is probably is on replay for at least 3 days everytime he says it)

NEW ISLAND NEW ISLAND NEW ISLAND NEW ISLA-

Someone tells you their name and it is *FWOOSH* in one ear out the other before they have even finished introducing themselves

*Goes to do the one thing* *accidentally does something else* *accidentally does a different thing* what started as luffy going to get the tackle box ends as luffy trying to clean the boys cabin

Hard time making good habits!

Knows how to do lots of things but bad at telling people about it, so people think luffy is dumb when really explaining things in a way taht makes sense to neurotypicals is hard sometimes

IN THIS ESSAY IM GONNA TELL YOU LUFFY MIGHT BE A BIT OF A DUMBASS BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN HE ISNT INTELLIGENT

(this has been a list made in no particular order that will likely be added onto with specific examples in the future but not now because well this is enough of a train wreck right now that I doubt anyone who isn't adhd will be able to make any sense of it however I ain't gonna attempt to make this legible in any form rn)

#mvchat #mvmeta #luffy #mokey d luffy #adhd #adhd stuff #LUFFY IS ADHD BUT I CANT GET MY BRAIN TO COOPERATE ENOUGH TO PROVE IT IN AN ARTICULATE WAY SO PLS JUST ACCEPT MY BATSHIT RAMBLINGS #adhd luffy #one piece #one piece meta #one piece hcs

[mysticaltigersorceress]

working on a saiki k fic, and i'm just striving for top tier comedy. what could be better than an oc who is unable to be brainwashed by saiki who subsequently also does not believe in psychics?

#saiki k #with any luck i'll post the first chapter tonight #oc fic #mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Idk if I'll be able to find the original post but

Happy birthday Werner :3

#mvchat #happy birthday werner #nov 1 #nov 1 2021

[mysticaltigersorceress]

me: *tries to focus*

my brain:  “MAYBE THERE’S A SHARK IN THE WATER, WATER--” hey that word doesn’t sound right pull out the thesaurus for the 14309539TH time in the last half hour “I GET HYSTERICAL, HYSTERIA” Check your email real fast to delete the useless emails “THERE’S SOMETHING UNDERNEATH MY BED” wait does this sentence flow into the next or have i skipped “WHEN YOU GET THAT FEELING” i think i skipped a section does this flow? “BETTER START BELIEVEING!” oh i’m thirsty am i dehydrated? when was the last time i had water? or liquid? “I CAUGHT THEM BARKING AT THE MOON” is it even worth the effort of getting food? i can just wait another 12 hours “HYSTERIA WHEN YOU’RE NEAR” ooh this is a good line “BETTER BE SOOOOOON”

#adhd vs anything #i've somehow managed a few hundred words #but yk #if i didn't have to deal with *gestures wildly to myself* THIS #imagine what i could do #saw a post once that basically boiled down to 'god gave me adhd and depression on purpose #otherwise known as #i would have killed him and taken his throne by now #and honestly #MOOD #adhd stuff #adhd mood #oh yeah feel free to reblog #the songs i have stuck in my head rn is #shark in the water (cover by the cocktails) #and #hysteria (def leppard) #adhd #mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Personal rant, some body dysphoria mentions//negative body Feelings mentioned. but positive ending. It's been a good day :3

I was reminded of the first time my mom bought me a training bra the other day. It was a bit odd, since my long term memory can be flakey, but I remembered it so vividly. I was 13 years old, and I was a very late bloomer for all parts of puberty, but can I just say, I absolutely hated it. It was a mix of multiple things, the most prominent part at the time was my physical discomfort. (Now, I realize the other part was dysphoria and discomfort resulting from strict christian upbringing.) I physically cannot wear tight fitted clothing for more than a few hours at a time, more or less depending on the material and on what body part it is. For an undiagnosed kid with ADHD, that training bra was physical hell.

But then, my breasts started growing a little. Not very much at the time, but then I started to become very self conscious about how my body looked and i hated it because my only other option was uncomfortable garment. My mom said having my breasts and nipples visible under my shirt was inappropriate. I never had any support about not wearing a bra as a young teenager.

For years I did not like the way I looked. As a teenager I thought my nose was too big. Makeup looked bad and covered one of the only things I liked about myself (my freckles) and felt horrible sensory-wise. Hair drove my nuts for same reason as tight clothing, so I always wore it in a messy bun. Looking girly was inconvenient. AND well, for a long time I had the notion that Everytime I tried to look good, something would happen to ruin all of it and I would feel horrible anyway, so what was the use of trying? My relationship with myself as a teenager wasn't good. And I never knew why, because my only coping mechanism was shove everything deep down inside and not think about it.

Flash forward to after I figure out I'm asexual. Start to become more comfortable with myself. I can look how I want because I am only dressing for me. Fuck bras, I'll wear them when and if i feel like it. As I get older, start to learn about ADHD and my other mental stuff. Start to wear my hair short, how I like it. Dress comfortably. Shorts. Shirts. Loose pants. Whatever i wanted.

I think my first time sort of realizing that I was gender queer was when I started looking at androgynous hair styles, they were all short and cute. I remember literally looking at androgynous stuff and thinking "Androgyny is cool! Looking sort of female and male at the same time, I like it! Though, of course I'm a girl 🙄" .... Sometimes, the power of heteronormativity is astonishing. I remember clearly when I started to realize gender really doesn't matter, just the individual. Also started to eventually realize that even though I was asexual and gray/aromantic, when looking at queer platonic partners and other similar relationships, gender really didn't matter to me. Sure, I've got a type... but idly didn't make a difference.

For at least a couple of months, I kept thinking to myself, "What if I tried they them pronouns?" And shook it off each time. Until I didn't. And I started looking at being more gender neutral. And suddenly, my world started opening up. I got a binder, and the euphoria of looking more neutral was shocking to me. My friend's noticed that I am more comfortable with myself.

And today, for the first time, I felt completely good about my body. My curves didn't bother me. My face looked right. My bruises didn't bother me. (Pls don't worry if you read this far, I am just very clumsy and bruise very easy.) The way my stomach looked, my thighs, everything that I normally felt indifferent or ill toward, I loved. I felt so soft and beautiful and it's something I've never felt toward myself before.

I wish, i wish, i so dearly wish we didn't have such strictly enforced gender roles. I wish no gender was put down or raised up. That every sexual and gender identity was accepted no questions asked. That more people could realize clothing is just something we use to protect our bodies and make us feel joy. That bodies are just bodies, that they deserve respect for what they are, and what they are to the person who owns them is most important. Bodies of every shape and size are good. Idk i have so many feelings on this. Bodies are so good. They can move and you can feel and we are meant to hold each other and be hugged and hold hands and be close and I so desperately want to be close with other people but *screeches in frustration*

Idk, doesn't that sound like a wonderful world? I hope I could see that one day. It might be difficult to achieve, but I believe it is possible.

#genderqueer #nonbinary #they/them #mvchat #very personal #okay to interact juat #i just wanted to say all of this

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Saw a body positivity post which includes men with uteruses I'm vibing good gender mood rn

#mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

A little bit of musing and I had a realization. I wonder sometimes why I feel like I can't do any writing that's truely emotional, that means something. Is it just not my style? No, that's not quite it. I've written done heart wrenching stuff before, but I always back off because it felt too intense or something like that. But I realized that writing how I want to write takes an amount of emotional vulnerability that's difficult for me to show. I can barely let myself be bare to the ones I care for most and yet I have to bare my emotions to a bunch of strangers? Oof.

But. Just watch. I'll get there one day. I'll hit y'all with such a wall of pure emotion. One day, I won't be afraid to feel the entirety of my emotions. Once day I won't be scared that the intensity of my emotions will drive people away. One day I woke be healed and unapologetically me and I won't soften myself for anyone. Why have I been convinced that being full of emotion was bad, that showing it was bad? Why does this world want you to only feel such a small parameter of emotion that they deemed reasonable?

Let me scream in wonder. Let me sing my fear. Let my anger and frustration ring out like a hell bent choir. I want to tear apart my frustrations with my fingers and teeth. I want people to know and feel and Understand and not condemn me because I am not like them. I want my brain not to scream and panic because I have been condemned.

Who was the foolish one that was so unnerved by the breadth of human emotion they set out to restrain humanity and divide us?

#mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

HEY I KNOW I SCREAMED ABOUT LUFFY BEING ADHD AWHILE AGO BUT I’M BACK TO TELL YOU THAT EUSTASS KID IS ALSO ADHD

#i'll probably point out the specific reasons he strikes me as adhd #but the main one right now is the striking similarites between him and my adhd dad and brother #one piece hcs #eustass kid #kid #eustass captain kid #captain kid #adhd Kid #one piece #mvchat #hcs #i am but a simple bean iwth adhd #adhd stuff

[mysticaltigersorceress]

I think you dropped this, Mystic. Please, have it back!

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

"Law!! FFS If you're gonna pull people's hearts out to look at them, put them back in properly! I keep losing my heart and not noticing!!"

(seriously though, thank you doe 💕 have a wonderful day)

#mvchat #mvfriends

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Cleaning my room and found a commemorative pin i bought at the national museum of crime and punishment I visited when i was 13. I had a vivid memory of being greatly disappointed they didn't go into greater depth about various types of torture.

#*looks at my love of angst #pain #hurt/comfort #whump tropes #huh #i have thristed for pain from a young age #i wonder what this says about me #because i know for a fact i loved this stuff as early as 9 years old #mvchat

[mysticaltigersorceress]

I love you, you are such a sweetheart 🥺 I also miss talking to you but shhh

oH?? HELLO!?!? FREN??? IDK WHOMST BUT I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU TOOOOO 🥺💕💕💕🥺💕🥺💕

#hmu anytime pls #i am horrible at keeping contact but if you ever just want to ramble for hours I am all ears #time does not affect friendships #mvchat #answered

[mysticaltigersorceress]

Hello my asexual/aromantic/aspec friends! Just a reminder that your relationships of any type and your affection in any form is valid! Your love is unique and beautiful no matter the type!

(and especially for the friends who aren't out yet {and even when you are out sometimes}, i know how exhausting it is to get people to just respect the boundary of "no, I'm not interested in dating and/or sex", im sending you some extra love and comfort, and if you need me to punch someone, hmu, I gotchu)

#aspec #aroace #asexual #aromantic #aspec pride #aspec positivity #ace pride #aro pride #aroace pride #asexual pride #aromantic pride #mvchat