#most of it is uni stuff

[floq]

hmmmmm i think i’m gonna start posting all the art i’ve done while i was gone

#i don’t want to spam though #i want to post it throughout the following days #most of it is uni stuff #some is just personal art related to my ocs #some is both lol #i basically used this character design and background class just to do world building on my original story #🥀

[tartppola]

主人公

#puts heads in hands #this doodle is like the only thing keeping me sane from uni stuff #twst #twisted wonderland #twst mc #enma yuuken #hirasaka yuuka #goodness gracious twst spinoff writers thinking up the most complicated kanji for their yuu's names #/j i just havent written characters ever since highschool LMAO #also idk if i have to preface this but the yuuya i drew is my own design #we dunno what he looks like in canon yep yep #doodle bin #repost cus i fixed yuuka's clothes #yeehaw

[friendcrumbs]

they should get to have a nice summer i think.

#robin buckley #steve harrington #platonic stobin #stranger things fanart #mycrumbs #i have finally finished (most) of uni stuff for the summer #so now i have more time to brainrot abt them #stranger things

[sparky-is-spiders]

I can accept basically any trans/nb reading of Jon however my personal favorites are transmasc Jon who transitioned physically and socially as early as possible and just never mentioned it to anyone cause it wasn't any of their business OR Jon being the most repressed transfem/nb in existence. They'll be talking about gender or whatever and Jon will be like "it's normal to feel totally disconnected from your gender all the time and also vaguely want boobs. That's just a guy thing I think." only for whoever they're all talking to to go "wtf no?? It's not????"

#please don't make this about j//mart or martin #only jon reading I can't accept is cis #sorry I just don't see it #idk might just be projection #but I think jon has really complicated feelings about gender that they don't know how to articulate #and they're also super private so they just. never mention it. #actually love literally any depiction of jon where they had a super wild personal life (band/mechs!jon punk!jon w/e) that they don't think #is important to mention ever. but occasionally they'll drop some random detail completely casually and then not understand why everyone els #is confused #like. I think jon's childhood probably wasn't super wild beyond the mr spider stuff #and once they started working at the institute I think they tried to lean really really hard into the boring respectable academic aesthetic #but I think uni jon was either the most dull shut-in workaholic OR doing really weird shit between classes with no inbetween #look I have a lot of jonthoughts ok? #anyway I think it's plausible that uni!jon was briefly non-repressed #actually adding to that: jon likes to break in to places to Investigate Them is practically canon to me. #ok anyway sorting tags. yeah I'm maintagging my jon mental illness #jon sims #jonathan sims #tma #the magnus archives #trans jon sims #trans jonathan sims #edit to add my new jon gender tag #jonder

[da-proti-toku-grem]

venting in the tags again bc i'm literally shaking right now wtf

#god i hate it so much #my exams start on monday and i'm not even halfway through everything i need to know for my first exam #i've had all the holidays to study but i just can't concentrate on anything #i've been in my room all day every day (except the days i spent w family like christmas and new year ofc) #and seemingly i'm studying all day #my family thinks i spend all day studying #but the only thing i'm capable of doing most of the time is stare at the things i have to do w/o having any idea of wtf i'm doing #my brain won't shut tf up and telling me stuff that i know are not true #but i just can't #i feel like i've been having an anxiety attack non stop since this monday #not very bad most of the time but it doesn't really stop yk? #and i feel like i have a weight on my chest that i can't really take off #i've been going to therapy and we've come to the conclusion that the cause of my anxiety overall are my studies #(not counting my social anxiety that's been getting worse every day to the point that i don't even want to go out with my best friends) #which doesn't really surprise me but it's just Too Much #i just want to drop everything but since idk what i'd do if i quit this career i chose to do my exams #bc maybe they are useful if i do change my path #but i just can't find it in me to focus and study because my mind is racing all the time #i just want to lie down and cry but i don't even have the strength to do that #i just feel so weak and miserable ever since i started uni and every day it gets worse and worse #my mind just screams at me saying #'stop complaining all the time. no one cares. everyone goes through stuff like that. you're no different. stfu and study like everyone does' #and i know i could do it if i tried but i just can't #why tf is it so difficult to be normal and do what i'm supposed to do for once ffs.... #venting #maca speaks

[fudgeroach]

late night movie

#my art #horror #illustration #digital art #another uni illustration #since i havent been drawing any personal stuff hrhrhhh #but anyway i think this is the one im most proud of #especially for the lighting #wish the hands came out better but eh

[adventure-showdown]

I am still planning on posting matches today, however it may not be achievable just because of how long it takes and I wasn't able to sort any of it last night like I typically would

if I can't manage it I'll hopefully do a double set of matches at some point to get back on schedule

#I just have quite a bit I need to do today #I'm home for the weekend for my grandads' birthdays #so yesterday was train journeying after which I was beat #doing birthday stuff for them this morning #and then this afternoon I've promised to get a could 12 yearolds who've only seen (most of) series 1 #caught up for the episode tonight #plus I'm exec on my unis doctor who society #and Im in charge of our social media and just agreed to post stuff reminding and clarifying about our screening of the new episode tonight #plus I want to watch the episode obviously #plus don't want to post it to late in the evening #because it'll push the other days later and later

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it? #ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol) #yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love. #sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

[pasiphile]

Havin' a lil mormor renaissance in my inbox and notes. It's fun, it's kinda like bumping into an old comfy sweater in the back in your closet and finding it still fits.

... a very kinky, unhealthily codependent sweater.

#I'm mostly trying to find the fun in writing again #Most of the writing I managed to do the last year or so was editing already written things #So I kinda need the fresh air of writing from scratch apparently #Not sure if it's working yet but it is a change so that's good #And my imagination has fired up again #Also! Seeing a lot of usernames that are a blast from the past #(NGL tho the ones that go 'I read tvd when I was twelve and I'm out of uni now!' always make me go a little yikes) #I'm writing stuff! #About me

[ride-a-dromedary]

I love you media interpretation, I love you overthinking things, I love you hyperanalyzing tiny details that may mean absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things but they mean something to *you* in that moment in time, I love you metaphor and allegory, I love you logical and completely non-logical thought process, I love you joke and serious conversations of meaning, I love you looking too deep into media that is constantly framed as “not that deep”, I love you contextual and non-contextual readings, I love you comparing and contrasting noticed details with friends who get excited about them with you, I love you putting thought and energy into things that seem small just for fun, I love you critical conversation, I loVE -

#i literally love putting unnecessary amount of thought into things i consume #i love reading into things #i love wondering what something might have meant and what it ends up meaning to others #i love talking with my besties about analytical things and comparing observations #i love deconstructing meaning and intent #like?? i find it the most fun to be like: okay i could put no thought into this or take it at face value #*or* i could have a bunch of fun and see what i can do with it and hear what others do with it #jibber jabber blabber bluff #anyway for as much as uni sucked the life outta me it was just so nice to talk interprety things and find out cool stuff #also this is semi aimed at my irl besties who constantly listen to my blabbering about nothing ilu #also also I love when other people hyperanalyze stuff they love even if I have no idea what it is or never consumed it #like yes tell me everything even if I don't see it or read it or understand it I want to hear it

[syninplays]

Just found a bunch of medieval cc I want to convert to ts3 but my to-do list is long af 😭

#I'm trying to get up to date with it before uni takes away most of my time 💔 #but I have a LOT of stuff to convert #*cries* #kyra's ramblings

[lazy-toad]

can't get specific accommodations until diagnosed, diagnosis either costs almost £400 or takes four years which is after I will have graduated i hate it here

#you can tell whenever I have a big essay or assignment due soon because of the severe increase of complaining I do on tumblr #I think there's a couple of stuff I can do without a proper diagnosis but not the stuff I need most #and by 'here' I mean this country and my brain #my uni is pretty standard and as supportive as they can be it's just a shitty situation lmao

[yohankang]

second day of my new job, i don't understand 90% of what people around me are saying

#like the medical jargon is soo different in every field 😭😭😭 #i seriously don't understand most of their talk. and i knowww that i'll learn it with time but. it makes me stressed 🥲 #my coworkers are v helpful and friendly tho #and so far i feel good abt it... a BIG change after my last job #i don't even have the energy to be on tumblr tho 😢 i wake up at 5:30 in the morning #and in the evenings i'm doing political campaign stuff 🙃 and on the weekend i have uni #so if i disappear for some time you know why #love you all #k.txt

[incorrect-primarchs-quotes]

But fr the pharmacy field is so damn rough. Like bro I'm just giving you your pills - pharmacy anon

Yes, all the organization and tracking of the drugs is super tight - though I admit I like that part.

It's only very annoying with rude costumers, but I guess this is for everyone working with the public😭

#also this might be only in my country #but #i finished nearly all my exams and yet it feels like i don't know anything #when i listen to my tutors speaking with the public - giving them recommendations - im like #huh i didn't study this?? #honestly my only complain to my uni is that ive learned a lot of very important stuff but #nothing of the most common thing ppl will ask you #anon

[sundreamers-blog]

Rain, rain, go away, Come again another day.

Originally made this for the Grey Day art gallery but realized it's the same day as the Krawk Day AG (and already have a drawing done for that). Made slight changes to submit this for April Showers AG instead. We've been getting constant rain the past few days so I think submitting this for Friday's theme was more fitting.

#neopets #neopets art #neoart #neotag #grey #uni #unicorn #rain #april showers #made this while procrastinating on important stuff #why do I feel most motivated to draw when procrastinating #sundreamersArt

[aroacehanzawa]

i love being several years older than my year group at university because i can just do an age reveal as a fun party trick

#yesterday i thoroughly shocked my friend's boyfriend who has known me for several years because he always thought i was younger than him #(i am three years older) #for context in scotland people start uni at like 17. 16 even #most internationals started at 18 #i'm from finland we graduate high school at 19. i was closer to 20 by the time i started university #i'm doing a masters and they all think i'm like 20-21 </3 #also last summer i did an internship among phd students and they were treating me as like a young little gen zer asking me for opinions on #tiktok trends and stuff because i'm 'so young' and i was like guys i'm literally your age. they said they thought i was 19 </3