#mmmm many thoughts

[buzzing-honeybee]

debauchery under 🤡

hes sososo yummy and i want to suck on his tongue

nanami grabbing the hair nape of your neck pulling your face to look up at him.

leaning up trying to kiss him. mouth open as you lean against his hand.

“open up”

he spits right into your awaiting mouth. grabbing you by your chin as he presses gently on your tongue.

capturing your mouth in his in a messy kiss. its all tongue and spit. drool coating your swollen messy lips.

him pulling away looking down as you start to grind against his shoe.

“say please”

your eyes glossy with unshed tears. your lips pulling to a pout as you whimper out a pitiful

“please”

#kento nanami smut #mmmm many thoughts #honey.talks #nanami kento x reader

[skoulsons]

joel going after ellie when she goes back to Saint Mary’s to find out the truth. joel hastily hopping off his horse to go to her. joel embracing ellie and kissing her head. joel saying ‘you talk to me. you don’t just leave me a got damn note’. ellie placing her palms against his chest and shoving him away. joels arms staying outstretched as he’s pushed from her. the turmoil on his face. the heartbreak and betrayal on hers.

joel telling her the truth. ellie breaking down. joel reaching for her and being that close to her. ellie swatting his hand away—don’t you fucking touch me. I’ll go back… but we’re done

joel standing there, watching her. joel crying because, well, she’s gone. she’s pushed him away, said they’re done. her finger to his face and tears running off her chin—and he’s the reason for it.

joel standing there in the open for who knows how long. knowing now that she… might not come back. what he did years ago has finally caught up to him in, quite possibly, the worst way he can imagine. his child, his daughter, his second chance, wanting absolutely nothing to do with him anymore.

pedro and bella??? doing this scene???

#mmmm many thoughts #many many thoughts #do y’all think about the head kiss as much as me #he waltz up #KNOWING they’re on the outs #I know he must’ve known #but maybe he just thought eh. teenage angst. happens with every kid #but he SO EASILY goes up #wraps her in his embrace #and just kisses her head so easily #THATS SECOND NATURE FOR THEM COME ONDBEKDHDKDH #you can even hear the little smooch and every time I watch the scene over I lose a little more of my sanity #he’s just so #he loves her so much and he lost her so fast #it was the last time he ever held her 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 #he never touched her again after that 😀😀😀😀😀😀 #no hug no hands no head kisses no nothing 😀😀 #I like to think the twitch of his finger before he died is him reaching out for her #one last time #and he didn’t even get it #the last of us part 2 #the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams

[ace-avian]

Mornin everyone (least mornin for me-), have some info on the Divine Warriors/those connected to them for my rewrite!

- Esmund’s first wife is known as ‘The Lion Mother of O’Khasis, she who brought the Jury to its knees’

- Ein’s closest friends consist of his sister (not Irene), Shad, and Othello (my rename/remake of Michael/The Demon Warlock)

- Zach, the first leader of the jury, is related to the Zvahl bloodline.

- Esmund is known as ‘Traitor to Irene’, which results in a battle between Scaleswind and O’Khasis. There are catacombs underneath O’khasis that include writings that contain the truth, as well as a portrait symbolising Zach forging the jury with the word ‘Traitor’ written into it.

- The first shadow knight was a member of the jury who stood against and attempted to assassinate Irene

- Kul’zak’s powers caused him a lot of paranoia and was one of the main reasons the divine warriors fell apart; having a vision of betrayal and causing a rift.

- Irene and Ein’s sister was the First Lady of Phoenix Drop; she married the lord who founded it.

- Shad and his wife (not Irene I don’t have Shadrene), that founded Falcon Claw (not related to Aaron in this rewrite) were an arranged marriage by Irene.

- Menphia was one of the first to see Irene’s true colours, which is why she went off to Tu’la and became a figurehead there.

I love writing for these silly little blorbos the divine warriors make me go brrrr

#aphblr #aphmau #minecraft diaries #mcd #aphmau minecraft diaries #mcd aphmau #mcd rewrite #rewrite #mcd divine warriors #I love talking about these guys #mmmm many thoughts #too many for tiny brain

[oatm3al-c00kies]

the “they’ll have way more in mind than that” line in episode 4 and ellie’s shaken expression rlly sets up the whole david storyline perfectly huh. like we’ve heard the warning, we know that there are bad people, but also i dont think ellie would necessarily think of literal cannibals to be on that list (because what the fuck)

it also shows us that joel is concerned and aware of the types of people that are out there, and stays up all night to make sure ellie feels safe and is safe, which will just make it so much worse when he wakes up alone and realizes ellie is gone & in danger, and so much more painful when he sees her again afterwards, knowing that he wasn’t there to help or protect her when it mattered the most, and that she had to deal with all of it alone

#mmmm many thoughts #the last of us #the last of us hbo #tlou #tlou hbo #the last of us spoilers #joel miller #ellie williams #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #joel and ellie

[rainedroptalks]

what’s that one quote from college humor

“Is the choice between abject poverty and bodily harm really any choice at all”

that’s all im thinking about when bryony talks about the subjects and how much they knew about what would happen cuz like, yeah, a bunch of people who are facing long sentences? this really is their only way out. can you even call it a choice?

#ramblings #liveblogging #mars listens to red valley #red valley #rv #mmmm many thoughts #bryony halbech #the quote is from’the truth about college football’

[wonkyclownboy]

undead character who’s really chill about being undead and casually reference there time being dead but vague enough to not have specified a certain afterlife or God. they also randomly say shit like “y’know, I can see the past of anything that’s been alive at one point or has a part of something alive.” also they make as many puns as they can with this and it makes everyone uncomfortable (except for the insane scientist best friend researching them)

insane scientist researching their new undead best friend and trying to figure out how they’ve returned and how they’re not rotting. they like observing behaviours because they’re really bad at interacting with people so this is how they learn what’s socially acceptable (they got the tism). the undead person is so fascinating to them because most people are scared of death but here’s someone who has actually died and they legitimately don’t care. they’re both sarcastic nihilists.

the incredibly religious mom friend however is very sentimental and tries to be polite when they can be, they have no clue how they got there but they feel the need to take care of these idiots because they’ll do stupid things. “No you cannot have that, it’s poisonous.” is something they have to say a lot. the two aforementioned call them mom to be annoying, but the mom friend kind of likes it and thinks it’s cute.

regular lab assistant who’s here for extra credit in their biology course with a passion for writing that keeps records of all the stuff going on it the lab. they post this on ao3 like their coworkers are ocs and they get thousands of kudos per work. they’re not even interested in science. they could have left a while ago but now they’re invested in this story, and so are the thousands of people following their ao3 posts and tumblr account. they are the most pathetic biromantic ace fella and they have pride pins on their lab coat (on multiple occasions have they dropped their pins in acid, they keep having to order new ones)

#mmmm many thoughts #i could make ocs #name suggestions #please

[lee-is-ace]

pride month WIP for one of my OC's in the fanganronpa, Lynn! ★

if i get permission, i might do more pride drawings of the OC's once the silly gay has been finished

just letting you know, he's actually canonically gay! we even ended up giving him a boyfriend (he might pop up later if i do end up drawing the other lil guys)

anyways, happy pride month in name of the only person in team danganronpa negative hope that has tumblr, aka me, the great Lee <3

#digital art #lgbtqia+ #fanganronpa #fangan oc #pride #wip tag #i like men #i have no idea how to tag this #he has a special place in my heart #how do i use tags #mmmm many thoughts #gay pride

[wheelercurse]

After s4 Finn and Noah already know byler is happening, but I don’t know if they knew since they finished s3.

#some things that Finn said in interviews were sus #like wdym Mike wanted to be normal 👀 #but he also said Mike was in love with el #so was he lying or he didn’t know??? #and Noah said that Will wasn’t gay or that he only didn’t want to grow up lmao #and Finn was like idk if Will is gay… #mmmm many thoughts

[qekouu]

Opening tumblr is wild. Sometimes I’d get the sickest art and other times I’m blinded by 2d ass or man tiddies in my face

#mmmm many thoughts

[linpunny]

1. stein is so hot I’d literally eat his cigarette if he told me to lol/jk but not really

That’s not there point of this post I really feel like if I could turn a large screw in my brain I’d be fine. Just click it till the buzzing stops. Stein living the dreaming stimming by turning his screw until his brain waves are silent

#the joy is gone again it was short lived not enough serotonin to last #my brain working overtime today and I’d really appreciate it if it just shut the fuck up #mmmm many thoughts #dessy rambles

[secretlyavastavatar]

You know what's the best feeling?

It's looking up into a clear night sky, so utterly dark and full of stars and gas and dust, and it makes you think...we're so, so freaking small. We're so small, we're less than insignificant. And yet we can see all of this, we send out telescopes and probes to see how vast it all is, and it's just...dizzying. And then you remember that all of those tiny pinpricks of light, each one of those stars--and most of them are in binary or trinary systems--all have planets of their own, and that the building blocks of life in the universe as so bloody common, so what's to say they don't have life. Life asking the same questions we are, sending up their own telescopes and their own probes to experience and to Know just how Vast this universe is.

It's incredible. We are less than unimportant, and yet we strive to know exactly how tiny we are in the vastness of our universe. It makes me giddy, it makes my heart sing. And it makes me want to Know every bit of it.

#unreality #tma sideblog #avatarsona #in character #Vast avatar thoughts #Eye avatar thoughts #eye avatar energy #vast avatar energy #late night musings #mmmm many thoughts #Drinking It In

[silverwhittlingknife]

antigone. jean anouilh.

quotations from antigone: a tragedy by jean anouilh. translated by lewis galantière.

comic panels in order are from: battle for the cowl 3 (x3), batman annual 25, batman and robin 5, batman and robin 6, battle for the cowl 3, batman 416, battle for the cowl 3, battle for the cowl 2, batman annual 25, batman and robin 6, under the red hood, battle for the cowl 3 (x2), batman 427, lost days 5.

#jason todd #anyway mmmm still turning it over in my mind BUT #antigone + her sense of principle such that she's willing to take her confrontation with creon to its logical extreme #she knows he'll kill her & it's not that she welcomes it but there's that sense of fatality: she's more tied to the dead than the living #she's basically daring creon to have her excuted in the same way that jason is challenging bruce #jason demanding the mourning for his own corpse. antigone buries her brother but jason is the avenging unburied ghost #come to DEMAND burial. and yet he's also alive so he's also antigone who has a choice - or does he??? #and then dick's got his own antigone side re:principle but in this fight he's sister ismene #ismene determined to stop antigone from getting herself killed but also angry with her #and feeling like if she would just LISTEN then she'd see that ismene is right and sensible and has all order on her side #to her everything that antigone wants sounds like chaos and the breakdown of order #and that mmm i feel like there's this consistent thread where we kinda dance around the question of well. /is/ jason suicidal #he puts a gun to his head. he lets go of the train. and yet back then as a kid he wanted to live so badly! #again like antigone who seems to be hurtling herself toward death and yet it's not really what she wants and yet and yet #anyway many thoughts still much confused but. we'll see. #my comic art but we are using the term ''art'' loosely #since it's literally just copy-pasted comic panels with. like. bad highlighting occasionally sfdsfds #dick grayson

[nomazee]

the blade fic 🔫🔫 empty out your pockets and give me any additional thoughts or comments u have >:3c

OH GAWSH HI GWEN,,, you make me blush how did you know i have 1,000,001 thoughts abt every fic i write,,, you ask and i must deliver

the blade fic was so full of projecting but also im just so addicted to portrayals of social anxiety and feeling alienated/out of place in a group of people that are supposed to be your peers,,, i think thats something people experience at ANY age from like elementary school to WORKING age like you could be 40 in an established career and i think you can definitely still have moments where you're like "there is SOMETHING about me that makes me feel different from everyone and i do not think i belong here"

and in any school setting especially,,, i think that feeling very easily festers in u and oough... theres just a lot of feelings that i want to put into writing and this fic was my way to do it

ALSO PUKING FROM SOCIAL ANXIETY HELP,,, very personal experience,,, i know too intimately the feeling of anxiety becoming PHYSICAL and i think that can be so funny but also tragic sometimes Like the actual devastation of vomiting in public and being like "guys what happened"

i also love that i wrote for blade,, i was shuffling between so many characters for a roommate fic and im gonna be honest i was 2 bottled lemonades away from writing about SAMPO... i will never make that mistake again. i think blade has sweetheart potential in every universe but especially in a modern roommate au,, i think he would be so sarcastic and lovingly mean but have moments of like... AGGRESSIVE vulnerability,,, that line from the fic where he's like "i would do a lot of things if you asked" I stared at that line for five minutes and decided to keep it in becuase it just FELT like it fits him

I'm also absolutely gonna use this as an excuse to plug my in-progress blade hs au supernatural fic... Im so incredibly excited for that because that one is more comedy-oriented and i made blade a sarcastic funny loser in it and i think thats beauitufl... at the end of the day that's what he is... blade my sweetie pie forever and always.... i'll get him on his next rerun banner in four years....

#you've read my mind once again ... i always have a craving to talk about my own fic i have too many thoughts and i MSUT get them out #mmmm yes..... my ego is being cultivated and nourished.... yes.... #trust that the blade hs supernatural au will be finished in.... a month... max... zzzz...... hang tight everyone #also oh gawsh #not to be like 'everything is about being queer for me' but ... everything is about being queer for me #and that feeling of 'something is slightly off' applies not just to having overall social anxiety #but also applies to being queer #its something i felt very often and so theres a twinge of that in my writing very often #feeling very slightly out of place because everyone around you just cant relate to your experiences 100% #mhhh.... underlying themes in writing.....yesss......... #nora answers

[closet-of-bones]

Okay the tsams space pirates au is happening I've thought too much about it, have a story to tell and two character designs done already - working on the next one effective immediately. I have the ideas planned for 11 characters already...I have to draw 11 of them because I am a masochist

Man I already have some semi-cohesive world-building for this stuff. I started rambling on and on to myself in my notes app like any sane person would. The beginnings of the story are being set. And a way of including y/n's if anyone's down to interact with the funky space robots. Just let me get started I'm already on a roll-

Maybe I should just go to therapy... ( . _.)✍️

#closet talk #tsams au #mmmm so many ideas #so many thoughts #and feelings #and im in too deep now #i needed smth to do anyway #i have two characters drawn already #once the refs are done I'll start on a comic i think #not vouching for the quality of any of this btw #i am not very good at this stuff #but screw it im doing it for me and whoever else may derive joy from my silly little things #space pirates #robots in space #can you tell im invested yet? #it only gets worse from here #i have 'sending the entire cast of tsams into space' brainrot

[askatriangleandastar]

"So, you're the new elemental master of wind?"

Oh! New cast memeber!

"Well, I knew the last one. I already like you better."

Nice nice!

...

The WHO NOW?

#Octa Talk #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago dr spoilers #THERE WAS A WHAT #SINCE WHEN????? #I always thought Llyod was the implied Wind with the Green and the Symbol and- #They apparently added Water so I guess???? #Did #Did Wind just eat hot chip and lie then die? #Is THAT why I have never seen any mention of them? Even in fanart that comes by?? #Cause it sounds like they're long gone and not coming back #Mmmm #I need a corkboard #Picture says “Llyod. How many elements do ya NEED??” #Honestly no matter now many exist now I just want it to land on a good number #Like. Not 15. Please no. #Season 1 episode 5

[regicidal-defenestration]

Mm. Thinking about David and Eskew in the context of A Man Said to the Universe by Stephen Crane

[ID: A man said to the universe: / “Sir, I exist!” / “However,” replied the universe, / “The fact has not created in me / A sense of obligation.”. End ID]

#like. Eskew loves David eskew hates david eskew is the place where David is Right to be afraid and abandoned and wary (debate amongst #yourselves to what extent that can be interpreted as love when it comes from a being so utterly unhuman as a city) #but like as soon as riyo gets introduced we get this idea og obligation. She's Obliged to find david it's what his mother employed her for #and it doesn't stay as this Purely Professional Obligation like the series ends with hope with 'I think I'll carry on' and I think that's a #kind of obligation to yourself #going back to eskew we don't Get this from the city like it doesn't Care about him #maybe it loves him like a city loves warm bodies but it doesn't Care about him it doesn't stay it wasn't the presence of eskew that helped #save him #mmmm these tags don't make much sense I am many thoughts head empty but like. Consider it #i am in eskew