#miss her IG posts

[katherinehoughtoncastle47]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANA KATIC

#happy birthday #stana katic #castle #caskett #beckett #absentia #miss her IG posts #ray of sunshine

[thefangirl-16-blog]

Starting a collection

#can yukichi meet tomoe next? #i miss her #betty's usagi rambles #usagi yojimbo #cant be bothered to tag all the characters #all i do is post pictures of yukichi now ig

[kindahoping4forever]

Ashton on IG Story

#I'm on the phone with Cass and trying to convince her I'm fine but also lowkey cry laughing? it's fine clearly I'm fine #5 seconds of summer #5sos #ashton #ashton irwin #video #ai ig #Instagram #kh4f post #DEFINITELY FINE #THANKS FOR ASKING #HAVEN'T MISSED THIS GUY AT ALL

[deus-ex-mona]

c o m pletely missed the fact that they have kissmarks here (fake fan)

#can’t believe i missed it till ymk mentioned it in her fanbox post smh #aizo having a yellow kissmark while yujiro’s holding the yellow bottle #a n d yujiro having a pink kissmark with aizo holding the pink bottle *totally* doesn’t mean anything ri g h t ~? #she mentioned that aizo was supposed to have the yellow bottle (and yujiro the pink) but they were swapped for ✨reasons✨… #b u t it totallyyyyy doesn’t mean anything… right~~~~~? #c. can us lxl shippers take this w… pretty please~? #im searching for crumbs here h e y #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME— #ok yk what change of plans i saw an even more delulu take on this than mine on the birdsite and im now doubling down on the lxl ship stance #that take said that the scent of the bottle yujiro’s holding is of the same flower that’s on hiyoko’s shirt in the nghy album cover and— #um. keep sustaining the copium industry yhy stans ig…?

[cinematicnomad]

here's my casual reminder that i lavish unnecessary love and attention on my instagram and i'm about to go to india on another trip so if you'd like to follow me and see my travel stories and such, you are always welcome to follow @katbain

#kat liveblogs her life #instagram #ig #kat travels photography #i cross post the final photos obviously #so like. it's not like you're missing out on THAT #but my IG stories are def unique and not reshared anywhere else #also the grid itself is aesthetically pleasing so #i'm sorry i'm a millennial and i still like my IG lol

[coffeeflavored-tears]

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

#hhhhhhh #vent ig #in the tags btw #um so. had a mutual who was a dream stan #i didn’t know about this until like only a bit ago #and then i unfollowed them and the likes #but i was going through their blog and such cuz yknow #yknow the. need to look at things you know will make you angry and also i kinda missed her yknow #but anyway fell down a rabbit hole and ended up on another drm centered blog #and then like. 2 seconds later they reblog a post of mine just like. huh #also um. just feeling very grrrrrr >:((((( rn #did you know a lot of them actually think d n f is real #like. they’re gonna announce that they’re dating like tomorrow. #i’m just. confused #they’re like “you wouldn’t move all the way across the ocean for someone who you’ve never seen the face of” hav you never had a friend?????? #my post

[salemontrial]

Because yall are acting afool again, I still believe they should have cast a Jewish actress as Nora.

#I always imagined her as biracial and Jewish when I read the book #like I agree that casting nora with a black actress was a good move thats cool #BUT #there are plenty of black jewish actresses out there #rachel is an incredible actress and she'll do a good job ig but there's always going to be something missing there now #rwrb #red white and royal blue #red white and royal blue movie #nora holleran #🇬🇧🇺🇲 rwrb posting

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[widevibratobitch]

my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :(((( #no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest. #earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫' #and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :))))))) #like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

[waterdeepthroat]

i know i kinda have a reputation to uphold as an astarionposter but like. he's not even my fav character in bg3...

#my ranking of the companions would be: #1. shadowheart 2. jaheira 3. lae'zel 4. astarion 5. wyll 6. halsin 7. karlach 8. gale and then minsc/minthara bc i haven't recruited either #idk i just really love how jaheira was portrayed in bg3 and i feel like she doesn't get enough love #+ lae'zel's story arc may not be as compelling to me personally as astarion's but. gith lore is like my absolute fav thing and i love her s #and i've already talked loads about how shadowheart is my no. 1 #re: wyll i actually really like him and he would've been ranked higher if i hadn't played early access. i miss his more playful side tbh #halsin ranks higher than karlach or gale because of how much his being canon polyam means to me. also he's funny as hell #karlach and gale's stories just didn't resonate as hard with me ig?? i love them all they're just not my favs #there's literally no companion i actively dislike which is v strange bc in most games i usually HATE at least one. #in dao i HATED sten. in da2 it was seb. in dai it was cassandra. in poe2 it was pallegina. in nwn2 it was bishop. in wotr it was daeran #anyway i could go on and on about how larian made fundamentally flawed but still likable characters. i just love them sm. #edit: even though gameplay-wise wotr is one of my top games ever. i actively hated like half of the companions lmao #lmk if you want me to make a post about who i like and why in pfwotr bc i am Very Opinionated

[aro-ortega]

i think it would be funny if in the future daniel + julia try to convince sasja to give polyamory/them as a throuple a shot

#like a reversal of step talking them into a being a triad in retri #been a while since ive played and definitely since ive played a chargeflystep run so. not confident in my memory #i just thknk it would be neat ! funny ! #sasja still hates julia but. she knows now. and he knows that she knows. and thats not the reason she didnt save him #he still hates her for that hates her for leaving him. but. he also knows now that hes done much worse so. shrug #and in some runs he does accidentally drug-addledly confess to still being in love w her #and ! hes going to therapy and he does take it serious ! he can be difficult and lash out but. he does listen to what finch has to say #(and is willing to Work on things and like. have therapy Homework post retri) #and he wants. he doesnt want to be this (terror) anymore. he went to far he can see that now daniel made him see that. he wants to be. #something. better ? less murderous. less violent ig. i think he just doesnt want to hurt daniel again but. theres lots that could hurt him #anyway ! all that to also say - daniel is (supposedly) very perceptive and even tho hes not in the room when sasja confesses to julia #i dont think it would be hard for him to figure out that sasja misses julia (he still hangs out with her. even tho hes told her to fuck off #fuck off a thousand times) and ? maybe he would see or feel that theres still something there between them and #and idk. maybe daniel and ortega talk. maybe sasja and his romantic past w julia comes up. maybe ortega is like. it is what it is hes #hes clearly in love with you anyway so... but ? maybe...... #idk ! im tired ! forgot where im going w this. idk how they get there but. maybe the float the idea by sasja. see if he would be willing to #to give julia another shot #(this came about bc i was thinking about how its funny that he + milo (+ vanya) are polyamorous but while milo #milo is dating as many people as she can sasja is just dating one person rn. i just think the contrast is funny) #sasja x daniel x julia #sasja jespersen #op #fh #sasja x julia #sasja x daniel

[jeffbytes]

sometimes i wonder if im like actually still capable of selfshipping 😭 like i know i am but now i've experienced actual real love like nothing i've felt before, i just find it so exhausting and unfulfilling. like i would still lean on it in the meantime if i wasn't batshit crazy waiting on NHS intervention but even if i could, it's just not the same, at least for me

what i search for in life a bond with another human who i can cuddle and kiss and go on adventures with and spoil and invite them into my home and tell them whats mine is theirs? fictional characters just cant and dont do that for me anymore it feels empty to even try 😮‍💨 i suppose that's the point in it being a simple creative fun side hobby that's what i wanted it to be, but whilst i'm still searching for the One™ it does nothing more than just make me feel sad and unfulfilled. like trying to fill a hole that cant be filled this way, idk

why am i writing this here? bc ppl only ever followed me for my selfships and i REALLY want to feel like i have personal value to you outside of that, that my artwork and other posts still matter, bc i physically cant keep up with what people followed me for rn. im sorry i just cant

#jeffs personal posts #ill engage with it now and then ig #but it's not the same and itll never make me feel the same way she did #i'm over her as a person romantically and we're great friends #but sadly i'm just back to square one now knowing what i'm missing in life #qnd it's literally the only thing i've ever wanted in life

[mariatesstruther]

im finding out michonne’s backstory and gagging my girl is an icon

#so she was living with her baby son and her bf #and ig when shit went down those two were high and got the baby killed #and got themselves turned i think #so she CHAINS UP THEIR ZOMBIE CORPSES #and uses them as GAURD DOGS to protect herself????? #r u joking?????? #thats my BITCH #i might start watching twd just for her #i wish they gave maria this kind of backstory like what the hell #im just gonna…………. use that for her in my head hcs #again not really posting anything i write for her but i still love the character so much #kinda miss her #michone grimes #michonne

[cinematicnomad]

it only took 6 trips to india over 20 years, but i finally visited the taj mahal ���🇳

#kat liveblogs her life #kat travels photography #kat travels #about me #india #travel #photography #no filter on that second pic #the sun just LOOKS that red sometimes #also yes i know i shared that selfie already but i'm just resharing what i posted on IG earlier #photos from: agra + bangalore + delhi + pune + mumbai #missing: chennai + hyderabad #which makes sense bc i was only in either city for like. 24 hours max each

[zoekrystall]

Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk) #Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!' #I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn' #dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas. #What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did. #*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries) #To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more. #I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See. #I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx. #What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels. #Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

[sexynetra]

Anetra Udates Official I would commit so many war crimes for you

And miss Anetra… going rednetra irl? Just for me??? You shouldn’t have 💕 (yes you should have, show me a high quality photo before I break down your door)

#rpdr 15 #drag race #anetra #drag race 15 #rpdr #rednetra #this is all from the background of luxx’s live ig I stole these all from twitter #I missed her so much!! #also if she’s alive… #bbg post something I need new content #this is CRUMBS mama