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#mikasa is levi's daughter fanfic
jeankirsteinsgrlfrnd · 5 months
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✧.*my aot headcanons masterlist✧.*
Reiner Braun - first time dad | wedding | boyfriend | sick | hairstyle | loud cadet drabble
Jean Kirstein - slowburn fanfic | nsfw breeding | sick | husband | boyfriend | first time dad | drunk | ex boyfriend | nsfw alphabet | dilf!jean drabble | younger bf | lipstick drabble | rockstar bf | stalker!jean one shot | levi’s daughter | kidnapped!reader oneshot | you’re drunk | lipstick 2 | blizzard
Armin Arlert - first time dad | husband | boyfriend | sick | stoner | hairstyle | NSFW transfem!reader oneshot
Erwin Smith - wedding | boyfriend | scout drabble
Eren Jaeger - sick | husband | boyfriend | first time dad
Zeke Jaeger - boyfriend | hairstyle
Levi Ackerman - wedding | boyfriend | ex boyfriend | ex-husband | lawyer | roommate
Connie Springer - boyfriend | loud cadet drabble
Annie Leonheart - girlfriend | drunk
Mikasa Ackerman - girlfriend | drunk
Sasha Braus - girlfriend
Ymir - girlfriend | drunk
Historia Reiss - girlfriend
Pieck Finger - girlfriend | ideal woman
Porco Galliard - sick
Mixed Boys Only - gamer | nsfw period sex | kissed for a dare | coparenting | cadet glow up | your song | rejection | rejection wlw | mute reader | coming out mlm | SFW bimbo | NSFW brazilian | asthma | same personality | new cadet | rumor | friends with benefits | you want to drive
Mixed Girls Only- proposal | glow up |
Mix - scary movies | your ideal type isn’t them | cigarettes | you cheated on them | random hc | allergies | home screen | excited & exhausted
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jjkeremika · 4 months
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AoT Fic / Oneshot Master List
~~welcome to jjkeremika~~
hi! i’m mako. welcome to my obsession. i write fics/headcanons/oneshots/imagines/drabbles/whatevertheyarecalled/ihonestlydontknow; mostly smutty/nsfw heheh.
currently i write about: eren x mikasa; AoT x reader; eren x reader; reiner x reader; levi x reader; armin x reader; but im open to others (mostly fem!reader, some gender neutral)
please click the underlined for the link to the work (tumblr; ao3); master list updated periodically; all fics created on this master list are written by jjkeremika (me); all of my works are connected under the tag jjkeremika; interactions with and/or thoughts on works are appreciated <3
assume smut/nsfw/mdni themes unless noted otherwise with *
hope you enjoy!
p.s… (per requests….worth asking, also worth noting i prefer and try to stick to character personalities and reasonable headcanons; if i can’t picture them saying/doing it i might not explore it…. fluffy/smutty accepted… not a “dead dove dne” friendly space…)
Eremika:
fucking in a sauna (It is hot (with you; love you))
mikasa gets sick (Stay pt1, pt2)*
Moments (Express Divine Devotion)*
mikasa sneaks out (Moonlight)
eren has a vision (Just like i dreamt it)
eren eats mikasa out (Tasty)
eren and mikasa secretly meet (secret)
eren calls jean while fucking mikasa (Big Time)
eren overhears mikasa (loud in my life and in my dreams)
mikasa tutors eren (my tutor pt1; pt2)
eren’s mikasa’s professor (drop my class so i can pick you up pt1; pt2)
another eren professor pt1 (thanks for coming professor pt1)*; pt2 (to be posted soon)
eren’s scout commander, mikasa’s a new recruit pt1 (think i need someone older)*; pt2 (posted soon)
mikasa shows eren how she had sex with jean (just show me)
eren’s a spy/assassin and mikasa’s his target’s daughter (to my poison: my god you’re intoxicating)*
like an actual eremika fanfic (when lightning strikes the heart (pts 00-02)) (* thus far)
roadtrip (pt1; pt2)
mikasa’s mother is sick (lavender)*
eren’s a baker
Formula One au (ch1; ch2; ch3; ch4)
AoT x reader:
Rough intimacy (Eren, Mikasa, Hange, Levi, Reiner, Jean)
Soft intimacy (Connie, Erwin, Bertoldt, Armin, Zeke)
Favorite places (Eren, Armin, Jean, Reiner, Erwin, Levi, Bertoldt, Connie, Zeke)
Date nights (Here to Forever; Eren, Armin, Jean, Reiner, Erwin, Zeke, Porco, Historia)
Hit on you in class (Eren, Jean, Reiner, Armin, Porco, Levi, Connie, Erwin) *
Another rough intimacy (Reiner, Jean, Eren, Erwin, Levi)
Favorite positions (Eren, Reiner, Levi, Porco, Erwin)
crushes on you (Reiner, Eren, Levi, Porco, Jean)*
walk in on you touching yourself (Eren, Jean, Armin, Levi, Erwin, Colt)
fluffy moments (Eren, Reiner, Levi, Erwin)*
confess love for you (Eren, Reiner, Porco, Zeke, Armin, Bertoldt, Levi, Erwin)(mostly * except eren)
vices (eren, levi, reiner, armin, zeke, jean)
pervy pussy eaters (eren, levi, reiner, armin)
asking you on a valentines date*
what they don’t know (eren, erwin, levi, connie)
excited and exhausted (erwin, sasha, armin, hange, levi)
Eren x reader:
Games
dangerous missions*
ha(u)nted soldier*
Betting Games
Reiner x reader:
Shower together
Levi x reader:
peanut butter kisses
goofy (pt1; pt2; pt3; pt4)
Armin x reader:
campgrounds and fairs (tbp)
love gambler (tbp)
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kittenfangirl20 · 1 year
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I am seriously thinking of doing an Erehisu Hunger Games fanfic. Historia is the bastard daughter of the mayor of District 12 and she knows when her name is drawn, it is a relief to her father, her mother, and her father’s wife because this will be an easy way for them to get rid of her. But the real shock comes when Armin Arlert’s name is drawn for the male Tribute is drawn and Armin’s best friend Eren Jaeger volunteers to take his place in spite of the pleading from his older half brother Zeke, his father Grisha the local doctor, and his other best friend Mikasa. The pair travel to the Capitol with a previous victor from District 12, Levi Ackerman, as their mentor. While training Eren and Historia get closer to each other and realize that they are falling in love with each other. They have to work together to stay alive in the arena especially when the Capitol does everything in their power to have Eren die in the arena because his mother, Carla Jaeger, fought against the Capitol when she was younger in a failed revolution which resulted in her secretly being killed by Peacekeepers. Levi not wanting either one of them to die plays up the whole star crossed lovers angle to sponsors since he noticed the two falling in love which results in the rule of two victors from the same District winning much like how it happened in the Hunger Games book series.
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bryhaven · 1 year
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Can we start a Game? I will give u a few words or a Situation and u Write a Little Story, fanfic , conversation about it or give me your thoughts How the Situation will goes in?
Levi as a dad : How would he react if his son would bring a girl home and How would it be if his daughter would bring a boy? Give us also mikasas POV..
Sorry for the late reply, anon, and thanks for the tag, @levi4mikasa!
I also received the same ask in my inbox, so I'll be answering it from here 😌
I may have some other things that are slightly different from @chaosisbeauty23's and @nuri148's headcanons. But it still revolves around the fact that Levi and Mikasa are protective and watchful parents to their kids regarding partners.
Levi and Mikasa when their son brings home a girl
●Levi isn't particularly a friendly sight to behold. But since it's a girl they're meeting, he won't be acting like an ass because he is respectful of women. And a young woman around that age will likely trigger his protective side.
●Levi will be quiet and let Mikasa do most of the talking and interrogation. But he will still keep an observant eye and will only talk when necessary.
●Levi will indeed make sure that his son is treating the girl right, that his son keeps to curfews and protects the girl, and such. In fact, during the meet up, he will more often glance to his son to make sure he wouldn't misbehave or so.
●Mikasa is the one who will be very welcoming, given her motherly instincts and she will make sure the girl feels comfortable, during meet ups and things like that.
●Mikasa will remind the girl that that's just how Levi looks and that she shouldn't feel too intimidated.
●Mikasa indeed will find Levi's ways amusing since he struggles with manners and such himself and she will tease him about it, but find it endearing.
●Both parents will remind their son about consent, protection, responsibility, and things like that. But it is Levi who will often reiterate it. Because of his clean freak side, and yes, because he'll want his son to be better than he ever will be (because of his self-deprecating behaviors) and he wouldn't want any other woman to suffer fates similar to his own mom's (because again of his respect towards women).
Levi and Mikasa when their daughter brings home a boy
●When it comes to this, I can see Levi being overprotective. Yes, very overprotective.
●Levi will have his favorite knife or dagger sharpened beforehand, ready to attack. I mean this mostly in a comical way but I can see Levi being protective of his daughter to this level. He won't hesitate taking it out if the situation calls for it is what I'm implying.
●Mikasa and their daughter will warn Levi beforehand to not be an ass in front of the boy during the meetup. But he will still glare daggers (with matching crossed arms) at the boy the entire time and their daughter will just sigh in defeat about it.
●This time Levi is the one who is interrogating because only a proper and perfect boy deserves his little girl.
●Mikasa has to calm Levi down a number of times because of this. And she will always try to make the boy comfortable as well, and remind him that Levi is just that protective.
●Levi will set down rules for the boy to follow, for example, curfew. If they're even a minute late, they can expect to see Levi with a long wooden stick in hand, glaring while waiting at the front door.
●Levi will make sure indeed that he has taught his daughter all the attack and defense tactics in the world, but that doesn't diminish his overprotectiveness.
●Levi will indeed let Mikasa handle the talk to the girl this time, given that Mikasa knows about all the girl stuff involved. But he will remind his daughter that she can punch the boy whenever.
●Mikasa will remind Levi that he helped raise and taught their daughter a great deal and that he should trust her enough in this matter.
●But when the boy finally earns Levi's trust, it will be definitely worth it.
I've said before in my Ackerbaby headcanons that I can see Mikasa being the more lenient one, especially when the kids are younger but a bit more strict when they're older. But she wants their kids to experience living their own choices, and they will always be her kids whatever happens.
Levi is the more strict and protective, especially when the kids are younger but a bit more lenient when they're older. And even though he wants them to be responsible for their own choices, they will always be his kids and ultimately, he'd rather have them hate him for not letting them have their choice, if only to ensure their safety.
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dewipersikkk · 2 years
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Pursuit Of Happiness
Chapter 6 : Celebration and Old Memories
Summary :
This is the day the Ackerman family celebrates the first birthday of their beloved daughter. So Mikasa and her former comrades plan a party to celebrate. She knows Levi will be fussy about it, but she thinks it's worth the time of her spouse.
Mikasa is fortunate to be surrounded by her long-term friends. Her husband, without even admitting it, also enjoys it. And Mikasa knows that.
Link for full story:
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Note: Hello! It's been a long time since I haven't updated anything on my platforms (Tumblr, Ao3 and Wattpad). It's been a hectic year, and I have many things to cope with. I miss Rivamika so much, and I wish I could be active again like before with the other fellow RM shippers. What's worse, I haven't even read RM fanfics lately and I need to cope up with the fanfics too!!!
For those who miss me, thank you so much! I could see people reblogging on my blog, which I am somewhat thankful for to make my blog be revived again? haha.
I hope you all stay safe and healthy. Thank you for stopping by to read my stuff (I know it's a bad fic but anyway--) Hope you'll enjoy it ;)
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six-magnitude-girl · 2 years
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Title: Life Keeps Its Own Daybook // AO3
Author: Feneris
Status: COMPLETED (3 chapters)
Summary: If you have asked Levi ten years ago where he saw himself a decade from now, you would have gotten a cynical laugh and been told to check the morgue. At the time, it wouldn't have been an unreasonable prediction.
At that time in his life, he had been up to his elbows in the criminal underworld. Up over his head in organized crime. Along with it had come the drugs, and the hookers, and the occasional moment of his life he recalled nothing of.
That was before the knock on his door in the middle of the night, the baby on the front mat, and the note saying, "Congratulations, she's yours!"
Tags: Gen, Father-Daughter Relationship, Mikasa is Levi's Daughter, Family Fic, FBI agents, Shady Pasts, Alternate Universe, Community: snkkink
Relationships: Levi & Erwin Smith, Mikasa Ackerman & Levi, Mikasa Ackerman & Armin Arlert & Eren Yeager
Thoughts: I love this so much. I have an obsession with the Ackerduo! DILF!Levi, trying his best to be the best father for Mikasa is just doing it for me. This is a well-written fanfic. There is something so captivating about it. Once I started reading, I couldn't stop. It's not an EM fic but it's already making me imagine stuff once they grow up. I wish it was longer but where it stopped is just as good! The chemistry between Levi and Erwin is AMAZING~!
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ackermanslov4r · 2 years
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what about levi x reader (daughter)?? there are almost no fanfics about it :(
i love dad!levi so much :( and this is highly inspired by all the dad!levi and daughter!mikasa fanarts i've been seeing recently,where levi gets angry at mikasa for dating eren (i hope y'all see what i'm talking about lmao).
Levi was sitting around the kitchen's table , holding a cup of tea , his eyes purposely avoiding to meet his daughter's . She was sitting right in front of him, her arms crossed over her chest, and though not looking at her , he could feel her deadly gaze on him , her anger almost suffocating the air out of the room.
"Are you going to say something or are you going to keep acting as if nothing happened ? " she finally said, trying to keep her voice calm and low. Levi could hear how upset she was even with that, but he was still glad to notice that she wasn't angry enough to start yelling at him. But he remained silent,taking a sip of his tea as he stared out of the window, notcing at the same time that the flowers needed to be watered .
"I wasn't doing anything wrong , dad !" she blurted out, suddenly raising from her chair , her hands on the table. Y/n Ackerman was undoubtedly her father's daughter : they had the same type of hair,the same eyes,the same jaw structure ; in overall,the same features ,but unfortunately, they also shared the same temper, this making the rare fights they shared particularly unpleasant.
"You never told me anything about boys , you never forbid me to do anything with them , so I don't see why you're getting this angry over the fact that I have...I mean..." Y/n's yelling suddenly stopped and she awkwardly sunk back in her chair,crossing her arms again. "I mean,that like...You shouldn't have a problem with me seeing someone !"
Levi's brows rose and he finally turned to face his daughter, having finally heard what he'd been trying to make her confess. His daughter looked, if possible,even more angry , her lips pressed hard together to stop herself from saying more.
"You're seeing someone then, Y/n ? Because I remember you telling me you weren't a few days ago."
"Well...Things change you know,time pass and ...People get closer ! And that's none of your business , dad , I'm not asking you what you do in your private life !" said Y/n, her anger slowly turning in a simple need of proving herself.
" Well , Y/n, if you want to know I've been sort of married with your mom for years now , but thank you for showing no interest whatsoever in your father's life." He gently tapped one of his finger against his ring and Y/n scowled.
"Why are you making such a fuss about me dating someone ? "
Levi restrained himself from saying that he wasn't actually making a fuss , that it was normal for a father to get worried and protective after seeing a random guy trying to basically eat his daughter's face. And , he thought, it wasn't even an intelligent guy or a nice one, it was the doctor's son. He didn't see what anyone could find in that guy except the fact that he was, if you listened to the way girls giggled whenever he was around , "handsome".
"I just think you deserve better than that. And I also think that if you've actually been seeing this guy for only a few days ,the way I found the two of you just now is probably too advanced."
"Yeah, let's talk about that actually !" Y/n rose again, her eyes fixed on her father. " How could you act like that ? How...When did you think it was okay to come and tell him that if you ever saw him touching me again you'd make sure he'll never be able to sit again ?! We were just kissing ! On the streets ! He was bringing me home , not trying to give your grandchildren !"
Levi sighed , and tried to stop himself from smirking as he remembered the terrified look on the guy's face when he'd seen Levi appear out of nowhere , and the little gasp of terror that had escaped his mouth when Levi had threatened him. He knew it wasn't good to behave like this , and that it was particularly childish , but he couldn't stop himself from being a bit possessive toward his daughter , especially when he knew how some men could act with women.
"What were you even doing outside ? Were you following me ?"
"I haven't fallen that low , Y/n. I was buying tea , it's not my fault if I happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time."
His daughter scowled , and Levi placed his now empty cup on the table before standing up.
"I do admit that I shouldn't have said this to him..." he stopped, thinking for a bit,and added. "At least not in front of you. I could have waited and talked to him when you weren't..."
Y/n's hands flew in the air in an exasperated motion and Levi , sensing she might start screaming again, continued talking :
"I can't deny that I'm not pleased with the fact that you have a boyfriend , and I would be particularly happy to see you two...Drift away from each other , let's say." He sighed, passing a hand through his hair. "But it's your life , and unfortunately I can't keep you locked here until the end of time. So I won't oppose to your relationship , only if I never get to see this guy trying to have my daughter's face for dinner again. And I also want to meet him properly, because some rules needs to be set between us."
Y/n looked at her father for a while ,apparently silently debating if she wanted to keep arguing or if the deal that was proposed to her was the best she could get of her father. Finally , deciding on the second option , she nodded with a sigh.
"But you won't meet him now , I don't even know if it's going to last between us ...Especially since you made him run away." she said , with a reproachful glance at Levi.
"If he runs away so easily , that means his affection isn't that strong. You should thank me for it."
"Anyone in their right mind would run away if they were threatened to be pushed off the nearest bridge! "
"Did i say that ?" asked Levi , as Y/n made another exasperated sound and ran out of the room, leaving her father alone and missing the playful smirk that had appeared on his face.
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loveanoutcast · 3 years
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ok but I read games and I am ADDICTED and I just thought I could maybe request something like-
Eren meeting the reader through a simple comment and a timeskip to them being v close until they eventually end up in a fight because reader was ranting to eren about how perfect their crush (who is actually eren) is and him just exploding and them getting into a fight until the reader eventually goes "that person is you, dumbass!" Or smth like that and from there it all just turns into a lot of kisses and smut👀
only if you're comfy/in the mood of writing smth like this tho! just had this random thought last night and thought I'd request a little erenxfembodiedreader
Anyway have a nice day, night, afternoon, morning, you're amazing :D
Oh my gosh, this is my first request ever and I am so incredibly excited to write this and I really hope I did good in writing something you would want. Thank you so much for submitting this request, please feel free to send more! I love writing fanfics of any aot character and will do my absolute best to embody them in these. Sorry for the long wait, when I say the last chapter had me all the way FUCK3D up. EreMika is canon and I haven't been able to stop saying "He loved her, oh my god he loved her" in that "and they were roommates" vine way because that's my coping mechanism and it's cheaper than therapy. Anyway, I give you-
"Assumptions."
Pairing: Eren Yeager x Fem!reader
TW: nsfw, smut, angst, jealously, swearing, yelling, a bit of fluff, unprotected intercourse, breeding kink, a bit of voyeurism, a bit of sexism, eren being denser than a rock, Levi having health issues because he's old
Other: aot world if the mess of season four never happened and eren didn't fall to sad bitch hours, reader is a regular girl with family issues, all characters are over 18, Erwin never died and Floch never went insane
It wasn't that Eren hated going into town, but he wasn't exactly used to going to town alone. He always had Mikasa and Armin flanking either side of him but since the discovery of the world outside the walls and the decreased threat of titans, scouts were needed more than ever in the recovery of the lost districts. Mikasa was the second strongest soldier alive and Armin was expected to take after Erwin. Eren was useful when it came to being the one who possessed the attack and founder titan, but lately there was no big threats that required his titan abilities.
That didn't stop Hange from poking him, nor did it stop Captain Levi from keeping him busy with even the most minimalist of tasks. Today was no different and when the options were given to him and Jean, who was still asleep in his bunker, on shoveling horse shit or going into town to stock up on supplies and check to ensure all market suppliers weren't being capitalist pigs to the local vendors, Eren all but hauled ass through the door, hand swiping the grocery list off the table and yelling, "Good luck Jean-boy!"
Everything seemed to be going just fine, none of the local vendors had any troubles and most seemed happier with the drastic improvements of the living situations for Eldians. The fear of being eaten any day now or losing a loved one to war had seemed to be the driving force that had led to problems before. Some people recognized Eren, but no one seemed to want to approach him. He had had encounters with people who thought of him as a god, but he usually ignored them or kept a level-headed composure. Despite knowing that he had a power no one else had, outside of being a titan-shifter, Eren didn't really know what he had to offer. Armin was smart, Mikasa was strong, and he couldn't exactly claim titan-shifter seeing that Armin was also the colossal and Ymir had been the jaw.
He let out a sigh, kicking a rock in his path and silently yearning for something beyond his knowledge. Despite knowing that he was never really alone, he felt lonely a lot of the time. He had never given much thought to settling down, with the clock running out on him he often thought what was even the point? He wasn't sure if he wanted to keep being a soldier or if he wanted to go back home one day, he didn't really try to dwell on the future, content with being in the present and having Mikasa always on the verge of tears when she was reminded that he would one day die, didn't really give him room to think of much else.
You weren't oblivious to the tales and rumors that went around the town about the scouts and their secret weapon in the form of a shapeshifting man and how him and his comrades were able to plug the hole in the wall of a district your family had come from long ago. Your father had long since escaped the walls of Maria before it fell, he made an honest living being a construction man, and your mother was a nurse who happened to catch his eye when he had a roofing accident. They built a life for themselves within Wall Rose. You weren't the richest family, nor did you have a name that was well known. Nonetheless, you were all hard working. Your brothers worked for the respect they got, one being a weapon maker and the other being a bar keeper was enough for the part of town you were in. Even their wives did well for themselves in being a seamstress and bar waitress. As the youngest, you were loved and cared for. You weren't the most beautiful girl in town, but you turned heads nonetheless, well until one of your brothers decided to glare or promptly hit whoever doted on you too long for their liking.
The people who knew you, thought you were trouble. Mostly the elders spewed of you and your ways of thinking being a disgrace to everything Eldians stood for and bringing only shame to your gender, you were a woman ahead of her time and they couldn't stand it. Like your mother you had entered the medical field, but even when you were small you claimed you would be a doctor one day. You shadowed and worked under the supervision of the town's doctors. Many amused at your antics, some who didn't care about you being a girl and just grateful to leave such responsibility on someone who was genuine in the intent, and others not caring one way or another and not willing to hear your screeching pleads to observe what they did. Your mom had spoken with you more than once about settling with being a doctor's aide, today being no different and you let out a sigh as you looked to your mother's pained expression.
"I just don't understand why you insist on making your life so difficult? It was bad enough when you proudly exclaimed your goals in front of the entire church, but now this?"
You could only look away, looking towards the fields where you saw your third brother grooming the horses. You hadn't said anything bad, you were approached with a job offer that would give you the title and respect you had been desperately craving, and it would bring greater honor to your family...or so you thought before your mother reacted the opposite in which you hoped.
"I will not have any daughter of mine chasing dreams and fantasies off in some other place where no one can protect you. This is a suicide mission and I for one will not stand by and watch you march forward to your downfall."
Your father stood behind your mother, not really saying anything and not even looking at you. You felt especially bad for the commander and captain who stood on either side of you and were bearing witness to the absurd exchange between your family.
"Mrs. Y/L/N, you have to know that if Y/N were to accept this offer, she would never be in the front lines. We have bases located all throughout the walls and she would do what she did best and be our primary doctor." Commander Erwin spoke with such calm words, his demeanor kind and patient.
"So you expect me to let her run off with a bunch of men whose brains are broken from the wars they fought and not worry? She is not even married!"
You grit your teeth so hard upon hearing that, you were sick of the standards put forth on you since your birth. You were sick of the expectations you were in no hurry to reach and you were especially tired of the lack of faith your family had in you to be independent and strong. Your fists clenched and you felt a steady gaze on you.
"I'm not an expert or anything on parenting, nor will I act as if I am, but instead of yelling at her, why don't you try asking your daughter what she wants to do?" You didn't silence the gasp you released, looking at Captain Levi in confusion and admiration.
All eyes turned to you, your mother crossing her arms as if asking you to try and defy her. Erwin looked a bit expectedly and Levi looking indifferent to the entire conversation. It was your father who beat you to it before you could even open your mouth to answer.
"You have a choice, my daughter. If you choose to stay, you'll make your mother and brothers happy. You can continue to help people but you will never be acknowledged as a doctor...but you'll have your family. Or you can choose to leave and live your life to your own accord, but you will lose the respect of the town and your mother will never speak to you again. Are you willing to put yourself above your family?" You expected this from your father, always neutral and never judgmental, what he was saying was true after all. Were you willing to lose your family over your dreams? Would you be able to survive on your own with only the scouts to rely on?
Your head was hurting and your frustration only grew when your brothers decided to come home and after your mother wailing at them about your plans to leave, they were quick to overwhelm you with their own opinions. The commander and captain apologized but they had to leave and return to headquarters.
"Take your time on making your decision. We will come back in a few days for your answer." Commander Erwin told you, giving you a smile as he continued, "I know its a lot to ask you to choose us over your flesh and blood, but if you do. You have my promise that we will protect you, and we may never be able to fully replace your family in your heart, but the scouts will be a family on its own for you."
"Tch," Captain Levi shook his head, "Look brat, you will see and do things that you won't always like. People will die no matter how hard you try to save them, but call Erwin and Hange delusional--they see something in you. Don't walk into this half-assed, if you choose to be our doctor and you choose to take on the title and everything it carries with it, you have to dedicate your heart."
You only nodded. Two days had passed as you walked through the market, the small basket in your hands carried apples and some citrus fruits. Your mother still wasn't talking to you and your brothers seemingly assumed you wouldn't be leaving, only your father knew how frantic your mind was, and one morning he admitted that he would be delighted to have at least one of his children carry the family name on a military standing. So you had his support.
You even spoke to the animal doctor you had been shadowing for the past few weeks, his eyebrows had rose in an impressed matter and he promptly asked when you would be leaving.
"I haven't made a decision, yet." You said.
"You would be an idiot not to take it." Was all he replied before asking you to give the cattle their medicine.
Idiot, huh? You wondered. You knew deep down he was right. Your mind continued to play in endless loops of thought before you heard a commotion to your right. Turning your head you saw a group of men, their huddling seemed a bit more frantic and it was not until one of them yelled that you noticed one man in particular on his knees.
"Help! Someone call a doctor!"
The man on the floor was bleeding rather profusely and you didn't have time to question what happened before you quickly made way.
"Sir, let me see."
"Hey! Woman don't touch him!"
"Make yourself useful and go get a doctor! What the hell do you think you're doing!"
"I am a doctor." You calmly said, inspecting the gash on his side and seeing the edge of what appeared to be a broken pipe sticking out from the building behind them. The drips if bloods glistening in the sun only confirmed what you thought.
"We were-" The injured man rasped out, "Just horsing around."
"It's okay." You reassured, grabbing a roll of gauze and stack of medical napkins you always kept in your basket. You apologized before applying pressure to the wound, and you heard the patter of rushing feet.
"A doctor is on his way! A real one!" One of the men sneered, and you did your best not to roll your eyes and focus on stopping the bleeding. You asked the man to lie on his back and he surprisingly complied, he didn't seem to care about you being a girl and only seemed thankful to not be alone and scared.
"Do you hear that? Move before you kill him!" The first man hollered, the hand on your shoulder causing you to sharply inhale.
"Excuse me for one moment." You told the man, and you were quick as you hand shot up to grip the disrespectful ass by his wrist and twist it in one fluid motion, you wasted no time in using the building wall as leverage, quickly running up and using his weight to stabilize yourself before you roundhouse kicked him so hard it sent both of you flying back. You landed on one foot, balancing yourself before going back to the patient.
You couldn't deny how satisfying it was to hear the impact, or the groan of pain coming from him. Your eyes met the others.
"If any of you touch me, I'll do exactly what I did to your buddy there, but ten times worse. Now shut the hell up and let me save this man."
Eyes widely stared at you as you resumed caring for the injured, a few minutes passed by the time the doctor got there.
"Oh!" His eyebrows rose, "Hello Y/N, didn't expect to see you here. If I would have known, I wouldn't have left the hospital on its own."
"Hi Dr. Goodwin," You looked up, two fingers on the injured man's wrist and the other held up four fingers from your counting. You blushed slightly from his confidence in you and you noticed the men who bullied you all sport faces of confusion.
"His pulse is stable. I wrapped the wound tightly, but he needs stitches."
"Thank you, miss." The injured man grabbed your hand and you smiled in return.
"Don't mention it."
"Actually, it's Dr. Y/L/N." Dr. Goodwin said, seeing your eyes widen and the smile he gave only made your heart swell that much more.
The doctor nodded, thanking you before asking his helpers to load him to the small gurney they brought. He could only thank you briefly before you waved them off. The other guys had stayed back, eyes wide in disbelief that the doctor not only recognized you, but acknowledged your work.
"Are you a nurse or something?"
"Are you morons deaf? Did you not hear Dr. Goodwin? I'm a doctor too."
The leader seemed to recover from the kick you gave him earlier as his lip curled in an ugly matter, "What kind of sick joke is that? No such thing as a woman doctor."
"Obviously there is if I'm standing right in front of you. Or did my kick knock a few more scews loose?"
Eren was walking buy, noticing the commotion from afar and as a soldier, his instincts to provide help in dire situations kicked in. He elbowed his way to the front. Seeing you standing defiantly in front of five tall muscular men. He stepped forward as the main leader got in your face, but when you shifted your foot, he seemed to coil back. Eren noticed a giant welt on one side of his face and wondered how the hell he got such an ugly bruise. It didn't stop their onslaught.
"Who the hell do you think you are? What makes you think you could do whatever the fuck you want?"
"Because in this world, I'm free to do whatever the fuck I please." Eren watched as your eyes narrowed in further defiance, the smile on your face sickeningly sweet and all he could think about was how he had never seen such a woman.
You hadn't even noticed the audience that gathered, you side stepped the group of men, going as far as waving a goodbye with a breathy giggle, you picked up your basket. You had a small hop to your step and despite not caring to even spare a glance to the onlookers, your eyes met a pair of pretty green ones. The prominent bone structure made you think, "Wow."
However, the tall muscular body you did a once over on had you follow that thought with, "Oh damn."
Eren seemed dumbfounded, your obviousness in checking him out made him flush. He had never felt self-conscious over his body. He knew even before he hit puberty that he would do well to grow muscles and abs, the necessary type of figure to have if one were to be a soldier of the scouts. He knew it was also something some females found attractive in the opposite sex but it's not like he ever had time to date much less dwell on what girls liked. Seeing the way you looked at him though, he couldn't deny that he silently hoped for your approval.
When you finally met his eyes once more, you had him floored when he saw you drop a wink at him.
The crowd murmuring as they watched you go made his own eyebrows furrow in confusion. He stepped to one of the members and demanded an explanation.
"Honestly, the little lady was crazy! She came in here claiming to be a doctor and helped patch up a guy who got cut by the pipe over there. Instead of waiting for a real doctor, she made a whole fuss."
"Where's the guy?"
"Dr. Goodwin picked him up. That doctor is mad too, he also said she was a doctor, but that's ridiculous. No woman can be a doctor. That's so many levels of wrong."
Eren felt the urge to punch the man in the mouth, but one glance at the ugly bruise his friend sported reminded him,
"What happened to your face?"
The leader grumbled a bunch of profanities, "That little bitch. I tried to get her off before she messed the guy up anymore and she kicked me."
"In your face?" Eren sounded impressed, and he was when he received a nod of confirmation.
He looked to the direction which you disappeared in and said fine words to the group, "Whether you men like it or not. The world is changing, everyone is free to be who they want. If women can join the military no problem, they can be doctors too."
He saluted before rushing off, not hearing the mutters of annoyance from the men. In all honestly, Eren had no clue on what he was doing.
You were scrubbing off the blood from under your fingernails near a fountain when you hear the shuffle of feet from behind you. You silently hoped it wasn't any of those morons asking for more trouble, but you were pleasantly surprised when your eyes met a pair of green ones from before.
"I'm Eren." You smiled at him, nodding and your smile turned quirked when he stuttered in, "Yeager. Eren Yeager."
Hmm, you had thought, His name suits him. You studied his demeanor, not missing the gear strapped to either sides of his hips or the green hood covering his shoulders. You knew immediately that he was a scout and you wondered if he knew Captain Levi. Before you got the courage to ask him, he beat you to it.
"What did you mean by what you said earlier? Do you really think that? That we're all free to do anything we want here?"
You smiled as you nodded, walking towards a vendors stand and Eren fell into step beside you, you felt nervous around him, but also safe with his company. He watched you as you picked up another apple to inspect.
"We have laws and rules though...so we're not technically all the way free?"
"I'm free to be me, just as you are free to be you...Eren...Yeager."
It was the way the sun hit your face in that moment, highlighting your strong cheekbones and giving a special glint in your eyes that made Eren want to hear your thoughts more. He spent the rest of the day asking you questions, never satisfied with the small responses you gave him and he even walked you home. The mean glare from your mother confused him beyond belief and it was your father's words that made you gasp in surprise that night.
"He's the titan shifter, the one who helped plug up wall Rose."
Your face had turned red in embarrassment, you were talking so casually to a literal titan and you even flirted with him. He even held your basket the entire trip to your house and you didn't even consider how informal you acted with your skirt. You had hitched one of them up your thigh to get better footing and hadn't missed the way Eren blushed at seeing so much skin. You knew the girls in the scouts wore pants, but even then they kept covered.
You were certain Eren wanted nothing else to do with a girl who held little to no morals, but you were caught by pleasant surprise when you saw him with Erwin and Levi the next day in town.
His eyes had immediately found yours and you didn't miss the blush on his cheeks as he gave you a small wave. You couldn't but laugh when Captain Levi suddenly kicked him.
"Who's got you turning red brat?"
"Uh-it's nothing, captain."
He didn't look convinced as you gathered the courage to approach. Erwin acknowledged your presence which Eren was grateful for, but his eyebrows still came down in confusion on how the commander knew your name.
"Y/N!" Erwin gave a polite smile which you returned, "So great to see you. We were actually just about to stop by your house."
"Really? What a coincidence, I was hoping to stop by headquarters today as well." Your smile was bright, and by the way the air around you seemed cheerful, Erwin returned your energy.
"Bearing good news I hope?" He still hesitantly asked.
You nodded as you laughed, "I would love to accept the offer if it still stands."
"Of course it does," Captain Levi scoffed, his arms were folded across his chest. You noted for the first time the soft grey color of his eyes and despite the deep scowl he was currently showing, he had chubby cheeks that made you want to squish, "We wouldn't be coming all this way for nothing."
"I thought we were coming to collect a new scout, Captain Levi." Eren asked, you felt yourself blush in realization that he had no clue it was actually you they were referring to.
"We are," Levi grabbed you by your arm and yanked you towards him as he pointed at you while looking at Eren like he was an idiot, "Meet the scout's new doctor. Dr. Y/L/N meet Eren-"
"Yeager." You finished, smiling towards Eren, "We've met."
Erwin and Levi exchanged looks as they watched you and Eren smiled at each other like a pair of idiots, the realization dawning over them and Erwin couldn't fight the smirk that crossed his face. Small world, he thought.
Six months had passed since the first fateful encounter you had with Eren. You had long since moved out of your home and besides the occasional secret letter from your father, you hadn't heard nor seen the rest of your family since your decision to become a doctor for the scouts.
It was a transition to go through as you lost one family and gained a new one, but everyone was so accepting and welcoming. The girls welcomed you with open arms, most notably was Sasha whose habit of eating everything and anything brought her to the infirmary on more than one occasion, Connie usually followed right behind her with a minor injury resulting from his carelessness. You had met Floch when he brought Jean in from a sparring session gone wrong and he immediately took a liking to you. Your level-headedness was like a breath of fresh air to him as he was constantly sorrounded by people he thought were idiots. Jean liked your confidence (The fact that you were easy on the eyes, didn't hurt either), Mikasa respected the way you didn't hesitate to put people in their place, and Armin admired that despite your obvious toughness, you were a kind and patient doctor who never turned anyone away. You were diligent and hard-working, yet your smile was always able to uplift any sour mood and you always put your best foot forward. The one time he had puked all over your hospital floor from eating too much undercooked meat was embarrassing for him, he thought for sure you were going to be angry and call him an idiot. Instead, you took his temperature, put a cold cloth on his head (despite his titan status guaranteeing a speedy recovery), and started a healthier diet plan for him. Armin was scheduled a weekly checkup with you, partly to ensure he was listening and partly for you to study him a bit more. Your research on the titan's ability to regenerate and recover from even the worst injuries was fascinating for you, you hoped to isolate the genes and figure out a way to maybe trigger it in regular Eldians without setting off the titan ability, the fact that Eren made it a habit to accompany Armin didn't hurt either.
Eren had grown attached to you, whenever he wasn't busy or in need of a place to hide from Captain Levi's wrath or Hange's insistence to poke and prod him, he would be hanging out around you or in your office. At one point you had to hide him under your desk when Commander Erwin stopped by to hold a meeting with you about providing first aid training to the scouts for excursions. You were always welcomed to accompany them outside the walls, but your work was enough to make you stay. You recalled the way Eren was pressed against your legs, the feel of his hands steadying himself on your calves and when your skirt had shifted up when you reached for one of the records, you felt Eren brush his fingertips along the muscle. You had stammered the rest of the meeting through and smacked him afterwards for putting you in such a compromising position. You were blushing furiously at the way he gave such a boyish grin and even that night while he walked you to your small cottage, he had a satisfied smile in place.
You always knew you liked Eren, you were also hopeful that the feeling was mutual. The both of you had grown close over the course of your stay, as the head doctor you were given your own living quarters, not too far from headquarters but not so close to the city that you would be given a hard time. Your cottage was fair in size and with the amount of income you were receiving, you were quick to furnish and decorate it to your liking. Eren had even helped by adding his own touches to the interior. The times you would go to the city with him was always met with many curious stares. Your age and gender made many turn heads when you walked in, the fact that you were the youngest and by far prettiest doctor the scouts had ever had made people naturally gravitate to you. Your ability to make friends quickly also made it that almost every weekend you were entertaining guests at your house. Sometimes it would be dinner with Sasha, Niccolo, and Connie. Other times you would be knitting and embroidering with Mikasa and Armin, there was even game nights with everyone until Jean and Eren became too competitive with one another. Other times when the higher ups had meetings (All of which you had to attend since you technically held an officer position within the military branch) you would offer your house where you all shared cups of tea and your famous baked goods. You had even seen Captain Levi grab seconds on your sugar cookies.
It was the times when Eren would swing by alone that caused your heart to flutter, he would walk you home almost every night now. At first he would find the poorest excuses to see you like needing a bandaid for his wrist from the biting (even though by the time you gave him the gauze it would be healed over completely) or try to "casually" be around the area when you would get out at three in the morning. Eventually your amusement turned to you asking him to walk you home every night under the guise that you were afraid of being targeted or hurt, even though everyone had seen you body-slam Reiner the one time he tried to hit on you when you were stitching up his eyebrow from an ugly gash. Nonetheless, Eren accepted. You would invite him in for tea every time and he would even bring you lunch on days he failed to see you in the cafeteria. It seemed like everyone under the sun knew about you and Eren's crushes on one another, so it was also a pain in the ass that neither of you had yet to make a move on one another. Even Erwin had assumed you two were together the one morning he stopped by your house on your day off to ask for your aid for a soldier who had broken their arm from a training exercise, his eyes had grown wide upon seeing you open the door in only your nightgown, you were rubbing the sleep from your eyes as you invited him in for breakfast.
Upon walking in, he immediately saw Eren exiting your bathroom in his casual jeans, his hair was wet and sticking up from the steam of the shower. Eren wasn't wearing a shirt and before Erwin could excuse himself completely you quickly explained how you hadn't wanted him to walk outside so late so he slept on your couch. You were washing his clothes and had left them out to dry and Erwin could only nod and stop himself from suggesting for Eren to bring spare clothes to yours, remembering that it wasn't his place to push or even encourage his team's doctor and titan-shifter to date even though by the way he saw you put jelly on Eren's toast while he made your cup of tea with three sugars was enough for him to almost just order the two of you to date. Instead, he gave a long rant to Levi, wondering aloud whether Eren was either oblivious to your affections or just an idiot, Levi only replied with, "Did you happen to bring any of the toast she made?"...he did and Levi later on answered, "He's just an idiot." while licking the excess jelly off his fingers.
It was another day at headquarters, the mid-summer day was hot and since the flow of traffic had been slow inside the infirmary, you found yourself mostly in the officer's lounge. You had opted to wear a long sleeve empire waist dress, the top had ruffles along your collar and the soft pink of the dress complimented your skin tone. It fell around mid-thigh and the black shoes you wore with them completed your overall look. Eren had stared at your bare legs for a while until he noted your haircut. You had only cut off the ends but your heart did a flip as you blushed from him noticing. You had been chatting with Hange about your research while Moblit spoke to Eren about the new set of routes to be taken during their next trip beyond the walls when Captain Levi walked in. Hange waved him over and he fell easily beside you.
"Hey." His arm brushing against yours and you hummed in response, leaning a bit towards him which didn't go unnoticed by Eren.
"Levi, did you take your medicine this morning?" About two weeks ago you had caught the captain asleep at his desk for the fourth time. You knew he overworked himself and refused to sleep in his bed no matter how many therapeutic pillows you got him, but while he was out like a light you decided to check his blood pressure, only to find it alarmingly high. You figured the amount of stress and cups of caffeinated tea were to blame. Levi kept in good shape, but considering his age and the fact that he never even considers laughing, you prescribed him medications to be take every morning and cut him off from his usual tea leaves. The former was easier to push as the calcium and magnesium capsules were easy to swallow, it was getting rid of all the tins in his desk that made him a bit unbearable to the new recruits.
He let out an annoyed grunt as he nodded. Your smile was soft as you put an encouraging hand on his arm and Eren was officially not listening to Moblit anymore.
"Thanks for sticking to your diet, Captain Levi. As a token of my appreciation, I got you these." You didn't let him reply, quick to act as always as you reached into the small basket you had brought and grabbed his hand to put the gray tin of loose leaves that you took out in his palm.
As usual, the captain was unfazed by your lack of appreciation for personal space. The past few weeks had done well to teach him how despite being yelled at, threatened, and even outright ignored at times, your cheeriness was impossible to diminish and you did whatever the heck you wanted even when it was at times impulsive.
"What is it?" He looked between you and the tin, the slight sneer on his upper lip making you release a giggle before you tapped the bow you tied on it.
"It's tea leaves." He raised a slim eyebrow which made you roll your eyes, "Decaffeinated tea."
"Let me guess, it tastes like shit." His eyes flickered to the purple bow, "Or it'll make me shit."
You laughed, you upper body leaning on his as you attempted to catch your breath. The joke wasn't that funny but the face he made was. You giggled as you shook your head and Hange watched in bemusement as you elaborated,
"It's the tea I always serve and judging by the three cups you had last time, I'm positive you'll like it."
Levi let out a nod, he hadn't even noticed that the tea you served had no caffeine but the heavy notes of honey in it probably explained its sweetness. He gave a quiet thank you before his scowl returned,
"So that's why I was on the crapper all night after the last meeting."
"With a potty mouth like that, it's not wonder you don't have a girlfriend." You deadpanned.
"I feel bad for the poor bastard who falls in love with you."
You let out a small tsk, smiling at him and hoping Eren heard as you said, "Well that depends if he admits he feels the same way."
Captain Levi quirked an eyebrow at you, his eyes knowing and you blushed under his stare. Your fingers fiddling behind your back and Eren hated the way Levi suddenly chuckled at you. His smile was a rarity and to have him giving it to you only meant one thing to Eren; the captain liked you.
"So there is someone you like? Who's the poor brat?"
When you were about to make another snide remark, Hange cut in and excused herself and Moblit.
"As fascinating as this is, there's a captured titan waiting my arrival and if I don't get to use this research Dr. Y/L/N just gave me before nightfall, I will lose my mind."
"I hadn't heard of us ever finding it to begin with." Levi sighed, taking a lock of your hair between his fingers and letting the curl bounce back before he excused himself to tag along with them.
"Someone's got to make sure four eyes doesn't get killed."
"That's why Moblit is going with her." You noted.
"And who do you think will make sure Moblit doesn't get killed?" He smiled once more, "Laters doc."
You waved goodbye to the three, the door clicking behind them and you turned to see Eren with his arms crossed. He was pouting like a child and you wondered what his deal was. You figured with your earlier comment, he would be over the moon to hear you hinting at liking him. You skipped up to him, getting on the tips of your toes as you poked his cheek.
"What's the matter? You look like a scolded child."
"Nothing." He muttered, looking away as his jaw clenched and you only poked him once more.
"Liar." You called him out, "Talk to me."
"You didn't answer Captain Levi's question."
You were sure that there was a giant question mark on top of your head, the gear in your mind shifting as you tried to recall what the captain asked before your mouth opened in realization. You couldn't help but smile as you looked down at Eren's shoes and he only seemed to grow angrier as he watched you blush.
"About my crush? Oh! Well I wouldn't call him a brat, but I guess his attitude could often warrant that title. He's got this sort of this determined mentality that I guess some people can find...overbearing." You played with the cuff of your dress, "But I personally find it charming."
"So he's charming?"
You hummed as you smiled, "He's a bit rough around the edges, but he always means well. He's easy on the eyes too. Got really nice hair and pretty colored eyes that makes me swoon around him. Not to mention his body looks like Zeus could be his father." To add emphasis, your body leaned side to side as you laughed.
Eren snorted, his eyes rolling as he thought of any guy he knew that was like you described. All he could think of was Captain Levi and Erwin. He hated to think of Levi as charming, but he was rough all around. Erwin had eyes that Historia had once described as pretty, but to think of you being attracted to someone as old as him made his stomach flip.
"Want to head back to my office?" You suggested, not wanting to leave Eren's side until he figured it out but also not wanting to stick around in case other officers walked in. You got a stiff nod and wanted to giggle when Eren still opened the door for you. As the both of you walked through the large building, you added a hop to your step as you continued,
"He's also such a gentleman. He respects me, he's never intimidated by my sharp wit, always opens doors for me, waits until I'm sitting before he starts eating, and he almost seems proud of me being a doctor. He's just so understanding and sure of himself as a man that I guess the idea of having a girlfriend in my position would never make him feel inferior." You turned to look at Eren sideways and noticed his shoulders hunched, you knew it was cruel how you kept teasing him but were hopeful that it would click for him soon, so you went on.
"Wow, sounds like a real keeper." He grumbled, now thinking of Jean or even Connie. Armin was too occupied with Annie and Reiner was too obsessed with Historia to hang around you. There was no way Beruto/Borrito/Bertoto would catch your eye as you had made it a point to always get his name wrong, but Connie made you laugh and Jean was always extra nice to you.
"I'm telling you, I think he's perfect. He's dependable, strong, and we share so many of the same ideas. I could talk to him for hours and never be bored and when I'm not with him, I feel...sad. I just constantly want to be by his side and if I'm not I want him to be thinking about me because that's exactly what I do."
You both entered your office, you walked up to your desk as you spoke, turning around and leaning against it to look at Eren. He had closed your door a little harder than necessary, the wood shaking against the frame as he crossed his arms and leaned his back on the door. He looked downright irritated and you bit your lip to keep from laughing.
"So why haven't you told him?"
You shrugged, "I think I've been pretty obvious about it, I'm always smiling when he's in the room, I always want to be with him, there's never a day where we don't walk together. I even wore this dress for him today."
You waved down at your figure, Eren's eyes looked over you twice and you jumped up on your desk, your thighs parting as you let the short skirt cover your panties and barely cover the tops of your thighs.
"I'm sure he'll love it." Eren spit out.
"I don't know..." You tilted your head, "Do you?"
Eren pushed himself off the door, going to your bookcase and letting his fingers brush the spines of the books, "It doesn't matter what I think. I'm not Mr. Pretty eyes. Sounds like a simpleton to me."
You let out an actual deep sigh and Eren met you with furrowed brows.
"What?"
"You're so fucking dense, Eren."
"What did I say?" He threw his hands up, "Just because I called him simple? I'm so sorry I don't care to hear you go on and on about this guy. I never thought I'd see you bend over backwards for some guy who opens doors for you. I thought you would have higher standards than that."
You let out a snort, "Keep talking Yeager, and I just might higher them."
"I mean I never thought looks would be so important to you. It's so-"
"So what?" Your tongue had a sharp edge that did not go unnoticed by Eren. He stood only a few feet from your desk, but you saw the awkward shift in his posture.
"Shallow." He spit out.
"Excuse me?" You gave him a look that said if he wouldn't apologize in the next ten seconds, he would surely live to regret it.
"What I mean is...what guy could possibly have this head over heels and you're just now telling me? I thought...I thought we-" He stopped, looking to the side and you relaxed before saying,
"We what, Eren?"
"I thought we had something special." He muttered. He looked to see your mouth opened in a small gasp and he began to turn to exit when you quietly beckoned him over.
"Eren...come here."
"No, I should g-"
"Please." You begged and the look in your eyes brought him to stand in front of you. Your hands reached for his shirt, yanking him forward and you hooked your legs around his calves. Eren gaped at you, not knowing what to do and say as you put one hand on his shoulder and the other cupped his cheek.
"You are such a dumbass." You laughed, "The person I've been going on and on about, that simpleton you bashed, is you. It's always been you, Eren."
It was like watching a light flicker on very very slowly, but once it was on you watched as embarrassment flooded Eren. His smile was sheepish and stupid as he stuttered over his words. His hands rested on your hips and you stroked his face from his temple to jaw as you asked,
"Do you maybe feel the same way?"
You didn't get a verbal answer, the sudden kiss Eren laid on you was an answer enough. His lips were soft and warm as they moved against your own, his tongue enveloped yours and you felt him lean more onto you. The moan that slipped out his mouth when you bit his bottom lip made something tighten in your stomach.
When you two finally broke apart you didn't miss the trail of saliva that connected the two of you and you whimpered for more. The second kiss was heavier, a clash of teeth and tongues as Eren feverishly wrestled to touch you everywhere his hands could reach. You felt him press against your core, the loud gasp you let out made him look at you in concern.
"Sorry, sorry. I'll stop if you want me to."
You shook your head as you met those green eyes that held you captive since day one, "More. I want more."
The smirk was something you had never seen, his eyes became half-lidded as Eren kissed your nose. Then your chin, then your neck. When he reached your collar, his finger hooked onto the top of your dress, pulling the fabric down as he kissed just above your breast.
"She wants more." He said to himself, the soft rasp in his voice made you attempt to close your legs. His hands pushed what little that had covered your legs up and Eren's fingers brushed your core.
The jump you gave made his smirk grow, "I haven't even touched you yet."
He saw the small patch of dampness on your panties, and before you could ask him what he was doing, you let out a sharp gasp when his fingers pushed the fabric to the side and he plunged two fingers into your pussy.
The moan he ripped from you was like music to his ears and as he began to slowly pump his fingers in and out he watched as your face became hot and red. It was uncomfortable as first, you could even say it hurt but that didn't stop you from rocking your hips up to meet his eager hands. You weren't entirely prepared as you felt a bit tense as Eren kissed your neck, the suckling on your flesh making small breathy whimpers leave your mouth. His other hand's fingers hovered over the buttons on the back of your dress and his eyes asked for permission as he glanced up at you.
A small tentative nod was all he received before he took out his hand from between your legs, his tongue skillfully licking the digits cleaned and you didn't think you would find such an act so erotic. You arm hooked around his neck as you brought him down to a kiss, you could taste yourself on his lips as he kissed you back eagerly, his fingers skillfully working the buttons on your dress and you wondered for a brief moment if he had ever done such an act before. You pushed the thoughts away, not wanting to lose focus or confidence while in the middle of being with Eren by letting unnecessary insecure creep into your heart. As if being able to read your mind, Eren said-
"Stop being in your head," A hard kiss against your lips, "Be here with me."
His nose rubbed sweetly against yours, fingers tilting your head up as you gave a hesitant nod. Your eyes wanted to focus anywhere but his eyes and you could felt warmth spread across your cheeks when the sleeves of your dress fell down your arms. The idea of letting Eren see all of you was as exciting as it was nerve-wrecking, the most he ever saw was your legs and back from that one time you walked out of the bath in only a towel. Seeing him shirtless was not new but you still felt your breath catch in your throat as you watched him yank the material off. Your hands explored the newly exposed skin, fingers dipping in every curve of muscle and your hand rested just above the waistband of his jeans. You noticed his breathing grow heavy, Eren's head falling forward on your exposed shoulder where you felt him nip and suck on the soft flesh. You returned the favor by kissing him on the chest, your eyes still casted downwards as you fumbled with the buckle on his belt, you let out a small curse from how hard your hands were shaking and Eren placed a gentle hand on top of yours, his eyes alight with amusement as his lips curved into a soft smile.
"Baby, relax." He murmured, he pushed your hands aside as he took over the task. You let out a deep breath as you heard the sound of his zipper being tugged down and you decided to be bold. You lowered the upper half of your dress, the cotton falling off your arms with ease and you blushed furiously once you remembered that you hardly ever wore bras and today was no different.
Your nipples were taut as you shivered from the cold air in your office and Eren stared at you in wonder his eyes raking your body as you looked to the side and brought your bottom lip in between your teeth.
"Fuck, can I touch you?" Eren blurted, his hands still near his trousers and you giggled when he added a last second, "Please."
Nodding, you figured it was time to stop feeling so shy. You had been dreaming about this moment for months, yet as the man you loved stood before you, eager to be with you, all you could think about was how scared you were that you wouldn't be enough to satisfy him.
One more glance at the way he watched you was enough for you to think, If he really didn't, he wouldn't be looking at me as if I put all the stars in the sky.
You felt the second wind of confidence hit you and you took Eren by surprise as you hooked your fingers on his belt loops and tugged the fabric down. You palmed him through the thin material of his briefs and his hips jerked from the contact before he melted against you. Lowering the elastic, your small hand wrapped itself around his shaft and you took a moment to admire his dick. It was something new and foreign to you, for a moment you wondered if all male penises looked like that but you pushed that thought aside as you found yourself not really wanting to ever know, as long as Eren's would be the only one you saw. You hand moved up and down, your thumb brushing across his tip as you swiped some of the liquid leaking out to use as lube.
You knew he was a few inches above average, the thickness was also enough to make you worry for a moment whether he would be able to fit in you as his fingers struggling to push inside of you were of any indication of how tight your body was. Either way you were determined to satisfy the both of you, the idea of him using you and watching his face come apart as he milked himself dry using only your pussy had your head feeling fuzzy with want. He rested his head on you, causing your body to lean back and you pressed one palm on your desk behind you and the other jerked him off a bit sloppily. His moans filled the space of your office, you secretly prayed to the gods that the scouts could be smart enough for once to not be injured or to be able to at least handle it themselves and your eyes flickered to the door for a moment.
"Eren," You murmured to the shell of his ear, his heavy breaths fanning across the span of your chest and you felt both your bodies getting hot. "The door, we need to lock the door."
His groan was the only response you got as he trailed kisses up your neck and shoulder, and you resisted the urge to roll your eyes, he was such a guy sometimes. You began to lower yourself from the desk before his hand on your leg suddenly halted your movements and he gave you a lazy smile, his half lidded eyes softly rolling as he let out an obnoxious groan of annoyance.
"I'll do it." He didn't even bother to tuck himself back into his briefs, his dick fully erect as he made way to your door. You felt your hand falling to your side and you bit your lip as you thought about what you wanted to do twice before letting your own hand push the fabric of your underwear to the side once more. You rubbed at your clit lazily as you softly moaned, your eyes closing at the sensation and you smiled when you heard the soft, "Shit." coming from a few feet ahead of you. Eren's eyes were transfixed on you, the way your head rolled back as your moans became louder and higher pitched was making him painfully hard and he wanted-no needed to be inside of you before he was sure he would come right then and there.
Your eyes were still closed when you felt him settle between your legs once more, eyes hazy and smile lazy as you felt him tug your panties down your legs. Your ass lifted briefly to help and you giggled when he grunted in annoyance from having to shuffle backwards to slip them off completely. He laughed with you as his hand cupped you by your jaw, lips finding yours in a tender kiss and the hand that had been rubbing at your clit was used to steady yourself by his shoulder. His muscles flexed under your touch and your breaths intermingled as he stared at you with such an intensity that you felt your stomach flip. You looked down to where he rubbed his length along your folds and gulped.
"I-I'm nervous." You admitted, cheeks blushing and Eren kissed your temple.
"It's okay, I'll take care of you. Do you trust me?" You gasped at the intensity in his eyes, Eren Yeager was one who never beat around the bush and you felt tears pool around your eyes as you nodded. Everything leading up to this moment overwhelmed you suddenly, losing your family, gaining your dream job, becoming independent so quickly, and falling in love with a man who turned into what so many feared but who let you place` flower crowns on his head during tea parties. He continued to maintain eye contact with you, your lips parting and eyes partly closing as he began to push past your labia. It all felt too much, but you wouldn't want to be anywhere else in that exact moment Eren pressed his tip into your passageway. There was a bit of resistance and the guttural moan he released made your eyes widen in an audible gasp, he looked ethereal with reddened cheeks, a slacked opened jaw, eyes that looked close to tears, and thin layer of sweat making his dark brown locks stick to his forehead.
He pushed another inch in, trying his best to not act too quickly or too harshly. All he wanted to do was fucking ruin you. Mark you as his by impregnating you and watching as you took every drop of his semen. It seemed you wanted it too as your hips jerked forward and took in another inch.
"Eren, please." You had no idea what you were asking for, he was being slow and gentle and as much as you appreciated his mindfulness, it had been six long months and if you had to go through another night of humping your pillow or rubbing one out with only fantasies of Eren touching you (Sometimes even Levi, depending on how much alcohol you had consumed) you were gong to scream.
Another inch and a deep chuckle was his response. Your eyes were set ablaze as the realization that he was teasing you.
"Please what baby?"
"Give it to me." You whispered, your hand tugging at his hair harshly and the hiss of pain he released was simultaneous when he completely thrusted his entire length into you. Your thighs jerked at the sudden intrusion and the cry you let out was loud enough that if anybody were nearby, the would have assumed someone struck you. Your hand smacked against his chest, your breath ragged as you attempted to give Eren an angry glance but your pussy betrayed you as it clenched hard around him.
You both released a gasp when Eren fully bottomed out inside you. His hips flush against your parted thighs and your foreheads pressed against one another, lips brushing but not kissing yet as you two came to terms of what was being done. You and Eren were one, there was no going back from what was about to transpire and you silently prayed that he wouldn't regret it later.
"Stop being in your head," He murmured against your mouth, eyes looking into yours, "Be here..."
He gave a heavenly thrust and you felt his arms wrap themselves around your waist as he forced you to fall back onto your desk with a small uff and your hands fell onto his shoulders. Your legs locked around his waist and the new angle caused him to be deeper inside you, but he continued to stare at your with that same admiration from that day he had met you.
"With me."
You nodded slowly, kissing Eren for what felt like the first time. A bit shyly and unsure as your mouth moved against his slowly, you savored the taste of tea and something sweet from his tongue and you let one of your hands hold him by his face as the other found solace in his hair.
Eren began to thrust into you, the rhythm a bit off at first as you two tried to find what worked and when he dipped his hips a little and heard the string of filthy words leaving your mouth, he gave a knowing smirk.
"Hmm, right there princess?"
You panted, your tongue lolling out as his began to go faster. One of your hands shot out to the side to brace yourself on something when Eren began to fuck you harder and instead you turned to see you hand knocked your bottle of ink over, the deep blue liquid was spilling everywhere but before you could let your brain process the mess, Eren began to suck on the flesh of your neck that you exposed when you moved your head. You moaned as you closed your eyes at the overwhelming sensations of it all, your hands grabbing at the muscles in his back and you arched your own and pressed your chest into him.
"Oh fuck," Eren moaned out, "This pussy is so good. You're taking me so well, princess."
"Yeah?" You panted out, "Going to cum in me, baby?"
Eren picked himself up on his forearms, too preoccupied with how pretty your tits looks bouncing with each thrust to notice the your hair was sprawled all over and the upper part of his arm was touching something wet, he figured it was the sweat you two were producing with your coupling.
"I'm gonna get you pregnant, make you mine forever."
"I'm yours!" You screamed as his hips slammed particularly harder down onto your own.
"Choke me, make me a mommy, cum in me, just please don't stop fucking me." You cried out, and a new sort of excitement showed in his eyes, his hand cupped just below your jaw and the light pressure he put on you made you moan louder.
The sounds of skin smacking, panting breaths, and heavy moans filled the air. Eren coaxing you to come all over his dick as you begged him to not pull out of you echoed of the walls of your office. You went on like that for a good while and you giggled in realization that your silent wish for everyone to leave the two of you alone for a while had come true.
Unbeknownst to you two, there had almost been three interruptions. The first being Captain Levi who wanted to ask if mixing his blood pressure medicine with wine would be too dangerous, but when he heard you scream he almost barged in before the unmistakable moan that followed made him fully come to a halt. He didn't even think twice about what was transpiring, briefly remembering that Eren was in fact with you this morning before quickly turning around and hauled ass as far from the hallway as he could. He wasn't sure where he was heading before he stumbled into Erwin's office, the commander looking up to see his captain look like he just ran a marathon.
"Levi? You look like you just saw a ghost?" His eyebrows creased, "Are you okay?"
"Yeager isn't as dense as we thought."
Eren stood to his full height, grabbing at your ankles and moving your legs onto his shoulders to they were fully parallel to his body. You let out another giggle at how your ankles were now on either side of his head, but the small kiss he gave your right one made you let out a noise of adoration. He gripped your hips, smiling as he noted the streaks of something blue all over your chest and neck but decided against telling you as your pussy began to pulsate around him. There was no way in hell he was going to stop you from orgasming.
The second time was Sasha and Connie as they wanted to ask if eating candies with the wrapper still on was anything they needed to worry about, but the sounds of your desk scraping across the floor with Eren commending you for being a good girl and taking him so well made the both of them stare at each other with wide eyes. The "Huh?"'s they exchanged were amusing to anyone else and Sasha grabbed Connie by the collar before they hightailed out of there. Connie wanting to see if Eren had really been capable of pulling you and Sasha calling it bullshit and stating that the real reason was that he wanted to see you naked.
His thrusts became wild and sloppy, the slushing sounds you two were making was the hottest sounds you ever heard. You held onto his wrists, your smile wide and beautiful and Eren knew he wasn't going to be able to hold out much longer.
"I'm not gonna last long," He let you know, you nodded as you reached down to rub your clit in circles.
"Fuck, you look so hot." He blurted, his cheeks a deeper red and you gave him another soft smile.
"Thanks, baby. You too." His abs were going to be the death of you and you hoped you would get the chance to suck him off later to lick them one by one in foreplay.
You felt him begin to twitch in you and you knew you were so close, your rubbing speeding up as Eren's thrusts were becoming more sporadic. The way his eyes began to roll upwards had you chanting,
"I'm-I'm cumming!" Your moan was breathy and high as you felt your release overwhelm your senses, you felt euphoria as you moaned so loud that Jean and Floch who didn't believe Connie when he said that Eren had managed to bed you stared at each other with wide eyes and gaped mouths as they stood outside your door. Their cheeks red as they rushed down the hallway as if their asses were on fire, not even halfway down the stairs when they felt their collars yanked at so harshly they almost trampled down, Captain Levi's glare knowing as he began to reprimand them for being nosy pricks.
Eren's cock dove into you hard and you felt him pulsate as he shot long ropes of cum into you, his essence overflowing as he filled you to the brim and painted your insides white.
His moan was unbelievably loud and low, the "I love you." That followed didn't go unnoticed by you and the smile he gave, made you realize how much he meant it.
"I love you." Your answered back, he pushed your thighs to your chest when he lowered himself to kiss you. His cock softening inside you and he slowed his thrusts down and milked himself dry. He tapped his tip on your sensitive clit, making sure he was empty before tucking himself back into his boxers and jeans. The creampie in you was beginning to ooze out and he used his two fingers to push it back in, your hips bucking at the intrusion and you whined about your sensitivity.
You sat up, your hand going to fix your hair, only groaning slightly when you felt the ink on some strands already drying. You huffed before jumping down and fixing your dress. Eren was putting his shirt back on, his back slightly turned to you and your eyes widened in embarrassment at seeing the blue ink in what was obviously your finger prints streaked all over. You looked down and saw that it had well faded from your hands, transferring to your lover who put on his jacket. You shrugged, figuring no one would see it and you could wash your hands later. Your hair would be a bit tricky to explain but you would be home to shower soon anyway, which reminded you-
"Do you want to stay over tonight?" You blurted, scaring Eren as his eyes widened, you bit the inside of your cheek and fumbled with your fingers.
He smiled, walking up to you and kissing you on the lips before replying, "I would love to. I have to do some work today, and pack an overnight bag but I'll be home by dinner." His eyes looked you over, stifling a laugh when he saw the marks of blue ink on your neck, debating on telling you but not being able to deny how cute they looked on you, a gentle reminder of what happened just moments ago and an odd turn on for him to think of it as him marking you as his, the lovebite also on the side making him watch you with love.
You nodded before giving a follow-up question, "Chicken or fish?"
"Fish." He nodded, you grabbed a few papers from your desk drawer and Eren asked if you were all set before taking your hand into his as the two of you began to walk out the office, you mentioned having to speak to Erwin about the cadet recovering from a broken limb and Eren listened patiently, your hands swinging in between the two of you and you both relished at how easy it felt to transition into a life of domestication together. He walked you to Erwin's office, his knuckles knocking on the door before a loud, "One minute!" replied.
You both shared a look of confusion before shrugging and stepping to the side. You fixing his hair and Eren's hand resting on top of your hips when the office door opened. You both turned to see Jean and Floch who sported sullen faces, their arms swinging in front of them as if they were children just denied a cone of ice cream.
"Boys?" You called, your free hand interlocking with Eren who stood in place as you took a step toward the pair. "Everything alright?"
They looked between you and Eren, Jean seeing the ink marks on your neck and seeing Eren's hair haphazard was enough to make him look to the floor, his cheeks reddening and Eren could only smirk. Floch was the opposite, he couldn't take his eyes off you as his face held a permanent grimace and you wondered if he was constipated.
"Baby," Eren called, tugging you back to him and Jean scoffed, Possessive ass is already showing her off. He thought to himself.
"They just got yelled at by Erwin, whatever they did was obviously bad, just leave them be."
You nodded in understanding, giving them a comforting smile and Floch didn't miss the knowing look in Eren's eyes.
"Sorry to hear about that. If you two ever need anything, you know where my office is."
"Yeah, that's the problem." Captain Levi's voice came from the doorway. Jean and Floch mumbled a quick goodbye before scurrying away and you couldn't help but fall into deeper confusion.
The captain and Eren exchanged looks before Eren bent to kiss your cheek.
"I got to go. I'll see you later, princess." You blushed at the nickname and public display, murmuring a soft okay in reply as your boyfriend? walked away from you.
You gave Levi a smile which he didn't return, you didn't miss the small blush on his cheeks and you figured it was from seeing such intimacy from Eren. You were almost positive Levi was still a virgin. Walking into Erwin's office, you all but skipped the man's desk, falling beside him and giving him a bright smile which he returned.
"Hey Erwin, just wanted to update you on the cadet's recovery plan. He should be back in training in a few months if he listens to my instructions, think you can help me?"
"Sure what do you need?"
"Well, I'd need you to sign these release forms first." You shrugged putting the papers in front of him, you looked at his desk and grabbed the pen, "Where's your ink?"
The chuckle the two men gave you made your eyebrows furrow in confusion.
"What?"
"Seems like you're wearing it, Doc." Levi's eyes flickered to your neck.
You let out a gasp and your hands slapped to cover you and the laughs that followed only made you blush furiously.
Dammit, You thought, Eren you idiot.
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fishytoxicologist · 2 years
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I’m Nicki (42, she/her) from Maryland, USA….nice to meet you!!!
Welcome to my Rivamika Adoration Page!
Happily married with two amazing daughters, ages 18 and 13
In love with my hubby Josh and about to celebrate our 19th wedding anniversary, but also in a very serious imaginary relationship with Levi Ackerman ❤️☺️❤️
My attraction to Levi is for multiple reasons….we are close in age, he is ridiculously good looking, his body has been sculpted by the Gods themselves, his fighting style and speed take my breath away, and he cares ferociously for not only all human life, but those he is close to (although we all know he has difficulty expressing his emotions.) Levi is my ultimate dream man ❤️🤤❤️. If he weren’t a fictional 2D character, he would be #1 (and probably the only one lol) on my celebrity “list.” (Reference from my fav TV show, Friends….where a married person has the permission from their spouse to sleep with anyone on their list of dream celebrities if the situation ever presented itself.)
Surprisingly, Levi and my husband share many characteristics. My husband is shorter than me, as I am 5’8” and he is 5’6”, my husband has dark hair he wears longer on top and shaved in the back (similar to Levi’s but a little different), he is extremely strong for his size, swears frequently (lol) and has a great body 😏
Working on my first multi-chapter Rivamika fanfic, and should have Chapter 1 posted by this evening. It will be a unique take on how Levi and Mikasa very quickly develop feelings for each other after the Rumbling.
Also plan on sharing oneshots, headcanons, and drabbles by me, and artwork by my talented youngest daughter
Lastly, I’m currently compiling a Masterlist of my favorite Rivamika fanfictions by other authors. I have read TONS of amazing fanfics and want to compile this list to make it easier for other Rivamika fans to locate some of the best Levi and Mikasa stories!
I am open and supportive of all ships and lifestyles, so even though Rivamika is my fav I will sometimes share other things I like from other ships.
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koulakoukoula2003 · 3 years
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Honours (Levi x Reader)
Pairings: Levi x You / Levi x y/n / Levi x OC, Moblit x Hange
Trigger Warnings: mention of violence, swearing
Genre: Fluffy fluffffffff
Summary: (AU where nobody died in the Battle of Shiganshina) All the people behind the Walls celebrate the reclamation of Wall Maria, and the heroes of the Survey Corps are given honorary medals by their Queen. You and Levi are married and celebrate this together with a dance.
POV: 3rd Person's
A/N: This scene is part of my fanfic on ao3, you can read it here.
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When Historia reached Eren, almost everybody noticed that Eren held onto her hand just a little bit more. (Y/n) had a feeling he must have seen something. A memory perhaps. The boy carried the Founder and Historia was of Royal Blood. Bringing those two in contact could be catastrophic. (Y/n) mentally noted to herself to talk to Eren and Erwin about this later.
But for now, a huge celebration was in order, and after all medals were handed to all heroes, the people rushed outside at the royal yard where the celebrations would take place. The people behind the walls were celebrating today. Wall Maria was finally their own. There was still lots of work to be done, but they had earned some rest.
The day was bright. The sky was clear. The chatter of people and the clacking sound of glasses and cutlery filled the air. Sasha, Connie and Jean were attacking the buffet, and Eren, Mikasa, and Armin were talking with Historia. (Y/n) couldn’t tell where Hange and Moblit were, but she had seen them kissing in some corridor of the Palace and she just knew that they wouldn’t be coming out any time soon. Erwin was chatting with Nile. Commander Pyxis soon joined them.
A hand slithered around (Y/n)’s waist and she turned only to see her beloved husband. He didn’t say anything at first. He just leaned in and pecked those pink lips of hers that he had so much missed. (Y/n) accepted that peck wholeheartedly. Her hand found his cheek, cupping his face.
“Levi,” She smiled. He was perfect. The green medallion rested on both around their necks. His white shirt could be seen from beneath his green Survey Corps trench coat. His raven hair fell messily on his forehead and those eyes made of steel looked so tenderly down to his beloved wife.
Levi caught her hand in his own. Rough, warm fingers wrapped around her own and he brought her hand to his lips, placing kisses at the back of her knuckles. “Dr. (Y/n) Ackerman,” He mumbled, proudly, her newly earned title. His breath brushed warm against her fingers and she giggled. “My wife,”
He pulled her tightly against him. (Y/n) buried her face in his neck and she shut her eyes. A smile spread on his lips as she pressed her cheek on his shirt. His (Y/n) had achieved so much. She was so brilliant, she had figured out unimaginable things. And now here she was, a Doctor. A title that she should have earned so many years ago. He had watched her grow into this ever since they were children. How bright her (e/c) eyes would shine in excitement as she’d spur out biological bullshit, all day, every day. Sometimes even getting on his nerves and he knew she was doing it on purpose. His (Y/n). So brilliant she was. So perfect.
She could tell he didn’t care whether there were any people around. She couldn’t care less about it either. She breathed him in. His hand continued holding onto her own. He guided her hand on his chest on top of his trench coat and his other arm was still tight around her.
(Y/n) sighed blissfully. She could feel the weight of his cheek pressing down on her temple and his breath travelled down her cheekbone, her neck. She pressed another kiss, and another, leaving a trail of soft kisses all the way up to his chin.
He looked at her, and caught her eyes in his own. Her lips were parted, pink and soft. He looked down at the wonderful plush skin that he hadn’t bitten two days now. His (Y/n)’s eyes rested on his lips and he instantly knew what she wanted. And he gave it to her. He’d give it all so long as she wanted it.
Levi leaned in and he kissed her soft and slow. He wasn’t planning to indulge her with anything more than a gentle press of his lips against her own. But he couldn’t help it. Her tongue met his lips and he could do nothing but part them and allow entrance to the sweetest taste that he had ever tasted. His hands both slipped around her. One found her back, pressing her closer and he only deepened the kiss and his (Y/n) let out that soft whimper that made him numb every time.
His fingers clutched on her clothes. He loved his (Y/n). Way too much.
But for the sake of being in public, he restrained himself and forced himself to pull back. He cupped her cheek and met those mesmerised, (e/c) eyes. She looked so lost and hazed and -oh, how wonderful she looked- she was lost and lovestruck for him. That wonderful woman was his and sometimes it sounded unbelievable.
His (Y/n) buried her face back in his neck and he held her tightly against him. A smile spread on his lips but he hid it in her wonderful hair and finally, their attention could fall somewhere else other than themselves. The sweet melodies of the orchestra reached their ears and he noticed how she turned and looked at the couples that danced in an open area in the royal yard.
The grass was soft and a lively green beneath their feet. The royal garden was indeed something marvellous to look at. (Y/n) realised she hadn’t looked at it up close no matter how many times she had passed through. But her gaze was still focused on the couples and he knew what she wanted.
“Do you want to dance, (Y/n)?” He asked. He could never forget the first night he danced with her.
He was a twenty-three-year-old young man the first time he learned how to dance for the sake of a job. His twenty-two-year-old (Y/n) -back then- had taught him, in that dirty little yard in the Underground. Isabel had yet to join their group. Seven years ago.
(Y/n) was so flustered the entire time, but he couldn’t blame her. He knew for a fact that (Y/n) hadn’t been that close to a man before. If she had been, he would have chopped that man’s hands off and he would have slit his throat. He never really knew why he was like this. So overprotective of her. Alas, he would’ve been nowhere near to where he was if it wasn’t for her smart plans. Her brilliant strategy that always led the jobs that they ran to success.
“S- So, according to the book I stole yesterday…” (Y/n) squinted her eyes as she fumbled through the wrinkled pages of the black leathered book. “…you’re supposed to put one hand on your partner’s waist, and you would hold her one hand in your own with the other,”
Levi nodded at the instructions. He hated this. It was an easy job. They had to abduct the eighteen-year-old bratty daughter of a nobleman. But he hated it because to abduct that blonde, honey-eyed brat -according to Furlan’s research on the matter- (Y/n) had the stupidest idea of having Levi using his charms to lure her into a trap. A ball was to come in that nobleman’s house and Furlan had managed to get Levi an invitation.
And all that Levi had to do was learn how to waltz. It was, honestly, something he never thought he had to do. But it was still a job and a promising one. Furlan was sitting by the steps of the house that they currently resided in in the Underground. (Y/n) was in a dark grey skirt and a white shirt. Her hair messily fell on her shoulders and she let down that book on the cold, stone floor of their yard.
“Alright, so…” (Y/n) approached him and she couldn’t understand why she had that comfortable uneasiness in her stomach the closer she got to Levi.
Trembling, nervous fingers caught his arm and settled it on her waist. Her other hand reached for his own and her fingers sunk in his. His arm tightened firmly around her waist and his fingers were so warm around her own. Now they were so close. So damn close, she could feel his breath landing warm on her lips. Those silver eyes met her own and the heat on her cheeks was almost unbearable.
(Y/n) was more than aware that she must’ve been redder than a tomato. Her hand was far too shaky and uneasy on his shoulder. She could feel the scar of a wound that she had stitched up for him a few days back. She could feel the texture of the muscles beneath his white, buttoned shirt.
“Is this correct?” He asked and finally snapped her out of that storm of thoughts and that embarrassment that just wouldn’t go away.
“Y- Yeah! P- Perfect!” (Y/n) stuttered and she cursed herself mentally.
Her bright red cheeks, her cold, trembling, uneasy hands and her tongue that stumbled on her words. It was far too obvious she wanted this. And something in his eyes told her that he wanted it too. But then she scolded herself mentally. She wasn’t some rich daughter of a nobleman, blonde with bright honey eyes. She didn’t have perfect creamy skin nor a perfect plush body with all the right curves. She was an imperfect woman with far too many flaws and far too little experience on the subject.
But Levi… Levi was an experienced man. He had seen and dealt with far more perfect women. Women so much beautiful, (Y/n) could never stand a chance against them. She couldn’t be something more for Levi, and she knew it.
Oh, darling- Now, she had become his all. His precious little (Y/n) that he’d take all the bullets for her. He couldn’t deny it. Ever since that day, it lingered in the back of his mind. Could she ever love me? And there she was now, clutching onto him like a needy, touch-starved little kitten, that craved for his love and his affection and his attention. His touch, his kisses. She had it all. She had always had it all.
(Y/n) lifted her head off his shoulder and she giggled. That same bright blush appeared on her face, just like back then. If only he knew back then that his little (Y/n) had always had eyes for him and him alone. She drew on her lower lip with her upper teeth cutely.
“You’re not afraid I’ll step on your toes?” She asked playfully.
His hand reached for that strand of hair that had been falling on her forehead, and he tucked it behind her ear. “You taught me how to dance, my sweet,” He reminded her and she giggled as her mind went back to that day. It had been seven years, and so many things had happened during that time. Now they were married. Now they wanted their own little house and little brats of their own.
“Alright then. Waltz with me, Mr. Ackerman,” She said with a bright smile that spread across those delicious pink lips.
He brought her hand to his lips and he pressed a tender kiss on her knuckles. “As you wish, Mrs. Ackerman,”
A/N: Hope you liked it!!! Feel free to reblog and comment below to lemme know what you think!!! Thanks for reading!! 🥰
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comelicute1214-blog · 2 years
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EREMIKA AU
Mikasa's father is a politician, he is predicted to be the next president of Paradise. Mikasa's mother, is just a wife who always supports her husband and a mother who loves her only daughter. 
One day after Mikasa's school, she found her house in disarray and the corpses of her parents and workers. The girl's once warm and cozy house became a house with blood on the floor. 
Mikasa, who is still young, experiences something that traumatizes her. she was adopted by his relative Levi Ackerman, a police chief. she’s also helped by a psychiatrist, Hanji Zoe, who is a close friend of Levi. 
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once again, sorry because my english is so so bad and terrible. btw, 
I once read a fanfic on ffn, which said that Mikasa's father's name was Gilbert and Mikasa's mother was Tamara. I think it fits perfectly, and I want to wear it in my au.
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kittenfangirl20 · 1 year
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I've seen lots of discussion about Mikasa's chapter 138 cabin dream about how her fantasy Eren doesn't quite look like Eren and acts ooc sacrificing Historia and I agree with a lot of it, but I think there's also something off about Jean's dream about having a baby with Mikasa. Why is Jean an outside observer instead of with his wife and child and why are they dark vague shadows whereas Jean and the outside world are much brighter in the dream? The contrast is even more apparent in the anime. I know Jeankasa is a healthier ship than EreMika, but both became canon in a very unsatisfying way imo; Eren was super cringey ooc and Mikasa died with the scarf of the boy who called Jean a horse face, plus I think the fandom reduces Jean to his Mikasa crush when there is much more to his character.
I never really thought of the Jean dream sequence, but those are some very interesting points. I will admit that at first I kind of shipped Jeankasa, but now thinking about it, it kind of reduces his character to just have them get together especially in canon where the only time you see them together is going to visit Eren’s grave which is why I don’t get why people are saying that she moved on when she still has the scarf Eren gave her and is constantly going to Eren’s grave. Even the bird that is meant to be Eren putting the scarf back around her neck seems to show that Mikasa hadn’t truly moved on. It is probably why in my fanfic I am going to have it so Mikasa gives the scarf to Carla Ymir (Eren and Historia’s eldest daughter) to truly shows that she had gotten over her romantic feelings towards Eren and is ready to be with Levi.
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onigiri-dorkk · 2 years
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Just read an RM fic that someone recommended. I feel bad because the person who rec’d it told me to let them know my thoughts! It might be one of my least favorites I’ve read so far. Lemme explain so that people hopefully don’t write more fics like this.
It takes place with Levi saving Mikasa from the black market when she was a child, allowing her to live in his home. However the way he saves her is by purchasing her, which I’m not a fan of because ehh… idk, just the idea of Levi participating in black market like that EVEN IF he did it to save her, just feels weird. (I’d have more expected him to come in and whoop everyone’s asses to save her from the market). That was strike one.
Strike two was that Mikasa for all 3 chapters written so far is still a yoooung child. The descriptions of her are extremely adolescent; she is learning to write, she asked for colored pencils for birthday, etc. I was under the impression from author that the subtle romantic moments wouldn’t happen until a time skip of some sort when she is older but I was surprised to see things already start to happen..? (A scene where she hugs him, and he blushes and there’s a whole spiel about them not having physical contact, about him not having physical contact….) At that age and gap, I do think it’s realistic for a young girl to have a little crush on a man who cares for her however seeing it subtly reciprocated during this period isn’t good.
Third, Mikasa is currently comparing him to her parents a bit. She called him her guardian, because he is her guardian. There’s a scene where she’s childlike happy and ‘crawls up’ into his arms. Again with such childlike descriptions. This sets up a father-daughter dynamic I’m not stoked about.
Fourthly, in the 2nd chapter it describes that Levi’s character doesn’t allow her to leave the house. Which doesn’t help the whole “his character purchased her in the black market, then keeps her captive” lol which I know is a negative painting of it, but it’s just not a great mix. All these positive feelings that young Mikasa’s character has towards Levi as an adult guardian who purchased her feels very Stockholm syndrome.
The reason I love RM ship soooo much in canon universe is because despite the age gap, there really was no power dynamic difference. They met when Mikasa was much older than a little child; Mikasa had already sworn her life to fight against humanity in the Scouts by that time. Levi and Mikasa have always always always treated each other as equals. He has always seen her as mature; emotionally unstable sometimes maybe, but still strong and mature and someone who can keep up with him. When you write M as a child and keep the canon age difference, this is already a bold move and you have to be reeeeal careful with what/how you write things. Unfortunately, writing her character as extra young and childlike while writing his mannerisms and descriptions as a lot older, and turning them into a child and parent dynamic, I don’t think this passed the vibe check lol.
Sigh. LOL. Idk why this is bothering me so much. I think I’m frustrated because it’s stuff like this that gives the RM ship such a bad rep. I think the author was trying to be careful about it; she wasn’t extremely distasteful and I don’t think she was attempting to make things like that, but still 🥲
Anyway, it also really makes me grateful for the fanfics that are near and dear to my heart. The fantastic ones are the ones where you know the authors have a full understanding of Levi, and full understanding of Mikasa, an understanding of how their canon dynamics can react to each other, an understanding of that world. My fave fics are ones that prove this understanding and develop their feelings realistically and in circumstances that are not harmful.
Omg. Y’all I don’t mean to hate. I just haven’t read an RM fic that I disliked this much. I read all 3 chapters that are written so far to give it a fair chance because it was recommended by a nice person 🥲
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romiantic · 3 years
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→ staying up late with your husband and daughter to bake treats for her first birthday party
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→ aot characters realizing that they’re in falling in love
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dewipersikkk · 3 years
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Pursuit of Happiness : Chapter 3 Ackerman's Tea Shop
Rating : General Audiences
Words count : 1367 words
Notes: A few bit of spoiler but safe to read, not much. We're all been depressed lately because of the ending BUT I hope fanfics might cure/heal me or any RM shippers here. So this is just a gift for my fellow Rivamika shippers here and I would like to thank you for the awesome journey with you guys! I'm grateful that I've been in the RM community for years and yes the fandom is worth it. Hands down.
I hope you like it!
Available in AO3
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Levi is left alone with his 3 months old daughter, who keeps smacking her wet hand to his cheek. The baby went to put her fist into her small mouth and wetting it with the drools.
"Oi keeps your hand away from your mouth, brat," He lightly scolds as he puts her hand away, but only earns a coo from his daughter.
Levi is a person who prioritizes hygiene above all especially to his family. He didn't want them to get dirty or even unhygienic. It reminds him of his past when he was a young boy, who kept unclean and filthy. Luckily, Kenny was there to 'help' him. He didn't want his children to be like him in the past. They deserve better and this is the time to make the changes.
Mikasa went out to somewhere for a moment, leaving her husband and child in the house.
"Probably shopping with Annie? Or...tch I rather don't want to know,"
He didn't want to bother where she will be going. It's not that he didn't want to care but the thought of his wife wandering somewhere to that place, only hurts his brain.
Then, Levi could hear the wet sound his daughter makes that disgusts him.
"Oi, don't put your hand again to your mouth!"
The baby let out a genuine laugh, showing her toothless grin. Levi smiles looking at his daughter's behaviour and kisses her temple.
Levi suddenly remembers his tea shop. Probably visiting his tea shop might be a good idea to spend time alone with his beloved daughter.
"Hey, let's go visit our tea shop, later on, the tea shop will be yours, Kuchel,"
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At the Ackerman's Tea
The tea shop recently operates its business and surprisingly, there are a lot of customers from every part of the cities, even the neighbouring countries are willing to travels across the shore just to visits Levi's tea shop. Most of the customers are from the East Sea, which Levi is not a fan of them.
Levi remembers when those people arrive at his tea shop, asking for more discounts and some of them offering him a good amount of cash for investment. Of course, Levi instantly refuses. He didn't want them to interfere with his family's business. The tea shop will be passed to his children and another generation.
Some of the customers are infuriating and he has the urge to kick out the customers. He recalls the time that causes his blood to boil when a customer asked Mikasa about her relationship with Eren.
"Mrs Ackerman! How are you?" The boisterous man suddenly approached Mikasa. The man frequently went to the tea shop in the late afternoon for black tea.
"I'm fine," Mikasa replied and showed the man a soft smile to please her customer.
"I'm quite surprised you married with that shorty! I thought you will end up with that Yeager kid,"
Shocked with what the man has said, Mikasa's smile turns into a frown, her face not showing any contentment that she often
showed after finding her happiness with Levi and tears started to build up in her eyes.
The man sensed the sudden change of Mrs Ackerman and tried to apologize to her.
"I-I'm sorry,"
"It's okay, sir and I'm sorry I have to go to the bathroom," Mikasa walked away with her hands on her cheeks, trying to remove the tears that slipped out from her eyes.
Levi who was standing behind the counter heard the whole interaction between the man and his wife. He felt his muscle tense, his blood boiled that he could felt to explode and his hands were shaking. He couldn't help but break one of the teacups.
"YOU!" Levi pointed at the scared man. He looked at the man with a furious face that he once gave to Zeke Yeager.
Levi paced toward the man and grabbed a hold of his collar. Even though Levi is short, but he managed to lift the shitty man and felt as if he was the taller one.
"Who the fuck are you to say something like THAT to my wife!?" He barked as he tightened the hold on the man's collar, "A fool like you is stupid enough to fucking mention that name TO MY WIFE!"
"I'm-I'm sorry Mr-," The man pleaded.
"You don't know how many years I have to make her happy like she is right now, you don't know how many years she's been depressed, you don't know the shits we've all gone through and YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO SUFFER TO MAKE HER COME BACK FROM THE DEAD!" Levi threw away the man to the floor.
"P-p-please I'm sorry, Mr Ackerman," The man cried as he crawled toward Levi for forgiveness.
"Just get the fuck out of here,"
"Mr Ackerman-,"
"I said get out, don't ever show your face here again,"
The man ran out of the place and never came back.
Levi feels Kuchel's wet hand slaps on his temple. Again. The baby stares at her father with curiosity as if she understands what her father has been thinking for a while when they arrive at the tea shop.
"You don't want your father to remembering something?" He asks and the baby only stares at him with wide eyes, "And stop putting your hand inside your mouth,"
The baby laughs and it's warm Levi's heart seeing his daughter. He puts Kuchel on the counter and tickles her sides which causes her to let out a belly laugh.
Abruptly, there are knocking on the door that force Levi to stop his action. He just wants to share some moment with his daughter alone but the stupid person who knocks on the door deserves a kick.
"Who the fuck dare to knock on my door when the business is close? Did they even read the operating hours?"
He stomps toward the door and opens it just to see the two kids who always accompanies him wherever he goes. The kids who he sees as his own children. The kids who also a part of his happiness.
"H-Hi Paps," Falco said as he smiles nervously. The same goes for the girl behind him, Gabi, who waves her hand.
"What are you doing here? How did you know I was here?" Levi said with annoyance. Actually, he didn't mind the kids visiting.
Gabi moves forward as she shows a confident smile.
"We miss you so much, Paps and of course not only you but Kuchel too!"
"Tch...Just come in and Kuchel is here," He shoves the kids inside and closes the door, "Wash your hands before touching her,"
"Aye aye, Captain,"
"Tch...brats,"
Levi smiles.
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Throughout the day, they had a very good time bonding between a father and his three lovely brats. Levi teaches and demonstrates the 'art' of making a perfect tea to Falco and Gabi. Both of them did their best but the taste of the teas aren't that nice.
"Tch...You make the worst tea that I'd ever drink!" Levi snorts.
Falco and Gabi laugh and surprisingly, Baby Kuchel also let out an enormous belly laugh.
"You love to laugh at your father right, Kuchel?"
Then, Gabi and Falco play with Baby Kuchel until Baby Kuchel falls asleep due to the exhaustion of playing with her brother and sister. The two of them also falls asleep, Falco's head on Gabi's shoulder as he snores while Gabi sleeping soundly.
Levi stares at them with a smile forms on his face. He didn't know he has the urge to cry just to look at his children sleeping together. Gabi and Falco are not his own biological children but he sees them like his own.
He didn't expect he's still alive after they have gone through a lot. Every morning, he thanks his mother, his uncle, his old squad, Erwin, Hange for being with him and watching him. He also thanks Mikasa, for giving him a chance to love, to form a beautiful family and bearing him a gorgeous baby girl.
Levi is grateful for what he has now and he's finally a happy family man.
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bluesylveon2 · 3 years
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My My, I Could Never Let You Go
Summary: Sasha Zoe just wants her dad to walk her down the aisle. There is only one problem: she doesn’t know who her dad is! Sasha invites 3 men in hopes of finding out which one is her father. What could possibly go wrong?
Pairings: Levi x Hange, Sasha x Niccolo, and other background relationships
Disclaimer: This is a Levihan Mamma Mia au. This fanfic is inspired by Mamma Mia which is directed by Phyllida Loyd, written by Catherine Johnson, and uses music from the pop group ABBA. Attack on Titan is a manga/anime series written by Hajime Isayama and published by Kondasha
A/N: Sorry for the wait everyone! The last two weeks haev been hectic for me with finals and then graduation. Good news is that next chapter will come out very soon! Until then, enjoy this chapter. 
TW: Panic attack
Need to catch up? Catch up here!
Chapter 10: Voulez-Vous pt. 1
Sasha's girl friends were busy celebrating their recent success. Mike and Erwin were bound to stay now that they joined in on the fun. Well, this mostly pertained to Mike; Erwin was busy with Marie. 
Historia dances on top of a table with Mikasa until a random figure goes past her peripheral vision. Mikasa looks at her questioningly as Historia stops after noticing more figures heading in their direction. She squints just a bit to get a better look. She knew those figures anywhere.
Niccolo's bachelor party was here.
"Mikasa! Look!" she squeals and points to the newcomers. They began to climb up the cliff, and one of them playfully howled (it sounded like Connie)
Mikasa turns to where Historia was pointing at, and her eyes widen in shock. No way…
She was unable to formulate any words as Historia whistles to get the other girl's attention. They had also stopped after hearing the howling and were curious about what was going on.
"C'mon! We have some company!" she yells and jumps off the table and drags Mikasa down with her. She begins to head back to the courtyard, pulling Mikasa along the way.
The girls pile up in the courtyard as they wait for what was to come. The guys, now wearing masks to cover up their identities, watch the girls from on top of the roofs surrounding the courtyard. The girls squeal in delight (minus Annie because she was slightly irritated) as the guys used some rope to drop down to the square.
Moblit switches the song to a more upbeat one as the guys partnered up with the girls. Some of the guys remove their masks to reveal themselves, and the girls jumped on them with excitement. They begin to dance to the song once everyone was partnered up. He also adds strobe lights to create an effect of mystery and excitement.
Meanwhile, Sasha returns back from her talk Mike to discover the commotion happening during her bachelorette party. She laughs as she walks up to the center of the fun to meet her fiancee. 
"What is going on?" She says while attempting to look mad at Niccolo. 
Niccolo laughs at Sasha's face. "Well, I thought it would be more fun to combine our parties and…."
Niccolo smiles as he holds up a beautiful cord necklace with a small shell pendant. 
"I missed you," he adds, causing Sasha to smile and blush. She leans forward to peck Niccolo's cheek. 
"I missed you too." She says and turns around so Niccolo can place it around her neck. Her eyes meet Mike's proud face, and she smiles at him.
Once the necklace was secure around Sasha's neck, Niccolo turns her around and holds his hand out to invite her to dance. Sasha naturally obliges and dances along with her friends. The group moves in sync with the song, and Sasha was having the time of her life.
That was until she notices a figure enter the party. Her mom!
Hange and her friends, now dressed in party clothes, watch the fun happening in the courtyard. She turns to her friends and grabs their arms to drag them into the dance. What Hange does not realize is Mike beginning to head her way.
Luckily, Sasha was quick enough to act. "Go dance with mom!" she yells at Niccolo over the music and pushes him in her direction. 
Sasha, walking with determination, weaves past her friends dancing and towards Mike. Her eyes never leaving his figure as he was making his way to her mom. It was like a game of cat and mouse, all of it happening at the same time. Hange is unaware of what was going on and having fun. Mike is walking to her to talk. Niccolo is also heading to her because Sasha told him to. Sasha is trying to stop Mike from getting to her mom. 
She continues making her way to Mike but was stopped when a random person grabs her arm.
"Sasha. Come here." Levi said and pulls Sasha away from the crowd to talk. She glances behind her and lets out a sigh of relief. Niccolo made it to her mom just in time, and Mike was talking to Nanaba. 
Levi stops walking when they were in a quiet area of the courtyard. He turns to her with a relaxed face as if he had an epiphany. 
"I know why I'm here." 
Sasha stares at Levi with confusion. "You do?"
"Yes. Why didn't Four-Eyes tell me…How long did you know I was your father?"
The confusion turns into shock. "What?" She yells over the music, and Levi smiles at her. 
Oh my gosh, he actually smiled at her.
She couldn't stop herself from speaking. "Not long at all!" she exclaims with shock from the revelation and Levi's smile. What is she doing?!
Levi makes a move to go back to the party, but Sasha quickly stops him. "But Levi, my mom does not know that I know. So can we wait until after my wedding?" She begs him.
"Who's giving you away tomorrow?" Levi interrupts instead.
"Nobody." Sasha wants to slap herself now. What in the world is she saying?! Mike already agreed to walk her down the aisle! Why is she still blabbering to Levi?!
"Wrong." He points to himself, astonishing Sasha. "I'll be the one to walk you down the aisle. Let's keep it a secret until then" He smiles again and pats her shoulder proudly before returning to the party. Now he needs to find Hange.
Sasha stays in her spot in shock and frowns. Now Levi was joining too! How would that even work? She can feel all her hard work and happiness crumbling down and being replaced with shock, confusion, and fear. She can feel her heart begin to beat rapidly against her chest, and she begins to panic. 
She slowly walks back to the party, lost and confused. So many thoughts were running in Sasha's head that she could not focus on the party. What is going on? Nothing in her plans included THIS! She did not even feel like dancing with her friends. 
Niccolo, who switched from Hange to dance with Historia, notices his fiancee's distressed face. He pulls away from Historia so she could dance with someone else and makes his way to Sasha. He places his hands on her cheeks the moment he reached her. 
"Are you ok?" He asks with concern. 
"I can't breath!" Sasha yells and pulls away from Niccolo. She runs away from him and places a hand against her chest. Her heart was beating at a faster rate now, and her breathing started to pick up. 
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Hange also notices her daughter's distress and pulls away from her current dance partner, Connie. He looks at her with confusion.
"Go dance with someone else! I have something to do," she calls back for reassurance. Connie nods and continues dancing with another girl.
Hange picks up her pace the moment she saw Sasha pull away from Niccolo. Something was definitely wrong.
She senses some movement in her right that was heading in her direction. She turns towards it and recognizes the man right away. She begins to panic.
Why is Levi trying to get to her now?
Levi, looking and walking towards Hange with determination, picks up his pace to chase after her. Hange, in response, picks up her pace too. She notices everyone beginning to switch partners again and comes up with an idea without raising any suspicions. 
She skillfully dances her way towards Eren and Armin, who were preparing to switch dance partners. "Dip me!" she yells out to them while trying to act natural.
The two boys grin, move to stand on either side of her and dip her to the ground. She can see an upsidedown view of Levi getting lost in the crowd as everyone switches partners. She lost sight of him after she was dipped.
"Thanks!" she pats the boy's shoulders and speedwalks towards Sasha, only to get pulled into a dance by another member of the bachelor party. 
Damn it. Hange curses to herself. Looks like she needs to develop another plan to get away from Levi and get to Sasha. 
She sighs as she enters the next dance with her new dance partner. 
Just be patient, Hange. Act natural first. 
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Sasha walks around the dancefloor aimlessly. She feels lost and confused, but broke out of it when she accidentally bumps into someone.
"I'm so sorry!" she apologizes profusely.
She looks up to find a man wearing a mask. 
"Oh my God." 
Sasha shakes her head to attempt to convince herself the man was not Erwin but a dream instead. The man lifts up his mask to reveal his identity. Sasha's dream is already crushed by reality. 
"I'm your father!"
"Erwin!" she yells with surprise and confusion. What in the world is happening right now?!
Erwin, on the other hand, grins excitedly. "That's why you sent me the invites! You wanted your good ole dad to walk you down the aisle."
Sasha opens her mouth with shock. She tries to say something at least, but nothing comes out of her mouth. Sasha wants to move her body to shut Erwin up, but nothing happens. Her body refuses to cooperate no matter how hard she tries. Erwin continues talking anyway.
"I won't let you down. I'll be there!" Erwin yells before being whisked back into the dancefloor by her aunt, Marie. 
Sasha stands frozen in her spot. She starts to freak out internally from the confusion and anxiousness. Multiple thoughts were running through her head. This was not what she planned! How was she going to have 3 dads walk her down the aisle tomorrow? Her mom is going to find out sooner than expected! She feels overwhelmed by everything around her. 
She did not expect how the open courtyard felt like a small box with Sasha trapped inside. In reality, the entire party formed 3 rings around Sasha. She tries really hard to focus on something and her breathing to realize that her mother was trying to get to her. 
Sasha can feel her heart now pumping rapidly in her chest and the "box" she was in getting smaller and smaller and smaller. She cannot breathe. There is no escape, and she starts to hyperventilate. It was as if everyone was closing in on her. Her panic increases more and more as every second passes. 
Sasha tries to focus on one person as everyone circles around her.
Niccolo
Mikasa
Levi
Erwin
Rico
Nanaba
Historia
Mike
Despite Sasha's futile attempts, she can hear many voices in her head. The once happy music became a taunt for her. It felt as if everyone was expecting Sasha to answer her current dilemma when in reality, she did not know what to do. What will she do? It's such a big decision. She needs an answer now!
"Are you here for the wedding?"
"You have turned my world upside down."
"I'm your father!"
"How old are you?"
"How long did you know I was your father?" 
"I'll be there!"
"Who is giving you away tomorrow?"
Sasha can hear everyone's voices playing in her head. Everything around her became a blur. She starts to feel disorientated, and she can not focus on one thing. The box around her is now too small to handle.
Suddenly, she only saw black.
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This chapter and next are shorter than normal
Sasha’s panic attack is probably inaccurate. I did some research on it and hopefully I did it justice.
Next chapter is basically what is going on behind the scenes. The plot will move forward more in Chapter 12.
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