#might even extend it if i have to

[rexscanonwife]

Hello everyone!! 😁💙 today is the special day, my very first anniversary with my number one husband, my galaxy, my Rex!

To celebrate, I'm gonna do a stream of a few Rex-heavy episodes via kosmi at or around 3 or 3:15 (6:15 EST) and my inbox is also open to any and all questions about us, the lore, the AUs, anything you're curious about!

Thank you all so much for sticking around for the journey, I never would have guessed how hard I would fall or how much this blond haired clone would eventually mean to me 💙💙💙

Taglist: @junker-thirsty @cherry-bomb-ships @squips-ship @spencerslay @sayidhjarrah @macgyverwife @me-myself-and-my-fos @funshineharlequinz @spacerebel-ships-in-spaceships @kujo-selfships @goodmorningawfulbye @silverhardt @disabledbears @void-feather @broganamous @sci-the-superb

#jane journals #self insert talk #uhh maybe i should add a specific tag to block in case anyone doesnt wanna see this stuff or have it clog up their dash #anniversary posting 💙 #eh thats good enough #💙 oh captain my captain 💙 #aaaa NO OBLIGATION TO ASK OR TO COME TO THE STREAM THO!! #absolutely optional just fun things for the special day #might even extend it if i have to #but im also gonna post a very special art piece soon so even just like. witnessing that is enough #i just aaaa!! #never could have imagined just how HARD id be slapped with love for rex and for the star wars series as a whole 🥺🥺 #it means a lot to me and it always will!!

[buckttommy]

Buck and Eddie are going to be pissed at each other/one of them is going to be pissed at the other, but not for the reasons you think.

Before anyone asks, I'm not being shady and I don't know how the season is going to unfold, but I do know that in all the years of Buck and Eddie being BuckandEddie, we've seen them survive a lawsuit (essentially: Buck at his most selfish), a kidnapping, a nervous breakdown (essentially: Eddie at his most destructive), a shooting, and so many other things that have yet to actually rock the core of their relationship. I think this—whatever this is—is going to strike at the heart of who they are together and that? That fascinates me.

#Buck and Eddie present probably the most stable and cohesive unit on the show second only to Bobby and Athena and I mean that quite #literally. Nothing either of them has done has ever been done *to* each other. Hen cheated on Karen. Maddie walked out on Chimney. While #there were extenuating circumstances surrounding both of those events that doesn't change the fact that they happened. With Buck and Eddie #hurting each other has always been a byproduct of something larger. In Season 3 Buck hurt Eddie... but it was only because he got caught in #the crossfire between him and Bobby. In Season 5 Eddie hurt Buck by leaving the 118 (and essentially “breaking up with him”)... but that is #only because he was struggling with PTSD. They've never launched direct hits at each other/their dynamic because they have always been — by #all accounts — assured of who they are when they're together even if that assurance doesn't always extend to knowing who they are #individually. So the idea that they might stand at the precipice of having to navigate something they did to each other? Or (as I suspect) #something Buck did to Eddie? That's going to be really interesting to witness. I want to see them test how strong they really are when one #of them pushes the bounds of the relationship. I want to see who they are when they're hurting each other borderline intentionally. #That would be nice. I'm seated and ready to go 🫡 #jack.txt #tv: 911

[transmascutena]

thinking about how akio sees his younger self in utena and wondering if there's any fondness there. doesn't change the horror of what he does to her obviously but i do wonder

#akio and utena #m #long ramble in the tags sorry: #the thing about akio is that he's so evil bit he's also so human #he has feelings. i just don't know what they are (if anything) toward his victims #he loves anthy at the very least i'm sure of that. even if he hates her too. just like she loves and hates him. the lines are blurry. #and i just. i have to wonder whether any of that extends to utena at all. we know anthy at times feels similarly about utena and dios #(and akio by extension.) the simultanious love and resentment. so it's not too unlikely i think. #like. even though he never had anything but bad intentions in getting close to her #i'm not sure it's possible to do everything he did and feel nothing #not that he has any meaningful amount of guilt or remorse for it. i don't think that. #and i obviously don't think he “loved” her in any of the ways she might have thought he did #but did he not care at all? did he not feel any kind of fondness or sympathy or just. idk. pity? for her? #whatever the case it wasn't enough to reconsider having her killed so you know. how much does that actually matter anyway #idk. i think about it a lot. how abusers are rarely entirely indifferent toward their victims #the role he's playing in her life is so fucked up but it IS a role he's playing and i wonder how much he you know... internalizes it? #how much does he believe the illusion of family that he invites her into? because akio DOES often buy into his own illusions. #(similarly i think it's possible that akio is fond of touga too. their mentor-protégé relationship is horrible and abusive #but that doesn't make it less real. you know? maybe real is the wrong word.) #when he talks in episode 25 about wanting utena and anthy closer that's obviously so he can continue to groom her #but is there something genuine there too? i don't know. #again. it obviously does not make anything he does better or even different. but it is interesting to think about to me. #on the other side of that coin does seeing his own past youth and naivete and desire to do good that he (maybe) once had #reflected back at him through her mean anything? #is there resentment there? that she is what he couldn't be? or more likely he just thinks that idealism is stupid. #either way it's something he wants to take from her. anyway ramble over. #i talk a lot about utena's feelings toward akio (familial vs romantic love and the way the two are intertwined in fucked up ways) #but not much the other way around. probably because utena is actually a sympathetic character whose feelings the show very clearly #wants you to analyze and think about. #which is... less true for akio i think. though he's still a complex character with complex motives. he's just harder to get a grasp on.

[cinnamonsikwate]

watching the first 2 episodes of frieren last year shook me so bad i still can't get myself to continue it, but between what i remember of it and the nightmares episode of dungeon meshi i can't stop thinking about the ways laios would prepare marcille for his death. what would he leave behind to remind her that he (and by extension all the people she loved and who loved her) are still with her in spirit, even if not in body?

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #marcille donato #i'm a laios & marcille are a secret third thing that can't be defined by language truther but make of this what you will i guess lol #if falin does turn out to have an extended life span due to dungeon shenanigans laios would rest easier but he'd def still worry #dungeon meshi spoilers #she might come across the regenerated kensuke at some point but that one was an accident 😅 #i still think he'd train some dogs to accompany her #maybe make a promise w one of the castle staff & their family to keep training dogs through generations so there'll always be a rag for her #would he leave annotations in her magic tomes for her to find years down the road? #oh and he'd rope everyone else in definitely #he'd ask everyone in the party and maybe even kabru et al. & toshiro et al. for good measure #oh and what i meant by frieren shaking me was w each ep i found myself sobbing uncontrollably halfway through #i loved it but it was A Lot for me emotionally #i do remember seeing a post about how one of the reasons himmel had no problem having statues of him made #was bc he was doing it partly in the hope that when frieren sees one she'll remember him & their adventures together #that their time together wasn't just a blip in her life #he may physically be gone but his memory lives on #that really resonated with me #calemonsito notes

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: a digital illustration of Luz and Hunter from the owl house. Luz sits on the right with her hand on hunter's shoulder. Hunter sits on the left facing Luz. They're both in their designs from the end of Thanks to Them. Hunter has his eyes closed and is crying with a pained expression, while Luz looks on with tears in her eyes. The background is dark and the scene is dimly lit. The second image is a variation on the first image where a spectral version of flapjack sits on hunter's shoulder and Manny's hand in on Luz's shoulder. End ID]

Felt like posting something devious today. Do you think they'll ever talk about what they've lost? Bond over it? Mourn??? Grieve????

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #luz noceda #hunter noceda #flapjack toh #(BARELY i did not put the effort into that bird that i should've) #manny noceda #(also barely but I feel like it's more obvious here) #i sketched this out months ago when TTT first aired but the lines were giving me trouble and i shelved it #until now when i really just wanted to finish something but wasn't happy with any of my sketches #it was inspired by the interview dana did where she said grief would be a major theme of season 3 #both bc it scared me and also bc it made me start thinking ''hm okay. which characters are grieving rn and how might they interact?'' #my money's still on darius if hunter does get to talk through some of his grief in the next few eps #(just to tie a nice bow on their relationship and maybe dicuss the previous gg a bit more and flesh darius' motives out) #but like. luz is his sister. grief is sooo central to her arc as well it's like. even if they don't get time in canon #(which is understandable. they do not have a lot of time rn for extended fanfic-esque character exploration conversations) #but that doesn't mean i can't rotate the idea in my mind at terminal velocity until i get sick #i would apologize for not posting festive art at this time of year rn BUT YKNOW WHAT. I'VE HAD A ROUGH COUPLE OF HOLIDAY SEASONS #THIS COUNTS AS FESTIVE FOR ME! #it's getting better this year though. slowly #anyway this piece isn't perfect and there's a few bits I'm not happy w/ that i could've spent more time on #but to my own credit i pushed myself to use reference and do a (albeit simple) pose I don't normally do! #so props to me in that sense #anyway happy holidays! think abt these devastatingly sad children with me please!

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

#you sound like every cishet republican man to me #you're not a Cool Subversive Leftist you're literally regressing by seeing animals as just objects of your pleasure and thats it lmao #im sorry but you dont just get to throw out all of veganism. it does infact have some roots in leftism. #you can sit there and cope with the fact you agree w some vegan talking point by calling it 'animal welfare' all you want #doesnt change the fact that a lot of those ideas in those circles were formed by vegans. #damn woooah vegans arent a monolith and dont all agree on the same shit woooahhh who knew #literally i have no idea how we even got to this point or how this would be surprising. #when i was on vegan twitter bitches were arguing all the fucking time within it. ur really gonna sit ther en tell me they're all secret #eco fash that hates native ppl and people who have to eat meat? ya sure??? #you would think the individuals on tumblr- of all places- would understand how frustrating it would be to be grouped in with the worst #members of their community as if you represent them and are the sole spokesperson #you'd think they'd hate when someone jumps to conclusions about them based on their lifestyle #but naur. i think yall take it too personally. as if a vegan just being in a room is somehow trying to force you to be vegan. #literally grow tf up. #if a vegan being in the same room with you triggers feelings in you that you Have to stop eating meat- i really think thats a you problem #bud. homeboy hasnt even spoke to you leta lone look at you and apparently you feel this weird pressure now #idk man dont you think that pressure might be coming within?? maybe.... you do infact feel things and feel a lil guilty abt eating meat? #not telling you to stop... i still eat meat here n there. but at least im honest with myself about how it makes me feel to do it. #its infact normal to take a second to think about the loss someone made in exploitation to provide you with whatever. #if you can let yourself feel a lil guilt about buying a fast fashion thing you can sure as fuck finally extend your fuckin empathy to #animals and stop treating them like objects or toys.

[mayb3-l8r]

More of my "practice" kissing Jack/Vlad agenda.

#my art #DP #Jack Fenton #Vlad Masters #I should really look up their ship name #eventually I might even write out all my thoughts about #the full Maddie/Jack/Vlad situationship hc I have #(it extends into post-cannon)

[commsroom]

Hello !! Do you have thoughts on Rhea :]

yes, i do!! with the caveat that we have such limited information on lovelace's crew, what we do have is almost entirely filtered through her perspective, and we kinda... know rhea the least. as much as i find eris a fascinating character too, i wish we'd heard more of rhea.

which is kind of the first thing: rhea is the only AI character in wolf 359 who doesn't have a voice. (we don't hear hyperion's voice, which is supposedly not integrated yet, but he's not even really treated like a character in the scene he's in. and that's a whole other thing.) for hera in particular, she feels a physical disconnect from the others, but the fact that wolf 359 is audio only makes her an equal presence from the perspective of the audience. (which carries over to the live show, where the other characters may not be able to see her, but the audience can, etc.) rhea's situation is kind of the opposite, where her words can be seen by the others, but the audience can only hear or infer her words via what the others read out loud or respond to.

rhea clearly cares about her fellow crewmates, and seems to get along with lambert in particular. lovelace's log: "and communications officer lambert is... communications officer lambert. so an enormous stick in the mud. [...] i heard that, rhea. you are expressly forbidden from telling him i said that." - a sentiment it's easy to imagine early minkowski expressing about eiffel and hera, for the opposite reason. in a more direct parallel, rhea reassures lambert that he "does a great job"; in bach to the future, hera tells eiffel he's "actually very good at his job." the difference in context highlights their priorities; eiffel and hera are having a heart to heart about worthiness, while rhea really is talking about lambert's job - work is important to him, and most people around him don't respect or appreciate his work. what we can infer about rhea is that she's... well, the kind of person who would be lambert's friend. straightforward, rule-following, and professional.

(even something like "see, rhea? i told you someone read [my reports to command]" indicates that they talk to each other a fair amount, but also serves as a mirror to eiffel's belief no one listens to his logs.)

maybe the most interesting thing to me about rhea is her defense of eris: "it's just the way they programmed her, back off." ... again, the complete opposite of how hera might respond. eiffel tries to "defend" her in a similar way in ep 7 - "you can't really hold that against her; it's just her programming" - and she finds it incredibly insulting. with all of that taken together, with how lovelace, lambert, and rhea are in many ways intentional opposites to minkowski, eiffel, and hera, it really makes me wonder how rhea identifies or perceives herself.

i think hera is functionally human, both in her singular, consistent image of herself, and in her role in the narrative. eris appears human to lovelace, but is clear that it's how she sees "a version of herself." whether that refers to that iteration of eris having multiple versions of herself, or if it refers to all of the iterations of her who exist: either way it's a reflection of the way eris exists, and her acceptance of that. by extension, the fact that we don't encounter rhea in any way other than beeping sounds and implied words on station monitors... kind of says something narratively, i think. going back to her lack of voice, even that level of distance and abstraction takes her further away from 'human' perceptions by the audience, while she's obviously still a full person with her own priorities, perspectives, and opinions. i think it's very interesting to consider she might prefer her state of (lack of physical) existence in a way hera clearly does not.

#wolf 359 #w359 #asks #sorry this took a bit to reply to!! i know it's not just about rhea but it's hard to discuss her without talking about. other things #and i've been trying not to tag most of my asks #but i like talking about AI characters and don't know when i'll get a chance to talk about rhea again so. i wanna file it #i think it's worth considering the difference between personhood and humanity even if they commonly overlap #and i feel very strongly that it's wrong to call hera 'non-human' with the context of her character within the story #but that's very much not the case for most other AI characters and i think it's interesting she might even be an outlier within wolf 359 #i have more to say about that later but. for another post. #also to be clear. rhea's lack of voice is because she's an earlier model in universe. but it didn't have to be written that way. #the fact she was written that way says something interesting. #if you wanted to extend it to the same disability metaphors that apply to hera you could probably talk about non-verbal communication #but again. there's not much to go off of. it's mostly possibilities.

[bosspigeon]

*BEEP BEEP* IT'S ME AGAIN

So, because my life is one cosmic dick punch after another, I am getting booted out of my apartment after this weekend.

Due to the actions of my housemate over the past 8 months, which began with the carpet being torn up in one of the rooms in our unit and ended with her being arrested for assaulting me, the landlord would not renew the lease even with just me. I have another apartment (hopefully) lined up for July, but between now and then, I'm Pretty Well Boned.

I've got the money put aside for my deposit for the place, a steady job with pretty good pay, and very understanding employers, but I'm still scrambling to find a place to stay for this month. And with that, on top of costs of things like a storage unit and (potentially) movers, I need help again. I thought I was past this, but once again, here we are. Anything helps, donations or just sharing around!

PayPal

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Venmo: @kingpigeon94

#signal boost #donations post #i'm looking into potentially a month long sublease but idk if thats viable at this point #i even looked into extended stay motels and even the cheapest shittiest ones are like 300 bucks a week #i am just at the end of my fucking rope here #the landlord said he'd give me until the 15th but apparently he just meant i had until then to get my stuff out #not that i could stay here until the 15th #so now i have even less time than i thought #might have to stay with family again but idk if thats even viable either #i do need to make sure to get a copy of the police report for my records #hhhhhhhhh #o|-<

[appsa]

BTW its so crazy that jonathan byers didnt get implicated for barbara hollands murder in season 1...... he was literally the last person to see her + he was being shady as hell

#like... EYE get why he did that..... nancy grew up knowing him so maybe she might be forgiving (tho she def didnt need to be)....... #but like. would the police extend that grace. i do not think so #rip its a plot device and an interesting character moment they didnt think too hard abt but like. hello guys. that looks so bad #ig it helps that the govt immediately covered up the disappearance but like #tbh actually nancy should have been much more suspicious of him at least #SORRY im still talking abt stranger things but i find it odd. strange even

[aeb-art]

i was going to make a comic about geo avoiding my sona after the new year's party, but i was struggling with the dialogue 😅 i might revisit it later, but here's the beginning, since i like it and in case i don't come back to it

geo and pyro belong to @8um8le

#2024 #wip #stellar city #sc geo #sc pyro #should i tag this if it's just a wip that might be abandoned ^^; #it would be so easy for geo to avoid me for an extended period like i wouldn't even notice he was doing it #me blissfully unaware 'oh hey i havent seen him in a while huh? i hope he's doing okay :( he must be busy' and then i move on #i swear i love pyro a whole lot i promise 😭 #i'm drawing something happy with him right now it's fine it's fine #anyways i hope you all have lovely days xoxo

[starfleetwitch]

Lads... Once I remember how to animate and I stop being an anemic fuck, get ready for some cursed content.

The ideas in my head up until now have been between me and the devil.

#some new software came out today and i have a month off work in a few weeks... 😈 #will we get dancing berena? an extended cut of kate's fall from boat one? nkd zoe ironing? who knows?! WHO. NOSE. #we may even get software that never actually gets opened... i might do something crazy like that to.. #we have high hopes and energy levels that are through the floor right now lads #berena #bernie wolfe #serena campbell #kate stewart #zoe evans #Come back to this post when your body comes off strike and starts producing iron again my guy🙏🏼 #animation

[getsemantic]

Zerxus’ character + Brennan’s style of DMing = one of the most incredibly tragic and inexorable stories I’ve ever encountered. You know what they say about the road to hell…

Zerxus CHOOSING kindness and forgiveness at literally every turn and that BEING what damns him. The futile humanity of trying to forgive the Father of Lies, over and over again. Zerxus CHOOSING to try and save his and Evandran’s son AT THE EXPENSE OF HIS SOUL and his last few moments with his husband.

Beyond that, his kindness and willingness to forgive and redeem people is ALSO what buys him his last few human hours before he’s beholden to the king of Hell.

I can’t help but feel that this whole story was intended to showcase the human possibility for kindness and forgiveness even in the face of true, world-ending calamity.

#i haven’t even finished episode 4 yet don’t @ me #I’m just going a little bit feral over every character that extends kindness to those who might not even deserve it? like imagine #having such faith in the world #imagine having such kindness and forgiveness extended to you? #don’t talk to me #the QUALITY OF STORY on this bitch?? unparalleled #critical role #exu calamity #cr exu #exu zerxus

[vounoura]

I still have a really big soft spot for ESO's class design tbh, I think having to realistically make every spec able to perform every MMO role while also having to make every one of those classes feel noticeably unique and different even in the same role was a really fun design decision

#saint.txt #in other words ESO has the really fun aspect of not being locked to a specific class to play a specific MMO role (tank / dps / healer) #and even better while each spec shares certain things all of them to some extend feel unique from each other even in the same role #dragonknight might be the typical tank class but NB tank is still a genuine choice that relies on different tanking tools #mag!NB and stam!NB are on completely different sides of the spectrum when it comes to DPS roles. #Stam!NB is your prototypical glass cannon RPG rogue class w/ high DPS but no self-healing (outside of vigour from Cyro.diil) #while mag!NB is entirely DoT effects and is one of the easiest classes to solo on bc of free invis + incredible amounts of self-healing #NB healers are basically vampire-style healers or are cutting into their own HP to heal which makes them noticeably different #from say DK!healers which have a lot more shield/barrier options to straight up prevent damage in the first place than other healers. #and so on. even in the same role each class has its own feel and gimmick(s) which means even with limited classes you're incentivized #to make a lot of alts to play around with. it's such a fun departure from the typical systems and classes aren't pigeonholed into XYZ role #that being said the system also = gear itself being pretty cookie cutter bc everyone has to run to same basic things and core abilities so. #pros and cons y'know. but I still think it's a super fun system.

[goldiipond]

i could write a whole essay about don's relationship with conny and the scenarios/interactions in my mind that give more focus to how her death affected and shaped him as a person throughout the series but every time i think about it for too long i get an antivirus popup in my head that says the page im trying to view has been blocked for my own safety

#skye's ramblings #one of the handful of tpn dynamics i am not mentally stable enough to talk abt for extended periods of time. man thats his fgucking sister #i do wish we got more focus on how losing conny specifically affected don beyond the escape arc #like man he loved her so much he was so DESPERATE to save her. her memory was absolutely a huge motivation for him to keep fighting #why the little bunny pin especially is such a dear hc to me. don will carry a piece of her for the rest of his life do you even UNDERSTAND!! #what the fuck theyare my whole world btw. if you care #tpn #hi ive been thinking i wanna start tagging my less 'silly autistic nonsense' ramblings #bc i feel lonely in this little fandom sometimes n it might be bc i only tag my art. but i want to have tpn discussions so much all the time

[bunnihearted]

🚬🧸🧃🎀

#anyway so yeah im so sick of hating myself. of missing out on things and being too scared to go after things i want when i have the chance #so sick of almost being 25 and having spent almost 6 years alone in my room missing out on life #and my mom and sister might be moving in the not too distant future #so i have to try to get my life together for real now!!! or homelessness will be awaiting me :D #what i will try to do.. is start going to the gym (w my mom so i dont have to deal w the anxiety of an unknown place by myself sksk) #i'll workout 3-5 times a week. every week. i like going to the gym so if i just get started i dont have a doubt i'll not be able to do it #i'll focus on finishing my english class. hopefully in december even if i have the possibility to get it extended a few months #then i'll start my other 4 classes in january #i'll be patient and wait for my ultrasound and get the gallstone situation fixed (latest in january if i need surgery) #(and i have to try to make sure i eat properly so i dont wind up with b12 deficiency... i cant eat anything without pain but i have to..) #also i have an appt at the psychiatric in mid october. and im still waiting on what my healthcare center says. hopefully i can get cbt #if possible i will really really try to apply for jobs as a personal assistant sometime between january-may #if i have a job instead of being on wellfare i will 1) have way more money 2) not feel constabtly anxious abt being rejected and homeless #i'll stop caring abt me being 'old' and a late bloomer. the planet is dying. who cares if im 28 and start university???? #i'll take my time to finish high school. and the thing is i really should get a job before starting higher vocational education #bc the program i want to start i HAVE to have a laptop. and theres no way i can afford that now. cant even save up to it #also need to find and put myself up on waiting lists for student housing/apartments so i can actually move #i hate this city and i need to get the fuck out of here!!!! #but the world is crazy rn and it's super hard to find places to live and find jobs but it's not impossible so i need to try #i cant live like this & i have no idea how tf i'll manage to be a normal person and have a life but i need to try bc what else am i gnna do?