kavinsky's death is actually the closing arc in a great tragedy to me bc his actions throughout the story are mostly just him practically begging for someone to be on his side, to care about him, to even just look at him. his father tried to kill him, his mother is completely uninterested. he can dream himself as many people as he wants, but they will only ever think of him because he made them to do so. the dream pack are just physical manifestations of his desire to not be alone in the world, to have someone, anyone, connected to him. he so desperately tries to draw some sort of emotion out of ronan, good bad or ugly, because the intense similarities they share mean that he's the only person who might be willing to look long enough to see him. and when it doesn't work, when he realizes it can't, that this world is not for him and he is not going to be a part of it in a way that involves anyone else, he decides that everyone is going to look at least this once. they will all see the finale if nothing else. genuinely doomed from the start. and how truly devastating that is in comparison to the core group the story focuses on, characters that even at their lowest and darkest and meanest and absolute worst have others there with them. characters that always have someone looking for them. dying is a boring side of a life that has nothing inside of it.
Ah yes, to do draw narilamb angst while boburnham plays in the background of my playlist. If that's not the artist experience I dunno what the fuck else is
i just wanna talk about the parallels between anti-hero saying "one day i'll watch as you're leaving cause you got tired of my scheming (for the last time)" and mastermind saying "no one wanted to play with me as a little kid, so i've been scheming like a criminal ever since, to make them love me and make it seem effortless. this is the first time I've felt the need to confess."
Midnight Mass Netflix is so fucking good oh my god, the show runners went “hey you know what’s got weird fucking text and subtext about blood and flesh? The Bible” and RAN WITH IT and knew exactly where to go with it, this is probably one of the best pieces of vampire media I’ve seen
taylor swift makes me angry because her good songs are so good like she’s genuinely a very skilled musician and songwriter but then her bad songs are the worst songs i’ve ever heard. they’re absolutely terrible. and her mediocre songs are painfully mediocre but people keep saying that all of her stuff is good. like. i know that she can write good songs. i’ve heard them. but the stuff that is not good is Really Not Good
why is ice spice on the karma remix when taylor is literally dating a guy who called her a "chubby bitch" like a month ago???????? im so confused. like personally I would not let that slide
from: Midnights (2022) by singer-songwriter-internationalsuperstar Taylor Swift
to: postcards ideas by me, hi! i’m the problem
for: you all, my dears older souls