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#mha shinso x reader
angelshimaa · 5 months
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thinking about shinso who finds himself in love with you so suddenly. gn!reader, established relationship (hinted at it being new-ish)
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one would assume someone like him would take his time easing into falling in love— he seemed like the type to take the stairs instead, taking care to dip his toes into it before he fully commits to the dive. hell, he thought so too.
then again, he never really could be sure about the way his heart worked when it came to you.
your head rests against his shoulder as lazy conversation drifts through his bedroom. you try to hang onto every single word you exchange, but you can't help how your eyelids droop so heavily, as if carrying the weight of the world.
it doesn't help just how comfortable his bed is.
“y/n? are you listening?” his voice sounds like liquid gold, so attractive in how effortlessly smooth it is. you force your eyes open, humming as if you were listening.
shinso's head is turned to look down at you and it's then that he notices just how tired you are. it's been a long day and he'd missed talking to you and hearing the sound of your voice, but he hadn't realised just how heavy the exhaustion weighed on you.
“why didn't you say you were tired, hm?”
your yawn is wide and long— so very cute to him— and you blink slowly up at him. “‘missed you, ‘toshi. i wanted to hear all you had to say— sleep can wait a bit.” your words are slightly slurred, but there's something about them that makes him feel so touched.
“well, clearly it can't.” his grin is lazy, and your lips do their best to pull back in an equally lazy smile. even with the heavy lidding of your eyes, you look at him in a way that still has him jittery— the kind of jittery that threatens to jump out of his chest and sing like every love story does.
“no no no no no, it can. keep talkin’, pretty boy— i’m listenin’.” the ‘pretty boy’ has the jitters coming in stronger, and he laughs— the light sort of laugh that suits soft moments like this.
“the ‘pretty boy’ will talk again tomorrow— now, let's sleep.” you don't have it in you to protest— nor do you want to, with the way your body feels ready to collapse.
it doesn't take very long for the two of you to settle comfortably under the sheets, and shinso just can't take his eyes off of you. with heavy eyelids and slurred words, you seem drunk off something and it amuses him.
the two of you face each other, and the purple of his eyes is almost hypnotising in how it traces over you. framed by deep eyebags, you don't think you've seen prettier eyes in all your life.
“g'night, ‘toshi. pretty pretty ‘toshi with the pretty eyes,” you giggle a little at your words, and the way you gaze at him has his heart thumping in a heavier manner than he's used to.
“sleep well, babe,” is all he can muster— his mind is too preoccupied with the beauty of you to say anything else. dear lord, you make him so very nervous.
shinso stays awake while you give way to sleep, trying to understand the strangeness in his heartbeat, the wonder swimming in his veins and the content pooling into his stomach. he's never called it what it is before— but tonight has made him aware that he just might start doing exactly that.
there wasn't anything better to call it, anyway— ‘love’ has never fitted a singular person so well before.
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justkennadi · 7 months
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Black and Purple.
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Notes: So now i like Mr. Hitoshi. I used to reallyyy like him a couple yrs ago and ig here we r again🤭 So basically this is gonna be a mini series of mine like idk 3 posts? I don’t wanna call them chapters..
Content: Hitoshi Shinso x afab, Blk!Goth!reader
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- You were weird. You’re quirk was weird and so was the music you listen to or how you dressed which, could be blamed on your quirk.
- When you were younger, like up until kindergarten, you were really feminine and pink and peppy. Until you got your quirk.
- When you were 5 it activated for the first time. It was halloween and you dressed up as a witch. Door to door you tried to look as scary as possible. You got to your neighbors house and when she opened the door you stood and did your creepiest face knocking she was terrified of witches. Oh this would be good.
- Hmmm, it was maybe a bit too good…
- She opened the door and screamed. You and your mother were a bit taken aback..you were 5 were you really that scary?
- Turns out the neighbor saw a much more creepier version…
- You later learned that your quirk was meant to play on people’s fears and paranoia causing people to hallucinate or hear things not there. The doctor you saw called it paranoia. So that was it, your quirk was just Causing paranoia.
- Your parents had emotion related quirks too but this? It seemed….villainous.
- Your life changed that day. Kids were scared of you. Teachers too. You only got good grades even if you didn’t try on work. You could do anything and never get in trouble because if people knew what you could do to them it was over.
- You spent most of your life from that day lonely and sad. You always wanted to be a hero but this was just such an obstacle. You started getting darker..
- And this appearance change did not help your case at all.
- Anyways time skip to your UA days. Yes you got in. But not in the way you hoped.
- You were in class C.
- You we’re jealous of the lucky people in Classes A and B. But you felt if you tried hard enough you could get bumped up.
- The first few weeks of school you just sat in the back of the class. You didn’t really speak to anyone.
- However you did start to catch a certain purple hair boy staring at you often.
-One day you finally looked over at him and asked, “What do you want?”
- He shrugged and went back to doing his work.
- You knew him just a little and mostly because his quirk. Secretly you wanted to get to know him more and his quirk. But you had become so anti social you just couldn’t. He didn’t seem the type to strike up conversation either but luckily for you he was interested enough in you to try.
- “Hey.”
- You looked up from packing your backpack as class was over.
-Quirking an eyebrow you wanted to know what this guy wanted now.
- “What do you want?”
- “Careful, i’m trying to be nice here Morticia.”
- “Ok, i’m sorry, but no one talks to me out of nowhere.”
- “Interesting… I wonder why..”
- You rolled your eyes. Was he playing dumb, being sarcastic?
- “How about you? You don’t seem so popular yourself sir.”
- “No i’m not…and i think it’s because of my you know what..”
- “Same here.” You thought about this next part, “Wanna talk about it?”
- He didn’t seem like much of a talker especially about his quirk but he took interest in you so it’s only fair you do the same back.
- To your surprise he nodded. Then he added, “Only if you talk about your situation too.”
- So you two left class and walked around talking about your quirks and how it isolated you both from everyone. You talked about your get up and he talked about why he has eyebags.
- You learned you both had almost the same life, we’re night owls, had the same ambitions and loved cats.
- Before you both knew it, it was dark out.
- “Thanks for talking to me, Shinso. I haven’t said this many words since my junior high science project presentation.”
- He chuckled slightly and thank you back.
- He walked you to the street your house was at and waved goodbye.
- You never had a crush on anyone but Shinso…he evoked a whole new feeling.
- Everyday you two would talk about any and everything. It was so nice to see him open up. And surprisingly he was such a gentleman too..
- The sports festival was coming up and you really wanted to go but said nothing. You saw Shinso signing up one day and asked him about it.
- “You’re really serious about this huh?”
- He just nodded.
- “Well, i believe in you Shin..” You smiled.
- “I think you’d do pretty good out there too yknow. You should sign up. Scare some of those pros.”
- You were shocked. He really believed in you? You barely believed in yourself. You were extremely lacking in the physical department so you were nervous to go up against anyone honestly. You wondered how Shinso was so brave himself. If someone doesn’t answer him it would be over..
- “You really think so??” You asked.
- He just nodded again and handed you the pen as he walked away.
-You stares at the sign up sheet for a bit. And then you did the unthinkable.
- You wrote your name.
- The day came and you were a wreck. You didn’t even do your usual makeup and kept your face bare.
- Shinso noticed your face and patted your back. “You’ll do amazing. Even if you don’t, you tried and that’s saying something right?”
- He smiled. He was not the best motivational speaker but he helped you just a tad.
- When it was your turn you were up against some green haired boy named Izuku. He had just defeated your friend so you were a bit fired up now. You saw all he could do was flick his fingers and send waves of power out which was..odd.
- Your quirk allowed you to see people’s fears and anxieties. You quickly accessed this boy, peering into his life. You saw what he was afraid of. Failure.
- You stared into his soul as the game started and activated your quirk. He started to attack but stopped once he heard, booing?
- He started to look around and see people pointing at him and laughing and booing his name and gagging and and and.. what was happening??? He was frozen.
- Then he heard whispers in his ear. Like the most unmotivatonal things ever. The sky got darker and you started your final move. You snapped your fingers and he looked at you to see your eyes roll back to your head as you smiled your most creepiest smile ever as it started “raining” burning metors. Izuku ran out the ring in pure fear to avoid get “hit”.
- The whole time you just stood there smiling an of course the snapping your fingers part. Once Izuku was out of bounds he saw how reality finally snapped back.
- You won..
- Well you didn’t win in the end, losing to Bakugo, but you got 4th place.
- And still plenty of pros came over to you to ask you how your quirk worked and offered you internships. Even kids from Class 1-A came to talk to you. It was amazing to be seen for once. You were quite popular now in fact.
- Later you heard a voice; “See i knew you’d do great…” Shinso said after everything was over and the room you were in was empty.
- You then ran up to him and hugged him. He was shocked. He wasn’t used to touches but here you were. The most prettiest girl ever, hugging him.
-“Thank you…” You said into his chest.
- He blushed and looked away. “Don’t mention it…”
- “No, really. You just changed my fucking life dude…Thank you so much.” You said pulling back looking him in his eyes.
- He just smiled.
- You held his hand as you two left that day. Your heart filled with joy. It wouldn’t be long before He asked you out finally…😉
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More notes: anyways if y’all haven’t seen on my latest post, i started college and i work so i’m like really busy everyday, all the time. So idk the posts r gonna be kinda slow 😭👋🏾 but yeah i’m still alive, i still got my plug!connie and nerd!armin drafts but i’m saving those for when i’m really slumped and can’t put nothing out for a while so if ur waiting sorry 😵‍💫😔 also this is not proofread…
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novalite-nova · 11 months
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Date night at Shinsou’s - Cat menace
Heads-up: Age up character, NSFW suggest, cute-humor content. Slight fluff.
MDNI. Do not repost/ if this bothers please ignore and move on.
*Link to TikTok clip that inspired this short. *
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You and Shinsou are bundled up and cuddling on his couch, watching movies at his apartment. This movie date night has been going well like the many dates before. The two of you conversed during dinner to catch up for the events of the past week apart. Then proceeded to spend the last two hours watching movies. You both are currently engrossed in the psychological thriller showing on screen.
When, in the corner of you eye you see Shinsou’s cat, Maru. A blue grey tabby with a white underside that highlights his chin and white socks to match. You haven’t seen him since you entered the apartment but he had made his appearance again after taking nap in Shinsou’s room.
At first, it looked like Maru was carrying one of his rod toys to play with in the living room. He often did this to grab you or Shinsou’s attention to play with him. But on second glance, you notice that what Maru was carrying wasn’t his usual cat toy. Rather it was shorter and jet black.
Turning your full attention on Maru, you see that he’s carrying a black, leather whip by the handle. Ones that are used in BDSM play. Shinsou and you have not made it that far into your relationship to that level of intimacy. So, your face begin to heat up, heartbeat increasing, as your voice stuttering out words.
“Uh… Shi-Shinsou…”
“Hmm…” Shinsou lazily hums back in response.
“I-I think Maru has something that belongs to you….”
Shinsou slowly turns his head, blinking away the drowsiness out of his eyes to focus on Maru. The moment he recognized what Maru had, Shinsou blushed bright red from ear to ear in embarrassment. He shot up from his spot beside you and began chasing Maru around the apartment.
For the next five minutes, you watched Shinsou chase his cat as Maru ran with he whip in his mouth like his life depended on it. All the embarrassment that you had minutes ago melted away and you were forced to stifle your laughter as you watched this chase scene.
Once Shinsou snatched the whip and chased Maru up his cat tree, he rushed back to his room to hide it and slammed the door shut. In awkward silence, Shinsou returned to the couch, you both sat with a gap of space between each other. The both of you had your eyes focused on television while your minds strained for words that would cut the silence.
Until, from the hallway, you hear Maru’s low, bellowing meows as he sits outside Shinsou’s room. It’s filled with sorrow at the lost of his new found toy. Shinsou lowers his head and sharply exhales in anguish.
“Why does he have to be such a freak…” He sighed as he rubbed his eyes in frustration.
Without a single hesitation, you speak up.
“Like father like son.”
Both you and Shinsou burst out laughing, breaking the awkward silence that drowned the apartment.
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sweet-honey-tears · 4 months
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Sugar Doesn't Rot
. Shinso x GN!Reader
Reader is kidnapped and Shinso saves them
Hello! This was a request from one of you beautiful people! I hope you like it 💫
Warning: Mention of blood, bruises
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Anyone who didn't know you would probably be concerned about how much sugar you ingested. Hell, Shinso once saw you open three sugar packets and pour them straight into your mouth, watching how your body shivered in likely disgust. It was like a daily vitamin for you. You had your healthy everyday gummies, some Vitamin D, allergy pill, whatever else, and then at least three sugar packets. Not counting the ones you'd ingest later before training, or in the middle of training.
Your quirk allowed you unbelievable speed, but at the cost of sugar or really the glucose produced (I don't know biology please don't kill me if this doesn't make sense). You could run almost a mile in your first UA years, close to topping Lida's best speed. That was until you inevitably crashed. Body collapsing into a tired delirious state. In one instance going cold, and becoming lightheaded- your sugar level had dropped too fast for you to even notice and stop.
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“ Hero Photo at your service!'' Your hero name, to your absolute corny pleasure, was short for photosynthesis. A joke about how your body turned the sugar into liquid fuel like a plant— Shinso smiled lightly when you told him the reason why you chose such a name. “I don't want some poor parents having to worry about their toddler downing sugar packets because they see a hero do it. So, let's just make them think I get my energy from the sun!”
“Ironic considering the amount of vitamin D I see you take.”
“Oh shut it Shinso!”
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Shinso smiled warmly at you from across the table. The warmth of the morning light on you causing an ethereal glow as you pour what you had believed to be sugar into your hot coffee. But the twisted look on your face and splash of coughing told him otherwise. A wicked smirk playing on his lip, “Salt?”
“Shut it!”
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Curled up with him under a blanket, your face puzzled as you stared at the half-completed sudoku puzzle. Shinso watched you with a lazy smile as you filled in more squares. It was one of the hardest puzzles in the book. He'd need to get you another one, maybe as a gift? Your birthday was too far away and he wanted to get you one of the stupidly hard wooden 3D puzzles he saw on YouTube. He remembers the stars in your eyes as you watched the man struggle to open it.
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“Go in around the back. Denki along with Uraraka takes the left flank. Uraraka you'll lift the metal materials in the air and ensure they don't touch you or any civilians. Denki, try and channel your spark to hit the metal scraps as a conductor. While that goes on-” Shinso watched from the back of the room as you schooled the loud, irritating Bakugou on his battle plan.
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“What?”
“They were taken, not sure by who, likely (Enter Villians, maybe Lov? Up to you).”
“When.”
“Three days ago”
Shinso was silent, Aizawa watching him, his fingers twitching as he waited for his student to crack. “Why wait so long to tell me?” It wasn't a fair question and Shinso knew that. While sections of people knew you were an item, larger ones didn't. And there wasn't a reason to tell him of your disappearance, he was only a student.
“Their quirk, we know you know more about it.” Aizawa scuffled lightly, regardless of your ranking, you were still a student and a child no less. How did they not know more about your quirk? Or did they not care to learn about you?
“We know they use sunlight-”
“No” Shinsos voice was strained, anger washing through him. “Their quirk evolves around sugar”
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You rested, eyes closed in the darkness of the room. Pitch dark, not even possible to see your body that rested tied in the chair. Your body felt stiff and sore, bruises forming on your pale cheeks and ribs from the beatings. No, the lack of light didn't affect your quirk, your immune system, and overall emotions, yes. It was like a void, a cold room where you questioned if your icey body even was touching the wooden chair. But the lack of food played heavily. Regardless, even if your captors were right about the darkness, the lack of food would weaken anyone. Your body, after all the training and muscle growth, needed more food.
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Drool dribbled from the corner of your mouth, body slumped in exhaustion. It took too much energy to even close your mouth.
Another day, another unanswered question, another beating. Every once in a while they'd ask a question you would know an answer to, but even then said you were clueless. How many days have you been in this room? The lack of light messed up your clock, to where time felt pointless. You struggled to latch onto hope. Days must have passed, and you were feeling closer and closer to death. Withdrawing from your superfood, sugar, torturing your body. You had never gone so long without it. And for a moment, you wondered if your body could. Your mind flashed to the doctors telling you to ingest as much as you could, the irrigation in their voice as they backtracked on every once of advice they had ever given. “Your energy, not just your quirk, depends on it.” interesting… You were so young when you heard that information, and you only remember it now.
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10 days. Shinso rested in the car, body stiff and tense. Eyes set on the headrest in front of him. Eye hollow, yet filled and swirled with sickening fear and anguish.
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12 days. The door swung open, shining blinding light onto you. A high-pitched cry left your chapped lips as it flashed your unprepared eyes. It felt like your skin was melting at its harshness. As though it was a flame held up to your skin. “Y/N '' a voice nearly screamed. Your head swirled up, vision blinded by the light and head now pounding, what little energy you had straining. “In-show?” your small voice cracked. Swollen tongue struggling to say the name. “I'm here! I'm here! I got you!”
Shino's eyes watered lightly at your appearance. Pale, you were sickly pale. Your hair was greasy, which he cared little about, except that it seemed matted with blood. Your cheeks were bruised and your eyes sunk in. And you were cold, so cold.
Then you cried, whimpering out in vain as you tried to grasp onto him once free. He held you close, your two bodies resting on the ground for a second as he cradled your frail self. “I love you - I love you” he repeated into your hair, not caring at the smell or cracked blood.
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You lay in the hospital bed, sugar packets and sugar bags splayed open. You looked healthier and more alive. Your colors coming back and your bruises slowly fading. Shinso sat beside you, fingers carefully rubbing your hand. Too worried to fully hold your hand due to the red marks you received from struggling in your binds. “I love you,” you whispered out through cracked lips.
Shinso smiled, leaning down to kiss you until you moved your head away. “N-no.” He froze, fear raking his body. You must have felt it, the sudden tension in his body, and quickly you spoke. “My- my lips are cracked and- and I smell awful.” he won't lie, you kind of did. You smelt like a sterilized hospital room, like the cheap but effective soap the infirmary used. He cocked an eyebrow and laughed slightly.
“And I'm supposed to care?”
“Sh-shut it!”
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Azawia leaned into the small area you two shared, making sure both of you were okay. The image of Shinso's red eyes and angered face never leaves his mind. How he carried your nearly limp body in his arms, your skin bruised and the usual smirk you so often had gone and replaced by a busted lip. But now, instead, he found you nuzzled into Shinso’s shoulder. The lanky male hunched over your bed, arms wrapped tightly around you as he buried his face into your hair. Azawia looked away and walked out of the medical wing, his body finally relaxing. You both where safe, you both were okay
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doumadono · 6 months
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EMERGENCY REQUEST ( ALSO TW FOR SA MENTION I BEG YOU TO NOT READ THIS POST IF NOT IN A GOOD PLACE OF MIND AND THIS HAS HAPPENED TO YOU! )
So I'm drunk right now, to be honest. So sorry if this comes out a bit weird.
I'm realizing my family is full of r***ist apologists, they had said my first real BF couldn't be blamed for ruining my life as he has a kid, despite him serially abusing me for a year straight from ages 15-16.
Then my other ex, my second long term relationship : He was 34-35 and I was 22. So, yeah, he knew of my trauma and exploited it. Forced me to do sexual actions I was NOT okay with, and threatened me with those.
I'm realizing I was groomed and I wouldn't mind ( would really love ) if I could get a Hitoshi x AFAB reader ( they them pronouns ) who is kind of.. traumatized... before their "intimate" acts. He reassures Them that it is okay, and no matter what he still loves them.
( Points if the act doesn't continue, points if they end up tearing up and he wipes their tears, kisses their cheek and comforts them. Asking them if they truly want to continue, making them feel safe, valued and loved, etc etc )
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A/N: I'm truly sorry to hear that you've had to go through such difficult experiences with your family and past relationships. It's disheartening to encounter people who don't recognize the gravity of abuse or trauma. Your experiences should never be diminished or brushed aside. Your feelings and your healing process are valid, and you deserve understanding and empathy
EMERGENCY REQS MASTERLIST
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In the dimly lit room, Hitoshi Shinso could sense the palpable tension in the air as he gazed into the eyes of his partner. The shadows of their past haunted them, their trauma casting long, dark shadows across their soul. They, a person of determination, a survivor of their own battles, had never let their past dictate their future. But now, as they lay at the precipice of intimacy, those old wounds resurfaced with a vengeance.
As they began to undress, they couldn't help but feel a suffocating weight on their chest. Every touch, every intimate gesture, seemed to trigger the memories they had tried so hard to bury.
Hitoshi noticed the subtle change in their demeanor, how their breathing became shallow and their hands trembled. He placed his hands on their shoulders, his touch gentle and reassuring, and softly spoke, "Hey, I want you to know something, something I need you to truly understand. Your past doesn't define you. I'm here with you in this moment, and I love you for who you are right now. You can talk to me."
They shifted nervously, averting their gaze, and it was evident that the memories that had once tormented them were still fresh in their mind. "I know you do," they whispered, their voice quivering. "But sometimes… I can't help but feel like I'm not good enough, like I'm too broken." They covered themselves with a blanket, hiding their nakedness and the contours of their breasts from his glance.
Hitoshi cupped their face, gently guiding them to meet his eyes. "You're not broken. You're a work of art, and every scar on your soul is a brushstroke in your masterpiece. I love you for all that you are, even the parts that you may consider broken. Please, understand that."
Their eyes welled up with tears, the emotional floodgates threatening to burst open. Hitoshi wiped away a tear that had escaped, his thumb grazing their cheek ever so gently. He leaned in and planted a tender kiss on their forehead, a symbol of his unwavering love and support. "It's okay to be vulnerable, to be afraid. I have those moments every now and then. We don't have to continue if you're not ready. Your feelings are valid, and I'm here to make sure you feel safe, valued, and loved. I'll willingly wait."
They sniffled, gripping his shirt tightly as though it were an anchor in a stormy sea. "I want to," they whispered, their voice fragile. "But it's just… hard."
Hitoshi's arms wrapped around them in a protective embrace, and he held them close, his heart aching for their pain. "We can take it slow, at your pace. We can stop at any moment. I'm not going anywhere, and I'm not judging you. Your trust means everything to me."
The room was heavy with emotion, but it was a different kind of heaviness now, one born of shared vulnerability and trust. Shinso continued to hold them, allowing them to find their strength. He knew that healing took time, and he was willing to wait as long as it took.
"I love you," he whispered, his words a soothing balm for their wounded heart. "You are so incredibly strong, and I'm honored to be a part of your life." Shinso held them close to his chest, and his steady heartbeat slowly soothed the storm of emtions raging within them.
Their tears flowed freely now, and they looked up at him with a mixture of gratitude and affection. "I love you too, Shinso," they murmured, their voice filled with emotion. "Can we… Can we try some other time? I don't think I'm mentally ready just yet…"
"That's all that matters. Let's take this one step at a time."
They nodded, their trust in him deepening with each passing moment. The darkness of their past may have cast its long shadow, but in the embrace of Shinso's love, they found the strength to face it and, together, emerge into the light of a new beginning.
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stardust-sprinkler · 1 year
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Library Date w/Shinsou
You’re ecstatic—you’d always wanted to plan out a little library date, but none of your previous partners were really into the idea. They just kind of brushed it off whenever you asked, moving on to other options.
When you asked Shinsou, trying to hide how nervous you were that he’d just shoot it down, he simply blinked a couple of times. It was obvious to him how you felt, despite you staving off an anxious tone.
Quite frankly, he internally wished for a hit list of any and everyone that made you feel this small about asking for things you wanted. It was like he was watching his usually confident spitfire of a partner have their flame dimmed a little. He fucking hated it.
On another note, for him personally, a date in a library sounded like a perfect idea—how could someone turn it down?
You were getting nervous as a beat passed without him saying anything, so you simply scratched the back of your neck and shrugged. “Or whatever, doesn’t matter. Would ya rather go catch a movie or grab some food? Like a normal person? Haha…”
Before you could do anything else, you felt yourself pulled flush against his hard chest. One hand cradled your cheek as he kissed you, slow and firm, determined to convey how comfortable he is with you. How much he wants to give you what you want.
His free hand roamed your body, rubbing circles on your back, squeezing your hips, just happy to touch you. His lips were pressing more insistently against yours, putting more passion into it and nipping your bottom lip. Not trying to start anything, just using actions to express what his words couldn’t. He always trusted actions over words anyway, but with how you make him feel—he’d trust you using either.
When you finally pull back from the kiss, a strand of saliva stretched and broke between his lips and yours. He might not have been trying anything, but after that kiss… you wanted to.
His words interrupted your thoughts as he rested his forehead against yours and let your breaths intermingle. “That sounds like a lot of fun, angel. Want me to help plan it?”
No sooner than he wrapped his lips around the last word, you were pulling him into your room.
“Plan later—wanna fuck right now?” Your brain was pretty much just along for the ride as other parts of you took command, front and center.
His lips pulled into a stupidly happy grin and he nodded, “Sure thing, kitten.”
He let you pull him down on top of you on the bed, and chuckled when a quiet moan escaped your lips from just feeling his weight on you, simultaneously soothing and exciting you. Your teeth bit deeply into your bottom lip as his eyelids drooped a little more and his gaze darkened. His grin turned feral.
“Nice to know you’re always this desperate for daddy.”
I have plenty more where this came from, y’all, Shinsou’s got me in an absolute chokehold 👀 Bakugo and Dabi should be jealous lmfao Comment or follow for more of our mha boys 🔥💥💜
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whispering-ways · 9 months
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•♡✷ matched hearts (pt. 2) ✷♡•
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✷ summary: shinsou downloads a dating app and starts talking to you
✷ pairing: hitoshi shinsou x reader
✷ tags: no warnings, just fluff!
✷ notes: slanted texts indicate actual text messages (purple is shinsou, white is reader) :)
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Waiting the two days till the date felt like an eternity as you and Shinsou kept talking. You were pretty excited to finally meet him, but you had to admit your excitement was coupled with a bit of nervousness.
What if he wasn’t like who he was through text? You weren’t someone who really believed in rumors, but you’d heard that he was really blunt, and honestly, that worried you a bit. What if he was just being nice and charming to just get in your pants? You did your best to clear those thoughts from your head, certain that he was a good guy. But they remained on the back burner of your mind.
Saturday finally arrived and Shinsou got up bright and early to get ready for the date. 9 am to be precise. Was it entirely too early? Absolutely and he knew that, but he was just too excited to finally meet you. You just seemed to be the sweetest soul he’d ever met and he wanted this date to go perfectly.
He popped into the shower after sending you a quick text.
Good morning :) stoked for our date! You still good with the plans?
You were up as well, planning out what exactly you were going to wear, when you got his text.
Yup! Its the cafe that’s like 15 minutes away from the dorms, right?
Yes, see you there in a bit!
You ended up going with a sundress as your outfit of choice since the weather was pretty nice and then took a shower. By the time, you had showered, did your hair and finished your makeup it was about 10:30 am. Although you knew that the cafe was a short walk, you liked being early, so you headed out. It was a lovely day outside, a slight breeze and cloudy, making it the perfect day for a walk like this. You did your best to calm your nerves as you walked to the cafe.
Once you got there, it was about 10:48am. “Okay I’ve got a few minutes to relax before he comes. This is no big deal, just going on a date with a cute guy, that’s completely fine,” you thought to yourself, trying yet again to ease your anxiety.
You sat at a bench right across the cafe and waited for Shinsou after sending him a quick text.
Hey, I just got to the cafe :) I’m sitting right across it rn on a bench
Shinsou was about 5 minutes away from the cafe when he got your text. He smoothed his hair down and checked with his phone’s camera to make sure he looked alright.
When he got to the cafe, he looked around to find you and there you were, scrolling on phone. You were sitting Indian-style on the bench, which he found endearing, He called out your name and waved, making you look up and beam the brightest smile Shinsou had ever seen.
“Hey! Glad to finally meet you! Do you wanna head inside?” he said, looking at you with a certain softness that you didn’t expect. You looked up at him and were finally able to get a good look of his eyes. They were kind, but striking and you could tell that he’d spent many a sleepless night just like you from the bad under his eyes.
You both headed inside the cafe, where you were immediately greeted by not just the waitress, but the two cats as well. As you and Shinsou sat down, one of the cats jumped up onto your lap, which made your heart practically burst. He played with you for a while before jumping down, leaving you and Shinsou alone to talk.
It was a little awkward at first, but you both quickly got comfortable and the date was everything you’d dreamed of. He asked you about what sort of things you like to crochet which lead you both down a rabbit hole of talking about all the stuffed animals you’d made so far. He also talked about his work in the Department of Heroes and his quirk.
“As of right now, I’m trying to ask Mr. Aizawa to be a mentor of sorts. You know, Deku’s got All Might and they’re so close in quirk that it’s really helped Deku sky rocket, and I think that sort of thing could be good for me given Mr. Aizawa’s quirk you know?” Shinsou explained.
He thought you’d retort by mentioning the negative side to his quirk, but surprisingly, you said nothing of the sort. You completely understood where he was coming from, which was something he really valued. Talking to you made him feel valued and things just felt natural, felt right .
Eventually, though it was time to head back to the dorms. Shinsou didn’t want to admit that little bit of sadness he felt knowing that the date had to end soon, but he tried convincing himself that it was alright. “I mean he had homework to do anyways so it’s not that bad, at least I can get started on that,” he thought.
You also felt a little disappointed that the date had to end, but you were secretly hoping Shinsou felt the same. After all, that’s the hallmark of a good date right? If neither of you want to leave, a second date was almost guaranteed. And that’s all you wished for at the moment. As the both of you walked back to the dorms, all you could think about is how you hoped he’d ask you on a second date when he dropped you off at your building.
When you finally reached your dorm, he gave you a hug and then said “I’m really glad we went on this date; it was really nice.”
“I enjoyed it too. It definitely was really lovely,” you replied. A moment of silence passed between you before Shinsou finally broke it and asked you for your number. You were nothing short of ecstatic when you entered your number into his phone.
“Thanks, I’ll make sure to text you soon so you can have my number. See you around,” he said, waving goodbye and then leaving to go to his dorm. You went back to your room and you went straight to your bed to squeal into your pillow. You were so happy that the date went well that you almost didn’t hear the chime of your phone letting you know that Shinsou had texted you.
Hey it’s Shinsou. I really enjoyed our date today and if its not too soon to ask, do you want to go on another date sometime?
The squeal you let out before? It paled in comparison to the one you let out after reading that text.
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What they are like in a relationship
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part 2
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Characters: Bakugou, Midoriya, Todoroki, Kirishima, Kaminari, and Shinsou
Story type: Headcanon
Reader: G/N! Reader
Warnings: fluff, PDA , and  possibly minor spoilers
A/N~ Hi it's ghost this one is just the heros in training I am planning to make four more, the LOV, pro heros, The big three and the girls, ANYWAYS I hope you enjoy. ^^
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💥🧨Bakugou
♡This man is a full on tsundere and we all know it, but he would most definitely spoil you although he would bevery subtle about it like leaving a small present on your desk or a little note.
♡Now Bakugou is not for PDA  he would probably say something like "Those people need to get a damn room " though he would hold your hand, just no kisses.
♡ The pet names he would call you would be "Dumbass ", "Idiot ", "Babe ", and "dork " and of course he means it in a loving way just he likes to tease you, if you tell him that you don't like him calling you that he'll stop and come up with some cute ones.
♡Though Bakugou isn't big on PDA that doesn't mean he doesn't love cuddling with you, as long as the both of you are alone he'll give you all the cuddles in the world, and if you don't give him cuddles for a while he will pout, but if you ask him if he likes cuddles he will deny it immediately.
♡Bakugou gets jealous very damn easily though he may deny it sometimes, but other times he'll just confront the person talking to you and tell them to back the hell up and that you are his.
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💚🥦Midoriya
♡ This baby bean is very shy when it comes to romantic stuff but he would try his best to spoil you, he would probably ask one of the girls in the class what he should get you, but on his own he would probably give you flowers or some sweet treats Inko baked.
♡ As we all know Izuku is very shy so he would most likely just hold your hand or give you a quick hug, but if it was a special occasion he would give give you a quick kiss but right after he'd probably just be apologizing.
♡ the pet names he would give you would probably be stuff like "Honey ", "Angel ", or "Sweetheart " just some cute a simple nicknames.
♡ Izuku is definitely a fan of cuddles just the thought of having you in his arms makes him smile like a three year old on Christmas morning, he'll discreetly ask for cuddles like he'll call you in the middle of the night saying "Honey, can you come over I can't sleep ".
♡ Izuku tends to get kinda overprotective when he gets jealous, but he's really nice about it he'll just pull you away from who ever your talking to.
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🔥🧊Todoroki
♡ This man would absolutely spoil you no doubt about it, he would take all of endeavors credit cards and probably spend all the money on you he would be buying fresh flowers for you every week, and leaving you sweet little notes on your desk.
♡ Shoto love showing everybody that he has a stunning human being for a partner so he'll hold your hand hug you and kiss you in public but if you tell him not to he'll fully understand and and stop.
♡ The pet names Shoto would give you would be something like these "Darling ", or "Baby " he keeps the names short, sweet and simple straight to the point though he might throw some random ones out there.
♡ Shoto Todoroki is the biggest cuddle bug after finding out what cuddling is he'll be asking you daily if you could cuddle with him, If you tell him you can't he'll pout and a turn into a huge brat about and say stuff like "Baby please,  you can do that later " or "Pay attention to me y/n, come on ".
♡ Now Shoto get jealous easily but hides it decently well say for example, you get carried away talking to Fuyumi talking about whatever it is but Shoto would pop up out of nowhere and hug you from behind resting his head on your shoulder, he would be trying to pry you away just so he could have you to himself.
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🦈🪨kirishima
♡ This human rock most definitely spoils you, Eijiro would stop by a breakfast shop on his morning runs just so he can see your face in the morning and to make sure you eat , he would leave little notes on your desk just to tell you how much you mean to him
♡ Eijiro is kinda big on PDA loves hugging kissing and holding your hand in public to prove he has the "Manliest" partner .
♡ The pet name kiri would give you would most likely be stuff like "Pebble ",  "Boulder ", or "Jewel " and of course it's rock related.
♡ Yes, Kiri adores cuddling with you physical touch is his love language just cuddling you after a long day, he would definitely make a pillow fort for the both of you just a bunch of pillows and blankets.
♡Kiri doesn't get that jealous that often but when he does he tends to be really possessive just pulling you away from any person somewhat flirting with you.
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⚡️🔌Kaminari
♡ Pikachu here doesn't spoil you as much as the others but he will every once in a while by giving you a bunch of snacks and sweet treats or leaving little letters saying how much he loves you.
♡ Denki is kinda big on PDA just loves kissing hugging and holding your hands in public he loves you too much to care what people think you mean the world to him and he'll prove it but of course if you don't like PDA he understands.
♡ The pet names kami would give you would be "Jolteon ", "Babe ",or "Cutie-patootie " he would mainly give you a bunch of dorky nicknames.
♡ Kaminari love cuddling with you just snuggling up to you is the best feeling to him just the warmth of your body makes him smile but the main reason he loves cuddling with you is because he can hear your heartbeat.
♡ Now denki doesn't really get jealous he's really loose, he knows you hot as hell so he understands if people would flirt with you but if someone whent a little too far he'll just tell them to just back off a bit.
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💜🐈Shinso
♡ Shinso only really spoils you on special occasions, but when that happens he goes all out with a nice dinner, flowers, a sweet letter, some sweet treats, ect.
♡ Hitoshi isn't really big for PDA he'll most just hold your hand nothing more to be honest.
♡ The pet names he would give you would be "Kitten ", "Kitty ", "Honey ", or "Baby " just some cute and simple nicknames for you.
♡ Now Shinso may not be big on PDA but man does he love cuddling any chance he'll get he will cuddle you, cuddling with you at the end of the day us the only thing that helps this sleepy boy fall asleep after a long day of school and hero training.
♡ Sleepy boi over here doesn't get jealous easily, but when he does it's the one time he'll use his quirk on a normal person and pretty much just tell them to go away.
Hi I hope you enjoyed reading this now please remember to go drink some water and eat a quick snack go take care of yourself anyways have a good day/night ~Ghost
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cryoayaka · 2 years
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Their s/o is on their period
Characters: Bakugou, Kirishima, Shinsou
Warnings: period blood, possible grammar/ spelling mistakes
Genre: comfort, fluff
A/N: yeah I’m on my period rn and I need some comfort lmao
-          Admin JeJey ;D
Bakugou
- Okay so I think Bakugo knows about periods the basics like what they teach in school but other than that he never really cared about that stuff
-  So, the first time you had your period around him he was just so overwhelmed and didn’t know what to do, so while you just held your stomach with your hand and crunched in pain he just stood awkwardly next to you not knowing what to do
-  Tbh, I think he’s at first a bit grossed out by your period blood but as your period happens more often, he soon gets used to it and it doesn’t bother him anymore
-  Bakugo wouldn’t suggest going to the store for you but if you tell him to, he will do it nonetheless, however you must explicitly explain what you need and you probably have to send him a picture of the packaging of your pads/tampons
- When you get cramps, he’ll try to help cuz he doesn’t like seeing you in pain, but he doesn’t know how so he’ll ask you what he can do
- If you ask him if you can use his hand as a heating pad, he’ll be a bit confused, but he can’t say no to you, so he’ll do it
-  When you snap at him when you’re on your period and he knows it he tries to not snap back or at least not yell that often but if he doesn’t know that you’re on your period he’ll well yell back and will be confused and a little guilty if you start crying, so he’ll mumble out a small ‘sorry’
- If you feel especially needy and affectioned Bakugo will ofc cuddle with you and give you all the affection, you need
-  And I think after he witnessed your period the first time, he’ll research about it a little bit more and search up ways how to make you feel better
Kirishima
-  He knows a little bit more than Bakugo because of Mina
-  The first time you had your period around him he wasn’t clueless about what to do but he knows that everyone’s different on their period and that not everyone can be comforted by the same things, but he tries anyways
- Will go to the store for you, but needs explicate instructions on what to get as well so he doesn’t get lost
-  He wants you to rest in bed, so he does everything for you. Need water? He goes to get a glass. Need some snacks? Already on the way. Need cuddles? He’ll give them gladly
- When you start having cramps, he’ll be so overwhelmed and doesn’t know what to do tho but he for sure is worried
-  If you get mad at him, he’ll get a little sad but will be very understanding and will see past it
-  He treats you like porcelain because all he wants is to be helpful and doesn’t want to stress you any further
Shinsou
-  I don’t think he knows much about periods but is willing to learn about them for you
-  The first time where you told him you were on your period, he was quite calm and unbothered by him
-  Nonetheless he has no idea what to do so pls tell him what he must do
-  If you tell him to go to the store for you, he will, if you tell him to make you food or get you something to drink, he will, if you just want to cuddle, he will gladly give you those cuddles
-  When he sees you in pain due to the cramps, he’s quite worried and wants to help you
-  If you suddenly get mad at him about the smallest things, he’s at first a little confused but gets used to it after some time
-  I saw some people say that he will use his brainwashing quirk to make you fall asleep if you ask him nicely and he would xD
-  He, too, tries to treat you carefully during that time because he doesn’t want to stress you any further
- Overall he does really well in taking care of you whether you’re on your period or not but especially when you’re on your period
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summerlovingbaby · 2 years
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Little Things They Do (mha edition)
SHINSOU
he falls asleep in front of you
shinsou doesn’t sleep much
and when he does it’s usually alone
he simply only falls asleep in front of people that he trust
if he had to sleep infront of someone that he didn’t trust he would always make sure to fall asleep last and always slept light
but in front of you he naps quite often
its always close enough to where he is touching you
or something of that sort
and he sleeps quite heavy
the only reason he does that is because he trusts you completely
BAKUGOU
he asks you for help
bakugou is not one to ask for help ever
he would rather die or suffer in silence than admit he can’t do something
but one night
he was up studying quite often and he just wasn’t understanding
so he asks you for help
is really cute about it too
listens as you explain this complicated math problem to him
and thanks you for your help aftwerwords
he tries not to make asking for help a habit 
but he will ask you for help if he is really struggling
and he gets really sweet and cuddly when he asks
KIRISHIMA
he cries infront of you
he always tries to be everyones rock
he tries to stay strong and tough
expecially for you who he tries to protect
he tries to be your rock
but he can’t be strong for everyone 
no matter how hard he tries
and sometimes the world gets to much for him 
and he can’t take it
and he cries
and he reaches out to you for comfort
the gesture is really sweet bc he never cries in front of anyone
and he goes to you to comfort him
because he trusts you that much.
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perfectly-unsad · 1 year
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Mind and Body {Part 1}
Pairings - fem!reader x villain!Shinsou
Warnings - 18+ kidnapping, mind control / brainwashing, light bondage, Shinsou is crazy/creepy and a little cocky, dub con but no sex, choking
Word count - 2.6k
Important - for context, reader has a demon quirk which is seen quite negatively similar to Shinsous quirk, reader graduated UA last year (one year behind Shinsou) and works with Hawks, reader is very close with Aizawa
A/n - I’m still working on the Why Not Me/Aki part 2, hopefully it’ll be finished sometime next week, along with part 2 of this fic (which is going to be almost all smut, so I hope someone is excited for that!)
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"I... I barely recognised you..." Your voice was quiet despite how your chest heaved for air in your panicked state, you had woken up in a dark room, from what felt like a hazy dream. Your hands were bound uncomfortably by some kind of cloth behind the back of the chair, your ankles and knees bound to the legs of the chair. Adrenaline pumped through your body when you realised something beyond your perception was stopping you from using your quirk, leaving you at the mercy of your familiar faced kidnapper sitting opposite you.
"What is it about me that has changed beyond recognition?" His voice was deep and lifeless, but there was clear intent behind his question. You looked at his face as he leaned forward in his chair, the dim bulb that barely lit up the area around it shining a gentle light on his features.
He had a number of scars littering his arms, as well as one starting at his nostril and going down his lips, ending at his chin. However, the most noticeable one was the deep scar that stretched over his right eye, his iris - once a deep and rich purple - was now a faded glassy blue. He didn't have these scars the last time you saw him nearly two years ago, but they didn't look especially fresh either which made you wonder what he had been doing since his disappearance to get them. "What's the matter? Cat got your tongue?" He teased after your long silence, although his teasing didn't feel light hearted or friendly.
You opened your mouth to respond, but closed it when you remembered the requirements to activate his quirk. He had never used it on you maliciously before, only once during a joint training session when you were a first year and he was a second year and another time to help you get to sleep when you were suffering a bout of insomnia. Despite this, you hesitated to answer him. "Oh, you're worried about my quirk, right?" Another trap. You wouldn't fall for it. Your silence following his question illicited a mildly amused exhale from his nose. "You know, I've been working on my quirk a lot since we last saw each other. I've improved it, significantly." You wondered if that had anything to do with how he got his scars. "Beyond what you already know, my quirk has become something much more. I can change you, passively, no more need for questions and answers. I just needed you to look at me." Once he explained this you immediately dropped your gaze to the floor. "No use looking away now, my quirk is already taking effect." He added, leaning back into his chair and covering his face in the shadows beyond the lights touch.
"Why can't I use my quirk? Is that you too?" You finally asked, wriggling your hands in their bindings in an attempt to escape.
"No, that's not me. That's one of my colleagues, his quirk is similar to Mr Aizawas, except he doesn't need to be looking directly at you." He answered in his gruff voice.
"Why am I here?" You asked, still unsure of whether you could look up at him or not. He let out a deep sigh at your question.
"I want you to help me. I'd prefer you did so willingly, but my quirk will be influencing you regardless… You may find yourself feeling more docile towards me." He almost sounded disappointed at that last part.
"Help with what?" You questioned hesitantly, building the courage to glance at his shoes.
"I want to fix this world. Heroes these days are so corrupt, egotists filled with narcissism and greed. They help those who are worth helping, fuck everyone else. That's not a real hero, wouldn't you agree?" You could feel his gaze on you as the bindings on your limbs tightened when his frustration grew, only now did you realise he must be using the binding cloth he got from Aizawa.
"What are you talking about?" You protested, trying to buy time as you continued to attempt to break free from your restraints.
"How the heroes and everyone else treat those of us that were born with what they deem to be villainous quirks. Don't act like it didn't happen to you with your demon quirk, I saw it for myself, just like how it happened to me." His tone was bitter and resentful, you could feel the contempt seething through his words, which weren't lies. It had been hard for you, especially at first, to be seen as a hero with a demon quirk, something inherently evil. "Heroes aren't heroes anymore. Who do you think did this to me." He gestured to himself, implying that heroes had given him the scars on his face and body.
In that moment you felt a rush of sympathy and affection for him, your intense feelings startled you once you realised them. Was this his quirk taking over your mind? You couldn't be sure what feelings were real and what were forced, and he seemed to enjoy your internal conflict. You tried to refocus on what he was saying, having slight trouble recalling his words. Heroes had left him scarred? That didn't make any sense, the last thing you heard about him he had secured a position in a hero agency. Why would other heroes-
"They did it because apparently my presence was giving their agency a bad name. They must have thought they could use me at first, but when the public found out about the details of my quirk they quickly lost support. Low ratings means less money." He interrupted your thoughts as if he had read your mind, something that could be entirely possible for him given the advancement of his quirk. "Think about what I've told you..." He took in a deep breath, standing up from his chair. "Think about what I've said so far, I haven't lied about anything."
"But, why me?" You asked quietly, looking at the ground in front of his feet. When he suddenly kneeled in front of you, you recoiled back slightly, staring at him with frightened eyes. You noticed his jaw tighten and a darkness you had never seen in him before wash over his gaze for just a brief second.
"Because you know what it's like to be discriminated against because of your quirk." He explained, his eyes now staring at you with a fierce intensity. He moved a hand to touch your knee "And also, you're-" but hesitated and pulled his hand back, as if he didn't trust himself to touch you. "I'm not a violent man, you know. For the longest time I wanted to use my quirk to help people, but if all they'll see me as is a villain then..." His eyes had wandered to your legs as he spoke, when he brought them back up to your eyes and saw the frightened look on your face he pulled himself away and turned his back to you in an attempt to clear his thoughts.
"Toshi, its not too late to fix this. If you let me go, you can still be a hero." You pleaded with him desperately, his affectionate nickname from high school slipping out of your mouth, or perhaps it wasn't a mistake and his quirk was influencing your feelings and behaviour? Either way, it was a bleak reminder of how close you two had been during your school years before he disappeared shortly after graduating from UA and starting as a sidekick.
"I haven't been called that name for a long time." Was all he could reply, seemingly not having heard a single word that came out of your mouth after you called him by his old nickname. He turned back around to look into your big doe eyes as you waited for a better response, but he just stared at you for a moment. "I won't force myself on you," this comment took you by surprise, it was something that hadn't crossed your mind until he said it and it made the adrenaline in your body tighten all your muscles knowing it was something on his mind "but its very hard to control myself when you look at me like that."
You opened your mouth to say something but no words came out and you quickly averted your gaze back to the floor. "Are you scared of me?" His voice sounded hurt and discouraged, like a child asking its parent if they were disappointed.
"N-no, I was just surprised-" You stuttered, doing a terrible job of lying. Of course you were scared of him, he had kidnapped you using the brainwashing aspect of his quirk after tricking you using a voice changer while you were walking home. He had tied you up in some weird, creepy, dark basement-like room and his behaviour alone seemed erratic and terrifying. Of course you were scared, and he knew it.
"Don't." His voice was deep, now full of a low threatening anger. "Don't lie to me. This won't work if you lie to me. I have to be able to trust you."
"Toshi, please stop." You whimpered, hanging your head to look at your lap while tears filled your eyes. "Yes, I'm scared. I don't know where I am and you're... you're not who I remember." You couldn't hold back your tears as you spoke, your voice trembling while you sobbed.
"I won't hurt you." His voice soothed as he moved closer to you, lifting your head by placing a finger under your chin to make eye contact with him. "I won't do anything to you until you're begging me to." Despite the malice of his words, his voice was comforting and soft as he used his thumb to wipe away the tears on your cheek. As you gazed into his eyes you felt a tightness in your chest, as if your heart had just beat harder than it ever has before.
His features softened as he looked down at you and, willingly or not, it made your heart melt. It was like looking into the past and seeing the old Shinsou, the sweet guy from high school that helped you train and study, your friend that you could always rely on and talk to, the one who you trusted to sleep in your dorm with you when you found it difficult to sleep on your own without anything happening. Here that guy was again. Standing in front of you.
"Toshi..." Your voice was soft and pleading, his touch on your chin was so gentle and comforting. You closed your eyes tightly, pulling your head out of his grasp. For a moment there, when you were looking into his eyes, you had forgotten where you were, why you were there, what Hitoshi had done. Your mind forcibly made you remember the truth behind this situation, and disgust filled your body.
His quirk was taking hold and severely limiting your memory and situational awareness. All you wanted was him, it was all consuming. To be close to him. To hold him. To stay by-
No! Your jaw clenched painfully as you tried to fight your own mind. You couldn't let him take control of you if you wanted to escape. How long had you even been unconscious before waking up? Surely the heroes were looking for you by now, you just had to hold on until help arrives.
"There's no need to fight yourself so hard. Be a good girl for me, angel." An ironic nickname given to you in high school considering your quirk. He tried to cup your face in his palm to comfort you, but you shook off his touch frantically.
"Don't! Don't touch me!" You shouted, an unimpressed and impatient frown plastered across his face at your disobedience.
"Silly girl." His words vibrated out of his throat in a growl, he gripped the binding cloth that rested around his neck and pulled it in various places so that it tightened around your wrists and legs. More of the cloth sprang towards you to coil around your body; your waist, your chest and your neck. It tightened around the sides of your neck and your chest, squeezing you tightly and constricting your breath.
Adrenaline flooded through your body once more, but this wasn't so much fight or flight more like... excitement. Your cheeks flushed red as you opened your mouth, breathing in what air you could while saliva spilt from your lips. "You seem to be enjoying this, what a perverted expression." He smirked, tightening the cloth further to force a whine out of your throat before it loosened and you gasped for air. "You like that, huh? Feeling this cloth tighten all over you?" His tone was mocking and cruel, but laced with a suggestive pleasure.
"N-no, you're wrong." You stuttered, avoiding his taunting expressing and keeping your eyes fixed on your lap as you took in deep breaths.
"I don't think so, angel. Let's check." With nimble hand movements, he used two pieces of the cloth to wrap tightly around your thighs and spread your legs apart. You had picked a bad day to wear a skirt.
"Stop it, Toshi! You said you wouldn't!" You pleaded, shutting your eyes, too embarassed to watch him looking over you in this position.
"I said I wouldn't touch you, and I'm not." He waved his hands in the air to accentuate his point, the cloth staying in place even when he let go, not that you saw any of this with your eyes closed.
You felt a hard pulsing in your core as your mind submitted further to his quirk. Toshi was looking at you in such a compromising position, he wanted to see you like this, he wanted to touch you and you wanted him to touch you. You wanted him to be filled with desire for you. Your mind began to go hazy, vague memories of you touching yourself while thinking of him back in school filled your mind, whether they were real memories or memories planted by his quirk you couldn't be sure, but it just made you more and more needy for him.
His cloth rested above and below your tits, squeezing tightly to earn a whimpered cry from you while you arched your back in a surprised jolt - as much as you could against your restraints anyway.
Your eyes widened in surprise when you felt a piece of the cloth press firmly against the wet patch that had formed in your underwear. Slowly, it began to rub across the length of your slit over the thin material, when you glanced up at Toshi he was staring directly at the centre of your parted legs, mesmerised by the view.
"T-toshi, please-" The pleading whines of your voice were like music to his ears, and he cruely decided to tease you further.
"I'm sorry," He didn't sound sorry at all "I'll stop." Your body betrayed you, letting out a frustrated grunt when you felt the cloth pull away from your soaked underwear. "Hmm? If you want me to continue, you'll have to beg me." He gave you a cruel grin, but the only thing on your mind was how much you wanted him. You didn't care if you had to have him mean, or happy, or crying, or angry. You wanted him more than anything, there was nothing else your mind could focus on. There was no other option in front of you.
"Please, Toshi, please fuck me."
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I felt a little bad writing this, Shinsou would never!
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tired-teacher-blog · 1 year
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Hello! if its okay with you and your still doing requests, can you do Shinsou finding out the reader is ticklish and using that to get her to say something? you can pick the rest and can you do fem!reader please?
thank you and have a lovely day or night gorgeous :)
This was such an adorable request! I had so much fun with it and I hope you enjoy my input.
Have an amazing rest of the week sweetheart ❤️
Blissful torture
Characters : Shinsou/ Fem reader
Genre : Fluff/ Suggestive themes/ Drabble
Please do not read if you're a minor
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It was purely coincidental.. the yelp, the jump, the goosebumps, something you had never expected nor wished to happen.
And what started off as an innocent arm around your waist while you were in the middle of watching a movie at his place, turned into something else entirely.
_ "Oh, what was that?" he blinked innocently -at least at first- until it finally dawned on him that yes, you were extremely ticklish.
_ "What do you mean? It's nothing." you tried wiggling your way out of his hold, but he had you trapped between his freakishly strong arms.
His astonishment shouldn't be surprising as it hasn't been so long since you started dating the pro hero whom you've known most of your life. From classmates to colleagues, your strong feelings for him have remained the same, and when you finally gathered up the courage to ask him out on a date and he replied with a swift 'yes', you were on cloud nine.
_ "I didn't know you were so sensitive, but then again, I haven't had the chance to figure it out yet," he was having fun on his own, pinning you down and hovering over your shaky form as his persistent fingers caressed your sides, relishing the goosebumps appearing in their wake, "interesting.."
You were powerless lying underneath him, hypersensitive body contorting with each soft touch of his warm hands.
_ "Hitoshi, s.. stop.. please!" you whimpered between uncontrollable laughter as you helplessly clawed at his sneaky arms.
And it was at that moment that a mysterious expression appeared upon his features.
_ "Hitoshi?.." what was on mind? You wondered, and your bewilderment was soon to be cleared up..
_ "I love you.." he stated out of the blue, chuckling softly as he watched the breath hitch in your throat.
_ "Hitoshi, what are you saying? you squeezed his arms tighter, looking up at him with pure confusion.
Weren't you in the middle of a tickle war? Wasn't he just making fun of your sensitive body? Was this confession just another way of teasing you?
You opened your mouth to protest against his cheap shot, only to be silenced with a kiss.
His hands were no longer exploring your ticklish sides, and instead cradled your heated cheeks as his lips moved in a rhythmic dance with yours. He nibbled softly on your lower one and slipped his slick tongue into your warm mouth.
He kissed you deeply, swallowing every longing moan of yours, and your mind went completely blank for a moment until he pulled away, "I truly love you," and it was as if he somehow sensed your understandable struggle to believe him, it was his first time uttering those words after all.
_ "Alright quit joking and get off me, we have a movie to watch." you tried pushing him away but he refused to budge.
_ "Does this mean you don't feel the same way about me?" he pouted cutely, cocking his head to the side and you almost gave in to him.
Truth is, you are indeed in love with him, deeply so, and always have been, but never did you have enough confidence in yourself to admit it straightforwardly. And even when you mustered up the courage to ask him out the first time, you played it casual and kept your feelings hidden, because you were simply terrified.
You laughed again -nervously this time- as his persistence made you question everything. What if he was actually serious? What if this whole thing wasn't a joke?
_ "Hitoshi.." you started quietly, but his lips claimed yours once more, slowly and tenderly.
He moved lower and lower after that, pressing gentle kisses along your jaw and neck, and whispering soft "I love you"s between each wet peck.
_ "And I know you love me too y/n, I can tell," he spoke against your trembling shoulder, smiling as you tensed up underneath him, "I can tell from the way you look at me," a kiss on your collarbone, "from the way your eyes light up when you see me," another one on the side of your neck, "and the way you become hysterical and fall apart whenever I get injured during a mission," one more against your quivering throat, "you're not as mysterious as you think you are love," he leaned back to watch your dazed expression, as an amused smirk appeared on that stupid handsome face of his, which frustrated you more than anything else at that moment, "say it clearly, say that you love me." his eyes gleamed like a beast as he groaned his request.
_ "You.. you're delusional."
_ "Am I?" he sat up, biting his lip and running his fingers along your sides before slipping them under your shirt, "let's see about that."
His palms moved against your tummy and traveled up until they reached your breasts, and he hummed blissfully watching you writhe and struggle to keep a straight face.
_ "So stubborn, wouldn't it be easier to just give in and admit your feelings?" he carried on tickling and caressing your flesh, and when that wasn't enough to break you, his lips joined in the torture.
_ "Stop! Stop please I can't breathe!" the sound of your laughter filled the apartment and it was music to his ears.
He flattened his slick tongue against your tingling skin and licked a slow line from your belly button to your chest while his hands kept on tickling your sides. It was too much for you to handle and you surrendered at last.
_ "Okay I give up! Stop it please! I love you asshole! I love you so much so stop it already!" and he did.. mischievous smirk instantly replaced with a joyous smile, and dark piercing stare turned into a loving gaze.
_ "You finally said it," he moved up to face you, and you took in that beautiful expression of his, wishing you would have said those words much sooner.
_ "I love you Hitoshi," and you said it again, giggling softly when he placed a gentle peck on the tip of your nose before stealing your breath away with a deep passionate kiss.
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I'm Sorry, Beautiful
Pro-Hero Shinsou x Quirkless Chubby Fem Reader
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Genre: Angst to Fluff
Summary: Being married to the amazing mind-controlling hero, you've been receiving vulgar comments due to your size and the fact with you being quirkless. Therefore, your mental health began to disintegrate and your physical health wasn't too far behind. Being ignorant of your health, your husband comes home after having a horrible day at work, unleashing his emotion into you, not realizing the kind of result that would occur later.
NOTE: The following consists of vulgar language, potential harm, emotional and verbal abuse, mental health problems, and medical acknowledgment. Please keep in mind there is no expertise in any medical events and the circumstances taking place are pure fiction for entertainment purposes. The author will hold no liability of offense, so please feel free to exit if you're sensitive to any of the said topics.
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Y/N P.O.V.
"Why of all people did he get with that fat chick?"
"Useless little twerp"
"He deserved better"
"At least have a quirk, you stupid cow"
These are just the "nicer" comments and messages I've received today.
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With my husband being the one and only Hitoshi Shinsou, it came to no surprise to see everyone murmuring about our marriage. Majority of the time, the gossip consisted of insults and judgmental statements made by his fans toward my weight or quirklessness.
And well, they were right.
I mean, Shinsou became part of the top 10 heroes, adored by the entirety of Japan, and the man's definitely one of the most attractive beings anyone could lay their eyes on. Plus, being an alumni of the infamous UA Academy, one of the most prestigious schools in producing a few of the first class heroes, his credibility increased rapidly. Someone of my stature would have been the last thing society would have thought to be his spouse.
What about me?
While being a quirkless yet simple woman who wanted to live a simple life away with from spotlight, I've aspired to become a music teacher. Growing up, constant degradation and bullying had me develop a concerning immunity from it and despite it all, my work ethic played as a distraction to push myself forward.
The original plan was to graduate high school, rent out an apartment, attend college, major in music and teaching and earn my Bachelor's Degree to become a music teacher, yet things quickly took a drastic turn.
First meeting at his favorite cat café, I was fresh out of high school, working to save up for college while he continued his training to gain his legitimate Hero's License. Being a regular at the café, it piqued his interest seeing a new employee and never did he think he'd gush over something other than kittens or a good cup of coffee.
With every good and bad day at training, when he wanted to de-stress at the café, I would be there, always working overtime and there have been numerous occasions when we were alone in the café and making comfortable conversations about each other's interests, hobbies, daily lives, friends, families, so on and so forth. Though completely petrified of his possible reaction, I decided to reveal my quirklessness. Instead of being disgusted, he simply smiled and embraced me, grateful I was able to confess such a secret to him.
From them on, our relationship became quite tight and proceeded years later. Right then, he finally earned his Hero License with me becoming his first and Number 1 supporter of his soon-to-be successful career.
Even after a while of tiresome days and gruesome villains, he told me the ability to muster up the courage ask me to become his girlfriend had to be the most difficult task he had fulfilled. I had become so eager to decline, afraid of the possible disappointment I'd cause him because of my size or quirklessness, however, he was quick to reassure my doubts, stating how my physical being does not affect the emotions he feels when being around me.
As he began to climb the charts, he had become more busy with patrols, meetings, fan greetings, villains, and so on. His face became known to the public eye incredibly quick, so it didn't take long for people to discover our marriage. Though he was ecstatic of the life he had achieved, I felt alone and insecure with my thoughts and those brutal statements being sent to me. Already being at the breaking point, who knows how long it'd take for me to shatter.
Though I was hesitant, I accepted his offer with our marriage being an end result. Moving in together, our financial status had been considerably stable considering my husband's occupation and by the coercion of said man, I have resigned from my job and been able to attend college.
Key word: coercion, not consensual.
Afraid to argue or anger--and with 2 months of convincing--I let him do what he wanted.
Life was amazing. Well, at least for him.
Author P.O.V.
Today is your birthday and every year on your birthday, you both would bake and decorate a cake of your choice before going out to the arcade to hang, the mall to shop or wherever you felt like going. Later, you both get something to eat and then, finish the day with a night stroll in the park with the cherry blossoms decorating nearly all the trees in the area. Cherry blossoms have always been your favorite flowers and well, your beloved husband always kept that locked in his mind.
Due to drowning yourself in work, it had been a week or so since your last genuine meal, yet you were ready to discuss matters with Shinsou and hopefully, have an amazing time with your spouse. Although, he hasn't been picking up your calls or answering your texts. With it already past 5 pm, the usual time he'd return home, he wasn't there, so with a melancholic heart, you began to bake a simple vanilla cake and decorated it with pure white frosting and coconut shavings. You then topped it with red lettering stating "Happy Birthday" before refrigerating it. Finally finished at 6:45pm, you waited a bit longer until your beloved husband returned.
You waited....
And waited....
And waited....
But, nothing.
The clock struck 8 pm and with a disappointed sigh and tears threatening to fall from your eyes, you decided to whip up Shinsou's favorite, fried rice with beef.
'Maybe he's busy. The least I can do is make him a homemade meal' you contemplated, attempting to remain optimistic.
After an hour or so, you set up only his plate, ready to dine, but you decided to wait once more, in case the man of violet locks came back to your humble abode. Yet, your hopes were left in vain as 2 more hours passed.
Tears finally escaping, you've given up on being patient for your lover and decided to contain your husband's plate in plastic wrap, placing it next to your cake in the refrigerator. Almost striking 11pm, your front door flew open as the man you've long awaited for finally arrived with his boots dragging and stomping with every step. Wiping away your tears, you gleefully forget your recent sorrow.
"Toshi!"
You run into his arms, only for him to weakly push you away, obviously exhausted.
Confused and concerned, you make eye contact with Shinsou, noticing the sticky sweat dripping from his forehead, dirt and debris decorating his face and costume, his eye bags in a darker shade, the slump in his posture, and just over all burnt out. Understanding of his condition, you remained silent of the special occasion and decided to tend to your beloved husband. Well, at least try.
"W-Welcome back, love. How was w--?"
He held up his hand in motion to silence you, to which you obliged.
"Not right now, Y/N. It's been a long day and I just want to sleep."
"Well, I-I made dinner. It's your favorite. You should eat before you sle--"
"No, Y/N. Again, I've had a long day and I just want. To. Sleep," he clarifies in a much rougher tone. Refusing to allow your husband to starve, you grab his plate and place it in his hands.
"I understand, babe. B-But, it's late and I don't want to go to bed without a proper mea--"
He then throws the plate to ground, completely shattering the dish and wasting the very delicacy you've worked so hard in making for him. You jumped and almost sobbed at the action.
"SHUT UP, Y/N!" He exclaims, anger visibly breaking his patience.
You flinch at the sudden burst.
"WHAT BY 'I JUST WANT TO SLEEP' DID YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!"
"T-Toshi, I just wanted t-"
"I'VE HAD TO WORK ALMOST 6 MORE HOURS BECAUSE OF ONE STUPID VILLAIN WHO WANTED TO RAMPAGE THE AGENCY BUILDING!! NOW, MY SIDEKICKS ARE HAVING A PAY-CUT TO PAY FOR DAMAGES AND MY OFFICE IS F***ING DESTROYED!! THE LAST THING I NEEDED TODAY WAS TO COME HOME TO YOUR FAT*SS TALKING ABOUT FOOD!!"
"I pay our bills, I give you a nice house to live in, provided you with all the designer clothing and accessories women would envy for, and most of all, I made you my wife! I made a quirkless, fat chick my wife. Out of so many better options, I chose you, yet you can't fulfill a simple wish of leaving me alone?! Now, you can either shut up and let me go or I can kick you out right now and you can find some other hero to whore off to! What is it going to be?!"
You remained silent.
"That's what I thought," he remarked before storming off. However, he mumbled under his breath, not realizing you could hear the very words that would soon crush your spirit.
"Useless fat*ss. Why did I marry such a fat bitch?"
As if it were glass, you could hear and feel the core of your heart shatter as your eyes dulled blankly with tears streaming similarly to rivers. The excruciating pain numbed your entire being as you knelt in weakness and cleaned the shards of glass and the dirty food, not attentive on the various cuts and wounds on your knees, palms and feet. The amount of redness escaping your body would've made the kitchen resemble a crime scene, so you made sure to tend to those wounds before clearing out the entire kitchen, leaving it absolutely spotless.
You brought out the cake, placed the candles on top and lit them before singing 'Happy Birthday' with a weak, cracked voice, unable to contain the emotions conjuring inside you.
"Happy Birthday to me," you whispered. Wiping your tears and taking a deep breath, you blew out your candies before you got up, carefully, feeling the stinging from your feet and hands as you carrying the slightly heavy cake back in the refrigerator.
'Guess I'll sleep in my office today' you thought before finding clothing that would hide your wounds.
Time Skip
With almost a week passing since the incident, Shinsou had been way too busy and exhausted to truly process everything that had occurred and had been currently taking place.
He doesn't realize that you've gone almost 2 weeks straight without proper nutrition, leaving you in and out of consciousness constantly.
He doesn't realize you've been drowning yourself in work, a toxic habit you've picked up in high school when you're overly emotional.
He doesn't realize your wounds haven't been properly treated by the necessary medical attention you needed and have been infected, yet you kept them under thick wraps.
He doesn't realize his wife hadn't been at her actual work office in a week, concerning her boss and co-workers.
He doesn't realize his wife is literally physically, emotionally and mentally destroyed and is on her last thread.
In the meantime, he's simply trying to get things over with at his agency.
Today, he's patrolling along with Number 1 Hero, Deku, and his old friend, Chargebolt. All three specializing in speed and long-distance attacks. As they made their way around the city, they began to catch up with each other, being the fact they were close back in high school. Turns out, despite being much older with families and spouses of their own, their personalities haven't changed much.
Everyone knew about Shinsou's agency building, so the electric blonde tried to crack a few jokes to lighten his mood, though it didn't really do much work.
"Get it? 'Cus he made his own lunch," Denki laughed.
"Uhh, Kaminari? Are you okay?" Deku asked, slightly concerned with a nervous chuckle.
"Yeah, why?"
"Dude, you literally made a joke of 3 students committing suicide because their moms made the wrong lunch again, twice," Shinsou added.
"But, the last guy made his own! That's the joke!" Denki whines, seeing his friends refusing to laugh. The other two look at each other, chuckling.
"Glad to see you still the same, Kaminari," Shinsou commented.
Denki remained pouty, but had a cracked smile at the comment. As they strolled throughout the tops of the buildings, Deku grabs their attention with a little 'oh'.
"Hey, Shinsou. I've been meaning to ask, where did you and Y/N go this week? Since you guys probably had to cancel things that day," the green-haired asked. Confused, the purple haired man just shrugged.
"Uhh, we didn't go anywhere. We stayed home this past week."
"Aww, so it was a domestic date? Did you guys still go to the park to see cherry blossoms?" Denki added.
"Cherry blossoms? No, we only go when it's her bir--"
The violet head's eyes widened almost triple the size of his normal sleepy expression.
"Wait, what's the date today?!"
Deku pulled out the date on his phone, only to have the purple haired man's heart drop to his stomach. Cursing under his breath, the man disappeared, ignoring the two males calling out for him in worry. The only thing on his mind was getting to you immediately. Swinging through the city buildings, he spotted his parked Mercedes and without hesitation, he grabbed his keys from his pockets and swung into his car, completely speeding to The 2Y Corporation, the supporting business building to which you worked at.
Disregarding the various honks and curses given to him on the road, his desperation of apologizing and compensating blinded his mannerism and decency. Finally arriving at your workplace, he sprinted to your office, ignoring the desk receptionists yelling at him to stop. The man booked it up the stairs, though it was illogical knowing your office is at the 17th floor of a 20-floor building. Once reaching your office, he swings the door open and sees you're not there. Worried, he looks around, hoping you were getting files or using the bathroom. Gaining the attention of everyone near your office, a voice called out to him.
"Shinsou?"
He turns to find Momo Yaoyorozu, another old classmate and your boss. The woman stands there, worried, seeing the dismay in your husband's expression and his lack of breath, giving her the indication he probably took the stairs.
"Yaoyorozu! Have you seen--?"
"Your wife? I've been wanting to ask you that. She hasn't been at work this past week."
"Wait, what?"
"Yeah," she responds. "Y/N was calling in sick, but she said she'd be doing the work at home. I told her to rest to better herself, but you know how stubborn she can be."
Guilt ingesting him further, he bows to the woman, thanking her and dashed out the building faster than when he entered. On the road once more, he pulled a Dom Toretto in the streets wanting to see the lovely figure of his wife. He was making sharp turns in the urban neighborhood to which your shared house was located. Pulling up in the driveway of the house, the man sprinted into the house, going straight for the bedroom. Greeted with emptiness, he goes into your office. Emptiness once more. However, the scent of coffee and the unorganized mess of files and folders flooded your desk.
Hearing the bathroom toilet flush, he hid in the shared bedroom behind the door, peeping to see you come out the bathroom. The sight that came out of the said room, oh, did this man's world come crumbling down.
You had vomit decorating your lips as you struggled to even stand, let alone exit the bathroom.
Your skin had become pale, emphasizing the dark eye bags under your eyes, which seemed to be much darker than his.
Your muscles had depleted into a sickly figure, leaving your posture slumped and your body looking frail.
Your hands, knees and feet where thickly wrapped, yet he can see red and bits of yellow seeping through the white bandages.
With every step you took, you limped, trembled and winced, struggling to even get to your office.
His heart shattered at the sight as he wanted to scoop you up, bridal style, and care to your every need. However, he needed to compensate for his wrong doings before you can even allow him to be near you, let alone touch you. Once you finally entered your office and closed the door, an idea popped in his head.
Cake.
'I'll make her a cake and sing 'Happy Birthday' and we can talk things out,' he thought to himself. Trying to remain optimistic, he stealthily left the shared bedroom.
Quietly yet quickly, Shinsou went into the kitchen to ready the ingredients and supplies. Going for the butter and eggs first, he opens the refrigerator, only to be greeted by an already-made cake, not even touched. There were used candles on the cake with the tips burnt out and the wax slightly melted. Rethinking of the past week, there haven't been visitors at the house and he knew you wouldn't invite anyone without letting him know first. Checking his texts, you didn't say anything about anyone coming over so, the only explanations he could think of was you either invited a friend over and forgot to tell him or....
....you lit them yourself and celebrated alone.
Your husband prayed it wasn't the latter, but that didn't refrain the regret and guilt from further consuming him. Tears finally fell down his beautiful lavender eyes as Shinsou decided to man up and just talk to you, straight up. Though he paused in front of your office door, hesitant to enter, Shinsou silently opened the door to keep you unaware of his presence, to which he succeeded in.
You remained embraced by the numerous sheets and folders on your desk as your head motioned up and down from the files to your computer screen in a constant movement. Opening his mouth to say something, he was interrupted by the constant flashing of your phone as it was blowing up on the stand behind you, yet it was on silent. Seeing you distracted with your work, he took the opportunity to look through your phone. It never had a password since you both agreed to never keep secrets and you've always hated the fact that he often forgets your password.
Sliding to unlock, he sees various messages and DM's from anonymous and identified people. Scrolling through, he sees a variation of death threats, insults of your quirklessness, and body comparisons of yours with other Heroes, calling you 'fat' and 'ugly'. Shinsou sees that many of these comments and texts date back to 3 months and the most agonizing part....
.....it's shown that you read ALL of them.
Anger clouded his head as tears continued to flow down his handsome face. Unable to withstand such emotions, he turns your chair around, causing you to yelp. Though slower than usual, you processed his presence, causing your eyes to widen.
"Toshi? Why are yo--?"
Without letting you finish your question, he shows you your phone, causing shame to overtake you almost immediately.
"I can e-explai--"
Suddenly, he fell to his knees and hugged your waist, sobbing into your lap, but making sure he wasn't hurting you, especially your knees. Still in an emotional wreck yourself, it didn't take much for you break down as well.
"You were b-busy and I didn't want to bother you," you cried.
"Why d-didn't you tell me? You were holding up with this this whole time?!" He cried.
Looking up at your tear-soaked face, he caressed your cheeks with such gentleness and grace, as if you were fragile to touch.
"No. I don't care. If it involves you getting hurt by random people, shove the phone in my face, understood? I c-can't ha--"
He chokes on his tears as he takes a deep breath to recollect himself.
"I can't have you enduring all of that hatred alone. Especially, as your husband."
The lavender head strokes your cheek, shocked feeling more bone than normal fat.
"Baby, look at you. You're exhausted. Have you been eating?"
Through your sobs and sniffles, you shook your head 'no'.
"Wha-- Babe! Why not?! Have you at least been getting proper rest?!"
You shook your head once more.
"I-I'm sorry, Toshi."
From your point of view, you could see the very soul inside of your husband just wither. That alone made you break as you couldn't hold in the pain you felt inside, resulting into hard and louder sobs. Recalling that night where it was designated for your special day, your husband trembles in regret as he probably turned the special occasion into the worst birthday given to his beloved wife. Shinsou wipes your tears as they began to fall frequently.
"Toshi, it's fi--"
"My love, what have I done to you?" He stated, as his voice cracked.
"I am so, so, so sorry, beautiful. I've insulted you, I've degraded you, I've blamed you for something that you had no control over, I've taken your kind heart for granted, and most of all, I left you alone on your special day."
"Don't you dare tell me that 'it's fine'! It's not, Y/N! You know that!"
With such a broken smile, you hold his face in your bandaged hands, kissing his lips, nose and forehead before connecting your forehead with his.
"It's okay, Toshi. I'm okay. I just missed you, is all, okay? I'm sorry for troubling you."
Sobbing in your hands, he shook his head, refusing to believe the words that came from your mouth.
You paused as you diverted your eyes away from the man in front of you, refusing to answer. He, however, caressed your cheek, guiding your attention to go back to him and remain on him.
"No, baby. Stop apologizing. I am the sorry one. I became one of those monsters online. I was inconsiderate of you. And look," he states, placing your bandaged hands in his while looking at your knees and feet as well.
"I left you alone to deal with these injuries alone. I don't even know how you got them. Baby, tell me the truth. What caused these?"
"Darling, please don't ignore me yet. You can after this, but please. I-I can't see you wrapped up and not know what happened to my wife. Please, love."
Looking down, you exposed the truth about the plate as you hated to see your husband in such a state. As much as he hurt you, you couldn't bring yourself to hurt him back. All you wanted was to make up and go back to how things were back then. But you knew it was going to take a bit of time for things to genuinely heal and go back to normal.
Hearing the truth had Shinsou's sorrow turned to self-loathing.
'What the hell is wrong with me? I did that to her? For what?!'
Frustrated, he bit his lip and looked at up at you as he remained on his knees.
"Hit me."
Shocked, you made eye contact with him to reassure yourself if you've heard that correctly. Unfortunately, you did.
"W-What?"
"You heard me, hit me," he repeated.
"Why would I--?"
"I hurt you, I angered you, I neglected you, I did all this stupid sh*t to you and you still apologize to me, when it wasn't your fault to begin with! Baby, please hit me. I can't withstand pulling such stunts on you without being punished!"
"I-I...I can't, Toshi. I don't want to."
"How else can I compensate, Y/N?! I....I don't want to leave unpunished," he begs.
You kiss his forehead once more.
"You have already apologized, my love. Plus, you've come back to me and you finally let me in your arms again. Baby, you've compensated enough already."
"No, it's not enough," he remarks. He looked around in slight anger before standing.
Shutting off your computer and filing away your worksheets and folders, he then picks you up and takes you straight to the car outside. He almost sobs again, feeling that you're weight dropped significantly. You're much lighter than he remembered.
"P-Put me down, Toshi! Where are we going?"
Without answering your question, he places you gently in the passenger seat before carefully buckling you up and entering through the driver's side.
"Toshi, what are you doing?"
"We're going to the hospital. We're getting those wounds treated. They're infected and the pus is seeping through. After, we're going to eat at your favorite restaurant and you're going to eat everything you order, understood?" He orders.
Feeling the dominance radiating off of him, you nodded in silence.
"Good, now, hand," he commands. Giving him one of your bandaged hands, he holds it gently and gives loving pecks on the bandages. "From now, I'm going to keep track of how much you eat and how long you work. I do not want history to repeat itself."
Almost as fast as when he came back home, your lover sped to the nearest hospital to get you the necessary medical attention and a check-up of your overall health. Once arriving to the hospital, Shinsou discussed matters with the desk receptionists and was able to get a doctor within the next hour to get you treated and checked up.
You were placed to stay at the hospital for about 2 days, so the doctors would be able to keep track of your condition and though it was an uncomfortable and awkward situation for you, Shinsou refused to leave your side. He informed his agency of the current situation and with understanding hearts, they kept the agency going like normal. You, of course, opposed the idea, but Shinsou can be just as stubborn, especially if it involves your well-being. The man will move into the hospital if it meant being there for his wife; there's just no changing his mind.
After numerous tests, stitches, bandages and medicinal treatments, the doctor was able to confirm your condition as malnourished. The lack of nutrition and proper rest resulted into the infection in your wounds, yet fortunately, you were "healthy enough" get the treatment right in time. Any later would've resulted into decapitation of all your limbs or permanent paralysis.
Once you were finally able to leave, the doctor prescribed medication for your hunger and sleep and ordered you to take 2 weeks off to recover properly, mainly with rest and genuine meals. Almost as if the doctor was talking to him, Shinsou did everything you were ordered to do. He called off from work for 2 weeks to tend to you, he made sure to give you light and decent meals (heavy meals from the get-go may take a negative toll during the recovery) before evolving into slightly heavier dishes, he made sure you took your medicine everyday and he always cleaned your stitches before bandaging them up again.
You always felt helpless when your husband literally did everything himself, feeling guilty at the amount of labor he did just to make sure you were okay. The house chores, the medical treatment, bathing, changing clothes, feeding you; you felt similar to an infant being cared by their parent and you've tried doing things yourself (showering, changing, cleaning, etc.), but Shinsou would constantly catch you and scold you to rest before assisting you or doing them himself.
Eventually, you gave in and decided to enjoy the attention you got from your beloved.
Right now, you're both cuddling in the bedroom, watching anime on Netflix with your husband cuddled next you as if he were a toddler laughing unto his mother. You played with his wet hair since he finished showering after doing his usual routine of caring for you. Kissing his forehead, he looked up to you with eyes round and soft, love literally pouring out from them. You smiled at the man before you.
"Thank you, my love. You worked so hard to take care of me," you almost whispered with a smile. Reciprocating with a smile himself, he kissed your lips.
"It's the least I can do for acting like such a horrible husband."
You were about to defend him, but he quickly placed his finger on your lips.
"Don't try to defend my case. Exhausted or not, long day or not, that's no excuse to lash one's anger and frustration out onto their partner. I have no excuse, bub. I have so much to make up for and I swear this isn't a sliver of it."
He towers over you as you lay beneath him.
"I'm going to spoil my beautiful, curvaceous, thick goddess rotten. I don't care what those bastards think about us, but no one ever insults the very beauty I eloped with," he seductively whispers as he gently runs his fingers on your cheeks and arms. He takes your bandaged hand and places a gentle kiss on it, displaying the passion radiating off the man above you.
"That includes the beauty herself."
Looking at you attentively and intensely, he kissed your lips lovingly and he joined his forehead with yours.
"Don't underestimate the amount of ravishing gorgeousness contained in this masterpiece of a body you have, my love. If I ever do again, God forbid, slap me back into consciousness. I am a man who is undeserving of such a woman, so put me back in my place if I ever degrade it agai-- mmph!"
You interrupt my smashing your lips with his. Though caught off guard, he melts into the contact as he sigh in content. Momentarily, you pulled away with adoration sparkling in your beautiful eyes.
"Don't EVER say that about my husband again. If I'm not allowed to degrade myself of anything, that rule applies to you as well. We're married, Toshi. Therefore, we're now one whole. If one is not allowed to belittle their existence and being, the other shouldn't as well. We're going to argue, we're going to make mistakes, things will get rocky, but if we talk it out and not let our intrusive thoughts win..."
You peck his lips once more.
"...we'll be fine."
Smiling in complete relief, both of you embraced each other, happy that things are beginning to heal.
"Thank you, my love. I love you, bubs."
"I love you more, my Toshi. You still need to fulfill your promise of taking me to my favorite restaurant though."
You both laugh in unison as you shared one last kiss.
"I will, darling. I'm sorry, beautiful."
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Hope you enjoyed!
Good night, my loves ❤
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bf!Hitoshi | hc's
a/n: AHHH I LOVE SHINSO SO MUCH 💖💖💖💖💖
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gives you his sweaters to see you in them.
wraps his arm around you all the time, in public at home, in the pool, everywhere.
he just likes being near you <3
makes you choose movies to watch bc he’s scared he’ll pick a boring one.
if his listening to music he'll give you an airpod and his phone so you can play something you like.
gives you bites of whatever he's eating.
would sell his left arm just to cuddle with you in the afternoon.
or morning.
or night.
likes using pickup lines on you just bc he thinks your giggle is cute.
"Baby, if you were words on a page, you’d be fine print."
buys you little things whenever he goes to the store, just like "(y/n) likes (fav candy)...*grabs*"
wraps you up in a blanket and sets you on his lap.
takes you to cat cafes all the time.
favorite date in the fall, warm drinks and cuddly kitties. <3
if you're one of those people who loves making hot drinks but never drinks them (me, i am people) he will drink it.
when y'all are walking home in the winter and you're cold he'll grab your hand and put it in his pocket.
loves cooking for you.
especially if you sitting on the counter, talking about your day.
he really listens too
"she did what?? what did you say?"
oh man he loves drama too
if yall are in the store and you're like. "omg that's (blank), they're the one that copied my haircut."
he'll look at them in disgust. "they look like a 90s cartoon character." (we're talking like thornberry's y'all)
" 'Toshi!" "it's true"
love love loves if you praise him in any way.
"saw you on the news today, you looked pprreettyy hot mr.hero."
marry him, right then and there.
likes it when you fall asleep on him, makes him feel like you trust him a lot.
if you ask him how your outfit looks.
"gorgeous, damn, i don't even think you can go outside lookin' like that baby. gonna breaks some necks."
so supportive of you too.
he knows that if he just had someone in middle school tell him he was worth it would have changed his life so he makes sure you don't ever feel like that in anything.
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asks are open :)
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Shouldn’t you Sleep?
Shinso x GN!Reader
OverView: Shinso starts feeling guilty at how much you stay up with him.
Back again! This was a request and I hope you enjoy it! I did go a bit off script but I hope that’s all good! I haven’t done a actual story in awhile- so it’s a bit rough but also works as head cannons. 🤍
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How long can a person stare at the ceiling before their eyes shift the colors and shadows? Till they form shapes? ‘Maybe it's my quirk’ a younger you once thought. Oh how naive you where. But now, staring at your ceiling still, you kinda wish it where true. At least the ceiling would be slightly more entertaining. But instead, you sort through memories at 2am. Recalling a time in middle school where you turned to your stuffed animals, asking why you could never sleep.
Oddly, maybe due to your actual quirk, your dark circles never really showed. Sure they were there but you looked like every other teenager; dark circles from lack of sleep or bad allergies. Which maybe is a good things, you’re pretty sure people would start thinking your Azawias kid if they really showed.
Your work/patrol schedule didn’t help, always randomly studying, and taking any opportunity to work with your mentor- who only worked at night or early morning. You were all fucked up. Sometimes powering through days with energy drinks and random naps when Azawia would let you - somehow he knew. Maybe he could just sense insomnia in people…. Speaking of which
Denki was the one who introduced you to Shinso, a flirty introduction but also mentioning how the two of you always seemed to yawn at the same time….. and you hit it off. At some point, Shinso mentioned his trouble sleeping and you offered the option of talking whenever he couldn't sleep. And he took you up on the offer unintentionally.
Shinso called you, confused about something evolving he recent English homework, but it ended up with a long conversation. And then suddenly, it just stopped. Just froze. And when Shinso looked back down at his phone, he realized it was 11 pm. You school tomorrow morning and then patrol tomorrow night till early morning- you probably fell asleep on the phone or ended the call.
But then there was a knock at his door- which He didn’t respond to the first time , or the second, but pulled himself up on the third. His feet dragged on the carpet as he answered it. Peering down at you, his mouth opened slightly at your appearance. You were in Pajamas, a large shirt with Pink Floyd on it(some American band he's heard you listen to), and black checkered sleep pants. Around your shoulders rested a fluffy gray blanket and a dead phone rested in your palms.
“Sorry about that.” You had sheepishly said.
It started with you at his desk chair. Swiveling around as he leaned against his headboard. Both of you talking mindlessly. An occasional yawn slips past either of your lips. Around 3 am is when you fall asleep, passed out on his chair in the most uncomfortable position possible. How you managed to even stay asleep was a mystery.
This continued for a while till Shinso’s own guilt started to creep into his mind. You stood up one night, stretched, and wished him well. You had a patrol with your mentor in one hour and needed to get ready. You were gone for 6 hours… Then you came back that night to talk to him.
It didn’t help when he found you passed out in the common room or slouched against your desk asleep. Was he being selfish keeping you up to talk to him?
You were on Shinso’s bed, laying down as the both of you talked. Your hands were up in the air as you examined the nail polish Shinso used for you. A nice navy blue color, he muttered that it matched your hero costume kinda well. Shinso sat on the ground near the bed, picking at the dark purple polish painted on his fingers. His guilt picking away at him as you audibly yawned again.
“Y/N”
“Yeah.”
“You know you don’t have to stay up with me, right?”
“Hm?” You russel around, turning on your side to look at the tall purpled hair man.
“I mean you don’t need to have to stay up. You have patrol in the nights to early mornings, and I’ve seen you chugging those drinks( referencing energy drinks) too.” Shinso sighs, his head rolling back on the bed to look up at you.
“Oh… Shin, I…I got insomnia” you whisper out as if a loud voice would break the air. Shinso just stares at you, his eyes scanning your face for any hint of a joke. But nothing- absolutely nothing.
“I guess we share more in common than we thought.” Shinso sighs, a small smile tugging his lips. The weight on his shoulders seeming to evaporate at your confession.
Your hand sneaks down, combing through his purple hair before messing it up. A small laugh escaping your lips at the odd angle the hair sticks out at the end of it.
“I guess so”
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So this is sort of an emergency comfort request if I'm reading the thing right
So I'm a schizophrenic by diagnosis and recently and would like an emergency comfort for Hitoshi Shinsou comforting his agender partner ( please they them pronouns) after they have a bad dissociation fit + paranoia attack
So essentially what happed was I found out a friend was talking about me online. I had to go to them. A potential friendship was ruined with someone they were friends with. It set me into a fit of " who can I trust. Do I ha e real friends? Is everyone out to get me?? If they're talking about me I'm never going to get new friends. " and I just generally got very very uneasy and paranoid about how many people are currently talking about me. If I can trust people. Then I started to dissociate in my chair, couldn't get up to take my mental health meds nor could I even speak/sing ( a major coping skill for me ) for a solid hour.
So if you could write a drabble or a fic where Shinsou calms the reader down during an attack like mine I'd so kindly appreciate it. Bonus points if they've been together for a long time and he reassures them time and time again he won't live just because people and they themselves think they're a "monster".
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A/N: hiya, my dear. I'm truly sorry to hear that you went through such a difficult and distressing experience. It's completely understandable to feel shaken and paranoid in the aftermath of discovering your friend's actions. Remember that you are not alone, and there are people who care about you, including me. Take your time to heal, and please don't hesitate to reach out if you need someone to talk to or just a listening ear. You are strong, and you will find your way through this challenging time, I'm sure about that ♥
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Hitoshi Shinsou had known their struggles well. The two of them had been together for years, and while life had its ups and downs, their love had remained unwavering. He understood the intricacies of their condition, the unpredictable nature of dissociation and paranoia attacks. So, when the shadows of despair crept in, he was always there to shine a guiding light.
On a particularly tough evening, they found themselves lost in the labyrinth of their own mind, grappling with disorienting dissociation and suffocating paranoia. Shinsou was immediately at their side, his touch gentle as he guided them to the safety of their shared apartment.
Shinsou watched them with a mixture of concern and determination in his eyes. He knew that this was a battle they fought many times before, but each time was its own unique struggle. He saw the turmoil in their gaze, the desperation, and the desire to break free from the prison of their own mind.
The attack had begun like a quiet whisper, a subtle shift in their perception that grew louder and more chaotic with each passing moment. As they sat on the couch, the world around them seemed to blur and distort. The room that was once familiar now felt like a maze of shadows and uncertainties.
Dissociation was a cruel trickster. It stole away their connection to reality, leaving them adrift in a sea of disjointed thoughts and fragmented sensations. They felt detached from their own body, as though they were a mere observer in a world that was no longer theirs.
Paranoia crept in, like tendrils of darkness winding around their mind. Every sound, every shadow, and every thought seemed to conspire against them. Whispers of doubt became roaring cacophonies, and they couldn't escape the feeling that they were being watched, judged, and condemned.
Their heart raced, its beats like the drums of an impending storm. Their breath quickened, and the walls seemed to close in around them. It was as though the world had become a twisted funhouse, where mirrors distorted their reflection into monstrous shapes, and every corner concealed lurking threats. "I can't, I can't…" They were whispering, on and on.
They sat together with Shinsou on the couch, his partner's heart racing, and their thoughts spiraling. Shinsou, calm and unwavering, cupped their face in his hands, ensuring they made eye contact with him. "Hey, it's me," he said softly, his violet eyes locking onto theirs. "I'm right here with you, and I'm not going anywhere. You're not a monster, and you're not alone in this."
Their breaths trembled, but they held onto his presence like an anchor. "I just… I can't stop these thoughts. They're like a storm, tearing me apart." Their hands trembled, clutching onto the fabric of their clothes as if it were their only anchor to reality. "I'm nothing but a freaking monster. People see me as one, as well..."
Shinsou could see the silent plea in their eyes, a plea for help, for reassurance, for someone to guide them back to sanity. He leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to their forehead. "I know, love. I know it feels overwhelming, but you're stronger than you think. You've fought through this before, and you'll do it again, and I'll be right here by your side every step of the way."
With a tenderness that only he possessed, Shinsou wrapped his arms around them, pulling them close. He felt the tension in their body slowly ease as he continued to speak soothingly, "You're not a monster, not to me, not to anyone who truly knows you. These moments don't define you, they're just a part of you, and I love all of you, every single part." With great care, he reached out, taking their hands in his, grounding them with his touch. "You're safe," he repeated, his voice unwavering.
His words were a lifeline, and you clung to them as if your life depended on it. Shinsou's voice was a melody of reassurance, drowning out the dissonance in your mind. "Remember, you have the power to break through this darkness. We'll do it together, just like we always have."
As minutes turned to hours, Shinsou remained by their side, patiently guiding them through the storm of their thoughts. He shared stories of the happier moments they'd experienced together, reminding them of the strength within them, and the love that surrounded them.
With time, the panic receded, and the dissociation loosened its grip. The sharp edges of paranoia softened, and the disorienting fog of dissociation started to lift. The attack raged on, but Shinsou remained steadfast, unwavering in his support. He whispered calming words and loving affirmations, reminding them that they were not alone, that they were not a monster, and that he loved them for everything they were.
Shinsou held them close, pressing another loving kiss to their forehead. "I'm proud of you, every single day," he whispered, as they lay in his comforting embrace. "You're never alone in this battle, and you'll always have me to hold you, even in your darkest moments."
In that moment, they knew that no matter how stormy the sea of their mind became, Shinsou would be their lighthouse, guiding them safely back to the shores of serenity and love.
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