Post COLS what if- the war never happened Malec didn't get back together and life goes on.. Maybe they stay friends Alec becomes the consul the work together a lot maybe friends with benefit maybe a lot of longing or jealousy or whatever your take of it I would love to read it!
Alexander Gideon Lightwood
The name hovers in the air, bright like the shining sun. Like an irrefutable fact that no one can change now.
His name.
Him.
The Consul.
Alec has everything today.
Or almost everything.
Jace and Clary wrap him in a hug as the room cheers up at the results. He’s never expected this—out of all the things he’d wanted to become as a kid, consul was never one of them because Alec never let himself dream that far.
Dreams aren’t for people like Alec. Especially after he lost his most important dream.
But regardless, Alec is ecstatic today because now he has so much power to change things.
So many laws he can change.
Alec has a list.
But the first person Alec wants to inform this about isn’t here. Alec wants to change that. He wants to create a world where no one gets left behind.
After an exhausting day of proceedings and greetings, he finally portals back home.
Home isn’t the institute anymore.
It’s not Magnus’s loft either.
Home is a small 2 bedroom apartment in Brooklyn that Alec moved into a few years back.
Alec, who never fully felt home at the New York institute found a home in a warlock’s sanctuary. And even if he doesn’t have access to that, he can never go back to the institute.
Out of all the things Alec learned from Magnus, this one stands to be the most important—that a home, should always, always be a sanctuary.
It should be safe.
As much as Alec loves the institute, it’s not a safe place for everyone and Alec wants his house to be a refugee for others. A place where anyone can come without fear. The world that Alec wants to create requires that.
When he reaches home, there’s a surprise party for him and while Alec is exhausted, he smiles at everyone around him. Alec, who never believed love could be so easy for him knows now, how much he’s loved.
“Alexander.”
Before he can even control it, his face changes into a smile and Alec turns to greet the man.
“Magnus, hi.”
“Hi, darling.”
“You came.”
“Of course, I came,” Magnus smiles at him. There’s an obnoxiously large hat on his head that say “Legalise Free Ice-Cream.”
“What’s this?” Alec laughs.
“I heard big news. This is my first formal request to the new Consul,” Magnus grins, pointing at his head.
Alec shakes his head fondly.
“I figured that you would be too busy from now on, so I decided now would be the time to get all the favours I can.”
His cheeks turn red as he blushes. “Shut up.”
There’s a few second of comfortable silence as Magnus peers at him.
“How does it feel?” He asks, finally.
Even after everything, Alec can never lie to Magnus. Neither does he want to.
“I don’t think it’s hit me yet,” he says honestly. “I’m the Consul.”
Magnus beams. “Of course you are. There is no one else I see more fitting for this role.”
“Thank you.”
“Your welcome.”
Alec shakes his head, “Not for the congratulations. But for everything. You made me better.”
“Alex—“
“You did. Just accept it.”
“Okay,” Magnus smiles sweetly at him, but Alec can see the blush.
They have a few drinks and Alec loses Magnus in the crowd a few times. And then he keeps on finding him again and again. Always gravitating together.
It’s a cruel, cruel twist of fate.
Years ago, Alec had believed that it would be impossible for them to be in the same room again. To be able to talk. To be friends but life proves him wrong once again.
They found each other again after the breakup.
Just in a different way.
Magnus is still the person that Alec loves the most in the world. Still, the very breath inside his chest.
They’re just not together anymore.
But Alec’s okay with it as long as he gets Magnus in his life.
“So, what’s your first order of business as the new chief in town?” Magnus jokes.
Alec frowns. “I’m not really sure. There’s a lot I want to do but I don’t know if I’ll be able to do that. Just because I’m the consul I can’t—“
“Breathe,” Magnus calms him down. “You have all the time. You’re like ten hours into your term, darling.”
“Hmm. There’s one thing that’s on my mind though,” he bites his lips. Not sure how many will react. Not wanting to see the reaction either.
“What?”
Alec inhales deeply. “I want to make marriages between shadowhunters and downworlders legal.”
He avoid Magnus’s gaze at that not because of what he’ll see on the warlock’s face but because of what Magnus might see on his.
Longing has become a part of Alec now. He’s okay with it. He doesn’t want Magnus to see, though.
They’ve long since walked around the boundary of being friends, Alec doesn’t want to shake that.
He still doesn’t know a lot about Magnus. The man has shared a lot in the past few years but there’s still a lot that Alec doesn’t know. Things that Magnus might never share with him.
“What?”
“Hmmmm. I’ve been thinking for a while. Remember Jian? I was thinking of what he said, how it feels when your love is prohibited by the world. Helen and Aline too—they’ve been together for years but the world doesn’t recognise that. I think people deserve that.”
He finally musters the courage to look at Magnus. There’s a dumbfounded expression on his face and something akin to pain. Alec’s not sure what to make of it.
“What do you think?” He hesitates.
“It’s uh—it’s a great idea. You’re a great idea,” Magnus speaks but then closes his eyes. “I meant, it’s a great idea, Alec. I’m just surprised is all.”
“Yeah. I don’t know how I’ll make it happen but yeah, it’s been on my…on my mind,” he swallows.
Alec imagines a wedding then.
He’s marrying Magnus in this imaginary wedding because there’s no one else for him.
He’s not sure about the location—they’d never reached the point in their relationship where they’d discuss potential locations.
So much, he doesn’t and will never know.
Even his imagination can’t comprehend a complete image.
“Well, twenty years from now, if you ever want to marry a shadowhunter and you can, please send me a thank you card for making that happen,” Alec jokes, then bites his lips instantly realising how much the even the idea hurt.
He really is an idiot, huh?
Magnus’s eyes turn sad before he speaks, “there’s never going to be another shadowhunter for me, Alec.”
And in another world, Alec might take that as proof that Alec is special. But Alec doesn’t feel that here so he speaks the first, unfiltered, idiotic thought he had. “One mistake was enough, I get it.”
“Alec, no,” Magnus’s voice is low and sad as he says the words.
Before they can dwell more on the words, Jace calls for Alec and he takes the opportunity to leave the conversation. “I’ll be back.”
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Ok I’m Taylor Swift’s new album TTDP
THE BLACK DOG OK
I WAS JUST THINKING YOU KNOW. WHEN MALEC HAD THAT ONE BREAKUP PHASE, I know smart phones weren’t that advanced yet, BUT WHAT IF, WHAT IF MAGNUS FORGOT TO TURN HIS LOCATION OFF AND ALEC COULD STILL SEEEEE ITTTTTTR
The LYRICSASAAAASSASS
“I am someone who, until recent events
You shared your secrets with
And your location, You forgot to turn it off
And so I watch as you walk into some bar called The Black Dog HUNTER’S MOON
And pierce new holes in my heart”
UM. HELLO. THAT IS PROBABLY HOW ALEC FELT IF HE COULD SEE MAGNUS’ LOCATION
LIKE
“And it kills me
I just don't understand
how you don't miss me
in the shower and remember
How my rain-soaked body was shaking
Do you hate me?”
THIS IS SO MALEC CODED I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY
“When someone plays the starting line and you jump up, But she's too young to know this song”
Cue Magnus, who has lived lifetimes, I bet a penny he has songs stuck in his head that only lovers from ages before could reminisce with him. Wasn’t there one he loved dearly in the fifties called Eda who was a dancer and singer at a club?
“That was intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming”
I’m sorry the start of City of Heavenly Fire and between that and City of Fallen Angels was very tragic fabric of them. IM CRYING
“I move through the world with the heartbroken
My longings stay unspoken
And I may never open up the way I did for you”
That’s Magnus for ya.
He loved Alec so dearly. And the way alec hurt him it would be hard for him to open up to someone else again. That and also because Alec was so special to him.
Lastly,
“Old habits die screaming”
This line is just too iconic to miss. And isn’t that true. I feel like it would’ve broken a large part of both Magnus and Alex had they broken up like that and hell yeah there would be a lot of screaming insides.
Anyways I have more screaming analyses coming up. Next one is loml
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