#lower back on fire

[genderjester]

When will they invent a gi tract that works

#and a back that doesnt hurt #my GOD #it's like almost ok when i sit or stand but when i lie down oh man #OUCH #lower back on fire #ugh #EUGH #currently my money is on maybe it's an ovarian cyst in a bad position that's putting pressure on the surrounding organs #mainly just writing it down so i have proof in case i am right #bc i will call my doctor tomorrow and see if i can get an appointment next week to get this looked at #sel talks

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

In the shape of you, something new.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Better drawn mdzs #Yeah let's toss this in the 'mixed' category. Keeping you all on your toes with the quality of my work in this series. #I had to fire off some expectation-lowering shots to rebuild my energy. #I enjoy opportunities to experiment with formatting and challenge myself B*) I really like how this came out! #In this case; I have been thinking about this comic for nearly a year! The reunion scene! #The start of the festering! The longing LWJ feels contrasted against the reality that WWX has been fundamentally changed. #This is the shape of someone you knew. This is no longer the person you had in your head. Maybe that person never existed. #We build up expectations of who we want people to be - but they are never *who* that person is. #Loving the JC & LWJ parallels with this concept as well; they are both self-inflicted victims of pushing their expectations on WWX. #But we are who we are. We cannot become the idealized version of ourselves that lives in another person's head. #And I love how WWX comes back a little (a lot) horrifying. In his actions and appearance - he has changed. Maybe for the worst.

[rox-and-prose]

So, I know the Arena in AC6 isn't really that hard but it still felt really good to sweep through it. Like, I'm not that good at the game, I'm playing without a table or desk or really any hard flat surface to put my mouse on (using it directly on my mattress), and I'm sure a lot of my victories were flukes, but it still felt nice to beat V.I Freud in 23 seconds on my first try lol.

#roxy writes #fires of rubicon #armored core #armored core 6 #the arena matches have always been easy tbh #at least they were in the old ac games that had arenas #Which i dont remember if the first couple did #but eh #i did get stuck on one person for a bit but they were wayyyyyy lower on the food chain lol #for some reason my brain just didnt get into gear when I fought them #so i did a mission and retooled and went back and got em #so that was fun #i didnt really have to change my general strategy for it tho

[captainkurosolaire]

Fallout

Dark gloomy clouds overtook the Sun. As a massive sea-vessel approached a designated port. Tension was felt from the air, humid, only briefest a glimpse of a reliving breeze. Underarm crutches stomped against bulwark, still covered in appendages and valley of injuries. But like what took place in the skies, a storm felt inevitable. It wasn’t wise to leave things uncheck. He heard of what transpired in his mending. Someone upon his own Crew saw to set him ablaze. That troubling fact was numb perhaps only due to his already extensive injuries. Being Leader he took the reins despite his conditioning because if he hadn’t there was going to be a mutiny. Also not solving or trying too, could lead to the culprit to attempt to execute someone else entirely this poison needed to be neutralized. He forced his consciousness open. Getting a head-tip from the Crew as he left his cabin room that everyone’s number one suspect was conveniently departing at this very time, he angrily pushed himself to the docks where the blonde-haired Midlander in his princely-appearance took pause in his leave. “Judas! Not yet matey. Isn’t going down like this, I need some answers. We all do.” His breathing was noticeably heaving, wheezing his lungs not entirely clear. The Midlander gave a frown of disappointment, it was a curious look that could have been attributed to the history of this man once turning his back on his own fond Captain. “Cut the bullshit, Cap’n, only here because you still don’t trust me. My sins and transgressions formerly, are right to assume that, I expect that. But I didn’t do it.” His brow’s and the way his eyelids lowered and features was concerning maybe, it wasn’t disappointment, but heartache.

The Seeker squinched up his visage and gave a sarcastic tone, “Geez, ye right, I don’t know if I can, I was at my lowest and that’s when you struck me, that guy who looked EXACTLY like you in the past, stabbed me in the back and then n’ my HEART. I’d like to think anything, anyone, is capable of change. I know it’s achievable. It’s why I saw to fight another chance to get this going again. You and me, cause when we’re on the same page, we can make magic. Upon my ventures on land, I've learned n' appreciation fer trust. There may b’ little out there more valuable in life... It's also the host ov' a saddening graveyard. Ye take trust granted, every-time, it almost certainly means death. Whether you, or what was." The sailor spoke with his chest. Experiencing too often people give up their lack of expectations just cause they didn't want to engage, be led to wasted time, or indulge in pain’s kiss. Seeing in that perspective he couldn't blame it. He was conditioned in a world of betrayal as something common-grounds, so he made it apparent for others to assume the worse about him early on by his presentation in his most unflattering self. Giving the decision to know the water's dangerous edge makes people frightful of the roaring tides. You can always reliably sell anyone on their own twisted truth, guaranteed unquestioning it.

Those bold who took the plunge against their fears often unlocked things they would've never attained otherwise, that eventually they wouldn't be able to see their life without. It was what he sought to represent to prevent others from becoming a slave of hopelessness. He would personally hide behind mask after mask showing that he had his knees buckle to despair. Playing fantasy that he was indomitable, a commendable warrior.

Stings of deceit weren't something he was immune to. He just braved that facade. It took chunks out of him, leading to such a fragmented soul, keeping and harboring that resentment, it meant unsafely; reason to hide an extra knife before slumber.

Puncturing eyes of Judas who manipulated and tricked his way for any opportunistic path, to get closer to his goal, once saw right through his scoundrel brethren. "Captain... I thought we were beyond this, dammit! If you took a second and THOUGHT instead of allowing your emotions to think for you. That is your worst design, always has been. I swear sometimes. You perceive yourself as someone who isn’t a strategist, cunning, smart and has always placed me so far above you that, can’t even see how incredible you can be, and what you’ve conquered alone! A lifetime worth of envy, there isn’t any shock of why someone saw to cut you down, shoot their deplorable shot. Understand this, AGAIN, — I vowed to provide wind against your back! – Thing is if you resist it, there's no sailing forward. MAYBE; I have never said it before, since I betrayed and caused that mutiny over what WAS a decade ago, but I'm sorry! Okay?! Does that really do anything to help?! Huh?! I don’t think ‘words’ have any value." Blood began to rush, tempers were igniting bottled issues, and just overall wounding in his verbal pitch. He had been aside Captain and offered all his advice, tribute himself to that contest and entrusted Captain in that brutal battleground. He even smacked off against his enemy, and yet was vilified and outnumbered.

The Seeker’s lips pursed and snickered not believing this instantaneously but gave silence with an emotional stare-down. Judas continued after a pause trying to contain himself in a pressure sigh, never evading the unyielding contact, composed, "...I have lived with that everyday! You have no clue what it did to me to hurt you..." Strongly using his hand’s to communicate pointing between them. The inflection in his tone came from nestled deep within a heart. There was something genuine, powerful, woe inducing.

Captain’s visage showed despondency, the people who are most important and closest felt a need to strike us the hardest. And maybe there was something that wasn't wrong about it, one bit to prevent us from going a wrong path. Just like how lies were ushered to children, youth, about monsters under the bed, to keep them safe, lies aren't always evil. What is often the most disgusting, against mankind, deemed cruel ways to perceive, could be yet again, the way to show an unbeatable level of care.

Between these two men was something close they shared undeniably. Always bubbling, never surfacing.

With an exhale Judas took note of the silence over this. "You know what Cap'n, it's alright, you don't want to trust me, can't... If we're done here, then it’s done. I shouldn't have ever burdened you with my own burden.." The Hyur who often did anything to get-ahead for his ambition, would've used anyone, sold out anybody to get back to his home. Gave up.

The Seeker couldn't believe what was unfolding in revelations. Under that intense moment, he recognized this man wasn't at all the culprit but framed deceptively. Finally snapping out of it, he noticed the Hyur retrieve his knapsack and was walking off the gangplank.

"Wait, where are ye going?" He attempted to chase hastily but fell on his crutches and plummeted trying to pursue. The crash heard Judas looking over shoulder, "Perhaps no one informed you, but Captain Sinbad collected his reward while you were out and chose his Three Crewmates. He picked myself, Casta our Surgeon, and even your own daughter, gave herself to volunteer, Klethera. – I'm getting a new start ahead, perhaps this is best. I'll lookout after them." Trying to cope and find a silver-lining there was just a broken man that shattered before the Captain.

While feeling that physically, and emotionally just drowned, unable to even give a cheeky response, or snark back, utter defeat. Laid with an unconstrained emotion, it was easier, accepting Judas did betray him again. Wasn’t something they didn’t overcome before, but now this meant, another on the Crew sought to dismantle Captain of anything associated with his dear life. The most potent betrayal was invisible. Strings tugging at you by an unknown, forcing you to strike against the wrong individuals, until you erased everything that meant a damn.

In one rushing moment a riptide reminded his losses. Incomprehensibly too much to handle at once, he fell in a vegetative state, lids and sight only witnessing boots of departure to someone, he never spoke and confessed his feelings. He felt exposed, out again in so many wounds, scar’s reopened, cut thousands of times left to bleed, trying to find out if there was an extra bone to make him sturdy to endure this pit and stand. This bloom zenith of life Captain nourished throughout last Summer who Captain rode highly, seemed destined for abscission.

🌊 ♫Could've Been♫ - Reference - Last Chapter

#Black and Gold #FFXIV #Final Fantasy XIV #Creative Writing #-Captain Kuro Solaire #Judas Caesar #Tales of the Goldbrand #Goldbrand Captain #First Crewmate #Heartbreak' #Lower Than Low. #In my Nothing #You were Everything - To Me #Getting my itch back for this shizznap #Fire Emblem Engage is trying to come between me though #But I'm getting that passionate back and it's addicting #Hyur #Seeker of the Sun

[kordbot]

"you attract what you fear" ooh aah benny oberwinch so scary

#firing rent lowering gunshots so only the strongest survive #logging off now. maybe. ill probably be back in like 10 minutes #i literally have a sideblog i could be putting this on but i willingly choose to subject you all to my insanity on main. smiles #i mean what huh what. im normal

[sneefsnorf]

backstreets back alright

#just firing the rent lowering gunshots but also this post is 100% unironic i love everybody (backstreets back) abd also robbie rotten

[semiotomatics]

figured out why my ankle hurt so much

fuckin. sciatica

#literally i do not want to get out of bed #like. ever #im SO TIRED OF BEING IN PAIN #my entire right leg is on FIRE #from my lower back to my fucking nonexistent arch #but its fine!! everyone gets back pain!! i just need to lose some FUCKING WEIGHT RIGHT??? #fuck. im so mad rn #being in pain just makes me go into a blind rage nowadays #doesnt help that ive had a headache for the past 24 hours ive barely slept and im due for cramps any minute now #i just. dont want to hurt anymore #please somebody believe me #please somebody help me #this has been an original post #personal spewage

[donatellokinnersinner]

Yall have spoken. Here's the randomized bracket.

links for all the fics/AUs below the cut

Purple Hues and Silver Country Blues 

Feral!Donnie 

Bad Things Happen Bingo  

AU of AU’s Tumblr

TTP AU

Donnie Gets Shredded 

The Fire in His Eyes 

Bring Him Back 

On Repeat

Suppon Nabe 

Maniacal Laughter

TMWT Tumblr Tag

#tmnt #tmnt fandom #fanfiction #tmnt fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #tmnt 2k12 #the higher you are the further you fall #the lower you are the higher the climb #tmnt 2003 #tmwt #ttp au #ttp #on repeat #suppon nabe #bring him back #the fire in his eyes #purple hues and silver country blues #phascb #maniacal laughter #bad things bingo #au of aus #donnie gets shredded

[il-predestinato]

Everyone else: Jason Lannister got rejected by Rhaenyra what a loser lol

Me: Getting rejected by Rhaenyra was the singular most blessed thing that’s ever happened to him, freeing him to marry actual girlboss Lady Johanna Westerling who would wipe the floor with Rhaenyra before tossing her useless ass off the cliffs of Casterly Rock sorry not sorry

#house of the dragon #hotd #jason lannister #rhaenyra targaryen #johanna lannister #johanna westerling #dance of the dragons #hotd spoilers #fire and blood #elle.txt #game of thrones #off topic #f1 come back so i can stop rambling #nah but for real lady johanna lannister was a much better ruler than rhaenyra #i guess that’s not saying much bc can you set a lower bar than rhaenyra?

[deathberi]

this batch really said eri hasnt been buying bnps in a while lets release all her favs together

#i like bnps a lot before cuz the quality is nice for the price #*ehem sasuke grandista my beloved* #but recently theyve just been getting smaller and lower in quality #but i still buy all sasukes lmao #and gosh all sasukes recently are paired with naruto (which ofc i never bought a naruto) BUT THIS!! is making me consider #unfortunate turn offs were the kacchans his hair just kdndkdk spikeys werent done well imo #and the face is also v inconsistent w him. ive already bought a few but i stopped when relax time came out cuz wth is that face #and they kept releasing more of him like more or less theres a new bnha line all the time #ANYWAY LOOK my deuteragonist collector agenda is firing back hard 💸 #also need more space haha #banpresto #figures #rukia kuchiki #sasuke uchiha #killua zoldyck #eri.txt #yeah i talk about preordering when a lot of recent stuff i bought are still in their boxes 😭😭😭🥴

[nightmareonpeachstreet]

all this aside, they really did de-bimbo my boy in his FEH version and I don’t think I can ever forgive them for that

#his pants are so baggy and for what #they lowered his thigh highs. lengthened the mini skirt #it's criminal #Subaki didn't become the first male pegasus knight just so you could steal his slutmog give it back #(is he the first male pegasus knight I don't actually know that for sure) #if we ever see the day when Subaki gets an alt or a resplendent I hope they do him justice #or I will have to bite someone #Subaki // #Fire Emblem // #FEH // #FEF //

[gypsypendragon]

Dear Art Friends!

Please remember:

-To STRETCH YOUR BACK AND SHOULDERS. -Dont forget your Wrist/Arm Exercises. -Drink W A T E R -Take a break and look away from whatever media youre using -Fix your posture (at least for a few minutes. I know we'll all revert back later) -Stand up and stretch for a second.

#artists on tumblr #artists #artists take care of yourselves #i too am guilty off all this so im there with yall #if you need some wrist exercise ideas i found good ones on youtube #but also i could show yall some I do if ya want #my lower back is actually on fire rn thats what brought this up lol

[dirt-str1der]

Kazu/maji is soooooo different than sae/maji this is because saejima and majima are best friends who go together everywhere and frequently close the toilet door in each others faces because they keep trying to follow each other inside and the other guys like No. im going to take a shit and kiryu and majima are like guys who are knotting each other every time they meet and conjoined at the groin , like majima will carry kiryus baby and saejima will raise it with him you know what i mean theres a lack of commitment (but no shortage of passion) with majima and kiryu theyre each others one night stand every single night but saejima and him stick with each other through thick and thin come hell or high water

#Yakuza loveblog #i just realised with horror that whenever i say kazu/maji without censoring it like that it actually appears in the tag itself #so thats why i have a typing quirk now #anyway you guys get what i mean #im not saying kiryu and majima dont love each other im just saying they dont love each other like saejima and majima do #kiryu is gentle and kind but he cant be loyal when nobody has ever sucessfully pinned him down before #saejima ... he is faithful. at the end of the day he will always come back to majima #and its the same for majima. saejima Gets him like no one else does ... they love each other the same way #i always say this but majima starting to wear his eyepatch less around saejima makes me explode fire and brimstone because he was hiding #damn near everything about himself his past his injuries and trauma because those arent for anybody but saejima. and saejima forgiving him #actively liberated him from those shackles. he waited for him every day and kept his head high until the day he could lower it to saejima .. #he bared himself to him then. showed him the life he was owed because saejima owned him then and had every right to strike him down where he #stood. nobody else was supposed to see his wounds because it was For saejima to judge if majima had been punished enough had suffered enough #for his sake .. the payment for his betrayal .. and saejima of course he forgave him. thats his bro ... the person he looks up to the most #so he forgives majima and majima is free to be his own person again not bound by honour or repayment. and he chose 2 remain by saejimas side #till death do them part or something like that #... the body text of this post implies that majima is an alpha. hes not jsyk hes literally omega coded ‘but hes so violent’ yeah. #hes meant to be like that. #saejima is levelheaded unlike kiryu so hes beta coded and he and majima fuck like rabbits #this is all FYI btw things i believe to be true backed up by source material

[lazy-plankton89]

missing dreamcatcher japanese releases coz they just go full rock with them aaaa

#dreamcatcher #like #no more #eclipse #don't light my fire #they're elite #i miss you and breaking out? #loves of my life #the backing vocals in the pre choruses of no more just take me away #don't light my fire and their lower registers? #probably the best thing known to mankind

[theenderwalker]

weather update on the artfight 31/31 goal. currently at 19 posted, 21 done.. on the 13th.

#traditional is just. faster than digital for me and has been for a long time #plus im cranking out slightly lower effort (halfbody instead of full) #stuff for some revenges and friendly fires #ill get back to the big boys once im caught up on my revenges #i thiiiink ive got three and a half more to go? im done w lines on one and just finished another #but im also revenging all of the mass attacks ive been included in #bc i am cazy #anyway. artfight slays #i just bought 100 copics #and dug out a marker paper pad from 2017 #and i am having an excellent time

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Terrible work ethic, as in putting in too much work

#i think. i am going to have to say no to this tech position #i can do it but my joints are on FIRE.... my hips my lower back my knees and my bad elbow #i think i genuinely have to turn this down to preserve my health and it's gonna be so hard bc I Am The Way I Am #pharmacy technician sounds like a real job and i need to put in focus and effort which means it's like. a ''real'' job right? #it's just titles nothing more.. i feel like I'm trying to prove to myself that i can do this but i don't need to prove anything #there is no glory to be gained in running myself into the ground U_U but we also have no hours for the rest of the store so. #getting out of this might be hard U_U #i need to talk to my therapist about this U_U i have another training module to do next week so ummmmmm i should savor it #bc the last two i did i spent lining art on my phone lmao #hoatm rants