#like legit stop breathing

[ghost-of-you]

Back to the days when the days where better.

#5sos #michael clifford #mc #5sosedit #my edit #stage 5sos #flashing tw #you know every time i see a video of this song from this close #i wonder how someone can be this close to him during this breakdown #record it and post it to the internet #if he wss this close to me and he leaned down while telling me to scream i would faint so fast #i would just fall down #hit the ground #anna.exe stopped working #like legit stop breathing #how do you move on with your life aftet witnessing this??????????? #i cant imagine

[splickedylit]

i've never read Eyeshield 21 but I took one look at this spiky sharp bastard and I've decided that I love him

so spiky

AND YOU'RE CORRECT lmao. That's Hiruma Yoichi, he's a menace and I love him. Every manga should have a dangerous weirdo with a book full of blackmail who drives the plot forward by being an absolute crazy person. Eyeshield 21 is a football manga, and he's just out here blackmailing and scheming and being an audacious chaos gremlin.

ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS MANGA MIGHT HAVE OUTLANDISH PROPORTIONS OR FEATURES BUT AT LEAST THEY LOOK LIKE HUMANS!! Hiruma why are you like this?!?!

#Eyeshield 21 #Hiruma Yoichi #The only part of his appearance that's artificial is the blonde hair which he bleaches and otherwise he just looks like that #anyway highly recommend ES21 it's legit I would say the best sports manga I've ever read #disclaimers: like a lot of sports media from japan it is occasionally very weird about black people hahaaaa QuQ #not in like a negative way in fact very much the opposite but boy there are one or two chapters that i just kind of shake my head through #and tbh the World Cup arc is kind of a weird fever dream of country cliches altho also I find foreign stereotypes of america very funny #other than that it's just a damn good time and a great sports manga full of characters that I still intensely love to this day #Time Stop Magician still makes me hold my breath ahhh the tension.... not that I'm biased because the Shinryuuji match is my all-time fav #(robert downey jr meme voice: they are biased because shinryuuji is their all-time fav)

[claratwelve]

damn tenrose shippers on twitter are miserable

#hating on everything and everyone on that show that isn't ten or rose #legit everything on their profile is moffat hate and complaining that david!doctor is gone (again) #like just stop watching the show #and in the same breath they say they skipped all of moffat's era #like how do you even know you hate it if you've never seen it #hating just to hate

[teashadephoenix]

also joel with the sniper rifle in the window was so fucking hot

and then when he started to have a goddamn panic attack when ellie got trapped in the truck with the baby clicker and i completely lost my mind like shoot her dad, save your baby girl

#joel miller #tlou hbo #tlou spoilers #pedro pascal #whump #like there was legit a moment where he looked like he forgot how to goddamn breathe #and my heart fucking stopped

[cherrysnax]

yapping

#I feel like rn I could choose to die #not in the im suicidal way #but I feel like im holding on with one hand and I feel like if chose so I could choose to like #let go #and it’s weird #I feel very weak. tired. In pain rn #and I can feel myself slipping in and out of like #idk consciousness but on a big level #I can just choose to stop breathing #it’s a lot of power #either way im not going to and I think that’s a testament to how much I want to live truly #does anyone else feel like that?? or am I being legit delusional rn #because i really do feel like I can will it atp #once again I’m not #but I feel like I have my heart in my hands and if I wanted to I could crush it

[reinabeestudio]

god i've been laughing so much today i got a headache now

#yomiel speaks #NOT A BAD THING TO HAVE A HEADACHE FROM ☝ #but still. ouchy my head #getting my headussy slonked silly style #SORRY THAT POST IS SO FUNNY AHASHSDFHDS #i'm in my headache era... 💥 #and like i said. i was watching some old Funnie Stuff earlier. legit made me laugh a lot #not sayin what it is im embarassed /lh #this reminds me when i was in a group call in this one server #and i cant recall what caused it but i just had like. this MASSIVE laughing fit #like I was just laughing SO HARD #and i tried to stop bc yknow i didnt wanna bother others on the call #but then u had ppl sending me dumb shit on chat to make me laugh HARDER #your stomach ever hurted from laughing so much? it was like that the next day. AND I WAS JUST LIKE. STOP I NEED TO BREATHE DSJKFD #god. that was a nice moment after all #i even got some people complimenting my laugh afterwards and i was like. 🧍‍♂️👑 ttthanks (<- suddenly very shy about being complimented)

[thisismycorneroftheinternet]

I went to donate blood today because I can now, since T raised my RBC to normal levels, and whoof I could not get off that chair after the donation was over. Literally, every time I got up, thinking I was doing better, I would get all cold and woozy and lose my footing, and they'd lay me back down to rest for longer times.

#my body being super dramatic #I only donated a pint! it should be okay! #my body's like ''ooooouhuhhh maaaaiiii gooooouuuuddd we're dyyyyiiiiingggg!!'' I legit started getting all sorts of symptoms #like hyperventilation and feeling cold and heart palpitations and my fingers and toes were numb and tingly and I had hot-cold flashes #my vision got blurry at times and my lips were cyanotic and I kept on getting dizzy when standing up and my knees or ankles would buckle in #it took me over an hour for a supposedly 15 min appointment #I literally had to do controlled breathing for a long while because I could not get my body to stop reacting with adrenalin to the missing #pint of blood lmaoooo #personal #also they had to stick the needle several times until they found one vein that wasn't too dry lmao

[bookwyrminspiration]

changed my ao3 username shaking and crying and weak in the knees

#shitpost #i've been thinking about it for literally over a year #and I legit just changed it to match my tumblr url #because that's my brand and I like it #i've been bookwyrminspiration for 5 years now here #and I've never changed it here #and I never plan to #so I wanted it to match #but also oh my GOD it's so stressful #ao3 warning like 'hey...if u change ur username...read this list of things that can happen...' #girl WHY. shaking and crying #anyway if any links stop working lmk and I'll fix it :) #updated my masterpost to match #but also I need to take several deep breaths that was a lot #also updated the wings au tags #to better reflect the story overall #i probably still missed something #but. i got the big things #they're in there now #upfront #only reason they weren't tagged is because when I wrote those tags the story didn't contain that yet. it wasn't planned #hard to believe maybe because they became so important to the story... #but true

[fly-sky-high-09]

If not for a good company I feel like I would have snapped and ripped someone's head off while out in public today

#the city is so #sooo...... fucking #i hate kids being inappropriately loud so they can film it and laugh in the middle of McDonald's #and when I say inappropriately i mean like they were screaming and yelling sex moans and calls #in public #there was also so many people out in the streets i have legit recognized the scent of human sweat and breath i only know of #from indoor spaces of conventions #and i was outside! outside!! the outside air smelled like people with no fresh air in sight! #not even in the freaking park!! #my head hurts... #BUT... #a friend around was worth it #.... tomorrow i have to go to the city again to socialize again #in the morning..... #when i get back I'm going to need the world to SHUT #just shhhhhh. stop. slow down. shut up.

[willowdied]

realizing however that i didn’t post pictures from the show but i go to shows at this theater often and this one is my favorite that i’ve ever been to. it was half modernized in terms of costumes ( see the actor on the stairs and his hoodie under the coat ) and the background called the chorus were live streaming scenes and using phones - they used modern instrumentals. it’s nuts and i know im rambling but. live theater. I Love it

#also the legit reason i will never find a fc for marianne probably because the ENERGY this actress breathed into it #it was incredible #there was literally like a tinder page in the program #i’ll stop rambling but. Go to theater. that’s it that’s the post #( ooc )

[asyipyip]

Just stopped a panic attack with an ice cube

#shit works #I could not breathe and my vision was legit like blacking out at the corners of my vision #kara stop blogging

[cherrysnax]

it’s been like two weeks and I’m losing so much blood bros

#period tw #do you ever just know that if you decided to you would die. #like idk if I just decided to stop #trying and didn’t consciously breathe I could just die #like #it’s weird #anyway I think my irons low but I can’t take iron pills because of my birth control #but yeah is that. normal feeling because I’ve been feeling it mostly when my chronic pain flares up really bad #like. not even suicidalness #just that I’m on my last rope and if I chose to cut it I could literally do it #like it’s like a physical string that I could cut and I would just stop living #I think this sounds worse than I mean it to #like legit I feel like I could. uh shut down like it was a video game. I feel like I’m being given that choice #I’m not gonna choose it because duh but like #does anyone else feel that or am I trippin

[lover-of-mine]

Laughing thinking about the one time i was in the er and my chart said i was 21 years and 17 months old.

#i have a laughing fit every time i remember that #like legit need to stop and take a breath to calm down #anyways #thoughts thoughts thoughts

[our-inspire-verse]

Vent.

Its. Not been a great night. I was healed. I was. And a little while ago, i reversed that, and now again and i am. Trying so hard to feel better now. Its over, right? I stopped. I stopped... past tense. Maybe i started again too. Maybe again the night felt terrible, and worse and bad. And maybe it wont even matter, because does it really? And maybe ill feel better and scars will fade and my old scabs will close, finally. After being away from the bugs. Finally. But the cortisol will still flow. And ill remember tonight. And the other night. And when i was 12 and 17 and 19 and 21 and 23. Maybe it cant get better right now. Maybe i cant get better. Maybe ill keep going back to trauma, and ill do this night again. Ill pick back up the push pin. Again. AgAin.

#im actually fucking sick of myself #kinda sick of this wish people would decide they're done with me faster. #bc no wayyyy the people im around actually dont wanna cut me off bc im negative and toxic and anti recovery #everything they said. bc do i respect boundaries? i have been told i dont. which is what matte4s #not what i think. not my intention. what matters is all the shit I've brought onto people i loved #and ruined. #system babbles #im just legit not. a good person #idk man i wont spend time arguing. im literally disgusting and cruel and selfish #im hateful and impatient and mean. im so FUCKING mean like literally i need to fucking actually be stopped #because no what is actually wrong with me #ohhh my misophonia makes me want to attack my bestie bc she can't. breathe quietly?? hey man like actually fuck you she has a disability. #i literally cant fucking stand this about myself like ohhhh oh you're suffering so much ohhh poor bitch!!! shes the one that cant BREATHE an #d i sit there and ahake from rage. #vent #do not rb #inthrum

[yeowvng]

i just wanna save every single frame sukuna shows up and admire them for hours

#like #animation for this season has been off the charts but wow this latest episode #that episode was ridic #fucking bonkers #sucked my soul out #legit stopped breathing a few times #my cardigan is now a twisted mangled mess #i have a permanent hand imprint over my mouth from holding it so hard #i said i’d be a changed woman once he popped up and here we areeee

[mercymaker]

aw what a cute spot for a nap awww 😊🥹😍

#absolutely definitely sleeping like #for sure elves can sleep if they focus really hard #and like.. stop breathing for a minute yaknow #it's legit possible i was there #the bg3 adventures #oc: maleane #maleane/astarion