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Cold And Mist

I look outside and I can barely see Everything is blurry, what could this be My head start to spin, oh, this morning chill How can I do this when I’m feeling ill Embrace the cold, look into the mist But something’s pulling me, I can’t resist One step at a time, please let me go With all my strength, I can face this snow Slowly, slowly, I am emerging From this dark clouds of my own doing I will…

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My Battle

photo credit to md-arts.deviantart.com Running as fast as I could until there’s a place to hide Go to the darkest spot until I can never be found But it is catching up so fast, as if it has a guide Now it’s on me, and I suddenly fell into the ground Helpless, motionless, I don’t have strength, I cannot resist I feel so small, this thing is just towering over me Baseless thoughts and fears, used…

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Whatever!

My head is not in it Worse, my heart doesn’t care I just want to wing it Just take what I can bear Who knows what the future is I could be wherever As long as I have peace I’ll be fine, whatever! I’ll flow with the water I’ll ignore the noises There’s nothing else matters Aside from my voices – July 12, 2023

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Clipped Wings

Stuck in the twigs of my own nest I thought it’s where I’d lay to rest I’ve accepted this reality But no! This is not eternity I resisted with all my might I flipped, I flapped, just hold on tight I would pull through, just wait and see I’d be victorious, I’d be free From a gentle dove to an eagle I will rise without a hassle Soar high from the sorrow and pain With grit, I will soon fly again –…

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Maybe

The more you expect, the more painful it gets Sometimes I don’t know if I am full of regrets Maybe it’s because of the stress and frustrations More than 6 months now and I still don’t have directions Oftentimes I pray for acceptance and clarity But my mind can no longer stand this insanity I tried to be patient, be more optimistic But all my prayers seem so unrealistic I am dragged down to the…

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Blurred Numbers

photo obtained from this site: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mtvVnfJ8k6U/T-l34MKv88I/AAAAAAAAA4U/IK8ItiWFGtU/s1600/sleepy.gif Now, all I see are blurred numbers What’s that? I cannot remember Things are meaningless, useless Why am I again in this mess? Wake up! I have got to hustle I need to flex these brain muscles But this tiredness, oh, it’s killing me Just give me my fifth cup of coffee Dragging…

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A Memory

photo credit to encorenow.wordpress.com A fragment in my memory is an image of you An illusion of some sort that is actually not true Buried in my subconscious but emerges in a dream An alternate past but it is not really what it may seem I still remember those years wondering, asking many why’s Someday is here, it is now and there is no more disguise I found my answers, you and I, we are not…

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When Darkness Comes

photo credit to pinterest.com I blend with darkness, night is my day My senses are alerted, time to play This blackness gives me grit and power Moonless or not, I’m here to devour Your scent lingers, leading me to you I can feel your anguish, hey, that’s my cue I will find you until I’m satisfied This thirst, this hunger, I’m amplified Now here we are, you have nowhere to go Give in to me and…

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Words

photo credit to masonashley.com I want to paint the world with words Put a melody, sing with chords Explore the beauty and magic Have harmony with the music I want the words to simply flow No hindrance, not even a woe Dance with the lines that says it all It is a cleansing to my soul I want the words to absorb me Be one until I’m fully free Live this dream to bring back the fire Express phrases…

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The Story Of 2023

Writer’s note: I started writing a wrap up of my year in 2012 or 2013, so here goes… Let’s start with something less personal, my work… I started 2023 with a new role, a new team Slow at first but turned into a roller coaster in a whim It’s ending with changes, look forward to a new leadership A refresh with renewed focus, I am embracing this trip So what about my age? This year I turned forty,…

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Christmas 2023

Writer’s Note: This is a late Christmas post. I was inspired by my 5 yr old the other day when she started singing her own song. The first 2 lines were from her but instead of tonight, I changed it to morning to rhyme. She also talked about 3 kings, hence the lines about them. Light up the candles, Jesus was born In a stable in one winter morn Angels rejoiced, singing joyfully Joseph and Mary…

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No Line

photo credit to curnblog.com I have no thoughts, I can’t think of a line Sometimes I feel I am in decline So I pause and I try to take a break Maybe it would end my losing streak With words and phrases, I try to immerse Hoping I would find an amazing verse But all I can gain is just nothing Except for this, you see I am struggling So where did all the ideas go? How can I catch them all with my…

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Ghosted

Not seeing you each day feels like it’s closer to end Please tell me what happened and I wish to amend I tried to better myself but to no avail If we are not destined then love would never prevail I tell myself to let go of things I can’t control But the voices in my head tell me I am not whole Maybe I was to blame for giving myself and all I am descending and you’re not here to catch my fall Now…

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The Bud

A bud patiently waiting for spring Braving the cold, just hibernating It will blossom to something beautiful Rising from the ice, numb but powerful Now a flower standing tall and strong Looks fragile but it defies all wrong Yes, it can be uprooted by a storm But it will resist, it will not conform Now bruised but it’s stronger than ever Ready to face the coming winter No, it will not wither, it…

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My Promise

Writer’s note: This is a poem and also meant to be a song but it has no clear melody. This is written for my daughter. From the moment I saw you, I already knew I would love you forever, oh, you have no clue But even ’til now, I still don’t know what to do All I know for sure is this I can promise you… Chorus: I will wrap my arms around you when you are cold I will always be beside you even when…

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Into Nothingness / Sa Kawalan

Writer’s note: this is from an ancient Filipino alphabet, Alibata. It means “kawalan” or nothingness in English. Here goes… I want to journey into nothingness Find the fire, the spark amidst this madness Breathing a new life, giving a meaning To this mind and heart that’s been hibernating I will float and drift into nothingness Then flow with the current of the endless Taking away all my doubts…

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