#keep calm and write something

[luxuriousmalfoy]

Too Good For Me (Luna Lovegood/Pansy Parkinson)

wc: 200 | femslash february: day 3, "I like hearing your thoughts.” | hp shipuary: day 3, Luna Lovegood/Pansy Parkinson | hp saffics femslash bingo: G1, angst / dark / uhea | KCAWS bingo: B1, Stay with Me by Sam Smith

@hpshipuary @hpsaffics

“I like hearing your thoughts,” Luna says, winding one of Pansy’s curls around her finger. At the raise of Pansy’s eyebrows, she laughs. “Guess I’m not very good at a one-night-stand.”

“You’re too good for me,” Pansy says quietly, locked on Luna’s eyes. But the moment is fickle and Pansy is flighty—she spares only a second before sitting bolt upright. “I should be going.”

“Stay with me, please?” Luna grabs Pansy’s hand, making it harder for her to go. “I know that this isn’t love or anything. But could you just… Stay a while?”

Pansy knows how easy it’d be to stay. She just isn’t sure she can make herself leave if she does. 

“I’m not cut out to be anyone’s girlfriend,” she says. “And that’s what you deserve. A girlfriend.”

“I don’t need that—any of it,” Luna protests. “You’re right, it’s what I want, but I’m only asking you to stay the night. Lay with me and give me something to remember when you’re gone.”

“I can’t, Luna.” Pansy says, pressing a light kiss onto Luna’s hand. She gets up from the bed and starts pulling on her clothes. “I told you, you’re too good for me.”

#luna lovegood x pansy parkinson #luna x pansy #hp shipuary #femslash february #angst #song fic #stay with me by sam smith #kcaws bingo #keep calm and write something

[pandora-rose-xo]

Next month for Camp NaNoWriMo I am aiming to write (at least) 5000 words of things to Black out more squares on this board. So far I already have 2 blacked out, I have some plans for others and some I know I want to use original stories for rather than fan fiction. I am going to need all the spoons and good vibes I can get.

Let's just hope I can succeed this time!

#writing #bingo pieces #fan fic #original work planning #planning is needed #camp nano prep #campnanowrimo #keep calm and write something

[crow-with-a-pencil]

@naffeclipse

Them ❤️

#HOLD ON IMMA RAMBLE IN TAGS #my ârt #fnaf daycare attendant #cryptid sightings #naffeclipse #OKOKok so maybe I got busy with school for a few weeks there and couldn't keep up #BUT last week I finally sat down and read like 6 chapters in a row #and my stars I am bouncing off the walls #naff naff listen these demon guys live in my brain #this is exactly how I got excited during sleuth jesters naff you have sorcery #good lord you know how to write tension and foreshadowing #I have theories I have thoughts but I truly just want to see all the guns placed on stage and they are about to go off I can feel it #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh their emotional conflict is killing me and ripping my heart out #they want to say something so bad but also protect the bean bc they're clearly scared and they're gonna freak out but #can they calm the heart down before it runs away? #naff I am not joking this is literally my favorite thing rn #anyway it's almost 2am have a lovely night!!!! #friend fanart #tw blood

[carolinanadeau]

foolish one, stop refreshing your AO3

#I'm mostly pretty calm but for some reason I think if I keep checking back something will have happened?? #despite the fact that I write for an absolutely miniscule audience #I just need to focus on writing the next story and chill out. idk #my original post

[twistedappletree]

I lied a little bit, I wanted to write pure zhuiling fluff for my next fic but I started writing the juniors investigating a strange manor haunting instead and now I can’t stop lmaooo

#still gonna have more physical closeness between JL and LSZ like I said earlier #but both JL and LGY are canonically afraid of ghosts so this is gonna be SO FUN to write #and I love writing humor too so something like this opens tons of doors for that #LSZ having to keep them both calm so they can actually investigate bc they freak out at every little noise LOL this boy deserves a medal tbh #and a vacation lbr #mdzs #zhuiling #fic musings #apple babble 🍎

[tvrningout]

can i maybe ask for any questions you might have about my muses, our dynamics, etc.?

#the plan was to stay away until tomorrow morning to have a fresh mind #and i really and truly appreciate the comments y’all left on my last post 💜 they really really made me feel better #but something happened ooc and i just want something else to focus on bc sometimes it’s really hard to break my brain out of #fixating on the thing that’s got me worked up #i’m calming down after writing the longest vent that will never see the light of day bc it’s too personal #but now i just keep thinking about it and i feel like it’s ruined my evening after i was trying to cheer up and i don’t want that #i’m sorry i’m talking too much about this and ranting/venting again!! i’m a bit of a mess tonight #thank you for being patient but also kind 💜 i hope i can always return it 💜 #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw negative #tw vent

[magnoliamyrrh]

okay enough of the rants im logging off last thing ill say is that identity politics is largely a disease 👍 its point with the extremism its been taken to in part due to cia postmodernism being to wreck class conciousness though the wokeificstion of fragmentory policies and identity👍 bipartisan politics also serve to divide the country (all countries) incresingly so that people cant come together👍 having the worlds most stupid useless fragmentory identity politics discussions doesnt help it keeps us from coming together and focusing on real shit 👍wars pit the resources and labour of the working class against each other for the benefit of the rich 👍"im iranian youre american, you and i have more in common with each other than our governments with us, and our governments are more similar etc etc."👍 if racism stopped and if sexism stopped and if classism between the working classes (which, everyone has forgotten what the term "working class" means, its not abt economic bracket, low, middle, and higher class can all b working class yes including the doctor whose making a lot of money bc it is the exhange of labour for wages) stopped the working class could stand united not divided aginst the system 👍differences in race, class, and sex have Always been used to pit the working classes against each other, and to give people a sense of "well at least were better than Those people" (opressed middle class disdain for lower class, opressed mens disdain for women (at least they have power over someone!), opressed peoples disdain for other opressed peoples)

i may bitch and complain about kinds of people on here bc its a way for me to get my frustrations out, but ultimately i do think it is vitally important to have hope and to try to bring unity between people. ultimately i think it is unity which is the only way this planet, species, and every other species on this planet may see a better futute. ultimately, more than anything, i think despite everything we, for everyones sake, have to understand the deep interconnected nature of everything, have to truly understand that one cannot be free without all, and have to try to build bridges.... it is very easy both as both members of the opressive and opressed class (and yes most ppl occupy both in some way) to fall into disdain, fear, and wants of separatism. ive done it plenty myself and at times i still do. trying to "be better" is absolutely exhausting. but. i do truly believe that we have to try. i do not believe hatred is forever. not classism not racism not sexism not abelism not anything. it is not a curse people are doomed to from birth. people can change, we all can. we at least have to try

#this is part of the reason tho why ppl #tell me i shouldnt become a speaker or activist or someone who engages w ppl to change their minds and im like......... #i dont know if i have the temper for it #i stand by it. but im better at writing when i have time and space to calm my nervee #bc i really dO have a temper and im fed up with bullshit and i can be agressive #and ultimately i dont think thats the best way to change ppls minds #.......... lol one of tbe reasons why i look up to malcolm x so much #he wasnt perfevt by any means (ehm the sexism?) but. BuT still. a very complex very smart very real man who Saw very well #and something ive always respected is his amazing ability to keep his cool in dicussions and debates with people saying god awful shit #his cool his vibe his ability to educate and keep his tone strong and down #*ppl tell me i should #also. this is obviously not to say that there arent differences in class ethnicity religion gender etc etc etc and in how one experiences #the world bc. there Obviously are #also. global location imperial core imperial semi-periphery and periphery countries etc etc as well as each countries more localized power ! #and position #just that ultimately trying to find unity and reach for similarities and understandings and sympathy where there isnt that is more productiv #e #than endless identifying politics fragmentation and opression olympics and also. everyone hating each other 🤷‍♀️

[spacedustmantis]

to be fair, gillion does this so commonly, i think it would almost be more fitting for a subversion of those expectations— self sacrifice and a big gesture can’t fix everything, he can’t just throw his own well-being in the way of every problem… what a better time to learn that than now :)

yeah, duh! but..... my boy :(

#no in all honesty i absolutely get you #once i calm down and my head isn't spinning (so tomorrow probably) #i might write something about this as i tend to do #and then i'll be able to actually put it in words #but yeah this is like one of the things he needs to learn #and the bigger the damage to himself the more likely he'll accept that he can't keep doing this #so #from a narrative standpoint this would be great #but also i'm in so much pain #jrwi spoilers #riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider

[beholdthemem]

The universe saw fit to gift my grandmother with a lovely case of covid for Christmas because of course it fucking did, so the past few days have been, uh...

Busy.

#personal #she's not in the hospital- she did end up going to urgent care on the 25th but they sent her home. #she did not TELL US she was going to urgent care we found out via whatsapp from my aunt #who'd been trying to coordinate a family zoom call and was informed by my granddad 'later. we're #at the hospital now'. #why did they not call and ask us to drive given that we live TEN MINUTES AWAY and granddad shouldn't be driving at the best of times? #that i could not tell you. something about 'not wanting to inconvenience-' which is insane #dad and i have been going up to try and get everything we can done for them since then #nana's been granddad's caretaker since he got diagnosed but anyone who's had covid can tell you it takes fucking EVERYTHING out of you #to just fucking walk around. im off work till the 9th thank god so i can be there as often as required but even so... #I have a sense that i should probably be freaking the fuck out but mostly im just... calm? it's not a happy calm idk what emotion this is #but it definitely isn't positive- but im not panicking. i feel like new bad info does not surprise me anymore it's just kind of a grit-your- #teeth-and-adjust-to-handle-shit deal. like. 'mm. god shits in our collective dinner once again. figures.' #there's no point in flying off the handle just figuring out how to fix things. im not happy but im... steady i guess? #im resigned and bitter and optimistic until im given proof not to be but mostly what i am is tired. not physically just- #my brain feels like a wrung out dishcloth. i keep trying to write because i know it'll make me happy if i can but its not working. #i keep writing paragraphs of shit that aren't matching up with what i want and if somebody gives me some meaningless platitude about #how maybe it's a sign it should be there and to try and incorporate it ill rip their face off. shut. up.

[mannequinentity]

For the past few days, my ability to write is rock bottom at this point. And that applies to my confidence to write, cause I'm starting to believe my writing is unfulfilling, unaspiring, mediocre piece of absolute garbage.

I don't know if that's just my line of thinking or my emotions wanting to rip out every piece of drabble that's been worked on, because I have done that before in terms of deleting a 9k chapter.

It's a real burden on top of my head, and once again, it's not former friends from the past that almost killed my ability to write, it's me now. Which is the worst.

#Vent #Wish it was easy to destroy something but it's not. #rage just keeps boiling inside. that's how angry i am at my writing and myself #maybe these thoughts will calm down when i ACTUALLY calm down

[keeps-ache]

[incomprehensible noises]

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #pink space #ok so i immediately put them on the same canvas because i guess i Had To or something #//when did my style change like that [squints] #i forgor to colour aura's main inks but ykno what that's Fine #//i need to start using a checklist lol #//note to self tho. eyeball proportions. gotta. work on that #they keep fluctuating like big small big small big small big- #granted aura's eyeballs are still Big but not That Big #i like the Big Eyeball but sometimes my brain says in a little gremlin voice; #'no no!! you must make it at least somewhat realisticaly proportional or What Is The Point Of Art' and i just sit there like ._. ok. dude. #Brayn continues to be silly smh #//anyway #i'm very calm about these two :) #very #would love to put them in a box and see who gets bit first but i have to write/draw it </3 #literally the worst tragedy known to man #//ough i'm hungry #hungruy... #hun..................................................r..guy................. #lol :) #//anyway just this- toodlies!! [falls into a manhole]

[diteach]

Not to be That Guy and only make sad posts but I'm worried. I lost the job I had months ago now, which didn't pay me enough to live anyway but at least I could afford some fun, now every job interview I have is followed by silence. I don't think I will ever be able to earn enough to survive. I'm scared of being homeless but I don't see any other future for me. I'm still selling my old stuff online but it's not worth millions and that's slow too anyway. The latest jump I took was to open an etsy shop but there are so many out there already and so many people are infinitely more skilled than me in producing what they sell. I'll honestly be surprised if I'll manage to get 2 orders in a year. I looked for passive income solutions and all of them had stuff like "invest in stocks and real estate" or "sell all of your data to unknown corps to earn 0.20 cents per survey taken". I don't even have a degree and can't get one at the moment.

I'm so done with it all.

#cosmirambles #lol coming back from yet another hiatus to bring you Religion and Sadness #i should reblog something instead of just lurk like ive been doing recently #you might ask why not write this in a diary #i suffer from not being able to keep a diary to save my life disease lmao #also i guess im hoping someone will give a piece of advice or smth idk #then you might ask why not talk about it with your family and friends #but i do :/ and they just feel bad bc what can they do :/ i dont even know what to do ://// #ok stop whining now go eat a snack and play pokemon for a while and maybe youll calm down

[mikhailoism]

💬

#my mind recently has been at 150% trying to process and think about a million things its weird #i dont know how to describe it exactly #like theres first the new stranger things season im still processing then add the owl house finale which was A Lot #then amphibia which i still havent recovered from tbh i cant stop thinking about this series and it keeps popping up #then theres the previous obsession aka shameless which im still so attached too and dont wanna move on from i love it too much #then im rereading percy jackson series and that's rumbling around in my mind so much #im thinking so much so constantly all at once i dont know how to deal with it all 😭 #and yet while its overwhelming its not overwhelming in a bad way really #i would like it to calm down a bit but idk if that will happen #also constantly thinking about finally writing/drawing something for here #and rryingto post art else where and many other things happening in the back ground of my mind 🤕 #anyways theres my rant bye

[explorerspack]

i think it’s sooooooo fun how kara is so physical and so of COURSE azure wasn’t even really there

#cha:kara #c:library #i didn't end up writing this but i was thinking something along the lines of 'azure has just put herself in a room #with a dangerous weapon' bc that's what kara IS! that sexy little 'threat in the roll of her shoulders' line i DID write #so of COURSE azure wasn't really putting herself in that situation. i knew it. KARA knew it. #and that's such a....like. kara was mostly coming out on top in that conversation! they carefully skirted around giving #any information about the party's goals or plans while managing to get azure to monologue #clean and deft refusal to rise to any taunts even though the way azure talks about dari makes kara FURIOUS #kara was 'winning' that encounter using one skill she's very good at (keeping calm) and one that's not as practiced (talking)! #but then azure confirms she's exactly as foolish and arrogant and dangerous as kara knew and. they had to TRY #just in CASE there really was a shot at doing some damage now #and she had to try with her body! because that's what she HAS! and it's just an illusion. #the whole time it was just an illusion and kara couldn't even CONFIRM that it was even tho she has a +11 investigation #and even tho she was looking for a trick! but that's magic! #kara is a perfect weapon but she's a perfect melee weapon and there's only so much u can do against 7th level spells! #so at the end of the day azure wins again! #but eventually it won't be an illusion >:) #i just think the physicality of kara contrasted against the ephemerality of magic is sooooooo fun.... #i really LOVE kara i love to like. be a guy who is competent and experience and Knows exactly who they are and what their purpose is #makes her REALLY easy to pick back up after a long time away and also is just so FUN sometimes #i'm SO glad library is back.

[theskeletoninthegarden]

Stuck at a three way in my story. Either let the super bad stuff happen, hit an in-between route that only uses a bit of bad stuff but which kind of feels pointless, or just avoid the bad stuff entirely and let the characters relax for a while...but risk losing interest in my own story by doing so

#personal #its always bad stuff #like almost always #i cant seem to pause for a chapter without Something Happening that's Bad #but also if i let the super bad stuff happen then i'll finally reach a point in the story ive wanted to for literal years #and maybe itll calm down #but ive told myself it could finally calm down like #three times now #and stuff keeps happening #i think ultimately im afraid that if the characters are given a chance to breathe #my overall desire to write this story outside of the absurdity of it #but for the romance #will meet some sort of conclusion #because my goodness it's hard to admit that you love someone when stuff keeps getting in the way

[cabbybaby]

👁️👄👁️

#my god the personal drama is just never ending #not a single person in my family is on speaking terms with everyone else #EXCEPT ME #if someone wants to say something to someone they give the message to me and i deliver it #it’s been like this since February but it keeps getting worse #i am either taking care of people or playing mediator #this is only a small glimpse into why I’ve been gone from ao3 LMAO #just casually taking 3 hours out of my day to receive and send messages and calm people down #BUT IT IS ALL GOOD! #did some writing today so i am happy :)