#kang lala

[dellalalakang]

triple n: RIP kang della

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well.......

contains: fivesome. really rough (choking, slapping, etc.), DELLA HAS AN IUD!!, della getting absolutely manhandled, her hands gets restrained for a bit, BUT THEN THERE IS A BIT OF DOM!DELLA ACTION, double penetration (as in anal), tiiiiiny bit of breeding kink, kitten as a nickname kink, daddy kink (sorry guys lol ik i said i wouldn't but i can't help it), i also said that they're never goofy during sex but we have the 02z in one session y'all— it's bound to get a little silly, LONGEST FIC I'VE WRITTEN (7.3k WORDS), longest + most detailed + most insane smut i've ever written omg i dont think i will EVER top this

happy belated anniversary my darlings 🤍 happy two years to della and her men (and alice) ✨

AND HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ENHA'S (5/8) LOSS IN NNN! this chapter takes place on midnight 2022/11/11 (so i kinda thought that was today bcs dumbo self messed up the dates so i'm one day late but it's all good)

hi guys! i missed you! i will try to reply to asks soon! i'm so sorry for disappearing again, life has been rough and moving too fast 😭 DID NOT PROOFREAD BECAUSE I AM EMBARRASSED

Kang Della is going to die tonight.

While not literally, she was definitely going to be reborn as a new woman.

"Lala, stop praying. You're not actually gonna die," Sunoo said, more interested in his phone than his overreacting girlfriend. "You're gonna have so much fun, and we have the day off tomorrow. It'll be great."

"Sunoo shut up and help me pray," Della herself was already dressed, cleaned up and ready to head out.

But certainly not ready to meet the hyuppas.

"Why are we even praying when you're going to be doing something so sinful?"

There were three possible outcomes from tonight; One, the hyuppas being so annoyed that they prefer to ignore her for a bit. Though that is just her anxiety talking.

Two, they would take turns with her for four days straight. Which also means that she would have a limp and some back pain for a week or so.

Or three, they would all have their way with her, at the same time.

And the last option seems to be the most likely.

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"Oh, hi! Oppa! Really funny seeing you here but Sunghoon-oppa asked for beer, so here—" Jake immediately pulled Della into his room before she could escape from what was coming.

"You're in massive trouble, young lady," the girl would've laughed if the situation wasn't as serious. Who actually says that sentence in real life? Sim Jaeyun, apparently.

"Oh, wow! All the hyuppas are here!" Della laughed nervously. "Seems like you guys are preparing to have a celebration together! Wouldn't want boring 'ole Della making things all boring!" 

The stern look on all four men made Della withdraw into herself. She avoided eye contact by playing with her nails, mentally preparing herself for the scolding.

"Kang Della, sit down," Heeseung ordered, gesturing the couch with his eyebrows.

"Ah.. I really need to my room though, Yunji-unnie's waiting for me," Della hopes that she could somehow avoid the earful, though it is looking very improbable. "So I'm just here to hand over the beer and—" she gasped when Jay slowly took her hands and held them behind her back like a criminal.

"Do you know how hard it was to wait for you?" he said in a low tone. "The only reason why we did this stupid challenge was because of you."

Jay's deep voice caused Della's skin to erupt in goosebumps. She bit her lip as her heart started pumping faster. She tried to look into his eyes but quickly adverted her gaze when she saw how handsome he looked with his expression. She could feel herself getting wet again.

"The fucking audacity you had to lose to someone who wasn't even a part of this bullshit of a challenge," Sunghoon walked over and held her face with both hands. He noticed a familiar scent within the proximity. "You've been fucking drinking too. You did a lot with Sunoo, huh?" 

She had forgotten about the alcohol in her system, now understanding why her brain seems so hazy. She barely drank anything, but she is a major lightweight. The drink Sunoo gave her, mixed with the lack of sexual attention (and undeniably, Sunoo's seduction) must be why she lost the game so easily.

"I wasn't thinking straight. I didn't plan it or anything. Honest!" she replied with puppy eyes. While the look stirred something inside Sunghoon, it certainly wasn't sympathy. 

"Even if you didn't plan it, you still did it, didn't you?" he asked in an eerily calm voice. "You can't really take it back now, can you?" he brushed her bangs back but kept his hold firm. "Even if it was silly little foreplay."

Everything Sunghoon did just made her core uncomfortably wet. She was embarrassed to clutch her legs tighter but her mind was just occupied with how stunning he looked and how hot his words were.

"No," Della whined, shamelessly staring at his lips. "I'm sorry, oppas."

"Do you know what's gonna happen now?" Sunghoon asked, staring at her lips as well.

"Am I getting punished?" Della bit her lip at the thought.

"You're gonna deal with us four, yeah? We've been stupidly waiting for over a week," Sunghoon caressed her cheeks before forcefully making her look at the two boys on the bed. "Look at them. We all deserve to be relieved from this challenge, hm?" he whispered in her ear.

"Nghh," Della whined at the sight of Jake and Heeseung. They were sitting on the joint bed with a can of beer in their hands. They were intently staring at the three of them, anticipating their next moves and patiently waiting for their turn. They knew that hard-dom Sunghoon would be the best at disciplining Della in bed, while romantic Jay would really show her just how serious they are.

"Do you think you can do that?" Sunghoon whispered again, causing Della to gulp and nod her head. "Use your words."

"I'm gonna deal with all four of you," she said timidly. She has never handled more than two people before, and now she's jumping straight to four.

But she is excited. Extremely excited.

"Good girl," Jay kept his hold with one hand, using the other to stroke her hair. "Your safe word today is red and yellow, okay? Regardless of Korean or English."

"Okay, oppa," Della closed her eyes at the gentle kiss Jay left on her hair. Suddenly all the nerves left and she's just left with pure anticipation.

"Good girl," although the words were identical to Jay's, Sunghoon's praise sounded rougher, more possessive. "Now come here."

Sunghoon connected his lips to hers hungrily while his hands moved to grope her bare breasts under her pyjama top. 

Jay let out a small smirk, his hands busily tying her wrists with the neck tie he prepared. His recently free hands then moved to unbutton her top, helping Sunghoon get easier access.

"You're not wearing a fucking bra. Sunoo must've enjoyed these babies, huh?" Jay said against her neck as his hands replaced Sunghoon's. The latter's opted to move down and roam his hands on Della's hourglass figure.

"Did he? Answer Jay," Sunghoon mumbled on her lips before shifting his kisses to her neck.

"No, he didn't," Della whimpered at the stimulation. Her legs were now almost crossed at how eager she is for some sort of sexual activity.

"Aish, that kid," Jay cursed, pulling away from Della to grab himself a beer. "Won 3N but didn't even fully enjoy it," he then pat Heeseung's shoulder and sat down beside Jake. "Tag. You're it."

Heeseung smirked, taking a big swig of his drink before making his way to Dehoon. With some liquid courage, he knew that they would all have a long, wild night ahead of them. They all definitely need a few cans because they desperately need this.

"You could've tagged me, y'know?" Jake pointed at his roommate.

"Shut up," Jay sipped his drink. "Just go over and join them– who's stopping you?"

"Nah, I'm actually enjoying the view," the younger laid back and rested his upper body weight on his forearm. The two watched as Sunghoon pulled away as soon as he noticed Heeseung.

"I told you to sit down, didn't I?" Heeseung practically mumbled, using his free hand to push her down onto the couch. "Why didn't you listen to me but obeyed Sunghoon and Jongseong?"

Della's mouth watered at the angle. If her instincts were correct, she was gonna suck someone off, most probably Heeseung. 

And she absolutely loves giving head.

Heeseung especially tends to let out these adorable sounds that are music to her ears. She knows that he will try to hold them back since they're not alone, but she is determined to have this gorgeous man let loose of his (almost) equally gorgeous noises.

"I'm sorry, oppa," the lower angle made Della's puppy eyes look even more cute. "I was just nervous."

"You know what those eyes do to me," Heeseung ran a thumb over her lip. "Should we forgive her, Sunghoon?" he sucked in a breath when she took his thumb into her mouth to suck gently.

"We'll see about that," a loud zipper sound filled the room as Sunghoon aggressively undid his pants. "Open up," and his cock was in front of Della's face in no time.

She did not need to be told twice. Her eyes instantly closed as her tongue swirled around the tip. She played around with it for a few seconds before pushing it all the way to the back of her throat.

"Fuckkk, I missed this," Sunghoon threw his head back. "So fucking good," he bit his lip harshly.

Upon the sight, Heeseung hurriedly lowered his sweatpants with one hand, but struggled to get his hard-on out from the tightness of his boxers. He eventually succeeded once Sunghoon helped by taking the beer out of his hands.

"Pay attention to hyung too," Sunghoon said and took a large gulp of the liquid. 

Della wasted no time in having Heeseung inside her mouth with her tongue swirling around the girth. She didn't care as her hair got everywhere.

"Thereee you go," Heeseung grunted, pushing the hair behind her shoulders and brushed her bangs back . "Ah fuck!" he bit his lip to try and contain his sounds.

"Ya– I meant divide your attention, not completely move on to him," Della gasped as Sunghoon pulled her hair so she could come back to him. "Back and forth, baby, you can do it."

It is definitely difficult. Della has never given head with her hands tied before, let alone with two dicks.

But if the boys know anything about their baby, they'll know that she is not a quitter; she will persist until she's absolutely certain she can't.

She bobbed her head two times on Sunghoon before switching back to Heeseung to repeat her movements, and doing the same to Sunghoon again. The perspective was so hot that Sunghoon's breath turned heavy and Heeseung's moans were audible again.

Jay and Jake, on the other hand, were getting a bit impatient because they could barely see anything. Sunghoon could almost sense it, and as he turned his head to look at his two best friends, he found Jake fiddling with his can while Jay tapped his hand in wait.

"Hyung, let's move to the bed," Sunghoon breathed out, pulling Della away from him and up from the sofa. Della whined at the loss but let herself be moved around like a doll. "Be fucking patient. You were willing to wait for a month, you can definitely handle a few seconds," Sunghoon slapped her lightly.

DellaTheMasochist only gave him an annoyed look with a bratty pout, making him slap her once more. 

"Oh you're gonna be a little brat, huh? I'll deal with you fucking later," he then carefully pushed her to Jay's arms, causing Della to smile in adoration. No matter how rough sex is with Sunghoon, he's still a huge softy.

"Well hello there," Jay caught her with one hand. "Were you being a bit bratty?" he asked while fixing her hair gently.

"No, never," Della shook her head innocently. Sunghoon grinned as he opened himself a can, sitting on the bed beside Heeseung. 

Her absolute brattiness only comes out to Sunghoon. She's an angel with Jay, putty with Jake, and a dominant with Heeseung.

"Of course not, you're our princess," Jay breathed down her neck and captured a nipple in his mouth. He blindly handed Jake his drink so he could use both hands to hug her waist. He spent a few minutes slowly enjoying her boobs, leaving hickeys all around the area. 

The three knew that Jay liked his intimacy, so they didn't interrupt.

He eventually laid her between himself and Jake, opting to just stroke her hair for now. Della was settling into a more comfortable position when Jay noticed that Jake's hands were now free from the cans he was holding. 

He gestured for the Aussie to begin, eliciting a grin from Jake before hovering above Della.

"Hi, baby," Jake whispered. His attractive face and accent left a small blush to her cheeks. "I missed you," he connected their lips together in a steamy kiss. 

The thing with Dake is that they don't always have a clear dominant in the bedroom. Most times it's Jake while others it's Della. What's crystal is that they are really passionate together. Practically straight out of an erotic movie.

"I'm still annoyed about Triple N but I miss you too much to fucking care right now," he ran his hands down from her sides, eventually tugging her shorts and panties down as far as he could. "Just wanna devour you."

He then proceeded to make his way down until he was off the bed with his face in between her legs. He completely got rid of her lower garments and took a deep breath, biting his lip before diving into her heat. One of his favourite things to do with her, and something that she desperately needed.

"Ah fuck!" Della threw her head back, pressing her thighs against his head. "Ahhh Jakey!" she whined. 

"Sensitive babyy," Jay cooed and held her face with his hand. "You almost gave this up for a month, you know?" he left small kisses all over her face.

"November's my birthday month, she ain't gonna give this up for the whole thirty," Jake pulled back slightly to comment. With his accent and slight mumbling, Jay could barely understand what he was saying. Della, however, understood perfectly.

"I told you that I would give you an exception, right?" Della's answer just connected the dots for Jay. Big mistake.

"You promised him an exception?" Jay halted his caresses to seriously ask. But Jake had resumed his mission, and Della is far too distracted to answer. "Fucking answer me– you gave him an exception?" he tightened his grip on her face.

"Y-yeah, for his birthday," Jay let out a scoff at her answer and humourlessly chuckled.

"I was gonna go easy on you and let these guys do their own thing," his voice turned rough, something he didn't think he would do tonight. "But you were gonna give Jake an exemption and that– pay attention," he slapped her lightly when she moaned to his face. 

"Sorry, oppa," Della whined, finding it difficult to concentrate when Jake's mouth was pleasuring her so well.

"It pisses me off," Jay whispered roughly. "Instead of just calling the challenge off, you were gonna make the three of us wait 'til the end," he smirked at how hard she was struggling to contain her sounds of pleasure. He let go of her roughly to sit up."Sorry man, I gotta take it from here," he pat Jake's shoulder. 

"Mmkay," Della moaned loudly when Jake gave out one last suck to her clit. "I call dibs on cleaning her off though," he smiled widely while licking his wet lips.

"Deal," Jay immediately flipped Della over onto her stomach. "Tsk tsk tsk, Lala..." he swiftly took his shorts and boxers off in one go. "Stay down," he firmly instructed as he removed her restrains.

The three boys couldn't stop the grin when they watched Jay unleash his beast. The Jay they've seen before was nowhere near as aggressive.

"Have fun, bro," Sunghoon hollered. "Have fun, princess," he toasted his beer at Della when she made eye contact.

"I'm gonna fuck you now, yeah?" Jay whispered in her ear. He noticed the goosebumps that rose on her back as he was lifting her hips and parting her legs. "Hold on tight," he warned, handing her a pillow.

He bit the bottom of his sleeveless shirt just so he could get a clearer look of his shaft rubbing against her folds. 

"Aghh," both Della and Jay groaned when his full length entered her. "Fuckk!" after ten days, he knew he had to let Della adjust a little. Yet he also knew that she didn't need long based on how wet she is and how Sunoo had prepped her.

So not long after, he pulled back and thrusted into her. Hard.

"Ngghhh!" Della squeezed her eyes shut while tightly hugging the pillow. "Oppaaa!" she moaned loudly.

"God! I fucking missed this!" Jay grumbled out. The cloth was no longer in his mouth and he had his head thrown back. "Fuck!"

He kept his hands on her hips as he pounded into her. Slow, but powerful thrusts.

"Ahhh! Oppaaaa!" Della continued to moan loudly. "Oh my God!" she realised how noisy she was being, so she began to muffle her sounds into the pillow.

"Oh no you don't," Jay grunted. Instead of taking the pillow away from her, he decided to flip her onto her back. Essentially switching to the missionary position. "Oh hi there, sweetie," he smirked at her, leaning down to place a kiss on her lips. "Hold on," he forcefully placed her hands on his shoulders before resuming his thrusts.

"Shit!" Della gasped, struggling to maintain eye contact with Jay as he continued to fuck her in the same manner. "Jay-oppaaa!" she practically screamed. Her nails starting holding on for dear life, scratching the skin of his biceps and her mouth was stuck open with nonstop moans.

The three other boys were turned on as hell.

Jake kept adjusting the bulge in his pants while Sunghoon and Heeseung had to constantly shift in their seats.

Waiting was especially hard for Heeseung as he barely got to touch Della in ten days. So he downed two cans and working on his third in no time, making him slightly tipsy and extremely impatient. 

And the sight of her mouth opening just reminded him of something.

"That's it," he crawled across to Jella's side of the bed. "Sunghoon said we were moving to the bed, so you're not done sucking me off," he sat on his knees beside Della's. "Sorry, Jongseong-ah," he breathed out and helped guide Della's mouth to his length.

"By all means, hyung," Jay pulled away and halted his movement to let Della find a comfortable position. "You better do your best. We know you can do it, baby," he whispered to Della, taking off his shirt as he waited.

"Shittt!" Heeseung moaned practically straight after Della's mouth wrapped around him. "There you go, baby– just like that," he assisted by thrusting so that all she had to do was just suck around him and pump what she can't.

"I'll start moving again," Jay began thrusting as soon as he alerted Heela. "Aghh," he grunted, furrowing his eyebrows together. The view of Della sucking someone off in front of him just made him want to fuck her even harder.

He needs to hear her moans even if they were muffled.

"Ahh! Lala!" Heeseung whined when Della kept moaning around him. "Just like that! Sooo good! Nghh!"

Since his mind was foggy from the alcohol, he didn't even bother to hold back on his moans. Even when they start to get a little too subby.

Meanwhile, Sunghoon and Jake wanted to join in so badly, but fear that they would overwhelm their baby. Though they can't just sit there and do nothing.

So they decided to devise a plan for when their turn comes.

"Have you... ever done anal?" Sunghoon awkwardly asked Jake after covering his dick with a pillow. "Like do it from the butt?"

"Me or Della?" Jake's question made the ice prince slap his arm.

"Della, of course," Sunghoon scolded.

"Ack! No– I just gotta make sure I understood what you meant," Jake explained. "No, we haven't."

"I have and I brought condoms and lube," Sunghoon pointed at his luggage. "So here's the thing... Della has been quite curious to try like.. two people.. like.." Sunghoon tried to find the words to explain it in a way that Jake would understand, knowing that the guy mostly knows English sexual terms.

"Like at the same time? Double?" Jake asked while bringing his hands up for gesture.

"Uh, double," Sunghoon nodded, instantly feeling awkward again. "Do you... wanna try it with me? It's her first time and maybe you can do the... back because you've never tried it before."

Jake was quick to make up his mind, all thanks to the two beers he had downed.

"Let's do it," he raised his hand to dap Sunghoon up. "Jellahoon, am I right?"

"Of course," Sunghoon grinned.

"Fuck! I can't cum already!" Heeseung grit his teeth and slowed down his hips. "Lalaaa," he whined.

It was then when Della finally pulled away from the blowjob. She looked into his eyes whilst her hand kept pumping his shaft.

"Heeseung, babyy. What did I tell you about holding back?" she forced herself to restrain her moans just so she could remind him who's in charge.

Fortunately, Jay, who was finding the exchange amusing (also wanting Della all to himself during his orgasm), had slowed down his thrusts to help her focus.

"To never do that because only bad boys hold back," Heeseung's rational thoughts went straight out the window. He was fully going to show his dongsaengs that Lee Heeseung is a sub. A major one. "But I'm not even inside you yet!"

"Come here, baby," Della got up from her position. "I'll be back," she placed a quick kiss on Jay's lips. 

"Go ahead," Jay was so intrigued at his hyung and girlfriend's new side that he didn't care about his delayed orgasm— as long as he gets it straight after Heeseung reaches his.

"Poor babyy," Della cooed at Heeseung, brushing his hair back. "Why don't you sit comfortably and let Lala do the work?"

The 02z watched in amazement as they discover how their hyung is actually like in bed. They watched him obey Della's instructions like clockwork, as if he's done this a million times.

He rested his back against the pillows with his legs ajar. His large bambi eyes were stuck on Della the whole time, looking absolutely lovestruck.

"Take off your shirt," Della pointed lazily, getting on top of his lap. "You're a good boy, right?" she connected their foreheads together and aligned him to her entrance. 

All Heeseung could do was nod enthusiastically.

"Then don't hold back," Della whispered before sliding down on his length. 

"Ahh!" both Heeseung and Della let out high-pitched moans. As Della bounced up and down, Heeseung's hands automatically went to wrap around her waist.

"Sh-shit!" Heeseung hugged her tighter while squeezing his eyes shut. Because he was already close earlier, it took no time for him to reach that point again. "Lalaaa!"

"Feel so good, Heeseung– ahhh!" when it comes to Heeseung, Della (most of the time) tries to compose herself. She's taking care of him after all.

"Shit– is that what it looks like when Della rides you?" Sunghoon asked under his breath. "That's fucking hot."

His hand then tried to secretly stimulate himself, making sure that neither Jake or Jay could notice. Jay, on the other hand, was openly pumping himself, not caring that his best friends could be looking.

"Damn, you're pretty big, bro," Jake suddenly blurted out at Jay. "Nice one."

"Thanks, I guess," Jay chuckled and kept moving his hand, not feeling awkward in the slightest.

"Why were you looking at his dick?" Sunghoon snickered, but that brought Jake's attention to him and that's when the latter noticed his sneaky hand.

"Why are you secretly jacking off? Just do it like Jay, no balls!" Jake slapped his calf. "We're literally in the middle of a fivesun—"

"Fivesome," Jay corrected him.

"Fivesome!"

"Ew, no! I feel so exposed! Like I'll be jerking off in front of you!" Sunghoon completely removed his hand from his dick. "And it's easy for you to say! You're still fully clothed!"

"It's not like we've never seen you naked bef–"

"02z, if you're not gonna suck each other off then shut the fuck up," Della interrupted their bickering while making eye contact. "Your hyung's trying to cum in peace."

"Yes ma'am," "Sorry," "Sorry," they all apologised quietly, hoping that no one notices their erection hardening even more. They hate admitting their thirst for Della's dominance. 

Or to be accurate; They love her dominance, yet hate admitting their desire to be like Heeseung.

But it's not like the 02z have never been docile to DommeDella. 

"Sunghoon, don't be fucking weird or I'll repeat last month's occurrences," Della's threat immediately made Sunghoon's skin erupt in goosebumps. He just hopes that she won't elaborate and reveal to his friends what exactly happened.

Thankfully, she didn't.

"Are you okay, baby?" Della went back and cooed to Heeseung, keeping her pace steady as she cradled his head.

"I'm gonna cuuuum," he sobbed. "Fuck! Lalaaa!"

"There you go. Don't hold back, Heeseung baby," Della mustered up all the energy she had to quicken her pace.

"Ahhhh! Lalaaa!" Heeseung used his tight hold to assist her bounces before ultimately letting out a loud gasp as he released spurts and spurts of warm cum. "Oh my God, babyy," he sighed and relaxed his shoulders.

"Good boyy," Della halted her thrusts, caressing his hair lovingly. "Filling me up soo good," she placed tiny kisses on his head. "I love you, baby."

"I love you too, Lala," Heeseung breathed out. "Thank you," he pulled himself away to connect their lips.

They were stuck in a slow make-out session for a while before Jay grew impatient and pulled Della away from the older. 

"You didn't forget about me, did you?" Jay grumbled in her ear. "I gave you time to fuck hyung but now you forgot about us?" he lifted her up like she weighed nothing and placed her front facing down.

"You're being rude, Jay. Your hyung needed to—" Della cut herself off with a gasp when Jay landed a firm spank on her ass.

"You're not in control no more," he said in a low voice, lifting her waist up slightly. "Where are your manners?"

"I'm sorry, oppa," Della whimpered when he spread her pussy lips. She could feel Heeseung's cum slowly pouring out of her. As always, he came a lot.

"Shitt– hyung," Jay called for Heeseung to see. The latter had pretty much sobered up from earlier and is back to his usual self.

And at least for now, he still had not realised what he had done in front of his dongsaengs. 

"Keep it in, baby," Heeseung took two of his fingers and pushed the cum back inside her, causing Della to gasp. "Add onto it, Jongseong," he patted Jay's bare shoulder with his clean hand before heading towards the bathroom.

"My pleasure," Jay whispered. He wrapped his arms around Della's body and instantly pushed himself inside her once again. "Fuckkk, Della."

"Yess! Oppaa!" Della squeezed her eyes shut, letting out babbles of words that barely made any sense. She could feel Heeseung's cum slowly absorbing inside her as Jay fucked it deeper. The sounds of the moisture only turning on everyone in the room more.

"Fuck! You're gonna cum soon, aren't ya?" Jay's hard-but-slow pace tried to quicken when he felt Della tightening around him. "Just a little more, baby– Oppa's almost there, wait for me," he left kisses on the side of her face as he tried to concentrate on cumming together with his girl.

Fortunately for him, Della knows exactly what to do in this situation.

"Fill me up good, oppa. Make me feel so full," Jay had never verbally admitted it to her, but she knows that he has a breeding kink. "Stuff me full of—"

"FUUUUCK, I'm cumming!" Jay's left hand frantically went to search for Della's. "C'mere baby," while his right hand went to bring her face to his. 

They connected their lips together, essentially muffling their moans (and screams). Della used her free hand to hold onto his head, making the scene look even more sweet.

"I love you, Della," Jay mumbled against her lips.

"I love you, Jay," Della whined at the feeling of her own orgasm mixed with Jay's (and Heeseung's). "So, so much."

"So, so much," Jay left a final kiss on her forehead before getting off of her back. His eyes immediately went to her cum-filled entrance. "Good girl, keep it in," he grunted, his eyebrows furrowing at the sight of barely any cum leaking out. 

He chuckled when Della wiggled her ass for fun. "How cute," he slapped her ass and stood up. "Agh fuck, you really milked me dry."

"Come on, it hasn't been THAT long, guys," Della rolled her eyes. "We didn't even last the whole month."

Just as she finished talking, a harsher slap was placed on her ass.

"You fuck four men on a daily basis– you still think you could've handled it?" Sunghoon asked, flipping Della onto her back. "Do I also need to remind that you were the one who gave in first? YOU?" he grabbed onto her leg to pull her closer to the edge of the bed and closer to him. "Don't make me teach you a lesson."

"Go easy on her, Sunghoon-ah. She's about to receive a handful with you and Jaeyun," Heeseung reminded. He grabbed Jay's and his cans of beer before joining Jay on the bed. The two were now dressed in their boxers.

"Yeah, just shut up and let's do our shit," Jake impatiently took off his pants but kept his shirt on, only removing his zip-up. "You've done anal, baby?" Della nodded her head in enthusiasm. "Yeah? And you like it?"

"Mhmm! Are we doing what I think we're doing?" Jake chuckled at her excitement. 

"You're adorable. Isn't it gonna hurt, baby?" the tips of Jake's fingers began grazing Della's thigh.

"I wanna be closer to my men," Della gave out a seductive look to both Jake and Sunghoon, making sure to use Korean so Sunghoon would understand.

"How cute," Sunghoon mumbled. "Don't forget your safe words," he ran a hand through Della's hair before laying down on the bed, legs still seated on the edge.

"Is she getting on top of you or me?" Jake asked his partner. "Isn't it more comfortable with you on top?"

"I mean... It's easier for me to thrust but it's more comfortable for her to hug me, no?" Sunghoon explained. "Won't it be unstable if she lays on her back?"

"No– Della should be on her stomach, on her back is difficult, I think," Heeseung pointed at the three.

"Are you doing double?" Jay's eyes widened when he realised what they were discussing. 

"Uh," Jakehoon replied briefly.

"Then Della should be on her stomach and the one who does the back thrusts from behi– on top," Jay gave his take.

"No– the reason why I say she should be on her back is because she needs to be distracted from the pain and Sunghoon would be able to thrust and properly do that," Jake tried to explain his take. "Otherwise his movements are limite—"

Their discussion was cut off by a loud groan from Della, followed by the girl hovering over Sunghoon chest-to-chest.

"Stop taking so fucking long and just fuck me," she wasted no more time and slipped Sunghoon's cock into her entrance.

"Oh my God!" "Oh fuck!" the two hissed at the sudden feeling. 

"Fucking finally!" Sunghoon threw his head back. "Come here, kitten," he repositioned Della a little so he could move more comfortably. 

Thanks to his long legs, all he needed to do so was to hold her in place.

"So fucking tight," he said with gritted teeth. He was never one to make a lot of noises in bed, but with his buddies around, he's determined to look cool. He was gonna try to contain his facial expressions, which is something he never holds back on.

Yet his plan went straight out the window when Della adorably cuddled into his chest. 

"Oppaaa," she whined.

"Aww, kitten– my princess," he cooed, bringing one of his hands to hug her close. "Does that feel good, kitten?"

Della could only mew louder and nuzzle her head more, making all four boys coo at the sight.

"This seems enough for you, baby. Do you really need more?" Jake went up to her face to tease while his lubed finger equally teased her back entrance.

Della looked into his eyes and said the one name that the two have kept a secret for a long time. 

"Please, daddy?" 

Jake halted for a second, taken aback at the sudden change of mind. He was not one to be shy about his kink, but Della was a bit apprehensive that the members just won't understand.

But weirdly enough, none of the boys reacted, as if they already knew of the fact.

"Sunghoon, stop moving for a second," Jake went back to his position and squeezed more lube onto Della's hole. "Stay relaxed, darling," he warned Della before pushing a finger in.

"Mmm," she closed her eyes and pursed her lips.

"I'm right here, princess," Sunghoon whispered in her ear. "Relax some more," and immediately continued his movements.

"There ya go, good girl," Jake muttered, slowly twisting and pumping his finger. When Della was almost fully relaxed and resumed her previous moaning, Jake gradually added another finger in and followed by another once she adjusted to that as well. "Such a good girl."

"Ahh! I'm gonna cum!" Della announced, pushing her upper body up to catch a glimpse of what Jake's doing. "Fuck!" her eyes rolled back as she turned back to Sunghoon. "Oh my Goodness!" her moans only got louder when she looked at Sunghoon's facial expressions.

As always, his eyebrows were furrowed the whole time while he switched between biting/licking his lips, having his mouth open or gritting his teeth. He had completely forgotten about his initial plan of restraining himself.  

"Go cum, darling," he choked out, giving his last few hard thrusts after Della threw her head back and cried out. 

He almost let out a sigh of relief. If Della waited just a few seconds longer, he too would've been calling to cum and he did not want that just yet.

"Relax a bit, kitten," neither Sunghoon nor Jake pulled out, but they wanted to give Della time to catch her breath.

"What a good girl," Jay noticed Jake ripping open the condom wrapper and immediately sprung to action. "Taking four men so well," he continued to drop praises while caressing her hair.

"If it gets too much, please let us know and Jake can jerk off for the night or something," Heeseung also joined in with a joke.

"Hyung!" Jake whined. He somehow successfully got the condom on with just one hand, and is now lathering his length with the lube.

"Byee daddy" Jay added fuel to the fire by grinning and waving at him. 

"Shut the fuck up, Jay, I complimented you earlier," Jake sent a glare at his friend.

"The tension is insane. Now kiss," Della lifted her head to comment.

No matter how many times she has teased them, they have never expressed or voiced their discomfort, which she knows they aren't afraid to do. In Della's mind, this would imply that the possibility of it happening is not zero.

"Aish Lalaa!" "Eyy!" "Babe!" "Aghh" the four boys complained, with Jake adding an additional smack to her ass.

"You think his dick is big, right? You have my permission and sucking ONE dick does not make you ga—" 

"Okay, that's enough," Sunghoon spoke up and gave her one hard thrust. "Jake and I still need to cum, princess. Stop the yapping."

"I'm sorry, oppa," Della whimpered, bringing her head down to rest on Sunghoon's chest again.

"I'm only letting you off since you've been so good to us, understand? Don't test my patience," he said in a low voice, his hips starting to move in a steady pace once again.

"Understood," Della let out a high-pitched moan at the stimulus but was cut off with her own gasp as Jake pulled his fingers out.

"I'm putting it in," Jake breathed out. He squeezed some more lube on Della's rim before slowly entering. "FUCK!"

"Mmh!" Della had her eyes squeezed shut, trying to adjust to his size (especially with Sunghoon in her other hole).

"Our strong baby," "Such a good girl," Jay and Heeseung showered her in praises, using their hands to caress her arm and back while Sunghoon does so with her hair.

"Fuck– so fucking tight," Jake threw his head back when he was fully inside her. "Hang in there, baby, good job," he smoothed his hand over her ass.

"Yellow?" Heeseung asked about the safe word, just in case.

"Green," she quickly answered. "Can you move slowly, oppa?" her head shifted to make eye contact with Sunghoon.

"Of course, darling," he placed a kiss on her hair before slowly pumping her. "Shit, kitten," he squeezed his eyes shut and threw his head back.

Because of Jake, she felt tighter than usual but was still wet as ever. He knew he couldn't last long, especially after nearly cumming earlier.

"Jaeyun, please move," Della breathed out, starting to feel pleasure again.

Both Jake and Della let out a loud gasp at the sensation. The pace began to quicken in no time, making the scene look like it came straight out of an incognito site. 

"Oh my– fuuuuuuck!" Della moaned loudly, feeling fuller than she's ever felt. "Oppaaa! Daddyyyy!" little tears began pooling in the corner of her eyes. "Aaaaaaahhh!"

"So good, baby. Taking both of us so well," Jake leaned forward to mumble in her ear. "Shittt, so tight baby," his face held a large smile and left temporary hickies around her neck and shoulders. "My good girl."

There's no doubt that the back end is tighter, but Jake's favourite was really the sight of having two of her holes stuffed, and the fact that him and Sunghoon were the first ones to do that.

The three were so into each other that they didn't notice Heeseung getting up to retrieve Sunghoon's old, red iPhone. He knew that they would want the scene to be recorded— for their eyes only, of course.

"I'm recording," Heeseung announced before pressing record. They all turned to Heeseung for a second and resumed like nothing happened.

"Come here, kitten," Sunghoon grunted, pulling Della's face in for a kiss. She moaned into his mouth when she felt her two best friends quicken their pace. 

She noticed Jake tugging at her hair, so she broke the kiss off to then connect her lips with his, bringing a hand back to hold his head in place.

Jay, who did not want to just lay there beside them, started playing with Della's tits while palming himself. He personally doesn't need more, but he did not want the video to appear awkward. 

"You guys really look so fucking hot," Heeseung commented. He turned off the recording and went back to his original spot. "I wanna kiss, baby," his head got closer so Della could easily kiss him.

"FUCK! I'm cumming!" Della pulled away to scream out. Her eyes were closed shut and her open mouth spewed out loud whines after whine.

"Yesss, kitten," "Me too, baby, me too," Sunghoon threw his head back while Jake buried his face in her neck. It did not take the three long at all to reach their orgasm.

"Jay-oppaa," Della managed to let out, weakly stretching an arm out so he could come closer. "I haven't kissed you."

Jay felt his heart swell in adoration and he swiftly did as told without hesitation.

"Fuckk! Aaaahhh!" Della pulled away but kept their foreheads together and squeezed Heeseung's hand.

They looked absolutely ridiculous being in one big huddle (and it was certainly not the most comfortable), yet that was the moment when the five of them were just connected. It's what they needed and exactly what they hoped for tonight.

"I'm cumming, baby," Jake's voice was shaky, and his thrusts started faltering first. "Shit! Good girl, baby. Good girl, good girl!"

"Shit! Shit!" both Jake and Della came around the same time. The former usually takes his time to ride out his high but he almost instantly pulled out so Sunghoon could finish properly.

Sunghoon looked at him in thanks, immediately adjusting his position and hurriedly chased his orgasm. Della started shaking and screaming with overstimulation, letting go of Heejay to hold on tightly to Sunghoon.

"Shit! Ahh baby, almost ther– NOW KITTEN. NOW, now, now!" Sunghoon babbled a bit as his orgasm overtook his body. "Shit," he sighed and relaxed his body, still holding onto Della tightly. "You're amazing, princess. I love you," he chuckled breathily.

"I love you, my prince," Della breathed out with a smile.

The two shared a sweet kiss before Sunghoon pulled away and shifted Della over to Jake, who was now lying beside him.

"What a good girl.You're an absolute champ and you're incredible," Jake couldn't help but chuckle. "We're so fucking lucky, baby. I love you so much," he then connected their lips in a passionate kiss.

"I'M so lucky to have you guys and I just love you sooo much," once they pulled away, Della's head instantly went to rest on Jake's chest. "Let's clean up before we get too tired."

"Oh no you don't," Jake shifted their position so Della would lay on her back. He got on top of her with a mischievous grin on his face. 

"I called dibs on cleaning you off, remember?"

Eventually everyone washed up and got ready for bed. They decided to all sleep together on the makeshift king-sized bed with Della in the centre. They were cuddled closely, but it didn't really matter anymore to them.

"Guys, we're actually really cute," Heeseung giggled. "I fucking love this relationship."

"Just a bunch of bros with our girl" Jake sighed. He held Della tighter to his chest and shut his eyes, ready to sleep.

"For a second there, I thought you were gonna call me a hoe," Della giggled, looking up at him. 

"I'm never gonna call you a hoe, babe! I'm not Sunghoon!" Jake's reply made Sunghoon smack his shoulder.

"I will never call her that!" Sunghoon looked at him with betrayal. "I don't even know what that means but I know it's bad!"

"You call her names in bed, we all know it!" Jake protested back.

"Ya– rarely ever, right princess? Only on certain times and we both have no issues with it," Della nodded at Sunghoon's defence. "See?! Don't kinkshame me, daddy."

"YAA!" Jake shaking Sunghoon's leg off of his own. 

"Today's session just revealed everyone's kinks," Jay laughed. "Sunghoon likes to call Della 'kitten', Jake likes to be called 'daddy', Della apparently likes anal," he stopped himself for saying Heeseung's out of respect.

"Pffftt, okay mister kinky. Didn't know you could go hard like that," Sunghoon grinned. "I thought you just liked vanilla but you were slapping Lala and everything."

"Why do you like to get slapped?" Jay ignored Sunghoon and asked the girl he was semi-holding.

"I don't know! Sometimes I just like things!" Della shrugged defensively. "I like a whole bunch of things!"

"Yeah and your boyfriends all like different things too," Sunghoon chuckled. "You're absolutely perfect for us."

"Awww," Della grinned but got shy and hid her face in Jake's chest. "I'm sorry for making you all join No Nut November. This was really dumb and I'm also really sorry for losing to someone who didn't even join."

"Don't worry about that, darling. It's all forgiven and practically forgo—" Jay's words were cut off by the boom of Heeseung's voice beside him.

"WAIT!" Heeseung shot up straight in realisation. Della and Jake both jumped in surprise while Sunghoon and Jay flinched. Heeseung looked back at them with horror in his eyes.

There was a reason why he was quiet the whole time. It's because it just hit him how;

"YOU GUYS FUCKING SAW ME IN MY WEAK STATE!"

i gotta be honest, i hate to be that person but i was feeling really insecure about my writing tbh. like the first draft was not hot AT ALL and i wanted this long awaited/overdue smut to make you guys all hot and bothered y'know? i think it's much better now and i'm feeling both proud and insecure but i hope you enjoyed it and happy anniversary! taglist: @duolingofanaccount @lalalalawon @clar-iii @deafeningballoonpeach

#enhypen hard hours #enhypen smut #kang lala #sunghoon smut #heeseung smut #jake smut #jay smut

[laladellakang]

insecurities

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italics dialogue = english

della doesn't let most hate get to her, but that doesn't mean she's impenetrable

contains: angst, insecurities (anxiety), unintentional self-harm. just dark stuff.

i've been through it lmao. sorry it's really triggering.  a few of you requested angst and i'm not really good at that so i bring forward stuff that's inspired by what i've gone through (altered because della's problems are different from mine)

after 'we missed you'

"Guys! Come out!" Jake yelled out. "Gather in the living room! Everyone!" he made his way to the couch while holding Della's hand.

"I'm scared..." she told Jake timidly.

"It's okay. Just get it done and we'll go back to normal in no time," he didn't want to tell her that it would go well, as he himself won't know just how angry his other members will be. "Good luck."

Besides, she was greatly at fault.

Jake could see the amusement and relief on the guys' faces as they slowly came to the living room. On the other hand, Della only stared at her lap with wide eyes, trying to hold back tears and a potential panic attack..

"What is it?" Jungwon asked, closing the master bedroom door behind him.

"Della has something to say," Jake leaned back with crossed arms. "Lala?"

"I-" she took a few deep breaths. "I'm sorry for ignoring all of you," short and simple.

The seven men stayed quiet while patiently waiting for an explanation, yet the girl was as still as a rock.

"Is that it? Tell them what you told me," the sternness in Jake's voice was evident, though not to the point of being mistaken for anger.

"A.. sasaeng- a crazy fan got a hold of my Katalk contact and they said some things that really got to me," her eyes were starting to tear up again.

"She didn't report to the company or to us," Jake added.

"It was so fucking dumb. I was hoping that I could have you guys hate me and eventually break up with me so you can move on and get proper girlfriends who's not shitty and fucked like me and have them all to yourselves-" Della suddenly went on and on.

"Della stop," Jay cut her off.

"But at the same time, I don't want that at all and I want to keep things as they are-" Sunghoon called her name next, yet she still kept going. "But then that's incredibly selfish of me because who the fuck has more than one lover and just lets them share?"

"Kang Della," even Heeseung resorted to her full name.

"It's incredibly dumb and I should've just talked to you guys about it if it really bothered me that much but I was just thinking that getting you all to hate me was best for you to move on but then I didn't consider our group dynamic and-" that's when Niki had enough, so he shut her up with a kiss.

'Shit- I was about to do that," all six remaining boys thought.

"Della, listen.." Niki pulled back to let the girl focus on Jungwon's words. "I'm not going to lie, what you did was really shitty. All of us just felt like shit for the past few days," anyone could tell the leader was mad and serious.

"None of us will blame you for getting hurt over some stranger's words or for having insecurities. It's more about how it doesn't seem like you trust us enough," Jungwon continued sternly. "You have one, two, three, four, five, six, seven boyfriends. We're your members and best friends, you can tell us anything."

"Jungwon-ah," Sunoo shook his head at the leader.

"Look, I don't want to make you feel worse or anything but we gotta make that clear first," Jungwon continued. "We love you, Della! We won't leave you that easily! You can ignore us for months and we'll still come back to you," he pulled her head into his stomach (as he was still standing in front of her) and caressed the sobbing girl's hair.

"Don't do that again, okay? You trust us, right?" Heeseung rubbed her back, and the girl could only nod in response. "I don't wanna add fuel but doing that is never going to work. All it does is just hurt us- hurt all of us including yourself."

"I'm sorry," Della kept sobbing into Jungwon's shirt. "I'm so sorry."

"Anything else? The ones who didn't speak?" Heeseung looked at the other members.

"I just want all of this to be over and done with. Don't ever do that again please. That's a stupid reason to break up," Jay had his arms crossed and let one hand go to stroke her hair for a bit.

"That's right. Della don't do that ever again please, just talk to us. Any one of us," Sunoo just stared at the many hands comforting her. "You're not fighting this alone. This hurts. It really does."

"I have nothing else to add. I just want this done," Niki managed to sneak an arm to her thigh to gently rub up and down.

"Ack! That tickles," Della's thigh suddenly shoots up, causing the members to chuckle.

Heeseung noticed that one member remained silent and was physically further away compared to the others.

He focused his gaze on Sunghoon and saw that the guy looked really angry, more so than the leader, who immediately let out his feelings. He was spaced out and had his jaw clenched. It was clear that he had a lot on his mind.

The younger seemed to feel the pair of eyes on him, for he snapped out of it to meet Heeseung's stare. The two stayed that way until Jungwon eventually broke it.

"Sunghoon-hyung?" Sunghoon looked over at everyone else. They were all (including Della) looking at him.

He sighed before opening up his arms for Della to enter.

"I'm gonna be honest with you, I'm really angry right now," he whispered into her ear. "I thought that you trust me, trust us- any of us. I wouldn't be mad if it wasn't a big deal but it is and you brought seven other people down with you. You shouldn't do that," he could feel Della's tears soaking his shirt. 

"You trust us, right?" he continued. The girl could only nod frantically. "You love us, right? We're not just members, are we?" she nodded again with an additional whine. "Don't do that again, okay? Talk to us. You always said communication is key. It'll save everyone the heartbreak and emotions, yeah?"

"I'm sorry, oppa," Della hugged him tighter. "I'll try my hardest," Sunghoon let out a sigh.

"Honestly, I would have probably asked for some space right now but since you already gave me- gave us that, I just want things back to normal. Make it up to us, I'm sure they're also still pissed. They just miss you too much to admit it," he stroked her hair. "Alright?" she let out a small 'okay' "Okay. Let's stop crying. Let's talk or something. Go cuddle with someone," he kissed her head before pulling away and directing her back to the couch.

"Can we see the texts?"

[kdl]

2023 is shit already.

I hate myself.

I hate myself so fucking much.

No matter how many negative comments I get, no one could ever hate Della as much as Della herself.

It's true that hate can barely get to me, though that doesn't mean I'm immune to everything. 

Why is everyone so adamant about the guys dating Aespa?

And suddenly with the slightest curiosity, my Tiktok for-you-page is now filled with the boys' ships.

I was mostly fine with them. Obviously, since idols aren't (mainly) in control of that. Yet I just can't help it at times. The images of how good they look together constantly cloud over my mind- I'm sick and tired of it.

There's a reason why I can't seem to get too close with certain girl groups or members.

It pains me to distance myself from the girls of Aespa or Stayc or heck- even some of the Ive girls just because of my dumbass insecurity. They seem like such lovely people but I can't even look at them in real life without thinking of the fucking ship contents.

Fuck, don't even get me started on the ones with my actual friends. 

Unbearable anxiety keeps creeping into me whenever Wonyoung or Yuna apologises for shit they're not even responsible for. Most of my texts with (half of) the Le Sserafim girls are their long-ass apologies.

What if they don't want to be my friends anymore? What if they're uncomfortable with all of this?

Wouldn't have happened if you didn't catch feelings, dumb fuck. You should've known not to fall in love. This is what you get.

I'm going through all this personal stuff already and guess what's the cherry on top of this shit sandwich.

The hate is worse than ever before. A lot worse than when Enhypen first started- and that's saying a lot.

There are hundreds- maybe thousands (okay that's an extreme exaggeration) of videos, comments, and posts that hate on every single fucking thing I do.

I noticed that it started from me getting a bit touchy with the guys during award shows. By touchy, I mean by holding their hands when I start to get really anxious. Apparently, it was seen as 'pick me behaviour' since I wouldn't let peoples' ship moments happen for long.

Then it spiralled into people compiling all the moments where I acted really 'territorial' or 'pick me' around the guys. Then it just went to everything. My singing. My dancing. My rap. My clothes. My mannerisms. My habits. The way I talk, eat, walk, look at people- everything.

What's worse is that even some of my fans are starting to agree.

I could usually cheer up a bit if I focus on the positive posts but even Engenes are saying stuff like 'I love Della but she's...' 'Della's my girl but...' 'I don't wanna hate on Della but...'

It wouldn't stop. It came to the point where I had to avoid all social media, including Weverse, just so I can have a chance to breathe. Even then, I still have this shit anxiety to deal with.

The boys, my friends, my family, the loyal fans, the concerts are all there to distract and comfort me. I've been very vocal to the guys and I'm actually attending weekly therapy. 

It worked, of course, but it's not permanent. Over a month has passed, yet the anxiety keeps coming back.

It got so bad that my therapist advised me to go see a psychiatrist for medication options, which I would gladly do. The company disagreed though. Something about how antidepressants make people gain weight.

I'm exhausted. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to pretend to be happy anymore. I just want to disappear.

I hate how I have anxiety. I hate how I'm not good enough. I hate how I can't be happy. I hate myself, I just hate Della so much.

"DELLA, NO!" Niki abruptly grabbed the grater from me and hugged me tight. "STOP. STOP. SNAP OUT OF IT!" he shook me a little. What?

"Huh?" I looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. 

"HYUNG, GET A TOWEL!" he pointed to a towel nearby. What?

"Holy shit- JAY-HYUNG! GET A FIRST AID KIT!" Sunoo wrapped the towel around my right hand.

"WHAT HAPPENED?!" the other guys apart from Jay came into the kitchen frantically.

"Della- Lala was grating and- and she grated her hand," Sunoo looked at them with wide eyes. Huh?

"Holy fuck- why is there so much blood?" Jay entered with the first aid kit.

Suddenly I felt a terrible sting on my palm. I turned my attention to the hand Sunoo was holding and could see the heavily red-tinted towel.

I was grating potatoes. I was getting close to the end of it so I held it with my open palm, as I usually do... and then I guess I zoned out. 

Oh shit, the potatoes.

"The- the potatoes," I looked at the most recently grated ones. They were unusable. They were completely red.

"DELLA, FUCKING SNAP OUT OF IT!" Niki shook me again.

"How did you not feel that?!" Jake yelled. 

"I... I..." I didn't know what to say. It was painful, yet familiar. "I- potatoes- dinner."

"DELLA PLEASE!" Sunoo screamed out, hanging his head down.

"PLEASE, STOP!" "SNAP THE FUCK OUT OF IT" I could hear the others yelling too.

"Let's sit her down. Niki, bring her to the living room," Jungwon instructed shakily. "Come on, Lala."

"My- my hand," it hit me. My hand was completely fucked. It wasn't even a small injury like how it usually is.

"It's okay. It's okay. Look, Jay's treating it," Sunghoon tried to calm my building-up panic attack, even though his voice was also filled with nerves.

"I'm sorry," yet I couldn't help it. My eyes brimmed with tears and my voice started to shake. "I'm so sorry."

"Stop, stop. It's getting treated right now, it's okay," Heeseung pat my head with a sniffle.

"This is gonna sting. I'm sorry, Della," Jay's voice sounded like he had a lump in his throat. "One, two, three."

Now this familiar feeling, I hate. Treating the wounds hurt so much.

I hissed loudly at the pain, while the members tried to calm me down by saying reassuring words. Their voices overlapped one another's, but it was mostly 'shhh's, 'it's okay's, and 'just a little bit more's.

"I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY!" I screamed in pain. "I didn't mean to, I swear!" I cried out.

"We know, we know," Niki rubbed my shoulder. I was sat on his lap as he was still holding me.

"Almost there," Jay croaked out. "Just gotta wrap it."

"I hate myself so much, I don't know what to do," I sobbed into Sunoo's arm. I talked to the boys, I talked to my therapist. I did it right this time. So why am I still like this?

"I'm sorry, Lala," Jungwon held my uninjured hand. "I wish we can take this away from you."

"Do you want to have a break? A hiatus? We can talk to the company together," Heeseung offered.

"Noo, not now," I managed out. "The- the tour, the comeback, fashion week-"

"Don't worry about it. You need to have some rest, Della," Jake ran a hand through his hair.

"The company-" I was cut off by a chorus of 'we'll help's and 'we'll talk to them's.

I was the only member of Enhypen who is not allowed to have a hiatus. If I had to go on one, the whole team does too. The company said they can't have Enhypen look like a boy group or people would get used to it and say it looks better that way.

"No! Please! Give me one more chance- I'll get better, please!" I can't be selfish. I can't be selfish.

"You're not being selfish, Della, please," Sunghoon pleaded.

"NO! PLEASE! JUNGWON PLEASE!" I turned to the leader. If I can convince him, everyone will follow. "Please... One more chance. Please."

"But Lala.. You-" his eyes glossed over the state I was in. "Look at you! We can't let you move on like this!"

"Psychiatrist!" Niki spoke up. "She can take the medicine," he tried to somewhat defend me.

"I-" I wanted to protest but I knew I had to agree. Look at your boyfriends, Della. You fucking hurt them. Again.

And again.

And again and again and again-

Shut the fuck up.

"Yes! Try the medication, please, Della," Jake sounded desperate and lost.

"What if it doesn't wo-"

"IT HAS TO!" Jay yelled, causing all of us to flinch. "IT FUCKING HAS TO!"

"Jongseong-ah," Heeseung tried to calm him down.

"If it doesn't work then hiatus! Leave the group! Anything! Just please-" his voice cracked again. "Just come back. Get better, please."

No. Anything but leaving the group. I can't let something as dumb as my insecurities get in the way of my dreams that I worked so fucking hard on. Both the career of my dreams and the relationship of my dreams.

And after going through so many member departures, I know how heartbreaking it is for the fans and members.

This anxiety has to get better. It has to.

"Either way, we piss off the company, right?" I joked with a small chuckle. "Might as well choose the option that'll make me look hotter."

My aim was to make them laugh a little. Instead, I got them crying even harder.

"I love you all so much. I'm so sorry you have to deal with m-" Sunoo managed to speak through his tears and cut me off.

"We're not dealing with anything, Della. We'll go to the ends of the planet to find a cure for you."

happy birthday month to della and i. happy anniversary month to della and the guys 🤍 i'll try to update as much as i could. starting things off a little dark..

requested:— we missed you pt. 2— angst— della regarding enha x aespa— della hiatus (though it's only talks of it)— della gets into an accident (though not as extreme as a car crash)

taglist! @afiaaaa19 @riikiblr @one16core @toriluvsfics @i90snoo @danyxthirstae01 @seulgifted @cla-iii @hiqhkey @nichmeddar @jiwlys @duolingofanaccount @nvmbheart @studioreader @sarang-wonie @fairydosii @hoonstrology @jaetint @4sahii @8-itsmee-8

#kang della #enhypen female addition #enhypen oc #enhypen female member #enhypen 8th member #8th member of enhypen #enhypen ff #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #enhypen x oc #enhypen added member #enhypen eigth member #kpop added member #kpop oc #enhypen female oc #enhypen imagines #enhypen poly fic #enhypen poly

[dontkickmyshin]

Weak Hero Barbenheimer

gray yeon: watched oppenheimer first and thought it was mid. watched barbie next bc big ben forced him to and liked it.

big ben: was the most enthusiastic in rounding everybody up to watch barbie. watched it once with all his friends and then alone again at the theatres. bet he dressed up in pink too.

alex: oppenheimer, only watched barbie because ben made him.

eugene: oppenheimer and barbie but he would've watched both regardless of big ben

teddy: barbie, but he felt too embarrassed to watch it on his own so he used big ben as an excuse

gerard: barbie all the way

rowan: the most enthusiastic barbie watcher asides from ben

lily: barbie

julia: oppenheimer, then barbie with lily

lala lee: watched oppenheimer, then felt insecure and watched barbie

jimmy bae: oppenheimer at the theatres, barbie in private

jack kang: oppenheimer because jimmy made him, barbie at the theatres

forrest lee: felt insecure but watched barbie in theatres, beat up anybody who commented on it

grape and robin: were embarrassed but followed their leader to barbie, watched oppenheimer later on

wolf keum: oppenheimer once then barbie another three times

kingsley kwan: oppenheimer

donald na: was more inclined towards oppenheimer, but then he watched barbie just to see what the hype was about, and started contributing to the deep and profound analyses of the film's message on social media

#weak hero #donald na #union #weak hero webtoon #gray yeon

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Fuck Me Like You Hate Me

Pairing: Park Jongseong x reader 

Warnings: Meanie Dom!! Jongseong!!!!, strong violence, breasts play, unprotected sex, male talking about wanting a baby, TOXIC RELATIONSHIP, reader has a degradation kink, jealousy, ALOT OF PROFANITIES !! (not proofread)

wc: 1.9k

a/n at the end!!!

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“Putangina mo y/n! alam mo ba ang ginawa mo?!” Umalingawngaw sa buong condo niyo ang boses ni Jay na galit na galit. Ayaw mo man ipakita pero natakot ka sa naging reaksyon niya, ngayon mo lang nakita na ganito kagalit si Jay sayo. Natatakot ka man, hindi maipagkakaila na nalilibugan ka sa itsura niya. Namumula ang mukha ni Jay, lumilitaw ang ugat niya sa leeg at namumula ang kanyang kamao dahil sa pagkakasuntok niya sa lalaking pinagseselosan niya kanina sa Xylo club. Pati na rin ang braso niyang-

“Ano? hindi ka man lang ba magsasalita? Na para kang putang lumilingkis at humahalik sa iba habang kasama mo ako?” lumapit si Jay sayo at hinaharap ka sakanya. Ngunit tinulak mo siya.

“Ano bang pakialam mo? Parang wala namang pinagkaiba yung ginawa mo kanina? Ang sabi mo maupo lang ako dahil sabi mo pagod na ko kahit hindi! Pero kung hindi pa kita susundan sa dance floor ay baka magkantutan pa kayo ng babaeng yon kaharap ng lahat!” Sita mo sakanya, hindi mo na mapigilan magbulalas ng mga pangit na salita dahil sa galit. Kung sa tutuusin ang lala na ninyo ni Jay mag away.

“Kaya ba hinalikan mo si Heeseung?” Tanong niya, mahinahon, na para bang hindi mas grabe ang ginawa niya. At parang kay sama sama mo. 

“Alam mo Jay? Putangina mo, nauna kang gaguhin ako, ayoko na sayo. Doon ka na sa putanginang pokpok na kulang nalang isubo yang tite mo.” Sabay tulak mo kay Jay para umalis, pero alam mong hindi ka makakaalis dahil kilalang kilala mo siya, hindi ka niya hahayaang umalis at hahabulin ka niya.

“y/n, saan ka pupunta? Hindi ka aalis!” Sunod niya sayo at hinigit niya ang braso mo nang mahigpit, tiyak ay magpapasa.

Bilang higanti kay Jay, gusto mo siyang sumabog sa inis at pikon. Gusto mong kantutin ka niya, dahil ilang araw lang rin naman na wala kayong ganap sa kama. Dahil puro kayo away.

Hinarap mo si Jay at nginisihan siya.

“Pupunta ko si Heeseung dahil sinuntok mo siya! At baka sakanya ko mahanap ang hinahanap ko sayo! Baka sakanya hindi niya ko gaguhin!” bigkas mo. Hindi  ka pa nakuntento at sinabi mo ang mga katagang alam mong maguudyok kay Jay para kantutin ka sa paraan na gusto mo. 

“Baka mas malaki ang tite niya sayo, ang sarap kase niya humalik, halatang sabik na sabik sa akin” bulong mo kay Jay.

Nandilim ang mga mata ni Jay nagpantig rin ang kanyang mga tenga. Hindi siya makapaniwala sa narinig, tila sasabog na ang dibdib niya sa selos na nararamdaman.

“Hindi ka aalis.” Sabay higit ni Jay muli sa braso mo, mas mahigpit, mas masakit at napadaing ka.

Sa paraan na pagsasabi niya na iyon ay namasa ang puke mo. Nakakapanghina, nakakaliyo.

Hinila ka niya sa kwarto niyo at tinulak ka sa kama.

“Hubad.” Utos niya. Habang unti unti tinatanggal isa isa ang butones ng kanyang shirt.

Hindi napigilan ng puke mo mamasa sa view kaya pinagdikit mo ang dalawa mong binti.

Napatingin ni Jay sa ginawa mo, alam niya ano ang ibig sabihin niyan, libog na libog kana sakanya. At dapat sakanya lang. Napangisi siya.

“Alam kong ulol na ulol ka sakin, pero hindi ka naman siguro tanga para hindi ako maintindihan, hmm baby?”, panunuya niya.

Umayos ka ng upo sa kama, una mong inalis ang manipis mo dress habang nakatingin sa mga mata ni Jay. 

Sinunod mo na rin ang iyong panty na basa, at naglabas naman si Jay ng tawa dahil alam niya kung gaano ka kabaliw sakanya. Alam niya ang larong gusto mo.

Umayos ka ng higa sa kama, nakadiin ang dalawang hita dahil sa libog gusto mo makaramdam ng friction sa pagitan ng hita mo.

Unti-unti lumapit sa Jay sa kama at sapilitang binukaka ang dalawa mong hita, napasigaw ka sa bigla. Bukakang bukaka ang dalawa mong hita, lantad na lantad sa paningin ni Jay ang puke mong basang basa para sa kanya. 

Tinitigan ni Jay ang muka mong pulang pula sa hiya at kalibugan, pababa sa dibdib mo, tiyan at ang panghuli sa gitna ng hita mo na nanlilimos ng atensyon niya. 

Ngumisi si Jay dahil sa loob loob niya, alam niya na sakanya ka lang ganito kahina, kalibog, sakanya ka lang magpapakantot. Magpahalik ka man sa iba, alam niyang sa bandang huli sakanya ang bagsak mo. Titi lang niya ang may karapatang pumasok sayo. At pareho niyong alam yon. Kahit siya ay ganun din sayo. Pagmamay-ari mo siya, mula kaluluwa hanggang isipan. Tanging ikaw lang ang babaeng nais niya makasiping sa umaga at gabi, at kahit saang lugar sa condo niyo. 

Hindi niya maalis ang tingin sa basa mong hiwa, pero kailangan ka na niya turuan ng leksyon. Dahil hindi lang siya ang galit, pati na rin ang kahabaan niya.

“Jay, baby please…”, pagmamakaawa mo dahil hindi mo na kaya. Gusto mo na siya maramdaman sa loob mo.

Sinubukan mo siyang abutin ngunit binitawan niya ang mga binti mo at lumayo sa kama.

Umangal ka dahil litung lito ka sa mga balak niyang gawin.

“Maghintay kang puta ka”, diin ni Jay habang inaalis ang sinturon niya at hubad ng pantalon niya sabay na rin ang kanyang briefs.

“Tayo.” Utos ni Jay na agad kang tumalima dahil sa kasabikan sakanya. Titig na titig ka sa matigas na titi ni Jay, natakam ka sa itsura ng ulo nito. Lahat ng sinabi mo kay Jay kanina at bullshit lang. Dahil sa totoo lang ayaw mo sa iba. Si Jay lang ang gusto mo. Si Jay lang ang may Karapatan umangkin sayo. Alam ng kaluluwa mo iyon.

Gigil na gigil si Jay sayo kaya sinabunutan na niya ang buhok mo sa tinutok ang mukha mo sa titi niyang umiigting na sa tigas at tuluyan kang mapaluhod. Handang handa na sayo.

“Isubo mo, at hindi ka titigil hanggan’t hindi ko sinasabi”, malademonyo niyang utos.

Hindi ka natakot bagkus ay nasabik ka at agad na dinilaan ang titi niyang tumitibok sa dila mo.

Nagpakawala ka ng halingling dahil gusto mo ang Jay na ganito, malupit at malibog. Pinagdikit mo ang dalawa mong binti for some friction. Your wetness gushing down your thighs

“Ganyan ba gusto mo y/n? Pwes pagbibigyan kita.” Sabay higpit sa pagkakahawak sa buhok mo at diniin ka sa titi niya. You felt his dick on your throat. Naluluha kana pero you like it.

“Putangina ka, ganyan ka kaputa sa titi na to? Ganyan ka kagutom sa titi na pati si Heeseung gusto mong magpakantot? Hmm” Sabay diin pa lalo, bumabangga na ang tungki ng ilong mo sa puson niya.

You shake your head as a protest, kumapit ka sa mga binti ni Jay bilang suporta dahil sa ngawit kana at bumabaon na ang kuko mo sa binti niya.

Binitawan na ni Jay ang buhok mo ang hinayaan ka na gawin ang gusto mong gawing pagsubo sa matigas niyang titi. Ginamit mo ito para huminga at tinutok ang ulo ng titi niya sa dila mo. Sarap na sarap ka sa ginagawa mo. Mas lalong nakakalibog nang tiningala mo ang ulo mo para tignan si Jay na hindi malaman kung saan babaling ang ulo niya, nakapikit at nakaawang ang labi. Baliw na baliw sayo.

“Baby, malapit na ko” sabay diin ng balakang niya sayo. Mas lalo mo pa ginalingan ang pagsubo dahil gusto mo siyang matikman.

His dick twitch inside your mouth, hudyat na malapit na siya.

Nagpakawala si Jay ng ungol na umabot ang tunog sa puke mo kaya nadagdagan ang libog at uhaw mo kay Jay.

“Lunukin mo at wala kang ititira”, he said inbetween breathes. As an obedient slut inubos mo. Your slurping sound ay muling nagpabuhay muli sa burat ni Jay.

Matapos mo lunukin lahat pinatayo ka ni Jay.

“Kama”, utos niya.

Dali dali ka pumwesto sa at pinatungan ka ni Jay. Dama mo ang titi niyang nadudunggol ang puke mo at napaungol ka. Hindi mo na mapigilan at kinikiskis mo na ang sarili mo sakanya.

“Isa ka talagang puta no? gutom na gutom sa tite ang putangina. Kaya mo kaya isubo dalawang tite at once? Kung imbitahan ko kaya si Heeseung, hmm?”, pantutuya niya.

Nainis si Jay sa ideya kaya gusto niya batukan ang sarili, pero kailangan niya panindigan ang galit sayo kahit kanina pa wala ang galit niya nung Nakita niya nakaluhod ka na sakanya. Pakiramdam niya isa siyang hari.

Binukaka pa lalo ni Jay ang dalawa mong hita at dahan dahan minasahe ang basa  mong puke.

“Jay, baby. Please…I need you”, iyak mo sakanya dahil hindi mo na talaga kaya.

Hindi na rin makapagpigil si Jay at jinakol niya ang titi niya sa harap ng puke mo at biglang pinasok ito making you scream.

“Ahh, Jay!” napaliyad ka sa lakas ng pagbayo niya sa katawan mo.

Sa bawat sundot hugot na ginagawa ni Jay sayo ay tinutumbasan mo ng ungol para malaman niya na baliw na baliw ka sa sarap na pinararanas niya sayo.

“F-fucking me, like you hate me, huh?” you moan, legs cramping, and eyes rolling.

“This is what you want huh baby? Making me jealous”, he said as he speed up his thrust in your bruising pussy.

Sa totoo lang mali ang nakita mo kanina. Pilit na tinutulak ni Jay ang babaeng yon palayo sakanya pero sadyang makulit ito. Ang masama pa nakita mo siya sa maling akto. Kaya nasaktan siya na nagpahalik ka kaagad kay Heeseung without hearing his explanation.

Biglang hinugot ni Jay ang matigas pa rin niyang titi at pinagposisyon ka na doggy style, ang paborito niya. Gustung gusto niya nakikita na umaalog ang puwet mo at kung gaano nilalamon ng puke mo ang titi niya.

Your wetness created a ring around his aching cock as he pulled out of you.

Nang nakapwesto ka, face down and ass up walang pasintabi niyang pinasok muli ang matigas niyang titi na nagpasigaw sayo.

“Jay baby please, malapit na ko- hmp!” ungol mo.

Mas nilakasan pa ni Jay ang pagbayo sa puke mo, walang pakialam kung magkapasa man ito mamaya o kinabukasan. Binuhos niya ang inis at galit niya kanina sa pagbayo.

“Eto naman ang gusto mo diba? Yung tinatrato ka na parang puta sa kalsada? How about we try it baby hm? Ill fuck you on the streets? So anyone who will pass by will know how dumb you can be para sa akin.”

Hindi ka na makaformulate ng salita. Too dumb and delirious sa titi niya.

Napaungol na si Jay hudyat na malapit na muli siyang labasan.

“Ipuputok ko to sa loob mo, at sisiguraduhin kong mabubuntis ka, you like that right? Carrying my babies hmm? I’ll make you pregnant baby, so take it all, c’mon.” He moaned in your ear.

Napaiyak ka nalang sa sarap. Nanginginig na ang binti mo at tuluyan ka ng nilabasan sabay ungol ni Jay na tiyak umecho sa buong unit as he came to high high.

Bumagsak ka sa kama sa pagod at ganun rin si Jay sa dibdib mo sabay hugot ng titi niya.

Hinalikan ni Jay ang leeg mo pababa sa suso at sinupsop ang utong mo making you moan.

“Baby, I’m sorry” you moan as  he tiredly play with your breasts

Tinignan ka ni Jay at hinalikan ka sa unang pagkakataon ngayong gabi. Ramdam mo sa mga halik niya ang pagmamahal. Yung tipong ang sakit sa puso dahil umaapaw ang damdamin niyo sa halik na iyon.

“I’m sorry too sweetheart. Pangako, its not what it looks like.” He explained habang nauutal, hinalikan mo nalang siya para matapos na.

Nakatulog na kayong dalawa sa pagod.

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Hello sa mga uhaw kay Jay sana napasaya ko kayo jkehduwhuidfw, This is my first filo smut fic I hope you guys like it. Leave a comment about what you think?? and baka naman pareblog na rin HAHAHAAH ily!!

#park jongseong #jay park #enhypen hyung line smut #enhypen #jay enhypen #enhypen jay #enhypen jay smut #jongseong smut #tagalog smut #filo smut #cici_writes

[bidokja]

Weak Hero Character Names

For those who don't know, the Weak Hero webtoon anglicized a bunch of the characters' first names from Korean to English. They don't do this for newly introduced characters anymore AFAIK, but all the names they anglicized initially have been kept that way.

Since I've gotten a few people asking about the names, so I decided to compile a list of their original Korean names. You can find amost of these on their character profiles on the Weak Hero fandom page, but I figured people would appreciate having a quick reference that is all in one place. Hopefully this helps people learn/connect their original names.

Remember, this is not a full character list, it's for finding the Korean names of the characters that had their names anglicized.

The format will be:

Anglicized Name -> Korean Name (common alternative romanizations will be in parenthesis)

Eunjang High

Alex Go -> Go Hyeontak (Hyun-tak)

Ben Park -> Park Humin (Hoo-min)

Colton Choi -> Choi Hyoman (Hyo-man)

Eugene Gale -> Seo Juntae (Jun-tae)

Gerard Jin -> Jin Gayul (Ga-yool)

Gray Yeon -> Yeon Sieun (Shi-eun)

Phillip Kim -> Kim Pilyoung (Pil-young)

Rowan Im -> Im Juyang (Ju-yang)

Teddy Jin -> Jin Taeoh (Tae-oh)

Daehyeon High

Dean Kwon -> Kwon Hyeokjin (Hyuk-jin)

Jake Ji -> Ji Hakho (Hak-ho | Hagho)

Timothy Park -> Park Taegi (Tae-gi)*

Ganghak High

Jared Sun -> Seon Jongwon (Sun Jong-Wan)

Toby Kim -> Kim Dosik (Do-sik)

Wolf Keum -> Keum Seongje (Sung-je)

Hyeongshin High

Forrest Lee -> Lee Sehan (Se-han)

Myles Joo -> Joo Seungjin (Seung-jin)

Robin Ha -> Ha Minjo (Min-jo)

Sam "Grape" Lee -> Lee Gongsam (Gong-sam)

Yeo-il High

Donald Na -> Na Baekjin (Baek-jin)

Kingsley Kwan -> Kwan Seokhyeon (Suk-hyun)

Yoosun High

Harper "Helmet" Ha -> Ha Huicheol (Hee-chul)

Hugo Yoon -> Yun Hoyeong (Yoon Ho-young)

Jack Kang -> Kang Jeongyeon (Jung-yun)

Jimmy Bae -> Bae Jihun (Ji-hun)

Other Recurring/Relevant Characters

Bryce Oh -> Oh Beomseok (Beom-sok)

Julia Chae -> Chae Yujin (Yoo-jin)

Kenny Ji -> Ji Gwangseok (Gwang-seok)

Lala Lee -> Lee Minji (Min-ji)

Lily Nam -> Nam Jeongah (Jung-ah)

Oswald Yang -> Yang Seonghun (Sung-hoon)*

Sean Shin -> Shin Jeongseob (Jung-sub)*

Stephen Ahn -> Ahn Suho (Su-ho)

Wesley Song -> Song Baekkyu (Beak-gyu)

(* These names weren't on the wiki, so I looked at raws.)

#weak hero #weak hero webtoon #webtoon #weak hero class 1 #gray yeon #mine

[nabichuun]

LATCH

akala ko ba makikibirthday and hangout ka lang with friends? pero bakit ka naka kandong?

💭 Na Jaemin as ur summer fling, smut

‼️ written in taglish, ⚠️ contains explicit content not suitable for minors.

🎧 Latch by sam smith

“Sis, i'm sorry natagalan ako” agad kong sabi pag pasok sa kotse ng kaibigan ko, we’re headed sa birthday party ng best friend ko.

“Okay lang hahaha are we good to go na ba?” she said and started the engine na, you pulled your mirror at nag apply ng lipstick. Sa pagmamadali kanina hindi ka na nakapag ayos ng masyado at buti nalang naka ready na ang susuotin mo para sa event na to. You wore a yellow sleeveless top and skinny jeans.

“Malapit na pasukan….. ” mahina mong sabi. Nanlulumo ka dahil ang lapit na ng pasukan pa rin napupulot ang sarili mo sa slump. Ayaw mo pang mag pasukan dahil alam mo mababaliw ka lang ulit kakaaral. Tsaka being a pre-med student is really hard lalo na pag pokpok ka pa (JOke). 

“Ang layo pa naman ng enrollment? Tsaka akong bahala sayo” your friend said while driving. it’s true, medyo malayo pa naman pero hindi mo lang maiwasan mag alala at ma stress kaagad. 

“Gaga anong ikaw bahala? Hindi ka naman pre med student” tanong mo pabalik sakaniya. You heard her sighed out of annoyance.

“I know someone who can help you, kaya wag mo ng alalahanin yan!” 

Bahala na! I-eenjoy ko nalang to

Nakarating na kayo sa private resort na your friend rented nakita mo na sa pictures ang place pero naamaze ka pa din sa ganda nung place lalo na nung nilagyan ng decorations. You swimmed through the sea of people para makapasok sa loob. Since late ka nakarating ang dami ng tao. 

Agad ding naman nawala ang kaibigan mo, baka umarangkada na

Nabigla ka naman sa mga taong bumabangga sayo, bat kasi ang daming inimbita, kala ko kami kami lang you thought. Nang makapasok ka sa loob ay agad mong hinanap mga kaibigan mo. Agad mo naman silang natanaw kasi they’re the loudest. 

“Oh ayan na pala ang ating late comer”

“Grabe grand entrance anteh”

“shuta ka tara dito i-shot mo to”

Nagkagulo naman ang mga kaibigan mo ng nakita ka nila, wala kang magawa kundi hayaan silang hitakin ka sa gitna at inumin ang shot. 

“Sandali lang, di pa nga ako nakakabati!” pagtaboy sa mga kaibigan mo. pinuntahan mo ang birthday girl at nakipag beso beso. 

“Happy birthday!!!” bati mo sa kanya at inabot ang regalo mo. You hugged your bff and immediately took a selfie para may pang ig story ka. You’re glad na iniwan mo ang gawain mo at pumunta dito. Seeing your best friend happy ay mas rewarding kesa sa pagpapasa ng mga case study. 

You took a seat sa tabi ng bestfriend mo at inabutan ka naman nito ng alak. You took a shot of mojito then nag chaser (hays you and your low tol ass). Anyways your friends started to calm down na din ng biglang nag simula ang kwentuhan. sakto lang naman pala ang dating ko

“No, I'm telling you kasi nakita ko nga” sabi ng kaibigan mo. she’s telling your other friend na nakita niya yung ex nito sa isang kainan with another girl. 

“Yeah alam ko, nag chat siya sakin that day na di siya makakapunta sa birthday ko kasi ate gurl was with him. Dun pa nga ata natulog sa bahay nila para di makapunta si Dom” ohmygod, ang lala

“Eh hindi ba’t two weeks palang kayo wala? Meron na agad kasama matulog?” you said, naintriga ka naman sa chismis. Sa totoo lang drama nalang ng mga kaibigan mo ang innabangan mo. Kumbaga yun na lang ang exciting sa buhay mo. 

“Bakit naman kasi inimbita mo pa, siz ex mo na nga” sabi pa nung isa, na-amaze ka nalang sa karupukan ng mga kaibigan mo. 

“Look despite nung nangyari samin, friends pa din naman kami” she said trying to justify her karupokan. 

di yan kaya ng pride ko

“Alam mo sis ang rupok mo, ohmygod wait lang may guests na dumating babalikan ko kayo” sabi ng bestfriend mo at iniwan ang table niyo, tumango ka lang at nagpatuloy lang sa pakikinig ng drama. 

“I'm glad you guys made it! Thank you” napatingin ka naman ng marinig mo ang bestfriend mo. may kasama siyang pitong lalaki at pinaupo niya to sa katabing table niyo. 

“Salamat sa pag invite, nag dala kami ng drinks” one guy said. they look close. napatingin naman yung ibang kaibigan mo sa mga bagong dating, mga pogi eh. 

“Dibs sa naka green” biglang sabi nung isa, mukang narinig nung kaibigan mo at tumingin naman ito sa pwesto niyo, ngumisi lang ito na parang may masamang balak. Medyo kinabahan ka naman. 

“Hoy i heard that ah, kayo talaga” sabi ng kaibigan mo ng maka balik siya sa table niyo. Natawa lang kayo. 

“I feel betrayed! May kilala ka palang mga gwapo tas hindi mo man lang nireto samin?” bulyaw ng kaibigan mo, you agreed. tama, dapat reto agad.

“Mga gaga, medyo off limits yang mga yan. Challenging sila landiin” 

“Buti nalang i’m always up for challenges”

“Nako tigilan niyo muna kakaisip sa mga lalaki! Mamaya na yan sila! Oh cheers!”

After the catching up and karupokan stories, nagsimula na ang kinakatakutan mo. your friend smirked and spun the bottle of smirnoff sa gitna ng table niyo. As much as you like these kinds of games, it gives you thrill pero being the scaredy cat you are wala kang guts to do the dares.

Unless you have enough alcohol to have confidence, in this case you have too much pa nga ata. Matapos ang ilang ikot at kalat ay biglang tumapat sayo ang bote. Your friends cheered, sinubukan mong itago ang kaba mo sa pag tawa nalang. You saw your best friend clapped to gather everyone’s attention.

“Since minsan lang sumama tong babaeng to sa mga gala natin, lulubusin ko na” she smirked and pointed her fingers to the guys at the other table. 

“Sis i dare you to sit on someone’s lap tas kiss mo sa neck.” Your best friend dared, demonyita talaga. Sinamaan mo siya ng tingin at inirapan mo.

“Kahit sino?”

“Yeah like from the other table, the one you find the hottest!” sabi niya while eyeing the guys na nasa tabing table niyo.

“Gaga ka talaga”

Bilang pinalaki ka ng sexbomb girls hindi ka magpapatalo, you swiftly got up from your seat and made your way sa kabilang table. May pitong lalaki na nag iinuman. A raven haired boy caught your eye. He’s wearing a beige polo with blue leaves patterned around it. there’s a silver chain necklace dangling until his chest, covered with a white tee.

You stopped in front of them, napatingin naman sayo ang iba. Napataas ka ng kilay when the guy didn’t even spared you a glance. 

“Hi, I'm from the other table and uh may dare kasi, if you don’t mind?” You sweetly said. You went to your target and even before you could do anything you heard him say something.

“You don’t want to do that,” he said with a boring tone. You furrowed your brows and confusingly looked at him. Your silent state made him look at you, with an amusing look rather.

“Oh? You don’t know me?”

“Should I?” He’s surprised na di mo siya kilala.

“I see, go ahead, miss do what you want to do,” he said with a smirk. 

“Jaemin gago ka ba baka mak-“

“It’s alright” pag putol ni jaemin sa kaibigan niya at sumandal sa upuan. 

“Let's get this over with” you said at kumandong ka sa sa kanya. You made eye contact with him with a few secs. You’re starting to feel annoyed dahil di na nawala yung smirk niya.

You placed your hands to his shoulder at mabilis mong hinalikan ang leeg niya. 

Bago mo pa man matanggal ang pagkakahalik mo sa leeg niya ay narinig mo ang mahinang bulong nito. 

“you’re a brave one. I thought you would know me but you don't so let me introduce myself. Na Jaemin, I'm the mayor’s son.”

Nanlaki naman ang mata mo at agad kang umalis sa kandungan niya pero di ka maka alis dahil nakahawak pala siya sa bewang mo

“Let go”

“Not when you piqued my interest babe”

You blushed at tinulak mo ang dibdib niya para makaalis ka sa kandungan niya.. Nakita mo naman na he’s staring at you and winking when your eyes meet. Agad ka namang bumalik sa table niyo.

 ohmygod

“Nako yung anak pala ni mayor ang nais!” sabi nung kaibigan mo, nagulat ka naman.

“Alam niyo?!”

“Oo girl”

“hindi niyo man lang ako pinigilan?”

“Sis kasalanan ba namin na you find him hot? Tsaka di naman namin alam na di mo siya kilala” natatawang sabi ng best friend mo. tinakpan mo ang namumulang mukha mo at tumungo dahil sa kahihiyan. 

LORD SANA NAMAN SINABI MO! Nakakahiya! at dinamay mo panga si lord. Tumagay ka at hinihiling na malimutan mo ang kahihiyan na ginawan mo. 

You bit your lip when Jaemin’s scent still lingers in your brain, ang fucking bango. you internally sighed, annoyed by the fact that the mayor’s son still won’t leave your mind. 

Napansin naman ng bestfriend mo ang iyong internal dilemma, and decided to make your night more exciting. 

“Mark! Hey!” Nagulat ka naman nung sumigaw yung best friend mo, he called yung isang lalaki sa kabilang table. The guy stood up and went to your best friend. 

“We’re playing a game, you guys wanna join?”, nanlaki naman ang mata mo ng marealize mo kung ano ang binabalak nito.

“Sure sure, i’ll ask them” Mark said and went back to their table, you silently prayed that they wouldn’t join. Not when you’re still not over to your stupid dare. 

Mark and his friends stood up, with their chairs in hand they walked towards your table. 

“We’ll join, the more the merrier diba?” Sabi nung isang lalaki, he has a bright aura around him. You looked down, avoiding Jaemin's eyes. 

“Guys usog kayo para maka pwesto sila” sabi nung isa, everyone stood up at nag adjust ng seat except sayo. You didn’t bother. 

Nagtaka ka naman when your friend made a big gap between you two, pwede naman siya umusog palapit sakin, bat umusog yun palayo? pero huli na ang lahat ng marealize mo na pinagkakaisahan ka ng mga kaibigan mo. 

You saw a chair beside you bigla, you suddenly felt nervous. fuck fuck baka tabihan ako ni Jaemin. napatingin ka naman ng may biglang umupo sa tabi mo. A mix of relief and disappointment washed over you. 

Hindi si Jaemin ang tumabi sayo, thank god. if you remember correctly siya yung katabi ni Jaemin kanina. You sneakily studied his features.

“Gwapo” you whispered, napalingon naman siya sayo. Your eyes met and he gave you an eye smile. For someone who looks so intimidating and handsome, he looks cute when he smiles. you found his little mole under his eye cute.

Napunta naman sa dare or shot ang laro niyo, para daw mas exciting. Habang busy ang mga kaibigan niyo sa laro ay you and your ‘seatmate’ talked. You learned his name is Jeno and he’s an archi student. 

“Isn’t archi hard and tiring?” You asked, strangely Jeno's soft spoken and fun to talk to. Jeno laughed at your question.  

“It does, sobrang draining lalo na sa plates pu-” 

“OHH JENO MAH FRIEND!” Naputol naman ang pag kwekwentuhan niyo ng sumigaw si Haechan (nag intro kayo kanina para daw kilala ang lahat) napatingin naman kayo ni kina haechan. 

“Ahh ako na ba?” Sabi ni Jeno, ngumisi naman si haechan at bumulong sa katabi nito. Sandali kang tinignan ni haechan at binalik ang tingin kay jeno. 

“Ano dare or shot?” Sabi ni haechan habang hawak ang isang baso na pinupuno ng alak, napangiwi kayo ni jeno. Mapap dare ka talaga.

“Dare nalang” daling sabi nito, ngumuti naman si haechan. 

“5 seconds walang malisya, kiss the one you find attractive” napa-‘ohh’ naman kayong lahat, nagulat ka dahil ganiyang dare pala ang binibigay. You’re too focused kay jeno kanina

“Kiss? Sa cheeks??” 

“Sa lips tayo, ano ka bata pre?” napanganga nanaman kayong dalawa ni jeno.

“Gago” sabi ni jeno at binato ng plastic cup si haechan

“Oh edi itagay mo to” sabi ni haechan at pinakita ang baso na puno ng alak, huminga naman ng malalim si jeno at napakamot sa batok. Bigla namang humarap sayo jeno at nilapit ang muka niya. 

“You’re pretty, can I?” He said while looking at you, you heard your friends cheers naman. Medyo napaurong ka dahil sa lapit ni jeno. 

“Ha?” You said clearly surprised that he chose you.

“You can say no” he softly said. you're relieved na hindi ka niya pinipilit. Pero you glanced doon sa baso ulit at naawa ka naman dahil mukang mamamatay yung iinom nun. You bit your lip and looked at jeno again. 

5 secs lang naman diba?

“Go lang” you said while nodding, you saw the surprise in jeno’s eyes. 

“You sure?” He asked again. You only nodded. 

Jeno cupped your cheeks and softly placed his lips to yours, kissed you for five seconds. After the kiss you and jeno only stared at each other and laughed. Your friends went wild.

“ANG HABA NG HAIR!” 

“AYUUNNN”

“NICE ONE”

“Tangina mo talaga Jeno, kaya sayo ako eh!” Rinig mong sabi ni mark, napatingin ka naman sa gilid as you felt an piercing gaze. 

Jaemin, staring at you. You felt chills down your spine when your eyes met. oh god i forgot about him. you avoided his eyes again and focused on the game. You just kissed jeno pero why the hell you’re thinking of jaemin?

Turn naman ng kaibigan mo na si Marge, you all cheered when her dare was to give someone a lap dance. Your friend confidently stood up from her seat and went in front of jaemin. Mas lalo naman lumakas ang hiyawan when music started to play and gave jaemin a lap dance. 

You don’t know what expression you have right now but you’re definitely staring at them. You saw how Jaemin's smirk grew when your friend straddled his lap. He placed his hands to her hips as she grinds down him. Nakita ka naman ni jaemin na nakatingin kaya he raised an eyebrow to you. well fuck that was hot  

Agad namang nag flash sa utak mo yung nangyari kanina, you silently cursed at yourself because it looks like you wanted to be at his lap again. You tried to distract yourself by eating ice cream. Nang matapos ang dare ay nakita mong kinindatan ni jaemin ang kaibigan mo. 

“SHUTA IBA KA TALAGAA!” Sigaw ng bestfriend mo, agad din namang nagpatuloy ang laro. At palala na ng palala ang mga dare. Mayroong nag chug ng isang pitcher ng alak, nag 7 mins in heaven, momol, at kung ano ano pa. 

“Jaemin pre ikaw na, ano dare o shot?” Si mark na ang tanggero dahil mukhang wala na sa sarili si haechan, halos lahat sa inyo ay may tama na. 

“Dare” he said, napatingin naman ang lahat kay Haechan na mukang nabuhay ulit. 

“Malakas tong si ssob Jaemin eh, sige ssob dare ko sayo momol. Kahit sinong gusto mo” sabi ni haechan. Napatingin naman yung iba sa kaibigan mo na nag lap dance kay jaemin at inasaar to. Nakisali ka din naman sa asaran dahil feel mo siya nga ang i-momol ni jaemin. 

“Sige” mas lalong lumakas ang hiyawan uli ng tumayo kaagad si jaemin, ayun nga lang hindi mo inaasahan na ikaw ang pupuntahan niya. 

“Tumabi ka muna, ako na dyan” jaemin said to jeno, nag titigan lang silang dalawa. Jeno scoffed and let jaemin take his seat. Jeno only smiles at you and moves to another seat. Jaemin took a seat and faced you. 

“I want you, tara?” he said

Tahimik ang lahat, inaantay ang sagot mo. 

“We could do it inside babe if you’re not comfortable” he said, jaemin saw hesitation in your eyes kaya he leaned towards you and whispered. 

“Look kapag sa loob they won’t know kung gagawin natin o hindi, win-win lang to” his deep voice is making you more dizzy, he has a point.

At this moment, you’re on the verge of surrendering yourself to Jaemin. He’s too much to handle. The amount of appeal and thrill he gives you is making you feel hot.

He extended his hand to you at tinanggap mo naman iyon. Jaemin smiled at hinatak ka sa loob ng resthouse. 

“TANGINA GO POKPOK!!” Rinig na sigaw ng bestfriend mo, you glanced at jeno din na may iba ng kausap. 

Sinundan mo lang si jaemin papasok, pag pasok niyo sa loob ay walang tao. Off limits and resthouse kasi nga dito din kayo matutulog mamaya kaya hindi pinagamit sa iba bukod sainyo. Jaemin lets go of your hand at umupo sa couch. 

ahh okay so walang momol?, umupo ka sa tabi niya at sumandal lang din. You mentally facepalmed yourself kasi umasa ka. 

“You look disappointed” he said while looking at the ceiling, natawa ka naman kasi parang he’s reading your mind or sadyang masyadong lang obvious. 

“Yeah, it’s written all over your face baby” he added, napatingin ka naman sa kanya at inirapan mo siya. 

“Bakit mo pa ako hinila dito?” you asked

“Ayaw mo ba?” he replied he looked at you with a smirk in his face, ugh, porket alam niyang gwapo siya.

“Ewan ko sayo, i'm not talking to you” you said at tinalikuran siya. Jaemin only laughed at your childishness

“Why? Were you surprised kanina? Alam you're really brave kanina sitting on my lap and kis-” pinutol mo naman ang sasabihin ni jaemin, i swear to god, this guy.

“what about it?” mataray mong sabi sakaniya, nagulat ka naman dahil pag lingon mo ay tumama ang ilong mo sa labi ni jaemin, the proximity made your heart stop. 

“You look hot, walking confidently to me and just casually sitting on my lap and kissing my neck” he said with a very deep voice. well, fuck it. Bakit ko pa ba pinipigilan sarili ko.

“Oh yeah?” you stood up and sat on his lap, nilapit mo ang muka mo sa tenga niya at bumulong. 

“You find me hot but why aren’t you kissing me right now?” you felt a chill when the tension suddenly changed. Jaemin’s eyes went dark and proceeded to grab you by the neck and kiss you. 

You immediately kissed back and pressed your body to jaemin. You moaned as you became drunk to his kisses, he kissed you so well that you forgot to breathe. Jaemin broke the kiss and smirked when he saw you high on your sex drive. 

“You taste like vanilla” he said and licked his lips, jaemin placed his hands to your waist and pressed you down to him. You bit your lip when you felt something hard down there. You crushed your lips once again but this time you opened your mouth inviting jaemin. 

Jaemin gladly inserted his tongue inside of your mouth, tongues swirling and lips lapping. Jaemin’s mouth tastes sweet that makes you want more and more. You removed his polo and tugged the hem of his shirt. You lifted his shirt up but you heard a loud sound.

Napatigil naman kayo ni jaemin at napatingin kung saan galing ang tunog, napalingon ka naman sa pintuan at nakita niyo si Jeno at yung kaibigan mo nag hahalikan habang sinasara ang pinto. what the fuck

Nanlaki naman ang mata mo ng marahas na tinanggal ni Jeno ang pantaas niya, you saw his toned abs and arms. You bit your lip when your eyes met Jeno’s as he kissed your friend’s neck. 

napahiyaw ka naman ng biglang hinila jaemin muka mo papalapit sa kanya. You shuddered when you met his dark eyes. 

“Eyes on me princess” he said and he grabbed your hair pulled to the side, exposing your neck. Jaemin latched his lips to your neck leaving hickeys and love marks. You close your eyes as you feel the waves of pleasure. 

“You’re giving Jeno too much attention babe. You’re mine first” he whispered to your ear. 

Jaemin removed his shirt exposing his own toned body, he wrapped his arms around you and stood up. You cling to him by surprise, you wrap your legs around him and place your arms around his neck. Jaemin exited the room and let jeno and your friend do their own business while he brought you to the bathroom for your own privacy. 

“Finally” he said, gently placing you at the counter by the sink. You smiled a little when you saw his back when he locked the door. god he’s so broad, explains why he can lift you easily. Jaemin slowly approached as he locked his eyes to you. He placed himself between your legs and sweetly captured your lips again. 

He ran his hands to your thighs up to your waist and to the hem of your top. He hastily removed your top and tossed it to the side. He reached for your back and unclasped your bra. ang bilis tangina He is doing all of that while kissing the soul out of you

“Fuck Jaemin” you whined when he bit your lips, you shuddered when you feel the vibrations of his low chuckle, making you more hot down there. You trail your hands to his wide chest down to his freaking 6-pack abs, you smiled when you saw his bulge aching from his pants. You palmed his erection, you quickly retrieved your hand when you heard him moan. 

“Oh, my princess’s such a tease. I hope you’re ready” he said halatang nabitin sa ginawa mo kanina, you only smiled at him sweetly without knowing that you’ll be wrecked in the next few moments. 

“Hold my hand,” Jaemin said and reached out his hand to you. Dahan dahan mo namang binuksan ang pinto at hinawakan ang kamay niya. Pa-ika ika kang lumabas ng banyo, bakit? Edi dahil sa lalaking nasa harap mo ngayon. You reached heaven because of his fingers and your legs gave up, it was too much. totally wrecked

“Ohmygod put some clothes on” sabi mo sakanya at binato mo ang damit sa mukha niya, tumawa lang siya at inalalayan ka maglakad. 

“What? Don’t I look hot? Tingnan mo naman! Abs!” pilyong sabi niya, inirapan mo lang siya. di naman siya mali

“Ang dami mo pang sinasabi tara na lumabas na tayo, baka hinahanap na nila tayo” pag mamadali mo, pagkatapos ng kahalayan na ginawa niyo ni jaemin sa loob ng banyo ay unti unti ka ng bumaba ng langit at nag sisink in na sayo ang kalandian na ginawa mo. 

Bago kayo makalabas sa pinto ay huminto si jaemin at humarap sayo, he lifted your chin up and placed a sweet kiss on your lips. 

“I had fun princess, tara na” sabi niya at hinila ka na palabas.

“Oh tangina eto na pala eh, ang tagal niyo! Puputok na ata yung pantog ko” lasing na sabi ni haechan, natawa naman kayo ni jaemin ng tumakbo papasok si haechan. Tinignan mo ang mga kaibigan mo, yung iba MIA na at yung iba naman knockout na. 

Inalalayan ka ni jaemin umupo at umupo sa tabi mo, narinig mo naman ang mahinang tawa ng mga kabigan mo. 

“Someone had fun, di na makalakad ah” pang aasar ng kaibigan mo, sinamaan mo lang siya ng tingin at sinubukan mong itago ang namumulang mukha mo sa likod ni jaemin. 

“Rinig na rinig nga namin eh” sabi ni jeno na nakaupo sa kabilang banda, nakapulupot ang braso nito sa kaibigan mo. 

“Pre, rinig na rinig din namin kayo mula sa banyo” sagot ni jaemin, hinampas mo naman siya sa balikat. Pero tama naman, rinig niyong dalawa ang bawat ungol at kung ano man ang ginagawa nila sa sala nun. And not going to lie, you ‘slighty’ got turned on dun. 

“Mga gago alam namin ginawa niyo kahit hindi namin kayo nakikita at rinig, pag pasok kopalang sa loob halata na ang kasalanan” biglang sabi ni Haechan na naka upo na sa tabi mo. tumwa lang kayong lahat nag nagpatuloy na ulit sa pag inom. 3rd round pa daw. 

Kinabukasan ay nagising kayong wala na sila Jaemin, masyado ka na atang lasing para mapansin na umalis din sila nung gabi na yun. Bumangon ka at nakita mong nakatulog ka sa couch. Binuksan mo phone mo at nakita mo naman ang mga text ng nanay mo sayo kagabi. 

You and jaemin didn’t exchange info yesterday, one time thing lang naman kaya bakit pa? Tsaka, halata din naman na he doesn’t want any kind of attachment. hello? Anak ni mayor yun. Di ko din reach!

Napangiti ka nalang ng maalala mo ang ginawa niyo kagabi, Jaemin is definitely that one summer fling that you will never ever forget.

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hello >< can i ask sucking bff!beomgyu while ur parents are home after ur supposedly studying session 😩 in filipino if possible oh my gosh ang lala ng beomgyu brainrot ko thank you 😭

english ver.

summary: bff!beomgyu na sinusubukang wag magingay habang dinadala mo siya sa langit.

kasama niyo si hyuka at si taehyun sa isang cafe habang nagpapatila nang ulan. supposedly, apat kayong magaaral together pero may biglaang gala yung dalawa.

"anong tawag sa magkaibigang nagmomomol?" tanong ni hyuka habang nasoscroll sa phone niya. napaubo naman si beomgyu, para bang affected ito da tajong ni hyuka.

"best friends," sabay na sabi niyo ni taehyun sabay tawa niyo namang dalawa. tinignan lang kayo ni hyuka habang naguguluhan sa sagot niyo. si beomgyu naman ay namumula ang tenga sa tabi mo.

"tita!" bati ni beomgyu na nauna pa pumasok sa bahay mo. sinayaw-sayaw pa nito ang mom mo habang kinakamusta.

"mommy mo?" asar mo dito sabay beso sa mom mo. pinalo ka pa nito sa pwet dahil inaasar mo nanaman so beomgyu.

"oh, why are you here hijo?" tanong ng mom mo sa kanya habang uniinom ng tubig.

"study lang tita. may quiz kasi kami soon." sabi nito sa mom mo. "maggagarden ka tita?"

"ay oo, sige na akyat na kayo doon. dalhan ko na lang kayo ng miryeda later." sabi ng mommy sabat ngiti dito. nauna namang umalis si beomgyu. tumingin ka muna sa mom mo at nakita mong kinindatan ka pa nito.

"komportabelng-komportable ka naman don beomgyu!" sabi mo dito noong buksan mo ang pinto sa study. si beomgyu naman ay hawak ang remote ng aircon habang nakaupo na sa swivel chair.

"of course, nakapagsex na nga tayo dito hindi pa ba ko dapat maging komportable?" pabalang na sagot nito sayo. nilalabas na ang gamit niya sa bag niya. "start na tayo."

napasandal ka na lang sa upuan mo habang pinapanood si beomgyu magsagot nang kanya. lahat naman nang snacks na binigay ng mom mo ay nakain niyo ng pareho.

"tagal ka pa?" tanong mo dito habang tinitignan ang orasan. 45 minutes na lang siguro bago dumating ang daddy mo. lumapit ka pa dito at bumulong, "snacks?"

tinignan ka nito at tinaasan ng kilay. sumandal ito sa upuan niya at inayos ang salamin na suot niya. napairap naman si beomgyu sa delubyong kakaharapin niya.

"padating na daddy mo," paalala nito sayo. alam na ang snacks na tinutukoy mo ay siya. gusto mo siyang papakin.

"so? we had sex naman dati kahit nasa kabilang room lang sila. nothing new!" sabi mo dito. inusag mo ang upuan niya, sapat para makakandong ka sa kanya. nginitian mo ito bago bigyan ng peck. "ayaw mo?"

"gusto," sabi nito. napapikit at kinagat ang labi dahil dumulas sa bibig niya ang iniisip niya. noong buksan niya ang mata niya ay nakita ka niyang nakangisi sa harapan niya. "y/n," sabi nito na para bang nagpapaalala.

"babe, just keep it down. hindi naman nila malalaman." sabi mo dito. sabay galaw sa balakang mo para magalaw mo ang tite niya sa loob ng pantalong suot niya. "miss you."

"miss mo kamo tite ko," asar pa ni beomgyu sayo. siniil ka nito nang halik. ang dalawang kamay ay nasa balakang mo at ginaguide kang para ma dry hump mo siya. "miss you."

yun lang naman ang gusto mong marinig bago ka lumuhod sa harap nito. nakangiti na parang excited ka nang buksan ang regalo sa harap mo. binigyan mo muna ito ng isang kiss sa ibabaw ng pantslon niya bago ito pakawalan doon.

"ano na lang sasabihin ng daddy mo pag nakita ka niyang sabik sa tite?" tanong nito sayo. habang kinokontrol ang hinga niya habang pinapanood kang dilaan ang tite niya. "sanay na sanay sumubo."

"hmm? i mean, edi sasabihin ko na sa ibang daddy muna ako magpapa-good girl ngayon." sabi mo sa kanya. tinutulungan niyang hubadin pa nang konti ang pantalon niya para malaro mo din ang bayag nito.

nagipon ka ng laway sa bibig mo, at tumingin sa kanya. unti-unti mo namang pinakawalan ang laway mo habang titig na titig sa mata nito. dinilaan mo muna ito mula sa base papunta sa ulo kung saan sinwerl mo ang dila mo bago siya jakulin gamit ang kamay mo.

"puta y/n!" pigil na sabi nito sayo. nageecho ang tunong ng pagjajakol mo sa kanya sa buong kwarto. kasama pa nang malalim na pag hinga ni beomgyu. tinignan mo ulit siya noong sinisipsip mo ang ulo nito. ang isang kamay ay minamasahe ang bayag niya.

"mag-aral ka na lang. may gagawin ka pa diba?" tanong mo dito. habang dinidilaan ang base ng tite niya. ang ulo naman ang pinapaikutan mo ng kamay mo.

"fuck, ang kalat." bulong nito habang pinapanood ka sa ginagawa mo. ang isang kamay nito ay inipon ang buhok mo para sa isang makeshift ponytail. ang kamay niya ang nagsisilbing tali nito. "subo mo lahat."

sinunod mo naman ang sinabi ni beomgyu. tumaas ka pa sa pagkakaluhod para mapasok mo lahat sa bibig mo. pumikit ka naman at sinusubukang hindi mag-gag sa laki ni beomgyu sa bibig mo.

"sa ilong ka huminga," paalala ni beomgyu sayo habang tinataas ang ulo mo. tinignan mo siya habang hinihila ka niya. ang isang kamay mo ay nasa bayag pa din nito at nilalaro siya doon.

"sipsipin mo baby," sabi nito sayo noong makarating ka sa ulo niya. na ginawa mo naman. ang isang kamay mo ay kahawak kamay si beomgyu kaya hindi mo majakol ang base niya. "sarap?"

"sarap," sabi mo dito sabay tango habang nasa loob pa ang ulo niya ng bibig mo. dinilaan ni beomgy ang dila niya habang tinitignan ka. para bang isa kang masarap na putahe na kailangan niyang kainin.

"gusto mo pa?" tanong nito sayo. hinihila ang buhok mo para magkatinginan kayo. "nakapagsnacks ka na naman diba?"

"no," pagangal mo dito. nilabas na ang tite niya mula sa bibig mo. at ginamit ang isa para dahan-dahan siyang jakulin. "gusto ko pa."

"ano pati tamod ko kakainin mo?" bulong nito sayo. noong usuog niya ang sarili niya para magkalebel ang mukha niyo. binigyan ka nito ng mabilis na halik dahilan kung bakit nagpout ka pa lalo. "sagot."

"putok mo sa bibig ko beomie," malambing na sabi mo dito. mukha namang nasatisfy siya ng sagot mo. kaya bumalik ito sa dating pwesto niya.

"galingan mo," sabi niya sayo. dahan-dahang sinusundan ang ulo mo habang sinusubo mo ulit siya. biglang nagsnap ang bewang ni beomgyu, dahilan kung bakit nasubo mo siya ng buo.

"asaan si y/n beomgyu?" tanong ng mommy mo dito noong binuksan ang pinto. mula sa pinto ay hindi ka niya kita. may likod ang paa ng lamesa kaya safe ka habang nasa loob ng bibig mo ang tite niya.

tinaggal ni beomgyu ang kamay niya sa buhok mo at inayos ang salamin niya. kinakabahan ito dahil ang nanay nang nakasubo sa tite niya ay hinahanap siya.

"nasa kwarto niya po ata tita eh," sabi ni beomgyu. sinusubukang hindi umungol sa harap ng nanay mo.

ikaw naman ay dahan-dahan siyang sinisipsip. hinawakan mo ang tite niya para maaubuso naman ng bibig mo ang ulo niya. sinisipsip at pinapaikutan ng dila habang kausap niya ang nanay mo.

bumaba ng konti si beomgyu akmang may kukunin sa bag niya na nasa lapag. nang bigla nitong hawakan ang likod ng ulo mo para isubo ulit siya ng buo. ang balakan nito ay unti-unting kinakantot ang bibig mo.

bumaba ulit ang kamay ni beomgyu para pisilin ang utong mo sa itaas ng tshirt na suot mo. hindi ka nakabra dahil hinubad mo ito noong nagpalit ka. pinigilan mong umungol kaya naman sinipsip mo na lang ang tite niya ng mas grabe.

"oh siya, naabala kita. pag nakita mo si y/n pasabi namang tawag ko ha." sabi ng mom mo bago isarado ang pinto.

inusog naman ni beomgyu ang upuan niya at tinanggal ka sa tite niya.

"ganyan ka ba kalibog? sa harapan mismo ng nanay mo chupa ka ng chupa na parang puta?" tanong nito sayo habang tinitignan ang mukha mo. ang baba mo ay punong puno ng laway at precum ni beomgyu. ang lipstick na suot mo ay nagkalat na din.

"lunukin mo lahat ng tamod ko," sabi nito sayo habang tinatapik ang baba mo para buksan mo ulit ito.

pinasok ulit ni beomgyu sa bibig mo ang tite niya at mas malalim itong kinantot. tinuturing niyang parang puke ang bibig mo sa kung paano siya gumalaw.

ang mga kamay mo naman ay nasa loob ng tshirt mo para laruin ang utong at suso mo katulad ng paano niya ito ginagawa.

"fuck y/n," bulong ulit ni beomgyu noong maramdaman niyang lalabasan na siya. "pakita mo muna sa akin yung tamod ko sa bibibig mo baby bago mo lunukin."

ilang saglit pa ay naramdaman mo na ang tamod nito sa bibig mo. mas mababaw naman ang pag bayo niya sa bibig mo, at ikaw naman sinusuck pa din ang tite nito. making sure na hindi mo malulunok ang tamod niya.

"patingin baby," sabi nito noong hugutin niya ang tite niya sa bibig mo. pinakita mo naman ang tamod na nasa bibig mo bago ito lumukin at ipakita ulit.

hinila ka ni beomgyu pabalik sa kandungan nito at siniil ng halik. tinulak nito ang balikat mo para mapasandal ito sa lamesa habang sumususo siya sayo. sa itaas ng damit na suot-suot mo.

"beomie magpapalit ulit ako," asar na sabi mo sa rahan ng pagsuso nito sa utong mo.

"magtutoothbrush ka pa din naman." sabi nito sayo. tinignan ka nito mula sa pagkakasuso niya sayo. "not unless gusto mong halikan ang daddy mo na may tamod ko sa mukha at bibig?"

#txt hard hours #txt hard thoughts #beomgyu smut #txt smut #txt suggestive #txt scenarios #txt imagines

[papersparrows]

🌷 First time kong mag EK for some reason sa tinagal kong nabubuhay sa mundo hahaha. Ewan ko, I think lagi lang talaga akong tinamad sa thought na bumiyahe pa-Laguna para lang magrides before kahit taga south lang din naman ako (pero nakarating sa ibang bansa para mag disneyland at universal ano hahaha). Magbibirthday na kasi mudra at sister ko, magkasunod sila. And eto trip nila this year eh since iilan na lang naman kaming magcecelebrate at ayaw nila magparty nang bongga. And yung sis ko kasi gustong-gusto niya ko mag EK since di siya makapaniwalang di pa ko nakarating doon hahaha. Siya kasi nakailang balik na with friends. So sabi ko sige G kung yan gusto niyo hehe.

🌷 Masaya naman din pala, ang lala nung ibang rides huhu. I was never afraid of heights and dati gora lang ako sa lahat nung extreme rides bcoz adrenaline pero once you reach a certain age.... medyo kakabahan ka na eh HAHAHAHA. Parang di ko kayang ulitin yung drop tower tsaka space shuttle huhu. Pati yung twin spin. Actually pati na rin yung jungle log jam, dun yata ako pinakatakot. Dahil lang dun sa wala kang seatbelt or anything yun yung pinaka nakakatakot na aspect sakin like alam ko namang medyo s****dal ako paminsan pero ayoko namang mamatay nang ganon hello ??? Like wdym kakapit lang ako sa basang bakal tapos yun na yun?! Never again

🌷 May sakit na ko ngayon pero hopefully saglitan lang to. Grabe kasi yung kapaguran buong araw lakad takbo. Naglaro pa kami nung paintball. Di ko naman inexpect na ganon pala yun ????? Ang sakit pala pota ??? Akala ko parang wala lang kasi pintura lang naman as in para ka lang nag water balloon fight. I was so wrong!!! Hahaha. Pagkabili ng tickets nagulat ako pinapirma ako ng waiver 😭? Then nag explain na yung marshall kung anong gagawin jusko ginusto kong magback out pero too late na HAHA. Masaya naman!!! Sabi pa nung marshall samin kinakabahan daw siya panoorin kami kasi ang tatapang daw namin puro sugod hahahaha. Anyway ang sakit matamaan nung bala parang bato.

🌷 Bago nagclose yung park, sumakay kami dun sa rio grande. Nakasakay na silang lahat tapos sabi ko pass muna ako since super sakit na ng katawan ko. Kaso umulit sila at gusto akong isama kasi ang daya daw dapat daw mabasa din talaga ako. Sila pa nagplano kung san ako uupo, so yun sakto sakin buhos nang buhos yung tubig. Basang-basa yung dress ko after ang haba pa naman ng dress ko so super kadiri and uncomfortable natulo pa nga HAHA. May dala akong pamalit, kaso ayaw pa nilang magpalit ng damit since paclose na park gusto humabol sa rides last minute. So pinatakbo nila ako habang tulo nang tulo damit ko sobrang wtf!! I do not recommend. Nakakaiyak mumsh hahahah :(( Then sa pinaka last ride namin pumasok kami dun sa Alcatraz na horror house. Actually ayoko talaga kaso mapilit si sister. Tapos di naman kami aware na may mga actors pala talaga???? Eh malala phobia ko sa mga taong nakacostume ng clown, mime, zombie, multo, etc etc!!! Tapos yung in character pa!! As in MALALANG PHOBIA. So sorry nang sorry kapatid ko kaso too late na nandun na kami. Iyak lang ako nang iyak at sigaw the whole time ang tagal matapos. Sobrang bangungot huhu. Nasigawan ko pa yung isang lalaki dun na kasama namin from another group of friends, akala ko kasi bf ng sister ko. Bf kasi niya yung nasa pinakaunahan para di kami yung unang makakaranas ng scares. Eh akala ko siya yung isang lalaki, so sinigawan ko yung lalaki dahil akala ko nga si bf ni sister sa sobrang takot ko sabi ko "MAUNA KA!!!!!! MAUNA KAAAAAAAAAAAA" paulit ulit HAHAHAHA tas saka ko lang narealize di ko pala siya kilala HAHA 😭😭😭😭 so todo sorry ako nakakahiya hahshwjakkskekr.

🌷 So ngayon nilalagnat na ko sa sobrang pagod at takot na naranasan ko sabay naulanan pa hehe 🥲 but it's ok masaya naman!

#pix #diary #me

[beauastral]

Hirap pag naging safe place yung tao. Tapos wala kang friends. Kasi ang lala nung trust issues mo

[nurramadanims]

Proficiat, doc!

Selamat dok,

Alhamdulillah, cuma puji-pujian yang kayaknya pantes aku ucap untuk saat ini. Buat ngingetin kalau semua ini juga ujian, kalau kelulusan dokter ini nggak mungkin terjadi tanpa campur tangan Allah. Allah maha baik, Allah yang punya ilmu, Allah yang nentuin takdir. Di samping rasa bahagia ini, jujur ada sebagian rasa takut untuk menjadi takabbur, bahwasanya semua ini terjadi hanya karena aku. Maka ya Allah, iringi kebahagiaan ini dengan rasa syukur yang melimpah, yang rasa syukur itu dimanifestasikan dengan ibadah yang semakin meningkat, dengan muamalah yang semakin baik, serta kebermanfaatan yang semakin meluas. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Kedua, semoga kelulusan dokter ini bisa membahagiakan orang-orang tersayang. Terkhusus mama, ma naning udah jadi dokter! Untuk bunda dan papa, makasiii banyak yang tak terhingga buat kasih sayang dan supportnya selama ini, buat doa-doa mujarabnya, buat kepercayaan yang udah dikasih ke naning untuk memilih, untuk bisa merantau di Bandung selama 6 tahun, untuk semua uang yang udah papa dan bunda keluarin huhu (semoga setelah kerja naning bisa kasi gaji pertama naning buat bunda dan papa), dan hal-hal kecil lain yang nggak naning ketahui. Walau nggak bisa naning ucapin langsung, tapi semoga kelulusan ini bisa jadi salah satu rasa terimakasih yang bisa naning beri ke bunda dan papa, dan buat kalian bangga.

Ketiga, buat kakak-fina-faiz. Look, your sister turn to be a doctor! Walaupun seringkali kalian nyebelin. Tapi dari hati yang paling dalem, naning-kameng tau kalau kalian juga ngedukung dan doain naning-kameng.

Lalu selanjutnya, untuk teman-teman yang selalu mengiringi dalam perjalanan hidupku huhu. Nitya, ela, hana, pina, adel, febi, riri, edina, nadsur, ami, sopi, icing, arif, drian, eko, iif, farin, huda, akang teteh fk unpad alkahfi (terkhusus ka syaq dan kang ifham, teh encoh, temen-temen kocil 3.1, kocil majalaya, teh sharon, kocil garut, kocil ikm-fm, kocil anak, temen-temen arvagata, temen-temen liqo, tim 8, adik-adik pnk, scome cimsa, warga asipa, warga kos putih dan A3. Nggak ada lagi yang bisa diucapin selain terima kasi banyak yang sebanyak-banyaknya buat kalian. Untuk kalian yang juga lulus di fase ini, proficiat doc! Untuk kalian yang masih berjuang, semangat karena semua akan terbayar pada waktunya. Makasi karena sudah menemani dalam naik turunnya hidup, makasi untuk kalimat afirmatifnya, makasi buat validasinya, untuk selalu meyakinkan keraguan-keraguan, makasi atas dukungannya, makasi udah jadi temen belajar selama berjibaku di sarjana dan koas ini huhu. Alhamdulillah, lagi-lagi hanya alhamdulillah.

Juga tak lupa untuk semua guru-guruku, terhitung sejak TK hingga detik ini. Mama, bu siti, bu tuti, bu lala, bu mila, bu dede, bu nila, bu finta, pak asep saepul, bu witri, bu rosyidah, bu suci, bu ika, ka atina, pak jalil, bu hani, bu hijri, bu rika, dr. fiva, dr. nuning, papanya teh sharon, dr. yuni, dr. eko, dr. hasan, dr. nita, dr. putri, seluruh dokter obgyn garut, dr. ivan, dr. jae, dr. gideon, dr. rico, dr. mulya, dr. deni, dr. elsa, dr. harsya, dr. desi, dr. is, dr. hartanto, dr. ghozali, dr. achadiyani, dr. insi dan semua orang dan para dokter yang telah menginspirasi aku untuk jadi dokter yang baik selama perjalanan ini. Terima kasih banyak bu/pak/kak/dok atas ilmu, dedikasi, waktu, dan doa-doan yang diberikan. Nggak ada yang bisa dibalas, selain doa agar bu/pak/kak/dok senantiasa sehat dan bahagia. 

Untuk keluarga besar. Le nung, mbu amimi, wa luk, keluarga besar timo, makasi juga udah doain naning, alhamdulillah naning bisa jadi dokter pertama di keluarga timo ini. Untuk mami, nenek, ka nanda, yaya, om asnal, mama jirah, pak haji samad, kaka anti, dan keluarga besar sidrap, makasi juga udah mengiringi langkah naning selama pendidikan. Untuk manusia-manusia baik yang kehadirannya mungkin sering dilupakan, mbu yayah, teh rena, teh euis, bi iroh, makasi udah mengurus naning di masa kecil dan dewasa ini. Tanpa kehadiran kalian, sungguh naning nggak mungkin jadi apa-apa. Untuk sosok yang tidak tertulis tapi juga telah berjasa, terima kasih banyak untuk kehadiran kalian. 

Sungguh aku berdoa dan berharap, semoga kebahagiaan ini Allah selipkan keberkahan, Allah iringi dengan kebermanfaatan, Allah sandingkan dengan rasa syukur yang aku panjatkan. Nggak ada yang nyangka impianku dari kecil ini akhirnya terwujud, semua perjuangan, tangisan, keluh kesah, campur aduknya hidup, semua terbayarkan ya Allah. 

Juga semoga tulisan ini menjadi pengingat, di kala susah bahwa diri ini telah mampu melewati ujian yang juga susah, di kala senang bahwa dunia tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya. Semoga diri ini selalu ingat, bahwa di atas langit masih ada langit, juga ingat untuk selalu melihat ke bawah. Semoga hati ini ikhlas dan semangat untuk tantangan lain kedepannya, dan selalu percaya bahwa kita pasti bisa. Terakhir, semoga gelar dokter ini bisa menjadi wasilah untuk kehidupan yang selama-lamanya. Once again, all praises only to Allah SWT.

Tertanda, dr. Nur Ramadani (Bogor, 30 Juni 2023, pukul 13.24)

[dellalalakang]

yjw: up first

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jungwon slowly discovers the pleasures that come with having a partner

contains: what they're doing is sfw! but it contains some spicy talk and some racy action. i guess it's 15+ 

oh hey guys.. what's up?

yjw

For the whole two years I (well, we) spent with Della, I have never once had any sexual thoughts about her. Not even when I heard the hyungs and her go at it like animals in heat.

I know Sunoo did, which is why he went ahead and did stuff after he turned twenty. We made a pact to not lose our virginity before everyone's an adult, and he took full advantage of the loopholes.

Though I don't blame him anymore, because I get it now.

I don't know what it is but a switch turned on. Everything seems different when you're twenty. Especially everything Della does.

"Kiss here?" Della pointed at the side of my neck. This is our first comeback since I turned into an adult, and they want kiss marks on our necks (excluding Niki). Incredibly suggestive and sexy. 

We were initially really against this, but turns out Della would be the one to leave the print, so I guess it's totally fine in the end.

But I'm up first and I've never had my neck kissed. I don't know why I'm so nervous. It's probably similar to a normal kiss, right? 

Right?

"Yup, just there," the creative director nodded. "Maybe have it slightly askew."

"Okay, understood," Della nodded, putting on a burgundy lipstick as the cameraman for our photoshoot sketch recorded her. The rest of the members were all watching from afar, trying to be subtle with how excited they are for their turn. "Ready, Wonie?"

"Mm," I stretched out my neck for easier access. "Della is gonna make a kiss print on my neck," I explained to the camera.

"We're all friends here," Della clarified. "This is just bros being bros," she said in English.

Yeah right, like Engenes (or anyone) is gonna believe that.

"It's just a print," I added, immediately holding my breath when Della's head moved close.

When it happened...

Yeah the kiss itself barely felt like much, probably because it was so short. 

Though as someone who doesn't understand what being ticklish is like, her breath on my neck left a weird sensation. I couldn't decide if I actually enjoyed it since it ended so quick. 

But I wanted more, I needed more.

"Like this?" Della asked the creative director.

"Uhh..." he stepped back and thought of it for a second. "It might be too sexy actually. It's a little too... suggestive– too grown up" he tilted his head. "Will buttoning up his shirt help? Jungwon, can you button your shirt?" from the corner of my eye, I could see the hyungs now openly staring at us.

"I think we have to discard the kiss idea and just switch to vampire bites," the creative director said. "Unbutton them to how it was before and I'll inform the makeup team of the change," damn, I hope the hyungs can control their expressions when the news gets delivered. "Please scrap this from the video," he informed the cameraman before walking away.

"I'll get going now," Della bowed her head and left to join the others.

"What happened?" I caught Sunghoon asking the girl. 

"The kiss thing is scrapped. We're getting vampire bites instead," immediately after, a chorus of 'ahh...'s were heard.

I barely managed to hold in a scoff. It's just one tiny neck kiss, what's the big deal?

If it's just one tiny neck kiss, then why are you wanting more?

Maybe it's good that I was up first.

"Hyung," I approached Jay as he was cooking. Deja vu. "Can I ask you something?"

"What is it?" I looked around to make sure no one was hearing.

"Is sex... that good?" what the actual heck, Yang Jungwon. That was not the question I wanted to ask. "I mean! Not sex! But like– l-like.. is there a reason why the hyuppas are so... horny..?" he let out a laugh and ruffled my hair before answering.

"What's got you thinking about this? Are you having dirty thoughts of Della?" I started to play with the sleeves of my shirt.

"The photoshoot yesterday was just... I don't know... Her breath on my neck like that... It just got me thinking," I shook my head. What is up with me. "Like you were all really looking forward to it and I wondered exactly why and figured it had something to do with... sex I guess?"

For God's sake, Jungwon. Do you know how ridiculous you sound? Your girlfriend left a PECK on your neck and now you're seeking advice from your experienced hyung.. again.

"Ahh, well I think that the intimacy of sex is like no other. The pleasure's great and all, it's basically like jerking off but better," he explained everything without halting his cooking. "The intimacy is what's amazing really. You know how good you feel when you make out Della? It's just that but tenfold."

That's... it? I expected him to go on and on about how life changing it is.

"Honestly I'm the wrong person to ask because I'm not as horny as the other three, but!" he stopped a bit to look at me. "I can tell you that you should start off slow. Based on your question, it seems like you've never even experienced neck kisses, and that is almost entirely innocent. You can just start off with that."

"I know that! I'm not gonna get into it and immediately ask for a..." I didn't know what the word was so I just mimed myself pumping an imaginary penis.

"A handjob?" ahh, that's what it's called.

"Mm! Anyway, I was just mostly curious as to why you guys are always getting at it," he raised his hands in defense after my point.

"Eyy, you should ask Della why her libido's so high too! It takes two to tango, you know– well... at least two in our case," ...gross. "–and for the record, the reason why we were bummed about the photoshoot's kiss cancellation was entirely out of possessive reasons like we just wanted to show off how we're Della's."

Well in that case, I'm glad that I went up first for the shoot.

'Just take things slow, Wonie,' Jay's advise was in mind as I approached Della's room. 'Start with neck kisses.'

Should I approach Della and be blunt about this? Should I just pretend like I'm going with the flow and vibe of everything? I usually go with the former but it's also usually never something racy.

I have to admit that I'm a bit envious of how her relationship with the other members have progressed. Our first kiss took place five months into our relationship, and it was only about a year later that we began to include tongue. We're progressing so slowly that even Niki is moving faster. Way faster.

I think I had this preconceived notion that things like french and neck kisses were sexual acts, and I learned very late that it isn't (always) true. Jay said that it doesn't have to be if they're gentle and doesn't contain any provocative intentions.

Well... what should I do? Do I have provocative intentions?

Am I thinking about this too much? Should I just ask her like normal? Is it too weird though? What if she thinks I'm lame? Does she already think that way becau–

My anxious thoughts were cut short when the door suddenly opened to reveal the devil herself.

"Jesus! 깜짝이야!" Della jumped and placed a hand on her heart. [kkamjjakiya = i'm sure you all know what it means because of jake]

"Sorry! Sorry!" I held my hands up in front of me. "I didn't mean to surprise you, I was gonna knock!"

"No, no, it's fine," she leaned against the door and let out a breath. "What's up?"

"Were you planning on doing something?" please say no, please say no.

"Just wanted to get some strawberry milk, but that's it," oh thank God.

"Can I come in and just chill? I miss you," she let out a smile before coming close to give me a peck.

"Of course, Wonie. I'll be quick," is it just me or does she want me in a different way? Her eyes are looking a little different.

Damn, I guess Sunoo wasn't kidding when he said that everyone has a bit of delusion mixed in them.

As I was left alone for two minutes, I came to a quick conclusion that I should.. start it off? Maybe I should kiss her neck first.

"You're in the mood to cuddle, darling?" Della took a long sip from her drink and joined me on the bed.

"Mmm," I closed my eyes, wrapping my arms around her.

"Do you wanna watch something?" I can feel her gaze on my face as her fingers played with the hair by my nape.

"No," I opened my eyes to stare into hers. "I wanna kiss you though," was that too blunt?

"Eh? Do you wanna try something?" darn... she knows me too well.

Your cover's blown, Wonie. Just come clean.

...nah, I'm just gonna kiss her.

I didn't answer her question and just connected our lips together. Her mouth tasted of the strawberry milk she just drank, and her lips were a bit slick from her lip oil. 

But yet again, the kiss is going slow like it always is. It's usually how I like it but I'm over it now. I want more.

So I decided to take charge.

I gently pushed her on her back and got on top of her, deepening the kiss and adding tongue. I could feel Della hold her breath for a bit, possibly taken aback from the shift.

This is also a first for us. The only time we've ever hovered the other was for performances.

My hands went from her waist to the sides of her face, really getting into the kiss. She hummed and brought one of her hands to my cheek while the other kept their grip on my hair.

Here goes nothing.

I slowly pulled away and immediately started pressing kisses down to her neck.

From what I've observed (mostly from Heeseung), I'm pretty sure that her 'sweet spot' is located under her right jaw. Otherwise why else would they constantly target the same spot over and over again.

I'm not really sure what makes this spot so sweet and I'm also unsure why everyone's is different. I'm guessing it means the person's ultimate pleasure point.

When I reached it, I started to just gave out small pecks which eventually turned to normal kisses.

I could feel that the vibe was a bit awkward based on how tense Della was. It was as if she didn't want me to kiss her neck.

"Wonie– darling," she pat my shoulder. "Give me a second," but before I could fully pull away, Della had already used her strength to flip us over so she was on top. "Lemme try first," and then she attached her lips to my neck, just like that.

She started leaving open kisses from my Adam's apple and slowly travelling towards the right side of my neck. I didn't realise that I was holding my breath until I breathed out when she reached a certain spot.

Again, I'm not a ticklish person by any means but I'm guessing that this is what it feels like.

But it feels amazing. It's what I imagined having your neck scratched as a cat would be like.

It's really, really nice.

Without even realising it, my throat let out a small moan while my body just stayed frozen in place, unable to fully comprehend what was happening.

She relaxed her posture and focused on that one spot, tilting her head to kiss deeper.

I began to let out soft moans after moans as her tongue swirled around the skin. 

"A–ah!" I hissed when she started sucking lightly. "Lala," I start to notice my stiff hands and brought one up to her hair.

"Do you like that, Wonie?" she whispered against my skin. Fuck me.

"Yeah," I breathed out, caressing her hair gently.

"Was this what you wanted to try out?" she giggled in between her kisses. I felt her mouth and tongue circling their way around the area. She wasn't in the exact same spot as earlier but the ticklish feeling was still there.

"Mm," I held my breath as she began to suck some more. I heard her let out a low chuckle.

"Cute," no fucking way.

I immediately placed my hands on her back to turn us over again. Her lips automatically detached themselves from my neck and the surprise was clear in her eyes. Especially when I pinned her hands beside her head like they do in the dramas.

"I'm not cute," I pretty much mumbled. 

I caught a glimpse of myself on Della's mirror and quickly did a double take at the sight.

"Oh my God," I whispered in English, stretching my neck to get a clearer look at the marks she left. This actually happened and is actually happening.

"They'll fade away in half an hour or something. I didn't suck too hard," Della bit her lip.

"Thirty minutes, huh?" I looked to the mirror again. "Now that you've taught me, I guess I can suck a bit harder," I turned back and stared into her eyes.

"Gotta make sure the members know what happened."

I'm really glad I was up first for the shoot.

please i hope my creativity is back and is willing to stay

bonus scene in my first acc!

taglist: @duolingofanaccount @lalalalawon @clar-iii @deafeningballoonpeach

#kang lala #enhypen hard hours #enhypen smut #jungwon smut

[laladellakang]

the triple n chronicles

masterlist | wattpad

— hyung line focused — italics dialogue = english

the sfw version of the legal line's triple n journey

WARNING: LOADS of spicy talk though no actual smut so it should be okay...? if it's too much then i'll move this to the 18+ acc

i…. finished a chapter.. finally

"OH SHIT- It's almost November!" Della sprang up from Jay's chest.

"I know right? Time flies so fast-"

"It's almost triple N!" Della pat his abdomen frantically.

"Ow! What?" the two flinched when Jake suddenly screamed a 'no!'

"We are not joining triple N!" he removed his earphones to fully immerse himself in the conversation.

"What's triple N?" poor Jay was so confused.

"You don't know what NNN is?" Jake asked with raised eyebrows.

"N.. N.. N..?" Jay said slowly.

"No Nut November?" Dake said in unison.

"Wait what?"

"You refrain yourself from nutting for the whole month," Della explained in Korean.

"Ahh.." Jay nodded slowly. "Why would we join that?" he furrowed his eyebrows.

"We are not joining that!" Jake protested again.

"Who said I'm making you guys join? I'm joining!" the two were silent for a few seconds.

"Wait- so that means-"

"THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL YOU'RE JOINING TRIPLE N!" Jake's protest against the guys joining was far more tame than the one for Della's participation.

"Why not?! I failed last year! And I didn't even try for the year before that!" as Della was talking, Jake frantically typed something into his phone.

"Wait wait wait- so you're saying that we'll have zero sex with you for a whole month?" Jay was trying to understand the situation.

"LALA, YOU ARE NOT JOINING 3N!" Sunghoon yelled while barging into the room with Heeseung.

"Why not?! It's just a month!" now the maknaes were starting to get curious as well, filling up the small room. "Ya! Why is everyone here?"

"Why? Why? Why? What's happening?" Jungwon asked curiously.

"Grownup stuff," Heeseung crossed his arms. "Nothing important. Everyone leave."

"No- I wanna know too," Niki made room for himself in the bedroom.

"No no, the adults are having a talk," Jay sat up a little bit.

"Ew. Let's just go guys," Sunoo scrunched up his face and gestured for the maknaes to leave.

"Sunoo should stay though," but Della fed fuel to the fire.

"WHAT?" Wonki exclaimed.

"If Sunoo-hyung is staying then we're staying!" Niki secured his place on Jay's chair.

"Fine! Whatever! DELLA!" Sunghoon's focus was set on one thing and one thing only. "You are not joining 3N!"

"Lala's joining 3N?" Niki tried his hardest to hold in his laugh.

"You know what it is?" Jay was baffled that even his foreign maknae even knew what it meant but he didn't.

"Jay didn't know what No Nut November was," Jake teased his friend.

"You didn't know what 3N was?" Heeseung snickered.

"No- I just-"

"Guys, focuss!" Sunghoon caught everyone's attention again.

"You do realise if you join 3N then all the hyungs automatically join too?" Sunoo pointed to the whole room.

"You don't have to!"

"I can't go back to jerking off!" Jake protested.

"Ew. I'm gonna leave. Sunoo-hyung?" Jungwon turned to exit the room, asking if the other '03 liner wants to join.

"I'm okay," his response made Jungwon let out a baffled expression.

"Ah why?" Jungwon furrowed his eyebrows. "Fine then I'm staying."

"What the-" Sunoo, Heeseung and Niki snickered breathily.

"You don't have to jerk off.." Della went back to the main topic. Her choice of words that were previously foreign to the maknaes caused Sunki to let out a noise of suppressed laughter.

While Jungwon scrunched his face up slightly.

"... I give you my permission," Della continued. It took a while for some of the guys to understand what she said, but Sunghoon was ultimately the first one to realise.

"NO!" he exclaimed with wide eyes. "AH WHYY- NO- KANG DELLA!" he panicked on his own.

"Huh? Wha-" Niki and Jungwon seemed to be the most curious members.

"DELLA-YA!" Jay soon understood and slapped her arm out of reflex. "Eh- sorry," but immediately rubbed the spot afterwards.

"What is it? What is it?" the others got increasingly impatient.

"I want front row seats to Park-Sim please," there it is.

"KANG DELLA!"

Needless to say, the hyuppa line was 'forced' to join Della's silly game.

Even though they don't have to.

(day one)

"Ish- this kid," Sunghoon muttered, one hand holding his phone while the other played with the tips of Della's hair.

"He's so cute," she giggled into his chest.                                                                 "Which kid?" Heeseung laid back down beside Della and rested his head on her arm. "Pfft- he acts like he's not-"

"Noo! Don't wanna hear it! Leave your men talk amongst yourselves," Della raised a hand to signal a 'stop.'

"Sorry, darling," Heeseung apologised. He changes his position so that he was just laying normally.

"Well I should go back to my room-" Heehoon immediately protested and restrained their girlfriend.

"Yunji knows about us," Sunghoon complained. "Why can't you stay?" [yunji: della's roommate for their japan tour, aka their manager. also the one she’s close with]

"To avoid you two from getting horny again?" Della stared up at him. "And to prevent myself from getting horny again too."

"Then let's just lose right noww, it's not like you get a prize from winning," Della leaned back slightly to look at Heeseung. "Or let's just pretend we're still in the game," the oldest tried to persuade her (again).

"Guys- we've been going at it since ten- how many rounds do you want?" Della snickered. "Let's go to sleep. If you've forgotten, we have a concert tomorrow," the two boys whined in unison.

"Relax, you twoo. You guys act like we have sex every day- this will all be over before you know it."

sjy (day five)

The hyuppas were okay during the first day. And the second and the third and the fourth.

Though things started to get rocky for me once we reached the day five mark.

"Jaeyun," Della giggled when I started kissing her neck.

"What?" I asked briefly, focused on what I was doing.

"Triple N, hun," fucking hell- fuck that. "Babee."

Damn I've joined NNN before but trying to win with a girlfriend is tough as shit.

"Della, it's my birthday month," I whined and pulled away for eye contact.

"Jake, you could've argued about this a week ago!" Della whined back. "I would've given you an exception for just that day!"

"Wait- so I get a one day exception?! Like the whole day?!" I can't see myself but I just know that my eyes lit up like a puppy seeing his favourite person.

Like y'know.. when Layla sees me.

"Aww poor puppy... I'll think about it," she pat my hair. "I'll make it up to you though. We can do whatever you want for your birthday sex once December comes." what?!

"But my birthday!" I exaggeratedly pouted.

"We have a show on that day and the day after, Jaeyun," she looked at me with a pointed look.

"YA- HEESEUNG HAD HIS BIRTHDAY SEX RIGHT AFTER THE SHOW," I am fucking desperate.

"Okay! Okay! I'm sorry! Don't cry! I'm so so sorry! Jakey gets an omission- don't cry, I'm sorry," she pulled my head into her chest.

Okay ten days.. Just gotta wait for another ten days, then back for another sixteen.

At least it's better than for a whole thirty.

pjs (day seven)

If anyone in the hyuppa line was gonna win No Nut November, it's gonna be me.

The other guys' sex drive are just insane. They're a bunch of horndogs, I swear.

Though admittedly, this was harder than I thought. I guess I can go on for a month without sex, especially with our busy schedule, but just the thought of not having that choice kinda messes with my head.

Like right now, for instance. I'm going out shopping with Della and even though she's not trying on this dress I'm eyeing, my thoughts are running wild.

It's a strapless, fitted mini dress with a sweetheart neckline and came with matching gloves.

Yo, she's gonna look so good in this. Like for date night and award shows? Or dinner with my parents? Or just no occasion at all but for my (well.. plus six other guys') eyes only?

Why do I have the hottest girlfriend in the world?

I suddenly snapped out of my trance and quickly searched for Della's size. I need to buy it now while she's not looking.

I know it's best if she tries it on but good Lord, I don't have the strength right now.

"A dress, oppa?" ah shit, she beat me to it. "It's so cute."

"I'm buying it for you. No arguments because we're in public," I made my way to the cashier.

"Wait! Oppa!" she held me back.

"We're in publicc," I said in a singsong voice.

"No I mean- let me try it on first!" oh have mercy.

"Oh.. right.." I laughed nervously and handed her the garment.

I had a few minutes to prepare myself before her 'reveal', yet she still got me all worked up.

Over a dress and Della alone.

Shit- why am I wearing these pants today? And who the fuck invented this challenge?

"Here, Della," I handed her my credit card. "I need to go to the restroom."

lhs (day nine)

My strategy is absolutely dumb.

The idea was that if I avoid the things that usually turns me on then I will be all set.

But it's dumb because apparently I get turned on by anything.

I haven't fucking kissed or cuddled her properly for nine days.

Della's a bit upset about it but she understands. This game was her idea after all.

Good thing she has six other boyfriends, huh?

Wrong. Now I'm just left with longing and jealousy.

If you're so jealous then go back to your room, dipshit. Why are you in Niki's room, watching the two cuddle and joke around?

"Hyung, you wanna join?" Niki looked over to where I was sitting. "You're glaring," he laughed.

Oh am I?

"No no," I shook my head with a sigh. "Just enjoying watching you two being a couple," I definitely intended the slight shade.

"Oppa, come here! Let's cuddle!" Della so innocently exclaimed.

She's so darn cute. How can anyone resist her?

You, Heeseung. Focus.

"Nah, I'm good," I crossed my arms.

"Pweasee?" LEE HEESEUNG. HOW DOWN BAD ARE YOU?

"You know what? I'm gonna retire for the night. It's been a fun time guys, good job today," I made my way towards the bed to give Della a good night peck on the lips and head. "I love you, good night."

Then because Niki's head was right there, I unconsciously pecked his head too.

"Uhh... Good night too, Niki. Love you," I pat his head awkwardly afterwards.

Well that cured my boner.

psh (day ten)

"Guys, we need to make Della lose this thing," I have gathered the hyuppa line in my room for an important meeting. "I can't take it anymore."

I knew that my libido was quite high but I didn't expect 3N to be this hard. It was never this hard in previous years.

Well to be fair, I've never actually won 3N before.

But that doesn't matter. I wasn't even thinking of joining this year.

"Bro, you don't think we've tried? She ain't budging," Jake pulled the blankets up higher. "Do you know how hard it was to convince her that it was my fucking birthday month? My birthday!"

"Damn- doesn't Della have a high sex drive or something? Why is she trying so hard to win this?" Heeseung leaned back on the sofa and manspreaded for comfort.

"That's why we need to work together! If she loses 3N then we can all just call this off, right? None of you actually wanna win this... right?" I gave them all a look.

"Do we really not get anything if we win? If so then I'm done with this," Jay scrunched his face. "This thing is dumb. I'm only joining because I'm kinda forced to."

"We're all forced to," Jake, Heeseung and I said in unison.

"Okay then this is my plan!" I exclaimed. "Lets just seduce her so bad that she just can't take it anymore!"

"What if it doesn't work?" Heeseung asked.

"It has to," I said simply. "I don't give a shit who succeeds- I just want this over."

"Ah! Then-" Jake sat up on his bed. "I have an idea. Let's just make our triple N a competition on who can get Della to lose," not a bad idea at all actually.

"Oh that sounds good?" Heeseung chuckled.

"That's gonna be fun," Jay laughed.

"Uh uh, let's do that," I agreed. "Let's call Della and tell her real quick," I reached for my phone.

"Here here, I'll do it," Jake couldn't hold back his grin.

"Wait- do you have an ulterior mot-" Jay was cut off by Della's voice on speaker.

"Hello? Jaeyun?"

"Uh- Della, where are you?" Jake placed his phone nearer to us.

"The hotel room.. Why?"

"I'm with Heeseung-hyung, Jay and Sunghoon. We had a little discussion and came to an agreement," the three of us just watched and let Jake tell her.

"Mhmm?" damn she's so hot.

I wanted to slap myself for being so down bad for her but after seeing the looks on the other guys faces, I realised that I am not as embarrassing as them.

But I mean- we have been quite deprived.

"We decided that our triple N will be a competition on who can get you to lose first," Della was silent for a few moments. "'Cause to us, it's just more rewarding."

I furrowed my eyebrows at Della's lack of response. Is she mad at us? Did she not like the idea?

"Hello?" Jake questioned.

"Jakey, are you on speaker?" Della asked.

"Yeah, we can hear you," Jay spoke up. We all looked at each other in confusion. Is she actually upset?

"Guys... How do I put this..." I'm sure we all felt a bit nervous. "I... lost..."

"WHAT?!" we didn't mean to be so loud but it just came out unconsciously.

"Alone?!" Heeseung asked with wide eyes.

"Uhh..."

"Sorry hyungs," we heard a familiar voice answer.

No fucking way.

"WITH SUNOO?!" "KIM SUNOO?!" "WHAT?!" "SUNOO-YA?!" all four of us said altogether.

"I'm sorry guys but it just sort of... happened.." Della 'explained'. "I didn't even realised that I los-" I picked up Jake's phone and cut her off.

"Della. My room. Right fucking now."

if you're over 18, please look forward (but i'm not sure when i can post or write it) to the nsfw version on my other account

requested: — the legal line's no nut november journey

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#kang della #hyuppa line #8th member of enhypen #enhypen 8th member #enhypen ff #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #enhypen x oc #enhypen added member #enhypen eigth member #enhypen female addition #enhypen female member #enhypen oc #kpop added member #kpop oc #enhypen female oc #enhypen imagines #enhypen poly fic #enhypen poly

[wonieily]

~ My Only Love ~ ⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹

genre :- Rom-com ; Highschool au | pairing :- Kang Taehyun x reader | wc :- 307 warnings :- nothing except tooth-rotting fluff & stupid, corny chemistry jokes ! written from Taehyun's point of view ! (a/n :- inspired by my friend's cute lil' crush)

⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹

⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹⊹ I waved at her as he walked past, yelling her name. She turned around, flashing her bright smile as she spun on her heels and waved, yelling " Hey !". ' So cute ' I thought to myself before I could help it. Almost instantly, I reprimanded myself for such thoughts. ' She's just a friend, ' I told myself, shaking my head. ' Even if you want ir to be something more, it'll never happen. Let that sink in. ' " Taehyun, what are you thinking about ?" " Nothing much, just the upcoming chemistry test. I do hope it is easy. " " Oh Tae, with how smart you are, any test will be easy for you ! Anyways, you wanna hear a chemistry joke ? " " Sure ! " I agreed easily, as though I ever had a choice to refuse. " Okay." she cleared her throat. " Do you have a high concentration of Copper and Tellurium ? " I tilted my head, slightly confused . " Because you're so Cute ! " A slight blush rose to my cheeks. " Aw, you're blushing ! So cute ! " she cooed at me. I averted my gaze, huffing under my breath. Her soft giggles filled the area. determined to get back at her, I set my gaze back on her. " Oh, you think you got me ? " " Duh ! You were blushing ! " she chimed. " Listen to this one. " She bent forward, all her attention on me. I exhaled a tad bit heavily. " Oh ! I'm burning up ! " Swaying slightly dizzily, I knocked my knees together. " Tae, wha- " " Cause I'm white phosphorus and you're hot. " I winked at the end, wrapping up the little melodrama with a pretty bow. As I glanced at her, she blushed. " Taehyun, you idiot, you gave me a scare ! I thought something was actually wrong. " she grumbled as I laughed aloud. "Anyways, I have class, I ought to leave. Bye ! " she waved once and was off on her way. She hurried away and was soon out of view. I turned around and clasped my hand over my heart. ' Oh girl, ' I thought to myself, sighing softly. ' You gave me confidence but made me wish you gave me your love. ' Smiling lovingly, I skipped back home. tagging : @lola-lala @reaperhwa @renjuunsz @misscalcutta @yugiaiai @effulgentfireflies @sunoo-bby

i hope anyone who reads it, likes it ! and no plagiarism please !

#taehyun x reader #taehyun imagines #taehyun fluff #tomorrow x together #Kang taehyun #kpop x reader #kpop flufff #first fic ever bby #<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

[chlodoll]

i was just trying something here and the week is now over (this was also getting longer than expected)

random thoughts of the week 😮‍💨

that song from north west is so catchy i can’t lie! it’s your bestie ~ miss miss westie ~~~

tiktok shop is really ruining the experience on there

andrew and emma broke up over a decade ago .. please get it together stop the lala land edits i beg

idk if those summer fridays lip balms are worth $24

i need to start watching sports these men are always fighting

selena selena selener… oh girl hahahaha

are kids really in 8th grade unable to spell their own names? what is going on?

still hate a man with a podcast mic

i really have no memory of fantasia and jennifer hudson being on the same season of american idol… i thought they were on different ones? you mean jennifer wasn’t a winner but won in the end?! oh i know that’s right!!

i’m actually shocked kylie didn’t walk the carpet at a wonka premiere yet she was there for most of them?

pardi is 40??? he has a kid???????

they did WHAT in the senate hearing room!!!!

suki still has that photo up on twitter cropping nabiyah out? oh she’s a nasty one and stands by it

and fuck south korea for not giving bts that exemption! giving it to people for playing fucking video games! are they insane?!

ariana needs to just rest and revamp rem beauty OR let it go

both of those rings are hideous

the day james gunn stops coming online and fact checking every damn thing is the day i know peace

these white boys of the month are more in the gutter each time. bring back the heartthrob!

seeing those pics of emma stone from behind with that long black hair for poor things is actually the thing convincing me to watch. idk what it’s about otherwise but that hair!

i never really felt deeply about veneers but zendaya should never get them. she has to keep the toof

it’s been time to recast kang

i really do love the bow trend. that one is really cute

i just want zac efron to be happy

how are they mad at people keeping up with tz and call us weirdos who only like tom and don’t like z when they get majority of their z news from here… if we didn’t like her how does that work? if they really thought we were the weirdos why are they here too?

book authors making fake accounts to leave 1 star reviews? on goodreads? wtf

i would love for meghan and megan to meet

i’m shocked people like the movie the holiday so much. even more that people loved the jack and kate relationship. i must’ve tuned them out each time i watched cause i have no idea how they happened

bridergton will be cancelled before they get to all those love stories. they gotta start doubling up. and shouldn’t have changed the order

drake and camilla cabello? please be serious!

why are they even releasing aquaman in theaters?

sydney sweeney is suddenly styled incredibly well

where is simone ashley casting news

the 9 month cruise on a boat from 2003 sounds like a bad idea

who was that white man who instantly became more attractive saying that grown woman by beyoncé was his favorite song by her?

when are they announcing spider man 4?

what did charles say to get them to totally ruin the crown? they were on his neck before. claire foy didn’t work her ass off for them to end the show like that

my reading goal is going to be 40 next year i’m over this

[mauvevlinder]

GANDANG LIWLIWA, SAN FELIPE, ZAMBALES

Tuwing sasapit ang tag-init, Liwliwa, San Felipe, Zambales ang takbuhan ng mga nais magpalamig. Sapagkat ito ay may malaking parte ng anyong tubig na siya namang ipinagmamalaki ng lungsod at dahil din sa kaakibat nitong mga magagandang tanawin at nakakarelaks na tunog ng hampas ng alon ng dagat. Ito rin ay kilala dahil sa maganda nitong sunset at kilala rin itong isang surfing spot ng mga eksperto pati na rin ng mga baguhan at kung nagnanais kang maranasan na ikutin ang dalampasigan mayroong ATV bike adventure na maaring rentahan.

(Ang larawan na ito ay galing sa https://www.rome2rio.com/map/Dinalupihan/Zambales)

Dalawang paraan ng pagbiyahe mula Dinalupihan papuntang Zambales

BUS - 2 hours and 26 minutes

DRIVE - 1 hour and 31 minutes

Ang plano naming magkapatid na pagbisita sa Liwliwa, San felipe, Zambales ay biglaan lamang, ninanais lamang namin bumisita sa lugar ng isang araw. Kaya habang bumabyahe ay naghahanap na rin kami ng lugar na tutuluyan pansamantala sapagkat halos lahat ng mga hotel sa lugar ay kinakailangan muna ng reservation at hindi nirerekomenda na mag walk-in. Idagdag din ang pagbuhos ng ulan na hindi namin inaasahan, kaya kami ay nagdadalawang isip kung itutuloy pa ba namin o hindi sapagkat inaalala namin ang aming seguridad sapagkat madulas ang kalsada at hindi namin batid ang dulot nito sa aming kaligtasan. Ngunit sa huli ay napagdesisyunan naming ituloy at mag-ingat na lamang sa pagbyahe.

Sa pagdating namin sa bungad ng lugar ay ang pagharang sa amin ng mga tourist guard na siyang nagtanong sa amin kung saan kami galing at kung ano ang aming pakay. Hiningan nila kami ng entrance fee dahil ito raw ay regulasyon ng departamento ng turismo para sa pagpapangalaga ng kapaligiran at pagpapanatili ng kaayusan nito. Sumunod ay ang paghahanap namin ng aming tutuluyan, kami ay nahirapan sapagkat ito ay na sa kabilang dulo ng aming lokasyon. Ang lugar din ay hindi sementado at dahil nga sa pagbuhos ng ulan ay mayroong nabuong mga putik at baha. 

Nang amin ng pinasok ang compound ng aming tutuluyan bumungad sa amin ang nipa hut, lababo, paliguan, kusina at bahay kubo. Dahil tatlo lamang kami ay isang nipa hut lamang ang aming nirentahan. Napansin namin na parang ginawa ang lugar na ito sa makalumang paraan at tradisyonal. Kulang din ang mga gamit gaya ng pang kusinang kagamitan at kabinet na lalagyan ng aming mga kagamitan o damit. Sa pagpasok namin sa nipa hut ay maliit lamang ito ngunit kasya naman kaming tatlo at pwede na rin tuluyan pang isang araw. Wala ring internet ang lugar at signal kaya kung nagnanais ka ng pahinga malayo sa syudad at mga tao ang lugar na ito ay para sa iyo. Noong kami ay nakapag-ayos na ng aming mga gamit ay pinuntahan namin ang dagat at naligo sumandali ngunit hindi kami lumayo sa dalampasigan sapagkat napakalakas ng mga alon. Pagkatapos naming maligo sa dagat ay bumalik din kami sa aming tinutuluyan upang makapaghanda sa hapunan.

Dahil nga biglaan lamang ang pagbisita namin ay wala kaming baon na pagkain kaya napagkasunduan namin na lumabas at maghanap ng makakain. Dahil ang lugar na aming tinuluyan ay halos sa dulo na ng lugar ay mahaba at matagal na lakaran ang aming ginawa, idagdag din ang baha at putik na sumalubong sa amin sa paglalakad. Ang una naming pinuntahan ay ang carinderia ni Mommy Phoebe ang mga pagkain na hinahain nito ay lutong bahay at mga ihaw-ihaw gaya ng isaw, betamax, at barbeque.

(Ang larawan na ito ay galing sa restauranguru.com)

Kasunod na aming pinuntahan ay ang Kapitan’s Liwa, ang mga pagkain na hinahain nito ay mga pasta, filipino food, pastries at american food.

Bago kami bumalik sa aming tinutuluyan napagdesisyunan ng aking ate na pumunta sa dalampasigan upang maglakad at pakinggan ang tunog ng alon ng dagat. Sa aming paglalakad ay nakita namin na may bukas na bar malapit sa dagat na may pangalang Bangan Beach Bar kaya naman amin itong pinuntahan at bumili na rin ng inumin. Kami ay nanatili sumandali at nanood ng lalaking sumasayaw habang may binubugang apoy, sa pananatili, amin itong kinagiliwan at kinamangha. Pagkatapos nito ay bumalik na kami sa aming tinutuluyan upang magpahinga at gumising ng maaga para pumunta sa dagat.

Kinabukasan kami ay gumising ng maaga at naghanda para sa almusal. Kumain kami ng almusal sa Fely’s store and Canteen mayroon silang iba’t-ibang bariyasyon ng almusal gaya ng tuyo, tocino, at spam. Mayroon ding silang libreng kape na ibinibigay.

(Ang larawang ito ay galing sa Tripadvisor.com.ph)

Pagkatapos naming mag-almusal ay naglakad ulit kami ng matagal papunta sa dalampasigan at naligo sa mababaw na parte ng dagat. Mga bandang 10am ay umahon na kami at bumalik sa aming tinutuluyan upang makapaghanda na sa aming pag-alis sa lugar.

Isama ko na rin ang aking karanasan sa mga residente ng lugar na siya namang napakabait at matulungin sa mga turista. Sila ay maasahan at mapagkakatiwalaan. Banggitin ko rin ang mga turista na siya ring nakakagulat na masayang kasama, kahit na hindi namin sila kilala ay may respeto at pagpapahalaga silang ipinapakita. Marami rin silang kwentong dala tungkol sa kanilang karanasan sa buhay. Nakakatuwang isipin na kahit hindi namin kilala ang aming mga nakasalamuha ay may kabutihang loob silang ipinakita.

Sa pagtatapos ang aral na aking nakuha mula sa aming karanasan sa pagbisita sa Liwliwa, San Felipe, Zambales ay napakahalagang magplano sa lahat ng okasyon, dito ko nabigyan ng importansiya ang pagplaplano ng detalyado at mayroong back-up na plano kung sakaling may mangyaring hindi inaasahan. Bago rin pumunta sa lugar na nais puntahan ay dapat na alamin ang panahon sa araw na iyon at iayon ang kasuotan at gamit na dadalhin upang masaksihan at maranasan ng mas malaya ang lugar para rin makapag hanap ng lugar na matutuluyan na pasok sa inyong standards. Akin ding isasama na magdala o magbaon na lamang ng pagkain imbes na bumili sa labas sapagkat may kataasan ang presyo ng mga bilihin sa lugar. At panghuli, kung ninanais ninyong bisitahin ang Liwliwa nirerekomenda kong puntahan ninyo ito sa panahon ng tag-araw upang maranasan ninyo ng mas masaya ang paglalakbay.

#Liwliwa San Felipe Zambales #travel blog

[ladyelainehilfur]

Hii I hope you are doing well, I have 2 questions. Do you know where the July ship came from? ( No hate towards it I'm just curious) and how do we know that jimmy has a grandma? Is that a head cannon thing? ( Again no hate just curious).

Hi!

So July (Jimmy x Lily) is a ship I came up with. Lily is my favorite character and although she has a canonical crush on Gray, I'm personally not invested in that ship. I was thinking about who else Lily could be paired up and if she'd ever consider dating someone from the Union.

Actually, this is exactly what happened:

The first time I wrote them as a couple was in "With Extreme Prejudice, Julia", where they're college students who've been dating since high school. I really enjoyed writing their dynamic as a couple so I decided to keep going lol

Though they've never interacted in the series, Lily's circle of friends definitely overlaps with Jimmy's. You can especially see this when Julia and Lala went on that double date with Jack Kang, Jimmy's best friend. I think it's a matter of luck and timing before Jimmy and Lily meet. Even if they don't, that hasn't stopped me from shipping them 😂

I've always been a big believer that Lily is both sweet and able to handle people who mess with her (this is canon now!!). Jimmy is a obviously a giant jerk, but he has a soft side for the people he cares about. I don't think they'd get along once they met, because they have such wildly different moral codes. But the one thing they have in common is their unshakable loyalty and hard-headedness. Lily was fully prepared to confront a group of thugs to save Julia; Jimmy isn't even on her radar 😌I admit it'd require Jimmy going through some character development, but I think he'd come to respect her strong will and even admire it.

And really, no one can convince me he wouldn't be down bad once he saw her kick someone's ass.

As for Lily, she has a thing for pretty faces and Jimmy isn't bad-looking. She wouldn't "fix" Jimmy to make him the perfect partner, but she'd influence him to be a better person. In return, Jimmy would let her know that sometimes, violence *is* the answer /hj

Anyways onto your second question: I haven't heard of Jimmy having a grandma and I haven't written (or read) any fanfics where he does. The closest thing I can think of is my Cowboy AU where Jimmy has an uncle named Eunjin who runs a ranch. Uncle Jin is an original character and he's not inspired by anyone in the series.

However, I think you may be referring to Stephen in this case! In the Weak Hero: Class One k-drama, Stephen made a promise to his grandma to have perfect attendance at school.

#ask #answered #weak hero #july #jimmy x lily #sorry for the essay btw #just decided to make this the official reference to why I ship it in case anyone else was wondering