#just barely awake thoughts

[just-barely-awake-thoughts]

hot take

Misandry, misogyny, and transphobia are all rooted in patriarchy. Radfems miss this entirely because the only thing they care about is misogyny, MRAs miss this entirely because the only thing they care about is misandry. Intersectional feminists often recognize the interconnected nature of the three and are fighting to dismantle all three at the root - patriarchy. If radfems and MRAs understood that we're all fighting to dismantle the same root issue, we could get a whole hell of a lot more done.

#jbat #just barely awake thoughts #hot take #misandry #misogyny #patriarchy #transphobia #kinda wanna make a political cartoon about this #im shit at drawing but im sure i could make it get the point across #might try it #i'll rb this post with the cartoon if i do make it #we really should be on the same side here but radfems and MRAs are too caught up in trying to only solve their own problems to realize that #radfems are just woman mras and you can't change my mind

[dysfunctionalcreature]

just rewatched Dune Part 2 and noticed something, when Feyd Rautha enters the area for his birthday fight, and after he wins the fight, the people in the audience of the arena are chanting his name in a very rhythmic and quite frankly terrifying way - "Feyd Rau-tha! Feyd Rau-tha! Feyd Rau-tha!"

And after Paul kills Feyd Rautha, takes Irulan's hand in marriage, and declares war on the great houses, the Fremen people around Paul begin to chant - "Lisan al Gaib! Lisan al Gaib! Lisan al Gaib!"

They chant for Paul with the same rhythm and ferocity with which the Harkonnen audience chanted for Feyd Rautha earlier in the movie. If that doesn't show Paul's transformation and loss of humanity then idk what does

(also FeydPaul parallels in general yessssss I love every connection between these two fucked up boys, it's tragic that they barely even get ten minutes of screentime together)

#if this is incomprehensible it's because I'm barely awake falling asleep as I write it #sorry but not sorry bc i just really needed to get my thoughts out #dune part 2 #dune #paul atreides x feyd rautha #paul muad'dib #paulfeyd #paul atreides #feydpaul #feyd rautha #feyd rautha harkonnen #dune 2 #dune meta #dune analysis

[passive-poet]

ok something I don’t like about the TV show is that so far, Annabeth has been portrayed as a total creep. In the books, she just seemed more like this chaotic bird that enjoys human-watching. Like she pops in, says whatever intrusive thought comes to mind, then runs away because she’s needed for something else.

#percy: *just barely awake* #book annabeth: hey are you my ticket out of this place? oh shit nvm someone’s coming here have some pudding! #tv show annabeth: *in disgust* you DROOL when you SLEEP #book annabeth: oh hey btw you drool when you sleep just thought you should know ok gotta go byeeeeeeee #percy jackson #annabeth chase #pjo disney+ #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #rick riordan #pjo adaptation #pjo tv show #pjo series #percabeth #leah sava jeffries #book annabeth vs. tv show annabeth #walker scobell

[vladdyissues]

Picturing medieval Plasmius, looking like Maleficent, this 6’3” statuesque queen of darkness, killer eyeliner, with a band of snorting, ugly (cute), gobliny little ghost minions to keep him company.

Something something he busts in on Danny’s christening (Jack and Maddie have no idea who this maniac is, though he kinda resembles their old roommate) and curses the boy before leaving in a dramatic flash of pink flames and swirling cape.

Sixteen years later Danny meets a handsome, charming man named Vlad Masters who has the same weird supernatural quirks as him…

#well. this is basically how it went in canon #danny phantom #vlad plasmius #vlad masters #sleeping beauty au #maleficent #just dp thoughts #i was barely awake when i made this post #could be pompep or badgercereal take your pick

[alterouslyinlove]

me when i have the same little daydream all the time and i just wish it would be real ☹️☹️

#🌀 #my demolition lover <3 #something something lying in bed next to each other barely being able to stay awake but we don’t want to stop talking so we’re just lying #there together peacefully #and eventually we fall asleep cradling each other and it’s so peaceful #fuhk you im touch starved let me live #mlm yearning #alterous yearning #achillean #mlm #mlm thoughts #gay yearning

[hannah-heartstrings]

There's so many things I wish I could do, so many things I want to make, so many ways I wish I could help someone else, but simply surviving takes all my energy sometimes.

#chronic fatigue #chronic illness #depressive #sorry #i usually try not to be negative on here but i've been getting worse probably due to barely being able to sleep #and i don't know how to fix it #i just lie awake for hours every night #and i feel like i'm wasting my life being tired 😭 #tw depressing thoughts

[iniquity-fr]

notn ending before january in general has got me fucked up but i especially just get so confused when they write that something ends on X date bc it makes more sense to me that the end date should be the last full day to participate in the event instead of haha fuck you actually it ends at 6 in the fucking morning and you don’t actually get to play the event that day. and thats not really fr’s fault so much as im just stupid i guess but it just throws me off so much literally every single time

#does anyone else experience this same confusion or am i uniquely dumb in this regard #sorry im just annoyed w myself bc ive had kind of a miserable day and barely touched fr #thinking ah well i can hardcore grind tomorrow for the end of the event!!!! #except no i cant bc it’ll be over before im even awake #i thought it was ending 6am on the 1st….

[outer-edges]

me in my free time: *voraciously engages with media analysis in the form of short&long form video and written content* *writes entire document summarizing the plot points of barbie as they fit into the heroine’s journey* *spends almost every free moment writing or thinking about writing or engaging with visual media* *will turn every conversation into one about media analysis*

me on the first day of film class: i like the way it’s shot 🫤

#TO BE FAIR #I’m not saying I’m an expert or anything cuz I’m far from it #my professor asked about the last movie we saw #which was the shining #and I simply Do Not care about the shining #because I’ll do a frame by frame analysis of atsv but i could barely stay awake during the shining #what was that movie even saying dawg #someone tell me without using the word shot or cinematography and ill listen to u #or tension #BRUH I GET IT. ITS BUILDING TENSION. AND THEN WHAT. #AND THEN WHAT. #the funny thing is i know why the shining is a technically good movie #it just ain’t for me at all #also this is not me acting like an expert i am still Very Very Stupid about movies #just thought it was funny #I did have to bite my tongue from going off about barbie when my small group started talking about it

[just-barely-awake-thoughts]

I feel like there are lengthy discussions to be had about the correlation between the stories of Pinocchio, of androids becoming indistinguishable from humans, and of Christianity's creation mythos.

#or maybe that whole 'becoming like God yourself' thing was just a mormon thing not a general christian thing idk #jbat #just barely awake thoughts #jbat is an exmo

[thethingything]

had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #I fucking hate this. we barely did anything yesterday because we were too fatigued and then slept at a weird time #and we're still too fatigued to do much and we need to do the stuff we'd normally do before bed #and by the time we've done that we'll probably need to nap because we will feel so much worse if we don't #and I don't want to have to try and fit my whole day around trying to fix my sleep schedule but once again what else do I fucking do #and the whole last month has been like this over and over and it's because we got covid in February and have been way more fatigued #so we have to keep laying down and when we do that we just pass the fuck out #also waking up at like 7am (shortly before what should be our bedtime) leads to us feeling really sick #the way we used to feel when we had to get up early for college. like our body can't handle it and makes us feel like shit #and to top it all off the emotional shit I'm dealing with has nothing to do with this and it just another overwhelming thing on top of it #dysphoria and homesickness my fucking beloathed #I just want to be awake at the right time and have a nice stress free day and feel relaxed for once #like we keep trying to take time to relax and set aside time to do something fun and relieve some stress #and we still end up just as stressed and when we decided to spend a whole day just trying to relax we just ended up even more anxious #I'm so fucking tired. just let me sleep at the right time. just let me fucking relax for once in my life

[samthecookielord]

Drew mine and @thiaquiche 's favourite omori characters, spaceboy and hero respectively, because yippee!

And also have a Feral Edition™

#the first one was drawn when i was barely awake dhrrshzgezhd #and yes i know bossman hero doesnt get emotions i just thought it would be cool #cookie lords art #omori #omori captain spaceboy #omori hero #it all comes full circle

[whump-it-like-its-hot]

People who say just don’t allow yourself to use your phone/do fun stuff until you finish the difficult task! severely underestimate my ability to sit in the same place unmoving and do literally nothing for hours to end just so I don’t have to face the difficult task

#I still haven’t written the email #I haven’t eaten today or yesterday I also haven’t walked the dog or showered or worked on my assignments #it’s just a stupid fucking email #I barely even slept I was just sitting or laying there awake because I have to write the mail but my brain doesn’t let me #I have to head to work in. an hour #I was supposed to write the email yesterday #ITS LITERALLY TO HELP ME WITH THIS EXACT PROBLEM. I’m gonna lose my mind #I Know it’s not gonna be that bad #they said they could have something to give back to me by Monday #but. I need. to write. that. fucking. email #which I can NOT because whenever I try my brain freezes and no clear thought manages to form

[doyeons]

i’m sick :( </3

#bella.txt #like i’ve been feeling weird since thursday but thought i’d be fine sleeping it off over the weekend #and i was ok yesterday but i’ve been awful all day today #running a fever and i’ve barely stayed awake all day and my whole body is just achey and gross feeling

[seconddoubt]

telling ppl things will get better is ofc not a bad thing but I see a lot of posts that make claims that being 14, or a sophomore, or 17 - specific ages, are the worst you'll ever feel, you've hit rock bottom, basically saying it can't get worse. that hasn't sat right with me and i think i figured out why, I'm just worried it can make young people lose their hope if it doesn't get better for them once they're 18 right? if you've internalised that but it keeps getting worse when ppl swore it wouldn't you might feel like that was it, you missed your chance, what's wrong with you cannot be fixed. I think maybe sharing personal experiences rather than making sweeping statements is more useful in this case

#idk these are just half baked just barely awake morning thoughts

[icannotgetoverbirds]

Here were dragons...

1762...

I am... not sure what this means? Sounds sick as hell tho

#byrd chirps #byrd's inbox #if this is an RP thing then it'd be best to take that over to @just-barely-awake-thoughts #i do wizard rp over there #i don't really do rp on this blog #either way no worries!

[xhatake]

nyways thinking about kakashi being sad that he didn't get to say goodbye to his students or iruka or any of his friends in the afterlife. naruto is the first person kakashi tells sakumo about, naturally. he mentions minato, tells sakumo that naruto is a part of his legacy. He moves to tell Sakumo that their house finally had started to feel alive again, as though it asn't a monument to the dead thanks to sakura. She & Iruka always made sure there were flowers everywhere, marking that there were still people living & alive in the old bones of his childhood home. He goes onto talk about Iruka, how he taught Kakashi that there's a fire in everyone no matter who you think they are. Kakashi muses, even, that he would have liked to marry Iruka one day. It's the first time he's said it out loud, but it became clear when Iruka challenged pain out in the open. Finally, he speaks of sasuke. How he failed the last Uchiha, just as he had failed every uchiha in his life up until then. Obito, Itachi, Sasuke - he should have ben able to change things. He goes onto mention Gai, the man who kept him off of the edge of death no matter how many times kakashi tried to step over that threshold. He tells sakumo of Tenzo & how he may be one of the only people in the village who took the time to know the darkest parts of him. kakashi doesn't care so much about the accomplishments he's achieved during his life, so much as the people he's experienced along the way & i think that's beautiful

#ooc. #hc. #it's so cathartic for him to share some of those influences & experiences with sakumo #i think when sakumo asks abt obito kakashi just gives a silent ' he didn't make it ' #not knowing that sakumo knows that he did #but that's just me #love love love the thought of sakumo being genuinely surprised when kakashi talks about gai & acknowledges him as his best friend tho BCS #i am a firm believer that kakashi used to try to fist fight him daily as a child #anyways i had a dream & i'm fixating on the concept of death & why it makes life so valuable #i have barely been awake for 35 minutes so expect more on this