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symbioticsimplicity · 8 months
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Yo...could I get some comfort up in this Tumblr? The thing I was telling myself not to die before seeing out didn't pan out and I am....sad to say the least.
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thisisnotjuli · 7 months
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sometimes you read a post and you think to yourself holy fucking shit do usamericans really live like this????????? honestly the insane behaviours I learn from posts saying stuff like "this [thing] [that the post talks about like it's normalized/common] is fucked up" is absolutely nuts
#i am obviously not going to mention this in the original post in any way. but this is because#i just read that post about how 'peoples reaction to seeing a person walking with a white cane is either fearful or agressive'#and obviously i am noone to say anything about the topic. seeing as i dont use nor am close to anyone who uses a white cane.#but. i have seen plenty of people using white canes out in the streets in my life. and a few i see/saw quite frequently#like both of us walking on the same street regularly for a while#which of course doesnt make me anyone with enough information to have an opinion about that post i read#but never in ky fucking life have i seen *anyone* react the way that post described to someone walking with a white cane#and i seriously think its just because usa is so fucked up and usamericans have so many hang ups about people with disabilities#the whole 'but are you REALLY disabled or are you just faking it' bullshit theyre obsessed with#but seriously. people here see someone walking down the street with a white cane and they just. move out of the way#theyre not 'eithr scared or agressive'#ive seen people who're in a hurry get impatient‚ hell im pretty sure ive been that person once. but they just fucking wait#or find a way to walk around them. or something.#ive seen kids get curious about it qnd i remember when I was a kid and cueious the first time i saw someone w a white cane#walking to school and i asked my dad about it. i also remember being a kid and not getting out of the way fast enough and#lightly bumping into a person w a white cane#anyways my point is. im not saying theres no people who're shitty about it here i al sure there are#and i know for a fact that blind people do suffer from discrimination here and ut fucking sucks#but. nothing at all like that post describes. im pretty sure thats just. usamerican bs. or not bs but. sucking really bad. or smth#mine#me#personal
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forgondor · 1 year
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i will literally never understand the hype for timothée chalamet or harry styles im sorry i need to speak my truth they're so ugly
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be-good-to-bugs · 1 year
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ppl who hate precure must be very sad
#the bin#you dont need to like it. its very much so not for everyone#but ive seen a lot if peopel who are genuinely angry that there are people above the age of 7 who genuinely like precure#its a fun time. its such a fun time. sometimes you just need to watch something sparkly and predictable and super light#precure is enjoyable to me bc they take a simple concept of a bunch of girls being magical fighter people. and then they just do that#nothing extra really added on. it has basic morals of like. friendship or whatever. but even that they dont go too hard on#some people have called it empty for this but ive watched shows that attempt the same and truly are empty#precure is just like. what if we made a show where the main point is that its cute and cool and stuff. and that its easy to watch#it goes down SO easily. thats why its such a big hit with kids aswell as adults. because you can enjoy the cute stuff in it and the rest of#it is extremely easy to watch. its a smooth experience#i dont know that every show in the series accomplishes this since i havent watched they all (yet...) but the ones i have really do#idk. its rare to see a show without much lessons or story to speak of that doesnt feel empty. but precure dies that#it usually has just enough story to have a show and they builds around it. and its great#i love this show a lot. i should draw some precure sometime. im quite fond of the yellow ones. and the like 3 greens ones#so sad. why arent there more? they are plenty popular so i dont unders6why they dont make them often#nobody car abt this but im talking about it anyway. i dont know anybody irl who likes precure#i care a lot abt this show. maybe my little sister would be willing to watch subbed stuff now. i bet she would like ojamajo#does ojamajo have a dub? i wonder..
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bluerosegardens · 15 days
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hello! Is it okay if you write dorm leaders reaction to a heavily energetic reader please, if you don’t want to Idm ^^
of course, anon! thank you so much for requesting, i hope you like it!
dorm leaders + gn!energetic!reader
c/w: i can't write for jamil very well but i tried, leona is annoyed by you but respects you still, can you tell i can’t write for vil. malleus’s part is like 60x more romantic than the rest of the characters sorry 🤧
notes: ok so i have only completed book 3, but ive gotten plenty of spoilers about the next four books so i think i wrote for them pretty well just a heads up tho
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RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS find you a little hard to keep up with. He himself has his outbursts and episodes like anybody else, but that also comes with anger, so he does his best to suppress them. But you? No, you were always this way, and in a positive manner. It almost reminded him of Kalim, except that you could handle yourself and seemed to be relatively smart, seeing that you were passing your classes as a non-magical person in a magical school.
Your excitability sometimes led to you have an evident, though not purposeful, disregard for the rules. It was irksome, yes, and it took a lot of restraint from him not to lash out at you as much as he may at Ace or Deuce—he still feels guilty from his Overblot, and besides, you’re a lot easier to stand at times than compared to those two. But, overall, he still manages, opting to instead recite the rule you broke tamely, and receiving an understanding nod from you that makes him pleased. Quietly, he’ll let out this small sigh, a symbol of his appreciation for your respect of his strict ways. It isn’t easy for him to change, and while he’s trying his best, it’s nice to know he has somebody who’s willing to comply with the rules for his sake.
LEONA KINGSCHOLAR somehow gets even sleepier in your presence. Just the sight of you having so much energy makes him lethargic. Why were you always so peppy? How were you always so peppy? It didn’t make any sense to him. You being this way wouldn’t be so much of an issue if you weren't so persistent. But here you were, shaking his shoulder in an attempt to wake him, and here he was, tired and annoyed and letting you drag him to his classes just to shut you up. It was like having a brighter, more talkative version of Cheka that actually knew what made him tick. It was irritating, but if he really hated it so much, why'd he always comply and go along with you? He'd never admit it, not in a million years, but he has this respect for you after all you've done for NRC, so he finds it best to give into your wishes, no matter how childish you seem. Because he knows that you aren't. He's seen it play out with every single Overblot. You're a lot more clever than you look, Herbivore, and he gives credit where credit is due.
AZUL ASHENGROTTO has to deal with Floyd on the daily, so it's not like this is anything new to him. If anything, it's better, considering your energy doesn't take the form of violence, like a certain Leech twin. At first, Azul did mistakenly assume your energy to be included with stupidity, which was a grave error on his part, when he discovered your scheme to destroy his contracts. In fact, he really thought you to be dumb enough to forget to even drink the water breathing potion before you went underwater to the museum. He was harshly incorrect, however, and so now he deals with the price of having to put up with your bounciness. You visit the Mostro Lounge quite often, helping out for an extra profit where you could and checking up on Azul, despite his protests against it. He's internally thankful, somewhere deep down, but it makes him embarrassed to admit it.
JAMIL VIPER is tired of this treatment. What did he ever do to deserve this? Is this punishment for his ill thoughts toward Kalim he's harbored for so many years? Why'd a Kalim Part Two have to come along? And hang around the Scarabia dorm so much? He was tired, over it, and so done with this crap. At the very least, you're not irredeemably dumb, and you're able to handle and care for yourself. You've made that quite evident from your life in Ramshackle to the way you've dealt with numerous overblots. He's surprised someone of your.. nature.. could be so responsible. So, as a minor thanks for not being completely stupid, he does his very best to.. avoid you. Why? Well, because even though you're tolerable, he'd prefer to not have a complete outburst of anger at you, fueled by Kalim's irresponsibility and the two of your energetic natures combined. So, consider this a favor. He's trying to be considerate, let him do what he needs to do.
VIL SCHOENHEIT is intrigued, not annoyed, but not overjoyed, either. Epel’s a handful already, so now that he’s taking on yet another project, he’d prefer it if you were a little more compliant than the purple haired first year. He understood it felt difficult to sit still for a while, but just try for him, okay? Otherwise he finds it rather endearing. He thinks it’s cute, the way you get excited to see him all the time. It’s flattering, definitely. He just wishes you'd sit still while he paints your nails, potato.
IDIA SHROUD is overwhelmed please leave him alone why are you so wild god help him. He’s already constantly afraid of Kalim and Cater jumping him, now he’s gotta worry about another secret THIRD threat? this is NOT fun he NEVER should have exited his room WHY did he let Ortho drag him around today. You kind of scare him into attending classes. Though he guesses (?) he’s appreciative of having another person who seems so enthusiastic about games like he is. But please don’t scare him like that or else he WILL be going into conniptions.
MALLEUS DRACONIA finds it interesting, adorable and very fascinating. He’d adore you regardless of what you were like, but this is just so endearing to him. It’s one thing that people seem to get iffy around him, whether that be out of respect or fear or both. But you don’t seem to be overly respectful of him, nor afraid. It might seem like a death wish to most, but in your case? You were too enthralled with the current task of running up to him excitedly every time you saw him to even give it any thought. And that is what he appreciates and desires so much out of you. It brings a smile to his lips every time you bound outside of Ramshackle at night to walk with him, or when you have this big grin on your face as you talk about something that interests you. He couldn’t ask for it any other way, really.
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teaboot · 2 months
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Not that last anon.
But I wanted to share something for their sake-
Hey, anon look, I know exactly what you are going through. If I didn't know for a fact it wasn't me, parts of your post could have been my lived experience.
Yeah, it does suck that frequently bad people find advice posts online and twist them up for their own purposes. Often to use as a bludgeon against victims.
But you know what? Thats not the fault of the posts or their authors. Their intentions are to help. Some are better at it than others. These things are highly nuanced and no short post online will ever get it 100% right. They exist in the hope someone will see it and get help for themselves.
Do you know who's at fault when these things ARE used to hurt people? The people who use them. Ive seen people who have info straight from the textbooks still use it to hurt victims. It doesn't matter if it's accurate text excerpts or online lists. If an abuser is determined enough anything can be a weapon.
That group of friends did you a favor anon. I know it doesn't feel like it. But anyone who does that is likely prone to abusive behavior themselves. And on the off chance it really was you? The advice is the same- work on yourself, get help as best you can, and slowly be the better you down that long hard road.
Signed,
An Actual Psychologist
And Teaboot? Your list was great. I hope plenty who need to see it do. A list like that helped me once.
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daredvssy · 10 months
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Insatiable
I've been really struggling to finish writing anything over the past few months, but this idea has been consuming me ever since the copia rizzchat on twitter was discussing it. So, for your enjoyment- approximately 1500 words of Copia being a 🐱 eating fiend. If you prefer to read on AO3, you can do so here.
Ship: Papa Emeritus IV x Reader
Rating: 18+!!!!!! No minors PLEASE!
Wordcount: 1530
Warnings: smut, f!receiving oral sex, overstimulation, dom!copia
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Throughout the course of your relationship with him, you had come to know that there were a lot of things to love about Copia. He was an incredibly hard worker, who had earned every bit of power allowed to him by his position as Papa; and it was a role that he excelled in. He could command large crowds with ease, and there were very few at the Ministry who would not bend to his will should he decide he wanted something.
 Despite this, he was still an awkward, rather silly man, constantly making you laugh at his antics. He was extremely kind hearted. He cared very deeply for those who looked to him for leadership within the Ministry. You had no doubt he would do almost anything for any of the siblings who lived at the abbey. 
His love for his pet rats was one of the things that had drawn you to him in the first place; you had never seen anyone who treated the small creatures with the reverence he did. He was an incredible listener too; you could always tell you had his full attention whenever you spoke to him. 
As a partner he was as close as a person could get to perfect, as far as you could tell. He always found ways to let you know he was thinking about you throughout his busy day, and no matter how much he had on his plate he always made a point to set aside time to spend with you. 
Yes, there were plenty of reasons to love Copia. Though right now, one of those reasons had your attention more than all the others: the man was a pussy eating fiend. 
At any possible opportunity he would be in between your legs drinking you down like he needed it to survive. He'd go for hours if you let him, making you cum over and over until you had nothing left to give. It was almost like he was doing it solely for his own benefit, and your pleasure was just a fortunate side effect of him taking what he wanted from you. 
Today he seemed particularly desperate for you. He had been working you over for what felt like an eternity. After he gave you not one but two mind-shattering orgasms with no signs of stopping you had made the mistake of reaching down to push his head away reflexively in your overstimulated state.
Doing so had lost you the privilege of having your hands free. He had tied your hands to the headboard above you and was back between your legs, sucking on your clit as though his life depended on it. 
You looked down at him as he worked his tongue around your sensitive nub. His hair was disheveled, and there was more of his papal paint smeared on your thighs than there was left on his face. While you were fully naked and vulnerable, exposed to him, he had only partially undressed; his jeans and vest had been discarded on the floor, but his shirt hung from his frame unbuttoned. He was rutting against the bed through his boxers as he ate you out, little grunts of pleasure escaping him as he worked. The sight of him like this would have been too much for you even if he wasn’t currently latched onto your overstimulated clit. You thrashed against your restraints, bucking your hips involuntarily. 
"None of that, dolce," he snarled, pinning your hips to the bed with an iron grip before returning his attention to your drenched core, shoving his tongue deep into your cunt. 
A pathetic, keening noise escaped you, your eyes rolling back in your head as he worked his tongue within you, his nose stimulating your clit just enough that you found yourself rapidly approaching your third orgasm of the evening.
"Oh, fuck Papa," you whimpered, the overwhelming sensations making your legs start to shake.
"That's it, tesoro, come for me again," he instructed, pulling back for a moment before returning his attention to your clit once more, sucking around the sensitive bud. 
You were almost instantly thrown over the edge, your back arching and a stream of incoherent babbling escaping you as your mind went fuzzy with the overwhelming pleasure. 
Copia diligently worked you through your orgasm, continuing to suck on your clit as you came down from your high. As the haze of your orgasm cleared, you came to the horrifying realization that he still wasn’t done with you yet; the feeling of his mouth against you sending bolts of sensation through you like a hot knife. 
You once again thrashed helplessly against your restraints, crying out as you fruitlessly attempted to clamp your legs shut to stop his onslaught. He was having none of that though, and your efforts were met with a snarl as he wrenched your thighs open once more so he could continue. 
"Papa, Papa please, please Papa" you begged him, your voice hoarse as your eyes began to well with tears. He leaned back for a moment to consider you, giving you a momentary reprieve from the burning pleasure he was giving you. 
"Do you need to use your word, amore?" he asked, considering you seriously. 
"No Papa," you replied, tearfully but honestly. 
"Then you will give me one more," he said sternly, beginning to lightly apply pressure to your oversensitive clit with his gloved thumb. Your hips stuttered involuntarily in response, your body unsure if it wanted to move closer or further away from his ministrations. 
"I don't know if I can Papa," you whimpered, practically panting at this point. 
"You want to be good for me, yes? You want to please me?"
"Yes Papa."
"Then you will do as you are told," he demanded harshly, leaning in to lick you with a flat tongue. 
You whined in response, but didn't argue the issue any further, trying with all your might to relax into the sensation of his tongue laving over you. He continued lapping at you in broad strokes. Normally this would only serve to tease you, but in your current state even that was almost too much, you had to fight to keep yourself still for him. Your efforts did not go unnoticed. 
"You're being so good tesoro," Copia praised you inbetween licks. His praise reignited something within you, and you could feel something begin to build slowly in your core. 
"Oh, Papa," you whined, fully overwhelmed. "It's so much."
"Shhh, I know, dolce. Don't worry, Papa is going to help you," he said in mock sympathy. He brought two of his gloved fingers up to your opening, easily sliding them up within you. You cried out, clenching around the intrusion as he began to slowly pump them in and out fluidly, grazing your sweet spot each time. 
As he returned to lapping gently at your overstimulated clit, he gradually began to increase the speed at which he worked his fingers in and out of you. Very suddenly, you felt as though you were right back on the edge; the burning, gentle lapping of his tongue against your clit and his talented fingers repeatedly brushing up against that spot inside you proving to be just what you needed to get there. 
"Are you going to come for me now, dolce?" he asked, already knowing the answer.. 
"Yes, Papa, yes," you practically sobbed.
"Good, you're doing so good. Let go," he encouraged in a low, soothing voice. 
You didn't fall off the edge so much as you were yanked over, set fully adrift by the burning pleasure that ran through your full body as you clenched around his fingers. 
As you came back down to Earth you were vaguely aware of Copia releasing a shuddering moan against you; he had come against the bed from how he rutted against it as he had tormented you. You let out a weak whine at this realization. 
Copia only took a moment for himself to recover before he was crawling up the bed, reaching over you to release your wrists from their restraints. You let your arms flop back against the bed, feeling boneless after how he had worked you over. 
"You did so well for me my dear, so very good," he praised, brushing a stray hair back behind your ear. He pressed a soft kiss to your lips, and you hummed a happy sound into the kiss. 
As he pulled back, breaking the kiss, a small smile graced his expression, his eyes shone with adoration as he studied you for a moment. 
"How do you feel, amore?" he asked. 
"So good. And so tired," you mumbled, a sleepy grin plastered to your face.
"Is there anything you need, tesoro? Anything I can get you?"
In lieu of a verbal response you reached for him with grabby hands. He quickly got the hint, moving to lay beside you with an arm raised in offering. You wasted no time in snuggling up to him, burying your face in his chest as he brought his arm down around you to hold you.  You drifted to sleep in his arms, feeling sated, happy, and safe.
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angel-kyo · 3 months
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Pay it no mind
Part XIII
In which reader confesses their feelings to Gojo, but it seems these are not returned (maybe?).
Warnings: reader is on the receiving end of rejection (kinda), and the fact that I'm obsessed with unrequited love is a warning itself. There is a mention of a small accidental cut on reader's hand and broken glass.
Previous: Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV, Part V, Part VI, Part VII, Part VIII, Part IX, Part X, Part XI, Part XII
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“Are you sure you don’t want me to heal it?” Shoko was covering a cut on your hand. “I’ll get it right this time.” She had disinfected and treated the small cut, and now she had secured the bandage tightly around your palm.
Shoko had found you fumbling around in the infirmary for something to cover your cut with. She was still just starting to dive in the possibilities of her healing technique, but when she held your hand with such care, you had no doubt: She will make a great doctor.
“Are you sure you don’t just want another test subject for your technique?”
She smiled. “I have plenty of those,” but her smile faltered as she saw your eyes fixed on your injured hand, “so don’t make it a habit of showing up hurt. I don't need more practice, okay?”
When your eyes flickered back to her, you saw her gaze was softer.
The cut in your hand was not deep, and it was not the work of a curse of any sort; in fact, the reason was pretty mundane: a crystal-made object had broken in your room, and you had hurt yourself accidentally when trying to pick the pieces up. That was what you had told Shoko, and that was what you were going to tell anyone who asked.
Although that was a summarized version of the truth. Something had been broken, yes, but that had been Gojo’s fault, or so it seemed, but you were not sure. In his words, it was an accident.
You wanted to believe him. He was not the type to break things when upset after all. However, it felt as if your friendship was breaking apart as well, and that, you did not know how to mend.
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Satoru had been odd around you for the last couple of weeks, and he had been particularly upset after you showed up a few minutes late to his birthday lunch, as if he himself did not show up late everywhere, every time. Then he stopped by your room to invite you to the arcade with him and Suguru as if everything had been perfectly normal.
“What’s this?” He was trying to peek into the paper bag sitting on your desk while you were looking for a sweater that was warm enough. “Late birthday present?”
“Why do you think everything is a present for you? I already gave you one for your birthday”, was your response as you finally pulled the sweater you had been looking for from your closet. “Don’t touch it, it’s frail.”
That made him arch an eyebrow.
You narrowed your eyes in his direction as a warning. Satoru was nosy, always had been. When he was a kid and you refused to tell him something, he would sulk until you gave in. Telling him you knew something he did not know was an easy way to tease him, and he had not changed much.
You stood next to him and took the contents out of the bag, taking off the wrapping that was meant to protect it, and held it up to him. A pretty crystal figure you had gotten during your last outing. The item could be considered a collectible of an anime you liked, but it was nicely shaped, and it had been the way it looked in the light what had caught your eye at the store where you got it.
Satoru was not a fan of that same anime, but even he recognized it was a pretty thing. He was about to grab it when you said “A bit pricey too, but Haruki helped me buy it.”
You did not notice how his smile dropped.
“So I guess it technically belongs to both of us, but he said I could keep it.”
It had been a most generous gesture. When Haruki had seen how much you wanted to take the figure home, he was more than willing to pitch in a little despite your protests. You assured him you would pay him back as soon as you could, but he said it was fine; he liked that franchise too, so it was not a loss to him.
Satoru’s hands were redirected to his pockets. “That was nice of him.”
You nodded and put the figure on your desk, admiring it. “Looks good, doesn’t it?”
He hummed in response, and you said “Well, we should get going if…”
“I thought you didn’t like it when people bought you stuff.” Gojo’s gaze was fixed on the figure you had just put on your desk.
He was recalling the gifts he had presented to you through the years. More than one had been “overpriced”, “too much”, or “too lavish” for your taste. You had always been too ready to decline anything from him, but you had no issues with accepting someone else’s help?
“And I do not,” you tried to decipher his expression, “but I paid for it too, and it’s different.” You were going to pay Haruki back, no matter what he had said.
“Because it’s him?” Satoru’s eyes focused on you.
“Huh?”
“Is it different because it’s him and you just do whatever he says?” His tone was calm, so much that it reminded you of the way Suguru sometimes reverted with the snarkiest remark while sounding completely disinterested.
It’s rubbing off on him.
“What do you mean I do whatever he says?”
Satoru knew he should bite his tongue before saying anything that could backfire, but he did not.
“If he says you will like something, you try it; if he tells you to accept something, you take it; and if he asks you to stay with him for a little longer, you’ll do it even if it means you’ll ditch your friend on his birthday.”
All right, he had said it.
“I said I was sorry for being late. How many times do you want me to apologize for it?” You understood why he could have been upset; you really did. But why was he fixating on it so much?
Sure, you and Haruki shared a lot of interests, so his recommendations were often good. And he had been so intent on helping you buy that figure that refusing him would have been rude, and yes, you had been with him that day you were late for Satoru’s lunch, but that had not the reason, and the main event was going to be his birthday dinner anyway (because yes, Satoru insisted on having a birthday breakfast, a birthday lunch and a birthday dinner). You could take the blame for making it late one time, but he was taking it out of proportion.
He sat down on the chair at your desk. “I thought you were not going to come.” Satoru sounded deflated.
Still…
“Satoru, I wouldn’t…”
“If you had to choose, who do you like better…” You thought he was looking at the crystal-made you had gotten, but he was actually looking at the small, framed picture behind it that portrayed two kids. Satoru tried to remember if it was from four or five years ago.
Before high school, you had never attended the same school. Satoru’s family did not allow it, but he was able to sneak out a handful of times when you invited him to your school festivals.
Maybe their last year of elementary school or the first of junior high?
He remembered how you pulled him around all day, introducing him to your friends and showing him around your school.
“Don’t you have to be with your friends?” he had asked referring to your classmates, who seemed to be expecting you join them on a walk around the stalls.
You looked at them and declined with a smile. “No, they are fine without me. Besides, I like you better.”
And when a friend of yours offered to take a picture of you with the camera she had borrowed, you pulled him closer to you and smiled brightly. If he focused, he could hear the shutter sound of the camera.
“Why would you ask me that?” You tried to look at his eyes behind his glasses. You thought he should know the answer, but it was not a fair question, so you settled for just stating the facts. “Both of you are my friends.”
That single phrase seemed to have slapped Satoru on the face and he turned his head to look at you.
“True, but you are not just any friend. And you know it, don’t you, Satoru?”
No, Ikeda. You were wrong.
“You can’t be serious,” he muttered.
“Would you be able to pick between me and Suguru?” You were not meaning to irritate him, but that should give him some perspective. Whenever he was not with you, he was with Suguru. It was evident he cared deeply for him.
He frowned. “It’s not the same. You like him too.”
“Because I gave him a chance. You never gave one to Haruki.”
Satoru shook his head, standing up. “And that makes us the same to you?”
You opened your mouth, but no words came out.
Of course not. You are like no other.
Could you really tell him that? It did not matter, he did not give you the time.
“Fine... I really don’t get you sometimes.”
“You don’t get me?” you scoffed. “You are unrecognizable. Why are you so pissed out all the time these days.”
He sighed, took off his glasses and put them on your desk. “Just…”
You were right. He had been uneasy since that chat with Ikeda (not that he had told you about it), but he had gone there because of you. He did not need that guy trying to get in his head, telling him he liked you, or that he was a coward. He did not need any of that.
What a terrible idea that was.
If he had not gone there, maybe he would not feel as confused, as if he needed to scream something but not knowing what it was.
Now you were looking at him with a question in your eyes, but he was not sure he could answer.
“Just...you should head out, okay?” he finally said.
“This is my room.”
“I mean, Suguru will be waiting for us.” He scratched the back of his neck.
You knew he meant ‘I don’t want to fight you now.’
“Fine.” You turned on your heels and walked out with Satoru following you but left him behind quickly.
Always a fast walker when they are upset, Satoru thought.
He was about to close the door of your room when he membered he was forgetting something.
There, his sunglasses were sitting on top of your desk. He rushed to the side of your desk and grabbed them, and maybe it was the swift motion of his arm, or he might have bumped the side of your desk lightly, but as he was running back for the door, a shattering noise reached him, and next thing he knew, he was looking at a bunch of crystal pieces on the floor.
Shit.
Satoru’s heart rate picked up as if he were about to fight a curse as he walked out and closed the door slowly. How was he going to tell you?
His hand was still on the doorknob when he heard your voice. “Satoru?”
You were coming back for him after realizing he was not following behind. “What are you doing?” You looked at him. Why was he holding your doorknob and looking at the floor?
He turned to look at you, but he did not move his hand. “I will replace it.”
“Replace it?”
“I’m sorry.” He turned the doorknob and the door swung open.
You passed him by to enter your dorm. “What are you talk-?”, you did not finish the question when you saw the mess next to your desk. Your crouched down in front of it. It had shattered entirely; you picked up the base, the only piece somewhat still recognizable.
“You are going to get hurt. Let me…” Satoru was crouching next to you.
“Are you hurt?” You moved away from him.
“[name]…”
“How?” Satoru thought he saw tears forming in your eyes. He avoided your gaze.
“It was an accident. I came back for my...”
“Are you hurt?” You were not looking at him anymore but at the million pieces scattered in front of you.
“No.”
He saw you bite your lip and nod from the corner of his eye. “Then… You should go. I’ll clean this up.”
“I’ll help you.”
“No.”
“I can pay for it.”
“That doesn’t make it okay to have broken it.” You wiped away a stray tear. Was it anger or sadness?
“It wasn’t on purpose.” Satoru defended.
“Wasn’t it?”
He frowned. “Of course not.”
“Okay. Then let me clean it up. Please tell Geto I’ll join you next time.”
Satoru did not feel like you believed him, but still, he stood up. “I really am sorry.”
He saw you nod and headed out.
He only left because he knew you. You were probably too angry to talk to him now. He would beg for forgiveness later and try to make it up to you. Perhaps he could ask Ikeda where you had gotten the item, but he really did not want to talk to him again.
Even if you could just take the money for it, would that make things right between you and him?
Boy, what a mess.
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“He snapped at you too?” Shoko grinned at Suguru.
Geto just rolled his eyes and sat by her side.
“He is in a bad mood.” The dark-haired boy shrugged. “Is there any way you can ask [name] to hurry? I'm starving.”
“I doubt it.” She sighed and looked wistfully at the food in front of them and then at Gojo, who had left the table for the third time to wash his hands. He was fidgety when he waited, especially when he waited for you.
She was not going to call you. She had tried that, but your phone had probably died. Maybe if she prayed silently, her wish would reach you.
Hurry up, [name]. Annoying birthday boy won't let us eat until you are here.
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Note: Sorry for not updating sooner (sigh...what a week). It might happen again but as always, thank you for reading!
Next: Part XIV
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kill kill 2
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joel miller x reader
🫧 part 2 | ✩°。⋆⸜ 🎧 PART 1 | PART 3
🫧 based off kill kill by lana del rey, written loosly off the lyrics
🫧 description: angst, heated arguing, all of this is dramatized tbh, outbreak! joel, reader having a meltdown, no mentions of y/n, reader is in distress, joel tries his best to calm you down, soft joel, suggestive not really, mentions of joel dying (not word for word but just something happening to him)
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Tell me about Ray and his girl
Do I know Ray has gone to meet you?
Love you, I do
Stay here, I won't
The stars fade from your eyes
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Joel stood there speechless to say the least. you didnt mean the way it sounded but also perfectly explained how you felt “all i do is wait even if i go outside to tend the garden, practice my range, visit tommys or the stables, or even fucking leaving this house at all! no matter what i do, i am waiting. my mind goes in circles knowing all the things you face out there. you wouldnt even begin to understand the feeling my heart feels everytime you walk out that goddamn door- heartbreak is not even the fucking word.” you sob out, youre speech of pure pent up emotions.
you hadn’t spoken much words in that past months, if anything you spent more time writing them than saying them. this was, to say the least the most youve said in months. youre sobs didnt stop even after. Joel stood there for only a moment before immediately taking you into his embrace, his bulked up completely engulfing your vulnerable one.
“oh…princess, shh” Joel shushes into your ear, you squirm wanting to pull away in frustation as a river of tears fall down your puffy cheeks. Joel didnt budge until you began to grunt in his embrace, not giving up the struggle to get out of his arms “please doll-dont fight me” Joel says softly, struggling slightly because of the slight push of your hands “let go of me! Ive done everything i can! im so alone-im so alone! its like youre dead. we all might aswell be…” you get quieter on your last two sentences, becoming timid but still youre mind in a frenzy.
“nothing is going to happen to me.” Joel states, he meant it. although you loved him dearly, you knew he wasnt immune to infected or a human bullet-proof vest. no matter how much skill.
“you and i know better than to say that.” you state coldly, his big deep eyes that you swore you saw stars in them each time fall. he knew you were right “lemme get the shower runnin’ f’us doll? wha’da ya say?” he suggests softly, a soft smile tugging his lips while wiping the tears from your pink puffy cheeks. you just nod returning the soft smile.
he helped you up the stairs into your bathroom. you just hopped up ontop of your sink counter, opening your medicine cabinet to get your med-kit while Joel got the hot shower running for both of you.
it was winter, the last time you had seen him it was fall.
you couldn’t help all the random thoughts that overfilled your mind “did ya’ hear me darlin?” Joel calls out to you, settling you out of your head into reality “hm?” you hummed softly, confused. Joel just threw you a soft grin while walking closer to you “our bath is ready” he says, his hands resting on your thighs. you giggle slightly, playing with the buttoms of his button-up “im sorry doll. my intentions are never to hurt you. that is the last thing i want to do. there isnt enough medicine supply at Tommy’s, you knew were responsible for to go out for supply.” Joel says softly, slowly pulling off your furry cardigan from your shoulders. you roll your eyes, your attitude inches away from coming back “Tommy has plenty of men.” your tone came out a bit harsh “those men have families m’doll” he explains, caressing your cheek.
you couldnt fight there, you werent dumb enough to argue with family. you werent family whatsoever but you were somebody.
“i know, but last time i checked because of me you have a place to come home too! and yes, you have your own place at Tommys. yet, theres a reason you come here. i deserve more.” you explain and there goes your eyes, welling up with tears. you refused to look at Joel in the eyes.
Joel couldnt say anything as he didnt think about it like that, yes he had his own house yet nothing made it ‘home’. you were right “yes doll, m’such a fucked up old man…i aint even realize that without you, all this i considered home. it would seize to exist.”
from the first word to his last, his fingers slowly undressed you with each sentence building up and leaving his mouth. youre loose long sleeve with sly buttons already popped off and open. his hands rested on your legging covered thighs.
you shuddered under his touch, feeling already soft under his sharp gaze. he meant every word he said “let me make it up to you, princess” he says, his fingers finding the hemming of your soft leggings.
you leaned up at him, looking up at him wirh such loving teary eyes. you were inches away from kissing him, your hands beginning to unbutton his dark long sleeve.
“only if you stay”
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I'm in love with a dying man
I'm in love with a dying man
I'm in love, lying in the sand
I'm in love with a dying man
I have done everything I can
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paper-mario-wiki · 1 year
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I don't know if you've talked about this elsewhere already but was the break from streaming intentional and/or are you planning on returning to streaming some time in the foreseeable future? no pressure, I just miss your silly antics :o)
felt very burnt out from being someone who people are always lookin at all the time mostly! (and also a lot more reasons)
got a new job that pays just as well as streaming (which is enough to pay for rent in seattle with roommates, buy food for myself, and sometimes buy yet another japanese gamecube via online auction), and have been enjoying the feeling of not relying on anonymous teenagers and young adults who are just as poor as me on the internet for my income. It's something i was extremely grateful for, but it's not only a very infirm way to generate revenue on a reliable basis, but also i always felt an ever-present sense of guilt for it. like, instilling within other people who i know are in my tax bracket (one that is below the poverty line) the idea of "hey if you dont tip me for doing this free service, the quality of which is damningly subjective, I will be homeless. but no pressure haha" is something that i was never able to shake.
also like. performing is quite draining for me! the way i portray myself in my streams is EXTREMELY extroverted while, in my personal life, i prefer to spend 8 to 14 of my waking hours every day by myself in my room with my dog. i like the quiet, and i feel at peace most when i am not being perceived by other people.
lastly, i really dislike having inordinate levels of social power. for a several reasons. like, SEVERAL reasons. this is the longest section of this post.
8 years ago, i got way more famous than any 16 year old should ever be when i got tens of thousands of followers overnight for doing undertale shit. and i think it really fucked up my ability to make friends at a time where my only experience meeting new people was at school or at church, and i lived far enough out in the woods that i couldnt just go outside and hang out with the neighbors cuz the neighbors lived a mile away. my socializing skills in general are way more stilted than i'd prefer for someone my age. in private settings ive got my foot in my mouth a lot. and sometimes in public settings too! im sure if youve seen streams ive been on, youve seen plenty of "chase you really shouldnt have said that" moments. and youre probably right, i probably shouldnt have! my moment-to-moment gauge for what i should and shouldnt say is very slow to catch up cuz ive got like. advanced mental illnesses. like, im not joking when i say ive been formally diagnosed several times over by different doctors with shit ive never heard anybody ever talk about, online or otherwise.
i dont think that's an excuse to say heinous or cruel things by any means of course, but i also think that i should not rely on a job where there's constantly a microphone in my hand and an audience listening intently to what i say. im not at all pulling the "its okay that i say mean things because im mentawy iww" card. as a matter of fact i think it's not okay that i say them! and i feel very embarrassed when i do! the filter that separates "normal healthy thoughts" and "intrusive unhealthy thoughts" is thinner and more flimsy in my brain than in others.
ive only gotten this far because i surround myself with very smart, patient, and kind people, and by trying to be understanding and patient with others too. and ive begun apologizing to people a lot more. i dont like it when people are mad at me, and i dont like that for a long time i had professionally painted myself into a corner where im typically always the "heel" in comedy settings, because the "heel" is the guy everyone shits on all the time. i got this reputation not because i actively enjoy being mean, but because i learned to adapt to the aforementioned "clinically unreliable intrusive thoughts filter" by realizing i would say things that came across as mean, and in real time exaggerating that it into a character that people could shoot back at without feeling guilty while still having fun. theres nothing that ruins a good time quite like someone who is constantly apologizing for doing something wrong, and then continuing to do that wrong thing anyway. dont misunderstand, i absolutely adore dunking on weenies when everyone can get a good laugh out of it (like tumblr anons, who i think should be classified as prokariyotic invertebrates and not people (no offense)) but even though it's a joke it still feels very bad when that's expected of me when i walk into a room. because if i walk into a room, and everyone expects me to be an asshole, everyone is on the defensive before i say anything, and sometimes they take shots at me when im not trying to "play". even worse, if im a heel in a setting where it's expected of me and someone cant really keep up with "the bit" then that just means im being an asshole to someone who cant or doesnt have the energy to fight back. and not just any asshole, an asshole who has had nearly a decade of professional experience being a paid asshole.
if im being frank, i dont know if i'll come back in a full capacity. i might! im not ruling that out! and you'll probably still see me pop up in my friends streams, because i did LOVE what i did for a very long time! but after i took my "break" in december after being more stressed than ive ever been, and i knew it was no longer financially necessary for me to livestream, i had the thought "i will go back to streaming when i find within myself a desire to do so" and ya know what? i havent yet.
and DO NOT FUCKING BOTHER MY FRIENDS ABOUT THIS. if you post a fucking "hey have u heard what chase said" message in their chat or in their DMs or anything, im not joking when i say you are actively being the kind of person i changed my career to avoid! fuck you, for real! stop trying to interface with them to get some new piece of information or opinion about me you fucking weirdo! they'll talk about me if they want to, but going to someone who is doing their own thing and asking them to instead comment on someone else it is ALWAYS fucking annoying. if you want to think about me, do it by yourself! or ask me directly! or do it in the comment section of a video im in! or write a fanfiction about me and then throw it away!
but if ur not that kind of person then ur cool dont worry.
anywho! im sorry if this is a bummer to read. but that's the full skinny.
im still posting regularly on twitter (clown_depot)! and if i DO go live, either on my twitch channel or on a friend's stream, it will be posted there!
thanks for watching :^]
im not goin radio silent, im just gonna turn off the electric window that lets people see me for a while.
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talkintrashcann · 7 months
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Coffee and cupcakes - Spencer Reid
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summary: reader opens up a new coffee shop in town, getting daily visits by a handsome customer. until he doesn't show up one day, wondering if he'll ever come back
wc: 2.2k
warnings: fem!reader, use of she/her pronouns, just fluff n stuff
a/n: this is the first time ive written something in months and first time for this character as well, but it was honestly so refreshing. i would love to receive some feedback from people if you enjoyed it!
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Standing in front of her very own coffee shop, hands on her hips while she’s looking up at the sign of the shop. “Butterbean Coffee Shop/Biscuit Bliss” She couldn’t be more proud of herself, finally being able to make her dream of opening her own shop where she can sell freshly brewed coffee and homemade pastries come true. The inside was filled with different kinds of plants, plenty of books on the wall for people to read with a cup of coffee in their hand, chandeliers hanging from the ceiling and other cute decorations on the tables. It looks just like she imagined it to be. Now all that’s left to do is open the shop and wait for the customers to start coming in.
It took a while before the very first customer came inside, as most people preferred their overpriced Starbucks over a new coffeeshop they’ve never even seen before. But just then, a man walked passed the window. His nose was deep in a book he was holding, he sure has good taste. Looking up from his book, his gaze fell on the coffee shop causing him to halt in his tracks. Slowly he closed the book he was holding, reading the menu that was hung up behind the counter. He turned around and walked inside, giving the woman behind the counter an awkward smile.
“Good morning! What can I get for you today?”, she said enthusiastically unable to hide her excitement.
It stayed silent for a couple seconds, the man just staring at her with his mouth slightly hanging open as if he was trying to say something but the words got lost somewhere on the way out. She blinked a few times, confused as to why the man wasn’t saying anything. But after shaking his head and clearing his throat he just ordered a simple black coffee to go. And while she prepared him his order, he looked around the room to take in the new place he found. His eyes land on the pastry display, specifically on a very tasty looking cupcake.
“Can I get that chocolate cupcake as well? It looks really good.”, he pointed to the glass display.
“Of course! They’re freshly baked and your officially the first person to try them.”, she says while handing him his coffee and cupcake in a little brown bag. “Have a nice day, sir!”
And with that he left, looking back at her when he walked past the window once more. You wondered if he’ll ever come back, secretly hoping he would. There was just something about him that wanted to get to know him better. Or maybe that’s just what it feels like with all first customers.
But sure enough, the handsome man did return the next morning. He ordered the exact same thing as last time, a coffee and a chocolate cupcake to go.
“I assume you enjoyed the cupcake yesterday?”
“Oh yes, honestly one of the best cupcakes I’ve ever had.”
It warmed her heart to hear him say those words. Did he really find her cupcakes that good? She handed him his order, his fingers accidentally touching hers when he was about to take it. He apologized and showed that cute awkward smile again, before turning around and leaving the shop.
“See you tomorrow!”, he yelled as he walked away past the large window.
It excited her to know he’ll be coming back. Just like he said he came back the next morning, and the next one, and the morning after that, and the one after that. On some days he even waited outside the shop before she had even opened yet, patiently standing there until she would let him in. As days went by, she started to get to know him better. His name was Spencer Reid according to the tag hanging from his bag, he was always wearing mismatched socks and he would show up every single day with a different book in his hand. On colder days he would even wear a purple scarf around his neck, which she thought suited him really well. Apparently he comes here every morning because the coffee at his work is terrible, and he has always had a soft spot for chocolate cupcakes. Giving him some sort of comfort.
She got so used to seeing him every day that if felt weird when one morning he didn’t show up. Maybe he was just running late for work and didn’t have time to stop for coffee. Or perhaps he’s just not in the mood for coffee today. Or what if he’s sick? Did something happen to him? Endless possibilities popped up in her head as to why he wasn’t here, and it honestly hurt that he wasn’t. She couldn’t explain why but every time she saw him, a warm feeling filled her up inside even on the cold winter days. So when he doesn’t show up the next day, it breaks her heart. Days went by and still no sign of Spencer, it worried her to not know what happened to him but she just accepted it and went on with her life.
As she was getting ready to close one night, a knock on the window made her turn around and drop the broom in her hand. There he was, standing outside with an pleading look on his face. Basically begging her to let him in. Normally, she wouldn’t do this for anyone considering it’s already past closing time and she was about to leave. But Spencer wasn’t just anyone. So she walked to the door and turned the key, letting him come in.
“I’m so terribly sorry for coming in so late, I know you’re already closed but I was wondering if maybe I could still get a coffee? If it’s too much I can just go and-”
“It’s okay, take a seat. I’ll get you a coffee.”, she interrupted while getting back behind the counter to make some fresh coffee. He thanked her about a million times while taking a seat in the café. She noticed he was fiddling with his sweater, clearly there was something bothering him. So, while she placed his coffee in front of him together with the last piece of chocolate cake, she took the seat next to him.
“What’s on your mind?”
“Just had a tough week at work, that’s why I couldn’t come in sooner. I just got off the plane and hoped you were still open so I could get one more feel good coffee from my favourite place.“, he said after taking a sip of his hot coffee. His head was hanging low and his eyes had dark circles under them from exhaustion, his week really must have taken a huge toll on him.
“Do you wanna talk about it?”
“Oh no, please, I’m fine. You’ve already done enough for me by letting me in after closing hours, I can’t make you listen to my worries as well.”
“It’s really not a big deal, Spencer. I was genuinely worried about you, and to be honest you don’t look fine to me.”, she said as she placed her hand on top of his to express her sincerity. He looked up at her, staring at her beautiful eyes. God, she always looked so pretty. Taking a deep breath, he explained the things that happened to him at work, getting a couple gasps from her as he talked about how gruesome it can get sometimes.
The two continue talking until the sun completely sets, the big city being lit by just a couple street lights. They finally had the chance to get the know each other better, and what better way to chat than with a warm cup of coffee in your hand and a piece of cake in the other. They talked and laughed, shared life stories and even showed pictures of their pets. Time flew by and before they knew it, more than an hour has already past. She looked at the clock hanging on the wall above the counter, realizing how late it actually is. Spencer noticed it too, but something in him didn’t wanna leave just yet. His full attention was on her, admiring her side profile in silence. He would love to stay here with her forever, but even he knew that wasn’t possible. He finally build up the courage to speak up about the thing that has been on his mind all night.
“Is there anything I can do to repay you for doing this?”
“No, it’s alright. I had a nice evening so it’s on the house.”. She shot him one of her heart warming smiles, tinging something inside him.
“Well, I was thinking.. Maybe I could take you out sometime to talk some more. You know, like a date..?”
She stared at him like a dear in headlights, unsure if she heard him correctly. Was he actually asking her out on a date? The painfully long silence made him want to sink through the floor, thinking she was going to reject him and that the idea disgusted her. But she got up from her chair and flung her arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug.
“Yes! I’d love to! But maybe not to a coffee shop.”. She let out the most contagious little laugh as she pulled back, still keeping her hands on his chest while his rested on her hips. That’s when she realized how close they were actually standing, their face just mere inches away from the other’s. For a moment, it seemed like time stood still. It was just them in the cosy café, with no one else in the world expect them. They were staring into each other’s eyes, searching to find something they were both longing for. He leaned in, feeling her breath tickle on his face. Just when their lips were about to meet, a car honking outside made them jump, pulling away from each other. Both of them looked at the floor, too embarrassed to make eye contact after their intimate moment was interrupted. Spencer scratched the back of his neck, unsure of what to do next.
“Would it be alright if I walk you home? It’s not really safe out here for a woman to walk alone in the dark.”, he asked to break the awkward silence. She was glad he asked her that, not yet wanting to say goodbye to him. They cleaned up the shop together and went on their way to her house, which was just a 15 minute walk from the coffee shop. The walk was still a bit awkward from their interruption earlier, but it soon went back to normal chatter between the two of them. They shared more laughter, hands occasionally brushing against each other as they were walking so closely together. Something about being around the other made them relax, it was as if they’ve known each other for years.
When they arrived in front of her house, the conversation fell flat. Neither of them saying anything to postpone having to say goodbye. Spencer scratched the back of his neck, trying to think of something to tell her while she looked through her back to find her keys.
“So… Guess I’ll see you tomorrow morning?”, her voice had a hint of sadness in it. She looked at him as she stood there in the door opening, the faint street light appearing as little sparkles inside her eyes.
Spencer let out a breathy sigh, taking a few steps backwards while giving her a gloomy wave. It felt wrong to leave like this, to ignore what happened earlier in the café. He had a stabbing pain in his chest as he walked down those stairs in front of her house, looking back at the door to see her still looking at him.
Spencer didn’t want to wait till the morning to see her again, he had to hold her just one more time tonight. He stopped in his tracks, turning around and running back towards her house. Knocking on the door frantically, he was greeted with a confused y/n staring at him as she openend the door.
Without warning, Spencer pulled her closer, hand slipping around her waist. Her shoulders tensed as he placed his other hand on her cheek, staring right into her eyes. And in a heartbeat, he closed the space between them by capturing her lips with his, stealing her breath away. Slowly her shoulders relaxed, melting into the kiss. Her hands moved to his vest, pulling him even closer to her. Firework went off inside them, feeling ecstatic to finally express their affection. The kiss lasted for a couple more seconds until they pulled away, admiration spread all over their face.
Before Spencer had the chance to say or do something else, she pulled him inside with her. Closing the door behind them.
Guess that date came much sooner than expected.
The end...
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puppy love (iii)
Chuuya Nakahara x Reader
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fandom: bungo stray dogs
I didn't mean for this to be so long. I'm so sorry. I just really like writing about Chuuya interacting with dogs. Again I apologize (but I hope you enjoy)! (And the panel comes from the manga Kimi ni Todoke!)
warnings: fem reader, pet names (doll, lady, etc.), mentions of pet abandonment in the past, mentions of stray dogs, slight angst towards the end, a bit of mutual pining (but they don't know it yet bc they're kinda dumb) || words: 5.5k
Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV
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Chuuya has never known himself to be nervous.
Wary? Sure. Itching to get something over with? Absolutely. Pissed off beyond all belief? Of fucking course—he’s put up with Dazai for all these years, hasn’t he?
But he’s never felt quite like this. Standing in front of the shabby little shop you call home, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, fingers twitching in his pockets—not to mention the swarm of butterflies that’s taken refuge in the depths of his stomach. His throat is unnaturally dry, beads of sweat gathering at his forehead.
Why the fuck is he so damn nervous?
He has no reason to be. He knows no danger lies beyond that door, none whatsoever. And even if there was a fight waiting for him, he’d come out on top in two seconds flat.
Nothing to worry about. It’s just you and those dogs you keep yammering on about.
(Maybe that’s why he’s so worried.)
He shakes his head and knocks on the door. You’ve already turned the lights down, placed the closed sign right there in the window, and yet he can hear you scurrying on the other side of the door. A few seconds later it swings open, and the sight of your smile immediately puts him at ease.
“I’m so glad you could make it!”
He steps inside as you shut the door behind him. One of the lights flicker on, bathing the room in a warm golden glow.
This is the first time he’s actually seen your shop, and he’s pleased to find it looks much more comfy than the outside. A bit small in size, but the selection of pet supplies is plenty enough to brag about. Different brands of dog and cat food, assortments of leashes and collars in all kinds of colors, rows of dog toys and treats lining the counters. The floors are clean, the blinds are shut, and everything seems to be in order.
But not a single pup in sight.
“You want anything to drink?” You’re already motioning him to follow you behind the counter, towards the back of the store. “It’s alright, I’m the only one here. I won’t tell anyone,” you add with a wink.
Fuck, more annoying butterflies.
“That’s fine, I’m alright.” He sheds his overcoat and hangs it on one of the hooks by the door, but leaves the hat perched on his head. Luckily you don’t question it.
“They’re in the back, follow me.”
There’s a spring in your step as you lead him through the back hall, through a set of double doors and into what looks like a lounge of some kind. A slightly-worn couch rests by the corner, as well as a table with only a couple chairs to keep it company. But he doesn’t have time to survey the whole room before you disappear through another door, and he picks up the pace just to keep up with you.
Finally you come to a stop, resting a hand on the doorknob and throwing him a smile over your shoulder.
“They’re inside. You ready?”
He swallows the collection of cobwebs in his mouth. “Yeah, I’m ready.”
But you don’t open the door. Don’t even move an inch. You just stare at him with those big eyes, those pretty eyes, as your lips shift into a frown.
“…What?” Did he do something wrong? Did he fuck this up already?
“You don’t have to be nervous, you know.”
“I’m not nervous,” he says a little too quickly, and he bites back a groan when you give him a knowing smile.
“It’s alright, they can be a lot to handle sometimes. But they’ll love you, I promise! Besides, you’ve met three of them already. The other five are gonna be all over you when they see you!”
Two, he corrects you internally. He’s met two of them so far, the third one keeps his distance and fucking glares at him. Hardly a win in his book. Are any of the others like that? Or is it just that one who’s got a stick up his ass?
No, don’t be like that. It’s not the dog’s fault it doesn’t like people; hell, Chuuya himself doesn’t even like people all that much. The nerves are just making him feel on edge.
Fuck it, he’s not nervous!
“They won’t bite,” you add with a laugh, but he still remains locked in his spot behind you. So you hold out a hand and tilt your head, reminding him of the night he first met you. So much like that one dog you have, the shiba pup. “They love meeting new people. And if Kotaro already loves you”—oh yeah, that’s the shiba’s name—“then the others are sure to follow his lead.”
The way you’re looking at him, a gentle look in your eyes, hand outstretched hopefully in his direction…
It’s no big deal. It’s just a bunch of dogs. He loves dogs, right? Never met a dog he didn’t like! They just happen to belong to you, and you’ve…just got a lot of them. Nothing too major, he’s dealt with much worse in his life.
But that’s just it. They’re your dogs, not just stray animals he crosses paths with on the street. They mean the absolute world to you, he knows it in the way you talk about them. You show it in the way you clutch Kotaro to your chest, pressing kiss after kiss to his furry head. The way your eyes light up at even the slightest mention of one of your dogs, how you’re so eager to brag about the new trick they learned or what they did at the park earlier that day.
You love them with everything your heart has to offer…and Chuuya just hopes he’s good enough to give them the attention and adoration they deserve.
A heavy sigh passes through his lips; slowly but surely, he places his gloved hand in yours. “No biting?” he asks with a smile.
“No biting, I promise! Told them to be on their best behavior today, too.”
It’s only when he nods that you turn the knob and push the door open. You all but pull him in after you, all smiles and laughter and—
Holy shit, that’s a lot of fucking dogs!
All different breeds rush him at once, Kotaro taking the lead and nearly barreling right into Chuuya’s knee. The beagle follows soon after, accompanied by a corgi. (At least he thinks it’s a corgi.) Two little Chihuahuas are yipping and running circles around his ankles. A dachshund paws at the tip of his shoe before latching her teeth around it.
“Hey, hey, come on! Be nice!”
You clap your hands and wave your arms to shoo them away. Just like clockwork the dogs turn their attention on you, a blur of wagging tails and drool and perked-up ears. You scoop up the pair of Chihuahuas, holding one in each arm, and gently nudge the dachshund away from Chuuya with your leg.
Over your shoulder he can see the last two dogs: the grumpy bulldog he met a few days ago (the one who looks like he hates his guts), and a schnauzer whose tail hasn’t stopped wagging since he walked in the room. There’s a slight limp in the schnauzer’s step; it’s favoring its front left paw, but he can’t see any visible wound on the skin. Placing the twin Chihuahuas down, you give the schnauzer a scratch under its bearded chin before pressing a kiss to its head.
“Sit!”
About half the dogs listen, Kotaro not being one of them. He’s still busy sniffing the area around Chuuya, rubbing against his leg like a cat. You snap your fingers over and over, huffing when the dog blatantly ignores you. Finally you stand up and scoop him up in your arms, placing him down in between the dachshund and the beagle.
“You alright?” Your smile is a bit wobbly. Are you just as nervous as he is?
For some reason the thought quells the storm of butterflies fluttering in his stomach.
“I’m fine, doll. Nothin’ I can’t handle,” he adds with a smirk, and you quickly avert your eyes back down to the dogs.
You sink down to sit on the floor, patting the space beside you. Unfortunately Kotaro takes that as his cue to move—even before Chuuya can settle himself down, he’s wrestling a rowdy shiba pup off his lap.
But when one dog goes, the rest of the pack is sure to follow. And suddenly the two of you are swamped in furry bodies and swishing tails and scrabbling paws. One puppy on your lap, another in your arms, and one nosing at your pocket in hopes of finding a snack or two.
“This one’s Sora,” you say, holding the corgi up to him. Chuuya can’t even speak, too captivated by the pup’s sweet brown eyes. “He’s a cutie, isn’t he? And he’s—oh, hey! I would never forget about you, Ocha, don’t worry!” You reach over to pat the dachshund right between her ears. “This little girl is Ocha. She can get a bit jealous but she’s an absolute sweetheart! Oh! And these two are Yuki and Yui! They’re…the troublemakers of the pack!”
Are those the Chihuahuas? One of them is chomping on your shoelaces, while the other one is pawing at his pant leg. The corgi in his arms lets out a soft whine; immediately he brings it closer, letting it sniff his hand and lick his face.
“This is Haru,” you continue, motioning to the schnauzer. “She’s the newest one here. She’s not scared of humans though, so you can pet her all you like! Just let her approach you first. Oh, and be mindful of her paw, she’s recovering from a broken leg. Poor thing could barely walk when we found her! But she’s healing up so nicely…aren’t you, pretty girl?”
The dog lets out a whine, but it almost sounds happy. Her ears are pressed against her head and her stubby tail’s wagging a mile a minute.
Reaching around the corgi’s head—is it Sora? Sounds about right—he holds out a hand to the schnauzer. The dog, Haru, gives a cautious sniff, balances herself on her good paw, and takes another step closer. You’re practically bouncing in your seat as Haru wags her tail and lets Chuuya pet her.
“Aww, she likes you!”
And thank fuck for that; there’s nothing more depressing than a dog that doesn’t like you.
Like that one—he gives the bulldog a sideways glance, and the dog huffs and turns his head.
The beagle nearly trips over his own paws trying to reach Chuuya’s face. The tiny Chihuahua chewing on your shoelaces manages to untie them, and you scramble to grab the string from its mouth with a shriek.
Kotaro, Pochi, Sora… Haru, right?
Something nudges his elbow. It’s the little dachshund, staring up at him with big brown eyes, clutching a small stuffed toy in her mouth. She nudges him again, giving a whine and shaking her whole backside in the air.
“What is it, huh?” Fuck, what’s that one’s name again? “You wanna play, is that it?”
The dog yips and bats him with her paw. But when he grabs at the toy, she gives a hard tug and nearly rips the damn thing right out of his grasp.
“I can’t throw it if you don’t give it to me!”
She doesn’t give up, and neither does he. You laugh at the awkward tug of war between the two, all the while Sora is curled up in Chuuya’s other arm. One of the Chihuahuas crawls into his lap, throwing off his balance just enough for the dachshund to wrench the toy out of his hand.
“Hey, wait—”
It’s a three-way assault: Kotaro plants his paws right on his shoulders, Sora leans up to lick his face, and the dachshund—Ocha, that’s it!—practically throws herself right into his lap, all but knocking the poor Chihuahua out of the way. The poor pup tumbles to the floor, but you’re quick to scoop him up before he can whine.
“Sorry, Yuki,” you manage through your laughter, “Ocha didn’t mean it, I promise. …And sorry, Chuuya! Usually they’re not this rowdy!”
But he finds himself laughing along with you—of course, you apologize to the dog first—even when Kotaro’s weight knocks him over onto the floor. He’s on his back know, knees bent with the beagle ducking beneath them, and the tiny corgi curled up on his chest. Kotaro’s wet nose is pressed against his cheek, Ocha’s paw nudging his shoulder, and oh shit, now the schnauzer’s in on the fun—
“Come on, guys, let him breathe for a bit!” Your voice reaches him through the mess of fur and paws; he sees your hand snake around the dachshund’s body to pull her away. “No doggy pile today!”
Not that he has a problem with that. If this is what you have to deal with every day, living with all these dogs doesn’t seem like such a bad thing.
“Get over here, you little—”
He rolls over, propping himself on his hands and knees, still supporting the corgi against his chest. Kotaro barks and shakes his bottom in the air; the silly look on his face just screams “play with me, damn it!”
Pochi plants his paws onto his shoulders, while Ocha ambushes him from the front. Despite favoring her paw, Haru is quick to chime in with a yip and plants a sweet kiss right on Chuuya’s cheek.
The smug look on Kotaro’s face says it all: You’re surrounded. Give up already, feeble human!
“Alright, alright, that’s enough!”
You’re on your feet now, shooing the dogs away, cringing at the rumpled fabric of Chuuya’s pristine jacket and vest. The flecks of dog hair sprinkled along his dress pants. Not to mention the trails of drool and doggy slobber on his face—
“Come on, be nice.” You slide Pochi out of the way and gently pick up Haru in your arms. Chuuya catches the bulldog glaring at him from across the room; the little shit hasn’t even moved in the last ten minutes or so. “Give him some space, Kotaro!”
Chuuya manages to lift himself to his knees. The little corgi in his arms lifts his head and kisses his chin, his stubby little tail thumping against his hand. A laugh bubbles up in his throat.
“Lovable little shit, ain’t he?”
“Yeah, Sora’s a cuddle bug when he wants to be!” Once the dogs give you some space, you hold out a hand to help him up. “He’s also a sleepy little guy. Gets random bursts of energy but he’s always the first to fall asleep.”
His gloved hand slides against your own, and you pull him to his feet with a grunt. Immediately Haru and Ocha start whining and pawing at his pant leg. Batting their eyes at Sora, all snuggled up against the man’s chest.
“Are they usually just clingy, or is it just me?” he asks with a smile, and you giggle behind your hands.
“Must be you! They’re friendly, but never that friendly to people they’ve just met… They must really like you a lot.”
(Maybe it’s his roguish charm and handsome features. If so, you can’t really blame them.)
“Anyway, looks like they’ve settled down a bit.” He glances at the two pups nestled in your arms; the twin Chihuahuas are already fast asleep, snoring softly with their heads against your chest. “Come on, I’ll show you the rest of the shop.”
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The “rest of the shop” isn’t really part of the shop at all; Chuuya learns quickly that it’s just the half-finished room where the dogs live, with the stairs leading up to your apartment just off to the side. He stops himself before he can wonder what’s up there, though.
Not the kind of thoughts he should be having about someone he’s only just yet. And about a lady, no less.
And now the dogs are safe and sound, sprawled out in their individual beds and tucked away for the night. The Chihuahuas sleep in a tiny bed between a mess of blankets, with a dozing Pochi and Ocha on either side of them. Sora is curled up into Haru’s side; when his paw twitches gently, Chuuya thinks he can feel his chest get all warm and fuzzy.
So fucking adorable, aren’t they?
The only ones still awake are Kotaro (who’s made his home at his feet, for some unknown reason), and Shiro, who’s planted his ass firmly on your shoes. Still glaring at him with his bottom teeth jutting out, only wagging his tail when you reach down to pet him.
The two of you are leaning against the counter, side by side, holding a pair of mugs in your hands. Might be too late in the night for it, but holy shit do you make a great cup of coffee.
“I’m glad you think so,” you chuckle, careful to keep your voice low. Don’t wanna wake the babies, right? “I don’t really like it, I kinda have to drink it for these little guys, though. Keeps me going the entire day!”
He looks at you then, really looks at you as you take another sip of your drink. Your frazzled hair, the bags under your eyes, the slight heave in your chest—and the familiar warm glow in your eyes as they sweep over the eight resting dogs.
Running a shop, catering to customers, taking care of eight individual dogs, all with different personalities and needs of their own… No wonder you look so drained. You look like you could sleep for a week straight, and then some with that look in your eye.
He clears his throat and averts his gaze before you can catch him. “You said she’s the newest one, right?” He motions to Haru with a hand, snickering as she snuggles deeper into her little makeshift bed. “How long have you had her?”
“Only a couple weeks.” You place your mug down and sweep a hand through your hair. “We found her wandering around the streets one night—well, Kotaro found her, really. Poor girl was digging through the trash and limping so badly! We took her to the vet right away, fixed up her leg so she could walk again. She had a collar but when we tried calling the owners there was no answer.”
Your hands suddenly curl around the edge of the counter. Nails biting into the surface, teeth clenched and eyes wild with fire. Chuuya stops himself from reaching out to you, instead tightening his grip on his mug and taking another sip.
“They wouldn’t answer our calls, and when the vet stopped by their place he realized they’d moved… Didn’t even have the sense to bring her to a shelter first. Just up and left her, like she didn’t even matter.”
Such a sweet dog, so kind and gentle, with her favored paw resting so nicely on the blankets… Little puffs of air escaping through her nose, brushing against the corgi’s fluffy head.
And suddenly he wants to shatter the mug in his hand. The thought of leaving a mess on your floor is enough to keep him at bay, but the white-hot fury is still blazing through his veins.
How could someone treat such an innocent animal like that?
He wouldn’t have guessed it, with how friendly she had been with him earlier. Eager to play and get to know him, licking at his face and wagging her cute little tail. And extremely loyal from what he’s seen so far, with the way she looks at you and responds to your voice. What kind of dumbass would let go of such a perfect companion?
“…Are they all street dogs?” His voice is strained, but his eyes are gentle when they meet your own. “Abandoned, I mean?”
“No, not all of them. This one,” you lean down to rub Shiro’s chest, “I knew his old owner. He was moving away and he couldn’t take Shiro with him. He used to work at the shop, that’s why he asked me. Sometimes I think he still misses him.”
That explains why the dog’s such a hard-ass. But he can’t find it in himself to blame him. Chuuya knows a thing or two about losing people he cares about.
“Pochi and Sora were hanging around the shop before I took them in. At first I thought they were cats, but then I heard barking one night and knew I had to bring them in.” That familiar smile is back on your face as you gush about your puppies. “Ocha? I found her while coming home from a friend’s house, in a thunderstorm of all things! Now she doesn’t like storms, but show me a dog that does!”
You slide your mug further away before lifting yourself onto the edge. Only when you pat the space beside you does Chuuya do the same, careful not to spill what little coffee he has left in his own mug.
“The twins, Yuki and Yui,” you point to the tiny Chihuahuas in the center, “…I don’t know where they came from, honestly. I just opened the door one day and they were there. Right on the doorstep, practically newborn, no note or anything. I don’t even know what happened to their mother.”
Shiro yawns and settles down at the base of the counter, his legs sprawled out in front of him. Meanwhile Kotaro turns his attention to Chuuya, whining until the man caves in and scratches behind his ear.
“What about this one?”
“Oh, Kotaro? Former shelter dog, the last one to be adopted before they closed down! No one else wanted to deal with his little troublesome ass, so I volunteered.”
And the smug little shit looks so proud of himself, too. Tongue lolling out the side of his mouth, tail swishing from side to side, stirring up the mess of dog hair already on the floor.
A comfortable silence settles over the two of you. The dogs are sleeping, Kotaro’s relishing in all the extra attention, and for once, the bulldog Shiro isn’t even growling at him. Eventually he finishes off his coffee, and you’re quick to take it to rinse it in the sink with your own.
“Hey, Chuuya? Can I ask you something real quick?”
He glances up from Kotaro for a split second. It’s easier to pet him from the ground rather than the counter, so he hops off and kneels down to the dog’s level. His gloves are gonna be covered in dog fur once he’s done.
“What is it?”
Another bout of silence. Your back is turned to him, still hunched over the sink, despite the mugs already drying in the rack next to it. Kotaro paws at his knee, silently begging for another round of pats.
“…You’re part of the Port Mafia, aren’t you?”
Every nerve in his body screams at him to run. No, to fight. Fight and fucking win, just as he’s always had to do. Eliminate the threat. Prove your strength.
It’s like a switch goes off in his brain. But he’s not the only one; Shiro’s head lifts off the ground at lightning speed, his lip curled to show more than just that row of bottom teeth. Kotaro stiffens as soon as Chuuya’s hand retreats, his huge eyes boring right through him.
You’re still glued to your spot at the sink, not even daring to move an inch.
The message is clear from the dogs. Touch her and you die.
He swallows the mess of cobwebs in his throat as he slowly rises to his feet. Kotaro and Shiro keep their eyes trained on him; out of the corner of his eye, he can see Pochi and Ocha stirring awake, too.
Insanely loyal dogs, aren’t they?
“…It’s alright if you are,” you spit out, still staring at the sink in front of you. “I promise I won’t tell anyone! It’s just… I’ve, ah, been wondering about it…for a few days now, and I just thought…”
The sigh he lets out sends a shiver down your spine. He’s careful as he makes his way towards you, and for some reason, Shiro lets him without taking a chunk out of his leg.
“…How’d you find out?”
He’s trying not to sound intimidating. He’s not angry, far from it actually. He knows you and your little pack of pups is no real threat to the mafia. (Although, the image of you storming HQ with a band of street dogs is strangely entertaining to him.) Sooner or later, you would have questions of your own about him. He just didn’t think it would be this soon.
But that horrible feeling from earlier is fluttering around in his chest. The same one that makes his palms slick with sweat inside his gloves, the one that sends his heart smashing against his ribcage.
Is he ashamed? Absolutely not; the mafia has always been a part of him, and it always will be until the day he dies.
Maybe the thought of you running away, too scared of what he is—and taking your little pack with you—is sending him in such a frenzy.
“I’ve…had my suspicions,” you start quietly. Slowly you turn around, keeping your back against the sink. Chuuya stands a few feet away from you, forcing his hands back into his pockets. “For a couple days, now. Maybe even more… I just wanted to be sure before I started suspecting anything…”
Dangerous? He fills in the blank with a swallow.
“…’M not gonna hurt you, ya know.”
“I know! I know… Believe it or not, I’ve had my fair share of run-ins with the mafia. This isn’t exactly a nice area of Yokohama to begin with.”
That raises the hair on the back of his neck. Who did you come across? Surely someone like Akutagawa or Tachihara couldn’t be bothered with a simple pet shop owner. A simple grunt then, perhaps? He can’t imagine why they would make themselves known to an innocent civilian like you.
Did they threaten you? Were you caught in the crossfire? Thrown in the middle of a turf war? Every possibility sends another wave of heat throughout his body.
“Honestly, it wasn’t that hard to figure out.” There’s an awkward chuckle on your end. “I only ever see you at night. You’re rich as hell, I can tell by the way you carry yourself. Only one kind of job around here could get you that kind of outfit, and all those fancy wines you like to talk about. Oh, and you kinda dress like a stereotypical mafioso, too… Not that it’s a bad thing!” you add quickly, holding up your hands. “I like it! Makes you look…good, I guess? No, not just good… Maybe handsome? Ah, I-I mean—”
You stumble over your words, burying your face in your hands when none of them come out right. That’s when Kotaro trots over to you, circling your feet before taking a seat right in front of you. Shiro stays right in his spot, eyes glued on Chuuya…but at least he’s not growling at him anymore.
Chuuya blinks. And then blinks again.
…You think he’s handsome?
He clears his throat—no time to get all distracted over a few simple words from a pretty girl. “You’ve got nothing to worry about, doll. I promise, the Port Mafia wants nothing to do with your little…pack of dogs.”
But he does.
As horrible as it sounds, he wants everything to do with you and your little family of puppies.
“It’s okay.” You wrap your arms around your midsection, finally meeting his eyes with a shaky smile. “It’s just…kind of a lot to take in… Sorry…”
No, he gets it. He could barely believe it himself, after joining the mafia years ago.
“…You ain’t scared?” he asks, despite his gut telling him to shut the fuck up already.
But you shake your head, and suddenly he finds himself frowning.
“A bit too trusting, don’t ya think?”
“Maybe.” Your smile becomes a bit stronger now. “But the dogs seem to like you, so that’s enough for me.”
His jaw nearly drops to the floor; he can feel the coffee from earlier swirling around in his stomach.
Are you fucking serious?
“I know it sounds silly, but it’s true!” You must’ve seen the look on his face; you’re starting to look a bit sheepish yourself, but you continue nonetheless. “Dogs have a great sense for this kind of thing. They can tell when a person has good or bad intentions. Pick the rotten apples from the rest of the bunch, you know? And they’re all pretty easy-going around you. So if they’re not scared of you, then I’m not either.”
Well sure, it would make sense if you were a fucking child. But placing all your trust in a bunch of dogs, no matter how loyal and protective it may be… It doesn’t sit right with him.
“You can’t be serious.”
“But I am.”
“What if I hurt you?” Even saying the words out loud make him feel sick. “You really think they would’ve warned you?”
“Yeah, they started growling at you right away, didn’t they?”
“What if it was someone else? Someone other than me?”
“I trust them. I protect them, they protect me.”
“You can’t always be sure of that, doll.”
He’s stepping closer to you, and for whatever reason Kotaro and Shiro allow him to. Until he’s face to face with you, so close you can count the row of freckles splashed across his nose.
But you’re still smiling. In fact, you look more comfortable right now in front of him than you have all night. Almost like you’ve totally forgotten about the whole Port Mafia thing.
“It all comes down to intentions. Believe it or not, they’ve saved my ass a few times before. Especially Shiro; more than once he’s kept a shady person away from me, or pulled me away from a dangerous situation. It sounds weird, but I trust them with my life. Just as they trust me with theirs.”
Words fail him in that moment; he opens his mouth, and they die right there on his tongue. On one hand, what you’re saying does make sense, but it also doesn’t, and he’s not sure which one to believe.
He knew you were close to your dogs. Treated them just as you would your own children. He just didn’t realize you put such a great amount of trust in their hands—well, paws.
Despite their smaller size and friendly natures, they did jump to your defense when they suspected you might be in danger. Shiro and Kotaro standing between you two, a protective barrier of claws and teeth, with Ocha and Pochi standing on guard.
A dog’s love for his human knows no bounds.
“Trust me, if they sensed you had any bad intentions, or wanted to hurt me in any way, they wouldn’t have let you come into the shop like you did. Kotaro wouldn’t have warmed up to you right away. Believe me when I say this, Chuuya, the pups love you.”
He grits his teeth, his gaze falling to the floor between you. “…Not the bulldog.”
Your laugh is a song to his ears, and when you reach for his gloved hand, he thinks his heart might burst right there in his chest.
“Don’t worry about Shiro. He’s stingy with everyone at first! To be honest, if he really didn’t like you, he would’ve tried to bite you the first time he saw you! But as for the rest of them? I’ve never seen them warm up to a stranger like that before. Especially Kotaro—the way he acted around you that first night… It kinda made me jealous!”
You shake your head and take his other hand in yours. His face grows warm beneath your gaze, his heartbeat echoing in his ears as you inch your face closer to his.
“If my dogs trust you, then that tells me you must be a good man.”
And suddenly, Chuuya wants nothing more than to sweep you into his arms and press a thousand kisses to your lips.
“Your secret’s safe with me. If you want to come back, you’re more than welcome to! And if you want, we can just keep it between us. No outside drama, no mentions of work—just you and me and all these dogs…if that sounds good with you.”
Chuuya doesn’t think he can smile any wider. There’s another strange feeling in his chest, so much more pleasant than the one from earlier. No more shaking hands or butterflies in his stomach; only a sweet, warm feeling that pools deep in his chest.
It reminds him of your smile, of your warmth and affection for the little family you’ve made for yourself, as he tugs you in closer with Kotaro yipping happily at your heels.
“Sounds perfect to me, doll.”
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Captain John Price x Cis He/Him Male 'Soldier' Reader
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Pairing: cis!John Price x cis!Male Reader Summary: Reader fell asleep in price's bed naked and price likes what he sees Words: 2,377 Warnings: sex Notes: Ive been meaning to post this but i completely forgot, im in the process of getting rid of my kofi so im posting all of that shit over here.
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Price had been in his office all day working nonstop on paperwork and mission reports that had piled on his desk in the time the 141 had been out, The captain had barely gotten any sleep for the past few days working back-to-back on the paperwork and when john had finally found a good enough stopping point for the day he was dead tired and ready to pass out as soon as he got back to the barracks but once he opened his room door there was a familiar figure laying asleep in price’s bed, y/n. The older male couldn't help but hover in the doorway looking over y/n’s bare body. The younger male was naked, asleep in Price’s bed, the blankets were barely covering the soldier, exposing the whole of his back and the top parts of his ass.
Price stood in the doorway, the dim light of the lamp on the desk framing y/n’s body sensually. The younger was so quiet the only indicator he was alive was the movement of his back with his breathing, the longer Price stared the more it disturbed y/n until eventually, the younger had jolted awake after years of being in the military and working for the government had made y/n more and more sensitive to soundless disturbances. y/n turned his head to look at Price and once he caught sight of his captain he smiled softly, “Hey.” y/n’s voice was deep and thick from his sleep but the soldier was already wide awake and very aware of his surroundings.
Price continues looking over y/n's body before breaking the silence, “You shouldn't sleep naked, y/n. I could've been anyone.” Price’s voice is deep and gruff, y/n relaxes when he hears the older, immediately recognizing that John wasn't mad at y/n sneaking into his room to sleep in his bed. “The team’s seen it all before…” y/n hugs Price’s pillow closer to his chest and watches the older, “The enemy hasn't.” John’s words are soft and quiet in the room, he steps in slowly, letting the door fall shut behind him. y/n's eyes track John's hands as the older tugs his belt loose, y/n's voice is quiet and a little shakey when he speaks, “I've got nothing to be ashamed about.”
A deep chuckle rumbles from Price’s chest and he drops his belt to the floor with a hollow thunk, John stops next to the bed and lets himself admire y/n’s back and ass up close. He can't help but touch, lightly dragging his finger down y/n’s spine and hooking it under the blanket to pull it the rest of the way off to expose y/n’s ass, John traces his finger over the scars over y/n’s back before reaching down to grope the youngers ass cheek. y/n suppresses a shiver as Price works his strong rough palm on his ass, squeezing and groping his cheeks. “You’re a fine specimen” Price’s voice cuts roughly through the quiet of the room, y/n exhales softly “I’ve been working out more as your soldier, sir” y/n pitches his voice innocently at the end of his sentence in the way he knows drives price absolutely crazy.
“Mmh… Good on you…” Price runs his hand down to Grope y/n's smooth thighs, the older's voice is rough when he speaks. his heart flutters when y/n calls him ‘sir’. “Why’ve you been in the military so long, son? You like the boys here?” Price moves his hand back up to grope and spread Y/n’s ass cheek, “I like the men more, sir” Y/n's voice is low and just as rough, they’re both affected. The tiredness behind Price’s eyes has disappeared, and he's no longer thinking about his long days and the even longer week, Hearing his soldier is just as into this as John is makes the situation all the more heady.
Price hums appreciatively and gives a light smack to y/n’s ass just to see if it would jiggle, “I've got plenty of men for you to like, soldier.” price’s voice rumbles from his chest, he can't take his eyes off of y/n. The older sinks a knee on the bed to lean farther over y/n, “Only got my eyes on one man in particular, sir” Price's heart rate picks up, and there's a fluttering in his stomach, he looks down over the expanse of y/ns back, the lamp casting a dim glow throughout the room. “And who might that be. Sergeant?” Price is almost afraid to ask the question but he has to, he cannot ask it… just in case.
“You, captain” Y/n knows the power he has over Price, he knows just how wrapped up in him Price is. A warm feeling spreads throughout Price’s gut and a smile forces its way onto his face, he was right. Price had hoped y/n would say those words, he had dreamt about it but hearing his soldier admit it out loud couldn't compare to any measly fantasy his brain could conjure up. Price undoes his fly and moves on top of y/n, he presses his heavy arousal over y/n’s ass and bears his weight down onto the younger. y/n exhales sharply at the feel of John's hard cock against him and his own cock throbs at the thought of having that inside of him, knowing what was about to happen and having wanted John for so long, y/n has to bite back a needy groan. 
“I’ve had my eye on you too, sergeant” Price's voice is low and rough, he speaks into y/n's ear. To punctuate his words price rolls his hips down onto Y/n's ass, the soldier’s voice lowers to a whisper “I know.” y/n bites his lip at the feeling of arousal that rolls through his body in time with Price's grinding. John pauses and huffs against Y/n’s neck amused “You do?” he breathes hotly on the back of y/ns neck and drags his tongue over the warm skin, “You aren't exactly subtle, sir” Y/n pushes his ass back onto prices clothed cock, the older drags his lips across y/n’s neck and shoulders, y/n lets out a breathy groan and moves his hand to hold onto the back of prices head loving the feel of the older's lips on him.
Price shudders, his breath is dragged from his chest and he rocks against y/n's ass, unable to help himself. “Shouldn't try to waste your time then, huh?” price’s voice is breathy as he grinds his aching arousal against y/n’s ass. “That's what I like so much about men like you…” y/n whispers into the pillow, prices easy rolls get his hips grinding into the mattress below him sending spikes of pleasure through y/n’s equally hard cock. “You got a thing for men who know what they want and don't waste time in taking it?” prices voice is heavy and deep from desire, “Yes, sir” y/n's voice is breathy, and he's unable to think straight, the feeling of price against him gets y/ns brain fuzzy and has his words falling short. Price chuckles and kisses down Y/n's neck, he gets up and continues kissing down the younger's back to his ass, y/n rolls his hips down onto the mattress and breathes out a soft moan. Price grabs Y/n's hips and pins him down onto the bed, “Sir-” Y/n's voice is clipped, his brain isn't working right and he can't wrap his head around what his captain is going to do next. Price spreads Y/n’s ass again and spits down onto the younger's needy hole, y/n lets out a groan and wraps his arms around the pillow clutching it to his chest. 
Price flattens his tongue and licks a line from the younger's taint up to his crack spreading his spit before moving back down and licking solely over y/n's hole. y/n moans loudly and stuffs his face into the pillow to muffle his noises, price circles his tongue around y/n's twitching hole before licking into it and then pulling back out to tease the younger. y/n whines at the loss of prices tongue, the inside of his ass cheeks are starting to tingle from the burn of Price’s beard. y/n tries to move his hips back desperate to chase the sensation of John's warm tongue but the older's grip is too strong and it keeps him in place. “You take what I give you, Sergeant.” Price's voice is husky and thick with arousal, he enjoys the effect he's having on the younger man and the realization sends chills down y/n's spine.
Just as y/ns mouth opens to start begging for Price to keep going the older bears down, price hooks one of his arms under y/ns hips and lifts his ass in a better position before licking into the younger man intensely. The older hardly lets y/n think, Price eats his soldier out until y/n’s smooth body is tensing beneath him and the younger is shuddering through his first orgasm of the night. Price pulls back when y/n starts to twitch and whine from oversensitivity, “such a good boy” Price rumbles and kisses y/ns ass cheek.
John doesn't waste any time in shoving his pants down to his thighs and freeing his drooling cock but before he can start price leans forward to grab the small bottle of lube out of his desk drawer and to flick the lamp off. Once plunged into darkness he sets the bottle of lube down by his knee and familiarizes himself with y/n's body again, he runs his hands up and down the youngers back before moving back to his perky ass unable to keep his hands away from it. Price doesn't deny himself the pleasure of playing with it and he relishes in the way y/n tries to hide his needy whines into the pillow.
Finally, after what feels like forever price flips open the cap on the lube and coats his cock in a healthy dose, he spreads y/n's cheek with one hand, and with the other he guides his cock up and down the split in y/ns ass, groaning when the head catches on the youngers wet rim. “Please” Y/n's voice is muffled and needy as he begs he doesn't move his face from the pillow but Price is feeling generous, normally the older would tease but how desperate Y/n sounds for johns cock stirs something in his gut that makes him want to take it easy on the poor soldier.
Price, slowly and as gently as possible eases his cock in, y/n nearly sobs from the burn, he loves it and needs more. Once John gets the head in he stops to let y/n breathe but he doesn't stop for very long before he’s easing into y/n's tight heat. Once John has bottomed out and their hips are pressed flush together Price leans forward and lays back down on top of Y/n, his arms worm between the bed and Y/n to hug the younger to his chest and he rests his forehead on the nape of Y/n’s neck. The soldier pants heavily into the pillow, not only is Price thick but he's long too, and the older's cock feels like it's splitting Y/n open. it takes a while and a lot of deep breaths before y/n is ready for Price to start moving.
y/n attempts to press his ass back but Price is quicker, he meets y/n’s hips, pushing his cock in deeper. Y/n lets out a needy groan but before y/n could relish in how deep John was, price pulls out to his tip and presses back in so slowly that tears well up in y/n’s eyes. “oh fuck… please sir” Y/n sobs his voice is low and needy, price huffs into y/ns neck, amused and pulls out again. But, this time he presses in faster, price builds a rhythm of pulling out to his tip and pounding back in, y/n yelps as Price’s pace gets aggressive.
“Fuck… fuck fuck fuck” y/n babbles, price is practically pounding y/n’s brains out, making quick work of fucking y/n dumb. John clutches Y/n to his chest and fucks him earnestly “Haa- oh god!” y/n is only getting louder, the longer and harder Price fucks him, Price covers Y/n’s mouth and buries his face into the younger's neck, “Stay quiet for me love… cant have the guys hearing, yeah?” price’s voice is gruff and husky in y/n’s ear, the youngers eyes roll back into his head and he pushes his ass back to meet the older's thrusts, needy and desperate for the older. y/n can't get enough of John, everything the older gives him, y/n needs more.
“Mmph-” y/n attempts to plead but his voice is muffled by Price’s hand, Price just chuckles and pounds into y/n harder causing the younger to yelp into John's hand and his fingers flex into the pillow. “Cant- mmph! Take… it” Y/n manages to get out, he's being turned into a complete blabbering mess. Price growls and fucks into Y/n impossibly deeper, the older is panting hard into Y/n’s neck, “I want you to come again love…” Price growls, “Come on… do it again for me” Y/n sobs hard, price is hitting his prostate dead on, milking y/n closer and closer to his second orgasm before finally y/n lets out a muffled shout and comes a second time into the sheets. Y/n blinks tears out of his eyes and squeezes his eyes shut as Price continues, four more rough thrusts and Price is burying himself deep and releasing thick ropes of come, painting y/n’s insides white. “So good for me love… so good” he growls.
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thebardisabird · 9 months
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this is the first request ive ever made, but how would the boys react to a classic Bimbo reader? with classic blonde hair, pink clothes, expensive bags and nails, stuff like that😭 this may be a bit strange so dont answer if you dont wanna, i was just curious. thank you so much lmao 😭
We know her, we love her, she’s that girl!
So Osomatsu immediately goes gaga for you. I’m talking heart eyes, drooling, unable to think coherent thoughts kind of enamored. From your pretty long eyelashes, to your super short mini skirt to pink boot heels - he can’t seems to pick a spot where he wants to look! Every single inch of you sings sex appeal and he’s listening very intently. He knows he definitely cannot afford you tho - so he might pull off the same stunt he did for Chibimi and just about sell his soul to get a date with you. (Honestly when I think of all the characteristics you describe matched with Oso I think of @girlymatsu ‘s oc Erina-chan who is super cute and fun, please check them out, you can tell they put a lot of love in their art and you'll absolutely love their oc)
Karamatsu sees your fashion sense and instantly wants to be the Ken to your Barbie. You have this it girl factor that draws him in and with the sway of your hips and the wink of your pink, glittery shadowed eye, he’s completely under your spell. If you so choose to give him the time of day, he pays you compliment after compliment, and will take you out on a date to get coffee or a nice meal depending on what you’d like. If we’re talking about a classic bimbo trope where you’re a little on the less well-read side, then he might find it cute that you don’t really know how to pronounce some of the words of the meals or coffee drinks and he’ll try to use the opportunity to teach you some fancy words. You actually find his poses and flowery speech kinda funny, because he sounds like a poem out loud.
Choromatsu has no idea how you're even talking to him right now. He's seen you plenty of times and never ever imagined you would even say two words to him other than like... "Excuse me" if he was standing in your way. You are so far removed from all the things that encompass his life. Yet when you tell him that his favorite has super cute outfits and that you were thinking about becoming one yourself because you love the idea of all the glitz and glamour it brings, he short-circuits. You're already so gorgeous, to think of you being in cutesy outfits and dancing around? And he's allowed to talk to you? Associate with you??? The man is ready to die happy. But not as happy as when you dress up in his favorite idol's outfit - only it looks ten times better on you because your bigger chest and ass. While you don't exactly understand his love for anime, manga, and other more nerdy things, you humor him because he's just so cute when his little froggy face lights up the way it does!
Ichimatsu is intimidated entirely by you and will actively go out of his way to avoid you. You are like a beacon of light far too bright and undeserving for him to ever even get close to. Luckily for him, you notice one day that he's looking into the window of a cat cafe and you finally tap him on his shoulder and ask about whether he likes cats or not. It takes about everything he has not to throw up on the spot, but he is seriously questioning his life and whether or not some god above is about to smite him. You try to explain to him that you actually really love kitties as you point to your kitten paw choker and show him your baby pink matching kitten paw nails. At some point he realizes that you're not fucking with him and he slides out of fight or flight mode and into general nervousness. It takes a while before you can actually get him to speak (you're literally such a bombshell against his disheveled-ness, he feels very grateful that he's conscious enough to give you short answers instead of fainting like his body wants him to), but you eventually give him your number. When you part ways, then he slumps to the ground, but with the tiniest of smiles on his face.
Jyushimatsu actually makes you nervous. It's very clear that you're super attractive and bubbly, but there is a genuine sweetness to him that makes him stick out from all the other meatheads who try to normally get your attention. The yellow clad matsu isn't very subtle about staring at you and your appearance, but you honestly don't mind it when he says things like "Your hair reminds me of the sun!" or "You look like a pretty pink cloud today, haha!" The guy is just so adorable it makes you giggle. And when he smiles right back (even bigger than his usual grin), it makes you blush a bit. You end up leaving lipgloss on his cheeks all the time because you just find him so cute.
Todomatsu can't get enough of you once he gets to know you! You two feed off of each other's cutesy personalities. And since pink is both of your signature colors, you guys end up matching outfits a lot. Though the price to pay with you two being so matchy-matchy is that everyone else literally cannot stand being around you two lol. But that's fine to either of you because you both just chalk it up to them being rude and jealous and you pay it no mind...it's either that dynamic orrrrr you end up hating each others guts because only one of you can be the cutest in Akatsuka. Though that scenario ends up in an enemies to lovers situation because even though Todomatsu says he can't stand you - he definitely admits to himself (and only to himself at first) that you are positively gorgeous and the only person worthy of being at his level of pretty in pink.
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comradekatara · 4 months
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if you had to give bolin a good personality/arc, what would it be? mako has (hardly touched) parallels as the repressed, protective older sibling. bolin, like katara, is the younger sib who wears their heart on their sleeve. but while she's a prodigy on top of being the last bender of her tribe, he has mediocre skill, and probably would get looked down upon as a mixed earthbender in neocolonial republic city. but instead he's just written in cringy ships that are esp hard to watch
this is a great question. the thing about bolin is, he’s actually a pretty talented earthbender. obviously not toph level, but you know, good enough to be a pro athlete, and to lavabend! the problem with bolin isn’t that he’s untalented per se, it’s that he’s stupid. katara may be naive, but she’s still incredibly smart, witty, and practical. no one in atla is straight up dumb tbh (even zuko has his moments). but plenty of characters in lok are dumb and serve no narrative purpose other to be annoying UHH I MEAN “”funny”” . bolin was actually fine at first. in the first couple episodes, he’s confident, outgoing, and optimistic, but he’s also grounded and has at least one brain cell. then i guess they decided they wanted bolin and mako to fight over korra but for mako to “win” korra in the end, and so they had to nerf (or perhaps lobotomize) him. which makes perfect sense, of course. it’s clear from then on that the show never really has any idea of what to do with him, which is a problem with pretty much every facet of lok.
bolin reaches his peak of character usefulness in the book 3 subplot wherein he and mako get stranded in the lower ring and run into their extended family. this is a very good mini-arc and exactly what i wish we had seen from mako and bolin throughout the entire show. i don’t care about their misguided career choices (apart from insofar as it is informed by their trauma), i care about their roles as they problematize the neoliberal fantasy lok largely uncritically glamorizes. not saying that all my favorite children’s cartoons need to be marxist propaganda (although……… im not NOT saying that), but their entire backstory conflicts w the ideologies being presented in the show, and they’re ostensibly main characters!!! so where is that tension???? why are we focalizing capitalists and nepobabies (sorry tenzin i forgot ur not actually defined by ur famous parents) when mako and bolin are supposed to be significant players?? and not just in a “oh teenage boy romantic drama” or “wacky buddy cop sideplot” way. in a “how do they reflect the themes” way.
i don’t really know what exactly i’d do with bolin if i rewrote lok right now (because i tend to forget he exists tbh), but i do know that he NEEDS to have more depth, nuance, and like… a modicum of intelligence. the class, racial, familial, and romantic aspects of his character would need to be teased out more and actually cohere. he would need to have feelings that aren’t simply played for laughs, and his role in the narrative would have to be more than simply being the show’s little jangling jester. maybe some people enjoy the “dumb comic relief” archetype (and if anyone says “but what about sokka? you like sokka” i will find where you sleep) but he literally has no depth. and what’s the point of a PRIMARY CHARACTER who serves no thematic function. his function is mainly to be proximate to mako, and of course to annoy the viewer with his wacky subplots. also i guess to introduce the avatar world to red pandas, but again, that first happens before they nerfed him, so im not even gonna count it as a positive. actually you know what? since the beginning of writing this paragraph ive given it some thought and decided that bolin should’ve been a communist revolutionary 👍🏼
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Love is Embarrassing
Ep 1- House 1- PL
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i dont KNOW what is is but she was having a rough time with PL. i think it was the celebrity thing but she literally fangirled the hardest ive ever seen her fangirl in my lifeeeeeee and he i think very kindly indulged her. let her greet him etc and after he had enough of the swooning ran away and i was DYINGGGG... like my boy really said youre hot and thats what im here for .. at least right now.... PL and sofia were where i really noticed that scars personality can be a bit strong for some sims. BUT theyll have plenty of alone time with her so dont you worry. hopefully she chills haha!
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