#its just fucking UGHHHH

[doodlboy]

Om tag ramble

#my hate 4 solomon is festering bc of that post bc its infuriating that #every1 was so scandalized that he was doing shady shit 2 lucifer from before but bc its asmo suddenly its okay #like- he's fine as a character ig but im tired of the hypocrisy in this fandom. if you're gonna b pissed off at him dr*gging lucifer #then be angry at him taking advantage of asmo while he was drunk too. its bullshit #ik hes a fictional character and its not a real issue but come the fuck on #its also bs that suddenly theyre all scary demonic demons who are evil and need to be contained and controlled #bc one second ppl are treating them like just some guy but when they need to make excuses for why bad things happen #to the characters its all 'well they're bad people sometimes and they're strong demons so its okay to treat them like shit' #its not. absolutely fucking not okay. #suddenly they deserve to have their basic rights taken away from them bc they do bad shit sometimes. #idc if theyre not your favorite character or what species they are or if they aren't a good person 24/7 NOONE should get taken advantage of #like- im more angry about the hypocrisy than i am the actual game content now. solomon does shady shit all the time #but when its done 2 golden boy lucifer its a fucking outrage for everyone #but when its asmo hes suddenly this violent hostile murderous creature that should be chained down or tamed #its just fucking UGHHHH #im not putting this in the main tag bc im not gonna have 10 different ppl tell me im fucking stupid for being upset abt this again. #elliot rambles #rant in the tags

[milkbreadtoast]

Scenes that still shake me to my core more than 10 years later.... god the voice acting in this scene is so good.

#ouran #ouran high school host club #ouran hshc #ohshc #kyouya ootori #tamaki suoh #tamaki suou #kyoya otori #kyoya ootori #god the voice acting and music in this scene is so good #and the entire build up to this scene throughout the entire ep... #its so fucking good god it still hits me so hard #and that fking. imagery thing w the painting they did... 😁😁😁😁🫠 #he is gay.... its sm more compelling (and its just. so real lmao he was in love w tamaki so bad) if u read him as gay... #the scene after this when he says 'i thought if i could share his world... id be able to see things id never seen before #UGHHHH IM LIKE TEARING UP JUST THINKING ABT IF #*IT #tamakyou #kyoutama #suou tamaki #ootori kyouya

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OOH YEAH BABY! PARTY TIME BABY! MUSIC! DRINKS! SOCIAL PRESSURE & A PSYCHEDELIC BREAK DOWN! WELCOME TO VAMPIRE SOCIETY MOTHERFUCKER! ARE YOU SCARED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND YET? ITS OKAY IF NOT. FIRE DISSOLVED IT! ITS ALL GONE NOW. HAVE FUN!

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #RRAAHH IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW SOOO GOODDAMN MUCH!! each o these characters has STOLEN my HEART!!! #LIKE EMIZEEELLL i love emizel so much.. runnin around announcing that HE isa PRINCE while shiloh FINALLY quietly clicks the pieces together #nathan hanover you MADMAN!!! that slow dramatic guitar riff as emizel makes that announcement was so fuckin COOL UGHHHH #MR HANOVER DOES IT AGAIN just creating tracks that absoultely WORM into my MIND and HHEAARRT UUGHHGHH #emizel is so cool and so funny and so adorable UUGHH ill gush abt him more when i finally post my emizel n soda doodle page #ARTHUR FUCKING BENNET. i totally get why grizz has a hard time playing him. hes cool and stoic n its not easy to play a man o little words #BUT BBOOOY DOES HE DO IT WELL!! arthur DOES come off as so stoic n cool & it just makes his lil misfortunes all the more charming #like falling into the red fear or confrontin edward twilight or accidentally doing lsd. I LOVE THATS HES THE BAD LUCK GUY. #okay uhhu uhh i have limited room here what else should i say uhh. THE NPCS. MY GOD THE NPCS. CHARLIE U WONDERFUL MADMAN #edward twilight is SUCH a funny fucking antagonist. and supposedly his magic stuff is super scary?? SO EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF THAT #ill ramble abt mr deacon keller later eheh i have a. uh. a doodle page in the works. so in the meantime DAYBRINGER SOLOMON!! #“HERE COMES THE SUN MOTHERFUCKER!” “ILL SEE YOU IN HELL. NOT. IM GOING TO HEAVEN. BITCH.” like come on now. oh my god. i need him #BIG POWERFUL BEAST AND EVERY WORD HE SAYS HAS ME CRACKING UP. THE MUFFLED VOICE IN THE DARK BROKEN BY “LIGHT!” #TRULY HILARIOUS AND YET TRULY HORRIFYING. I FUCKIN LOVE CHARLIE NPCS SO MUCH. I HOPE WE SEE HIM AGAIN OHH MY GOOOODDD #OKAYokay. im normal now. ill talk abt the piece. if u read my tags this far then u get special secret knowledge abt the artistic process #IM VERY HAPPY WITH MY COLORS! i know they were hallucinating on drugs so i just recalled the times i did drugs & used that as my influence #REMEMBER KIDS! acid is totally fine if ur safe and responsible about it. do acid and then stare at my art for a bit trrruuust me. IT MOVES! #anyway i think thats all my thoughts here. thank you for looking at my art n thanku if ur one o the ppl that says nice things in the tags #U are LITERLY my life blood i pick up each of u n kiss u so sweetly on the head. remember to try acid!!!!

[wazzappp]

Ok @moosemonstrous here we fuckin go.

OK SO. I apologize if it comes off more Evangellion than Pacific Rim but I thought that making The Charger more slender would help to differentiate it and allow for a focus on agility (also helps it to look more skeletal and unsettling).

The Charger is built in layers. An outer layer that constitutes the armor, a thinner covering, metal scaffolding, secondary thin covering, and then finally the essential wiring that makes the 'nervous system' of the Jaeger. Most of the damage (corruption scars, nicks, paint chipping) is just cosmetic, and the structural nature of the Jaeger is intact.

HOWEVER. The same can not be said of the reactor core. At some point (maybe during Eli's death?) corruption made its way behind the main fans of the outer engine and into the main reactor that powers the Jaeger. In theory this should lead to a catastrophic failure, but in this instance Im thinking there was a chemical reaction that essentially stabilized the corrosive nature of the Corruption (were gonna circle back to that).

For the most part my version of Robbies suit is fairly standard. I added an orange tint to his helmet screen for flavor because hey. Why not.

The spine of the suit is probably newly integrated to allow for an updated interface, I imagine theres at least a little development in the technology between the time Eli dies and Robbie comes into play. That would make the suit a weird mishmash of past and new technology which could be VERY fun.

Also I LOVED the white accents @cicada-candy added for their design but I didn't want to steal ideas so I just added it in my own places. Your art fucks severely bro I just wanted to make sure and let you know that <3

TIME FOR MY FAVORITE PART: SPECULATION ABOUT THE CORRUPTION AND ITS THEORETICAL GENETIC EFFECTS IN DOSES ON A SUBJECT!!!!!! (AKA self indulgence part 2 electric boogaloo)

I believe you mentioned the Corruption being a Neurotoxin which would be Very fun and VERY cool but I also have a suggestion. Mainly because you also referenced an increase in Robbies strength, as well as another person who got fuckin deaded shortly after.

A rapid growth in muscle density to allow for this strength would be very interesting, but why would the Corruption cause that? Simple answer; it isn't. At least not intentionally. Whats actually happening is a kind of nerve damage that changes the brains regulation of muscular exertion. Our brains really only let us use a certain percentage of our real strength, because if we just let loose and used it all we would cause significant physical damage to ourselves. Like. ripping your own tendons free from their anchors. you could break your own bones. you would die SO fast bro.

Now it is POSSIBLE to access this strength in situations of extreme stress and thats how you get people lifting cars off of loved ones, but this does still cause damage. It also gets more complicated when you consider Fast Twitch muscle reactions but for the sake of simplicity: You Would Die.

So a release of cortisol and other stress hormones, combined with a lessened ability to control strength. This means they would be USING that strength A LOT against ANYONE AND EVERYONE. But maintaining this sort of metabolism is not reasonable. Someone suffering from Corruption would likely also suffer from Hypoglycemia fatally. So extremely strong, extremely scared, and extremely short lived is the kind of deal we would be talking about here.

SO. Having said ALL OF THAT. WHAT IS ROBBIES DEAL. Well heres my proposal: The Corruption is a virus that causes neurodegenerative disease.

If Robbie was exposed to very small amounts of it as a child, it's possible it was inactive or defective, which would have allowed for an immunization point. Its also highly possible that this is a virus that can not survive (well i say survive very lightly. theres significant debate as to wether viruses are actually alive at all but I digress) outside its usual area AKA Inside a demon. He could have been exposed through contaminated water, direct contact, maybe even breathing burned version through the air. Either way, he came into contact with a weakened version of the virus and it helps him later on.

As he comes into DIRECT contact with Corruption via plugging into The Charger this is when we would start to see some more interesting effects. This Corruption would still be different though because of the aforementioned stabilizing chemical reaction in the reactor. Also, because I think Eli's DNA would be integrated into it. This provides Robbie with genetic compatibility for the virus to jump off of. Remember, viruses don't want to kill a host, they just want to reproduce as much as possible (which does end up killing a host but still). And a fun fact about viruses is that we never actually get rid of them, we just get rid of the symptoms. Once you have it its in you forever.

SO. 1. Immune response from Robbies body begins to cause the nervous damage that would allow for his rapid increase in strength. 2.Immune system recognizes the genetic material is familiar (Eli doing something good even inadvertently I guess). 3. Immune system neutralizes the virus and incorporates it into Robbies genetic coding. All good right? Happy ending? WRONG.

BECAUSE WHEN THERE ARE COPYING ERRORS IN YOUR DNA (SOMETIMES FROM VIRUSES) WHAT DO WE CALL IT?? DING DING DING 10 POINTS TO THE MUTUAL THAT SAID ✨MUTATION✨

This virus still carries genetic material from demons, this would also be getting integrated into Robbies DNA. Places like his spine which would have the most regular contact with the Corruption would probably take the brunt of these changes. It's possible that the nerve damage never truly goes away and he continuously tears and then rebuilds those muscles, resulting in overall increased strength thats technically?? stabilized?? Also I could totally see his body going 'oh shit were finally growing with decent access to fuel? BET' and just. Reactivates the growth plates in his bones ('Look! I've fixed his runt of the litter insecurity!' 'YOU FUCKED UP A PERFECTLY GOOD PILOT IS WHAT YOU DID. LOOK AT HIM. HES GOT ANXIETY ABOUT THE STATE OF HIS HUMANITY').

Oh yeah its also worth noting that this would be like. Pretty painful. We're talking constant soreness, cramps, deep aches that just won't go away. General suffering <3

Of course tapetum lucidum OF COURSE TEEF obviously as if I could go without it. You can get funky with mutations because hey. fucky wucky demon genome integration whoop whoop. Also could be interesting to see damaged areas on the Charger manifest on Robbie as damaged tissue. His skin says 'AH. Damage' and copies itself as scar tissue instead of the usual.

Oh god Ive been writing for a solid hour and a half I was supposed to be asleep a while ago ok. Moose I love this au and its making me unwell thank you for sharing with the class I hope you will consider my virus proposal for body horror purposes.

#love the idea of him just getting up one morning and going '??? Was the floor?? that far away before??' #im a sucker for it dude #also I am like. not a biologist . just enthusiastic about biology without the education. so take everything here with a grain of salt lmfao #i gotta go to sleep now. how am I gonna do that. much excitement. i make responsible choices like an adult. #ughhhh #robbie reyes #ghost rider #im prolly gonna look at this in the morning and edit the hell out of it because in my joyus haze of bullshit I didnt connect paragraphs #but fuck it we ball #pacific rim ghost rider au #my art #digital art #sketch #oh its also worth noting that the ✨mutations✨ im talking about generally result in like. cancer. very cancer #eli morrow #<- naughty. goes at the bottom of the list

[dizzybevvie]

"Kingdom Hearts is so complicated" "Nomura made it up as he went along" "KH makes no sense" Have you considered that Riku is 15 and autistic and gay bc if you do I think itll change things

#domt get me wrong a lot of kh is fucking ridiculous and some of it is way too complex but like #bare bones? Rikus motivations are so real to me like Riku is such a realised character #Giving him hugs #If sora at any point in the game was like “Riku youre my best friend and i value you” nothing wouldve ever happened /hj #Obviously overhearing the dock convo with Kairi definitely triggered a fight or flight response in him #and him being like “Winner gets to get with Kairi 😼” and then as soon as the race is over being like “lol it was just a joke bro haha” #And him trying so hard to be a cool guy (which works tbf bc sora idolises him but is still evident) #Him tossing Sora a paopu and sayin “c'mon. you know you want to try it.” eithout ever saying Kairi to test the waterz #his main priority after opening the door to darkness being making sure Sora comes with him and feeling betrayed when he doesnt #and then in traverse town running when Sora has the chance to abandon him for his new friends #and then maleficent is like Lol he replaced u <3 and riku is gay and autistic and 15 about it #I care so deeply about kh1 riku. Hes just a little guy and he just needed a hug #apollo says stuff #UGHHHH #Its feeling so so sad about Riku Kingdom hearts hours #riku kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts #kh riku #soriku #beverly says stuff

[jasper-crow]

I guess this is first time all 30 of y'all who follow me get to see my face lol. I just feel very cute today in my uniform with my new belt and glasses.

💙💙💙I love love love accessorizing my work uniforms 💙💙💙

(You're okay to reblog if you want y'all)

#i look so good in this #thanks to my wife for whatever he did in the edits? #idk how to do that stuff 😅 #ughhhh i feel sooooo cute today #I dont think ive posted my face online in like..... #7 years? #femme4butch #union femme #femme mechanic #i love turning heads at work #when all the guys know im queer as fuck and they've got no shot #its been great just being out and myself since moving locations #def not butch bait #id 100% never shamelessly post butch bait #butch bait

[broke-on-books]

Best thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: you can meet some of the nicest people with some really cool ideas and hcs, there's such an abiding love for the franchise, which on its own is just AMAZING, such a wealth of content to dive into, and I haven't even gotten into the fan REDESIGNS and aus and-

Worst thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: people irl in public will come up to you with some of the worst Scooby takes ever (Scrappy found dead in Miami, SDMI revolutionized animation, etc.) and you have to restrain yourself from getting into a fistfight with some rando acquaintance/friend-of-a-friend in public ALL THE TIME 💀

#THERES NO WAY THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME RIGHT #its constanttttt ughhhh #james gunn i fucking hate you this is all your fault 🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡 #not the sdmi stuff but the REST #there should be a jail sentence for scooby crimes i SWEAR #also this one dude today UGHHHHHHHU #ive never even seen him before (apparently hes been in my math class this year?) but with all the seniors gone (save me bc i love a party) #there was like 5 ppl in math today (4 of them good friends of mine) and this dude would NOT let up with the scrappy sucks sdmi is awesome bs #like i was just like no i disagree with you every time he brought it up but like UGH. #i think scrappy got a bad lot and deserves a chance to be the best he can be and sdmi is personally unwatchable to me because of how mean #they are to each other/the relationship drama plots. whats not to get we dont need to keep hashing this #i didn't make it a big thing though bc i didn’t want to start stuff but ugh #the only ppl allowed to make fun of scrappy around me are my besties and even theyre on thin ice so like watch it bub #blah #scooby doo

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

hiki and geki matching post

hiki and geki matching post

#utau #kazehiki utau #gekiyaku utau #(this isn't all of them but these are the ones i thought matched the most esp given the poses; these r the 偽薬; 点滴; and 顆粒 vbs respectively) #(also i hope this doesnt go against kuzutokaze's terms?? cause its just low quality screencaps and not the full high res art) #(but ill delete if i have to) #theyre sillyyyy i like them BOTH when u have vsynths that are meant to b counterparts do not separate them!!! #angst siblings angst siblings... (to me.) maybe im particularly based b/c reminds me of my own brother and i #but also ive just read interpretations/fantheories abt these two that have absolutely DESTROYEDDD me sad as fuck man wtf 😭😭 #i have a lot of thoughts abt a lot of vsynths. ughhhh curse me not having a lot of time to draw rn #i will admit i was a bit more hiki based at first lmao but ive warmed up to geki; yeah her voice tone def isnt for everyone #i totally get that. but she can roll her rs so good LMAOO... and also just in the way/s i interpret her she reminds me a lot of myself :( #[well ok i project heavilyyy on a lot of my vsynth interpretations but these two. i can do things. *hits them w/ my latine beam*] #[JOKINGG... /hj. in a way. shhhhhhhh dont even worry about it. i NEEED to test out more how they both sound in spanish tho i need] #please ignore these tags for the love of god 😭😭😭 its late and im going a little unhinged

[latinashepard]

i kinda believe the psyops against argentina atp because why are there british people acting surprised that argentina called out israel's zionist war crimes saying that means "even their fellow n*zis know it's wrong".

when y'all invented colonialism and are actually occupying sovereign argentinian land right now. y'all are getting toooooo bold toooo bold

#we dont have time to unpack all of that like. argentina having the biggest jewish diaspora in latam + #condemning the perpetuators of our own genocide ourselves + obviously the malvinas situation #so this is extremely fucking personal. which i don't expect people to know. i just expect them to fucking quiet #ughhhh why do i get mad its useless but it infuriates me sorry #arg tag

[spikrock]

born to play double bass in a pirate band forced to be a normal teenage girl 😔 life is so unfair

#lowkey i have bootstrappers brainrot right now #every time i watch these videos im overtaken by the NEED to play double bass in a band #i play bass guitar in a band but double bass is just different and i dont have an outlet for that yet #other than orchestra #sometimes i get to play shows in small groups for orchestra which is so much fucking fun everyone else who gets picked for the small shows- #complains but i love that im the go to bassist its so FUN #UGHHHH I LOVE DOUBLE BASS I LOVE ITTTT SOOOO MUUUUUCHHHHHHH <33333 #rambling #bass

[ruthlesslistener]

How many fucking times do I have to say that a character being unlikable and mean doesn't mean they're not a good character. Criticizing them just because you don't like them isn't productive when the narrative impact of their actions is essential to the story, you're just pissing off the people who actually DO like them

#drags hand down face. UGHHHH #I wish i could talk about my blorbos without being criticized #yes i know shes unlikable and mean. yes i know her in world actions are terrible #but her CHARACTER is excellent and interesting and saying otherwise everytime I talk about her is SO FUCKING AGGRAVATING #the writing is GOOD. her character is GOOD #just because you dont like it doesnt mean its BAAAD

[koko2unite]

these days what I do is just work, draw gay porn, and try to fix the shadowban on my twitter, and it's been like this since August and I'm kinda tired....

#ughhhh why shadowban whyyyy #i thought i will never get shadowbanned again after reaching 5 digit followers but no things just keep getting worse #like losing followers when posting art instead of getting new ones #and the character is fucking trending there #thats how bad it is #and sometimes i wonder if its because my art is just bad now but i dont know if i can face that reality because i still do this because #i love my art #and if i start hating my own art i dont think i will continue

[fagofgod]

i legitimately dont think catra was any more wrong than adora in terms of their relationship towards each other for most of the show actually

#sparked by. um. a tweet. sure #like SPECIFICALLY in terms of their relationship. bc obviously catra was in the horde. which is evil. but ignoring that. and just looking #-at the catradora relationship. #also obviously not ALLL the time but. you get it #its like. theyre enemies at war! theyre both attacking each other! and adora is frequently a LOT more physically aggressive than catra. #and like yeah catra is mean and cruel to her in fights. but adora also tries to do that?? (shes just not as good at it) #also. also. since people like pretending catra was abusive to adora in the horde for an abused child lashing out when threatened #adora is a fucking dick to catra for most of the show but especially in the horde? shes VERY dismissive of catra- her abilities and concern #and ADORA actually had. basically all the power between them in their horde relationship. yk. #like. theyre both incredibly messy! its not something exclusive to catra #its really weird to pretend adora's unhealthy trauma responses are only 'positive' (self sacrifice etc) while painting catra as awful #spop #ughhhh

[lesbiangiratina]

Oh my god i need to get a phone with a headphone jack before i end it all.

#ive been using skullcandy wireless headphones for a few years but they fucking break every couple months. #also they discontinued the better kind. theres that too. #i bought a sony pair and ughhhh it sounds worse. trying to save it with equalizer but its so. whatever #can i just get the best and most convenient headphones ever. for free. #BUT UGGHHHH I HATE CHANGE!!! I HATE CHANGE!!!!!!!!!! #its hard enough trying to get alternative earbuds. i havent had a non-iphone since my fucking flip phone. #i dont want things to be different even when its for the better. i think i hauve autism. #yeah theres the fucking dongle but i want to charge my phone too. 3rd party things that do both suck ive tried them. GIVE PHONE MORE HOLES #whatever my phone is fucked up anyway. home button broke months ago. i could replace it some time next year. probably. #i need music. all i do is listen to music. 32 hours on spotify this week if you were curious. #the kat goes meow

[infizero]

i just realized my professor has given us an assignment due the 29th that requires us to draw in a coffee shop/cafe...... fuck

#ughhhh why. why why why #either i could email him and ask if i could get an extension. or i could try and see if some of the shops around here will let me just #sit in them without buying anything. curse my social anxiety #i dont know what the standard is for that like could i just go in somewhere and sit down without buying anything and they'd be #chill? or would they ask me to leave if im not gonna buy something?? could i ask if i could do that??? #ughhhhh. why THIS WEEK OF ALL WEEKS. i am going to kill someone. #well technically its due at midnight that day. so i could go on the 29th. but i have classes all day idk if i'd have time #urgh. im gonna start with asking for an extension and if i cant get that then i'll do the fuck around and find out method with shops #serena.txt

[arolesbianism]

Besties help tumblr is completely broken for me I haven't been able to have anything load all day :(

#rat rambles #idk if thisll even post but Im pretty sure its not a server crash since I can open tags just fine for some reason? #Ive tired uninstalling and reinstalling but that didnt work #idk maybe tumblr just decided to fuck me over in particular #not sure whats going wrong here but hopefully itll just sort itself out by the time I wake up tomorrow because if it doesn't then ughhhh #I dont wanna troubleshoot this stupid app