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thedeathlysallows · 2 days

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Is It Over Now? (13)

Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x Aemma Velaryon; Aegon Targaryen x Aemma Velaryon

Summary: My hand was the one you reached for

Warnings: canon typical Targaryen incest. Stockholm Syndrome, infidelity, manipulative Aegon, discussion of character death. Smut, fingering, using murder as dirty talk, hand job, public sex.

Aemma's coin has finally flipped, but where will it land? Greatness or madness?

Tag list: @callsignwidow

You aren't sure how or when it happened, but it's as though something inside you snapped, slowly but surely shifted your love and loyalty from your mother to Aegon. All your plans, all the playing pretend melted away until it became your reality. When did that happen? When did you become so pathetic? Was it the abject horror of seeing Aemond loving another woman in Harrenhal? Or were you always this weak?

"You seem deep in thought." Aegon looks down at you, head tilted slightly so that the rubies of the Conqueror's crown glitter in the sunlight.

"I suppose," you respond dully.

He hums in annoyance before looking away abruptly. You aren't sure why he insists on walking with you through the gardens, but it was the one reprieve he allowed after your escape. You're kept under a smothering watch at all times now except for when Aegon fetches you for your daily walk. He never lets you go with guards. It has to be him, and you just don't understand it.

Annoyance rises in you, bitter and dark. "I don't understand!"

"What don't you understand?"

Lots of things. You don't understand lots of things, but you don't want to discuss the complicated relationship between the two of you, so you say, "You told Aemond to seduce the witch. Why? Why would you do that?"

Aegon tosses his head back and laughs. "Is that what the bastard told you? And he says I'm the degenerate one."

"Aegon, this isn't the time for jokes. I want the truth." You turn to him fully and he's struck suddenly by the fire in your eyes. It's been so long since he's seen it he thought you'd given up your spark completely.

But of course not.

Of course your fire is still there because his is still there.

Aegon still burns every second of every day for you. The two of you are the last flickering twin flames of Old Valeyria, meant to merge together and raze down everything standing in its way. He loves you, desires you, needs you more than Aemond possibly could.

"You want the truth, my little dragon?" He steps closer to you, following as you move away from him. "I'll give you the truth, but I want you to remember that it was I to do so... not Aemond."

You suck in a deep breath, overwhelmed by Aegon's presence crowding you against a tree. Rough bark bites into your exposed back and arms. Suddenly, the gauzy dress you chose this morning doesn't feel like it covers enough.

"Aemond would never lie to me," you eventually say.

"I see. Is that why he blamed me? All I told him was to keep the witch loyal to us. I don't give a single fuck about her happiness or comfort... but Aemond does, doesn't he?" Aegon traces his thumb across your bottom lip before continuing.

"Let me guess: he told you not to worry and that she could never compare. I've told Helaena the same about my whores. I suppose, in a round about way, it's the truth. She's kinder than them, more of a proper lady. She deserves better."

You want to strike out at Aegon, your palm itches for it, but you stay still. He pets you so gently, running his hands over your body in a comforting way that brings tears to your eyes. You want to ask him why he doesn't give her better if she deserves it, but you already know the answer.

You.

Aegon has spent years pining over you, spiraling when you were taken away like some sort of toy. He's a spoiled brat. You love him anyway... but you love Aemond as well.

"Is love enough?" Your voice comes out as barely a whisper.

"Enough for what?"

"Anything." For Aemond to be loyal, but you don't say it out loud.

Aegon knows what you want to say, but won't say. He knows you better than anyone. Maybe even better than you know yourself. "Love is enough for us if you'll allow it."

Your lips curl up in a wry smile. "You're being awfully sweet today, Your Majesty."

"Maybe it's because I see where my brother is failing and I decided I need to take this chance."

"Failing on your orders."

"Not my orders. I never told him to fuck her, but we both know that's what he's doing." Aegon presses his lips to yours, hot and persistent. "Don't you want revenge, little dragon?"

Yes.

Yes, you do want revenge.

You want blood and revenge and for this foreign anger inside you to end.

Aegon's lips trail from your lips to the column of your neck, teeth sinking into your skin every so often while his hands grip your waist. He grinds into you and you feel the delicious drag of his hard cock between your thighs. "I have plenty of information from the witch. So much that her life means nothing to me now. You could kill her if you wanted."

Kill her?

"H-have you ever killed anyone?" The idea makes you nervous, but it's hard to concentrate on those nerves when Aegon's hands are slowly bunching your dress around your waist.

"Yes. Would you like to hear about it?" He nips at your ear, chuckling darkly when you yelp. Two of his fingers circle your clit before dipping into your cunt and he moans when he finds you absolutely soaking wet.

You nod, letting out a little whimper. "Yes... please..."

"Mmm, good girl." Aegon pumps his fingers in and out of you at a punishing pace. "It's better than any drunken high, any fuck... it's... ah, fuck, yes..."

Aegon's head falls to your shoulder when your hand slips inside his trousers to stroke his length. You wrap a leg around his waist, silently begging him to go deeper.

"Oh, fuck," he breathes against your skin. "Such a good little whore for me. D'you like this? Like me fucking you in public?"

You do. You really, really do.

"Say it," he demands, wrapping a hand around your throat. "Say how much you like it."

"Aegon... please... I love it."

"Say you love me."

You nod. "I love you!"

Aegon's grin is almost terrifying when he says, "I want to watch you kill Alys Rivers."

The pleasure that had been building in the pit of your stomach crests and washes over the rest of you, leaving you to spasm around Aegon's thick fingers. He kisses you all over as he reaches his own orgasm, spilling into your hand.

"Good girl," Aegon whispers into your hair. "Fuck, you're so good for me. We need to remind Aemond how good you are, yeah?"

That's all you really want, you think to yourself. You just want to be good for the people who love you. That's all you ever wanted.

#aemond targaryen x reader #aemond targaryen x you #aegon targaryen x reader #aegon targaryen x you

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quillkiller · 23 hours

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pleasepleaseplease elaborate on bartylus as orpheus and eurydice variants please if you want

mil!!!!! you sent this to me 2 minutes before my shift started….. i was losing my mind…. they’ve been in my head ever since…. i just got home thank god !!!!!!

anyway. so i have this au/wip which is loosly (very loose!!) based on the eurydice and orpheus myth but also set in canon. i have a tag for it ’fic: don’t look back’ <3

here’s a little snippet:

”Barty,”

It comes out as a breath, as an exhale— but it almost shatters him. If he wasn’t on his knees already he knows they would buckle. Knows he would fall down at Regulus’ feet. He almost looks.

so regulus still goes to the cave, and he still dies. he doesn’t go out of the kindness of his heart, but because he’s tired and he did it all wrong and he can’t win and he just wants it to be over. he goes because he misses his brother and he wants his brother to live. he doesn’t care about the rest of it, the war, the two sides, voldy or dumbledore or the prophecy. he wants out and he’ll never get his brother back so he’ll do this one thing to (hopefully) save his brother even if sirius will never know <3 after that he’s done. he goes to the cave knowing he’s going to die and he wants to. he yearns for the dark and the quiet !!!! he’s 17 and he thinks he’s lived way too long and he just wants out now

he leaves barty a letter. it’s vague but barty figures it out. they spend one last night together because regulus is selfish and greedy and want him just one more night. they used to fumble around back at hogwarts. they were each others firsts and they trusted each other but they were never together. not actually. just stumbling into each others beds, shakey hand jobs, clumsy blowjobs, sloppy kisses. they didnt really talk about it either but not in an awkward way, they just didnt really need to. it was about comfort and love and boyhood and fear and safety and they’re just. so special to me. not dating, not best friends, but a secret third thing. just so completely intertwined but so different from each other.

- virginia woolf. this is the bartylus dynamic to me. like. everything was awful, their homes, their circumstances, their surroundings, their expecations. but they were also just boys. everythings awful but sometimes they’d sit in the slytherin common room and they’d make each other laugh. sirius left but barty is waiting for him at kings cross with a grin :,)

anyway. it all sort of stopped after they both took the dark mark. they still had each others backs and they’re always best friends and intertwined!! but i guess there’s just too much else to think about now ahdhdjajfjkd. but reg comes to barty the night before he leaves for the cave and they properly spend the night together. its messy and miserable and lovely and it feels like a goodbye. reg leaves before barty wakes up the next morning.

barty!!!!!!!! goes mad. mad with regret and anger and desperation and love and hatred and every other emotion under the sun. he wants him back and he will get him back. barty is smart, was top of his class, is a quick learner in all things magic. i don’t know how long it takes, if its months or years, but barty is on a rampage and he’s seeing red and he’s not sleeping and he’s not at all himself. he sees reg as a ghost, talks to him, he’s haunted. he aquires several forbidden books from shady sources about magic that has long since been banned. he will bring regulus back if it’s the last thing he does. eventually he finds either a spell or some magic ritual (haven’t figured it out yet) that existed back in the 1700s but has been banned almost immediately due to people just. coming back wrong. miserable and wailing. barty’s not seeing that though. he’s just seeing that he can bring him back. so he learns everything there is to know about the spell/ritual and then sets out to go to the cave. months or years later, i still haven’t decided. i think it would be a little sexy if it was a couple years after reg died.

that’s where the eurydice & orpheus myth comes in. basically barty isn’t allowed to look at regulus until they both get out of the place where he died. but it also differs because regulus so desperately wants him to look. regulus is miserable when he’s brought back. miserable and young and confused and angry.

by paul tran is and always will be rab when he enters the cave!!

so reg is trying to seduce barty to please look at him. please look at me. and barty wants to more than anything. the first time he finally takes a breath since regs death is when he finally brings him back. the relief overwhelming. and it lasts for 0.01 seconds because regulus doesn’t want to live. he’s so angry and he’s sobbing and wants to go back. but barty doesn’t want him to. and he’s telling regulus it’s going to be okay and they’ll be okay and he’ll protect him and take care of him. but regulus doesn’t care. and barty is desperate:/

sadly barty is greedy. and weak. and it’s been years and it’s desperate and he can’t remember the shade of blueish gray regs eyes were. and regs pleading hurts. and barty just wants him. he just wants him and wants to keep him and he was never ready to lose him and he isn’t ready now. but it all boils down to the fact that barty is equally impulsive as he is strategic. he spent years (?) trying to figure out a way to being regulus back and more of his friends died during that time. he’s done what he set out to do. so he looks. because reg is asking him to and because barty isn’t strong enough not to look at what he wants

and yeah.

#fic: don’t look back #THIS IS SO LONG IM SORRY…….#bartylus #ive missed them

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raining-anonymously · 5 months

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You can never go back.

ID and “challenge” under the cut. ID is also in alt text.

[ID: Digital drawing of Frisk outside the door to the Ruins. Their hair is tied in an uneven ponytail with the Faded Ribbon and they hold the Toy Knife in their left hand. Their face is downcast. Text near their face says “…”. Behind them, a semi-transparent Chara has one hand on Frisk’s shoulder and the other pointing at a bush. Its jaw is cartoonishly dropped and its eyes have minimal detail. Text above Chara’s head reads, “* Frisk there is a fucking camera in the bush.” Flowey is also present, but he is mostly obscured. end ID]

challenge: can you find the flower?!?!

i hope this piece captured the spirit of the undertale

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the-kipsabian · 2 months

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#kip sabian #trent beretta #trent?#aew #all elite wrestling #aewedit #wrestlingedit #wrestling #night gifs #if you watch them enough times they will eventually sync up lol #i just like these where you see the same move from different angles #its also been so long since he last did this top rope stomp. god i miss his old moves ough #honestly props to him for committing to this considering he was probably in pain at this point so like. yeah #good job my dude now get some rest 💜#my beloved #shitposter greg #kip in a box #(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)

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klooner · 1 year

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Nyx and Chaos meet again...

#nyx #chaos #hades #hades game #hades art #its been so long since I used tumblr how do tags work again?#I've been making so much art the last few year and showing it ONLY to my boyfriend like if I dont start posting it somewhere one of us is #going to combust #I have an animated version of these images but I dont want to track it down right now

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sondepoch · 4 days

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Will you be finishing Tokyo Driving? Or has it been discontinued?

i am a firm believer that i may return to any wip at any time always!!

i've actually thought about Tokyo Riding quite a bit (part of why pt3 is taking so long is because it's the emotional chapter between MC and Sukuna where all the feeeeeelings come to light and im very torn on how to portray Sukuna for that)

but TLDR - yeah, i like that fic a lot and will 99% complete it eventually. when? within the next few years. or maybe next week idk

#anon #ask #its been so long since i did asks that i no longer remember what tag i use for them #sigh #does it sound crazy to be like “ill finish it in a few year” ???#maybe #but uhhh its already been almost three years since i last updated that fic so lmao

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trash-iest · 1 year

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Tagged by my favourite @altmoon 🥰❤️ to post first 9 pictures from pinterest

Tagging: @frenchheartcookie @phuljhari @overthvnking @uzziii @sab-teraa @averagebrowndude @brokendreamsandpyramidschemes @thebreadslut @biryanipaiijepsenn @silenceismychoir @rang-rezaaaa

(Please ignore this post if you dont use pinterest. I was kinda lost while tagging so i just stuck with the close mutuals)

#im sorry my pinterest is so chaotic because i usually use it for my phone wallpaper & homescreen #thank you for the tag 💓#doing this made me realise how long its been since i was last tagged #tag post

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melmaos · 1 year

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shoutout to the people rting my old ass pegoryus. I see u and i hear u and i love u

#shut up mel #i dont remember what tags i used #its been so long since ive last been active but my notifs r still on so i am lurking. and i am stalking

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simgerale · 2 years

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hope everyone is doing well!!! ♥ made a cute fairy girl as an excuse to post something lol

#ts4 #i'm so tired but i finally had some time on my hands #a lot has happened since we all last spoke !!!!!!!!! and by spoke i mean since i have last rambled in the tags about my life #some sad news and some bittersweet news and some happy news!#pet death tw #i know that won't block anything but i am gonna talk about it so scroll away pls if you need to #my childhood dog got really sick last week and had been in-and-out of the vet #she was 16 years old and it's amazing that she has been with us for so long honestly #but we had to put her down this week as her liver started to fail. we think it might have been cancer that finally showed its head #i was so sad and couldn't stop crying for the life of me. but i had to go to work the next day and that felt so wrong #i know that's life! it just sucks that my grieving period is cut short and i have trained myself to adjust to that #onto the bittersweet news... today (or yesterday i guess since this will post on saturday) was my last day at my job!#i will be moving soon to live with my boyfriend so i figured it was time to cut my ties there (esp. since other people are also leaving #and i didn't want to clean up the mess)#everyone was really sweet about my departure and i will miss them #but i also know this is just the beginning of my life!!!!!!!#which brings me to happy news #like i said i'll be moving soon!!!!! moving in with my bf whom i'm very excited to marry one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i will get the domestic bliss i've always wanted in life. how basic! i know! but i can't wait.#i don't have a new job yet but i've been applying to both remote things and in office things #i'm excited for what that may mean as well.#over all. life is life and it's happening for me #so that's why sims has been on the backburner!#soon i will return <333 thank you for your patience lovelies.#have a great GREAT weekend.

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salem-grim · 2 years

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(first image: 2019)

(second image: 2022)

today i decided to unearth an oc i made back in 2019 and redesign her ! can't believe 2019 was 3 years ago oh my goddd

her name is static and she's a tenrec! i also made some silly doodles but i'll put that in another post

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic oc #oc #sth #how in the ever loving FUCK do i tag #its been so long since I last used tumblr help girl

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aria0fgold · 11 months

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AAAAAAAAA FREEDOM! IM BACK AYYYYEEEEEE!!!!!! i blinked and suddenly may is ending gahdamn whats been happening in tumblr these days and why is the notes so round now too

#i forgot my tags #i forgot many a things #aria rants #is that my normal tag #i think it is #eeeeeeeeeeeeeee so many things to catch up on #my notifs are fried #by bots mostly and thank god theyre all gone from my follows already #eeeeeeee embarrassmennnnttttttttt #its been so long since i last been in tumblr #suddenly not used to everything again

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scithemodestmermaid · 1 year

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i am sad to admit that i watched the fnaf trailer.

i am glad to admit that it, in all its grainy cruddy quality glory, has gotten me back in to the games and gotten me actually interested in completing them. all of them.

before i was too scared, but now i am an older woman who has survived a year of rowdy 5th graders. i don’t think fnaf will be that scary anymore.

#moar liek 5 nights at foxys #its been so long since i used that tag #i kind of missed a lot of lore but i do know that glamrock freddy is handsome #and i think i have talked about that the last time i used this tag #gosh when this franchise was my big fixation i was still working part time at a craft store #my life has changed so much in that space of time

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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the night sky was so pretty..