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yourlovelyspace · 2 days

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Either that, or you're strong 💝

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intermundia · 11 months

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it's interesting to me that after years of being in star wars fandom, i've come to understand that you can definitely tell that there are people who are more fans of george lucas's star wars, and others that are more fans of dave filoni-esque later takes on star wars. while there is significant overlap, there are also deep and profound differences between the two versions of the story and the galaxy, especially with regard to the jedi order. so there's just so much regrettable and preventable miscommunication between these different parts of the fandom, if people just realized where they were on the spectrum between the two, and accepted that other people can be on other ends of the spectrum without it being a threat.

#sw fandom #it's tiring #let me be a fan of my star wars in my own way on my own blog #please let me nerd out about the star wars i see and know without being needled about how later interpretations have imho changed it #sw #sw salt

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writer-and-artist27 · 15 days

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In the game, seeing a certain character re-appear in the newest story event of Lostbelt 6.5 Traum had the author feel a lot of things considering this story.

In real life, the author's been cleaning up messes for a good 3-4 months, and anger needed an outlet. Especially when the messes are from someone she thought could be a friend, but turned out to be horribly incompetent in professional settings. Pregnancy be damned.

So. Writing.

Spoiler warning for events up to Section 1 of Lostbelt 6.5 Traum. And content warning for threats of violence and genital mutilation too. Hellsing Ultimate Abridged had influence.

AO3 link here. OST Playlist here, with all the new songs included.

Now to rest this rage off to play the rest of the story of Traum for Holmes and Charlie...

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obeydesigned · 3 days

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me seeing north and being like: wow she's such a cool and complex female character with a tragic backstory and has every reason to harbor a negative attitude towards humans because she's only ever been treated poorly by them

the whole fandom: *hates her because she's a little abrasive and strong headed*

me: ☹️

#they could never make me hate north #i love her sm #she deserves her happiness #but everyone loves simon even tho he has close to same attitude and beliefs as her #it's tiring

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eksvnd · 1 month

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Have a mouth yet no ears Say the sun shines only to you Claim you acknowledge others but refuse to see Talk, talk, talk! Every mind is unique Every mind deserves to be listened You are deserving also But I am not a fit listener for you Mouth but no ears With your eyes I could lie Smile and nod

#rambles #it's tiring #ambiguous rants #i feel fake

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tmae3114 · 8 months

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every so often I come across a piece of fiction where Character A expresses to Character B that Character B does not truly love them, because if you really loved me, you would have abandoned that belief you have, broken that rule you have, given up this way of life you've valued since before I ever came into it, I'm not even saying you have to do it always but you should do it for me, I should be the exception, and if you won't then you don't love me, you never have!

and I find myself thinking wow, how cruel is that, to declare that you must be the singularly most important thing in someone's life at all times, that they must be willing to abandon everything they believe in for your wants or their love isn't real, how cruel to say they must abandon a part of themselves for your satisfaction, to declare that the way they do love you is so insufficient as to be unrecognisable because it isn't exactly what you want

and then I go to engage with the fandom and everybody thinks Character A is unquestionably correct in all ways and Character B is a terrible person

and I just

hm.

#me #I'm like 'I'd like to see some discussion about how cruel this is to Character B!'#'this is an interesting story about boundaries and things you cannot give!'#and then everybody else is like 'wow Character B should have abandoned everything they believe in!'#'Their way of life should be meaningless in the face of Real Expressions Of Love!'#and I'm just left. staring.#it's tiring #sometimes I even find media where two characters are mature about having incompatible beliefs and ways of life #and have had healthy discussions about it and come to an agreement they are both content with even if they have some wistful thoughts #AND THEN THE FANDOM ADDS THIS DYNAMIC ON TOP OF IT IN ALL THE FANWORKS #I'm just. tired atm I think. of this specific thing #tired of the unspoken background radiation assumption that a Way Of Life cannot possibly be the most important thing to you #That that being the case is some sort of betrayal #it hits some personal buttons quite hard I think #and I keep running into it

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yumethefrostypanda · 1 year

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They're just headcanons ppl, calm the fuck down. Sjeez.

Some of you really need to be salty if the hc doesn't fit your alley. Don't like it? Scroll past it, just as i do. Bye. It's not a competition.. (Some of you having a hard time even accepting actual CANON XD)

#rant #sigh #am too old for this shit #one of the reasons i refrain going deeper into MY hc's #it's tiring #also laughable #cus you look stupid doing it

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swan2swan · 5 months

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Okay, so who's left to respect on the Smallville cast?

Is it just the Core Six? Tom, Michael, Kristen, Erica, Annette, John?

#smallville #it's tiring #please do not answer with specifics just say ''um....yeah about that'' or something I like my bliss

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patchyworx · 7 months

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#yeah im getting a little tired of having to scroll through an ocean of “this post contains blocked tags” just to find 1 cute art of Zhongli #and even then i find shit that wasn't tagged right #i hate the genshin fandom like are they allergic to characters being single or what..?#man i am just so tired #i can't be out here making all the wholesome stuff by myself #it's tiring

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ratboyhole · 1 month

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i don't really have much of value to add, but like idk if you think some random on tumblr is a bad person...just block them? like i just can't wrap my brain around what it takes to put that much effort into calling some rando out?

like i've seen some messy, racist cis girls on here but no one makes call out posts accussing them being pedos. fuck, a lot of them get away with it without even being called out for their racism

#it's tiring #like idk there are some shit takes i've seen on here #but i just doom scroll before blocking them like a normal person yeesh

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zonnemaagd · 5 months

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let's see if I can finish a chapter today

#the demons in my head #have been very #present #._.#it's tiring #so tiring #but hopefully it will pass #i want to live

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dudefrommywesterns · 3 months

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one benefit to keeping this blog and pretty much airing our every thought i ever had, is that i have textual evidence that my parents lie when they say they never made fun of my interests or hit me or insulted me or try to pretend they didn't steal from me.

#typewriter dings #yes i do feel i have to keep record #they will pretend nothing happened later #they'll ask me what they did to me and when i can't come up with an answer (because i can't list every instance at a drop of a hat) i'm #brushed off #it's tiring

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iqmmir · 3 months

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You can put in sooo much effort for some people but they will just decide 'oh im not worth it' stop being so fucking selfish im trying to be your friend can you stop deciding for me whether it's worth it or not?????????? if this is gonna end with you cutting off contact each time and expecting me to always always always always ALWAYS FUCKING ALWAYS be the one fixing everything and putting it together EACH GODDAMN TIME then im done im fucking done

#.mimiming ❜#im tired of being the nice and good therapist friend who seemingly has no issues and only exists to fix everyone #im tired of being told im too good or kind just shut up shut the fuck up #you aren't even listening to me or anything #anytime i try to explain my feelings you cut me off #i want you to see that im just tired #that i want you to be there for me as well #im being selfish yes but i think i deserve this #i deserve better than this #i deserve someone who's willing to hear me out at least #i deserve someone who can give me an explanation and someone who does not expect me to mother them ALL THE GODDAMN TIME #OF COURSE I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BUT I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS IF THEY CAN'T LOVE ME AS WELL #IT'S TIRING #'i thought you'd forgive me' i can i can but not this time #not after all these times #you cant expect me to be there for you when you're not there for me #its not fair #im not that nice #and if you didn't realise that after all this time then fuck you honestly #fuck you for expecting me to be some sort of angel and not ever want help #i hate this

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crimswnred · 2 years

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also one day we need to have a discussion on WHY a certain part of the fandom decided to villanize bobby and make him out to be a "toxic walking red flag gaslighter" when the worst thing he ever did was make cupcakes for his sad friend lmao. and all while romancing characters that have straight up cheated on mc too like??? and btw people are allowed to dislike bobby (like I definitely get he can be annoying and immature and maybe he's not as attentive to mc as they would like) but the insane hate to the point where they straight up lie about him just so they can have a reason to make him out to be some terrible villain is very strange. and I can think of a couple of reasons why. (sorry for this rant btw but I made the mistake of going on r*ddit earlier and I just really needed to let this out)

no, anon, don't apologise!! i definitely agree with that!

YOU ARE RIGHT AND YOU SHOULD SAY IT!!!!!

for me it feels off. why everyone hates him all of the sudden and for reasons that aren't true AT ALL?

he gaslights mc? like, what the fuck...

and they can't decide it either. or they hate him because he's clingy or they hate him because he doesn't pay much attention to MC. like, pick a struggle.

he's allowed to make friends, he's allowed to treat his friends well. just 'cause he's baking something for a girl it doesn't mean he wants to fuck her! boys and girls are allowed to be friends.

and if they do fuck (which just happens in one specific scenario) it's late late game.

and all that hate just to praise white pale boys? WHAT? why do you feel the need to drag bobby to big up your favourite LI?

it doesn't sit right with me.

you should definitely check what Emma said in this post! i agree very much with every point brought into light.

#litg #litg bobby #litg s2 #anon #askask #honestly #it's tiring

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twilightarcade · 9 months

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Would you rather. Make time faster or slower?

Its a constant increase/decrease you cant change it. How much faster/slower would you go?

OH OH!!!!!!!!! WMRMRMEMM!!!!!!!!!!!!??!?!?!!!!!!!!!

OKOK UM. IT DEPENDS ON um the logistics I think. I'm not gonna ask you though so I can jsuf keep talking needlessly. Um. Okok. Logistics. You know like??????? Superhero movies. I'm specifically thinking of megamind let's not lie to ourselves you know megamind. And super whatever his face slows down time for a bit. If it's like that I don't think I'd want to do either really. Slowing down sad would make me a bit sad and speeding up time would kill me instantly (metaphorically and literally I think. Gonna get run over by a car or something) maybe If anything just slow down time.... then I can do things but everything would still be so horribly slow. I could do a lot of stuff thoucg

ermm!! If I was just slowing down like... all biological processes n stuff of the sort,,, like the earth spins slower (days longer) and people last longer (technically the same amount of time but it feels longer because years are relatively (to before) longer) and stuff, slow down time 100%. Never have enough time to do fuck all. Remaining unaffected biologically (and therefore being shitfucked in terms of sleep schedule n such) would be really funny though.

How much well. That really depends. It seems selfish, regardless of much you slow it down, you know? dragging everyone down with me. It's not really dragging them down persay but like..... eventually the novelty would wear out for most people I suppose. Who wants to be 13 any longer than they have to be. I do wonder, though, how many people would like... take the time . slow it down or whatever. Like there's a million storylines out there about extending life n such with characters who choose not to because they've already like... lived and whatever. Basically I wanna know if this is just a me thing or if everyone's content with how time is always running out

I don't think I would want to speed up time unless it's like a.... I remaining unaffected biologically type situation. Literally if I'm just going to die faster what's the point. Don't have enough time as it is. I DO think it would be funny to watch like. Time speed by. Like one of those "character sadly sits as life zooms by them" type things. That would make me really sad though.

#askstag #I HAVE heard that like. Death is supposed to get easier as it approaches #not that I'm near death or anything hopefully I think #but for now we are stuck thinking about it. Boo hoo poor you.#it's tiring #anyways speeding up time would suck ASS imagine ur just standing there and a bunch of stuff happens.#the continents merge back into a super continent. Niagara falls erodes into lake erie. There's a ice age but don't worry!#Climate change saved us. I believe we're already dead in this timeline anyways.#plants die out because all of a sudden there's a super mega lack of co2 I never looked into. only around 1% survive.#there's a huge meteor somewhere along the line threatening to hit us unless we stop it #(I was on Wikipedia earlier because I forgot the theories for the end of the universe)#That's crazy though. How we're just sitting here predicting events past our human life span #do you think the hypothetical guy from 1000 years from now will remember us #will they care #will we drive ourselves to extinction before then? That would be funny #end statement

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heartshattering · 4 months

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how do I tell my friend that of course treatment for a chronic physical condition that has no cure is going to be an ongoing thing like ?????? girl...

#this... isn't a new condition either #my friend has known i've had it for years already #but she's one of those people who like. cannot wrap their head around the concept of chronic illness i guess?#at one point she told me i could have avoided surgery if only i would have eaten more vegetables and less cheese? or some shit like that #overall i don't like to open up to her about medical things because she can be really unintentionally ableist at times #i've also stopped bringing up mental health topics around her #'cause she immediately hits me with 'oh but that happens to ~normal~ people too!!!' and i just. cannot get through to her at all #it's tiring

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