#it won’t come off help

[space-jam-dvds]

FINALLY MAKING NEW DECOR FOR MY SOON-TO-BE NEW ROOM!!!

kind of boring and lame BUT i decided to make some ratty diy-ish burned drum heads to hang up in my room! it looks weird, but it should fit the room aesthetic pretty good :P

#home decor #decor #room decor #new room #drums #there is ash all over my floor #it won’t come off help

[victimized-martyr]

Do you think Kenny actually likes cartman? I’m not so sure since the reading of his will in s9e4 (https://youtu.be/QGx92r8NLIM)

I feel like nobody likes him but Kyle is the only one who thinks he can possibly get better at all.

I agree on some level with that last statement. Due to Kyle's morals and complicated attachment to Cartman, he would be the only one willing to nurture the potential Cartman has, though I'd say Cartman isn't universally hated as one would assume. I think Kenny and Cartman's friendship deepened off screen since s9. It shows itself strongly in the covid specials and post-covid (not post covid the special, I mean like.. after the actual irl covid and.. ARGH mattrey u make my life so difficult)     

      Kenny was the one to approach Cartman about the fragility of the broship and inspires Cartman to be the one to make sure the gang stays together. That's a level of openness and vulnerability that frankly, I haven't seen him share with Stan or Kyle. Quite the opposite in fact-- When Kenny finally admits he's immortal, Stan and Kyle dismiss him in their own way. Neither have made the move to sympathize with him since, especially at the level Cartman does in the covid episodes. Now, Cartman's "sympathetic" method of coddling Kenny wasn't the best thing to do I'd say, the show was clear  Stan, Kyle and Cartman weren’t handling the broship fallout well, but Cartman definitely proved himself as the “best friend” the show has claimed he’s been in prioritizing Kenny during Covid. We even get a verbal reminder from Cartman and Kyle in Post-Covid that despite it being the literal worst future for everyone, Cartman and Kenny’s friendship thrived. With the opposite lives they lead, it's astounding they remained best friends for forty years.

That level of loyalty is kicking Stan and Kyle in the dirt and laughing rn. Look at Dikinbaus! Cartman and Kenny had a blast “planning the business” (ie living it up as owners and mutually taking advantage of Butters to just pal around) and Cartman once again concedes to Kenny when he lets him work from home. It’s a gag first and foremost, but still, I think it works as part of character analysis lolol. I’m analyzing this a lot from Cartman’s perspective, or at least his actions, but I don’t rlly have much to go by on Kenny’s end and I hope y’all can see why lol. excluding the Mysterion arc and the s22 Halloween episode, he’s a passive character. things rly just are happening to this dude. 

Cartman's attachment to Kenny has grown exponentially since the early seasons ("I hate yew guys/ specially kinny/ ah hate em the most/") whereas we've heard directly from Kenny what he thought of Cartman at the time s9 was written but we don't really know what he thinks of Cartman presently. Now, mattrey have written Kenny's quietness and frequent disappearances as part of the charm of his character--the mysteriousness with a pinch of hidden sadness, maybe a dash of loneliness--and not like, a serious writing pitfall of not knowing what to do with one of your main characters, not giving them the chance to let the audience see their motivations. So the uncertainty surrounding Kenny's true opinions, in this case of his friendship with Cartman, isn't by accident. I'd say it's fair to assume Kenny now views Cartman as a best friend, given how much Cartman has done for him.

I’d also say it’s fair to assume the pity for Cartman hasn’t changed.

#asks #south park #eric cartman #kenny mccormick #kennman #sure this could be seen as kennman why not lol #now Kyle believes cartman can change and maybe kenny can see it too but kenny definitely isn’t proactive enough to put in the effort to #see it thru #Kenny’s friendship with Cartman has grown to become the least tumultuous of the m4 #so Kenny doesn’t need to feel compelled to search for the food in cartman. he already sees in in their friendship #on a writing level it’s just… off to have Cartman and Kenny go thru so much only for Kenny to still have the same opinions of Cartman in s9 #they’ve taken on this weird new role where Cartman takes it upon himself to console kenny in addition to stringing hm along in his schemes #ohh but as much as i’ve said that kyle sees good in cartman and wants to be the one to help see that goodness come to fruition #it’s also try that as of s20 Kyle’s been disillusioned #he told heidi ‘Cartman will never change’ and I think that was a wake up call for himself as much as it was for heidi #when cartman gave up the pangolin all kyle said was ‘i don’t believe it’ #when cartman said he converted kyle refused to give cartman a chance even at the end of the special #s7 kyle would’ve clung to the promise of cartman changing with rosy eyes full of hope #that hope for cartman ain’t dead but dormant rn. the heiman arc rly burnt him out #Cartman get off ur ass and win Kyle back pls he’s so done w/ u rn my guy he will Nope himself out of stories now so he won’t deal w/ u #(kyle’s absence in streaming wars was rly felt) #wait in streaming wars kyle had a ‘he can change 🥺’ moment when he went ‘🥺’ for cartman when talkin abt the surgery #he was on everyone’s case abt the surgery he was on top of managing cartman’s boat building quality #but yeah cartman ended up taking the money for himself and. now we’re fuckin back to square one :)) #although i’d say in streaming wars cartman didn’t withhold the deets on the surgery on purpose. he didn’t know what was going on #when he went to talk to the guys and he was genuine. #A​NAYWAYS FUCK OK STOP TALKING EPSERANZA GOD

[suwunnysideup]

anyways, if the reblogs and tags didn’t clarify enough: this blog is fucking NOT a welcome space for billy stans.

he’s a fucking racist and abusive asshole of a man. yes he was abused, but that gives us the reason for his actions, it does not fucking excuse it. y’all do triple backflips through flaming hoops to defend this man while demonizing female characters (mainly nancy) for literally being teenagers. nancy called a relationship bullshit bc she was drunk and in agony over losing a friend and having everyone act like it never happened. she pointed a gun at steve to scare him off because a fucking demogorgon was coming and he didn’t know. she takes up arms to defend the kids from so many different threats while also dealing with her own fucking issues. billy threw lucas against a wall and threatened to break him just bc he was black and hanging around max. yes, he definitely could’ve used a support system like jonathan had, but he never fucking tried to make one. he and max could’ve tried to bond together under the abuse of neil. he could’ve talked to somebody - anybody - but he chose not to and instead lash out and take his rage out on anyone and everyone. did the narrative treat him weirdly? yes, i think so. but that doesn’t make him into this uwu soft boy y’all want him to be so desperately. like, this is the man who wanted to beat on kids and literally tried to bash steve’s face in with his fists. he intimidates and pushes around anyone he can, namely max and lucas. the duffer brothers and caleb confirmed his actions were racially motivated towards lucas. i’m not saying he deserved to die, nor am i ignoring the obvious trauma he went through, but i’m not using it to justify his actions and make excuses for his shitty behavior.

idc how y’all headcanon him but it’s fucking weird how much y’all wanna change about him to make him into ur sad boy of the month. anyways, rant fucking over with.

#sunny speaks #stranger things #anti billy hargrove #anti billy stans #billy hargrove #nancy wheeler #max mayfield #lucas sinclair #argue with the wall idc. #y’all r weird trying to make nancy into this ableist abuser when billy is literally right fucking there #high chance that if u come in my inbox i won’t answer bc y’all r so tiring sometimes #yes admittedly nancy calling steve bullshit hurt him but he was also!! not a great boyfriend!! #he wanted her to ignore and forget all her trauma to be normal teenagers and that’s a shitty thing to ask! #and with robin she was tired and just saw her friend be brutally killed while she couldn’t help (again) #and had to be paired off with someone who seemingly also didn’t believe her (again) #so ofc she’s gonna be short with robin. but it wasn’t bc she’s a fucking ableist #media literacy we’ve failed you #discourse

[ringneckedpheasant]

hell on fucking earth I somehow managed to get gorilla glue on like 6 of my fingers

#none of them stuck together or stuck To things thank gd #but the sensation is so evil & it won’t come off w acetone 😭 #girl help #marc.txt

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya and Rethel both have a favorite method to ward off any potential suitors, and it’s dueling.

#hc; kaeya #hc; rethel #//Wanted or unwanted; it’s the same for the most part. They won’t tend to accept any suitor who can’t best them in a duel #//Rethel in particular favored this after many started approaching her father for her hand; & he suggested she consider them for self-gain #//Still; she stubbornly demanded only those worthy enough to best her can have her; no gifts or sweet poems could sway her otherwise #//Other family members begged her to reconsider; but Anfortas agreed w her bc she claimed it was to ensure their line continued Strong #//Only the BEST for the Alberichs. @ the rate she was going tho; she was likely to end up a spinster. Not that she or Anfortas saw any issu #//Kae does this; bc he got spooked to hell and back bc a slew of marriage offers after Crepus’ death #//Bc folks claimed he ‘needed’ support after everything that happened; esp considering Crepus was slandered. That it would ‘BENEFIT’ him to #//Bc Luc wasn’t there to help get them off his back nor to actively secure of Luc’s hold as the Ragnvindr head for himself #//Some people assumed Kae would be it and made their move to take advantage. which Kae DETESTED for many reasons #//The biggest ones being ‘how DARE they assume HE is the new head of the family now that Diluc’s gone’ #//And ‘Oh stars; oh fucking he’ll; he does NOT need this; HE of all people does NOT need nor deserve to be married; oh fucking SHIT-‘ #//But yeah #//Both trained quite rigorously to ensure their independence; not ONE person has bested them since #//Esp since they both will pull out all the stops to ensure it; even playing dirty when need be #//Kae is more lax abt this tho—there’s a higher chance of him making an exception if he likes the other enough. & they are ‘safe’ enough #//Of the other muses; Xianyun; Beidou; and Dehya DEFINITELY do this to be done with unwanted suitors; Period. Xian; mostly to test ppl #//Idarias used to as well; but that was before the karmic debt made her more inclined to just try & kill anyone she comes across #//Xian & Ei would follow Kae & Rethel; in terms of dealing with suitors/testing if worthy. In Ei’s case; she’s too focused crushing on Miko #//Sb who CAN beat her can change her mind; or at least if they put up a good enough fight; they can shift her attention onto them #//Taru; honestly the fight is a prerequisite just to get his favor/attention at ALL #//Will NOT be willing to get genuinely close with much less accepting/choosing to court ANYONE unless they can manage to hold their own #hc; cloud retainer #hc; beidou #hc; dehya #hc; indarias #hc; ei #hc; tartaglia

[the-meme-monarch]

iirc, doesn't the game make kralsei references?

not that i can think of, aside of ralsei’s awkwardness around kris, if you take it that way. i thought that when you gave the freeze ring to him he asked if you were proposing, but he actually just says ‘it’s beautiful…’ and the ‘are you proposing’ was faked. and with how he just says ‘…’ when you give him the thorn ring he may not mean it being beautiful in a wholehearted way.

i took ralsei’s awkwardness as just him not knowing how to reconnect with kris since he was their old headband(or green crayon). but even if ralsei Does like them, kris clearly doesn’t feel the same, ralsei tea only gives them like 60 hp, where noelle’s gives them 70 and susie’s gives them 120 (kris tea gives ralsei 120 hp, so whether it’s romantic or not kris Does Not like him the same degree he likes them). and susie says they sounded confused when she asks who you’d want to go on the ferris wheel/ to the festival with with and you have them say ralsei.

kr/alsei literally feels like the same premise as fr/ans in that ‘the playable character is a stand-in for the player so im going to ship them with the fan favorite’ which I’ll say again and again forever and always Kris Isn’t The Player, frisk and chara are also not the player

and again ralsei looks like a boss monster, like the rest of kris’ family. and his name is an anagram of asriel, who is kris’ brother. it doesn’t jive for me

edit: ANND when noelle first sees ralsei she says to kris ‘hey that guy looks like your brother’

#the monarch’s court #and while I’m here i don’t like s/c/c bc none of their interactions come off as romantic. they’re so siblings I’m not sorry #and also Cap’n’s like. flirting. comes off weird if he’s already in a relationship. and sweet while he chides him for it it’s in a ‘ #’Nots Not Hwat We’re Here For’ #like when Cap’n says ‘we won’t let anyone lay a finger on the madamoizel’ (abt how you ‘helped kidnap’ noelle) sweet says ‘that’s not the p #point’ and when he Outright flirts with noelle he just says ‘leave her alone’ like it’s never about ‘we’re already dating’ or anything tha #that could read that way #idk. i’m aro so obv My Opinion Doesn’t Mean Shit

[neondiamond]

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#my monday is off to a great start #🙃🙃🙃 #i installed new door handles on most of my doors yesterday bc they were dated and scratched and some were covered in paint #ANYWAYS not the point I changed them #tested them several times yesterday they all worked fine #i go to open the door to the room where my work laptop is to work this morning #it’s stuck #like stuck stuck #i’ve been hitting it with my whole wight for 20 minutes and it won’t fucking budge #tried to wiggle something in there to get the latch to move but it’s not working #i would take the whole handle apart but the fucking screws are on the inside 🙃 #and the window in that room would absolutely be big enough for me to crawl in #but i’m a woman living alone so i have fucking wooden stick in my windows so that’s definietly not happening #so now i don’t know what to do #i’m sure i’m gonna laugh about this later but right now it’s really not funny #might have to call my brother to come help but he might not be able to come until this afternoon #which means i can’t work until that damn door is open #hope everyone’s monday is off to a better start than mine lol

[e-m-p-error]

MULTIMUSE QUESTIONAIRE

Tagging: @infernalight, @infernal-feminae, @heartsofhell, @questionablemuses, @because-i-simp, @frostworkxfiction, @deepspacevivarium, @hotelbitches, @voxiiferous

RULES: Answer the questions with the Muses that would best fit the answers. Bonus if you give details why. If tagged, copy and paste into a new post – DO NOT REBLOG!

1) Rank your softest Muse and your toughest Muse. (Personality-wise)

My softest muse is definitely Vick. He's a 0 on the toughness scale, he's a big teddy bear and he will choose kindness over anything else at any point.

My toughest muse is probably Barbie. Girl is tough as nails and will not be stopped if she puts her mind to something. She doesn't take pain as a reason to stop and will go harder when it hurts.

2) Which Muse would blow through $1000 quickly?

Valentino, hands down. He spends $1,000 every day easily on things he doesn't even need. He loves to buy expensive things and will do so at all hours. He especially loves spending Vox's money. $1,000 is a drop in the bucket for him and he doesn't even notice spending it.

3) Do any of them have nicknames? Is there a meaning behind them?

Quite a few of them do!

Valentino answers to Bunny from his lovers, it's a subspace trigger word for him. I assigned him Bunny because he's Cute And Horny, aka a rabbit, and a bunny sub is fairly common.

4) Are any of them up-to-speed on the latest trends? Anyone more old school?

Velvette, Vox, and Valentino are obsessed with always being on top of the next new thing.

Alastor hates new things and will fight them as much as he can.

5) Who has the best relationship with their siblings?

Valentino had a fairly good relationship with his siblings when he was alive. He had seven of them, plus three live-in cousins that were like his siblings.

6) Karaoke night! Who is likely to grab the mic first and bust out a tune?

Beelzebub, Ozzie, Valentino, and Ostello! They all love to sing and party, and they're all pretty good at it. Ostello was a pop-jazz singer when he was alive and before he died in Hell, too!

7) Who is least likely to enter a beauty pageant/model?

Gretchen. She doesn't think that she's very pretty, and would just feel embarrassed even going to watch.

Travis. He is constantly told he's very ugly, and he doesn't have a very high opinion of his looks.

8) If your Muses visited a haunted house where actors scare you, who would panic and who would be unfazed? 

Chazz, Gretchen, Charlie, Anya, Magpie, Summer, Travis, and Vick would be the easiest to scare!

Valore, Dimas, Cash, Glitz, Stu, Paimon, Alastor, Darío, Niffty, and Vox would be the hardest to phase.

9) Are any of your Muses particular about taking certain modes of transportation?

Vox prefers to be driven around and doesn't like driving himself.

Valentino only likes to drive occasionally and prefers pretty sports cars when he does.

Anya and Darío are motorcycle people.

Emily enjoys bicycles!

10) Share a little-known fact about any Muse.

Adam is actually a very good father and he loves kids and babies. He is very tender with children even if he can be harder on them once they have grown into adults.

#HEADCANONS ➽➽➽ #Reciting Violence Like Poetry (α∂αм) #I’ve Found A Rainbow A Rainbow Baby Trust Me I Know Life Is Scary (ємιℓу) #I’m Standing In The Face Of All That My Story Holds In Its Wake (ναℓσяє) #What We Loved Today We’ll Lose Tomorrow But I Won’t Need To Wait For My Share Of Sorrow Because I Always Kill The Things I Love (∂ιмαѕ) #Who Needs Pepsi Juice Or Sprite? If You Do You’re Weak That’s Right (вαявιє) #I’m Gonna Take Their Hearts For Ransom ‘Cause Everybody’s Always Askin’ When You Gonna Show Us Magnum? (¢нαzz) #Money Can’t Buy Happiness But It Can Rent You Paradise (gℓιтz) #We Put Her Down In A Shallow Grave She Wears A Dress Like A Body Bag Everyday (gяєт¢нєи) #Everyone’s A Winner We’re Makin’ Our Fame Bona Fide Hustler Making My Name (ѕтυ) #Try Not To Move So Fast You Know Dessert Comes Last! (вєєℓzєвυв) #You Can Fool Yourself I Promise It Will Help Every Single Day I Just Wanna Hear You Say I’m So Lucky Lucky I’m So Lovely Lovely (¢нαяℓιє) #Define Your Meaning Of War To Me It’s What We Do When We’re Bored (ραιмσи) #If You End Up On My Table Then It Serves You Right (αℓαѕтσя) #Know I’m All Bite No Bark Like To Catch You Way Off Guard (αиуα) #Take Just One Last Dare Pretend That You Don’t Care (ℓєgισи∂αяισ) #Your Magic White Rabbit Your White Room Straight Jacket (мαgριє) #He Ran Into My Knife He Ran Into My Knife Ten Times (иιfту) #I Love You Oh So Madly But I Don’t Stand A Ghost Of A Chance With You (σѕтєℓℓσ) #Come Come Kitty Kitty You’re So Silly Silly Don’t Go Kitty Kitty Play With Me (ѕυммєя) #Don’t Be Goofy Bring Some Passion To The Table (тяανιѕ) #And If You Get In My Face Then You’ll Get A Taste Even God Would Run Son (ναℓєитιиσ) #Hollywood Made A Killing Machine She’s Like A Teenage Slaughter Movie Scene A Serial Killer Celebrity (νєℓνєттє) #Red Eyes In The Digital Paradise (νι¢к) #Let’s Stop Saying “Don’t Quote Me” Because If No One Quotes You You Probably Haven’t Said A Thing Worth Saying (νσχ)

[rosicheeks]

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#it’s so hard to get up today #I started my laundry at least #but now what #should get food but no motivation #I want to paint but I can’t here #I should organize and put back all the shit I brought to murphys #but it just makes me sad #why organize all this shit when I know I won’t be able to use it anytime soon #could go out and smoke but man it’s exhausting always looking over my shoulder to see if someone called the cops on me #FOR JUST CHILLING IN MY CAR #I want a safe space where I can do what I want #I miss my old townhouse more than words can express #should get up #but I’m at the point where I’m like what’s the point? #my friend is most likely coming over after they get off of work to help me get up #but until then #how much do you wanna bet that I’m gonna just fall asleep for a few hours #sigh #shut up rosie

[attercopus]

in the theme of talking symbiotes with another mun, kabiguru has always been very compatible with the symbiotes due to a combination of factors. one of those being his own mastery and knowledge of biochemistry. he’s always been fascinated by mutualistic bonds in nature— in his universe, the agony symbiote is the first that he ends up having this sort of bond with.

#attercopus #\\ : — come get yer' spidey canon ! #lord help him the symbiotes #won’t get off his pretty ass #ASFFDGFDVFD #agony and him have like a 3 year adventure thing #he calls them aggy 💕

[dadbots]

May this year bring us an abundance of fulfillment, achieved desires and comfort. 🖤

#dadbots.txt #officially in 2024… hard to believe that tbh. But it’s here. And hope for better things to come our way. #I plan on committing myself to some planned goals and ideas to work on. Including devoting myself into my craft again - #- and explore other fields as it is a big part of my life. With so much happening and being overwhelmed caused the focus to shift. #And I truly want to put my attention onto things that helped me. Made me happy. That’s important to me overall. #This year will be aimed towards completions. Anything that’s been held off and sitting in a backlog. That I should’ve and wished to do. #Things I need to do. Whatever — I want to complete them and knock ‘em off my list. There’s so much to go through and it’s tiring - #- when you see piles that you swept under the rug. But that’s why I’m working on completing them and have a clean slate to work on again. #Won’t break chronic procrastination. But it’ll get me doing something. Little by little. #And will reduce the blow for my fatigue. In general for anything really. And this definitely isn’t some ‘new year new me’ mantra that ends #- in a couple of days. A whole year dedicated to what’s important is good enough for me. Of course you can start whenever and at any time. #But I consider this a journey. Means I have to show something for the month. And with so many changes made in 2023 — it’s possible. :) #I hope y’all have a wonderful year and have blessings flowing our way. 🤞🏽🖤

[akkivee]

it makes me laugh knowing the way kuukou disciplines people is because it’s the way shakku disciplined him lol

#this is vee speaking #i am kuukou’s biggest supporter on how kuukou handled those two lmao #let him cook as they say LOL #i think about that ‘kids mimic their parents’ tweet so much #like kuukou really came and exposed aaaaaall the daddy issues in this franchise lmao #i have this 10 years later au floating about in my head where kuukou takes in an orphan that stumbled into his temple #and while i believe shakku won’t kick the bucket before kuukou’s 50 lol he has passed away in this au 😣 #so kuukou’s figuring out how to bond and raise this skittish and surly little boy without his father’s help #while also only having how shakku raised him to go off on when stuff gets hard #so kuukou’s growing to understand his father better #but he’s also starting to unlearn some of the lessons and behaviours that he’s internalised for himself #but doesn’t want to put on his new child who kuukou suspects was abused #lol i like shakku and kuukou’s relationship even tho it’s not perfect and can only work because it’s them #but it doesn’t mean it’s the only way for harais to come together lol #sorry this has become one of THOSE tag posts but there’s this doujin that i really wanna buy where kuukou gets sent to the past #and finds out shakku was raised the exact same way he was lmao his father chased him around screaming for being a delinquent too #I LOVE THAT LOL it’s generational harai children are just troublesome youths with exhausted parents lol #let kuukou be the exasperated parent with a troubled son lol but also let him raise his kid without violence lol #c: kuukou👑

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya absolutely thrives with a possessive lover. There will be a point at first when he does get a little weirded out, but solely bc he is still adjusting to accepting he’s genuinely wanted by that person. With an exceptionally possessive lover who consistently makes no secret of just how much they love him and how far they’re willing to go, he tends to get so weak for, because he’ll rapidly feel much more secure in their relationship and not worry as much that he’ll be abandoned, either from faded interest or due to his heritage.

#hc; kaeya #//He only starts drawing the line when his close friends in the knights/Winery fam get hurt #//But people won’t tend to go to those extremes; knowing him and who he usually associates with #//But he does LOVE partners who are V tactile; esp around others (once he gets used to it); hold him TIGHT so he can’t get away from easy #//Loves a partner who boldly declares him theirs to sb to drive home their claim; just SAYING he’s theirs at All gives him the fuzzies #//If they even so much as actively go and stalk him at work or daily routine; he gets a lil bit giddy #//If they are the kind to go Ape Shitt bc sb hurt him; he will ADORE THEM. Esp if right in front of him #//And smooch them all over their face; to hell with if they’ve got blood smeared across it #//Is prolly a bit MORE inclined to Initiate things if they do; tbh #//Loves the type unafraid to mark him up if they feel the urge to; esp if their jealousy got piqued #//Even if he may ask for more subtle spots like the junction of his neck; arms; JUST at the edges of the chest opening on his shirt #//Smth he can show off by shifting and positioning himself in certain ways; while not being TOO visible typically #//He does have to retain Professionalism after all. and would HATE to have to go to the church or Jean to erase the marks bc of it #//The main issue would be them rlly nagging him to open up so they can know More of him #//Bc THAT is difficult; no matter how whipped he is for sb #//However being given a decent incentive to Make him talk does help—esp the more they’ve shown to want to cling to him #//They are more trustworthy #//He lets a Lot slide when it comes to himself during a relationship #//Esp since he knows he’s more than capable of putting a Stop to shit if it goes to far; for himself or others getting involved #//But he can’t help getting the dokis when his partner is Unhinged; ESPECIALLY if such for HIM #//Esp if HE’S encouraged to be the same way #//Bc BOY will he himself RUN with shit if he’s allowed #//Sometiems he will deliberately do things to set off their possessiveness; but is always careful not to let it go Too Far #//He can handle the manhandling and being knocked around a bit by them due to his own masochism; loves them RLLY marking & wrecking him #//But he won’t do smth that will get sb Else hurt. unless they deserve it; THEN it’s a different story

[h-harleybaby]

i just wanted to say i recently followed you, (i just got back on tumblr after years pls) and i love your blog, the theme is so freaking adorable 💗 i look forward to bingeing your content when i get a chance 🤭

Omg tysm babes thats so sweet 🥺🥺 I’M KINDA HAPPY THAT I WAS PROBS ONE OF THE FIRST ACCS YOU SAW WHEN YOU CAME BACK

BUT YEAH I SAW THAT YOU FOLLOWED ME AND WAS LIKE “WOAH THEY LOOK COOL LEMME LOOK” and thought you were cool so I followed back HEBEJABSJSB

Speaking of binging content I’m def gonna go binge yours 🤭

#stupidlilgothbimbo #literally speaking of that user #I wanna give off those vibes so bad omg #someone teach me please 🥺 #h harleybaby needs help #harley won’t shut her mouth #harley’s anons <33 #mom come get harley she’s rambling

[chisatowo]

Cartoon bonk sound

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry art #furry oc #sfw furry #tis was a bit experimental and I think it turned out nice #was originally gonna do this with my sona but decided I didn’t want it to come off as too much a vent so I did it with mochi instead #I need to draw her more I love her soooooo much #I’m doing mostly ok my anxiety has just been a bit hhhh lately #but yeah mochi is! not mentally well in the slightest! #girlies who wanna tear out their brain and put it through a wood chipper #or just shove it into a blender and then drink it like a smoothie #but for now smashing her head against a wall at parties will do (it won’t she needs help lol) #well. needed. she’s dead :( #idk if I ever explicitly said this but monarch murdered her #they did it as a part of the time ‘’loop’’ so they could raise mocha #she honestly barely comes up in the story proper unfortunately even though I absolutely adore her #she deserves so much more but alas life wasn’t kind to her #and by that I mean I wasn’t sorry bestie you’re important in my heart <333

[annoyinglibra]

They should invent medications that don’t make me believe my friends would be happy if I died as a side effect

#so far I don’t even know if these are going to help me with my physical pain #nor can I be sure that the emotional side effects will stabilize #but within an hour of taking my meds I’m convinced my friends would have better lives if they never met me or if I just ended it all #the secret third thing it makes me think is that I don’t mean enough to anyone for them to care that I’m in their life to begin and #to begin with and* #subsequently don’t care whether I’m dead or not #so I would simply like medications to not do this to me #because it makes me have a terrible night with terrible dreams and then my day starts terribly because of it #and I have to hope that I can turn my mood around at some point or else I’m just depressed all day too #I told myself I’d stop making vent posts after I was getting dangerously close to talking about certain things but I’ve come to terms #with how I can’t tell anyone for a myriad of reasons. not sure I’ll ever even tell my therapist. but regardless I’m not worried about that #now. so at the moment it’s literally just me needing to vent that these medications make me want to fucking die because I believe people #are either better off without me or that I’m meaningless enough for nobody to care to begin with #like the other day I literally dreamt that I got shot and was bleeding out but my friend didn’t give a shit #which is entirely unlike him he’s a good person even if I’m worthless he’d care that someone is like. dying. #ugh and even this! I genuinely believe I’m worthless rn #all sorts of stupid shit that I’ve mainly gotten through except at my worst times #has come back to just being a daily thing #and I don’t want to talk about it because it makes me feel pathetic and like a burden #and if I talked about these feelings to andrei it’d scare him so much that my guilt just won’t allow it #<- for the record if you know him please don’t tell him all of this he already knows and also even though I want to kms I won’t #it’s just that I can’t like.. get help for it as often as I feel it because nobody in the world is equipped to hearing the person they love #say they think the world would be better if they were dead literally every night because that’s how often I feel it #the funny part for me is literally nobody irl is aware of how bad this is because I’m 1) good at acting 2) don’t want to scare my mom or #brother because they already had to deal with years of me actively being suicidal 🤪 #if you managed to read all of this you’re a fucking saint and I don’t deserve you in my life even if you’re just a follower who’s never #interacted with me before. I still appreciate you #delete later