#istg i fucking cried

[dramaticteenagepoetry]

I love you

But how much of that was taught

And how much of that is real?

Don’t think I’ve forgotten

How cruel you could be

Nothings changed since I’ve been gone

Five years later I’m still who I was

When can I be more than you made me?

When can I be more than what you raised me

Made me to be?

They’ll write “beloved daughter” on my tomb

With the name you choose

I’ll be in death as I was in life

Through it all, through the distance

You’re daughter

Not a fate I could escape

#finished the last pf my exams #i dont even want to know how i did #ans on top of that my parents are mad at me #ig?? theyre usually more passive agressive than anything #so sometimes they soeand weeks not talking to each other to calling each other love or some shit #and then they get mad at me when i dont tell them jack shit #when my dad literally runs away the moments theres a bit of emotion in a comversation #ugh #its like im not allowed to get angry #the last time i had an attitude my mom got her older sister my aunt to talk to me #istg i fucking cried #and ghen we sleapt over at my grandmothers house and here i was thinking i would go alone but noooo #i feel so pathetic

[super-nowa-art]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#one piece #fanart #comic #istg nami is fighting for her life trying not to have an aneurism #then she turns to law thinking he'll be the rational ally she needs #and he is.....also wearing a fake mustache #and the worst thing is??? IT WORKS #luffy is in the tournament like gum gum bitch and everyone still goes oh wow who is this mysterious person #i love these stupid fucks #also omg franky's braids.... slay king go off #it's like 2:30 am i did this in a rush and it looks like hot garbage but honestly idc anymore #we cried ourselves to sleep yesterday the standards are not high right now

[gabetheunknown]

BEHOLD, a pretty shirt I found on the internet that I thought Jaskier deserved.

(Okay so I was halfway done with this drawing before the whole file corrupted back in december and I had to start all the way over and I somehow found the motivation to do so lmao ;v; *cries in artist*

Pls click for better quality ~<3

#I'M SO PROUD OF THIS ONE THOUGH????? #this has been a RIDE I tell you #like I tried EVERYTHING to recover my earlier attempt #but alas #I had to start over from zero lmaooooo I cried so hard you have no idea #and then my boyfriend fucking bought me a new laptop ;_; so I could draw without having to worry about crashes anymore #istg it crashed an hour ago due to a windows update and I was so scared lmao #jaskier #the witcher #the witcher fanart #jaskier fanart #dandelion #dandelion fanart #art #the witcher art #fanart #my art #gabe's art #UGH #also #CHEST HAIR #okay that is all #ALSO I CAN'T DRAW HAIR AND IM OKAY WITH IT BY NOW #this whole ass drawing was so good for practice

[sukugo]

SUKUGOS WE'RE SO BACK

#f.txt #and by that i mean specifically me ahdjdhjdh #combination of this + me feeling better = we're (i'm) SO BACK #and finally finally read all the chapters i was missing #i cannot fucking believe he stole his dead love's handsign istg sukuNA #AND GOJO APPEARING WHILE HE DOES IT HELLO???? #hcbhrbduebdiheiheidhrurubduebhbded #jjk #sukugo #also. i cried so bad whith choso's death ohmy god. probably one of the deaths that most got to me

[bvidzsoo]

LOOOOK 😭😭😭 I am in absolute heaven rn—

#just bvidzsoo things #ateez #istg when I saw I pulled Yungi I fucking lost it #and mingi’s pc from the A version was so fucking random i got it as a plus and BRO #I was actually looking through the albums and when I saw that pc I almost cried cuz I really wanted it LOL #AND I GOT IT EHEHEHEHE #my manifestations are fucking strong lately #atp im doing a yungi collection lol and IM LIVING FOR IT

[yes-i-exist-shutup]

Just binge watched heartstopper someone stab me

#Why the FUKC is darcy so fucking relatable what the actual fuck #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED #ON HOW MUCH I CRIED (in my head atleast) WHEN CHARLIE TOLD NICK ABT HIS TRAUMA #I think if you charlie tao and darcy in a blender then what u get is my stupid ass #but yea this season was teh death of :( #literary made my heart stop #istg #heartstopper

[eobard-thawne]

thanatos whispering “i got you” to zagreus will never not tear me apart

#it happened the other day istg i almost fucking cried WHAT #he loves zag so much he loves him so much he loves him SO FUCKING MUCH #thanzag

[cassmouse]

Okay. Okay okay okay so I am very very close to the end of Bunny I probably should be finishing it but this is so obscenely horrifying, hallucinogenic and absolutely fucking devastating that I can't physically bring myself to

#I have never seen the written word induce such a feeling of physical dread in me before #I don't even want to know what chokingly horrified noises I was making during my last reading session #(followed by tears btw. ive already cried once from a mix of how upsetting the writer wrote it alongside pure 'this is too much for me') #like this book genuinely with no exaggeration has got me shaking and crying #and I love it?? #like I've said it before and I'll say it again #I can't get over how fucking genius this all is #however it is so intense of an experience that I genuinely can't read it for too long #what a fucking amazing book tho to induce all of that #people who don't read would never understand istg #anyway yeah #more bunny thoughts here guys lmao #fuuuuckin hell #this was written during my breather #will probably finish it later tonight #I will probably cry more #bunny #mona awad #bunny book #bunny novel #bookblr #cass thinks ab stuff

[rougepancake]

Ykw. I started my period this morning.

Comfort fics incoming? maybe…

#I’m so dense it snuck up on me #that literally explains why I cried when part four ended #I get like ten times more sappy when I’m bleeding istg #fuck the menstrual cycle #marie rants

[michu-chaotic]

I’ve been grieving after Techno’s death for like 4 days now /neg. He used to be my comfort/favorite youtuber. I’m so sorry for his family and friends, may Technoblade rest in peace <3. I also forgot I had this account so hi

I’m gonna start using this account again :)! I’ve been taking a break from people and writing and stuff after Techno’s death because I needed some time. I read a few fluff fanfictions on ao3 for comfort which did make me feel better though. I thought if I began to write again maybe that would also help me focus on something else than crying in bed for another week haha.

So I’m gonna start writing! Only fluff for now though because angst and stuff just makes me feel more sad atm obviously. Also I’m still gonna write for Technoblade, but only plotanic. Romantic requests for Technoblade will be deleted. Please check out my rules too! Thank you.

#I'm so fucking heartbroken #I swear I've at least cried like 100 times this past 4 days #I can't bring myself to write anything romantic to techno because of obvious reasons #Istg he was like a brotherly figure for me #and then he jsut passed because of the damn cancer #fuck cancer #rip technoblade #dsmp #dream smp #mcyt #minecraft #dsmp x reader #dream smp x reader #mcyt x reader #x reader #x y/n #fluff

[tardis--dreams]

"We have three more songs for you" *one song later* "we just added a song because we have time!!"

MILLION PIECES LIVE IS A NEW CORE MEMORY OF MINE

#fuck me up #bastille #bastille concert #why does it slap so hard this shouldn't be allowed #and oh boy that security dude during no angels- I'm in Love #he just tapped and mouthed along seemingly absent-mindedly #the cutest security guy ever istg #anyway I'm still in denial all this happened #it can't be over already and surely it was a dream #there was a RAINBOW during the concert i cried #sorry #thoughts are all scrambled up #void screams

[baeshijima]

oh yeah life update:

i finally turned in my uni applications last week !! ur all looking at ur beloved future psychology major—

#sophie’s idle chatter #anywho. #no bc i cried last week like 10 times #we had internal uni applications with the college due thursday and then our assessments that affect our predicted grades also throughout the #week #and i sobbed non stop to inso's law and its novel #that breaks me every goddamn time istg #JUST THINKING ABT IT HAS TEARS FORMING #YEODAN MY BELOVED IM GLAD UR GETTING THE SPOTLIGHT IN THE MANHWA RN BUT THIS IS SUCH A SAD ARC FOR DANI LATER ON #AND ITS ONLY THE BEGINNING #when second year hits.... fuck...

[aroaceofthesea]

Okay so i havent completely come to terms with it yet but WE WON THE HP CODEWARS (a coding competition in teams) AND WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO HOUSTON TO COMPETE IN NEXT YEAR'S COMPETITION WHAT

#what what what #what the fuck #(only adding the pic of me alone bc im too lazy to ask my friends for permission lol) #no but really what #like we knew we had options to make podium but no way we were going to win #we didnt even rlly believe we would actually make podium before starting bc there were some rlly good teams #(we kinda know everyone good so that was easy to spot) #and then after the competition we were like huh we did pretty badly we think #then we thought again and compared with last year and we said huh maybe not suuuuper bad but not rlly good either #(last year it was online and you could have a computer per person but this year it was only one so it was rlly different) #amd then we talked with the ppl that we knew and we were like huh were the best so far #then they talked to like everyone good bc they literally know everyone and they were like congraats youre 99% sure winning #and we were like naaaaah impossible you probably missed someone or smth theres no way #like we were pretty sure we were gonna be making podium by then but we somehow didnt even fully believe it #and then at the awards ceremony they gave the first girl team prize to someone else with less points and we were like aaaaa we made podium #and then they announced the third position we literally screamed bc since we knew ppls points we knew it meant we were first #i almost cried istg #like being 2nd or 3rd or 4th or first girl is like yeah im good but im not the best but like being THE best? being first is scary #it feels fake and confusing but also im so happy and i dont know how to express it aaaaaa its so weird #and the fact that were going to HOUSTON next year? what the actual fuuuck feels impossible #like were going to go there? a prize that is only for the first group? rlly? just like that?? whaaaat #also now hp has our data (we obv gave it to them) and they will likely be happy to accept us to work and/or get internships there so yayyy #but im still not over any of this it rlly feels fake like what the fuck one of the important hp research facilities asked for MY email?? #what the fuuuuuuuck #also unrelated but they just had a paper mache how to train your dragon dragon just there in the corner of a football field like whaat #(a dragon that was bigger than us not some cute little figure eeh) #mine #life #codewars

[toxicjayhoo]

I am not sure how long I can put up with this pain and it's only been 3 days

#literally hunched over like a 90 yo trying to get around the house #cried last night trying to get outta bed to go pee #just cried in the shower from pain and frustration from not even being able to wash my entire fucking body cuz it hurts too much #preceeded to cry during my face routine and while blow drying my hair #istg if my massage doesnt help tomorrow i am going to fucking lose it

[friendlylocalrobot]

the therian yearning is real tonight lads 😔🤞

i HAVE to be a cat immediately or else im gonna start screaming and crying and wailing forever i have to be a little guy i just have to. Explodes

if im not this guy when i wake up im gonna seriously lose it (not really but yes really)

#the Agony of being human #cries #meowing into the void #😼👍 #cat therian #therian #otherkin #real talk though this picture actually feels like home to me. like thats where i should be thats where i should live #i can literally smell the air over there i need to be in that fucking backyard so bad isth #istg

[foli-vora]

i just got reminded how fucking vulnerable i am driving home late at night and i’m not fucking impressed

#like nothing even happened #someone put bins across the road so you’d have to get out of your car to drive on #like actually get out of your car and leave it to move them #and yeah it’s probably kids just fucking around #but like what if it wasn’t y’know??? #and now i’m like… well fuck what am I meant to do if this happens again #did I get out and move them? #absolutely not #I mounted the curb and drove through some grass lmao #but I dunno #bad vibes I guess #I even cried which is ridiculous because nothing happened #I just hate feeling vulnerable #I C K #be safe driving!! #be aware!! #if something seems weird then it absolutely is #and then a fucking kangaroo jumped out at me which really just pissed me off #didn’t hit the bastard but he gave me a fright in my moment of WEAKNESS #fucking skippy causing troubl istg