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#irreversible mental damage. irreversible.
seraphdreams · 3 months
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a lot of you are not understanding the magnitude of this genocide. when a permanent ceasefire and end to the occupation/genocide happen (which it will, inshallah), it’s not like palestinians can go back to living life as they used to.
where will they get their food if crops/plant life have been destroyed by the idf?
where will children and adults learn if schools have been destroyed by the idf?
where will they rest if their homes have been destroyed by the idf?
where will the sick and injured go if hospitals have been destroyed by the idf?
a generation of people will be deprived of basic necessities for years to come once palestine is rebuilt. how will they live? how can they go back?
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oompahloooo · 1 year
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bitches be like “i know damn well this book/show is going to fuck me up emotionally to the point where no amount of therapy or counseling will undo the pure psychic damage i have brought upon myself but lol it’s fine”
it’s me. i’m bitches
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yes-i-exist-shutup · 7 months
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Andrew dodged SUCH a big bullet by rejecting a spot on the ravens.
Not just from all the fucking abuse, but he cant say no unless he wants to be beaten. And he could've been sexually harrassd like Jean had, having absolutely no free will in anything.
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fungii · 6 months
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sorry inspector but i have cute aggression and its terminal
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Try to write a more disturbing body-horror movie. I dare you.
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biocrafthero · 2 months
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I lost years of my life to mental illness and I hurt a lot of people in the process. The time it took for me to break out of all of that was longer than I would've liked, but I'm here now. I survived all that bullshit and I can rest for a while. For the first time in a long time I'm able to look in a mirror and actually see myself. I'm not 100% happy of course, but.... I feel like I can breathe again. I can breathe for the first time in a long time. My head doesn't feel full of bullshit anymore and I can finally fucking breathe.
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years
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I honestly don't think I was capable of fully understanding how dangerous restricting was until after I had been in recovery for like 8 months already. And I sadly really mean that. I worry about you guys :((
#i dont mean this in a condescending way i mean this in a i literally had brain damage from my ed way#if you dont care if you die or not thats one thing. but believe me when i tell you this:#your ed will not kill you fast. it will take 10+ years of physical and psychological torture. and yes i mean torture thats not exaggeratio#and if you decide in ten years that its not worth and you want to recover thats awesome of course#but theres a high likelihood of irreversible damage at that point#it doesnt take a lot to make your body sick#not nearly as much as i think you guys think#the things you're sacrificing are not under your control. you didnt choose to be sick and you do deserve to be helped#we all make it out one way or another#i just hope you guys make it out sooner than i did#because no one deserves that and i mean it. not even me#the things your ed can do to you arent even talked about. not in media not even in a lot of anorexia forums#not even by the doctors that treat them#after a few years of restricting even if you havent lost weight your body is damaged#your brain is damaged. a lot of the damage is reversible but some of it inevitably wont be#idk i know fear mongering isnt going to help any of you#i just get really mad that there arent better resources and treatments for us out there#i may be just one person but i mean this with all of my heart#i hope you find better days and health and carefree mornings and nights without the shroud of obsessive thoughts#and warmth and love and the mental clarity and strength to keep fighting#you all mean so much to me#and this blog will always be a safe space for people struggling with eds wether they want to recover or not#please take care of yourselves
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I know I'm not reacting in the way people are intending for me to when they say things like "are you normal about x" (the focus of that sentence is supposed to be x, after all), but well. I don't think I'll ever be normal about normal.
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Im trying very hard to just get over this and deal with it later bc its my birthday tomorrow (technically today, ig) but i so deeply wish that accessing healthcare of any kind didnt require jumping through like 800 hoops.
If one more person pulls the ‘you just need to ask for help and stop avoiding it!’ card on me when i talk about medical stuff i’m going to stab them. Getting an appointment for literally anything would be a miracle.
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niishi · 5 months
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I think a lot of ppl need to be their own protectors, swallow their pride, and not act in ways that lead to irreversible regrets and guilt. But 20yros on tiktok made us all believe cut off culture was a punishment to enact lightly.
#im not saying cutting ppl off is always a bad thing#i just think yall do it too often and for the worst reasons#and then when the person you love/loved dies or kills themselves#you live with irreversible traumatic guilt and regret#how are you protecting yourself from others while also being the person who irreversibly damages themselves by choice?#yall just take that action too lightly#conflict happens in close relationships#learn how to set boundaries and be the boss of your own world#you can love people at any distance you choose to set#without killing them off#i see so many videos of people being upset with someone#and cutting them off#then that person dies or kills themselves#you cut them off bc they harmed your mental health but your actions end up harming your mental health more than anyone else#idk#i dont want to live with regrets#again im not against cutting ppl off#ive cut off several ppl#i just dont think it should be done so charitably#guilt and regret reforms your brain the same way trauma does#youre going to end up doing major damage to yourself unless you find your own inner strength and confidence#your happiness and health doesnt have tocbe dependant on how other people treat you#their actions speak only for themselves#it's just as hard to gain mental and emotional strength as it is to gain physical strength#idk idk idk#youre not an anarchist or rebellious if you dont believe in community#if you love the drug addicts you see on the street and think they need to be shown humanity#but you cant do that for the addicts you know personally?#just an example... idk#yall are anti community snd struggle and then call yourself anarchists and it's embarrassing
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solradguy · 2 years
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It's 2am so I'm going to bed now but I just wanna say that FYI I was like this BEFORE I got into guilty gear so Sol Badguy is a ME kinnie not the other way around
Ok good night
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One fanatic insisted that all of this was the person’s own fault, they should have known better. That a 16 year old with a condition severe enough to attempt radical changes to their physiology, surrounded and guided by not just adults but qualified, professional specialists in this very field, has only themselves to blame.
This is the same sociopathy and desperate illogic as the Xian who insists the Garden of Eden story was entirely and solely the fault of Adam and Eve, and thus only humans are the bad ones, not the god who set it all up in the first place and quietly watched it happen.
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rxkuyo · 2 years
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might be going on a semi-hiatus idk ✌🏻
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synthient · 2 years
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the Smith-Cypher dynamic.....just this closeted cop being driven to absolute despair by the life he's supposed to lead, but any alternative is unthinkable because the thought of being "infected" by the cave orgy communists is too terrifying. and the only other queer person he's ever had a conversation with is the dentrans guy
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irreplaceable-spark · 2 years
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Science, the Transgender Phenomenon, and the Young | Abigail Shrier
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scover-va · 2 years
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Thinking abt the fact that Rocky probably died thinking his dad didnt care to try to save him
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