#irl rant

[valentinekieran]

I know no one will see this because I absolutely do not use this account at all, which will most definitely change...but if by chance someone does see this helloooo!! I am looking for mutuals since I will start using this account more (pspsps sourcemates..psps witch's heart faaaansss..)

#witchs heart #witches heart #ashe bradley #claire elford #sirius gibson #wilardo adler #Imissashesomuchhelp #sourcemates interact #irl rant #irltalking #noelashe #noel levine #mutuals #new mutuals

[solarrush]

The desire for caffeine but the knowledge that if you do it’ll teach your anxious heart how to do a kick flip.

#week two!! give it up for week two!! #when your heart takes a trip to your throat and sets up shop #it’s been a stressful two weeks ok #skshskshskdhd #hush rush #blah blah blah #irl rant

[cryoexorcist]

mild rant under the cut irl issues

has anyone else had issues with their food delivery driver getting so stupidly lost even with clear instructions on how to find your damn place? because i have to get my food redelivered. my driver got lost and drove around in circles for a half hour before giving up and pressing "food delivered" button. i am so fucking hangry right now I WANT MY FOOD.

why are delivery drivers kinda dumb though. if it's not issues with them eating your food, it's issues with them not knowing how to read instructions.

#/ ᴇᴠɪʟ ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴄᴏᴡᴇʀ ɪɴ ғᴇᴀʀ / ooc #irl rant #i'm so hungry and grumpy

[matty-hatter]

Honestly super nervous to be starting college at WVU in a week. But I need to do this…..for myself. But I feel kinda guilty because my grandma lowkey gaslit me at first…..but I must stay strong and remember that in the end it’ll only be me, myself, and I. My family won’t be here my entire life and more than likely I will one day die alone, no family or friends, and afraid of what might be in the afterlife. Lol. God OCD anxiety gives me existential crises that are too deep.

#irl #random #irl rant #rant #sorry #college #wvu

[constantreadermk]

My journey into self improvement and making my dreams real carries on as I am starting to get used to going Irish dancing three times every week and it becomes a habit, my body adjusting to the exercise. Christmas concert is tomorrow and I’m going, I hope it goes amazing… anyway, aaaand I’ve also started learning irish Gaelic… I mean why not? I’ve always wanted to learn a third language and I’ve tried with German (maybe I’ll try again), and I’ve loved Irish culture all my life I mean… might as well take up learning irish on duolingo, and I love it so far, making progress. One thing that annoying - I can’t tell if I’m pronouncing the words right. I’m listening to pronunciation and imitating it but still, not sure. Anyway, I’ll figure it out.

#irish dance #irish step #irish music #gaelige #gaelic #irl rambles #irl rant #irl things #my dreams

[desertflowersystem]

Oh my fucking god why is it so hard to find reliable photos of sex poses for art reference all I find is kink art which is cool and all but I need real life models references!!!

-Leo

#leo #art #art ref #irl stuff #irl rant

[yoitsmaddie]

Sometimes I wish life was like a Disney movie, with people randomly bursting into song at any given opportunity.

I just want some more excitement in my life and I think it could be kinda entertaining 😅

#it would be entertaining #also I want to have a fun experience with people #musicals but in real life #this randomly popped into my head #and I needed to share it #irl rant #random post #I’m giving myself an existential crisis #send help #remember to take care of yourselves

[nimhmistsong]

Another Vent Post, this one about actual life.

I had a voicemail yesterday, call yada yada, I want to set up an interview for tomorrow at 10. Sweet perfect, I need a job. Call, the hiring manager has the day off, why did she tell me to call back on her day off?

Wake up early today, shower and do all that. Call, get the hiring manager, doesn't remember voice mail. Confirms she did that and then says 'Hey can we move it to tomorrow at ten?'

Sure we can do that. End call.

No we can't fucking do that, because after your voice mail another job called and said hey I want to book an interview with u at 10. I got them to move it to the day after. And now you moved it to the same day, last minute. Fuck off!

#irl rant #im annoyed #this has happened so many times #i just want a job #why do you all make it so difficult?!

[dragyouthroughthewhump]

I'm gonna vent real quick because I can and I want to.

It sucks when your friends/coworkers/what have you still make gender normative statements casually. Like. I've been working with these people for 10 months. We got a couple new hires since I got a new position, both amab, and my coworker who I've been working side by side with for 10 months(we were hired within a week of each other) just says "yeah, soon it'll be just us guys back here".

Just. It sucks when I don't present fem at all, and just casually get excluded from masc dynamics. I don't usually get upset with anything but this has stuck with me for a week.

#girls day #girls lunch #Idk #I have thoughts and not the right words #I know he didn't mean it maliciously #I'm not hurt or angry at him just the situation #and the whole #I'm not a girl but okay #ugh #irl stuff #irl rant #gender stuff #gender discussion tw #nonbinary problems #at least I'm moving to my new position soon where I get a whole bench to myself

[valentinekieran]

Just a little ramble

I’ve realized I’m not too active on here, so I’m going to try to be, my memory isn’t the best so I apologize for not being able to be as active as I’d like to, but anyway if anyone sees this I hope you have a wonderful day, and god time flies very quickly it seems, I cannot believe it is already November 18?? I miss October already...I love halloween/vvpos, speaking of which I might upload pictures of my halloween costume since i’ve never posted pictures of me on here woo

#ramble #witchs heart #noel levine #ashe bradley #wilardo adler #IRL rant #irl rambles

[made-pure]

I hate this feeling when I've got a load of work to do but I'm not even motivated to do anything and I'm not even going through something

LIKE WORK BITCH!

#irl rant #i hate living #probably just undiagnosed adhd

[theartistac]

Going on a bit of a rant. I’m really saddened and depressed by being so burnt out from my full time job to draw as much as I want to. I’m trying to but it doesn’t seem to work out. Not giving up on becoming a full time childrens book illustrator and author but that is becoming a more far away goal.

#irl stuff #irl rant #artist #burned out teacher

[atlin-x]

no shot it's valentines day and my partner has literally just been sitting on runescape all day talking to people about how lonely they are today as if I'm not in the same fucking room as her and been trying to get her attention all fucking day...

Like I get it she's having fun or whatever but she's quite literally spent the entirety of the last 2 weeks doing exactly that, sitting in the GE talking to people about how shit her life is while actively ignoring me, her mother and literally anyone asking her to do anything. Hell basically her entire wardrobe is just sitting on the floor in the hallway and has been there for 3 weeks, I have been asking her to deal with it for 3 weeks and for 3 weeks she's just replied with "yeah yeah I'll do that later" or "I'm too sad right now I'm going to sleep".

#irl rant #annoyed

[constantreadermk]

Wow those jumps in Irish dancing is just… exhausting… I’m dead. So tired I can’t even think. Tired out of my mind. The teacher is awesome but she’s demanding and it’s tough, I’ve never danced in my life. I’ve never even liked any type of dance except for Irish dancing. And this particular one is… let’s just say it’s not far from ballet and it’s … it’s complicated and exhausting and I just… I need to go lie down but I can’t bring myself to move.

#irish dance #celtic #irl rambles #irl rant #irl things

[goonssquadd]

I packed a bag with a project I’ve been putting off because it’s all hand sewing and I have three hours stuck at work with absolutely nothing to do and I FORGOT THE FUCKING BAG

#free #goons says #irl rant

[dukecarge]

kinda just yelling into the void, feel free to disregard.

Idk man my job pays really well but I feel like it takes such a toll on me that when I get home I'm left with either the choice to dissociate in place or get high on weed to decompress because oh boy I gotta go back tomorrow to the exact same thing.

It's not even that it's difficult or particularly grueling but maybe the amount that is expected paired with how individually people push their own shit when I just want a set of instructions is kinda insane. It's expected that I eventually just grow into this independent contributor who's okay with like leading a design or some shit, and I just don't know about that. How do I know I'm even writing the right documents or implementing the right feature? I know I'm good at my job, but sometimes the level of trust put on me is stressful, and I just juggle too much on purpose maybe?

And then that's all just driving this crazy loneliness that drains any energy I have once I am home because:

A. I dont keep a pet since I'm out most of the day and dont trust myself to make sure they dont die, so oh boy.

B. I dont have local friends to drag me out of the house, which I am remediating kind of?

C. Finally, that all compounds into just missing intimacy and touch from another person because, ultimately, I'm just. Not. Dating. I keep telling myself I have no energy, and I just do not go places.

Can't help but think also that I'm forever stuck with just the internet and college friends I've made. The couple friends I've made offline either are once again in another town, or so busy that I only get a response 3 days later. Idk where to hang out in my town to meet people I'd like to hang out with. Conventions are nice in that they encourage people to openly show what they're interested in and that really helps me to find friends but... Those are not that often and drain my expenses whenever I do go.

But then those friends are only accessible via social media! Do I need to keep posting stories and shit to insta so they see I'm not dead? Ugh. This blows.

This whole existence sucks. I wanna just build cool shit, be buff, and have at least local friends to share a life in.

#irl rant #ramblings