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made-pure · 2 years

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I hate this feeling when I've got a load of work to do but I'm not even motivated to do anything and I'm not even going through something

LIKE WORK BITCH!

#irl rant #i hate living #probably just undiagnosed adhd

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hypogryffin · 9 months

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Haru with the blue colour contacts is so threatening ngl. Love that for her, she’s doing it on purpose isn’t she

Also, how does ryuji get away with his terrible eyesight and none of the thieves even notice? I get that the metaverse is nice to people with eye troubles (points at your akechi and joker eyesight headcanons) but like in the real world surely someone knows/figures out he’s being stubborn about glasses to some degree

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#i mean theyve *noticed* & theyre probably aware that his vision isnt exactly 20/20 but they dont know just how ass it actually is #probably the worst they think it is is still like ''reading glasses'' territory lol #some of the 'cover up' is just happenstance; he does have issues w text bc of undiagnosed-but-its-probably-adhd #its just gotten worse as his vision has. obviously.#he also is mega embarrassed and thinks hed look lame as hell w glasses and doesnt want to spend the $$ on all of that shit #so hes very committed to lying abt this #p5 #ryuji sakamoto #asks & requests #comics #i... guess?#and yeah i changed harus blue contacts like 7 times cuz it felt super shocking but decided the super shocking bit was funny as fuck #so she definitely wears those like. once or twice a month and does not acknowledge it just to keep everyone on their toes

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moonlit-orchid · 5 months

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Sitting here wishing my ADHD was more severe just so people could realise I actually have a problem-

#adhd #probably adhd #undiagnosed neurodivergent #undiagnosed adhd #stuff like this makes me doubt if i have adhd at all #i tried to explain how when i was doing my gcse preparations i would take a day to do an essay #“oh it takes us a whole week”#NO THATS NOT WHAT I MEAN #I HAD A WEEK TO DO IT BUT I LEFT IT TO THE LAST DAY #ON THE LAST DAY I COULDNT PROCESS THE QUESTION #I KNEW WHAT IT WANTED. I KNEW WHAT I SHOULD WRITE. BUT I ALSO DIDNT #i love english. both language and literature #but it would take me hours to even work out what i was supposed to write unless it was under timed exam conditions #when it was timed the panic would put me into hyperdrive #but i only realised last night that maybe taking a full day to work out what to write on a simple essay might not be normal #but then people point out that this kinda thing is normal and i just. dont know.#do i have adhd or am i just giving myself excuses for being slow #or do i expect others to be so much faster and see myself as slow in comparison #im so sure i have adhd but i dont know either

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bugfail · 10 months

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Lord Hater has ADHD (to me) but y'all aren't ready for that conversation

#wander over yonder #I'm probably biased because he's my fav #and I might be forgetting things because I haven't watched the show in a bit #but to me I can see my own possible adhd experience #ends up fixating on unrelated shit and can't focus on what he actually wants to do #and then people around them-#in his case the fandom #-talk about how he could be so much more efficient if he focused #sorta unrelated but y'all he's not just a brainless drooling dumbass either I'm not gonna stand for this lord hater flanderization #sorry if the tags look fucked I'm using mobile #again this is MY experience with my undiagnosed ADHD I'm just beaming my shit onto a fictional character tjftjfjcgfj #OH I FORGOR TO ADD HE'S VERY IMPULSIVE ME TOO BESTIE <3

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nametakensff · 5 months

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Little AuDHD complaint under the readmore (skip over if you can't be bothered with the negativity because even I can't be bothered with my own feelings right now)

I've been struggling a bit this week - likely PMS which has now become a late period - but my friend is coming down this weekend. Originally we had plans for her to come down Friday but that moved to Saturday for reasons beyond her control. I've been thinking about it all week and trying my best to get the house organised and all that but it's been hard to even look after myself. Like I can't concentrate at all either so I'm just having a hard time being a functioning human. I've failed to get half as many things done as I planned but I really tried.

I was supposed to pick her up at like 11am at the train station but now she's said that another friend will be around at that time so she'll just meet me at 1pm at the location we planned to meet up with our mutual friend. And I know to most people this is totally reasonable, like why wouldn't you try and see as many friends as possible when you're not often in the area?

But it always just makes me feel like I'm just an option when this kind of thing happens? Like I'm an interchangeable friend or a box to be ticked rather than THE reason she's coming to visit. I matter so little that a last-minute spontaneous meeting with someone else takes priority.

It also messed with my plans and one thing I really struggle with is spontaneous changes in plans. I can't force people to comply with this because I'd just feel selfish but it completely throws me off, especially when I'm in this state where everything is so hard for me to keep together.

Idk man it's probably worsened by rejection sensitivity dysphoria - scratch that, it's TOTALLY worsened by that. I'm incredibly sensitive and I have to keep it in check constantly.

Even if I rationalise the situation and know there was no intent to hurt me and ofc my friend cares for me, it doesn't change the initial 'oh...' feeling of my heart sinking a little bit. Which makes me feel pathetic which makes me feel insane which makes me feel even worse about myself even though I shouldn't beat myself up over my neurological disabilities.

Just another joyful day of feeling shame when people hurt me because the hurt I feel is unintentional on their part and people don't think the way I do. Rationality only goes so far. I still feel like a very sad individual right now.

#idk man my sister gets it and agreed its lowkey shitty #because she's undiagnosed ADHD but probably exhibits more obvious symptoms than me and it's been hard for her w/ executive dysfunction #so we both feel a little like...the effort we put in for other people is rarely reciprocated? at least to the same degree of consideration #and this is one of my closest friends and I KNOW there is zero malice involved but again. my brain's wired differently lol #it's just all round unfortunate #nttalks

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flower-do0dles-dump · 1 year

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I went to drawing concept art for my next Chapter of TOTMK to drawing nonsense REAL fast!

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soft-girl-musings · 4 months

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oh i hate staff meetings but i hate meeting in microsoft teams even more

#my inattentive adhd vs my dad's undiagnosed hyper adhd (probably) makes this drag tf out #i can feel my energy draining just listening to the pre-meeting chatter #glad to be employed but hoky smokes i dont like this #shouting into the void here

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biblionerd07 · 2 months

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I actually had more sympathy for Jesse’s parents on this rewatch. Like overall they’re not some abusive monsters who never cared about him. They very obviously DO care about him. Their house felt safe enough to Jesse that he went there when the meth had him feeling paranoid and strung out. When Jesse calls his dad after being questioned by the DEA he mentions getting a job “in data entry, like we talked about”, and Jesse’s mom says “I can’t do this again”, and Jake says Jesse’s all they ever talk about, so they’re obviously in a cycle of trying to help Jesse and seeing him go back to drugs. It’s easy for us to kind of forget the ramifications, because of the scope of the show and because we love Jesse and are seeing his POV and definitely because Aaron Paul’s teeth and skin are nice lol, but Jesse is addicted to crystal meth. And he’s SELLING crystal meth! This is not just weed. It’s a pretty big fucking deal. And his parents talk about getting him help, and they let him come inside and sleep and eat a few meals and wash his clothes. Maybe you could consider that the bare minimum, but it is something. When Hank is talking to Jesse’s mom, she’s not dismissive of Jesse or uncaring. She’s obviously very sad about the state of Jesse’s life, and when she starts to clock that Hank’s investigating Jesse, she gets protective and makes Hank leave. They evicted Jesse from his aunt’s house, but to give them a bit of grace, his mom did find his literal meth lab in the basement lmao. Which they threatened to tell the DEA about but never actually did. They seem to be in that place with an addict where you’re trying to balance giving support without enabling; his dad even says they need to try tough love. (Personally I think it shows they don’t really know Jesse all that well because tough love is not the right method for him, but they probably feel like they’ve tried everything else.) When Jesse’s talking about that perfect box he made in shop, his initial lie is that he gave it to his mom, and when he tells the truth it’s clear he really regrets that he didn’t actually do that. In El Camino, I really think they want him to turn himself in because they think he’ll be safer and maybe they think he’ll get some leeway if he turns himself in rather than getting caught. It doesn’t seem like they call the cops when he calls and asks them to come get him; they rush out right away and all the police are in regular, unmarked cars.

But….

I can never give them grace or forgive them for that car decal that was Mom, Dad, and Jake but no Jesse. Like what the hell is that?? And it seems absolutely outrageous to me that his parents, with everything that happened between them and everything they’re seeing on the news, took the opportunity to talk to him and only said “turn yourself in.” No “I love you.” No “be safe.” His dad saying they hadn’t talked to him in a long time, since “way before all this” really rankled, too. They purposefully distanced themselves from him. They made sure to say on the news that they’re not involved in this because they’re not in his life. I really do think they cared and were scared for him. But at every turn it just seemed like they didn’t care enough to actually understand what he needed or how to get through to him.

#brba #jesse pinkman #el Camino #he really tries to keep Jake from following his path and oh my heart #I’ve always read Jesse as probably having undiagnosed or at least untreated ADHD #we know he’s so much smarter than anyone gives him credit for but he kept getting ‘apply yourself’#he has to care about things to do them well #anyway my tragic baby boy #i love him with my whole heart #and I’ve always hated his parents but as I get older and rewatch I have more sympathy for them #I doubt he ever went to rehab before but they certainly couldn’t have afforded a place like he goes to ever Jane dies #plus he wouldn’t ever go before #he really only went after Jane bc he was so catatonic with drugs and grief that I imagine Walt literally just dropped him at the door #his dad sounds happy when he says ‘you look good’ when he sees Jesse after rehab but he’s still cautious #god I wish he would’ve just said yes Jesse come over for dinner tonight #I hope someday Jesse was able to find a way to get word to them that he’s okay #nothing they can trace to find him #but just to let them know #it always seemed like his mom cared more despite that slap #his dad wanted to be tough but I don’t think his mom did #and I’m not saying Jesse turning to drugs or any of this is their fault obviously #it’s just very sad

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oakt733 · 6 months

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every time someone asks me a question there is a 20% chance it will trigger the infodump dialogue that results in a 30 minute unskippable cutscene where i tell you about whatever i have been thinking about for the past week

#neurodivergent #just explained to my mum how the quality of disney animation has steadily declined over the last ten years #and how the amazing digital circus is going to be so good #and how shows like arcane are works of art #for 30 minutes #i love animation so much #losing my mind #going insane #neurospicy #adhd #i think i’m undiagnosed #is this adhd?#probably lets be real

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writeouswriter · 11 months

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Absurdity absurdity I need to write something so surreal and bizarre but so so real, something that captures the human condition, something that captures the duality of man, something that captures the essence of humanity and bottles it up into a vial of glitter that gets swirled around in a thunderstorm and I'm just saying words at this point aren't I but I have been driven mad and bewitched by the power of storytelling, the thrill of finding meaning in the unexpected, the dynamic of tragedy and comedy married as one, finding sadness in the silliness and silliness in the sadness, I am watching a sunset in the heart of a hurricane and my eyes have never been so open

#if you knew what sparked me making this post you'd definitely think i lost my mind even more than i have #writing #writer things #writeblr #aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #textpost #tragicomedy #oh don't mind me just slowly losing my mind to the essence of the tragicomedy #and to finding meaning in the most unexpected places #hi yes sorry i have extremely bad undiagnosed adhd and probably more and my head is abuzz from something i shan't say... a show #i literally am in static mode and just going aaahhhh

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sunglassesmish · 1 year

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i need to start drinking more water. and eating better. and getting out/moving around more. yeah i used to be good at, or at least i tried to be, taking a walk everyday and drinking enough water. i may have fallen into old habits over the past year but i really want to change. but why is it so hard 😞

#haha depression is so fun /j #you guys it may seem like a joke but i really don’t have a social life. i don’t leave the house often. i barely move from the same place #i’m really not doing okay. i want to get better though #i at least used to go to all my lectures. and then the strikes started and it was easier to just say it’s not my fault and then stay home #and now i have been to 2 lectures in the span of 3 months.#and my exams are coming up and i’m not eating well #and my sleep schedule is terrible and i’m always sad about my life #to top it all of my adhd is unmedicated and undiagnosed so it’s so hard to study and i’m probably going to fail!#and i want to change things but there’s so many things i need to do and be better at but it’s so hard

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shadowpeachyuri · 6 months

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i dont think wukong and macaque are actually disasters. like without a doubt they are both kinda pathetic and are both massive petty losers. but like. i think theyd probably be able to make food for themselves that's at least edible, do laundry at least once a month, and hold down a minimum wage job for some level of time. like theyre asshole losers but theyre somewhat functional about it

#and even like. theyre dysfunctional but not disasters to me #like they have the capacity to be functional they just dont #but like. wukongs been living with undiagnosed adhd for centuries (probably over a millennia) atp. hes got coping mechanisms #mac's more dubious but like. he's gotta eat #he's probably got like. at least a little hidey hole or smth #and sure it probably looks like it should be on r/malelivingspaces #but its not like. a biohazard or anything. the dishes get done eventually. yaknow

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pia-writes-things · 9 months

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This is kind of a vent post so feel free to scroll past it but like.

I have currently 18 chapters, any fics included, to comment. I am 18 chapters late, technically.

And like, when I read something ongoing, especially if it's written by a mutual, I always try to comment, and to do a detail comment thanks to the floaty review box. And this year, I managed to do it until may, I think ?

But after that, I watched the third season of HPI. And it was an absolute shit-show. The last minute of the last episode ruined everything. So now, I have all those emails in my inbox that I don't delete because I want to comment the fics but I just can't do it? Because the idea of reading something that is HPI related just completely blocks me. It drains me emotionally to just think about it. All the missed potential, everything they ruined.

But the thing is, for some reason, it also prevents me from commenting the other fics? Like, I have the exact same feelings toward it even though they're completely different fandoms?

I really hate this feeling. I know commenting is not an obligation, I know I shouldn't feel bad about it, I know all of that. But I still do. Because I love being on the receiving end of comments and I hate myself for not doing that for my friends and fellow writers. Even tho it's not my responsibility. So now, I just feel bad every time I open my inbox.

And the worst is, yesterday and today I did comment some fics. I did. I finally made a dent in the pile. But I still have so many left, and yeah... It's discouraging and it's entirely my fault for feeling responsible even tho I'm not. I hate it.

#i know it's also probably the undiagnosed ADHD and the executive dysfunction acting up #but still #anyway feel free to ignore me #i just needed to get that out of my chest but to no one in particular #and for some reason my diary didn't seem like a viable option #pia's venting again #i also realize that I could just not do long and detailed comments #make it easy for myself #but I know the feeling of putting everything in your writing and only receiving short comments and being kinda grateful #but also kinda disappointed even tho you don't want to #so i don't want to only leave short comments #and now i'm stuck

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hellenahaurus · 2 months

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Yeah, sex is great but have you ever rejected the popular guy from your high school after graduating when he messages you randomly years later to "catch up?"

Beyond gratifying lmao

#what do i even tag this #its just a thing that happened to me and i still find it funny #i went from the weird girl who was undiagnosed adhd/autistic and was too loud #to rejecting the legitimately most popular guy in school #fucking POWER #my guy #like ABSOLUTE POWER #im curious what his reaction to me being nb would be honesty but it didnt even get that far #he PROBABLY? wouldve been okay but like.... maybe not

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skimmeh · 9 months

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Thinking about maybe getting someone help to run au with the two of us, but I don't know many friends who would.

Also idk how much I'd trust a stranger off the internet and that's besides the fact I'd feel bad asking cos we got nothing to offer as we basically running the au for fun haha

Am lil overwhelmed but still hopeful and excited for it

#eeee #i think well be fine #im just ....pretty bad at writing #but i do have a friend that can proof read #its more ... someone to also help run it and come up with more idea for character we aint fleshed out much yet #we've included so many characters man #and i wanna do every one justice #its just a big job for two guys who also probably have undiagnosed adhd HAH

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cloudselkie · 9 months

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Wondering why your life sucks when everyone else has a good job, a house, and kids and you're 34, have a job you hate but refuse to go back to school, are on your second marriage, have ADHD, and likey have undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder be like:

#honestly I should probably be getting out the DBT workbook and that book about how BPD and ADHD interact and work on those #but why do that when I can bitch and fish for sympathy on the Internet instead?#also I say undiagnosed but my therapist is pretty sure I have it #we just haven't been able to find a psychiatrist who can do the official diagnosis

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