#im. a bit mad tbh

[femme-malewife]

I can't keep quiet about this take.

I saw someone saying the only reason why Aizou has a song dedicated to his mother, why he still loves her, is to make way for Chizuru in his life.

This may get a bit long.

Ignoring the fact that just because Aizou still loves his mother that doesn't mean he doesn't have trauma with women, that's incredibly insensitive to Aizou's character.

Yujiro had said it himself. Aizou is too kind for his own good.

He wears his heart on his sleeve and, at heart, he isn't a negative person. He can't forget the abuse and neglect he endured from his mother or the consequences of living in a home full of constant screaming.

But he can't forget the happy memories either. He recalls the memories of when his family was happy very fondly (if not sadly as well).

When Yuko went out drinking, we see Aizou trying to take care of her, and struggling because...well, she was drunk and got violent sometimes when drunk.

He didn't do that out of obligation. He did it because he loved his mother.

Just look at the way he hugs her while she's drunk.

(Also, am I saying it's fair that he had to take care of her while she was drunk??? No, of course not. It's tragic and awful. But it's who he is as a character, and it happened. No point in pointing out how it never should have happened, because no one is saying is otherwise.)

Aizou was hurt and disappointed when Yuko left him and Ken to go to France with her new husband. That cannot be disputed.

But again...at his heart, Aizou is not a negative person. He got hurt, but regardless, he still loves his mother.

It's a very bitter story, and frankly, I think Aizou's kindness is his biggest strength. He forgives his mother, even though she traumatized him to the point of disliking being around girls. (Though Ken dating around didn't help matters)

And as for Chizuru...has Honeyworks not made it clear that this is a severe parasocial relationship??? I doubt they'll ever actually talk outside of fan meet and greets.

I mean, who would date anyone who has so much merch of them???

Or any merch, for that matter?

This take is, essentially, "Aizou's only forgiving his mom so that he can be with this girl who stalked him and has tons of merch of him", the exact opposite of what Aizou needs.

It's also a take that ignores the point of Chizuru's story? She had it rough, to the point of considering self harm, and LIPxLIP (Aizou) is what gave her passion and energy and motivation to be more confident in herself and learn to love herself.

Was she overly obsessive and in the wrong for her stalking? Yes.

But she's a young teen girl. She knows now how troublesome she was being.

Her "love" for Aizou isn't romantic. It's love, but it's more admiration than anything. Her recent MV may seem to counter that, but consider that this MV came out before she got called out for her behavior, before the bullying incident. This was her first song ever.

I dunno though, I just think the take doesn't actually consider Aizou or Chizuru at all.

#im. a bit mad tbh #im taking lxl away from people until they stat to actually care about them and their characters and stories #its 2am ok sorry if this is just lotsa rambling

[flufallo]

What possessed me to make these 😭

#i had fun tho #jacksons diary #david miller #exer campbell #ronald novikov #timothy jacksons diary #sorry 😭 #there not half bad tbh #im just a little bit mad #i think i post way too much #but i dont careeee #hehe #ive definately gone mad #im just bored #so my first though were to make these #obviously 🙄 #tim looks kinda off tho

[corpsebunniie]

Yippe, more Fazmophobia stuff :D

#fnaf #fnaf au #my art #springtrap #william afton #fnaf puppet #fnaf marionette #Fazmophobia #its a bit stiff tbh #could be better but im not mad about it :/

[risingsunresistance]

i went to a con over the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff from a rock shop. love going to cons in this area bc it's like 25% fandom junk (and i dont rlly watch anime), 50% arts and crafts, and another 25% JUST for funko pops hdhfhd

already showed you Apple :]

also got this lil tree

some mushrooms to go with my bigger mushroom that i got at a different convention from different people jdgfkh

and... ROCK PIG !! he is wonderful and also very heavy

also bag update! got the heart pin at the con, everything else has just been added/moved/etc overtime lol. need to space it out better but im tired of stabbing myself so it's fine for now

also ark got me a beetle :D

#that is all i got at the con btw 😭 #was hoping i'd see some splatoon stuff but this was the smallest con they've had yet #next con should be a bit more interesting #but i greatly enjoyed the rocks #i know ppl are wary of rock decorations like this bc they might be fake but #tbh i just like the way the look so i dont rlly care lmao #if my rock pig is actually made of Unknown Material that's okay 👍 #the heart pin is the only one i didnt pick up at the rock booth #subtlest aro pin ever 👍👍👍 IM SO MAD THEY HAD A REALLY NICE RAINBOW PIN #BUT NO IM 23 AND STILL FORCED TO BE IN A GLASS CLOSET JHDKFJK #mom i know we both know can we just get it over with already 😭 #also got to meet some exiled queer family down there and catch up talking YAYYYY their youngest added us on discord jdhdhk #it was so fucking refreshing. i thought the only other one in my family died... had no idea that was why we didnt talk to them anymore #anyways that's how my life has been sorry for the continued absence tjere's a lot hapwning rn 👍 #and by a lot i mean nothing but i stay exhausted hdhfkj it's just been. [static] ya know #chat

[jils-things]

i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding

please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh

#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since #at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ) #but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!! #WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED #in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much #in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire???? #THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED #FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN #LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY #FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE #AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS #TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE #AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE #HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ #AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV #AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY #y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN #~ rambling #i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping) #pokespe hours

[waywardsalt]

i have planned to write a pseudo-essay or some kind of detailed look at linebeck in phantom hourglass and how he can be interpreted as autistic but thats not going very well right now so here are some autistic linebeck headcanons

He has low empathy and as such has a hard time responding very well to emotional situations, but he can take advantage of his lower empathy in situations where empathy could make things harder, like tending to wounds or rationally handling emotionally-charged situations

His coat is a comfort object and he made it specifically to act as a very slight accommodation; it’s heavy and barely lets any light through it, and he can keep all kinds of little things in pockets sewn into the inner lining, but larger objects do make it more uncomfortable to wear at times. It’s mostly good to carry around things to fidget or stim with and can be helpful in trying to recover from overwhelming sensory experiences

He doesn’t usually stim in public, but taps his fingers on tables quickly and tends to rhythmically snap his fingers when excited, and on his ship is more vocal and more willing to stim, even if around others. One of his main stims that he’ll do for no particular reason is that he’ll hold his arm or back of his wrist/hand up to his nose and mouth for the smell.

He masks frequently to please people. His default mask is that arrogant and brave front he puts up for islanders and other he may come across. Usually, if that mask doesn’t work, he tends to double-down because it usually works and, in his experience, dropping the mask has usually gone badly (non masking he’s rude and blunt but more outwardly excited about adventure and his ship and all of that, i consider it where overseas in the game is when he usually isn’t masking. this shifts his arc to be about him learning to stop masking and feel comfortable being himself)

His special interests could include stuff related to treasure hunting but it could really range from stuff about adventuring or the ocean or engineering (relating to his ship) to stuff not at all touched in the game like music. He really enjoys music, listening to it, playing it, and writing it. He also enjoys and is fascinated by shellfish.

When busy or otherwise occupied, he doesn't usually notice when he's hungry. He doesn't have as much of a problem noticing thirst or exhaustion, but feeling hunger is a problem for him, and often leads to him going a long time without eating. On the other hand, he doesn't mind eating the same thing repeatedly and is perfectly fine with blander foods, so handling food supplies for when he'll be overseas for a long time is easy for him.

He knows he's autistic, he's known for a pretty long time, and he has books on it; he also knows that Link is autistic, but doesn't say anything about it and instead waits until someone else tells him. Until (and after, I suppose) Link actually learns that he's autistic Linebeck just makes sure to keep note of what accommodations he might need and if there are any textures or tastes or smells he can't stand. He doesn't have much of a problem helping out during sensory overloads, even soon after meeting him. It's more out of understanding how it feels to not have your needs met and a sort of solidarity rather than actual friendship.

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #linebeck #OBVIOUSLY he experiences some nasty rsd and he's a bitch about it that's like. basically canon so i didnt mention it #a lot of linebeck’s autism is based and referenced off of my own with some extra additions #which is why i have an easier time writing him as autistic than link #kindness is a choice and having low or no empathy does not in any way make someone heartless but linebeck does abuse his own low empathy #to be a mean bitch with minimal emotional consequences #i think linebeck would call link a dipshit to his face and then not feel bad about it for like a few weeks until he starts caring abt him #linebeck stimming by smelling his arm is actually my main stim. its probably why i sit all fucked up bc i sometimes do it w/ my legs lol #the masking bit does kinda fuck some stuff up but i personally enjoy that take on him #one of his comfort objects is an old orange cat plushie named copernicus and if you know what that is specifically from thank you im sorry #linebeck being way into music has no canon backup i just like the idea of him playing piano and composing some form of his own theme #piano is a mad sensory experience btw i dont yet know how to really play it but when i did keyboard in pit it was a fantastic feeling #bangin' out the tunes. it was a really good sort of stim if i was feeling a bit overwhelmed by all of the new tech and music too #salty talks #not entirely an autism headcanon but he thinks gender is a sham and less identifies as a man and more specifically considers #his gender identity to be 'real man of the sea' which is initially kinda silly but kind of a fucking gender move tbh #i dont think he's explicitly trans or nb he's just having fun fucking with his own gender and doing whatever he feels like doing #he isnt a man but he is a man. kind of like how im a dude but also not. yeah. #these were initally going to be call 'quick' headcanons but you can see why i uh. didn't end up going with that

[bastardcherub]

I think I’d make for a cute puppy!!!!!!!

#don’t be fooled I DO bite!!!!! >:) #but mainly out of excitement tbh #I don’t exactly behave well but I have theee cutest puppy dog eyes You can’t be mad at me I love You I didn’t mean anything by it 🥺🥺🥺 #angel art #I woke up with a flash of inspiration for this and now I’m nearly late GEVEJDJKGKG #I HAD TO DRAW IT!!!! #JUST LOOK AT ME!!!! #IM SO *CUTE*!!!!! #play with meeeeee #give me head pats and pull me close on my leash? 🥺 #I’ll give u lots of puppy kisses #everywhere #👀👀👀 #might get a bit too excited tho no promises I’ll be good #hehehehehe

[variousqueerthings]

the fun of having put out the "bj's moustache is gay culture" post while also headcanoning first and foremost that whatever bj is, it's not actually gay but something way funnier and more fucked up

#what im saying is that hawkeye is sometimes bj's wife but not in a gay way #it's the opposite in a way of how frank burns desires hawkeye carnally and is so mad about it being really gay #and that hawkeye is queer in a gender and a sexuality way that means he can slide into whatever mold someone else desires #and margaret is a transmasc who will give herself that crew cut when she's in her 60s #and everyone will mistake her for a lesbian but actually she's gay for men #but hawkeye can be a girl for her if he wants #bj and frank both represent the lie of the american dream but in different ways #(that is they both went to war on a promise about smthinsmthin american duty masculinity etc) #but while I'm absolutely on the frank is gay choo choo train #idk with bj it just seems a bit boring as a read to end it there imo #especially as it's generally agreed upon that his character was so broadly written #i prefer to play in that broadness personally but hey if u wanna tag that post as gay bj i get where that comes from #ilke yeah for sure the moustache is gay culture - 70s gay culture #also tbh to get serious for a sec it was very weird getting into the mash fandom while this whole thing was going on #and i think it kept me from getting totally into it from the first jump - lot of judgement on headcanons #lot of *this is all of fandoms opinion on xy thing and if you say something different you're wrong* #lot of treating headcanons and meta as serious discussion pieces rather than just... engaging with a piece of fiction #(this not about analysing outdated elements of the show am talking the character and not-so-serious meta) #all of this to say: pls dont be weird on this post they're called headcanons for a reason #it's 2pm and i am pulling an all-nighter to hit a deadline #we're feeling fragile gents

[elegyofthemoon]

welp! i finished catching up with 2.1 thankfully but -

#avil plays hsr #im so glad i was able to catch up before i go out of town for the weekend but. yeah. #tbh i dont have Thoughts atm about the whole quest #NOT TO SAY IT WAS BAD IT WAS REALLY GOOD !! i really enjoyed the story #and esp the way that they had decided to do the storytelling of the update #but um. otherwise i have no thoughts. i was just sitting here for the ride and wao was that a ride. #UP TO THE VERY END TOO my goodness #ill just say: there are some bits i was a little confused on but i think some processing and we'll be fine alskdjfhl #aaaaaaand some additional investigation #oh there was a bit of the story that made me go 'hahaha real tsurumi island vibes' and now i miss tsurumi LMAO #good job me. #its gonna take so much willpower for me to not pull for acheron btw. #i did try to pull for luocha before. and lost to clara which is fine aslkdjfha #i cant be mad at clara bc i like clara but i havent used her. at all. #and im trying VERY HARD TO HOLD OUT FOR ROBIN.... #but also im like ..... acheron...... #wait. i can just. i can read her character story........... #i have nothing else set for the day aside from a quick call i think but besides that. i can go get lost in penacony for a while LMAO

[lucky-draws]

9.6.23

#life drawings from last week #i feel i could have done better but the session itself was fun and i enjoyed doing them #im a bit rusty since i haven't done anything like that for ages and i kind of defaulted to focusing on accuracy i guess #rather than making a conscious effort to be looser/more dynamic idl #idk #like i rly liked one guy's pieces bc he was very bold like a lot of straight lines filling the page thick black charcoal + colours #and the guy next to me had a a squiggly style which was cool .even if he didn't seem to think so lol he wasa bit self deprecating abt it #and i was like noo noo i love the scribbles ..💔 #so anyway looking at theirs made me wish id been a bit looser/bolder etc but i think since i hadnt done it in a while it was fine to just #do what im comfortable with quite precise figurative stuff #and tbh i do like these idk #im mad my local gallery stopped doing life drawing but oh well at least ive found an alternative #cant go every week bc its in city like an hour from me + ya know its a bit of an expense + i might be working on some of the days #but hopefully ill go again once or twice at least #original art #tumblr better not flag these looool

[flufallo]

Explain your profile picture. Now./@i-send-you-random-asks

It is Ronald. How do you not know of Ronald. Find out about him. Change your life forever.

He's checking out his nails like the absolute king he is 👏

Yes, I am obsessed with a character who doesn't exist 👍

I mean, how can you look at him and hate him? It's impossible

#ronald novikov #i love him tho #jacksons diary #lmao #sorry jds my only obsession tbh #im a bit mad #👍 #i have a emotional attachment to him #and i cant stop drawing him #i drew him in my maths book #my teacher told me off but now i have a ron in my book sooo

[garpond]

message to all kids without paypal who wish they could buy commissions one day you will become an adult with a job and paypal and you can in fact buy the commissions and it will be wonderful but watch out

#vibrates excitedly though. just found someone for a sorta bigger project (ref sheet) and i am so. [yayyyyyy dolphin pic] #not even mad about how much extra im working in the coming week bc i want to. buy images #actually when i was a kid i still bought a lot of art though..it was just thru virtual currency #bc i drew furry shitttttt...and made adoptables and stuff but i didnt have paypal #so i would have people pay me with the sites virtual currency and id exchange it for the paid membership tier + buy art from other people #that was kind of a good system tbh...i miss how that site was before wix fucked it up #(deviantart) #(would you believe im nostalgic for deviantart. i just miss the older internet) #but anyway now that im getting back into making ocs a bit im just like oh yeah. money can be exchanged for pictures of guys #ill probably force myself to get better at drawing people at some point... maybe... #im just not as motivated towards doing character illustration as i was when i was younger i like different art now that im in college

[sadlazzle]

was definitely absolutely abt to destroy dung eater but a giant crab decided to join the party and crushed me frm offscreen like a bit in a comedy series

#loving eleonora’s poleblade. good weapon #sacrificing a bit of damage compared to bhf but the speed and bleed make it worth it tbh #i was considering using hoslow’s petal whip i won’t lie #relatively decent range with good bleed buildup. damage is eh compared to the poleblade #but ive not used whips in any souls game b4 so that’s a maybe at best #also thinking of switching to crossbow instead of a regular bow #would need to invest in more endurance so i can keep my carry weight med #but im thinking it may be better than the bow #do bow talismans apply to crossbows ? maybe a stupid question but not when it pertains to a souls game #cause if they don’t that may influence my decision .. #plum plays elden ring: mohg madness

[avocado-frog]

how am i supposed to live laugh love under these conditions

tldr for tags my mom found an old journal of mine and read through it so i accidentally outed myself to her lols

#might be a vent in the tags jsyk #but brooo i had this journal when i was 14-15 and my MOTHER read it today because she Could (tm) #the journal in question was in a box in the storage unit that clearly had my name on it so she chose to open it and read through the journa #right so the journal in question had the name isaac on it and i am not out to her #i guess i fuckin am NOW??? #but she hasnt said anything ab that. she def saw it tho. RIGHT on the cover #but no her focus was that i wrote that i. didnt particularly care for her when she lived with her boyfriend which is a WHOLE can of worms #but tdlr on him he kicked my brother and i out bc my brother used his phone past his bedtime. we were 13 and 11 #and he fought with my mom + 11 yr old brother every night for like four years. which sucked a lil tbh #i dont know what she EXPECTED it to say #gonna be real im a little mad #because like girlllllllll you chose to open that box and then open that book and like that's mineeeee you cant just do that shit :( #i dont have to deal with it for two more days. am at my dad's house #i am fixing it with the power of ✨white out✨ #WHICH I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DO. IT'S LITERALLY MINE #if i keep thinking about this im going to explode #vent #??? #i think #ok update like an hour later. i read a little bit of the journal that she read and uhh SHIT. #girlie i wrote all THAT and you're upset because i wrote that i dont like your boyfriend??? okay

[earl-grey-love]

Despite being intensely into two different rockst*r games for multiple years (self shipping with some well written kings/queens), I never got that into GTA5. I love the online mode for the cars but the story mode didn't pull me in. It's one of my husband's all-time favourite games which is why I tried to so hard.

#hes also why I played the other r* games like Ill be real honest with you right now #I am not drawn to that sort of thing naturally #like I got into rdr because my parents got him the game for christmas and I was watching him play #and I got mad that he was ''doing it wrong'' and got the game too LOL #thats very Lucifercore of me tbh #anyway I digress #I hopped back onto the online yesterday I need an emotional support driving game or I go a bit wacko #the outfits my character had on were horrendous Im glad asmo didnt see that #I was definitely going through a phase #what am I talking about at this point #Im sorry for this #my sincerest apologies #sunny speaks #tw family mention #tw parents

[honeyppie]

Why are there p*rn ads in the human rights tag???

#p*rn bots #human rights #like i just saw a full on vag while scrolling #im not mad about it per se #but it was definitely unexpected #a bit unwanted tbh #theres a time and a place