#im so not normal ughhh

[starboybutler]

john's big hands on gale's slim lil waist oughhhhhh

#im so not normal ughhh #john #gale #mota #azzy.txt

[arley-ology]

This picture fron the end credits makes me wanna sob

THEY THEIR PETS AAAUUUUUGHHH

#im soo normal about Trevor and Angela I swear #idk why its this of all things in the game that makes me wanna sob (/pos) about Trevor and Angela's relationship but ughhh #theyre so queerplatonic to me #american arcadia

[books-and-catears]

The Demon Brothers if they turned into Cats

Lucifer

Is annoyed but stays calm cause you keep him comfy

Will snap and bite anyone except you

Just accepts his fate and relaxes for the first time in 67889 years

Mammon

He's not letting that hand go. There is no escape.

Clingy cat syndrome 101

Aggresive hissing if he sees anyone else too close to you

Leviathan

The only way you can keep him close without him freaking out

If he gets hyper aware of your proximity, he runs and hides for a while

But he never goes too far enough to lose sight of you

Satan

Super cuddly in private. Melts internally when you handle him so tenderly

Develops a meowrse code to communicate with you

Kneads your back or thighs to show gratitude

Asmodeus

Acts super cute and clingy. You legit cannot take your eyes off him

Just crawls into your lap and starts demanding attention with the sweetest meows

Loves being taken to the groomers and cat spas

Beelzebub

Keep LOTS of canned tuna and sardines around for this one. Meows for food every half hour and you cannot deny him.

The most playful and active out of them all. Loves going on walks and behaves super well in public

Bites your fingers in affection and has chewed up a lot of furniture in the house. Scavenges and brings food for you.

Belphegor

Oh my, look at the clock! Its nap time. Its always naptime. And when he wakes up, he just nuzzles Beel and then goes back to sleep.

You gotta learn to do things with one hand because the other one is his for sleeping now.

Best cuddle buddy for nighttime. His soft purrs are the best sounds to sleep to.

#obey me #obey me crack #obey me funny #obey me random #obey me headcanon #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #obey me mammon #obey me belphie #obey me asmo #obey me beel #obey me levi #obey me imagine #yeah this is random as hell and it's been so long since I've written anything and my job is a mess im so sorry #god i even left that story unfinished ughhh- im so sorry #hopefully it'll all be normal by September #please bear with me till then

[mehh141]

BARRY WHY ARE U DOING THIS TO ME

#HES SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO #HES TOO MUCH #WTH #THE TATTS #THE CHAIN #DUDEEEEE #UGHHH #Im so normal about him actually #like #absolutely normal #barry sloane #captain price #captain john price #barry #john price #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #my big bear #john price x reader #six #task force 141 #love him

[fleshdyke]

#csa warning for tags #ughhh ik i was just talking abt this but man. Man. constantly bullied as a child + raped as a child is a brutal combo huh #completely irreversibly fucked up sense of intimacy. i dont want to have sex with anyone i dont care what ppl think of me looks wise but i #also care more than anything and want people to want me so bad #like when ur only experience with anyone at all finding you desirable is being raped at 6ish. fucks u up man #was constantly told by everyone i knew that i was undesirable from day fucking one. i was always the one ppl would dare their friends to #'ask out' bc everyone thought i was that bad. i never had those rumours of 'some boy likes you' without people laughing in the background #all of my friends. even the ones that were also weird kids and bullied etc etc always have stories of other kids having crushes on them or #whatever. and i just never had that. it feels like i missed out on something important #i want to be pursued by a guy i hate i want them to not leave me alone. i want to feel like im in danger. and i know how fucking disgusting #that is but i cant help it. like i feel like thats the only way im going to feel normal and wanted like theres not something inherently #wrong with me. and i know how dangerous that is but its not like it matters anyways bc still no one likes me at all. #and i know how stupid of a thing it is to obsess over like what am i 9 years old? but i just cant get it out of my head #like idk i feel like the only way im going to actually feel desirable at all is if someone tries to rape me again. or if i feel like i have #to worry about someone raping me again. i know i wouldnt feel that way if someone was like. nice about it. #bc if someone genuinely liked me and was a decent human being about it i wouldnt be able to see it as anything other than faking it for pit #i wouldnt be able to believe it. even if i wasnt waiting for them to drop the joke and start laughing at me i would always think it was jus #an act bc they feel bad for me. the only way i could ever think it's genuine and that i'm desirable at all is if someone sexually #harassed me. like idk how to explain it but thats the only way i could feel desirable at all #bc it's the only way i've ever been desirable. when i was a kid. #and it terrifies me so bad bc i know how fucking disgusting that is and how self destructive it is #but i still feel like i dont even have to really worry about being assaulted. bc i still believe im completely undesirable at my core. #i dont believe i could be desired so i dont believe i have to worry about being raped. bc no one would want to anyways #rambles #vent

[widevibratobitch]

ripping this moment to shreds with my teeth

#OUGH YGHHHH ARGHHHH UGHHH RHRGRHRRHHRRRGRHRGHRRGHRH #sorry but im forever thinking about this literally tattooed this moment on my skin forever it means everything to me #one day we will unpack my obsession with murderous prettyboys who scratch their own skin bloody in moments of despair #cause their own downfall with their carelessness and their closest loyal friends' deaths with their fucked up ambition #and attempt suicide after their fall from grace #(they also fuck highborn women and have a weird gay thing going on with their misogynistic bestie. btw) #so yes we will unpack that but not today thanks. its not illegal to want to chew on murderous femboys yet #the three musketeers #vicomte de bragelonne #alexandre dumas #aramis i like you a normal amount king haha im unwell #anyway the fact that i could have just let this hyperfixation go a year ago and been totally fine and at peace with it #if sofia hadnt organised a playdate for her two coolest mutuals who hadnt known each other before...

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

me:

classical writer who has been dead for hundreds of years:

me, learning more abt them/their life:

overdramatic self-insert (presumably of sorts) of that writer:

me:

me: whoa he's like me fr

#a biscuit's rambles #how connected to and understood by loooong dead writers/poets am i supposed to feel before it becomes concerning #i wont go into too much detail but. lets say i am once again gripped by admiration and some small amount of envy :') #everyone else in my class at having to read this one book: ughhh noooo this is so boring and hard to understand #(it is nigh incomprehensible and like. it's easily very boring for people my age that is a normal reaction no judgement here) #me who finished the book in one day: lowkey feeling the urge to befriend this dead guy lol #no listen that one gets how fucking obsessed i am with writing he risked his life to write id do that too #im forming an unhealthy paracosial relationship with a guy whos been dead for centuries

[roetrolls]

:))))) hrgh

ok so not to get too venty on here but

i start my final quarter of college tomorrow w/ my senior film due in 2 months, and my neurologist just upped my steroid dosage which might result in new side effects (or maybe already has? the steroids have already been fucking with my vision but it seems a lil worse and now i think im having trouble falling asleep too) AND im gonna have to deal with infusions during this too :')

o(-< so hrghhhhhhh basically the next 10 weeks are about to be really stressful and i just wanna ask that everybody be patient/gentle with me

#ughhh im so nervous #my hearts gonna explode outta my chest bro OTL #im also trying very hard not to worry about my treatment progress #i trust my neurologist but it is becoming very difficult to leave every appointment with #'i was hoping we'd see more progress by now. im going to up the ante' #ive already progressed so far and would be beyond thrilled if this was the limit #but im scared that if it IS it's gonna take constant work to maintain it #i cant get infusions for the rest of my life #and like #ok so when i started the steroid #i had a bit of a backslide in progress at first #which really scared me #turns out thats normal! #but she didnt warn me #and it turns out. she didnt warn me because. #in the 2000 people she has prescribed this steroid to #i am the only person who had that happen on a dose less than 40mg #so! not normal actually! #and i know bodies are just weird sometimes but that combined with the fact that apparently my case is really stubborn... #o(-< im scared #and the classes i need to graduate arent offered in the summer so if i cant push through them with all of this going on i cant just #drop one then graduate then finish in summer (which they let you do) #puts my head in my hands

[skunkg1rll]

🦨

#ughhh someone pointed out the atrocity in my face. i hate thatfeature of me so bad #and now i cant stop thinking about it and i hate myself and my face and i got bad feelings #because throughout my entire life i've been so bullied for it #i feel so ugly ugh!!!!!! i am ugly i wanna cry who could ever love me when i look like this skksksks #the worst abt having a face deformity is that it is on your FACE!!!!! i cant hide it #it's out there for everyone to see #and i cant remove it. i can get plastic surgery etc but i cant afford that at all now. maybe when i have a job :((( #and it really is so big in my brain. i notice it constantly #i cant look at other ppl without checking their chins to see if it's smooth or not #and most ppl have normal chins. pretty much everyone has a normal chin!!!! #i wish i was normal too. i hate looking like this i hate it so bad #it is so unfair that i gotta be stuck w this ugly fkn feature but everyone else gets to look normal #so unfair so unfair it makes me so angry #why did i get the worst genes ever i cant stand having to live my life being this grotesquely ugly #anyway.... i try to suppress it nd not think abt it but earlier today someone made a comment abt it #nd now i just wnna cry because it is soooooooo ugly and i hate it #besides yeah it made me rmbr my school years bc ppl were sofkn mean to me abt it #like im sorry i know im ugly wtf do u want me to do?!?!

[vamp-fag]

whining n legs shaking,,, thinking Thoughts

#im so normal ughhh #vamp barks

[strayingsocks]

so... chapter 109 am i right guys

SPOILERS IN THE TAGS!!!

#socks rambles #bungou stray dogs #bsd spoilers #IM SO NOT OKAY #i was scrolling through the chapter with my mouth WIDE OPEN #dazai's final words being “finally...” #him dying with a smile on his face. .. #im so not normal #im so ill #UGHHH

[obnoxiousarcade]

UGH PEOPLE CAN BE SO STUPID SOME TIMES.

#okay okay but its obvious if you even practiced basic thought you would get it-- unheslthy coping mechanisms come from things people need to #cope with #and if you are MEAN TO THEM #they will withdraw further into the mechanism #ESPECIALLY if you are hating on them for the coping mechanism that is directly linked to traumatic experiences #it is THAT STRAIGHTFOREWARD #please JUST TREAT OTHE R PEOPLE LOIKENTJr nvrsgtv ugh #this is coming from a girl who imagined some one being mean to people people who im not even like #the things that theyre being mean about dont even apply to me (much) #UGHHH I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON HOW THIS IS MANAGED SOCAILLY i need to UGH GOSH #it makes me very mad okay? #but also who could i tell about this becaus eit makes a problem *I* have (that i would rather keep mostly secret) very very apparent. so i #cant tell my normal friends. but the ones closest to me who already know might disagree and im really really scared about what they would d #if they disagree #hehehe sorry that was im rambling okay bring the post tag: #fox (vulpes vulpes) on the internet for the first time #and done 😁

[goldenageofwireless]

just watched the new puppet history i am NOT crying YOU ARE

#I MISSED THE PROFESSOR SO MUCH ................................................................. #HE LOOKS SO NICE TOO..... SO BIG AND FLUFFY...... #HES JUST SO HAPPY TO SEE BEEF BOY AGAIN ......... #UGHHH............ #im so normal about this show i swear #mal.txt

[romanceforransom]

Why is making friends as an adult so hard 😫

#some people from work invited me to hang out with them bc theyre going to the cinema tomorrow and to a theme park after pay day #and like i said yes to these spontaneous plans bc this is the first time in 4 years im being invited out by work people #but then i get home and they havent added me to the gc to give details so now im panicked because i dont wanna pester them yknow?? #and like logically they want me there because they didnt invite everyone so theres literally no obligation on their part... #but i dont wanna be annoying and seem like im like demanding to go with them ughhh #why cant my parents just organise all my outings with friends like they used to it was so much easier that way #personal #im considering waiting a couple days to follow up about it bc maybe they just forgot??? #or even until i see them again on Tuesday #but then will they think im not interested??? #idkidk but i do know that this is kinda maybe a sign i should think more about getting that social anxiety diagnosis #because i dont think this level of overthinking is normal.. or at least it shouldnt be #if you read this far ily and im sorry jsjdkdj but yeah fr props to you for putting up with this spiral into madness and hope youre good <3

[krenia]

So, so the leaks were true huh that's that's fun that's so fun I really want to get back into playing arknights now

#alters feel like one of the worst things to happen to arknights and im not kidding #geniuenly hope none of my favs get alters ever aughhh #ughhh im going back to finishing af shit then bweh #im biased against summer skins so i wont even say anything besides im so fucking glad myrtle has a normal skin jesus thats awful bait there

[voiding-vex]

i wish i could have been in like. a 2000s era punk band so much. The music, the outfits, the vibes. Like, idk, theres something about the imperfections of technology and video and audio at that time that just really gets me. Everything nowadays feels like it has to be polished and perfect to be relevant, like, your videos have to be in the sparkling best of pixel quality and everything needs to be flawless if you want attention. I wish i could just chill with some friends and write songs and music and perform for crowds and just live that life

#lets be honest i probably just wish i was gerard way from hit american rockband my chemical romance i get so much fucking gender envy #but shhhhh #im totally normal over mcr #and not losing my mind over the concert next week #GOD i wish i could perform like that #sing those songs on stagee #UGHHH