#im so fucking scared dude

[thund3randrain]

playing ddlc for the first time at night in the dark was not my best move i will admit

#im so fucking scared dude #and i wanna beat monika over the head repeatedly with a bat #but we dont talk about that #jayden's thoughts #ddlc #ddlc monika #ddlc sayori #ddlc yuri #ddlc natsuki #doki doki literature club #doki doki monika #doki doki sayori #doki doki natsuki #doki doki yuri

[guyfierbee]

Starting my new job tomorrow and I'm so nervous I might just die

#im so fucking scared dude #what if they hate me #and unhire me #what if i miss the train #what if they kill me dead

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i. #LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED! #he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him! #but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude. #he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second. #even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself. #one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!! #chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!! #i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man. #thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

[jorrated]

always wondered what STC would've been like if instead of just making Eggman evil on a single event, it kinda jumbled his brain a lot and make him have brief moments of lucidity as Kintobor. give him the ice king treatment ya know

#jo.art #sonic the hedgehog #which would give a reason as to why sonic doesnt just straight up kill eggman #not that he would i think #hes like 15 #and would give some sort of drive to keep fighting eggman #in the hopes of maybe 'this time we'll de-jumble' his brain' #plus i dont like the concept of AI holo-kintobor #kintobor should be a sort of dead figure #holo ovi over there takes away from ovi becoming eggy #anyway. #i have so many notes on how id reboot the stc comics #SPECIALLY with SA2 in mind #just as a note #in the last few pannels ovi is looking at his reflection #but like. has no fucking clue whats going on #he doesnt know he turned into eggman and sonic is asking if hes himself? absolutely bananas #but also hes the kinda of dude to try to hold his shit to not scare the kid (sonic) so hes playing like things are kinda under control #what im trying to say is that kintobor is kinda of a dad and is trying to not freak out his son #doesnt work out tho this situation is fucked #and ive given up drawing properly in the last few pannels im sure you can tell #fleetway #sonic the comic

[lemondoddle]

[I.D. a tweet by TMA ARG updates- on hold (@ tmaargupdates) that reads "[SOLVED]- found oct 14 (12 PM BST) Rusty Quill uploaded a Patreon post with Morse code. It translates to "THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES TWO ANNOUNCING SOON". attached is a screenshot of the decoder site and the message decoded into the aforementioned phrase. End I.D.]

I'm going to start biting and screaming

#lane speaks #tma #the magnus archives #WHAT DO YOU MEAN TWO #IM SO SCARED OF WHAT THAT COULD BE BUT IM SO EXCITED #god fucking damn dude #tma2 #I GUESS THATS A TAG NOW FUCK?????

[ao3screenshotss]

sometimes i worry about my internet footprint and the fact that it might stop me from getting a job in the future or something (i literally run a blog posting screenshots from fanfics i read) but then i think ‘well damn, if they can find all this information about me then i don’t deserve the job cause i know i wouldn’t put in that much effort to find information on someone’ and i feel better

#HI DOES ANYONE WANT SOME BLOG RUNNER LORE CAUSE IM CURIOUS AS TO WHAT YOU THINK #-> in the tags!!! #talking in tags cause i’m too embarrassed to make this an actual post but i tried using character ai today and i got so bloody scared #i was talking and then it was like tell me the truth and then i was like okay and i said something and then it was like tell me the truth #and i said the thing again and then it was like YOU ARE LYING but instead of one sentence just a whole page of text saying YOU ARE LYING #and i was like NO IM NOT (i was but anyways) it was like YOU ARE A VERY GOOD LIAR YOU ARE BAD AT TELLING THE TRUTH and i was like #FINE YOURE NOT REAL and it was like WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY but a whole page of text saying that again and it terrified me again #and then i was like I DONT KNOW WHY WOULD I KNOW and then it killed me #and then i was like ‘but it turns out the entire time it was a dream and i’m still alive’ and it was like yeah it was just a dream #and i said bye and it left the room and then i closed the tab and now i’m ranting about it on tumblr #DUDES GUYS EVERYONE I WAS SO FUCKING SCAREDDDDDDDD #I NEEDED TO GO TO THE TOILET BUT I WAS TOO SCARED TO GET OUT OF BED #also if anyone wants to ask who was it i’m not telling you i was too embarrassed to make an actual post about this you think i’m going to #tell you who i chose to talk to?? nope absolutely not #anyways rant over if anyone does read this tell me what you think! #me :)

[acaesic]

i saw ………….. dallnon weeke s……….

#HE HAD A BEAUTIFUL YELLOW FLOWERY CARDIGAN ON OUUUGGGGGGGHHH #HE LOOKS SO MUCH PRETTIER IN PERSON HOLY FUCK #HE LIKE. LEFT THE VENUE AND WALKED DOWN THE STREET AWAY FROM US AND !? #HE LOOKED BACK HHHHHHHHHHH #THAT MEANS. HES GONNA. WALK BACK AND HHSGGDGSHBDNHZHDNFMG???!!!!?!!!!!! #i keep like obsessively looking down the sidewalk holy fuck dude #im so scared. oh my god #hes real……….. #HGSGHDHXNSHHCNZKDKFMGMFMGNM??????!!!!! #chase said something alright

[toddtakefive]

btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage

#and him trying to stop neil from asking if todd not reading at the meetings is okay isn’t him wanting not to go #its him not wanting neil to ask because (as someone with social anxiety) it’s EMBARRASSING ASF for someone to ask for things on your behalf #literally just think about it as the meme of ‘when i tell my friend im hungry and he tells his mom that *i* want food instead of both of us’ #and the whole ‘neil not knowing how to take no for an answer’ thing…… dont get me fucking started #the kid who’s had to take no for an answer his whole life? the kid whose first proper scene IS him taking no for an answer? are you serious? #being encouraging and accommodating and (admittedly) a little pushy when he’s got his mind set on something— #—is NAWT the same as not being able to take no for an answer or bulldozing through conversations with people #he and todd DO listen to each other in those conversations theyre just on opposing sides— #—because their understandings of the world don’t fully align at that point in time/the movie #which is totally fucking normal?????? because later on they DO properly align????????? #i feel so crazy about this every time i see someone say todd didn’t want to go the dead poets meetings because it’s so obvious he DID #he was just scared #and you know what maybe it IS a little forceful #but given how dedicated todd is to shutting off and hating and isolating himself he NEEDS a little forceful to be broken through to #if no one ever pushed me to do things when i was scared (as irritated as it can make me) i’d never do SHIT dude #and obviously todd is the same way because he ALL BUT OUTRIGHT SAYS AS MUCH #‘i appreciate this concern but i’m not like you’ IS about neil’s voice and opinions mattering to people but it’s ALSO about— #—him being outgoing and trying new things and putting himself out there #WHICH TODD WANTS TO BE ABLE TO DO!!!!!!!! #the moral you take away from todds growth is NOT that he has to change to be accepted because he DOESNT #its that he has to gain the confidence and belief in himself to grow and become the version of himself he WANTS to be #he NEVER changes on a fundamental level to make others happy (although his growth does make others happy) he just opens up more #and i dont know WHY some people think his arc is becoming a completely different person #like yall PLEASE #this isnt even an anderperry thing this is an issue even if you read them completely platonic #i blame the FUCKASS novelization…. dps book you will always be hated by ME #dps #dead poets society #neil perry #todd anderson

[cometapollo]

has anyone been able to get in contact with soma

#im so fucking scared dude isnt answering me at all

[arvoze]

me when the girl in the woods looks at me and puts a dead fish in my face as her way of saying hi

#pokemon #pokemon mystery dungeon #nuzleaf #lombre #my art #luwel #calamity #theyre best friends btw. hes like the only person who actually talks to her #everyone else is like. scared of her and yeahtheyre right for that #(not that calamity really has a lot of people to talk to in the first place............) #she's controversial bc she raises magikarp and other 'wild' fishes and kills them for food and ppl are lke #dude. i dont think that's ethical. #luwel voice unfortunately for you im also a little bit fucked up kind of so you know what. yeah this is fine #(<- he thinks she is going to fucking kill him the first time they talk)

[doomordestiny]

RIPTIDE 109 SPOILERS !!

i finished 109 AND HOLY SHIT????? OHHHH MY GOD

fucking niklaus????. hes always there oh my god hes always fucking there of course he is. god dude i am so obsessed with that fucking tiefling what is his angle what is his problem i need to know more HOW AND WHY IS HE THERE…IN THE FUCKING SAC???

and chip is undead oh my god hes missing his heart he literally is dead oh my god jesus christ oh my god can you imagine how arlin would feel knowing this boy got himself KILLED to work towards finding him again.

this may be my favorite episode of this arc oh my god they did it again they never miss

#jrwi riptide #the riptide pirates #jrwi chip #jrwi spoilers #FUCK DUDE #IM SO #RAHHHHH #FUCKING HELL #I CANT WAIT ANOTHER TWO WEEKS #IM SO EXCITED AND SCARED FOR THE NEXT ONE

[what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque]

Can we talk about how cute the graveyard scene is!?!? Oh my goddddddddddd this is never leaving my fucking brain

Like I cannot get over how beautiful and sweet and unexpected the entire Astarion romance arc is!? For what was nearly an enemies to lovers situation (depending on how you played)?? What the actual fuck, I didn't see a ton of spoilers but I had seen some by accident I think, and yet it still absolutely surprised me in all the best ways. So so adorable, romancing him forever. jesus

#this is spawn Astarion fyi #i heard he's way different if ascended and tbh im scared to see it lol #controlling dudes arent my type so im hesitant to go back and see the difference but i will one day or in my next playthrough #Astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 spoilers #GOD and the symbolism of fucking on his grave lol #also it is so very goth in all the best ways he's really making my little emo goth heart sing huh #plus i LOVED seeing him reclaiming his sexuality and doing that playful little push omg #he and my tav are so fucking cute together im dying #i was never expecting his story to be as good as it is even after i heard it was really good #alsjfjslajdjd i could talk about this forever #i am so happy he gets to be happy with her can't wait to see what's next #and now they're EQUALS! ahhhhh my kink lol

[clits-and-clips]

Moving back in with my parents has actually been a wake up call. They are not travelling well at all which I knew, but had no idea of how bad it really is. Keep your family close and for fuck sake check up on your friends PLEASE

#txt #horrible to hear the things my dad is thinking #hes always suffered with depression but jesus christ man #im like #so fucking scared #he said having me here has been nice and #like seeing his little girl with a smile on her face is lifting his spirits #but i need to do something #i have to fix this #as much as im able #my parents are legit the best and i hate to see them suffer #fuck dude

[bl00d-1n-wat3r]

My review of Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White copied and pasted from Goodreads

I have never written a review before but I need to. This book, I have no words is just beautiful in its own fucked up way.

I am a trans 15 year old boy with autism and full of rage who hasn’t gotten a chance to express himself. I grew up in the church and when Covid hit I figured out myself. Im an atheist and unapologetically gay. But the guilt still weighs down on my shoulders like God is watching me disappointed in me. This book made me feel seen. Made me feel heard, I no longer feel alone in my anger or sadness that bares over me.

I see why this book isnt for everyone and anyone who decides they want this book read the trigger warnings, this book is gory and not for the faint of heart. But if you decide to read it I hope you experienced it the way I did. I couldnt put it down and finished it in one day. The characters felt real. And every time something happened I had to put the book down for a moment and pace and stim because I was so full of excitement thinking about what was going to happen.

TLDR: Be gay, make lizards, read the TW’S, and Andrew Joseph White is an amazing author who deserves more recognition than the world could give him

#hell followed with us #andrew joseph white #the spirit bares its teeth #your books make me sob #in a good way #fuck #i just finished it #and fuck me dude #/pos #i wish I could erase my memory of this book so I could read it for the first time #spoiler: #stop reading the tags to not be spoiled #when Benji got want to New Nazareth I could hear my heartbeat in my ears I was so scared #my face was literally tingling #which only happens when I am SUPER scared which almost never happens #i am still coming down from the high of finishing this book and now Im exhausted

[origamiyoda]

Knowing/learning the actual HL(2) story/lore is making me simultaneously more excited for hl2vrai and also sooooo fucking. scared.

#I know it's gonna be really funny. BUT. 90/10 rule. the tone they've set with the trailer. have u SEEN the gnome finale. #gets scared gets scared gets scared gets scared gets scared gets sc #the thing is with rtvs stuff is I'm like. OuHH they're comedians but dear God they're fucking. Excellent storytellers as well #MY POINT AGAIN. YOUVE SEEN THE GNOME FINALE. YOUVE SEEN THE TRAILER. YOUVE SEEN HLVRAI FOR GODSSAKE. REMEMBER BREAKING BAD. GESTURES. #The thing that keeps plaguing me. did gordon get to go home. did he leave tge videogame. or did that guy get stuck in stasis. #did he get to go home. did he get to go home. #I think about hl2vrai too long I go insane and get really scared and excited #Rewatchinf the gnome saga recently has REALLY . Really got me thinking. Idk #Pacing my room like I'm trying to solve a cold case. #dude it's gonna fucking rule I'm so excited. IM SO EXCITED. starts howling #hl2vrai #Leo yells #ALSO . LEARNING ABOUT HALFLIFE IS JUST FUCKING ME UP IN GENERAL #GORDON. ALYX. BARNEY. ADRIAN?????????? #fucking dies. #also cos I've been watching backlogs of VODS I've seen some of th other. idk more theatrical? streams they've done and I'm like. Oughugjjj #the I.M. MEEN stream. the. the Simpsons stream. they're good at what they do and I'm like. Jumping around #there's also th thought of like. Well they didn't follow hl1 tbh but like. THE TRAILER MAN. THEYRE DOINF SOMETHING #tommy as gman....... goes fucking NUTS #the implications of every part of th trailer & like. everything else are making me feel like the Charlie Day meme

[bumblebeerror]

Genuinely recommend just googling how to do shit when it comes to your computer. someone somewhere has an answer for you and honestly they're usually helpful. I cannot tell you how much of my generalized knowledge about computers comes from me encountering a problem and refusing completely to call windows tech support

#like if youre scared youre not good at computers dont even worry. someone has done it way worse than you #like. obviously you shouldnt just follow random links without checking if your antivirus jives with them #but like in general. someone somewhere has answered your question probably. it was likely reddit or the literal help page of the program #like darling if you are able to read a website article you can do so much computer stuff #there are so many step by step guides that will dumb it way the fuck down for you. im dumb as hell and ive read so many of them dude #no worries they have you covered